where i've been (rehab edition)

Hi, my friends ✨ I went into an alcohol & drug treatment centre after a long battle with addiction and am now in recovery - life is so, SO much better because of that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to share this with you! I'm very new to sobriety and learning more every single day, this is where I'm at right now, feeling beyond grateful and truly proud 💛
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[@emilybown3115]

Meg, how incredibly brave to post this. I've watched you content for years and did not even know or suspected anything at all. Which just shows we have no idea what anyone is going through in life and to always be kind. Your amazing, your content has always been so inspiring and feel so proud of you for opening up on your battle. Everyone has their own struggles and I know you will help lots of people with this post for various reasons. So glad your doing so well, enjoy this new chapter and always be proud of yourself. Xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Emily, your comment brought tears to my eyes - you're so thoughtful and compassionate ❤️ we really do have no idea what people are dealing with, such an important thing to remember. I truly hope it does help, I know how relentless addiction is and had a gut instinct that this was the right thing to do so fingers crossed! All my love to you x

[@aprilshenberger2531]

Beyond proud of you, Meg. I've silently watched for years, but I felt the need to comment on this. As the (adult) child of an alcoholic, I've seen firsthand what alcohol can do to a person (and their loved ones). I'm overwhelmingly encouraged by your bravery to get help. This impacts you and countless others. You are amazing. Cheering you on every step of the way. Thank you for your vulnerability. It means more than you'll ever know.

[@MegSays]

Absolutely floored by your comment April, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart, genuinely 🧡 so sorry you had to go through that, alcohol addiction is a truly relentless, evil thing. Wish I could give you a big hug and tell you in person how much your words and support means to me, thank you! x

[@caryntonh1037]

60 days is a massive achievement! So much love to you Meg

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, almost - 57 days today so I'll get my two month chip on Friday at AA, I'm so excited as everyone makes a really big deal of it with clapping and hugs etc, it's the cutest thing ever, I love it 🙈 so much love to you too! x

[@JodieJPorteous]

I’ve said it many times to you in the past few weeks but I really cannot stress enough how PROUD I am of you !!! A brave, beautiful, strong, incredible woman sharing your story & being so vulnerable to help others 🙏🏼 couldn’t love you more xxx

[@MegSays]

You've been an absolute rock, it's a testament to what a gorgeous, kind and special person you are - you've absolutely blown me away with your thoughtfulness :) sooo grateful for you and couldn't love you more either, THANK YOU! 💗💗

[@Rubatheva]

Two of the most wholesome of my youtube faves 😍

[@MegSays]

@@Rubatheva awwww 💗

[@whythoidk]

I feel like often people won't nesescarily understand how hard it is to break any form of addiction(shopping, drugs, alcohol, caffeine, sex, excercise, as well as another kind that I wont mention as i don't want to upset anyone who might have struggled with the last one which I still continuously struggle with) until they've been in that position themselves. Thank you for sharing this 💜💜

[@ag9284]

Meg, I have watched your videos for years and I have genuinely never seen you look so self-assured, at peace and comfortable in your own skin. I’m so sorry you had to experience this but hope you’re super proud of yourself for growing from it. I’m sure you’re helping lots of people who are in a similar position ♥️

[@MegSays]

Aww wow, this is such a wonderful comment - thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🧡

[@kitkat7491]

Well done Meg and for sharing your story !!!!❤❤ I've watched you for ages and you always look so beautiful, and youre beautiful on the inside too...my brother is going through this now, big hugs xxxx

[@BeautyByHan]

This popped up on my KZbin home screen and oh my gosh I'm so glad for once the algorithm worked this time :) Super inspiring and wonderful to see someone being so open, honest but also clearly setting boundaries. You've clearly been through a lot, but I feel v proud of you and for your nearly 60 days sober. As someone who also has a chronic illness, sometimes I think especially when we may not 'look' like the kind of people to go through these struggles, it's even more important to speak about them. If you can. Because it breaks down the stigma of disease only affects a 'type' of person, when it doesn't. And truly we need to be kind to every person we meet because we do not know what trouble they are facing everyday. Sorry for the ramble, and you defo gained a sub in me

[@ebtihalsuliman8429]

Very proud of you !! I haven’t been watching lots of youtube videos recently but You just crossed my mind and saw this video now, i have always loved your videos they are so calming and has a lovely vibe no matter what you’re filming im glad you are back & doing well!❤️❤️❤️

[@Amyscounsellingpractice]

Hello lovely Meg. I’ll never forget the feelings I felt when I first discovered you. I left you a comment and you replied, which made me feel such warmth. You are an inspiration. I admire you and the strength you have, beyond words. As a watcher of your channel/instagram, and a therapist myself, I am BEYOND proud of the journey you’re on, the courage you had and continue to have, and the huge achievement you have made. Well done you beautiful soul. ❤

[@Trevorious2010]

been struggling with addiction. threw two months join the drain this week. hate my self because I've been putting a wife i don't deservfe through heel the last 3 years. no idea why im still aive and not divorced. was thinking of starting a blog/vlog because I might not survive my next relapse. I think I need to share my pain. even if no one listens! Keep kicking ass Meg, send love from Canada!

[@annieb3784]

Sending all my love to you Meg on your recovery ❤️ you've absolutely got this sweet girl x

[@MegSays]

Thank you gorgeous Annie, you're the best 🧡

[@myja100]

Congratulations, sending so much love for your journey ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much beautiful 🧡

[@nicoletrowbridge3523]

Sending you all the love!! So very brave of you to post this and be so very open about your struggles! ❤❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, Nicole! ❤️

[@EloiseEighteen]

Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm so proud of you and so so pleased that you are proud of yourself x

[@MegSays]

Thank you sooo much, Eloise! :) x

[@LaurenRogers59]

I’m so sorry about this! I hope your on a positive recovery xx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, Lauren! x

[@paulawalker8973]

Lovely to see you back Meg and well done you, sending big hugs xx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Paula, sending big hugs back! x

[@amyfallon335]

Sending all the love always Meg, so proud of you ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Amy, so appreciate it! ❤️

[@annamae1688]

Sending so much love to you, you’re so brave. It’s so lovely to see your face on my screen again ♥️♥️♥️

[@MegSays]

Thank you sooo much Anna Mae, it's appreciated more than I can say! ☺️

[@LoveBrownie]

sending you so so much love, so proud of you ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you so incredibly much! x

[@samanthasimpson7757]

A beautiful person inside and out! Thank you for sharing your story and being so brave! 💕

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Samantha, it means everything :) x

[@jof8581]

Sending soooo much love and you’re SO brave Meg, amazing ❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, Jo! x

[@ruchamabom9822]

So proud of you, thank you for sharing this💕💕

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Ruchama :) x

[@hannahg6627]

Aw Meg sending you so much love. You are so brave for tackling this head on. Onwards and upwards from here

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Hannah, absolutely - it's always darkest before the dawn

[@oliviaroe5235]

Sending so much love and support during your recovery, Meg! You’re incredible brave 💓

[@MegSays]

Thank you gorgeous Olivia, you're so lovely 💗

[@Sigridv92]

Thank you so much for sharing, I'm so glad that you were able to take the step and go to rehab. That's brave 💕

[@MegSays]

Thank you Sigrid, absolutely - it was such an overwhelming step and I had absolutely no idea what to expect, but it changed my life totally for the better and was the best decision ever 🧡

[@katieconnors6010]

Sending so much love Meg your so brave & strong you have got this and we are all behind you too we are all battling something. so very brave of you to share this journey and I have no doubts it will help so many people ❤❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Katie, you're so right - sending you all my love ❤️

[@elodiepinn7776]

Wow Meg. Thank you so much for your honesty and strength! So very courageous xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you Elodie, you're so kind! x

[@bethaimee881]

So bloody proud of you gorgeous xxx thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us all and sharing your story

[@MegSays]

Thanks lovely, I appreciate it so much! x

[@nataliewylie-rj8in]

Soo soo brave of you Meg! Well done for posting and I hope like you said your video reaches offers who are struggling! Lots of a love from a long time subscriber ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Natalie, I hope so too! Lots of love to you ❤️

[@KTGB457]

You are so incredibly brave, I wish you nothing but strength to get through this & live a happy, healthy life. ❤❤❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you sooo much beautiful :) x

[@Orlagh]

Ohh Meg, so proud of you for sharing your story. With you every step of the way 💪💞

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Orlagh, that is such a comfort :) x

[@rebecca4507]

So proud of you, Meg! Thank you for sharing ❤❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you Rebecca 🧡

[@amylouise170]

Thank you for being so vulnerable and open and honest with us and sharing your story you are a beautiful soul inside and out we are all so proud of you and supporting and cheering you on xx

[@MegSays]

Bless you, such a lovely thing to say, thank you so much :) x

[@BilingualBookworm]

So proud of you! Such a difficult battle and extremely brave for you to be fighting and also sharing 💚💚💚💚

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much for your kind words, Vix! x

[@lm6267]

So lovely to have you back, and than you so much for your bravery and honesty. Xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you SO much! 🧡

[@saundradavis]

I'm super late, so I'm very sorry Meg! Today, I'm catching up on your channel! First of all, I want to say that I'm so sorry for all you've been through. From your PTSD struggle, to becoming addicted to alcohol, you've been through it. But, girl, I'm so so proud of you! Knowing you had a problem, and seeking help showed so much strength on your part! You're so strong, and powerful, and you're showing others that go through this same thing that they can get through it, too! I'm thankful that you got help, and you're becoming healthier. You're giving yourself what you so deserve! And I couldn't be more proud of you! Keep going, sweet girl! 💪🏻✨💋

[@alexamonro8817]

So much love to you Meg, it is so wonderful to see you happy and I'm wishing you all the best

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Alexa! x

[@MaddieImogen91]

Hi Meg, I’ve just subscribed to your channel as your Instagram post came up as suggested content for me. Thank you for sharing your story ❤ I work in mental health and have seen the power alcohol has over people’s lives. You are truly inspiring for sharing this story and normalising how addiction can literally impact anyone; society often has preconceived ideas of what addiction is. Wishing you all the best in your recovery, you’ve got this! xxx

[@MegSays]

Hi Maddie, thank you sooo much! I'm so glad I popped up on your Instagram, thanks for coming over here :) gosh it's awful isn't it, it really can be a poison in some people's lives, it totally took over mine :( I really appreciate that, thank you - the hardest video I've ever clicked 'publish' on but I'm SO glad I did! Wishing you all the best too x

[@MoonchildMaggie]

Sending you lots of love and strength, Meg! Very proud of you for sharing this. Take care ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Swadha, take care too :) x

[@Marieke-xs7tq]

I've been watching you for almost 7 years now since I was 20 years old. Your channel has always felt like a small little safe corner on youtube. You're incredibly brave and courageous to be posting something like this, I love how you are opening the conversation around this and probably helping other people along the way, maybe even unknowingly. I wish you only the best in this journey and I'm truly proud of you!

[@Kezipoo]

Sending you so much love, this is unbelievably brave of you to share. We’re all on your side, cheering you on xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Kezia (gorgeous name btw!) I appreciate it so much, you are the best cheerleaders a girl could wish for :) x

[@laura72x]

Thank you for your honesty, your vulnerability is very inspiring x

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Laura, that's so kind of you to say :) x

[@stargirl3972]

You are an absolute angel! Thankyou for sharing your story. Your strength is so admirable and you are so brave and inspiring to so many. So happy that you’re doing so much better, wishing you the brightest future❤😸😸🫶🏼

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, you're such a sweetheart :) x

[@lydiaroberts337]

What a brave thing to share your story Meg, have always admired you and now even more. You’ve got this, glad you’re doing better!! Xx

[@MegSays]

So kind of you Lydia, thank you so much :) x

[@sheritatum555]

You are the best Meg! Wishing you nothing but health and happiness because you deserve it. Much love to you.

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Sheri, you're the best too :) x

[@sarahmiles7827]

Thank you for sharing your story and journey with us. Sending you loads of Happy vibes for an amazing future ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Sarah, I love your energy :) sending you loads of happy vibes in return, you deserve it! ❤️

[@carlydilly2758]

Well done Meg and thank you for sharing your story , your so brave . Well done 🎉❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Carly, I appreciate it :) x

[@gaylefw5072]

Way to go Meg. I'm so proud of you! Sending you love and light from across the pond ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Gayle, love and light right back at you 💛

[@kaylagrieger]

I’m truly in awe of your bravery, Meg. Thank you for sharing this with us ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you sooo much beautiful Kayla ❤

[@katiec3686]

You really are amazing! Thank you so much for making this and for having the courage to post it. I’ve missed watching you so it was lovely to see you pop up. I’m sorry about what’s happened but it’s amazing how far you’ve come and anything is possible ❤️ xxx

[@MegSays]

Oh thank you so much Katie, I've missed posting so much too but I hope this explains somewhat - I was in such a deep hole and struggling so much with this issue, along with a load of life upsets and health issues, it felt never-ending at times but now that I'm sober, I'm able to deal with those obstacles sooo much better and with a clear head, I'm so relieved :) anything really is possible, that's beautiful! x

[@Humera478]

*hugs* so proud of you for choosing yourself and making a positive change X

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, Humera 🧡

[@JennySutcliffe]

Wow Meg, well done for being brave enough to share your story! I think it's incredibly admirable and courageous of you and sending you so much love!! You got this! Xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Jenny, you are sooo kind :) x

[@santavasaraudze7012]

You are so much stronger than u think ❤ thank you for opening up and sharing your story 😊 absolutely appreciate it ❤❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you lovely, that's so kind of you to say 💛

[@jennifersmith6124]

So proud of you! You are so incredibly brave and your passion to share everything for the sake of helping others is amazing xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you SO much Jennifer, that's so kind of you to say! 💗

[@teaskinner7456]

So nice to see you again! You sound so strong here and like you’ve really got a pep in your step. Sounds like you are doing so well and I’m sure this will be inspiring to someone going through something similar. Sending love x

[@MegSays]

So nice to see you too, I hope you're really well :) oh gosh yeah I've totally got my mojo back, life is worth living again, I'm so happy and relieved! Sending love to you too x

[@hattie2525]

What a brave and open video! Normalising needing help is a very Meg way to approach the subject and I'm so pleased you are getting yourself back on track. Much love to Will too as supporting someone you love through life's highs and lows is hard and can take its toll. Chin up and keep going one day at a time x

[@MegSays]

Thank you Hattie, I absolutely agree - we can keep things to ourselves and think we'll be able to sort them out on our own so we needn't burden anyone but sometimes, saying 'I'm not okay' is the bravest thing you can do 🧡 yes totally, it's a difficult and emotional journey for the sufferer and those who love them, my heart goes out to all involved! Thanks again :) x

[@daisysimmons7548]

Sending you lots of love and support💕💕💕. You should be so proud of yourself!

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, Daisy 💗

[@singerGBNL]

Thank you SO much for sharing your story, being vulnerable with us and for putting this message out there in the very best way I could ever imagine someone could speak about this. I'm so glad you were brave enough to get help and that you have lovely, supportive friends and family around you. I'm sat here with tears in my eyes but all because I'm inspired by your bravery and happy for you that you're in a better place now! Take care of yourself, we love you! x

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much beautiful, everything you've said is SO kind, I am so touched sitting here and reading your lovely words :) take care of yourself and I love you too! x

[@Ana-bo1rv]

You are so strong and so brave for sharing this!!! I have absolutely loved your content for years and this has made me respect and admire you that much more 💕 you are glowing and it just shines through the screen that you are in a wonderful place!! Sending you all the good vibes and I love hearing that you have such an amazing support system 💕

[@MegSays]

Thank you sooo much Ana, I'm having a chilled Sunday morning in bed with a cup of tea and your comment has definitely set my day off to a good start, thanks lovely 💛 sending you all the good vibes back and yes, so lucky with my support system, everyone has been amazing so far! x

[@sallysummer709]

What a powerful video, thank you for sharing! I wish you all the luck in the world for battling this addiction meg xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Sally! 💗

[@EEN63]

I’m so sorry you’ve been through such struggles with addiction but I’m so incredibly proud of you for making the decision to make this life change for the better! You can do this, taking it one day at a time! Sending all the love, positive thoughts and prayers to you! 💗🙏🏻💗 You’ve got this! 🥰

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, you have always been there for me and I appreciate it so much :) absolutely, one day at a time - it all contributes towards this new happier, healthier life that I am just absolutely cherishing! 💗

[@itsnidz2161]

Omggg meg it’s so lovely to see you!!❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you, lovely to see you too! x

[@TanyaSmallM]

I've been a subscriber for years and I'm so so sorry to hear that you went through this! I've experienced alcohol abuse with members of my family, but never actually got the chance to speak to them about the why or the how. This video has been so eye opening in terms of helping me understand addiction and mental health a little more. I just wanted to say that you're so incredibly strong and I'm glad that you're here today ❤️

[@MegSays]

Wow Tanya, thank you so much for such a thoughtful comment! I'm so sorry to hear about that, I can imagine that it's truly baffling to witness - I didn't even understand it myself being the sufferer and just could not wrap my head around why it kept beating me every time, but now I've learnt a lot about addiction, I get why I couldn't conquer it by myself! Thanks again, that's so kind ❤️

[@itsmegracekim]

Awww Meg ❤ I’m so happy for you and I hope your recovery journey goes well! We are here for you. I love your strength! And I know the journey will be hard at times but I’m so proud of you!!!

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, I already knew that you guys would be super kind and supportive but in the half an hour since I posted, you have blown me away yet again ❤️ I'm sooo lucky, thank you x

[@emilieadel6144]

You are the most brave and beautiful soul, wishing you the best continued recovery

[@MegSays]

Aww thank you so much for saying that Emilie, so kind x

[@katie359]

Firstly, huge congratulations on what you have achieved so far, you are incredible! Thank you for sharing this with us and no doubt your vulnerability will help others and help us to support you the best we can too. I (and I’m sure all your subscribers) will be here every step of the way in any capacity you need ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you Katie, what a gorgeous comment 🧡 I can't tell you how much your support means to me, I can tell what a kind person you are just through these few sentences - what a gem :) I hope I can be here for you all, too! x

[@hannahmattson2481]

So proud of you Meg! Missed you on here, I can’t wait to watch more from you!!

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Hannah, can't wait to keep uploading! 😍

[@thepseudonymcrisis]

Wow Meg, so proud and so much love for you! 💛Every time you open your heart to us I just feel so much respect and care and love for you and it is incredible to see the most amazing community online that you have built! Because of you this is a safe space, for others and for you to share and be honest 💗❤ I hope you can see this and feel this comfort and love. Addiction is not a topic many feel people can share on and it will mean the world to those suffering with it that there is a safe space to sit in online and learn and feel support. xxx

[@MegSays]

Sooo kind of you Ruby-Leigh, thank you ever so much! I definitely do see and feel your comfort and love, like I already knew in my heart that you would all be so amazingly kind about this but you have blown me away yet again - what absolute GEMS ✨ definitely, it's not easy to speak about so if I can be that voice in any small way then what a beautiful thing, it makes me feel like I have a purpose again 💗 which will in turn be sooo helpful to my recovery so the whole thing is just unreal, I'm so grateful! All the love in the world to you 🧡

[@mollyhermann5258]

Wow Meg! You are so brave! I can't imagine what you have gone through but to see you come out the otherside with a positive attitude and smiling. Sending all the love and wishing you all the best ❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Molly, what a gem you are :) sending you all the love back, I hope you're having a gorgeous weekend so far! x

[@Amy-kl6ei]

You are so brave, your happiness is shining throughout this video, well done for getting the help you needed, sending lots of love ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Amy, life genuinely is sooo much better now :) x

[@noelleswift6054]

Thank you for sharing! I think it’s really brave of you to share this, and I think it’s so helpful for so many people 💕 You are extremely brave and strong, not only for recovering but also for reaching out for help.

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Noelle, I hope so 🧡 that's so kind of you to say x

[@emmagrace9816]

So proud of you! Never expected to see this video from you but I think that just shows how you never know how much people are struggling behind closed doors. You are truly amazing for getting the help you need and are positively glowing! Xx

[@MegSays]

Thanks darling, absolutely - such a silent struggle of isolation for so many people, I hope this makes them feel less alone ✨ bless you, thank you! x

[@MissEviinka]

oh i feel really sorry that u have to go through this. you are so strong, very proud of u ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, I know - I'm sorry too, I've got a long and hard journey ahead of me but I have every faith that I can do it, just got to be extremely strong and keep going ❤️ thanks again! x

[@katieledden1711]

Thank you for sharing this Meg - so brave of you. It’s been eye opening for me and shown me that anyone can be affected by this illness. Sending you so much love 💜 I would love a Q&A about rehab! God bless x

[@MegSays]

My pleasure, thank you so much for watching Katie! My best friend said the same thing, she had absolutely no idea and said it has helped her realise that the picture of an 'addict' in her head may not be correct, addiction definitely doesn't discriminate and nobody is immune - just so glad to be on the right path now, hope to stay on it forever 🧡 definitely, I think a Q&A would be a good video idea! x

[@francescac9900]

Meg, you are so brave sharing your story. I’m so glad you got the help you needed. Wishing you all the best in your recovery journey. ❤❤❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Francesca, that's so kind of you 🧡

[@Joysteib]

Congratulations !! So proud of you for recognizing you had a problem and dealing with it! Continue to be kind to yourself and wishing you all the best on your recovery!!

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Joycelyn, you are and have always been an absolute angel 🧡

[@lauraneale6905]

This is incredibly open honest and trusting of you Meg. You’re amazing! I’m here supporting you every step of the way ❤

[@MegSays]

Thanks so much Laura, all down to you as an audience being SUCH kind people that I felt able to sit down and do this 🧡 you're amazing too! x

[@lilo857]

i’ve always really admired you and now i do even more - please take care of yourself, and thank you for sharing❤️

[@MegSays]

Bless you Lily, that is so kind, thank you so much 💗

[@littlepixie81]

Wishing you all the best with your recovery, Meg ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you Lydia, it means a lot :) x

[@Alice20007]

This just shows us all and proves the point you never know what others are going through so always be kind and considerate💕 Wishing the best for you Meg you're a kind soul! Thank you for letting us in and creating a needed conversation in society.

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, I absolutely agree - be kind, always 💗 definitely, it's so important to me to be open about this as these are the sort of conversations that can save lives. Sending you so much love! x

[@shyana19]

Thank you so much for sharing your story Meg. You are so strong! Proud of you for asking for help, your future is so bright and we’re all cheering you on, you got this!! I’ve followed you for so many years now and the positive community you’ve created is testament to the beautiful soul you are. Good people attract good people. Sending you lots of love!

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, I just 'awww'-ed out loud at this comment :) you're a beautiful soul too, so happy and honoured to have you here! x

[@caronfon9676]

Your bravery is incredible Meg! 60 days is a huge milestone and you should be so incredibly proud of yourself for doing what you needed to do for yourself! Sending you so much love❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Caron, I couldn't picture my life without alcohol in it as it had gotten its claws so deeply in me - living clean and sober is amazing, I am pinching myself that it finally happened, and that something finally worked! ❤️

[@amybritain2470]

This is so incredibly brave of you to share with us, your such a strong woman! Sending you huge love and hugs and wishing you the best in your recovery, I am so glad you feel this is a safe space we’ve got you no matter what ❤️

[@MegSays]

Thank you sooo much Amy, your words mean so much to me and you've absolutely contributed towards this being such a safe space for me 💗

[@emmadavies5772]

Hi 😊 I’ve never commented before but I felt compelled to after watching this video. My father has been where you have been, he went to rehab almost 6 years ago and I am so proud of him for continuing to be in recovery. It really helped me listening to your experience as I don’t often talk to him about it as I am too close to the situation if that makes sense. You have done absolutely amazing and you should be so proud of yourself. Thank you for sharing your experience 😊

[@MegSays]

Aww Emma, thank you so much for commenting, it's lovely to hear from you :) so sorry to hear about your dad's struggles but that's amazing that he's come out the other side of it, I'm sure it has been amazing to see him hit all of those recovery milestones, such a huge achievement! Thanks again, your words really mean a lot to me! 🧡

[@emilyhorsbrough]

Oh sweet 🥹 so proud of you! I’ve watched you for literal years and this breaks my heart for you but also, you are soooo strong and brave! I choose not to drink not for those reasons but because I’ve seen it change people and make people make horrible decisions and I would hate that for myself. And I don’t feel like I miss out 🥰 onwards and upwards darling! 💘✨🌈🕊️☀️ brighter days ahead xxxxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Emily, such a sweet comment! I'm so glad you're able to avoid it, alcohol really can be such a destructive substance, you're very lucky and absolutely not missing out on anything whatsoever 💗 thanks angel! x

[@aliceemainland]

I am so proud of you Meg and so deeply sorry that you’ve had to go through all this 💖 Thinking of you, sending so much love and know that we are all here for you! Take care of yourself 🥰

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Alice, you are just gorgeous 💗 take care too! x

[@racheltaylor2549]

What a wonderfully heart felt honest and transparent video. Wishing you every success on your journey Meg 💖.

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Rachel, did my best :) wishing you every success too, thanks for your support! x

[@licclecharl]

How incredibly honest and brave Meg! Well done for getting help! So glad to see your beautiful, positive face back on youtube! I wish you every bit of luck for the future Xxxx

[@MegSays]

Wow thank you so much for such a kind comment, it means the world :) wishing you every bit of luck and happiness too, you deserve it! x

[@tylerford428]

Thank you for opening up with us Meg 💗 as a viewer I'm so proud of you 💗

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Tyler, means a lot! x

[@kirsty8430]

Wow how incredibly brave of you to share your journey! And congratulations on such an amazing achievement, sending so much love 💖

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Kirsty, sending so much love back to you! x

[@yai69]

I am so grateful to have seen this. I too have been suffering trying to cope with PTSD and general life upsets. I have always been straightedge so for the first time in my life I considered starting to drink and so drugs because nothing else was lessening the pain. This gives me the strength to be self compassionate and keep moving forward towards healing

[@MegSays]

Bless you, sending so much love your way, I'm so sorry to hear of your struggles but I'm over the moon to hear that you have grace and compassion for yourself - wishing you nothing but healing, hope, health and happiness ✨

[@ColourCandyful1]

You’re so brave, this is my first time watching your KZbin & I’m sending love, positivity & best wishes for this greatest next chapter of your life!! Well done you on your sobriety, you should be so proud of yourself!! 🎉❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much, firstly - welcome! And secondly, thanks again for such kind words, I really appreciate it and definitely am proud of myself :) x

[@HeyItsEl22]

If I could like this video a million times I would. Meg, I am SO proud of you. Thank you for being so vulnerable and brave in sharing this with us. And congratulations on your 1 month chip! You are glowing. Sending so much love your way xx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much El, what an angel you are ❤️ thanks for making it much easier for me to share! Aww I love my chip, I need to think of somewhere cute to keep them :) lots of love x

[@anitawalters6765]

So happy to see you back but so sorry to hear you have been having such a tough time. You just never know what people are going through and I think it's so brave of you to share this with everyone. I wish for happy carefree times ahead for you and would just like to say that your videos always cheer me up 😊xx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Anita, it was rough to say the least but I'm just so glad I was lucky enough to see the other side at long last 🧡 bless you, thanks again and I'm sooo happy to hear that, you have definitely cheered me up with your comment so the feeling is mutual :) x

[@helenmarie99]

Sending you much love Meg! I am going through the same sort of thing myself. Whenever you're having a down day just look back at all the comments on this video. Thanks for sharing. Xx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much! I'm so sorry to hear that as I know how difficult and exhausting it is, sending you all my love and I really hope you have a good support network around you that you can reach out to, you're not alone 🧡 I definitely will - the comments have totally blown me away, including yours so thank you! x

[@sierranoeldepontes]

You are an absolute gem Meg, and I'm astounded at how incredibly brave you are for sharing this part of your life! Thank you for being so bold and honest, and for also knowing your boundaries. It takes more strength than most people have to do what you've done and you should be so proud of yourself ❤❤

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Sierra, such a huge step to share this but a necessary one for me personally, I'm so glad I did it as the response has been amazing 💗 absolutely - someone said to me that they watched this and thought it may be a great thing for young women to see someone setting clear boundaries for themselves and basically saying 'I'm not gonna stand for anyone treating me like xyz' and I hadn't considered that, it made my heart really happy! Thanks again :) x

[@verity5554]

Meg you are an angel and we absolutely love you! Congratulations on your journey, you are so unbelievably brave to post about this and I’m so proud of you for getting help. Stay strong lovely and keep being the brave, kind, thoughtful person you are xxx

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much Verity, this is such a lovely comment :) you are super brave, kind and thoughtful too, I can totally tell! x

[@HeartCoils]

I’m so glad you shared this Meg and I’m sure it will help lots of people to know they’re not alone 💕 I’m happy that you got the help you needed. I had a mental health crisis (some call it a nervous breakdown, depends on your preferred terms) in August of last year after my depression and OCD worsened in the pandemic and I had a voluntary stay in a psychiatric hospital for 5 weeks. I can relate to treatment being a life changing experience and meeting incredible people. I met some beautiful people who all had heartbreaking stories but ultimately there is something amazing about all being there to work on ourselves and get better. The staff too were really great. I’m in recovery now and it’s very hard at times but I’m hoping one day it will all be worth it. I blog about my experiences to help do my part to raise awareness and reduce stigma, and I’m sure others will really benefit from any videos you decide to make to help out people with similar issues to the ones you’ve faced. I’ve watched your videos since 2014, back in the days when you lived at your parents and bought the big Bridget jones granny pants by accident in Primark (😆😆 hope you remember that!) and I’m so pleased for you that you are on your road to recovery. 💛

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much lovely! Aww I'm so sorry to hear of your struggles but well done you for seeking help, it sounds like we had similar experiences with checking ourselves in and meeting the most wonderful people - it truly does change your life for the better, doesn't it :) that's amazing, you're an incredible person and I'm sure you help SO many people, it's commendable to be open for that reason so well done you, I'm super proud of you and hope you are of yourself, too 🧡 HAHAHA omg yes that was hilarious, I definitely put them on over my jeans and danced around, those were the days!! Thank you, I wish you every happiness 💛

[@pinxandpurples]

this is such a touching video meg. i’ve witnessed alcoholism and watching this really felt similar to what i’ve seen before. i don’t know you but i feel so proud of you for getting through this, it’s such a powerful illness and you are so inspirational for sharing this. thank you

[@MegSays]

Thank you so much! Sorry to hear that, I think almost everyone has either struggled themselves with addiction or knows someone who has, it touches a lot of lives 💔 I really appreciate that, thanks again x