Where I've been + what's next..

[@apriltahe]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Send prayers to your family. I’m glad your feeling better too. My son who is 4 and 1/2 also was diagnosed with influenza A. It was awful his turned into pneumonia and had inhaler. He is much better now. Doesn’t need the inhaler. My older daughter and now 1 year old and I also got sick and it was a few days before Christmas so we kinda lost our Christmas too. And my husband didn’t get sick. Can’t wait to see your hauls and favorite toys of 2022. Yay valentines is coming . And exciting for your spring clothing haul.

[@emburnham953]

I'm a palliative care/hospice nurse and nothing prepared me for the 6 week journey I had in the summer of 2022 when my Dad was dying. I felt like the girl who cried wolf because there were 3 times within those 6 weeks when I thought the end was hours/days away. You can try and prepare a family but in the end I find you will never be fully prepared for what's going to happen and I speak as a nurse but also as someone who has been there.

[@pagerkyma]

I’m estranged from most of my family and have religious trauma - sounds bad but can’t wait for you to dive into these topics! Sometimes it is very lonely.

[@mspinklady74]

I lost my mum in 2021 and still hard . Sending my love losing love ones is hard and the pain never goes away it might ease but never goes away . I get you hon xxxx

[@Incripacu]

Sharing my love on these difficult times… I recently lost someone and never thought it would hurt that much, can’t imagine losing your father… take care of yourself! ❤❤

[@MommaAlia]

Thank you so much. I’m sorry for your loss🖤🖤

[@rebeccadivenere2515]

I am so sorry to hear about your grandpa. Thinking of you and your family

[@lindsey3427]

I was nervous you had quit yotubing, so thanks for the update! Thinking of you! Looking forward to the new content!

[@chelseasanders5499]

So sorry for your loss. I’ve lost 3 parental figures in my life (mom, dad and uncle who raised me after my parents were gone) and the only thing I can say is time will help. Take your time and your moments you need to process. ❤

[@sammiejovandijk1471]

Thank you for being open and honest and real. Grief is the hardest experience in life, without a doubt. And it comes in so many forms! Keeping you and yours in my thoughts and wishing you peace.

[@casieboynton7822]

My grandparents also raised me and I lost my Mimi almost 2 years ago after a long battle of cancer. I’m still not ok, so I completely get what you’re feeling. You’re not alone. One day at a time and those babies of yours will pull you through this! 💕

[@aprilschellman2472]

I'm sorry for your loss. I've been thinking about you and your family. Hopefully the new year brings you health. I'm continuing to hold space for you as you grieve and I'm always here if you want to talk.

[@Crmica]

Ahh, Alia, thank you for the realness, for showing how human you are and how deeply you care and experience life. I feel like i have grown with you as your interests have changed and your channel grows, from all baby content, to more family, to books, horror and now nails! Im excited for all the new changes and you best count on me as a follower on those. You are pure gold! ❤

[@sydneymcdowell2243]

I’m so sorry you are hurting. He sounds like an amazing man. Thank you for being open and vulnerable. We are all here for you ❤️

[@Megan_Truly]

The healing process is very emotionally draining, any of us who've lost someone so integral to us understands. It's especially hard when something unexpectedly sort of triggers a memory, at least in my experience. You'll be doing peachy then just all of the sudden something triggers a memory. I do my best grieving when I live in that denial stage. I can stay there for years, I will intentionally try to put myself into that stage of the process. You're in my thoughts. I lost my Mom almost 6 years ago and it took me years to really get into umm I guess a better emotional place. I totally get that sick of crying thing!

[@michelledale5077]

So sorry you're hurting. One thing I learned about grief when I lost my daughter 7 years ago, is that the grief never goes away. But somehow it gets easier, and you somehow learn to live with it and you learn how to accept it as part of you. Prayers for you and your family ❤

[@kareenah.kreations]

I am so happy to see you back, and I am so sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you. I know there's really not much anyone can say or do to help but know we love you and your content and we are all sending you all of the well wishes and vibes 💜

[@katthessling8438]

❤ mama nothing can be said to ease any of the hurt you're feeling but girl if you need a sounding board I'm a message away. Been through something aimilar so I have an idea but I won't say I know completely what you're feeling because every situation is different.. I'll keep watching and liking and interacting to offer any support I can beautiful!

[@BookclubwithB]

Sending love and light Alia. It hurts so much to lose someone you love. With time the pain eases and the good times make you smile. It’s hard to imagine in your grief that that day will ever come. But it will. Wishing you peace and joy

[@laurax5606]

Im so sorry for your loss and that you know live your life withouth him. Sending you a hug!♥️

[@MissJessicaT]

Sending lots of love and light your way. So sorry for your loss. ❤️

[@TheBlindBaker722]

I'm so sorry. My husband was in a similar living situation and lost his grandma in 2012. It's so hard.

[@sdcstar1]

My grandmother passed away the Saturday after Christmas and it was very hard. It’s so true that we don’t feel bad for the person we lost because we know that they are no longer in pain or struggling but we are mourning for ourselves and the fact that we can no longer see that person. The unknown of what is next is terrifying… I’m scared that my extended family will drift apart or have arguments because I know that figuring out the estate isn’t easy and there will be disagreements.

[@iwanttobelieve5970]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[@jessicamontaperto810]

Lost my grandma very sunddey just about a month after I turned 26.. 2021. I understand ur pain. My grandad died I was just 14 that's was Oct 09.

[@clarimelvlakancic72]

Alia, I’m so sorry for your loss. May your soul find peace someday ❤

[@KimberlyAnn]

I love your grocery and what’s for dinner videos! ❤

[@gloslo5664]

love all your videos!!

[@MommaAlia]

Thank you so much!!🥰💕

[@melanie345656]

I’m so sorry for your lose.

[@MarleyBengier]

All the love and support in the world to you Alia ♥️ hugs

[@iwanttobelieve5970]

I lost my mom in October. I'm still grieving hard. Hospice for my mom was traumatic for us. The hospice people were kind but my mom started off at the hospital, then she didn't die in enough time for them, so they moved her to a different room, then they decided she was still alive and so they moved her to a nursing home where she eventually passed. But we almost had to pay out of pocket for her stay because she lived past what they expected. And every moment of her being in hospice and what she went through up to the point, still plays in my head all the time. And I've been crying for months. My mom went into the hospital in August and died in October and there hasn't been a day that I haven't bawled over it. I'm so sorry that you're going through all that. Hugs to you.

[@mrsbitter1077]

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[@GenieJC]

I love horror ! I will love the nail content too!

[@Hoppyfox9]

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[@oliviastauffer6676]

I know how you feeling on the lost of your grandpa because I have lost my grandma on biological mother side

[@dmax64]

So sorry for your loss. I refuse flu vaccinations as well. Take care of yourself.

[@MommaAlia]

Thank you. I didn’t refuse, I was being lazy and didn’t get mine. I wish I had.

[@carolynkennedy1083]

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[@shaleahchavez7475]

Alia you already know I am here anytime 🤍 I am looking forward to seeing all your new content this year !!

[@GenieJC]

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[@BethanyPavy]

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[@itzagarcia6670]

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