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@806z_4 жыл бұрын
Haider Jehad omooo ... yea yea i know ..cuz i'm iraqi too 😭lol...any way i really love your work ..please keep going
@felipechandler16333 жыл бұрын
Sorry to be so off topic but does anybody know a way to log back into an instagram account? I somehow forgot my login password. I would appreciate any tips you can offer me!
@nejumeachamp38342 жыл бұрын
I can’t stop listening to it, Years later and I still do.
@taki92984 жыл бұрын
"I'm Drowning And I Cant Stop Asking My Self WHY DO I HATE MYSLEF SO MUCH"
@indraberliyantorahmatuloh63373 жыл бұрын
Wubba lubba dub dub
@Mayriooo2 жыл бұрын
😞😭😭
@nejumeachamp3834 Жыл бұрын
Don’t we all
@misbahismail23314 жыл бұрын
This audio will always stick with me...
@jingsuncle4 жыл бұрын
Wait this is Lucifer, I can't believe I recognize him Honestly, same Luci
@806z_4 жыл бұрын
Yeah i think that too 😭😭💜💜
@roseblack19.3 жыл бұрын
Same💔🖤💯
@LilfoxTheHybridHylian59672 жыл бұрын
Hmmm yes
@alexandraa_salcido_reyess5013 Жыл бұрын
Same I recognize him by his voice 🥺
@retr0tune80 Жыл бұрын
Same
@hajarsam15674 жыл бұрын
The world is a filthy place. That's the one truth about my life.
@madeline28353 жыл бұрын
Most people don’t know that some people are depressed,because the depressed person always helps the depressed person that shows there depression because they know what it feels like to not be enough.❤️I don’t want to die,but I wouldn’t mind if I did.
@OriginTruthAndFinality4 жыл бұрын
I use this to cope with my feelings *My mom called me a disappointment even though I try so hard not to be one.*
@allycatedits76244 жыл бұрын
Hey don't listen to her your great just the way you are and you should never change yourself for anyone
@OriginTruthAndFinality4 жыл бұрын
@@allycatedits7624 that's so sweet, thank you.
@allycatedits76244 жыл бұрын
@@OriginTruthAndFinality it's no problem really I have tried to make myself seem normal but it just wast energy so changing yourself will just make you feel more alone so just be proud of who you are and don't let anyone bring you down
@OriginTruthAndFinality4 жыл бұрын
@@allycatedits7624 I will try my best , my friends really help be more myself, it sucks not to see them
@allycatedits76244 жыл бұрын
@@OriginTruthAndFinality hey if you need someone to talk to I'm here for you
@jaropotentialeh4 жыл бұрын
I hate how much what he says hits home for me
@sirrismendozasunlessrealms57754 жыл бұрын
I recognize up to three scenes. The therapist one, the ending and the one from the first season with Malcom.
@Rue2083 жыл бұрын
The Chloe one was the ending of s4 i think
@moniquesilverhome33513 жыл бұрын
You can really feel the pain when it’s coming from the actually devil.
@redalwaysseemssus95672 жыл бұрын
honestly 😕
@curly_wyn2 жыл бұрын
What? Can you construct a sentence better, please?
@ezranarlomann.66372 жыл бұрын
Yh..
@kam1738 Жыл бұрын
@@curly_wyn it's from the Netflix show "lucifer" which is about the devil coming to earth to escape his father and he ends up trying to help people. I think that's what this person is talking about.
@retr0tune80 Жыл бұрын
Yeah.
@deanyeomans25053 жыл бұрын
It’s hard being the strong friend always when all you feel is a guttural hatred for yourself. But you can’t express your pain. Because you need to protect everyone else from the pain.
@sebastiancerrone87394 жыл бұрын
I’m trying to grab something to not fall into the abyss below but all I touch breaks. I can’t wrap my hand around anything long enough to not slip out or break. I can’t breathe. I can’t see. All I see is darkness now. I’m in the abyss.
@minimuirhead86464 жыл бұрын
This actually helped me thanks
@caitlinwhite7821 Жыл бұрын
I made a playlist for when I'm feeling depressed and need to understand that I'm not alone. There's so much hate in this world, it brings me down. Why is it so hard to be kind? I also get depressed because of my family situation. I really gotta watch Lucifer too 💛
@bluefire_icecube11774 жыл бұрын
Heh my life. I cant really hold onto things without breaking them.
@smeraarkalgud57033 жыл бұрын
How can you love yourself, when you can only list the negative things about you?
@sam3d.c1824 жыл бұрын
This is what i needed... idk whY I’m that sad I just don’t want to be depressed- but this helped..💔🙃🙃🔫
@lorena_gacha83154 жыл бұрын
This is from Lucifer..... I havent quite got to this episode yet....he actually says this omg
@GayForKeithDavid4 жыл бұрын
S4 E8 i know you didn't ask but still :)
@littensub3 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this a while ago. I just watched the episode where the Lucifer audio clips are from and this came rushing back to me.
@littensub2 жыл бұрын
I came back
@azusamukami12584 жыл бұрын
Why does this keep being deleted
@sirrismendozasunlessrealms57754 жыл бұрын
Maybe because of the song of Winter Aid being in the background. It may not catch on to the "fair use" standars.
@nibbax77723 жыл бұрын
@@sirrismendozasunlessrealms5775 welp ig I’ll screen record it then
@letheokay18393 жыл бұрын
Dezember 2020 people Are you here? Hope next year won’t fuck me up like the last 2 years.
@jakemurphy38853 жыл бұрын
I was always the last one to be picked in gym class. I never had a partner to do projects with. I was always the kid in the back. Now as an adult I still feel like the same worthless kid in the back.
@isaiahsalazar1163 жыл бұрын
Why, why do I feel. Why am I here, in this world. For, I try my hardest. I try to do well. But it’s all the same old story. I say why, why do I feel like, like I don’t belong here.. anymore. Why, why do they care, I know they don’t care, about me. - we all need some love but it just doesn’t feel enough
@shaunsmith48564 жыл бұрын
Love it I needed to hear this for a while thanks for the video 🥃🍸🍺🍻🍺🍸🥃🥃🍺
@jakemurphy38853 жыл бұрын
Something I always ask myself....Why do I always hate myself? I feel like a huge disappointment. Feel like no one even really liked me.
@niyareaction16853 жыл бұрын
Same
@ChelseaBui7 ай бұрын
people say that your not good enough and bad and not good things. all the words build up that makes you hate your self..
@joy_ch3 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one that feels depressed but also feel like faking it ? Like why am I depressed? I have everything I want, but still i hate myself and hurt myself and feel like a disappointment. I feel like everyone would be better without me
@nicolobernard89023 жыл бұрын
Mh, I feel the same way. I dont know why, but I feel so bad
@nara14534 жыл бұрын
Okay I was doing just fine a minute ago until my mom had got me in trouble and I started breaking down again
@jaychris4013 жыл бұрын
m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/eWHSkGd9pZx7frs
@darryldouglasmarbaniang71623 жыл бұрын
Stay strong, all these troubles are but temporary affairs in our lives. Now, I may not know you personally, but I can easily say that you are stronger than this. Always believe in yourself, that's key.
@curly_wyn2 жыл бұрын
My feet cross the present ground My voice is dead I can only hear the sound Of my own shade I'm filling that hole Which is just my soul, just my soul Desire somewhere inside me Is so close and so far anyway It makes me see in white and black This fucking endless movie I call life.. Mute love made me lose my faith And still kills me Silent wars have changed my face When will I be free? I'm playing alone with my poisoned dreams Poisoned dreams Desire somewhere inside me Is so close and so far anyway It makes me see in white and black This fucking endless movie I call life.. My feet cross the present ground My voice is dead I can only hear the sound Of my own shade I'm filling that hole Which is just my soul, just my soul I'm playing alone with my poisoned dreams…
@morganashcraft8052 Жыл бұрын
This is my soul
@simplesimplton94588 ай бұрын
1:06 I felt that...
@mardinneemat56573 жыл бұрын
I hate myself so much
@anonymous-ic6qk2 жыл бұрын
I wish i could just sleep, forever...
@justaperson69223 жыл бұрын
Ya got a new subscriber and this is so sad, my baby doesn’t deserve this pain 🥺
@ravencasillas74508 ай бұрын
I used to watch this edit cuz I was depressed and sad. Now I'm happy and I hope you're all doing better too❤
@ovvegaming80413 жыл бұрын
Its all my fault, everysingle thing that has happend...I...I dont know how handle it...all this anger and hatred I have on myself...Im drowning in it...why
@Detective_Valentine3 жыл бұрын
I feel the exact same
@itzjessie18614 жыл бұрын
it sounds like lucifer-! and linda?!
@m5gw4 жыл бұрын
Yup 💔
@yomiseno8 ай бұрын
Ang pinakamahirap na handle is hiwalayan ka. Kasi di ka pumapayag. Nakakadiri nalang e. Wala ka talaga pake don sa tao.
@yomiseno8 ай бұрын
Di ako takot humarap ng disappointment ulit, di ako takot magmahal ulit. Pero sa ngayon, ayoko muna. Mingle-mingle muna ako. Nagpapahinga ako e. Nirereflect ko parin maraming bagay. I feel nothing for anyone. Pag nakaalis na ako sa emotional burden, pwede na ulit. Pero sana, umalis ka na kasi di ka na dapat iniisip pa, puro kabahuan lang naalala ko. Kaya ka post ng post ng "wife and husband" cat kasi di mo kita reyalidad ng kasahulan mo. Sana magpapsychologist or therapist ka kasi anjan na yung obvious na dinedeny mo na nakakaapekto sa relasyon mo. Ang pangit lang, sira mo sa pagkatao na dinedeny mo nalang lagi. Codependent ka, trauma bonded, may BPD tendencies, low self-worth. Wala ka pa pake dun sa tao para palayain na sila. Sobrang sahol mo naman. Tas gagamitin mo "depression" imbis na magpagamot ka na. Feeling ko lang yan rason, pinipili mo rin yan. Umalis ka na. Wag ka na maging emotional burden.
@Ohwell7898 ай бұрын
I hate myself but i will not give up.
@caseydavid21423 жыл бұрын
I wish they can appreciate me sometime
@jaychris4013 жыл бұрын
m.kzbin.info/www/bejne/eWHSkGd9pZx7frs
@axowotahl Жыл бұрын
I think they do. You just don’t realise it. Believe me
@jenniferbapp3075 Жыл бұрын
" I know why I hate myself.. because everything it touch I ruin "
@Coffee._Manly2 жыл бұрын
What I wish i am like others celebrities. My friends just love being friends with people who is popular at school.. and I'm not :(
@rebeccamclaren972 жыл бұрын
Hopea: Hold On, Pain Ends. Apparently.
@Jane-rk1rs Жыл бұрын
I just hate everything about me I just hate everyone around me I just hate my Nature of life I just hate being the untrue me I hate myself being a coward I hate for being hopeless I hate it because I don't even have the courage to be the real me I really hate it now That I'm still breathing I'm hoping, One day I won't be able to wake up from this nightmare ever again I'm very sure, That I am now ready to go I'll just wait for that time That I can no longer feel this sorrow
@Unknown-h3vАй бұрын
Feelings aren't real. Feelings are a reaction to a perceived wound that's never been healed, so instead of just sitting like a bitch, get up and look for that wound that’s never been healed.
@konstantinatzila45673 жыл бұрын
The fact that this is from Lucifer🥺🥺😭😭😭
@madeline28353 жыл бұрын
I’ve made a sad edit just out of this song,this is what I say everyday,I feel like I’m drowning,I always ask myself why do I hate myself what did I do wrong to feel like I’m not enough? My mom:don’t touch that you’ll ruin it, me:anyway I hate myself because everything I touch I ruin it, my mom: that isn’t true. Me:well if it isn’t true than why say it,my ex broke up with me a a month ago and I came up to his door and said:”YOU SAID I WAS GREAT,YOU SAID WE WERE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER,YOU SAID IT TO THE WORLD,YOU SAID IT TO ME,AND I WISH YOU NEVER HAD BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T MEAN ANY OF IT.most depressed people help the people that show their depression because they know how it feels to feel like your not enough,I’m in the stage where I don’t want to die,but I don’t mind if I did
@QueenEioldd3 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/b5amhmWOgtWJl80 the song, incase anyone was wondering
@lorelaigilmore86684 жыл бұрын
Lucifer??? I didn't know I related to the devil so well- Damn- Great audio.
@taylam21393 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know what the song in the background is called?
@mardinneemat56573 жыл бұрын
I'm so useless I hate myself I'm always doing bad things I have so many bad habits I hate myself
@Ελένηγκιουλου-λ8τ Жыл бұрын
Και εγώωωωωωωωωωωωωω
@andreas7983 жыл бұрын
I can say from the title and the thumbnail it's from Lucifer. P.S. this scene was so strong.
@jahanzaibmasud5272 Жыл бұрын
I just knew it was Lucifer
@m5gw4 жыл бұрын
What is the name of the music please ❤️🙏🏻
@isaiahsalazar1163 жыл бұрын
Fr I feel that
@ParkJimin-qd6uj3 жыл бұрын
Winter aid - the wisp slowed down
@m5gw3 жыл бұрын
@@ParkJimin-qd6uj thanks ❤️❤️
@Isabelle-yf2rv6 ай бұрын
what are all the shows/movies you used for this video?
@laraeaton18247 күн бұрын
The show Lucifer and sounded like murder house (season 1(?) of American horror story)
@audiobox73073 жыл бұрын
I am depressed 😣
@gray9411 Жыл бұрын
What's the background audio/song
@houssambouab77993 жыл бұрын
I guess its time to do it I cant breath no more
@anon5664 Жыл бұрын
wubba lubba dub dub
@alexandraa_salcido_reyess5013 Жыл бұрын
Sounded like Lucifer morningstar 😔
@ryhnebb15372 жыл бұрын
Pain
@evangomez65733 жыл бұрын
whats the song at the end
@hayeaiwish3199 Жыл бұрын
I want it to get better, so badly
@Sykuoro3 жыл бұрын
IT'S FROM THE SHOW LUCIFER 😭
@rye-r7q Жыл бұрын
Oh :(
@tokio_diamonds4 жыл бұрын
Wow...
@UnknownUnknown-fm3zz2 жыл бұрын
Whats the name of the background audio
@humantrash55142 жыл бұрын
Winter aid - the wisp songs (slowed)
@winstonpooh86793 жыл бұрын
Song?
@806z_4 жыл бұрын
This is from luci 💔💜
@noname-ow5ib4 жыл бұрын
Wasn't the guy Jerry from Rick and Morty ?
@josephasi11713 жыл бұрын
No, Lucifer from the Netflix show "Lucifer"
@noname-ow5ib3 жыл бұрын
@@josephasi1171 ohh yeah
@jakkero-csgo75073 жыл бұрын
How do i install it
@m0d_x02 жыл бұрын
💔💔
@brayan78454 жыл бұрын
What’s the song called
@namenotavailable90164 жыл бұрын
Winter aid- the wisp sings The song is slowed down though, and there are other slowed versions as well, but it's pretty easy to find if you search a tiny bit
@nibbax77723 жыл бұрын
@@namenotavailable9016 link?
@gerardocastro78364 жыл бұрын
i hate myself cause my wife wont make me sandwich *(sad emogi)
@Ελένηγκιουλου-λ8τ Жыл бұрын
Ααααααααααα😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@WokeSlapper5 ай бұрын
I’m just want to make one person happy that’s all
@o.o64503 жыл бұрын
*The truth is really hard to face, so that's why we run away or hide from it.*
@AngelinaCampbell-m5q Жыл бұрын
What is the audio???
@darpan6379 Жыл бұрын
Everything damn thing I touch I ruin.
@humantrash55142 жыл бұрын
I've been stuck at a point in my life where I don't want to die, but I wouldn't mind it, if I did... I have happy moments where I laugh and have fun, but that doesn't take away everything I feel at night, it doesn't make anything easier when the moon is out and the day is gone and I'm alone in my dark room staring at my ceiling feeling I've doke absolutely nothing again., I just feel stuck.