Where the hell am I?

[@benedictinethetruth]

Use this link to join the discord server discord.gg/QvjRMVRG

[@NathanZar]

Congrats on 10 milestone. I ❤ Soweto.

[@PrinceoftheVioletFlame]

Look up Old world order 2024 by Michelle Gibson

[@Smattyy]

I am chronically ill, I suffer from insomnia, I hate my home, I have no real friends or anyone who loves me. I am completely alone. Every day is all about survival. And now I have the flu on top of this. This is happening while I have to watch other people laugh and experience joy. It feels like life is orchestrated in a way to that I have to suffer as much as possible and being as confused as possible. I don't even know if the people I see are real. I am in hell and it's starting to freak me out completely. How the F did I end up here. Hopefully you guys here are real and are also glitches in hell who is waking up.

[@Felipe-zl1rj]

from a glitch to another, what I'm realizing is that the only way out is in. We need to free ourselves from our inner mental chains first, those are the main sources of suffering. The mind uses external excuses to make us suffer. The external stuff gets much easier once we solved the internal balance. You will overcome everything in your way.

[@luckybenhebrew526]

The european ways they world adopted has made our lives meaningless. Trampled and be trampled upon.

[@EdwinTucker-k9j]

Hang in there you are not alone.

[@the33rdtruth7]

yeah, 100% real, im on the same page. well, don‘t wanna stepp on some toes, but going within wich someone mentioned, that is new age gurus stuff, it can help to a degree, but there is physical pain in this world, in this realm, external caused physical pain, or pain caused by the body itself, cause it’s a shit garbage design, when i got beaten to a pulp as a child there was no kumbaya and going within, no meditation practice stopped the pain. when the bill collector comes or you are you are draftet into the army and shoved of the the front, there is no going within. Your internal thought do not create reality like the gurus claim, you can be a totaly upbeat person who thinks positiv all day and life will give you a pile of shit to suffer. We are in hell, the demiurges realm is reversed, and no one deserves that

[@Felipe-zl1rj]

@@the33rdtruth7 there can be physical pain indeed (which is mental as well but almost impossible for us to control). But my experience is that 99% of my suffering in this life was mentally inflicted (and I've suffered beyond the unimaginable). And even when you have physical pain, freeing your mind will at least make it more bearable. The mind doesn't create everything, but it does create a lot. The main difficulty is that our minds are like a wild horse, hard to tame. But it can be tamed to an extent, and that's an amazing opportunity, but only for the warriors that are willing to pick that fight, cause it can be a long journey of self-exploration.

[@vargas2022]

27:11. I had a dream less than a year ago in which I became lucid. Unfortunately, the first thought that occurred to me was: "I wonder where my body is." The senses started losing quality right after that and I ended up waking up in a matter of few seconds. It is mind blowing to me how I didn't know where my body was. 37:45. Those old people never questioned anything of real significance in their existence. They bought into the illusion of this place hook, line and sinker. Or they are NPCs. 45:03. The important truth. I cannot comprehend anyone, regardless of their gender, who's able to see some basic truths of this construct and still decides to bring another spirit here.

[@RY97z]

Look at it like this. Life is just nothing more than a really long pitstop. During this pitstop we get the chance to just experience and explore. When we die we continue our never ending real journey. We are energy that can never be destroyed. I don’t think life is the real journey because it has to come to an end eventually right? Exactly. Our real journey after this life will never end on the other end. we are spiritual beings!! we will just continue to roam in another realm with our creator and we have no memory of it !!!

[@sharon_rose724]

Every day I think at least once "Where the hell am I?" I can't stand this place.. it's crazy I used the be fully in the world and now I don't want to be, at all. If I could make it in the wilderness, and had the ability, I'd take off in a heart beat

[@andrzejkowalski3514]

10k subs thats great benedict i wish this channel would got 8 000 000 000 subs so the world would finally go to the right direction

[@sbsb6481]

GET ME OUT OF HERE 🌎🌏🌍

[@adjuafrican2664]

NOW!!!!!

[@Dakradom]

Gonna have to do it yourself: r/streamentry

[@DigitalLoom]

Pleaseee its horibble !!!!!!

[@jazweehcom]

Now is the time for great works of Faith. Once you know....as well as you are known Faith is eternal but will change in some way. Seek God before it's too late. Either way your suffering will likely soon end.

[@eddieavilia2299]

What the hell am I doing in hell?

[@child-of-god207]

Imagine there are multiple prison planets other than earth, and after we die we respawn in one of them..

[@user-qh4dv9mw9g]

Bro I agree with you because I like you. You are chill and it is interesting to listen to your perspectives.

[@Mystical_Blackpiller]

it's a hell realm for a reason you aren't supposed to know that you are in a prison.

[@kelseykjarsgaard5774]

Or a purgatory

[@dennischavez4675]

Makes the most sense. But why? Why don’t we get to know ?

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

It all traces back to God, which they dont want you to know about.

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

The firmament is real & we are surrounded by it.

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

The firmament is made up of water or some type of liquid substance, that is why the sky is blue.

[@christopherkuhl1537]

The main difference is that some prisons are more comfortable than others. But yes, unless you travel everywhere all the time or retire in nature in a big cabin. You’ll have to interact in the matrix in one form or another if those are not the two conditions.

[@TebohoMaepa]

Would chill and listen to Benedictine all day. Thinks outside of the box

[@1HandGuitar]

I’ve been thinking all life is, the pursuit to make ourselves feel better. That’s not good! The ones in charge, it makes them feel good that we are suffering! That’s why they’ll never give us the truth. This is not a good place if we constantly need to feel better. This equals=HELL

[@jazweehcom]

The gift of desperation sucks I don't want it again. However it's your soul on the line. Eternal life. Captain Dan found God on that boat (Forest Gump) because he finally got real and spoke to God with respect from his heart.

[@1HandGuitar]

@ but that’s just a movie lol

[@jazweehcom]

@@1HandGuitar Yes but it's a very accurate picturess/understandable description of what happened in my own life that's why I use it. Check my testimony then. Video. 5 parts.

[@jazweehcom]

@@1HandGuitar More truth in movies than on the medianews

[@1HandGuitar]

@ yeah that’s a thing

[@Mystical_Blackpiller]

finally our lord & savior morpheus comebacked.

[@nannani4382]

People have a heart and a soul. Life does not change me because I live in truth and I should also have a heart and compation in this world

[@nannani4382]

Stay strong

[@robinlynn6940]

John Lennon, Imagine. Still a beautiful song.

[@daniellefraser2350]

🍷🍷

[@adjuafrican2664]

Very soulful

[@jkkkkkdmmmdkkkdm]

yes I am suffering worse everday it feels but I manage, from existentialism.

[@futu-ri-kentimeportalri-ke7551]

I'm a visionary artist/writer and I write speculative narratives about why we are here - what we can be. People can thought-police themselves indirectly ( not just authentic truth-seekers) by insisting on what 'EVIL-dense' you have for your sacred senses/claims beyond reason and 'hard proof', despite the deep, multi-genre art and writings produced by 'your( my) higher imagination'. The social control runs so deep that we don't know what questions to ask - profound questions lead to deeper answers and vice versa. I've speculated with my thesis-comics that our Earth as we know it is 'inherited' and 'recreated'; generations of compromised souls to the present are by-products of social engineers like leaders, mystics, etc. , pre-scientists, pre-doctors( ancient humans trying to play god, not always ancient aliens) who are just as compromised by the collective ego. These elite lost souls, humans and otherwise are misinterpreting the distorted truths and healthier/utopian probabilities projected from a sentient, warped multiverse of funhouse mirror-like simulations - representing our potential for free will ( according to our most personal connection and visualizations of something god-like and all-inclusive, anthropomorphizing the inti-magnetic, alien multiverse into a familiar image and safe bedroom-like space for dreams) . Physical reality is real but it's like the brain and body shaped by the higher imagination that is the multiverse of simulations. I've written that we're affected by two super-species: one possibly evolved from ancient, extinct humans and became gods that forgot about their material origins. But we still feel their influence through dreams and our sacred longings. Perhaps some secret groups are chasing them, and counterfeiting their infinite organic patterns and psychic impressions into static languages, codes, occult symbols, and scientific data for various interdisciplinary technologies - engineering the matrix. The other species are akin to fallen angels and were meant to be our trans-evolutionary kindreds or avatars for other realities. But they fell in between the rifts of a layered reality-in-flux so someone or something, party lost the incomplete draft of the divine script as channeled by the original seers of the oracle universe and have patched it up into nonsensical, hieroglyph-like false wills. Scientists say we evolved partially from healthy bacteria and microbes which has greater implications about other life within us from beyond, besides oceans and such. They're steering us to many wars and exploitative, genocidal causes in their perverted version of our organic singularity( Nirvana-like transcendence) to navigate a spiritual internet-like multiverse, joining our ancient ancestors who evolved). As far as our current predicament with so much suffering, despair beyond repair, ongoing war, bestial human nature, I think we're overwhelmed by our infinite potential to overcome unfathomable evils. Maybe all pain is meant to be relieved in even more powerful ways, producing, orgasmic emissions akin to the expanding cosmos. This hints at some future astrology in which we personalize and stabilize the expanding cosmos into our ethereal bodies.

[@MATRICULAT3D]

We are experiencing chaos & confusion “entropy” as well as alignment & symmetry “order”

[@Hechosaleatorios1]

2 pairs of socks will not help us escape suffering 🤫☺️😂

[@OceanicEstate]

💯💯

[@Koltkaze]

I disagree. Cold weather makes me suffer, socks can help to stop that suffering lol.

[@OMarvelRS]

Thanks, I put on 3 and feel alot better 😂

[@TZ69]

I feel you, cuz i feel like that at times But , you are were you supposed to be in this present moment

[@nannani4382]

In every darkness its a light in every light is evil

[@Honeyflowerrr]

Deep and poetic

[@donaldyanson8144]

Row row row your boat gently down the stream Merrilee merrily merrily merrily life is but a dream😂

[@DigitalLoom]

I want out i want out!!!

[@cainebianchi9762]

Just when you thought you had it figured out...

[@JamesBond-ib9tq]

“They pull you back in!”

[@adjuafrican2664]

Nobody has "it" figured out. Nothing makes sense

[@SandrosCoronado]

Not long until the second sun arrives

[@blackflag4093]

I wish. first heard about the Nibiru stuff around 2012

[@MATRICULAT3D]

We are experiencing chaos & confusion “entropy” as well as alignment & symmetry “order” Soon

[@Saturntabbytype2]

You are everywhere nobody, nowhere.you are experiencing the universe inside your head , the answer at the end is everything is nothing but the universe, the words are lies to every man made object , created thro imagination.

[@TheDestroyer777]

17:55 what is that guy on the bike doing?

[@GRACENDON]

i think i found something out, if there really are maybe soul contracts i think i know which is it, we can only exist with the duality of evolution like we can only exist because were evolving. Like thats the duality right ? maybe our contract to experience ourselfs is evolution

[@the33rdtruth7]

i would never sign any contract, or more precise i would never sign any contract theat involves stuff like it happens here in earth. any major stepp i toke in my life i thoght trough before, i think strategic, if im going somewehre i always inform myself about the place or country, and most pC or PS Games i like, are strategic in nature, And the bigest red flag, i don‘t remember signing anything, there is no single piece if evidence that i did. And the evolution thing, humanity as a hole has not evolved since thousands of years, it‘ basicaly all the same, only technology has evolved, but humans are still as stupid and animalistic or NPC like as they wehre back in sumerian times. And on a soul level i don‘t really grow at all, it‘s more the opposite, i researched all you can research and i still have no clear answe. And besides we have to continue to work and be slaves for peanuts while others have ut all for nothing. I had some hope until i turned 30, that was 16 frikin years ago, the world is more insane then ever and it just goes on and on and on. i keep researching and reading every book i can, meditating, lucid dreaming, OOBs and trying to not go completely insane, but it is just hell, there is no way around it, you repeat over and over and over the same crap until you´r body finaly colapses.

[@GRACENDON]

@@the33rdtruth7 no i mean the duality of existing is evolution nothing less nothing more

[@the33rdtruth7]

well, you spoke about soul contracts, duality and evolutin, and for the first one there is no evidence and for the second either, or im not not really getting what you mean

[@GRACENDON]

@@the33rdtruth7 we can only experience ourselves because of evolution like I mean like Listen: there is no way for us to exist without evolution, if there was something like a contract to exist in the first place it would be that u can only be dual and experience yourself but the price is evolution I hope u get kinda what i mean 🪼🗣️

[@the33rdtruth7]

well then we are definitily not on the same page, if have a completely different understanding of existence, but thats cool, im always interested in new ideas

[@jazweehcom]

I know where I am and why I am here. I know this is not my home. It's paradise for some and a realm of displeasure for others. How do I know? Because "seek and ye shall find". I started seeking when I was 27 years old. Now I am in my 60's. God isn't easy. But now is the time of revealing. I learned more in the last eight years about this Earth than in all my life's search.

[@JamesBond-ib9tq]

I couldn’t unsee how this world is so wretched and full of pain and suffering even if I had a $100 million dollars and could do anything I desire. I still wouldn’t want to come back here again!

[@jazweehcom]

@@JamesBond-ib9tq Of course I agree. But now is your chance to do the great works of Faith. Here and now is our chance at great works of Faith. Once we know as well as we are known....then it's too late to store up for thyself treasure in Heaven. If it's not Faith & Hope then it's not magic. These greatest eternal spiritual gifts can be nurtured or thrown in the garbage.

[@GRACENDON]

the discord doesnt work for me weirdly it says there are no message channels or something

[@benedictinethetruth]

discord.gg/QvjRMVRG

[@benedictinethetruth]

Try that link and tell me if it works

[@GRACENDON]

@@benedictinethetruth yep it worked but only on pc weirdly but yerahz am in

[@Aybeliv_Aykenflaev]

Have you thought about why aliens dont help us?

[@dennischavez4675]

Interesting… are they the ones that are farming our energy. If not, what are they doing here?

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

Aliens are fallen angels/demons.

[@al2954]

Entities shape shifting parasites predators.

[@Honeyflowerrr]

They know the truth about us

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

@@dennischavez4675 They are fallen angels, demons, no such thing as aliens.

[@lichtuitlimburg5235]

There are no channels yet in the server.

[@benedictinethetruth]

discord.gg/QvjRMVRG

[@benedictinethetruth]

Try using this link

[@MATRICULAT3D]

You are nowhere & herenow at the same moment.

[@djonx437]

Lol , dope title bro

[@the33rdtruth7]

and i would like to ad, Allan Watts was a clown, most of the famous gurus are just damn clowns, dosn‘t matter if they claim to be spiritual or raaa raaa stage gurus. Peterson, Tolle, Robins, they are just in it for the money, if people would really look into them, research the fakts, read they´r books, instead of just looking one or two youtube clips, they would figure out that they are full of it. one thing the overlords achieved for sure, almost no one is able to think criticaly, its just about emotion and the way the guru looks or talks, who cares what it´s said.

[@whitemountainapache3297]

Watts just meandered along. I would listen to him for fifteen minutes, and fifteen minutes later still not know what he had been talking about.

[@the33rdtruth7]

@@whitemountainapache3297 agreed, sure, he may have had some insights, but in the end most of them really just made, and still make, money by selling books. There are folks that pay 2500 USD for a seminar, just to listen to some Guru, i rarther keep that money :-D

[@chillaxer8273]

Are you smarter than them

[@the33rdtruth7]

@@chillaxer8273 no not at all, in fakt im quiet stupid, cause i still belong to the dying species that thinks it´s false to use esotheric knowledge to make a fast buck out of it. Its not about being "smart" goddamn, it´s about using you´r inherent abilitys to research und study. And if you had done your homework and read the books of the autors i mentioned, you would frikn know that they are fake as hell! What pisses me of the most is that people never actually research anything, never frikin ever!

[@the33rdtruth7]

@@chillaxer8273 no im absolutely not smart, it´s has zero to do with being smart. In fakt im quiet stupid, cause i belong to the dying specis who knows, not believes, knows, that it is the whorst crime to make a fast buck out of occult and esotheric knowledge. Have you read read the crap they wrote in theyr books? did you understod how much fake fiat money they made with the crap the wrote? if you think that makes them smart, go right ahead

[@digitalcurrencydude6496]

How do i find u on telegram

[@SonnyMoonie]

I'm thinking it doesn't seem right that there would be just one story of why we're here, what this place is supposed to be like, and how we got here. There's too much going on in the world, so much suffering, so many different sorts of problems people have. It wouldn't seem right to me if it's all just like one novel with one plot that you get when you're nearing the end or halfway through it. It doesn't seem right to me when someone comes on a show and in an hour or two tells a story of how the world works and what aliens and species came before and what will come after and what we're all doing here, something like a lesson to learn that we're all supposed to learn together. It seems like it would probably be more complicated, more than just that there are a million stories in the biographies of humans being human, in one big historical saga that goes to one point. That seems corny, that it would be just to make stories. There's no one best song, or best movie, or best other story. There's no one exact thing that's what a soul has to be, and has to be from, and going to.

[@NathanZar]

Where the heaven are you?

[@JamesHawkeYouTube]

My comments seem to keep disappearing here. Look into the globe lie. ;)

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

Its KZbin, they dont want the truth to circulate .

[@Mystiphy11]

Yooo

[@JimRoss-j4l]

Make a video on Flat Earth Dude ⛳

[@iammisanthrope7764]

As bad as this place is, how do we explain the good things?

[@benedictinethetruth]

Give me an example of the good things

[@Kosmix92]

No such thing because “good” always stems from hypocrisy and an uneven balance of harm to get “good” ultimately it’s just humans ascribing words to things no meaning here

[@veeru_85]

@@benedictinethetruth there are NONE!

[@quietlynaught]

The “good things” are to keep us trapped. We are like children watching the pretty colors of the cartoons on the screen while mom and dad are engaged in human trafficking in the back room. The good things keep us confused about what this place is, the good things are illusions that will cause immense more pain when they are taken away. This is the place where gifts are given and taken away.

[@HokanaMatata]

@@benedictinethetruthHow about something as simple as laughter, friendship and hobbies?

[@britishempires]

2 pairs of socks won't prove where you are 😂

[@Legend.Status.ZR1]

THE RETURN OF GOD.

[@RubenSolis-u1p]

Hollywood in its entirety worship satan.

[@WarrenStarCat]

B, all this background noise in your Vids, is pretty insufferable. Especially that nonsensical wavering horn. Its distracting and taking away from your offering. Consider doing more Studio quality Vids indoors if you can somehow be comfortable there.

[@JamesBond-ib9tq]

I’m personally sick and tired of all the fake wannabe msm studio settings and appreciate natural spontaneous settings like this and I’m sure most of us are mature enough to filter out a little distraction every now and then.

[@dennischavez4675]

People will complain about anything , no matter what

[@blackcelneet]

who cares, you people complain about anything

[@NathanZar]

@benedictinethetruth congrats on 10k milestone.

[@nthabeey3267]

You’ve been so silent lately

[@benedictinethetruth]

I missed this, I was not myself lately, but I'm back

[@nthabeey3267]

@ sorry to hear that, but welcome back. Hope you feel much better ❤️

[@garyfrancis6193]

Get to your point.

[@DavyMcWatson]

Even if we knew we’d still find another stupid question to ask 😂

[@ThomasMawson-zt9lx]

There’s too many why questions to ask but we can never stay eternally in nothingness aka none existence either

[@Dakradom]

A question is life. An answer is death.

[@will.davlin]

2 pairs socks to bed = sleep you havent experienced before

[@Kenny-8]

🤡👹we live in a hell realm☠👺

[@Aybeliv_Aykenflaev]

I think thats his point 😂😂😂​@@oceanwave4142

[@al2954]

showered, shaved legs, clean fresh sheets, no socks. Much prefer this to socks!

[@mojogustavo77]

2 tiny wool socks over your balls to bed = world class performance for your partner

[@jazweehcom]

The Answers you seek but won't like. This Earth is "CREATION OF MANKIND PART II" the spiritual forming of mankind. Seek and you will find if your real with God and don't bullshit Him telling Him what you think He wants to hear. Or your just an unbeliever at heart and the end will very soon come. Time is short for great works of Faith. Prayer in TRUTH from the heart IS a great work of Faith. So either way it will end soon. Eternal life and your soul is in the balance. God doesn't want perfection. Your created fallible. Perfection for humans is impossible. Nor does He want bullshit benevolence and actors pretending to seek Him to be seen of men (religion/legion). I believe by experience that God wants us to express our HEART to Him in Truth and seek Him with all we have. Hence the gift of desperation. Hence Captain Dan in Forest Gump movie.

[@whitemountainapache3297]

Captain Dan is a ficticious character. He's not real. Like God is not real.