Why I Almost Took My Own Life in 2019 and Why I Didn't. - setting it straight.

[@leorichardson1103]

Hey Steve, This is your old college friend "Chris Richardson". Whenever you're feeling down, I hope you can remember the times we had at CVC. The days of having almost no money. Do you remember how cold Crockett hall was because they wouldn't turn on the heat until it snowed. You've grown so much since those days. Even on the bad days, you've grown so much, and you're an inspiration to many of us who knew you since you were a teenager. I 'll always be in your corner as just seeing your success has had a real, tangible impact on my life. The last time we spoke was at GP Indianapolis, you gave me some personal advice that literally changed my life. After speaking with you, I picked up programming, got a job as a software engineer. I've had a decent career, and a very happy life. I don't think I would have had either of those if we hadn't chatted nearly 20 years ago. I'm sure there are many people who won't take time to write a message, but I hope you know that you have helped many, many people. I for one am in the line of people who's life you've helped so much. Thank you... -Chris

[@FreshBeatles]

faxxx g

[@amandamacdougald]

this is beautiful to see!

[@dakillzy7996]

what a wholesome comment :D

[@evilal20]

He doesnt give himself enough credit... Hes done so much!

[@Schmitt_TV]

Much love Boogie. You have a great soul ❤️ Thanks for sharing this Chris

[@infernomaster2702]

Boogie, please believe me when I say this. I have been in your exact shoes I have attempted suicide several times in my life but never fully followed through with it. I eventually had family and friends to turn to and I also got the professional help from a Counselor that I saw two times a week. It eventually got way better. I have turned to your videos over the years and you are an inspiration to so many of us. We love you Boogie, don't EVER forget that.

[@AndrewNHR05]

Stay strong 💪 :)

[@kenthuang436]

I came close to killing myself in class in front of people and what I don’t understand is how literally no one in that classroom saw me staring at this huge chef knife that I was holding in my hand and that I was just standing there staring at it? I had no one to talk to about how miserable I was back then because no one would even listen to me say hello to them without them constantly telling me “Shut up! No one cares!” every time I tried to say anything. At least you had someone that you could talk to and actually listen to you.

[@sachalusty4819]

This is false and impossible. I guess all of you like that

[@tayzonday]

I will never get tired of clicking on your face. ❤️❤️❤️

[@LilThikki]

Crazy how I am the first like on this legend's comment. The original creators stay together and it's crazy to see them as one another's fan.

[@mr.b9613]

CHOCOLATE RAAAAAAIN

[@MrMrPurple]

Vanilla snow

[@AZISMYKINGDOM]

Some stay dry, others feel the pain.

[@thehuntedwarhawk6489]

@@LilThikki Crazy how nobody cares

[@shane3674]

I’m glad you’re still here Boogie. You may not know us personally but you’re a big part of our lives. We love you man! Stay strong.

[@connorthurston7011]

Shane Everett same, we are all glad you are still here!!!

[@timothycurnock9162]

Boogie is a really nice guy. All his time Infront of the camera and he has said hardly anything wrong. Glad he is still here he helps me and so many others I hope we inspire him too.

[@indeliblyronnie]

I'm glad you're still around, boogie.

[@wolfman1000000]

Boogie. It breaks my heart to hear you go through tough times. I can't pretend to know what to do to fix things. But i want to tell you we care about you, buddy. Sending virtual hugs your way dude.

[@classyonabudget4758]

Boogie just remember the internet isn't your only path. You can quit KZbin. Move somewhere new. Find a different job. A different passion. A different pathway. It's never too late to change your life- it's a big world out there, and from what we can all see, the internet is not good for your mental health or well being. You can do this, man. You're not alone, and your life isn't ruined.

[@DeimosA_]

@@anthonyjames4247 it is completely false to say America is 3rd world. That is ridiculous and disrespectful to actual 3rd world countries.

[@otakuka3077]

@@anthonyjames4247 i was raised in a 3rd world country, and currently live in the U.S, you have not idea what you're saying.

[@TheBdjx]

Jon Jones Factory jobs aren’t around anymore but the social mobility into the middle class in this country is still considerably easy. 1: Get a low paying job and work as many hours as possible. 2: Go to university for a in demand degree and network while you’re there. 3: Don’t have kids outside of marriage. 4: Invest in crypto.

[@DeimosA_]

@@anthonyjames4247 it's not worth the time arguing with you over something so stupid. Have a good day.

[@MajinMist603]

@@anthonyjames4247 more of a 2nd world country than 3rd but after the up coming global depression it might get to 3 .

[@theshartsmcgee5604]

Thank you so much boogie for being here. You done so much good for the community and KZbin and a whole, I’m so proud to be able to say I’ve watched you change the world for the best. Love you man

[@miguelnorthway]

You've helped me through very hard times and still do. Thank you for everything.

[@MrGimms]

I have had low times. Not so much to go as far to end it, but I highly respect those who can can come back from it. And I highly respect you for it mate. Always respected you and been here watching you for years. Love ya mate.

[@TylerPutnam2.0]

Hang in there boogie, gonna be watching this fully I'm glad you didn't 😢 Ive always enjoyed your characters and videos and have been subscribed since 222k when I was a younger kid

[@jessknight2911]

Hey Boogie, I’m not so good with words but I want you to know I’m one of the people that never believed the rumours, I believe you are stronger than you know and I’ve always been a fan of these rambling videos you make. I also really enjoyed you talking on H3’s podcast so having your own might be really cool and definitely something I would be interested in! Keep on going man you can do this. X

[@HornedFared]

@Seth Belfort okay what should I do?

[@savinihd4102]

@Seth Belfort k idc aint gonna stop me watching him over some stupid things in the past lmao

[@wynn726]

I’m glad you stayed Steven. When all is said and done I can’t picture my lifetime without you in it bud.

[@fatherofall7036]

@@pinrhyme6703 that's his name...

[@DeadMouseRedband]

@@pinrhyme6703 dude...

[@pinrhyme6703]

@@DeadMouseRedband I'm an idiot

[@toker928]

Seriously can’t imagine a world without Francis, let alone my man boogie. Glad you’re still here with us bro. Stay strong, we love you and the content you make.

[@Vote4Pyroar]

I have watched you ever since you would talk about deep topics in a room with just a bed. A goatee, glasses wear white guy. I still appreciate and listen to everything you have to say today. I appreciate how open you are and what you do for this platform and myself. Thank you, see you next video

[@tommyproctor7473]

Don't worry boog we will always be here for you if people can't see the truth through the lies they need to take a look in the mirror at themselves

[@thejesuschrist]

Love you dude

[@lukeisatwat]

Love you jesus, loved your videos with JSAL

[@Idiopathogen]

Yep. The only way not to live in the perception of other people is to turn to the Lord. If you stop and think about what motivated your mother to abuse you boogie it was 💯 because of how she was perceived by others due to something you did or said. Even the good things she did were to increase how she was perceived by others.

[@Xx_BoglimBOY_Xx_999.]

​@@Idiopathogen I'm late asf but you're saying the reason she abused him was because of something he did so you're blaming the victim?! That's fucked up and totally inaccurate. She abused him because she was selfish and didn't want to end up being alone, none of what she did was boogies fault.

[@Freeaviator]

You love everybody bro

[@NickFaulkner]

Glad you are still here, and even if you move away from KZbin I will still look forward to your new videos.

[@tythompson4794]

God bless you man. I’m so glad you are still here.

[@callumcambridge4607]

You're*

[@tythompson4794]

Your Mum thanks.

[@chrisretro8599]

I am glad your still around boogie you have made me laugh when i went through tough times a couple years ago

[@blurgaming8186]

Mr Sputnik 👏🏻👏🏻

[@chrisretro8599]

@The Dave The Flave Show cool amigo do you feel accomplished?

[@ARocketsPocket]

“Afraid what the future will bring.” Feel you. Sometimes it gets so overwhelming for me that I’m starting to spiral, but being afraid of the future is okay. The future is scary and with 17 I thought I would die young, but here I’m now, turning 29 soon, working on my master degree and having a wonderful baby girl, who brings so much happiness to me and my partner that I can’t believe how lucky I am. Yes, I’m still struggling with money every month and I will try to work on it and use my master degree to find a job I like, but one step at a time. 😊

[@lukep7600]

Boogie we are all here for you ❤

[@kaiser9321]

I remember you on one stream randomly out of nowhere saying that you were going to commit suicide on that day, your birthday. I realized then that something was up and you were going through stuff. Hopefully you've moved past those dark times.

[@cicjose6016]

the fact that he's released this video shows he hasnt

[@Playatoma]

hey Boogie, I used to watch your content years and years back, and I found your channel once more through, oddly enough, TikTok. I’m glad I did, because I found this video. While your channel may be dying, which is extremely sad to say, you most certainly left a mark on this platform and I couldn’t be more happy to see you overcome the greatest of challenges your life has put you through, I’m proud. I’m really proud of you.

[@Nectarisa]

Everybody loves a comeback kid. The last lines of the story are not written yet. Boogie can bounce back, stronger and better. There are infinite positive possibilities ahead!

[@ssteinschreiber]

I know you probably won’t see this brother but you were, are, and have been a major inspiration to me. I was 600lbs a little over 2 years ago and am now 237!

[@robertcollins8077]

Glad you didn’t Boogie ❤️

[@jameshardy6277]

I've been watching your channel for over 12 years mate. You helped me through some dark times.

[@travisjones5014]

"You have the power over your mind - not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength." -Marcus Aurelius

[@pungenthuman]

Hey Steve, I've been through the same things you have been. I have just completed my 10-week therapy course due to my suicidal, well pas suicidal and depressive state. Your videos made me have hope. Knowing someone on this platform with the size of your audience can go through things like this. It gave me hope. And I hope it gave others hope. I have had times where I have lost control over my own body, my own life. But I always had some sort of hope in the back of my mind and this was primarily you, and other content creators on this platform or different ones, that have or are going through the same problems I have had. So thank you for making a difference to my life, I am here for you, we are all here for you if you ever have an experience like this again. Suicide is NOT the solution. Talking about it is. Thank you Steve, -Lewis

[@CoolKD2005]

The problem today is people take all info on the internet seriously. I remember back in earlier internet days(2000's +) that we said "cant take things on the internet seriously" Today things are different. Social media like Facebook, Twitter KZbin and so on bring out the best and the worst in people. Not all people should be allowed access if you ask me. Glad to se you looking and feeling better. I have not really looked at your channel in a while (2-3 years) and just started to catch up on what you have been through. I must add that you have a nice glow in your face now compared to earlier videos. You go man. And don't listen to idiots on the internet, not worth the time.

[@itszachcarter8370]

❤️ we all love you man! Thank god you are as strong as you are! Life gets tough sometimes and many times people don’t know what to do! Thank you for putting the resources for people struggling to use!

[@Ruddy_Games]

I miss these un edited long talks where your just being you and passing on wisdom. I'll be honest I don't watch you as much now but you will always be an inspiration to me and others so please when your feeling down just remember you have touched so many lives. Also while the haters are louder there are still so many who love you. They might not make as much noise but they are out there. Stay strong boogie

[@ARtilleRyy]

Wisdom? Lmao This guy is a joke. Not a rolemodel in anyway, Just a random guy that got internet famous and never reinvented. This channel does not offer anything! And people who follow him, Just follow him because of the drama and the gossiping. That's how humans are.

[@Starfox371]

@@ARtilleRyy Might I postulate that humans are multifaceted creatures, many of said facets being negative and even destructive (to oneself or others). Yet, such negative facets do not entirely cloud the positive ones: because that, too, is how humans are.

[@Gamess0000]

@@ARtilleRyy yeah go find drama and gossiping elsewhere stupid human

[@Waywardseal]

@@ARtilleRyy Why can't people like u just leave people alone. Boogie is just trying to talk to the people who like him. Just leave this channel I'm pretty sure everybody will like that

[@kevinlp3951]

Why does a person who says things like:"Good things came out from the Holocaust" inspire you? You are indeed one sick, twisted puppy. And I´m not a hater, only a guy who is disgusted by Boogie

[@joediamond3251]

I can't tell you how thankful I am that you chose against suicide. I love you, man. This video helped me a lot.

[@marybenwy5561]

Boogie I love the positive changes you've made to your teeth. Your face getting thinner. You getting healthier. It gives hope to all of us we can change too. Thank you for being you!

[@playingonbacon]

I almost did a couple times this week and my friends were here to help me they actually called the cops on me and the cops even helped me he told me to give me my phone number for he can check up on me and I’m glad my friends did this they are amazing people and are my family

[@Atlantis1202]

Penny Wise please HMU if you EVER need somebody to talk too ❤️

[@superlegoman2003]

Good to hear dawg

[@playingonbacon]

Deisha Clark ♥️

[@nomercygaming988]

Go talk to a doctor

[@eklypised]

peoples their for ya...stay up

[@slickdewmaster]

Boogie, I had my best friend take his life and that was such a heartbreaking time in my life. It warms my heart to see you decide not to go that route. You have many family, friends and fans who love you and are so glad to see you around to this day. Keep up the great work you do and whatever the future brings, we'll be there for you.

[@slayersnipes3607]

Honestly one of my favourite you tubers over the years your change is incredible and you have made your fan base proud. Well done.

[@waira_atomic.coffin]

The problem is your fortnite profile picture

[@ChiefPeep]

This is deep, I'm glad you didn't go through with it.

[@wynn726]

I’m glad your still with us Boogie, I’ve been enjoying your videos for years. You’ve given so much good advice over the years, you should be proud of what you’ve achieved despite where you came from

[@rooroo4095]

Love you boogie! Thanks for being that light in this dark world we live in. Your fans, myself being one, are behind you 100000%

[@shriv4585]

I was struggling late last year and early this year, taking multiple attempts at my own life. Finding a passion was the main thing that helped me out of that hole. To anyone reading this, if you’re feeling down and need a friend, please message me and I will be there for you. You aren’t alone. ❤️

[@JohnGauntSega32]

I was ready at the end of 2019 but eventually found that good people still exist, that the bad people don't matter. Simplistic but effective for me. You hang in there, too.

[@crowmigration8245]

I'm finding new passions in this crisis such as video editing. Its so fun. I also want to get into making art (on the computer, I cannot draw for s***)

[@SkyWarrior100]

@@JohnGauntSega32 I can somewhat apply some of that to me, like I felt that everyone was garbage and I overall just wanted friends and just felt like at times that God was punishing me by having none of them invest that same energy into me. I've been angry and sad back and forth.

[@shriv4585]

John Gaunt that’s one of the main life lessons to learn, you too buddy ❤️

[@shriv4585]

Crow Migration no matter you skill, it’s great to have passion and find enjoyment in things. I’m so happy for you and wish you the best of luck, I’ll be the first to buy your art when you’re famous 😋❤️

[@danielgiordani7625]

As someone who suffered from depression and suicidal ideations for years thank you for speaking up and bringing awareness to this issue. Your videos helped me out when I was in a really dark place.

[@ddmannwork1199]

You may not ever see this but you’re a fighter and we are all proud of you. You give people strength

[@jacksongano9290]

This video is exactly what I needed to hear, thank you Boogie!

[@trexgaming2332]

I'm glad you're still here, even if I become the only one, I'll always be here, you've always been one of my favorites because you are always open and honest about everything, you don't care about the money, you just care about helping people, you've helped me through a lot of my struggles over the years and I have been seeing a professional for the last few months due to my anxiety and OCD and it has helped a lot, please take care and remember, life is a beautiful thing, it may be complex and stressful at times, but there is nothing more precious then life. Thank you for all you do Steve

[@peachtoastie]

I'm glad you're still here. You're a creator ive watched on and off since i was incredibly young and witnessed online when you hit your lowest point. But when we hit our lowest point we are open to the greatest change. Keep going Boogie.

[@aap660i]

Boogie, I don't know how much this could help, but know that here there is at least one person that firmly believes that a world without you would be a worse place than a world with you. I am also sure a lot of other people think the same, so keep it up, buddy: despite what some might say, you are doing a great job.

[@scatterbrainart]

Here's another person who thinks that. There's always one more corner to look around. Stay with us, buddy.

[@Painguin79]

I think that too there are many people out there who think the same. Love your vids.

[@xsidx232]

Yesss fuckin sirrrrrr

[@GoombatzGaming]

Dmt and acid saved me during my time in the army so I feel you buddy. Glad you're around

[@thiagoteixeira6537]

Suicide is never the answer guys ! There will always be people out there that love and care about you ! Never lose track of that because they will always be there for you !

[@SkyWarrior100]

If only my so called "friends" actually cared about me as much as I did for them before this whole pandemic started

[@amandamacdougald]

this is the kind of content I love and look forward to. thank you boogie. we’re in this together, I’ll be here for you no matter what. stay well. 🤍

[@cahlash]

Glad you’re still with us Boogie. You’ve helped open the door several times to some important introspection of my own over the years and I’m grateful for it.

[@micaelasilvadiaz]

I´m a person with morbid obesity, you´re an inspiration to me. I´m really sad for everything you went through, and for everything you´re still going through. I really hope you continue fighting, a lot of us are here waiting for your videos, we love you and care about you. Send you hugs and kisses.

[@niklask3696]

So brave to post something like this, props and stay strong.

[@evanmeyer8460]

Agree

[@joachimvaara]

Its been Up for 2 minutes

[@logandillon3920]

Shexy that’s how you know he’s simping

[@Anastasify]

I rarely comment on videos, however for this I will make an exception. Boogie, I have enjoyed your content for years. I understand and have seen you make mistakes, but please don’t let them consume everything you have achieved. We all make mistakes, through a recognition and an aspiration to do better, we can turn these into tools that can be used to help others while helping ourselves. It’s the video’s like these that really highlight your talents and are truely insightful/beneficial to people such as myself. I and so many other’s are grateful for your courage in recognising your past mistakes and sharing your experiences with suffering. It truely does resonate with parts of your audience and can be used to help people grow and learn alike. Thank you for choosing to continue life and push forward, as the alternative outcome would have been horrible to the many fans like myself who don’t always comment and show an appreciation. I wish you a prosperous and happy future where ever it may lead you.

[@Kaza0kun]

Boogie, I've been around since probably 09 or so. I remember watching you back in college. My friends and I LOVED your comedy sketches and loved watching everything you did. We still do. I know I haven't been keeping up with you over the last few years, I've been so busy myself, but I want you to know I'm so glad you got help. Please continue to see a therapist/counselor if you can. I can't express enough how mine helped me. I'm here for you. There are so many here for you. We love you and support you in any way we can!

[@heypeter1846]

What have you been doing since college?

[@913spikeymikey]

Boogie is your KZbin channel and even when you're trying to be sincere, we rarely get to see Steven. Steven is always there and somehow yet I always feel that Boogie2988 the channel gets in the way of the heart to hearts. Even during your most controversial moments, I've always believed in Steven and it is that man that has been there for me. With that being said, thank you for everything you do. I'm going to do a shot and listen to your song by Alice Cooper now. You are a good man and a great inspiration. Take care my friend.

[@IsabellGreen]

July 24th is my birthday too, Boogie. I'm glad your still here. Your self- love and preservation is so much more important than what a bunch of mean jerks think. And your video's are talk therapy, cleansing and very important. I get it. Thanks boogie. ♥️

[@screenboyya]

We're all glad you didn't because we all love you

[@aderek79]

Thinking back, I remember seeing a man having a public mental health crisis and a lot of people using that to attack him. Glad to see you're doing better.

[@pinkrecluse03]

You’re really brave to upload this, I understand how you feel, it’s really easy to focus on the negative when it feels so overwhelming. Just know that things will be okay. The people that are there for you are the ones that matter. Do what makes you feel the happiest, whether it’s KZbin or not. Looking forward to seeing more of you and I’ll always be a supporter

[@itcamefromabox]

Hey Boogie, i've been watching you for as long as i've known about KZbin and I just want to tell ya that there's more to ALL of this than just what a few people negatively think of you, brother. We're all flawed and damaged in our own unique way but you gotta focus on the good and continue to work towards that. Yes, because you're a public figure, some will point at your flaws but keep in mind that they'll rarely take their own into account. Work towards not losing yourself in those moments. Yes, it's easier said than done, but it's worth fighting for when you consider how your life has positively affected others. There's just so much more to this existance than those negative moments so please brother, continue to correct your path, to grow and to learn same as we're all doing. Appreciate ya and those who support you will always be here. Love ya brother!

[@CanthrotheCanthro]

Wise comment

[@bearman7725]

We are all that "one person" Boogie. I never watched for Francis. I watched for you talking about yourself and your struggles. I had a bad childhood to and it helps to know someone understands what your mind goes through. I wish there was a way we could sit down and talk in person. It would be nice to help you the way you have helped me.

[@Jabadaw]

Thank you for staying with us. I'm sorry I didn't comment back when I felt worried. I could feel the pain in your videos of going to your childhood home last year.

[@sato8358]

I've never heard any rumors or really seen any of the bad stuff about you, and either way I still love this channel. A lot of your content has made me feel better and less alone, so thank you boogie. Take care of yourself

[@lordmaximus5]

In that case you must live under a rock

[@jacobtumidolsky1563]

@@lordmaximus5 I don't know about any of this stuff either tbh

[@nurwrstdrms]

Boogie, I'm very much like you, I fought for so long that helping others is about the only thing that makes me happy and smile anymore, I'll always be there to care about you man, I have for years, please remember me at least when times are hard. I'm not goin anywhere and dream of needing out with you in person or hanging out one day. Love you man

[@emblasdale]

I just want to say that my perception of you has always been overwhelmingly positive and you are inspiring as hell. Your story deserves to be heard and so many of us love you x

[@Disruptivegirl]

Much love, glad you're still with us man! Life is some bs, and some ofus just have a rough time navigating sometimes... that's okay, as long as we work our way back to where we need to be eventually without giving up. A quick scroll through the comments shows me that there are many that love and care greatly for you, and like me, haven't seen the Reddit and Keemstar bs. I could care less about all of that. I just remember the guy who told a rediculously long joke about "State Lions" that made me laugh probably waaay more than I should have during a horribly dark time of my life and that little ray of light brought me back on track despite just being such a random thing. I will always be thankful for your YT presence and I hope even if you find other ways to make money that you at least keep some kind of vlog or something going for those of us that truly enjoy you for you.

[@unsureonagt3742]

Been watching you for years, still think you're hilarious and hope you get to where you wanna be, good luck with everything

[@Fergotronics]

feeling that low is awful, I can empathize with you and I'm really glad you're still around, your videos always brighten my day, love you bro

[@andwatifisedno]

Boogie I am so happy you're still with us. You make me laugh, I have so many great memories of watching your twitch stream and laughing until I cried. Nobody is perfect man, thats what makes us human. There have been times in my life when I've been in a really bad place, and I remember you saying in a stream, "just get through the day, one more day", I say that to myself all the time now, just one more day. It works. I'm babbling, I'm just happy you're here man.

[@realniggaruben4391]

There's no shortcuts in life boogie, you gotta be strong and even though u didn't make the best choices you gotta live with those choices, and make the best out of everything you got now, I never judge anyone because I'm not a hypocrite and know I'm not perfect as well as how others aren't either, will always support you and I hope you keep at it and strive.

[@calebb2134]

I’m glad you’re still here boogie. I’ve been a fan of yours for years, and wouldn’t know where to get my nerdy news. Love you man

[@jadlteif8143]

Boogie has more lives than a cat!!! We love you brother, stay with us.

[@k9px]

You still have a strong voice on youtube... which you can still use if you so wish. You have a lot of good opinions on stuff like the gaming industry but you care too much of what people say... especially people that dont matter, like those "critics" you mentioned and it can affect your critical view, which in turn can affect your views. It just becomes a vicious circle.

[@gabagool8]

Did you even watch the video? He mentioned that in it...

[@k9px]

@@gabagool8 yes i did watch his video. Just because he said it doesn't mean he believes it. Also you might wanna pay attention yourself before you call others out because he mentions at one point that he will use "what's left of" his voice... meaning he doesn't think it has the same sway. I guess some people find it hard reading between the lines or understanding the meaning behind the words... :/

[@gabagool8]

I didn’t “call you out.” I simply said that you mentioned something that he’d also mentioned.

[@OfficialJoeyC]

Thank you boogie. I’m so glad you’re still here, you have brought many many smiles to my life

[@mikeg2159]

LOVE YOU Boogie! Boogie I've looked up to you since day 1 of viewing your content. Stay positive Legend!

[@WoWGoldTitans]

I still believe in you Boogie. Always have. Glad you are still here. -Valinet

[@archmagemadara6979]

This video's a year old but i just watched it today, I haven't been able to feel joy for a while now and today was a lot worse than it has been. I just wanted to hear someone I knew talk about it, because I don't feel like I have anyone I can go to for help. And this video game me that. I'm feeling much better after watching through it, I really appreciate you making this video Boogie.

[@SamGutermuth]

You know Boogie’s still standing better than he ever did Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid Boogie’s still standing after all this time Picking up the pieces of his life without Keemstar on his mind

[@popdop0074]

Lmao, Elton John reference.

[@Amn_sty]

Popdop007 Nope, Taron Egerton from the movie Sing and Kingsmen the Golden Circle

[@ARtilleRyy]

What is boogie2988 Channel about? Complaining vlogs? Nty bye

[@battlegodz7840]

@@ARtilleRyy O fr good one

[@Matt-vo1bo]

SunnY it’s a song by Elton John

[@BenBroughton]

Online isn’t where you will find peace Steven. Online is online, and that is all it will ever be.

[@dreamwareinc.3071]

depends on who you surround yourself with and what you do. don't make it out to be that black and white. the internet may be the internet but it's still inhabited and ran by real life people.

[@MrVTEC555]

@@tru3boc But some of the nastiest cowards hide behind a screen too. I've met some wonderful people online, and some of the biggest arseholes ever.

[@MrVTEC555]

@@tru3boc Definitely mate, you won't find it on a regular social media platform like Instagram or Twitter, but through things like Reddit, Forums and sometimes Facebook groups you can find some good out there.

[@MrVTEC555]

@@tru3boc I lost my best mate to Discord. He turned into a prick because he got obsessed with running a small time server.

[@rustyray420]

@@tru3boc boogies a manipulative coward. The niceness was a front and now it's all been exposed

[@BatsonicAbie]

Hi Boogie, I’ve been a fan for years. Love you and you have my support. December 2019 I almost took my life, after several months of deep depression. It’s the scariest thing I’ve ever been through. I got help, and over time have learned to love life again. Thank you for reaching out and telling your story. Keep your head up, love you, Boogie!

[@musicalbluff]

Same man. I almost took my life around the same time and I'm so glad I chose to stay! I'm glad you're still with us!

[@dYrOiUs]

I’m still here boogie, I’m going through some rough struggles (as are many in 2020) but you inspire me. I’ve got my own unique struggles and I sometimes feel too weak to keep fighting, but if you can do it I can do it. Keep on going boogie, I believe in you and in myself.

[@MB-rh5ck]

This video is literally only a positive message and any yes men who sends this video a downvote straight up didn’t watch it. for real. Boogie you are born to prove these sack heads wrong about you. Your bounce back is coming and even if it doesn’t I’ll still be here till the end. Every mistake you make will be one I know you’ll learn from and I’ll support ya. Don’t make the ultimate mistake of cutting your life short. That’s not something anyone is ever going to support. Stay safe. Stay you.

[@bumblebeme]

I don't think you know what a yes man is

[@norahsradan812]

Boogie, you’ve helped me tough times throughout my life. I really like to watch you. I am happy that you are still around :)

[@Arthiem]

Been there bro. I just tell myself "this will pass." When I want to end it.

[@XStormieX]

As a fan who has been around for almost 10 years watching you I just wanted to say that I did stop watching for a while but not because of anything you did. I always watched because I have BPD along with other issues and I always felt isolated and alone no matter who I had around but with you I saw someone who was dealing with a lot of very similar things in their life and it made me feel a little less alone. I finally hit a point where between being ground down by depression and the addictions I had developed to self medicate where I was an inch away from ending it all. Luckily before doing anything on an impulse I decided to get help, unfortunately while I’ve been moving forward I stopped spending so much time online which means also not being on YT or twitch. I want you to know though that what made me keep holding on all those years until I got help was you, you are a wonderful person and there are people who love you. You do whatever you need to take care of yourself because there are a lot of people who would be much worse off for not knowing or watching you. We love you boogie

[@sansypants45]

We love you Boogie. I couldn't imagine a world without your videos coming out everyweek, and being able to see your face in them anymore. ❤

[@N8DarkSamurai]

This series should be called Boogie’s wise words as I feel a lot of these videos to spread awareness of many things I hope eveyone around the world is doing okay and that if anyone needs to talk to someone just know I am here.

[@noahrosa406]

Here with you Boogie🙏🏼

[@Jack-qr8lj]

The worst thing about KZbin is that these content creators can never know how sincere you are when you say, “thank you”. I needed to hear this, today.

[@Shot4ShotPhoto]

I’ve self harmed a lot. I have scars all over my body. Some have been very serious. I’ve cut through veins, to the bone. I suffer from very bad depression. I think about it almost daily. I estimate I’ve got about 90 scars on each leg and probably 60-some on my arms. But I always try and keep my head up. I’ve not got a very good support system but I’m trying to keep my mind from going to that place. We’ve all got to stay strong.

[@dilly2023]

Praying for you ❤️

[@archie4348]

Just find sth u enjoy doing ,even if that means playing games 24/7. At the end of the day,life is about joy and enjoyment so just do what makes you happy and I'm pretty sure you'll not feel depressed. Also self harming is just stupid if u want to put your anger somewhere go to the gym or start boxing or sth.

[@davidlast2474]

your honesty always moves me, for that i love you boogie

[@ruefulcatbat4478]

Even though he's lied more times than he's been honest.

[@pandashaveguns7770]

Stormy Blüpaw about what

[@AkivyaSlayer]

No matter what your videos have always made an impact for me. They gave me a better perspective of the world and I'm thankful that you do it. You are a strong person helping people learn to be strong. You're amazing and I want you to know that from a big fan

[@JU5TAGAM3R]

I suffer with anxiety everyday of my life. Even more I'm out of work. Boogie listen to you makes me feel alot better.keep going man

[@hen8770]

I'm in the same exact boat as you man. Keep your head up.

[@paulgaludzh8166]

Keep your head up brotha, I can’t tell you that I relate to you in many ways. Keep it positive and always surround yourself with family. Im with my cousins and family everyday for the past 2 weeks and it’s changing everything

[@JU5TAGAM3R]

Thanks guys, really appreciate it. Hope you both doing OK ams stay safe 😊👍

[@Dudeness1994]

For the past 8 years(i am 26) i have bin stuggling in life watching other people having stady jobs and having everything they ever wanted and in the meantime i still don't know wat i want to do and now with the corona stuff i am not scared of dying. Please quit social media or do a detox somewhere in the middle of fucking nowhere but please don't die on me Idk if you read this but 6 years ago years ago you sayed something always keep in your mind faith hope and beleave in yourself and that is what i have tattooed on my chest

[@js21392]

I may not watch your videos as much but I'm glad you're still around. I hope that one day you can finally find peace and happiness with yourself and whatever that means to you. Looking forward to more of these types of videos.

[@joenuttah7886]

I am a long time watcher and supporter of boogie. I love boogie because he is my nerdy hero. I loved him when he played wow. I loved him when he does his impressions. I love him when he sings. I loved him when he’s being transparent on the internet. I loved boogie when he’s Francis. I love boogie when hes vlogging. I love boogie when he’s reacting to videos. I love boogie as a character and a person. gang gang.

[@Bakajinsama]

It feels to me like everyone is walking around with an open wound. Everyone has something in their life giving them pain, and the quickest way they can deal with that is to blame someone. Put yourself out there as a face amidst the anonymous masses, and you invite that blame. I don't think it's malice that causes it, but the simple desire to do whatever it takes to ease the diffuculty in our lives. But putting yourself forward as a target amidst the annonymous masses takes far more courage than you admit, and I will always admire you for that. You stand as a lighthouse for those of us suffering through our daily lives, hoping above all else that we're simply not the only one doing so. You do far more good than anyone would admit just by living, Boogie. Thank you for that - for choosing to live. I've endured pain in my own life, and I make that selfsame choice. That is validation. We're on the right path, together.

[@ThompsonCompanylimited]

We fall back, we stand, we breathe, we walk forward no matter how hard it is. We can’t quit, calling the boys back boogies back and he’s ready to fight. Much love boogie been a fan since I was in middle school. I stepped away from KZbin for awhile while. Didn’t know you was going through this. Much love peace and harmony like a piano key. Keep your eyes in the sky cause that’s where your moving. Keep fighting. Stand for what you believe in because at the end of the day. You got you. 💯❤️☯️

[@valleybiitch]

it sounds harsh, but if ive learned anything from the hard times in my life, the only person that can truly help you is yourself.

[@almighty_gouki]

But you’re forgetting that boogie is stubborn and he won’t take any actual advice bc he likes these pity parties.

[@krazykian9512]

@@almighty_gouki stfu

[@jacobtumidolsky1563]

@@almighty_gouki he doesn't need pity; again, he does it to help the depressed people and suicidal people in his audience. people that were in his boat too. They exist

[@darthrevendarklordofthesit2270]

bulma_999 no you can’t survive on your own no one can but that’s why there’s a god that will always be with you

[@Mr.Nyongo]

And this is why I fail. I can't trust myself. Maybe someday