Why do I hate myself so much [FREE AUDIO]

[@haiderjehad]

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[@806z_]

Haider Jehad omooo ... yea yea i know ..cuz i'm iraqi too 😭lol...any way i really love your work ..please keep going

[@felipechandler1633]

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[@nejumeachamp3834]

I can’t stop listening to it, Years later and I still do.

[@taki9298]

"I'm Drowning And I Cant Stop Asking My Self WHY DO I HATE MYSLEF SO MUCH"

[@indraberliyantorahmatuloh6337]

Wubba lubba dub dub

[@Mayriooo]

😞😭😭

[@nejumeachamp3834]

Don’t we all

[@misbahismail2331]

This audio will always stick with me...

[@jingsuncle]

Wait this is Lucifer, I can't believe I recognize him Honestly, same Luci

[@806z_]

Yeah i think that too 😭😭💜💜

[@roseblack19.]

Same💔🖤💯

[@LilfoxTheHybridHylian5967]

Hmmm yes

[@alexandraa_salcido_reyess5013]

Same I recognize him by his voice 🥺

[@retr0tune80]

Same

[@hajarsam1567]

The world is a filthy place. That's the one truth about my life.

[@madeline2835]

Most people don’t know that some people are depressed,because the depressed person always helps the depressed person that shows there depression because they know what it feels like to not be enough.❤️I don’t want to die,but I wouldn’t mind if I did.

[@OriginTruthAndFinality]

I use this to cope with my feelings *My mom called me a disappointment even though I try so hard not to be one.*

[@allycatedits7624]

Hey don't listen to her your great just the way you are and you should never change yourself for anyone

[@OriginTruthAndFinality]

@@allycatedits7624 that's so sweet, thank you.

[@allycatedits7624]

@@OriginTruthAndFinality it's no problem really I have tried to make myself seem normal but it just wast energy so changing yourself will just make you feel more alone so just be proud of who you are and don't let anyone bring you down

[@OriginTruthAndFinality]

@@allycatedits7624 I will try my best , my friends really help be more myself, it sucks not to see them

[@allycatedits7624]

@@OriginTruthAndFinality hey if you need someone to talk to I'm here for you

[@jaropotentialeh]

I hate how much what he says hits home for me

[@sirrismendozasunlessrealms5775]

I recognize up to three scenes. The therapist one, the ending and the one from the first season with Malcom.

[@Rue208]

The Chloe one was the ending of s4 i think

[@moniquesilverhome3351]

You can really feel the pain when it’s coming from the actually devil.

[@redalwaysseemssus9567]

honestly 😕

[@curly_wyn]

What? Can you construct a sentence better, please?

[@ezranarlomann.6637]

Yh..

[@kam1738]

@@curly_wyn it's from the Netflix show "lucifer" which is about the devil coming to earth to escape his father and he ends up trying to help people. I think that's what this person is talking about.

[@retr0tune80]

Yeah.

[@deanyeomans2505]

It’s hard being the strong friend always when all you feel is a guttural hatred for yourself. But you can’t express your pain. Because you need to protect everyone else from the pain.

[@sebastiancerrone8739]

I’m trying to grab something to not fall into the abyss below but all I touch breaks. I can’t wrap my hand around anything long enough to not slip out or break. I can’t breathe. I can’t see. All I see is darkness now. I’m in the abyss.

[@minimuirhead8646]

This actually helped me thanks

[@caitlinwhite7821]

I made a playlist for when I'm feeling depressed and need to understand that I'm not alone. There's so much hate in this world, it brings me down. Why is it so hard to be kind? I also get depressed because of my family situation. I really gotta watch Lucifer too 💛

[@bluefire_icecube1177]

Heh my life. I cant really hold onto things without breaking them.

[@smeraarkalgud5703]

How can you love yourself, when you can only list the negative things about you?

[@sam3d.c182]

This is what i needed... idk whY I’m that sad I just don’t want to be depressed- but this helped..💔🙃🙃🔫

[@lorena_gacha8315]

This is from Lucifer..... I havent quite got to this episode yet....he actually says this omg

[@GayForKeithDavid]

S4 E8 i know you didn't ask but still :)

[@littensub]

I remember listening to this a while ago. I just watched the episode where the Lucifer audio clips are from and this came rushing back to me.

[@littensub]

I came back

[@azusamukami1258]

Why does this keep being deleted

[@sirrismendozasunlessrealms5775]

Maybe because of the song of Winter Aid being in the background. It may not catch on to the "fair use" standars.

[@nibbax7772]

@@sirrismendozasunlessrealms5775 welp ig I’ll screen record it then

[@letheokay1839]

Dezember 2020 people Are you here? Hope next year won’t fuck me up like the last 2 years.

[@jakemurphy3885]

I was always the last one to be picked in gym class. I never had a partner to do projects with. I was always the kid in the back. Now as an adult I still feel like the same worthless kid in the back.

[@isaiahsalazar116]

Why, why do I feel. Why am I here, in this world. For, I try my hardest. I try to do well. But it’s all the same old story. I say why, why do I feel like, like I don’t belong here.. anymore. Why, why do they care, I know they don’t care, about me. - we all need some love but it just doesn’t feel enough

[@shaunsmith4856]

Love it I needed to hear this for a while thanks for the video 🥃🍸🍺🍻🍺🍸🥃🥃🍺

[@jakemurphy3885]

Something I always ask myself....Why do I always hate myself? I feel like a huge disappointment. Feel like no one even really liked me.

[@niyareaction1685]

Same

[@ChelseaBui]

people say that your not good enough and bad and not good things. all the words build up that makes you hate your self..

[@joy_ch]

Am I the only one that feels depressed but also feel like faking it ? Like why am I depressed? I have everything I want, but still i hate myself and hurt myself and feel like a disappointment. I feel like everyone would be better without me

[@nicolobernard8902]

Mh, I feel the same way. I dont know why, but I feel so bad

[@nara1453]

Okay I was doing just fine a minute ago until my mom had got me in trouble and I started breaking down again

[@jaychris401]

m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/eWHSkGd9pZx7frs

[@darryldouglasmarbaniang7162]

Stay strong, all these troubles are but temporary affairs in our lives. Now, I may not know you personally, but I can easily say that you are stronger than this. Always believe in yourself, that's key.

[@curly_wyn]

My feet cross the present ground My voice is dead I can only hear the sound Of my own shade I'm filling that hole Which is just my soul, just my soul Desire somewhere inside me Is so close and so far anyway It makes me see in white and black This fucking endless movie I call life.. Mute love made me lose my faith And still kills me Silent wars have changed my face When will I be free? I'm playing alone with my poisoned dreams Poisoned dreams Desire somewhere inside me Is so close and so far anyway It makes me see in white and black This fucking endless movie I call life.. My feet cross the present ground My voice is dead I can only hear the sound Of my own shade I'm filling that hole Which is just my soul, just my soul I'm playing alone with my poisoned dreams…

[@morganashcraft8052]

This is my soul

[@simplesimplton9458]

1:06 I felt that...

[@mardinneemat5657]

I hate myself so much

[@anonymous-ic6qk]

I wish i could just sleep, forever...

[@justaperson6922]

Ya got a new subscriber and this is so sad, my baby doesn’t deserve this pain 🥺

[@ravencasillas7450]

I used to watch this edit cuz I was depressed and sad. Now I'm happy and I hope you're all doing better too❤

[@ovvegaming8041]

Its all my fault, everysingle thing that has happend...I...I dont know how handle it...all this anger and hatred I have on myself...Im drowning in it...why

[@Detective_Valentine]

I feel the exact same

[@itzjessie1861]

it sounds like lucifer-! and linda?!

[@m5gw]

Yup 💔

[@yomiseno]

Ang pinakamahirap na handle is hiwalayan ka. Kasi di ka pumapayag. Nakakadiri nalang e. Wala ka talaga pake don sa tao.

[@yomiseno]

Di ako takot humarap ng disappointment ulit, di ako takot magmahal ulit. Pero sa ngayon, ayoko muna. Mingle-mingle muna ako. Nagpapahinga ako e. Nirereflect ko parin maraming bagay. I feel nothing for anyone. Pag nakaalis na ako sa emotional burden, pwede na ulit. Pero sana, umalis ka na kasi di ka na dapat iniisip pa, puro kabahuan lang naalala ko. Kaya ka post ng post ng "wife and husband" cat kasi di mo kita reyalidad ng kasahulan mo. Sana magpapsychologist or therapist ka kasi anjan na yung obvious na dinedeny mo na nakakaapekto sa relasyon mo. Ang pangit lang, sira mo sa pagkatao na dinedeny mo nalang lagi. Codependent ka, trauma bonded, may BPD tendencies, low self-worth. Wala ka pa pake dun sa tao para palayain na sila. Sobrang sahol mo naman. Tas gagamitin mo "depression" imbis na magpagamot ka na. Feeling ko lang yan rason, pinipili mo rin yan. Umalis ka na. Wag ka na maging emotional burden.

[@Ohwell789]

I hate myself but i will not give up.

[@caseydavid2142]

I wish they can appreciate me sometime

[@jaychris401]

m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/eWHSkGd9pZx7frs

[@axowotahl]

I think they do. You just don’t realise it. Believe me

[@jenniferbapp3075]

" I know why I hate myself.. because everything it touch I ruin "

[@Coffee._Manly]

What I wish i am like others celebrities. My friends just love being friends with people who is popular at school.. and I'm not :(

[@rebeccamclaren97]

Hopea: Hold On, Pain Ends. Apparently.

[@Jane-rk1rs]

I just hate everything about me I just hate everyone around me I just hate my Nature of life I just hate being the untrue me I hate myself being a coward I hate for being hopeless I hate it because I don't even have the courage to be the real me I really hate it now That I'm still breathing I'm hoping, One day I won't be able to wake up from this nightmare ever again I'm very sure, That I am now ready to go I'll just wait for that time That I can no longer feel this sorrow

[@Unknown-h3v]

Feelings aren't real. Feelings are a reaction to a perceived wound that's never been healed, so instead of just sitting like a bitch, get up and look for that wound that’s never been healed.

[@konstantinatzila4567]

The fact that this is from Lucifer🥺🥺😭😭😭

[@madeline2835]

I’ve made a sad edit just out of this song,this is what I say everyday,I feel like I’m drowning,I always ask myself why do I hate myself what did I do wrong to feel like I’m not enough? My mom:don’t touch that you’ll ruin it, me:anyway I hate myself because everything I touch I ruin it, my mom: that isn’t true. Me:well if it isn’t true than why say it,my ex broke up with me a a month ago and I came up to his door and said:”YOU SAID I WAS GREAT,YOU SAID WE WERE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER,YOU SAID IT TO THE WORLD,YOU SAID IT TO ME,AND I WISH YOU NEVER HAD BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T MEAN ANY OF IT.most depressed people help the people that show their depression because they know how it feels to feel like your not enough,I’m in the stage where I don’t want to die,but I don’t mind if I did

[@QueenEioldd]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/b5amhmWOgtWJl80 the song, incase anyone was wondering

[@lorelaigilmore8668]

Lucifer??? I didn't know I related to the devil so well- Damn- Great audio.

[@taylam2139]

Does anyone know what the song in the background is called?

[@mardinneemat5657]

I'm so useless I hate myself I'm always doing bad things I have so many bad habits I hate myself

[@Ελένηγκιουλου-λ8τ]

Και εγώωωωωωωωωωωωωω

[@andreas798]

I can say from the title and the thumbnail it's from Lucifer. P.S. this scene was so strong.

[@jahanzaibmasud5272]

I just knew it was Lucifer

[@m5gw]

What is the name of the music please ❤️🙏🏻

[@isaiahsalazar116]

Fr I feel that

[@ParkJimin-qd6uj]

Winter aid - the wisp slowed down

[@m5gw]

@@ParkJimin-qd6uj thanks ❤️❤️

[@Isabelle-yf2rv]

what are all the shows/movies you used for this video?

[@laraeaton1824]

The show Lucifer and sounded like murder house (season 1(?) of American horror story)

[@audiobox7307]

I am depressed 😣

[@gray9411]

What's the background audio/song

[@houssambouab7799]

I guess its time to do it I cant breath no more

[@anon5664]

wubba lubba dub dub

[@alexandraa_salcido_reyess5013]

Sounded like Lucifer morningstar 😔

[@ryhnebb1537]

Pain

[@evangomez6573]

whats the song at the end

[@hayeaiwish3199]

I want it to get better, so badly

[@Sykuoro]

IT'S FROM THE SHOW LUCIFER 😭

[@rye-r7q]

Oh :(

[@tokio_diamonds]

Wow...

[@UnknownUnknown-fm3zz]

Whats the name of the background audio

[@humantrash5514]

Winter aid - the wisp songs (slowed)

[@winstonpooh8679]

Song?

[@806z_]

This is from luci 💔💜

[@noname-ow5ib]

Wasn't the guy Jerry from Rick and Morty ?

[@josephasi1171]

No, Lucifer from the Netflix show "Lucifer"

[@noname-ow5ib]

@@josephasi1171 ohh yeah

[@jakkero-csgo7507]

How do i install it

[@m0d_x0]

💔💔

[@brayan7845]

What’s the song called

[@namenotavailable9016]

Winter aid- the wisp sings The song is slowed down though, and there are other slowed versions as well, but it's pretty easy to find if you search a tiny bit

[@nibbax7772]

@@namenotavailable9016 link?

[@gerardocastro7836]

i hate myself cause my wife wont make me sandwich *(sad emogi)

[@Ελένηγκιουλου-λ8τ]

Ααααααααααα😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@WokeSlapper]

I’m just want to make one person happy that’s all

[@o.o6450]

*The truth is really hard to face, so that's why we run away or hide from it.*

[@AngelinaCampbell-m5q]

What is the audio???

[@darpan6379]

Everything damn thing I touch I ruin.

[@humantrash5514]

I've been stuck at a point in my life where I don't want to die, but I wouldn't mind it, if I did... I have happy moments where I laugh and have fun, but that doesn't take away everything I feel at night, it doesn't make anything easier when the moon is out and the day is gone and I'm alone in my dark room staring at my ceiling feeling I've doke absolutely nothing again., I just feel stuck.

[@joshuaaaron7095]

same.

[@Drknght981]

LUCIFER ♥️