Why did you leave your ex?

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This is so true come on thank you for sharing did the woman I met, I'm at a church. She would constantly put me down and Chris at me and tell me never to speak of her again. Can you tell me to leave her alone and not talk to her. And she would then reach out to me can you tell me why did I stay away from her. She would tell me that do I think I was only fish in the sea. She would always tell me that she would find her man of God and that I was not him. What's crazy is that she prayed to God that she didn't want to have to change her last name anymore, it turned out that we both have the same last name. I remember she would always see hearts everywhere, from a splash of water and a drop on the floor come back to the shape of leaves come on two rocks a natural things in nature, she will see signs of hearts everywhere. One day she was looking at my birthmark and point it out and it was in the shape of a heart. I was in awe, I believe that God was telling her that I was her gift. However she did not start her gift well and constantly put me down and curse at me. God finally allowed me to leave a relationship, it was tough because I loved her very much and her being a narcissist, she did not know what love was or has ever experienced the love of God. I believe when you experience love and the love of God, your life is radically changed, she will not think twice about hurting me for Christmas at me and putting me down. Her favorite thing to do was put me down and call me a loser, her favorite thing to do was hurt my heart and major to make me cry. She often told me how much she hated me. Get she would always say I was the one and only and her blessing. I don't believe we are serving the same God come on because the word of God tells us to outdo one another in love, to outdo one another in honor. I believe she was cheating on me with her first husband because there were many times where she would ignore me play when I would answer her messages late, she would throw a fit tell me that I didn't love her or that I was ignoring her. She was the meanest woman I've ever met in my life come on belittle me and spoke awful things to me. But yet she came to love me. She obviously does not know what love is come on because we love someone, you cherish their heart and you care how you make them feel. You have a desire to protect them and see the best outcome for them. I know one day she's going to have to answer to God and give an account for the way she treated me. I love this woman very much and it was sad that the relationship had to end, but I know that God wanted to protect me and my heart and my mind because I am truly his child. I don't ever believe that this woman could change or has the desire to want to be a better person. She would always start arguments for no reason. I got to see pure evil, I got to witness hatred at its finest.