Why I Stopped Making Videos | ASMR Bedtime Show

[@Heritage4ever]

Even if you never made another video, we would still be forever grateful for the ones you have made. Be well, friend.

[@guccishades3383]

Tbh I would sometimes wonder about you, like what happened, if you were okay, etc. Nice to know you're doing well. You are allowed to take breaks and upload as often or as little as you want. You don't have to have a set schedule. Go at your own pace. It's your channel. The people who care will be here to watch. :)

[@chuknorris12]

I think also by doing it at your own pace and keeping true to yourself you will keep it wholesome...which is better for unintentional asmr anyway!

[@giordanotriolo8681]

Man, you gave us an enormous archive of great unintentional asmr videos. Your videos helped me a lot and I am very grateful, honestly I am very happy that you are doing well. Take care and thank you

[@alanna4858]

Agree with this ❤

[@andyvhb]

I for one was eagerly awaiting your videos and would check back periodically. You are criminally underrated and should have alot more of a following. It is def hard to be a youtuber but I think the ones that are most successful aside from being pleasing to look at are the ones that make it their full time job. Some are just naturally amazing at what they do. I know money is really not your motivation however I would gladly donate to see more videos especially roleplays or ones where you just talk exclusively for like 30 min to 45 min those are my favorite of what you do.

[@dancingvirgil]

The irony is you just created some excellent content with this very video 😊

[@lilrowbear]

I really enjoy these bedtime shows. It's like a very soothing podcast, and it calms me during the work day.

[@thebeasters]

It's creepy as hell

[@BixASMR]

Wow, This video really spoke to me. I started my ASMR channel a little over a year ago and holy cow I had no idea how much work goes into making a KZbin video. I’ve really enjoyed the process of learning how to film, how to edit video and sound etc. It was also a good thing to do when I was pretty isolated in the pandemic. I also have felt disillusioned by the ASMR content that is filling my KZbin watch list. I guess that is part of the reason I started my channel is that I was nostalgic for the ASMR of years past. I think I also felt like maybe I could give back, like maybe someone would enjoy the things I make, like I’ve enjoyed the videos of so many beautiful souls. Your bedtime videos kind of remind me of Joe Pera on adult swim, if you like male ASMR artists you might like his content too. I’m glad to see you back, I can’t tell you how many times I’ve zonked out listening to the sound of your unintentional casino videos. Be well, Bix

[@saughs]

As someone who visits Marquette, MI every year, I approve of the Joe Pera reference.

[@czipendejs]

thank you for an honest explanation, it's rare. And thank you for all your work.

[@KindoRaushan]

everything your saying in the first 8 minutes of this video. hits home. i get exactly what your saying. work, life, projects, and listening to asmr. your one of the few asmrtist creators i keep listening to. maybe a total of 5. ill finish this comment up by saying take care of yourself first, thank you for your videos, and have an awesome day.

[@blakemesina]

I really loved your keyboard saga, it was my gateway to asmr in general. Thank you for your service, thank you for exposing me to this community.

[@austind7232]

Actually just checked your channel a few weeks ago and was a little sad thinking that something might have happened to you. Glad to see you well!

[@hayden2076]

You don’t owe anyone anything. The value and the “re-watch”-ability of your videos are what make them top shelf. And as far has you working out, I think that’s amazing. I used to own a gym. I hope you enjoy it as much as you enjoy other hobbies. While we do appreciate the update because we do wonder of how you were, a lot of us are totally okay with either no more new videos or a couple of videos a year. Asmr isn’t what it used to be, and your channel is a great collection of the good times.

[@Adam-or3ke]

Your videos are really really good and high quality. when I saw you on camera the first time I was like "ah fuck off get to the unintentional ASMR already" and now I love the videos you make even more than the ones you share 😂 thanks for the content! Be kind to yourself, give yourself a break when you need it, listen to yourself and your body!

[@orbajo]

I think the biggest curse for someone on here is to promise a video every x amount of days. And as you said, if that's your livelihood then you have to, and then it quickly turns into a chore rather than being your passion. I don't think any video I've ever watched from you has felt forced, and that's a really hard to thing to achieve. I did miss your videos, but I totally understand why you stopped. I also understand why you want to start again after having taken a break from it. You've got thousands of people that understand. None of this video was bullshit, like the generic "why I've been gone" stuff full of tropes, it was just pure honesty and I think I and many other people appreciate that. We will be here anyway. All the best, my friend.

[@kylesanders8276]

This came at a great time, thanks for just doing what you can. No stress, no pressure to pump content to match a synthetic, manipulated, heartless algorithm. Remember, that's right where they want people.

[@jctrevi89]

This was refreshing You seem to be to someone who doesn’t take themselves too serious and notices the blandness around you that many get trapped in

[@ghjhgjdfhhjfghefhjfg3327]

Thank you for all your hard work.

[@oocloudoo1549]

We are here whenever you wish to return. We appreciate the videos we have now. Any more will just be that much better! Well wishes, stay safe out there.

[@rw-db]

You are probably my all-time favorite ASMR creator, and one of my favorite people online to listen to when they talk. Glad to see you back at least once. Thanks for the great videos you've made.

[@joeschmoe6941]

Your videos were some of the best. Unintentional will always be the best kind of ASMR.

[@stephanykraft]

Any time you can spend with us is appreciated. I do get a smile when I see you have something new.

[@Shizbam]

Lots of great points in this video, do what is best for you! If you continue to make videos, I will continue to watch and appreciate the shit out of them. If not, I will continue to appreciate everything you've done thus far! I still rewatch your videos all the time, you are one of my favorite content creators in general on youtube (not just in the ASMR realm). Thank you for the update video, and look forward to any future videos if and whenever that may be...

[@my1vice]

Very good insight. Ignore the experts about sticking to a genre. Put up whatever you want to put up on your channel.

[@racephotography-sd5141]

You are definitely the number one unintentional asmr king man

[@roystoliday3624]

I like these ones the most. Just open and completely honest. It’s great just to see you again and to resonate with your thoughts as I so often did. Better one video a year like this than one forced one per week you didn’t want to make.

[@iamacyborgbutthatsok1334]

I really love your bed time videos, it is more than asmr, it is nice listening to someone who have similar perspectives on life. Your videos are very unique, glad that you are ok. ❤

[@thebeasters]

They are weird and creepy and it sucks when he interjects himself into a video

[@juliom3552]

Thanks for all your hard work doing ASMR videos these past years. I think that you did some innovative ideas in the ASMR scene and you should be proud of it. Do what makes you feel happier and motivated :)

[@curtisnewton895]

fun fact, you sitting there unedited, just talking is REALLY relaxing. maybe we don't need anything more than this also for the same theme/story/subject, what also matters is how you do it, the execution, the personal touch you apply on it there are so many idiots thinking they make asmr videos, but people as soft and relaxing like you , there are'nt so many and if you're low on energy, just embrace, it'll come back if it needs to

[@TaylorMMontgomery]

I agree, the overproduction of ASMR is very real and makes it feel less organic. I think a lot of us experience ASMR at first out in the wild, in real scenarios. So video creators I guess try to lean into it but it just feels so forced. I've been watching KB Kid a lot and really love his nonchalant attitude

[@SetaDragon]

Take care, man. I know working an office job can really suck the energy out of you. As far as ASMR I also ebb and flow in watching it. I no longer really get tingles anymore. Mainly, I kinda just like having them on in the background while I work. Thanks for the videos that you have made I have gone back to them several times, particularly the unintentional ASMR compilations. If you ever feel like making some more I am going to stay subscribed. =)

[@Swishy3wick]

You are absolutely my all time favorite channel. The hikes, exploration videos, and bedtime shows- such variety and a wonderful break away from the standard asmr formula. You have a perfect voice and I love hearing your point of view. I will always love this channel- thank you for bringing light to my life, friend❤ glad you're doing well, dont work so hard!

[@stdew07]

Sending you lots of good vibes and thanks for all you do ❤️✌🏾

[@saughs]

Some great points that I definitely agree with you on. If you feel like posting at all in the future, I know a lot of us will look forward to it, but we also just appreciate the videos you’ve already put out. As others have said, I go back to them all the time.

[@eduardooramaeddie4006]

You needed more time for yourself 👍 job

[@crusaderfoxx]

Bro your voice is super chill. You do a good job man. Don’t sell yourself short bro. I actually legit enjoy your vids, friendo 🤙🏻

[@TheUnavaiIabIe]

The live casino ASMR you made was beyond this earth. You're also the reason i tried playing blackjack and i actually won close to a thousand dollars! 😊

[@findcalm]

haha nice

[@TheMstwntdLMSV123]

I’ve actually been checking your channel a few times a week to see if you’ve uploaded. I have multiple videos you’ve made saved in my “ASMR Favorites” playlist. I’ve been going through a period of a lot of growth, but with that has come a lot of pain, and your videos have been a huge comfort to me. I’m happy to hear you may begin uploading again, but I ultimately hope you only continue if you truly enjoy it. I know firsthand how quickly a hobby can turn into a chore and drain any remaining joy out of your life. Best wishes

[@Cherrylit]

27:11 this was great advice. I’ve been having problems with this idealism in my head I’ve created. Thank you for sharing this.

[@jeevesosiris]

All makes sense, glad you are okay and enjoyed this video

[@triple5tar]

Thanks for all the videos man, I love your unintentional ASMR focus and your whole positive vibe in your to camera pieces. I hope you can upload more videos but only when and if you have the energy to put in all this effort.

[@doughboi007]

I'm still very happy to go back to watch the old live casino videos

[@bonjourmegan]

Agreeing with all the wonderful comments below - your hard work doesn’t go unnoticed and your content really is unique / one of my favourites 💛

[@RobotDinosaur]

I for one really like the casino videos! There’s nothing wrong with taking time to focus on your job, man. I hope it’s going well :)

[@evarms]

As a programmer by day, musician/composer by night, husband/father... I can relate to everything you've said. Brain never leaving work... going through dry periods & periods of high energy & creativity. And that's okay. I've enjoyed your "bedtime" videos most. Whether or not I was agreeing with you, you got me thinking, and the vibe was very relaxing. I also continue to enjoy your book, some of which I found helpful. (Never understood the "casino" stuff lol.) Regardless of where this goes, whether you quit, or just take a break, or start making videos regularly, or if it's just a now-and-then thing, it's all good. I'm glad you're doing well, glad you're finding "balance", and thank you for the content you've both made, and curated for others to discover & enjoy. You've tried to make the world a better place. For that, I'm appreciative. Go well, sir!

[@hannahpoland4267]

Just want to say I appreciate all of your old work and will continue to support any content and I’ll support your life journey even if you never make another video ❤you have been my favorite for a long time. Your voice is super perfect for tingles!

[@JDTheJedi]

Good to hear from you man. You don’t have to rush back, videos will always be appreciated. Also from time to time I write back on the old newsletters.

[@loganarmstrong8709]

Thank you for coming back and also being real! 🙏🌏

[@TheDavidN]

Thank you for telling the rest of the world how hard it is as a creator, and thank you for your devotion to the community.

[@jeniferschetting6992]

Take time for yourself. I'm glad you recognized the need to take a break on your own. We'll all be here when/if you decide to start up again..

[@Randel9496]

I am so happy to see that you are doing well and healthy! I subscribed to your patreon and I was getting a bit worried that something bad may have happened to you. It was very exciting to see an update!!!

[@Libramaster84]

I really appreciate the work you had put in. You have relaxed me for YEARS. Don't come back until the desire is calibrated, in that way, your fans can feel your energy towards your work as genuine. This video alone is relaxing me. You're a natural my friend. GOD BLESS!

[@channingpass]

You shouldn't feel guilty or feel the need to apologize for experiencing the normal fluctuation of interest and motivation towards particular things at particular times. Interests can come in waves, and you are only a normal human for experiencing that.

[@Zyphera]

Working that hard do not leave much over. All understandable.

[@AboveTGround]

I was wondering this for awhile now as I really loved the bed time shows. I’m glad you’re doing okay

[@michaellaster9129]

You are awesome in so many ways. So happy you came back.

[@popmajesty6750]

Holy crap. You and Matty are the only two I still listen. Keep doing videos. You just talking is very relaxing.

[@Redapplegumball]

I’m always torn listening to your ‘thought-piece’ videos: Your voice and cadence are so calming that I want to drift off, but your ideas and how you express them are so compelling that I want to stay alert and catch every word.

[@stariemin]

just the other day i was thinking about you, your videos, content, basically everything, and was reminiscing about the old videos that you used to upload. but that's totally understandable. we thank you for all the content you've done and given us. any and every choice you make is totally your choice but just know we're always here for you

[@nighthawk5295]

Unintentional ASMR has always been my favorite type. Because, it's not intended to be ASMR. But, of course, the flow of new material can't always continue at a steady pace. The most important thing is keeping the videos up, forever. And, never closing down the channel.

[@erethjallsen8819]

So glad to see another video from you! :)

[@julayanna]

no worries! i still keep your sloth unintentional channel on repeat when i sleep and i think thats all ill ever need. thanks for all the good vids!! :)

[@geneking5697]

greed about taking a break. I missed you and content. You are very talented. Missed you.

[@kay0927]

You've been one of my favorite content creators for a while now. Glad to hear from you again and that you're well. Wishing you the best!

[@zacharysherry2910]

It's essential to follow your heart

[@atmosphericrelations]

Wow. I felt the same way in regard to being turned off to asmr recently. I enjoy yours because it’s very authentic. Warm, welcoming. You helped me through the pandemic.

[@lt.loomis8176]

I like your honesty about getting tired of the repitition in the community. I started listening to my own sources of unintentional in 2008 then found Dr Dmitri. 15 years later.. I find myself falling out of love with Asmr.. it's weird. One old channel I'll throw your way is Black Male ASMR. Check him out

[@geneking5697]

Agree with u taking a break. You are talented.

[@zakharovax]

You've been missed! I hope you get that passion for making videos back because I personally do love your content and how creative and different it is 🧡

[@Georgiepordge]

I have to be honest, I have definitely been eagerly waiting for your return, especially regarding the unintentional playlist, which was hands down the best (and most thorough) on KZbin. No pressure to always make videos, but the ones you have made continue to be very appreciated.

[@Dave_VM]

I hope your work load improves (despite if you keep or stop doing videos). Best wishes for you. Take life easy. If you have time to make videos great if not it's ok. The most important is to take care of your mental health.

[@EaeEuAqui]

Hi! I dont expect you to remember me, i have some coments spread at some videos of you, but just wanted to share that I've been around here for some good 5 years and your kinetic sand video was the first asmr experience I ever had, never even heard of it before, and till this day you're still my favorite asmrtist 🥰 after that discovery I obviously became assiduous in the asmr community and use it almost everyday, sometimes I enjoy some channel more and stuff but your old and new asmr videos are still my all time favorite. Also, take your time :) Thanks for doing what you do. Have a great day, man! ❤

[@katmastroianni557]

You are so smart, and I’m not even trying to be nice. That was a pleasure.

[@Seperatated]

I certainly feel like I am no longer as big of an ASMR fanatic as I once was. I feel as if my honeymoon phase with it is over and now it's something I just go back to every now and then. I'll still keep my ASMR playlist, but I cannot consider it a hobby or main interest any longer. And I'm alright with that, seasons for interests come and go and things change. Thanks for the ASMR that you brought and I wish you good luck on whatever journey you pursue.

[@prodmtm3091]

Thank you for all the great content! Very grateful. I'm happy to know you're doing well. I will continue to listen and watch what you've done in the past, and will gladly listen to any new video you may upload in the future. Thanks again.

[@Wanderlust246]

Your voice is one of the most soothing I’ve heard from an ASMR artist. You don’t owe anyone but yourself. Your life and your sanity are what’s most important. But you don’t anyone an explanation. Being a content creator is hard and time-consuming and I’m sure stressful. Do what is good for you and take care of yourself. Your voice though…. I could listen to you for hours.

[@weightliftingwhisper]

Great to hear from you again! Best wishes whichever path you take, we appreciate your existing catalog of work. Be well friend! 🤙🏻

[@planetX15]

Oh well, this was great while it lasted, good things do have to come to an end at some point, you were fantastic and I can't thankyou enough with your emails of ASMR suggestions, your videos will remain on KZbin forever to look back to at least, this is pretty much why I subscribed to you because of your fantastic content, I wish you well in your future endeavours, don't beat yourself up about this, there is more to life than just making KZbin videos Thanks for everything Alex!

[@xMousey]

This video was a welcome surprise 😊 sounds like you’ve been taking care of yourself, I can relate to your feelings about social media I don’t really feel like posting anything nowadays. I’m also a big pewds fan and think he’s a great role model! I will happily watch any content you post in future 😁 your mechanical keyboard video is one of my favourite of all time and the casino videos!

[@snarferyasmr3739]

Take your time, those of us with day jobs can sometimes view this too much as an obligation. It should be a fun outlet.

[@samanthasavage8655]

This is my now go-to asmr video ❤

[@Zyphera]

Thanks for your hard work. Upload when you feel like.

[@little_miss_bad]

I started to watch your videos again this week and wondered what happened to you! I’m happy you were able to take a break and return!

[@eargh]

You're the only asmr creator I'd legit hang out with

[@sophiah8847]

I really really miss your email articles... I used to enjoy reading them a lot...

[@MagnumDB]

I get it! Peoples schedules and lives change. No KZbin creator should be expected to do this their entire lives, even those who make a living from it. 80hrs a week of work - WOW. Do you listen to ASMR while you work?

[@Emdooey]

Silly! It’s not about your standing in the ASMR community, where you’re at in comparison t9 others in this genre, it’s about something in your videos scratching an itch with some people. We’re a picky bunch, and it can be hard to find a particular asmrtist that scratches all itches lol. For example, I myself don’t like whispering, I like soft spoken. Also don’t care about tapping or mouth sounds or sounds at all. I don’t even watch it, I turn the phone facedown and just listen. Also put it on repeat so it’s on all night lol. Others are different in what they like or can fall asleep to. The vast number of combinations of different interests are pretty unique but you clearly made your ASMR vids in such a way that checked a lot of boxes for others! Your baccarat videos are interesting to me and at times I slept while playing them. Also the long runtime is appealing. As for you doing them yourself, I appreciated those too because I like your voice. 😊 However, most of us are aware of the difficulties content creators face and understand burnout. I’m perfectly happy with what you’ve done so far, I like the comfortable factor of already knowing what the videos contain. I’d say you already have carved out your niche pretty successfully, so don’t sweat it. If you want to make more, make more. If not, don’t. I don’t watch any of the creators you mentioned. But I’m older, so some trends bypass me and I’m fine with that too haha. At the end of the day none of us ever know how we’re affecting others over the internet, but going by your numbers it looks like you’ve affected a lot of people in a positive way. Do what makes you happy! I do watch Jamie French and she’s gone into detail about the pitfalls she’s faced as a comedic content creator. That’s been enough to put me off the idea…EVER. 🤣

[@benforsyth8646]

Would love to see a graphic design themed asmr video. Would definitely be something different I've rarely seen before

[@Eis4Electric]

I hope you will continue to make videos in the future. We all really appreciate your content. I understand your burnout with content creating but maybe you can find your groove again. I wish you much success.

[@KR11111]

I too feel annoyed by intentional ASMR. All of the examples you gave were spot on. It just becomes so repetitive that it doesn't work anymore. That's why unintentional ASMR is the only kind that even remotely works from time to time. I did chuckle when you gave the example of ASMR channel of just the girl showing her cleavage. It is so cringe.

[@andyvhb]

YOUR BACK!!!!! IM GONNA WATCH AS SOON AS I GET OFF WORK

[@OldMarinerVintage]

I honestly thought you became addicted to online gambling.

[@Singhka8]

This speaks volumes!

[@augustq5721]

Gonna be honest I was a little worried you were gonna get addicted to online casinos so don’t feel pressured to do that kind of content again

[@popmajesty6750]

I having been dying to see you. More videos, please. I love the store videos.

[@lennyroach8833]

Great video. You are the most underrated ASMRtist there is. Good to have you back 👍🏻

[@welovepies]

I do really love your voice and find your roleplay videos very tingle inducing - which is saying something because I'm mostly tingle immune these days. No pressure, but if you do ever feel like making more I would be very happy :)

[@effieli7230]

"hey, welcome to my bad" I refuse to understand this line normally 🥴

[@J4M3S17]

Just try your best to be your authentic genuine self, that's all you can do in this life

[@bahston00]

Find Calm, you introduced me to David Bull. You and he make good ASMR videos. Yes you once said that what makes ASMR videos good is how someone is explaining something to you carefully, and expertly. I was wondering when you'd finally do another video. Greetings from Springfield, Illinois USA.

[@jacobreveles7222]

Maybe the ASMR videos were the friends we've made along the way