Why I've decided to abandon my old story

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[@laraphillipson9427]

You are such a light and deserve so much love!! Your channel deserves way more support 💖💖

[@nicoledear1663]

Thank you Lara!!

[@Gioachino_Orsini]

Dear Nicole, I appreciate yet again another outstanding message! It is very brave of you to speak so openly regarding your past history. I do not know you personally, however from what I can deduct you are a kind, wise and charismatic young lady. You have blessed my life alongside countless of others with so much wisdom and joy! You seem to be a carrier of joy considering all your videos seem to bring some sort of amusement. You can rest assured your audience are most definitely viewing you in the same light of mine. I have worked within cases involving this particular issue and the truth be told it is sad. If you have time, I’ll like to share with you my own personal hardships where I suffered a lot of abuse. In this case, during my undergraduate years at university I happened to be a victim of mass bullying and harassment from mostly male students. The issue relied upon my beauty, considering I happened and still do take pride with my own appearance. Story short, these young men hated me, mocked me and persecuted me simply due to my presence. Many of the young girls found me “good-looking” that in turn led to hundreds of negative attention from men. I had even a Nazi swastika drawn on the front of my student door. It was a common occurrence to hear death threats, beating threats amongst other things when approaching these young men. It was a living hell. However, I managed to overcome this situation and here I am writing as a qualified prosecutor with a loving and caring family. I have nothing to be ashamed of no more considering I have been set free from this bondage of fear, intimidation and most importantly isolation. I quite frequently used to stay isolated from society due to fear of an unexpected attack in public. This is now all gone, with the past made old and the now made true. What now is this? They are the people that I most love, who surround me day by day. They remind me of who I am, a father, a successful man and an overcomer! I wish for you the same, that you may become an overcomer from your past afflictions. That you may understand that you are a giant in joy and that many rest on your shoulders, as followers, friends and family:) Rest assured and stay in peace. Yours Truly, James

[@nicoledear1663]

Thank you so much James. I was really touched by your story and your kind words. I totally agree with you that self-isolating doesn't offer the true freedom that we think it might at the time. Life is still there, knocking on the door. I certainly tried shutting down and curling up (in addition to being self-destructive and unconsciously cruel) for a while though. I'm glad to have come through to the other side like you did - to be able to loosen my attachment to the old and embrace the wondrous now. Thank you again!

[@rebeccajurczyk8559]

I am so grateful that you put this video together. I totally encourage you to make more and give more of this ‘unfiltered’ wisdom- you go girl!

[@nicoledear1663]

Thank you so much Rebecca! ❤️

[@anubratadutta]

Dear Nicole When are we getting more from you? this is so loosening at the heart for every girl I bet.💫

[@nicoledear1663]

Thank you A D. As it turns out, your comment has come while I'm editting another video. Thank you for watching!