why me? *cancer chemotherapy*

[@tiffanythinks]

I had an emotional moment during chemo. I do think everything happens for a reason and I don’t know what it is now but once I’m cancer free, I’m sure I’ll know. Thank you so much for your love, comments and subscribing. Subscribe and be part of my loving youtube family. I really appreciate all of you. IG: tiffanythinks 💙We Got This💙

[@owaiskhan1756]

May Allah bless you with strength and speedy recovery and you may get in return a very happy successful life after fighting with this tough situation. Aameen , love your positivity and the way you talk , I am praying for you sister ❤

[@Tomas-major]

You and us have got this sweet sweet girl xx

[@ninak5432]

I hope and pray for your healing. You are so strong and you have got this! If these were normal circumstances then I would love to have watched you vlog all the time. Im always waiting for your uploads to know that you are ok and how you are doing. But please if you feel your not well or can not them do have a break. It's ok to be upset and miss family. Sending you all the love and luck in the world. A great big hug 🫂 🤗 ❤

[@ShreyaChoudhuryMusic]

You mean so much to us and your bright positivity has enlightened us through it all! Keep fighting the good fight.

[@lhicks1354]

Your human and what you are going through is a really really tough thing. It is ok to be emotional. It is ok to have ups and downs and all types of emotions. It is part of the journey and the journey of being a human. It is ok. Sending love and hugs. You got this. We got this.❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@simplyxkayla]

I’ve been watching you when you first found out that you had cancer. I think you should continue filming your journey because it could inspire others including myself. I’m 15 and I went through 6 months of chemo. I want to tell you that you will get through this! You are so strong!💙 It’s okay to be upset sometimes, you won’t always have good days. But just know, you’re only getting stronger as the days go on! You got this💙💙💙

[@sgp1489]

Look at what an inspiration you are to others!

[@mochi-oy9wd]

Please honey don't you for a second think that there's any reason for you to get this horrible disease. It just happened like it happens to lots of people. You are lovely person and really nobody deserves anything like this, it's very heartbreaking and sad what've happened to you. It changes perspective, it makes you appreciate life a lot more, but there is absolutely no explanation or reason behind this, anybody can get sick anytime. But you are strong, very positive, you have like the best support ever and you are doing amazing! I'm so waiting for your jump by the hospital when you're there for the very last time! 💙

[@miipmiipmiip]

It just takes one out of trillions of cells doing the wrong thing accidentally, pure coincidence.

[@58mummybear]

this will be a distance memory, just one chapter in your story that you can look back on and see how amazingly brave and strong you are. we are here with you.x

[@jefferywest3625]

Glory to God for learning me to #Doctorojie who cured my herpes

[@ronjalag9710]

As a person living with cancer and other chronic illnesses, I have never said why me. Why not me ? What makes me more deserving of a trouble free life than anyone else? Nothing. Nobody deserves to suffer but unfortunately adversity is just a part of life. I am not at all religious and therefore do not think this is part of anyone’s particular plan for us, nor a test of our strength. But I do believe there is always something to learn from our experiences, that will hopefully benefit us or someone else in the future. Courage is not a gift bestowed to those who carry a brandished sword, nor is it without fear. In fact courage is an instinctive necessity for survival, the light that carries fear through times of uncertainty and dread.

[@too_tired_for_this]

Everyone has the right to ask “why me?”. Telling someone else that they aren’t supposed to ask that is pretty harsh.

[@ronjalag9710]

@@too_tired_for_this technically I wasn’t telling her to or not do anything I was just sharing my perspective, I am also a cancer survivor and have dealt with multiple tumours.

[@leannehernandez282]

You are right. We always ask that question when death or illness consumes us. Then we survive we have survivers remorse. Tiffany, if you educate yourself on how cancer developes, you can understand that no one is immune against it.

[@margaretjordan2211]

I definitely want to see your entire journey, it’s reassuring to know you’re ok when you attend these chemo appointments. You are surrounded by love. You’ve got this. X

[@ChaiChai1965]

Hi. I took a different kind of chemo than you did but, for me, the steroids did made me emotional. I am praying for you and do think you should blog all 12 cycles if you are up to it. That way we can all be there beside you. Sending you so much ❤️ Also, it us OK to sometimes have a pity party and ask why me. The phrase G d doesn't give us more than we can handle may be helpful at times but it doesn't negate your pain. I lost my breast and my fertility. I was brave and strong and sad. You are allowed to feel many emotions at the same time. Love and sadness and gratitude and faith and loss all can be felt in the same day. G d gave us emotions. You deserve the right to feel them all.

[@paula4968]

We've got you, sweet girl. And no, no, it's not repetitive at all. We want to be with you every step of the way. Sending you all the love in the world. ❤️

[@pennypennypenny1936]

Hi Tiffany, I had Hodgkins in 2001 and 6 rounds of chemo. I completely understand how you feel and of course you will be emotional, I would be surprised if you would not be. Cancer is scary and the future is not certain. For me personally it helped to think " why not me?", If so many people get cancer, then why not me? It really did help me to look at it different and just hope the chemo would do it's job and destroy the cancer cells. Well, 20 years later I am still cancer free and I hope you will be as well. I wish you all the best in this scary time, you and your family, and I hope that soon you really can say " it's gone, I did it ! " 💪😉

[@ShreyaChoudhuryMusic]

Seeing you cry during your treatment really breaks my heart. I can't even begin to describe how hard this must be for you. However, you are stronger than that devil. Beat their behinds and keep on thriving. You got this and I pray you'll be cancer-free and that there will be no recurrence ever again. Best wishes and god bless you and your family always. We're right here with you every step of the way.

[@susanstones347]

I come into agreement with your prayer 🙏🏻

[@louern123]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@beccavry]

NOTHING about this is repetitive, you're illuminating a true human experience in a way that is allowing you to digest what you are going through. Thank you for taking us along with you, and having the bravery to do so!

[@amethystlizz7]

I am fighting cancer myself, it’s definitely a emotional roller coaster… thank you for sharing your story with us…

[@HomerJLeafs]

same.. it's not just physically challenging but mentally as well

[@Leesion73]

Tiffany we in NC are SO pulling for you and sending only the BEST thoughts into the heavens. I broke my neck at C5 when I was 15, I'm 48 now, earned 2 degrees in a manual wheelchair, now work as a licensed mental health worker/therapist. I'm a happy survivor, thriving, and you will be too. I also lead support groups for cancer survivors.

[@janemercer4]

I love how Matt and your lovely family look after you ❤️ You definitely deserve to be so cherished , you are such a gorgeous soul. Thinking of you all and sending love and positive thoughts xxxx

[@musiczmylife1324]

Hello Tiffany, first of all, I just want to say how inspiring you are. You are such a light in my life and a reminder to be kind and gracious even through the toughest of times. So many times I have felt the same way as you, not understanding why God allows suffering. I wanted to share a quote from a song that helped me and maybe it will help you too. It goes: “what if my greatest disappointments, or the aching of this life, is a revealing of the greater gift this world can’t satisfy”… this helped me a lot when my son was in the hospital for a few weeks because it was a reminder that we are not suppose to have a perfect life on earth because Heaven is perfect and if we don’t feel sadness, we won’t understand happiness. You are so strong, we got this. I hope you don’t take this message the wrong way because I know faith can be a touchy subject but I promise my comment is all love ❤️ I am so excited for the cancer free vlog!!

[@louern123]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ritaweltevreden5596]

Tiffany you are such a brave soul! I couldn’t do what you are doing….sharing this journey with the world. I was diagnosed with stage IV ovarian cancer in May 2020. I never asked why me, because I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. I have been following you and I am certain it was just in the moment. I can’t say I know what you are going through, because I don’t. But I know what the rollercoaster is like. Stay strong and try to stay positive. I know first hand that it is easier said than done. Much love from The Netherlands.

[@sarahcox4180]

I think for me as someone who is beginning their cancer journey (surgery next week) seeing you go through this with such grace and with the upbeat attitude that you have along with the trust in God has helped me not be so afraid of going through it myself. You are helping SO many people with your vlogs and I for one hope you will continue to show the chemo days. We got this!!!💙💙💙💙💙

[@tiffanythinks]

Ohh it a scary time but once this is all over, you are going to live the best life. We’ll just appreciate all the small things in life and just be so happy once it’s all done, thank you for following my journey. Lots of love, we got this 💙

[@MegaMarie]

I love how Matt is understanding of you and your mother being so close, and gets along with you all. He understands how close-knit South Asians can be. You deserve such rock. I haven't watched you long, but I watched your older videos this week, and your gentle nature shines through.

[@abiteoftime4232]

Please post your chemo cycles. It’s not repetitive. Want to go through ups and lows with you. Feel inspired by your journey xxx

[@MerilynFerncy]

Hey Tiffany! You're doing great. What you're going through is incredibly hard and you exude such courage and strength. I enjoy watching your videos. I would love to watch anything you post, and no, the chemo vlogs are not repetitive. They make me feel like a part of your journey. When you feel like asking "Why me?", I think you should remember that God doesn't give us more than we can take. You are a huge inspiration to everyone and I'm amazed by your energy, kindness and positivity. You've touched a lot of hearts and I'll continue to support and be there for you, in whatever way you need. I know you can do this, because you're awesome and God will give you the strength you need in your weakness. You got this 💙 We got this 💙. Lots of love & prayers, Merilyn.

[@cassiefinnerty8426]

I (30F, stage 3 grade 3 triple negative breast cancer) just got home from 4 hours of chemo, laying in bed now feeling so tired. Having you (even though we are strangers on KZbin haha) makes me feel less alone. I'm 10 out of 12 rounds through carbo/taxol. You remind me to smile more, but i want to remind you that you cry when you need to, listen to your body, it's OK to be saddened by this experience for ourselves and others suffering through it. Because we know first hand how truly horrible it is. But we got this! We will be on the other side in no time. One day at a time. You're doing great.

[@tiffanythinks]

I’m so proud of you for getting through 10 out of 12, I’ve just completed 3 out of 12. You will get through this, I just know it. You have no other choice so fight okay! Yes I realise how important it is to cry and let it all out. If you ever need to chat or need anything, message me on Facebook (tiffanythinks) Lots of love, we got this💙

[@cassiefinnerty8426]

@@tiffanythinks thank you so much. Some days are tough but we have to fight you're so right. I hope you are feeling ok. I don't have Facebook but I'll definitely comment on here if I need to talk. Praying for you.

[@klarap5230]

tiff, your bravery and strength is truly inspiring! you’ve got this, love!!! keeping you and your family in my prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼💕💕

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you so much 💙💙💙 lots of love!!

[@JackKirbyFan]

Thank you for sharing this with, really the world, and I'm following you every time you post. I can't imagine how hard this is and how you get through it is amazing to me. Bravery beyond belief. People forget that those that endure disease treatment like this are heroes too.

[@tiffanythinks]

awww thank you so much for following my journey. It is hard but I have so much support from you all so I will get through this, I have no choice haha 💙💙 thank you for your kind words 💙💙

[@cmurphy7221]

Yes. We want to see your entire journey. Sending you love and prayers from the US. You have an amazing support system. We got this!!

[@xxlyndsayannexx]

Tiffany your heart is so pure. Your positive spirit is so inspiring. I’ve had a lot happen in my life the past two months, but your videos remind me to stay positive through it all. We’ve got this. 💙🦋✨

[@talananiyiyaya8912]

Do you have an Onlyfans?

[@emanhussein6882]

@@talananiyiyaya8912 What's wrong with you?

[@pollyjohnson-allthingsgood]

It’s important for you and us that you record the whole journey and vlog every chemo session. You are such a lovely , kind and special person with a lovely family and support network. I send you all my prayers and best wishes. My only sister had bowel cancer in 2012 which unfortunately metastasised before diagnosis so she passed in 2013 aged 46 but it’s so important to keep talking about this issue and that sadly it does affect the young. Better faster screening is needed- you are doing a very important job and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’ve got this for you too and I can see you are going to be absolutely fine x

[@connirusie3600]

I’m so glad your channel showed up for me. You are such a very sweet soul, and you are offering such important lessons for all of us. I will pray for your full recovery. 🙏

[@susanslingerland9393]

You’re so brave and so strong! What a great smile in-spite of all this. I wanted to send your Mom a big hug! I can’t imagine having one of my children go through this. Prayers for you and your family! ❤️

[@tiffanythinks]

thank you so much for your kind words 💙 I know, It hurts me when I think of mum! she's my whole world and once this is over, I am taking her away on an amazing relaxing holiday 💙 thank you so much for your prayers xx

[@FB-xm9rn]

Your support system is just remarkable god bless you and your family🙏🏽💙 yougotthis

[@Tracey-2024]

Look at you!!! Two down! Well done!! We have DEFINITELY got this!!!

[@danilelac]

I have tears on my eyes. I only can pray for you, sending lots of love and positive vibes. We got this! 💙

[@waterleaper3419]

High five from a fellow chemo warrior in Arizona. Hell yes we got this! I'll be following. All the best.

[@waterleaper3419]

I did the exact same thing at my first treatment. Packed so much stuff I didnt need. Lol. You will find that most patients are more than happy to give tips on the little things that can make it go smoother.

[@jennifergarland3065]

Please know you are loved and our hearts are with you

[@colleengoosman3581]

I feel your mom is your special blessing. The love she has in her heart for you ♥ ❤ ..she is wonderful ,I wish everyone could have someone so loving in their lives ❤ 💕

[@yvonneholliday4235]

No Tiffany....you are not repetitive! What you are doing is marvellous! An inspiration to us all. You are so charismatic and your videos are a tremendous help to many of us - in so many different ways. You are a star! So coragious, so caring and totally selfless. You so have got this Tiff. More than you could ever imagine. We're with you ....... we got this 💙

[@joangaither3871]

It’s ok for you to have all sorts of emotions . Don’t beat yourself up about it!! We are here for you ❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️Sending so much love, prayers and strength your way ❤️❤️❤️

[@OMaria-qc1kz]

Hi Tiffany, no your chemo sessions are not repetitive. As long as you are feeling up to it, keep posting them because we want to be there with you and it will encourage others as they carry on with their own journey. ❤️🌺❤️

[@moila04]

Hello!, Just want to say I love watching your videos and my sister has been watching it too. I had extended relatives affected by cancer and it made me think life is just too short, when we worry about the little things. You have so much energy, with bright big, dewy eyes full of life and seem really bubbly, confident, in everything you do. I have always suffered from low self esteem and confidence and I really wished I was able to talk like you and you are very brave❤️. You are a inspiration!. It is fun too see the cute moments, when we see your family and friends included in the videos too, they seem very sweet and loving. I am praying for you and wish you a speedy recovery and look forward to your future videos.

[@Cruella-Deville]

You are allowed to have a moment , we all do! Its an emotional time, it takes its toll on all the family. Its the unknown feeling in the dark, so to speak. You’ve got this.

[@informaticsnursebev1538]

Hang in there beauty 💝 We’re rooting for your complete recovery. 🇺🇸

[@milagirlxx6230]

Many people struggle with those same exact questions when going through health struggles. You are allowed your feelings sweet girl! I'm not sure what religion you practice but maybe you can reach out to you pastor or equivalent? You are simply amazing and honestly I feel like everyone subscribed and those that are yet to subscribe need you in their lives. Your positivity and sweetness is needed in this world. Look at what has come from this with your interview already!. People need tiffanythinks in their life. They need to know you and experience your positivity and light! Thank you for being you Tiffany! we got this xx 💙

[@pamhenry9762]

Thanku so much for sharing. I went thru BC in 2004 and 2011. I’m healing thru your videos. You are such a blessing. There wasn’t you tube videos when I went thru it.It was a lonely time for sure. But seeing your videos has helped me so much move on from some of the trauma and guilt I felt all these years. Thanku and many blessings on your journey❤️

[@victoriawinthropadams]

I think you’re an amazing person, Tiffany! I’m in the states and have found BBC Radio London on my phone (I set an alarm to remember!) and am sitting here with Jo Good on, talking about your upcoming interview in 20 minutes. Looking forward to hearing you on the radio. I’m SO excited for you! Gentle hugs and much love from Boston!! 💗💗💗

[@vanessamaylobo3860]

You’re so strong and amazing , you will get through this! I’m gonna be on my 3rd cycle of chemo on Tuesday still dreading it but I choose to be grateful that still have the chance to get rid of this thing. Sending you hugs and prayers Tiff! We got this! 💗

[@geina4412]

We all have why me moments in life. Twenty years ago I lost my husband, at the same time my two year old son was diagnosed severely autistic and I broke down due that same question "why me" don't worry darling GOD knows best. Today am stronger and looking after my son. Hang in there, we've got these.

[@kathleenwardingley5168]

Sweetheart you’re doing great , don’t ever think you are Being repetitive we want to be here to support you in this journey Sending lots of love xx💞💞💞

[@rcelestefelix9299]

I was cheered to read that your type of cancer responds very well to treatment, and you can even be cured as some persons have been. If anyone will do that, it's you, Tiffany, because we are all praying for you. May God bless and keep you and keep your fears at bay. It isn't just about being strong, we are all fearful of serious medical problems, but this journey is about faith and hope, and loads of love that we all have for you.

[@jamesconsuela74]

Tiffany you’re so Beautiful inside and out. I beat cancer three times. Hodgkin lymphoma/ Breast Cancer/ Thyroid cancer. It’s hard and you definitely will have your moments but that’s okay. You mentioned mental health I still struggle with that. The difference in our story is you have so much LOVE IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL TO WATCH. I’m here with you in this fight everyday. I wish so every happiness. Sending all my love all the way from Alexandria Virginia.♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ Tiffany 💪🏽💪🏽

[@earthglow]

We’ve got this Tiffany!!! Hugs from Michigan, USA. We are all on your team with you!

[@justanotherviewer00]

God does not burden any soul with more than it can bear. Just because things aren’t going your way doesn’t mean the bad days will last forever. Remember with Hardship comes ease... the better days await💙

[@sarahmirgaux6029]

Bless your heart, Keep strong Lovely Lady, Everyones praying for you x

[@aliciagongora3770]

Beautiful you’re going to get through this , I don’t have any doubt.Stay strong sweetheart , we’re here with you💙💙

[@cherdeandrade9259]

Tiffany. You got this honey. You are truly blessed with all the support you have. Continued prayers my dear.❤

[@tiffanythinks]

thank you 💙 yeah I am so blessed with all the love and support, think I just had a 'why me' moment but as soon as I left the hospital I was okay 💙

[@indiabliss]

@@tiffanythinks this is a very normal reaction x

[@hexhex7220]

My favorite part of your videos, is seeing how much love and care is shown between you and Matt, and your Mom. You will all pull through this together.

[@angelaenglish5698]

Hi lovely, keep vlogging your journey, it's good for you to express your feelings & we feel that we support you, take care honey, we got this xxx

[@Jujubeoh]

Tiffany I appreciate your vlogs because it keep us up to date on how you’re doing. You said three things that hit home because I remember having those same thoughts and feelings. “Why me?” was something I asked until one day it hit me “Why not me?” Showers are the best place to release your sadness. You try to put on a good face for family and friends, so crying in the shower helps. All chemos are different and have different side effects, but wanted you to know my effects multiplied with each treatment. This may not happen for you, but wanted to let you know so you’re not frightened if it does happen. You are loved by so many people from all over the world! Love from Ohio USA 💕

[@hilarysanderson6002]

That candle flame dancing like that & making a noise is a higher being protecting you. 💜 Look at the flickering at the window. You definitely have a lot of love around you. Please, please stay safe with this new Covid , there are already 2 cases in 🇬🇧 so stay safe. Because God only gives you what you can cope with my darling, please wipe those tears , we are all here with you. It breaks my heart to see you like this. We want to see everything, start to finish, it’s not repetitive, we are on this journey with you. If you want to cry, cry, don’t keep it in, it won’t help. I have a great niece & nephew born this year, but because I’m terminal & vunerable I haven’t met them yet, so feel it’s just you. I live alone, you have your Mum & Matt & you will be ok. Stay safe my darling, lots of love & prayers. 😝💙💙💙

[@marynamurray9385]

We got this Tiffany! You are in my thoughts and heart!❤

[@elizabethconroy7665]

Unfortunately,my dear Tiffany Cancer does not discriminate between those who get cancer It can be any age or gender You have a good spirit and a strong faith My Mother had cancer twice She refused Chemo and Radiation Just had surgery She lived a healthy and happy life till well into her nineties Good Luck

[@lolasmom9088]

It is not repetitive at all, but the steps that make up the journey! We’ve got this! 💙💙

[@crystalslade1318]

You got this girl , ur doing just amazing when this is all done u can take the world on xx

[@judysimpson2990]

Following and praying for you through this journey….stay positive 😘🤗

[@제니얌얌]

Hi Tiffany, I’ve diagnosed ovarian cancer when i was 25 and just finished my last chemo two weeks ago. I was very emotional and depressed getting chemo too. You better dont think why this happened to you. The more you think about it, the more you blame yourself. There’s no exact reason and some are just unlucky. Keep strong! You got this! ☺️

[@sihembachta2071]

You are brave and your journey is inspirational. You will recover and everything becomes a memory don't worry my dear 😘😘

[@betsyrose9233]

You are very strong!! I am with you with prayers and sending warm hugs .

[@emmaatkins5869]

Yes I would love to see The journey , love to you .x

[@heidigraber3725]

I’m not sure why but seeing you being cold and shaky makes me so sad! This just isn’t fair that anyone has to go through this! I definitely want to watch the journey though and watch you overcome this!

[@kirstyokumu8725]

tiffany never forget that you were chosen even before you were in your mothers womb God is with you every step of the way lot of love

[@tstewartfan626]

Please keep doing the cancer vlogs! They aren’t repetitive because each treatment day is different and we want to know how you are feeling and doing every day. Please know that WE HAVE GOT THIS! YOU HAVE GOT THIS!! LOVE and PRAYERS FROM PARIS TEXAS ❤️🙏.

[@ohheyyitsbrooke]

God will give you all the strength you need.

[@beckybyrd3256]

I have never seen a more dedicated mom.Shes lovely. God bless both of you

[@crystalslade1318]

I think it’s amazing sharing each week but do what is best for u we are all here with u x

[@celiadonnelly162]

Yes keep up the episodes of your chemo journey it helps others

[@dellindahenriques9846]

Tiffany it truly ok! To talk through your journey! We will be here to support you!

[@sharoncarne4156]

You are just bloody amazing. God bless 😘

[@barbhelle5481]

Tiffany, you are such a beautiful person. I would love to go to each of your chemo appointments. It is a tiny bit I can do for you. You have this, I believe it. Hugs and prayers for you and your family.

[@krisjames4276]

Another chemo ticked off! Do hope it doesn't knock you about too much. Take plenty of rest and keep very hydrated darling. I look forward to the wonderful photo that will be taken of you, leaping for joy, when you kick out that cancer. Every treatment bring that goal closer. You will have us all there for you during this journey. See you at the finish line! Love x

[@deeschmid9579]

Tiffany God's Light Shines through you !!! Our Lord always tests His Strongest Warriors !! You indeed are one of them. You are a Shining example for all of us. You have such a wonderful support system they clearly love you so very much !!! I myself am a stage 4 cancer survivor. You have got this sweetie. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers !! God Bless you all 🙏💜🙏💜🌹🌿🌹🌿😘

[@klarap5230]

God never gives us more than we can handle - this quote has helped me through a lot of difficult moments in my life and hopefully it will resonate with you too!!! You are going to come out of this with a new outlook on life, happier, stronger & healthier!!! 💕💕💕

[@tiffanythinks]

oh I LOVE that quote. I need to remember that when I have another 'why me' moment 💙 thank you 💙💙

[@sandhyaa86]

Yes true.

[@vanessawilliams1159]

Feel every emotion Tiffany. It's all part of the journey to health and wellness.

[@danaklamecki8820]

Keep posting and updating please! I’ve been following you since the beginning of your cancer journey. What you’re doing is helpful for so many. You’re so engaging and real. Wishing you only the best….❤️

[@jeanettegatt619]

Praying for you ! You've got this.

[@beverlyrow9]

Praying for you Tiffany🙏🙏. Broke my heart to see you cry.

[@Lacroixmakeupartist]

So nice to see you are doing so good while having your chemo. So strong...Wow! Your mom and boyfriend supporting you...taking care of you. So sweet!! 🥇🥇

[@kkaterina12]

I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer in this some time what you with yours. I am looking forward to your videos. It helps me a lot. All the best to both of us and all the rest of us.

[@sarahmahamid3031]

I lack the skills needed to talk someone out of something or cheer someone up and I don't usually comment on videos but seeing you tear up hurt me. I need to remind you that you should know you are not a burden or causing mama and Matt (idk if I misheard his name) any inconvenience. Imagine (God forbid) Mama or Matt were going through what you are going through. I highly dount you'd think of them as a burden for the slightest bit in fact you would have immense urges to protect them,help them as much as you can, and keep them supported emotionally. You are in a lot of people's prayers. This is a test and a hard one, God is testing you and he is watching over you while this all happens. You are strong and will surely inshaallah get through this. This is strengthening you and your family and sometimes we need to be forced to become stronger. Thank God there is a treatment. Thank God We are surrounded my loving supporting people. Thank God I know my strength and I am very well aware that God has only put me through this because he is CERTAIN that this too shall pass and I will benefit somehow from all this. Reminding ourselves with such gifts can help us have a better mental state. Sadness is surely okay and while sad, remember things that you are granted to make this easier. Yu are blessed with many gifts and you'll be blessed inshallah with recovery. In Islam we view illness as God removing your sins the more you go through something the more you are rewarded by sins being erased and actual (thawab) rewards and credit in God's perspective. So maybe knowing that you are rewarded for this in someone's religion might help. Best wishes and I know and I trust it I just feel it that we will get through thisss.

[@fionaroberts1585]

Tiffany, you've got this and we've got this!! xx

[@margiemckenna8200]

We got this tiff,you are like a bright ray of sunshine ☀️ even going through this you still think of other people.you are allowed to get emotional tiff,let it all out,I guarantee you will feel lot better afterwards,as for the big bag we all would do the same,pack stuff we don’t need,it’s like going away for day or two we packs loads of stuff and don’t need or use the half of it,you will know for next time what you need! Lol we love you,just maybe tell Matt and your mam to try and get some rest if they can,hard on them too,they love you so much bless them xxxx❤️👍☘️

[@JoelWende]

Tiffany lovely, ‘why me’ moments are totally natural, and god understands them. The Garden of Gethsemane was an entire ‘why me’ moment for Jesus. They’re about feeling and then processing emotion. We don’t often realise the meaning of things until after we have been through them. There always is one though. Sometimes that meaning is through the inspiring of others, sometimes it is through growing ourselves, sometimes it is in changes of perspectives. It’s always there though! You will find it too. We’ve got this!

[@sdrtm06]

Definitely not repetitive at all! We’re with you every step, no matter how small 💫

[@erinsjourney315]

Please continue to vlog. For those of us at the beginning of this journey it’s very helpful to see the process. 🙏

[@JJ-fz9ki]

You are an amazing young woman and you are defeating this dirty beast ...one step at a time...remember we are all here for your complete healing in the name of almighty God...

[@allyp1088]

No I want you to carry on involving us your KZbin family in your journey with your chemo treatment your a special lady Tiffany and have such a lovely family support group around you much love 😘

[@minigirl6379]

I don't think your vlogs are repetitive at all. If you feel like vlogging, I will be watching. Please know that I have requested that you be added to our prayer list at church. So many people love you Tiffany. You are pure love. You're learning and teaching us so much. I believe our souls are sent here to learn, to teach and to love. It's our purpose for being, and you're fulfilling your purpose. A lot of us never do/achieve that. Time is priceless, and you could be doing a million different things with your time, yet you use it to spread love, learn and teach. I think you're remarkable. Truly remarkable. Please know that God is with you every step of the way. He promised us that we would never walk alone. 💙🌼🌷

[@ivyingati1230]

Record all the cycles please, they will inspire someone who may be going through the same thing. Lots of love from Kenya.

[@Dellaa2222]

you’re stronger than you think 💙

[@musikkfamilien]

Life is not fair, dearest. It is an unfair thing. No sense, whatsoever. There are sufferings and happiness side by side and we just have to hang in there❤️ It you are young. You are strong, Tiffany!😊❤️ And you have a lot of living family and friends! First and foremost; you have Amma and Matt! And you have your faith. That is also revarding. And must be reassuring? You are blessed, child! And my experience is that bad and sad things we go through are building us. Making us a different person that what we were before. I cannot tell you why you got canser, Tiffany. But you are doing what the medical doctors are telling you. And hopefully it will soon be all right. All the best, Tiffany ❤️ Lots of love from Norway 🇳🇴❤️

[@deb6538]

I cant imagine a journey with cancer ..it wears on people and there families..just sending prayers and much love to you and your family 🌹 I love your journey,

[@debvw9740]

Yes, keep going with vlogging your chemo. It is as much for you as for us. When you are well and can look back on this time you will be able to remember how brave, strong and vulnerable you were. I think it is very normal to be emotional. So very much has changed. Your life will never be the same again. We are in your corner, Tiffany!!! You've Got This!!!!!

[@rikkikaras2137]

Prayers for you sweetie Gods got you