[Winchi] Mr. Dazai's Double-suicide Song / BSD fan song

Content warning: themes of suicide
I tried to make the tune Dazai hums in the Bungo Stray Dogs anime into a full song!
If you're struggling with suicidal thoughts, I promise you are not alone and there are people willing to help you!
Find help in your country here: findahelpline....
==Lyrics==
Kusuri o nonde okinai
To omotta
Yokujitsu mo me o samashita
Chikushou
Watashi no soba de beddo de bijin ga netara
Sotto waraeru
Shinjuu wa dekiru kara
Kore o dareka to owattara
Shinu toki de manzoku desu
Shiawase nado mou akirameta
Demo motto o motteiru
Kirei to kanzen na shinjuu wa hitori de wa dekinai 　
Watashi no kokoro o sashitamae futari nara dekiru
Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu (Let’s go!)
Shinjuu wa kimi to shinu koto
Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu (Let’s go!)
Shinjuu wa shinu made "aishiteru" da yo
Ikidzuite kurushii
Itsumademo hitori
Tomodachi mo inai
Ryoushin ni aitakunai
Dare ni mo aisarenai mono da
Keredo karappo na jibun no naka
Hitotsu dake o negatteiru
Hitori de jisatsu suru no wa sabishikute muri da yo
Watashi no kokoro o sashitamae futari nara dekiru
Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu (Let’s go!)
Shinjuu wa kimi to shinu koto
Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu (Let’s go!)
Hitori de shinitakunai yo
Shinjuu shiyou yo
Samishii yo
(=^w^=) 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐦𝐞? (=^w^=)
Buy/download the song here~!
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Thank you all so much for listening!

[@Winchifrost]

English subtitles are now available! Just click on CC!

[@pukukuk]

(''∇^d) nice❣️

[@visnesahin]

I AM BEGGING YOU TO UPLOAD IT ON SPOTIFY ITS MY FAVORITE SONG PLEASEE

[@luciellawliet]

I’d love to see an English version of this! And also a romanization too

[@batteeth6421]

I need this on Spotify 😭😭

[@aminaboehringer2749]

I'm begging you

[@Kiki-delivery-service]

Dazai: *singing about his horrible life and how he wants to end it* Me: 💃💃💃

[@Gloria-oo4qu]

ima start sing this to annoy my friends

[@Chuuya_mysmolbbg]

​@@Gloria-oo4qu only if I had friends 😭

[@Gloria-oo4qu]

D: Im Sorry

[@Chuuya_mysmolbbg]

​@@Gloria-oo4quIt's not ur fault 🥺

[@Noxi5467]

Me: I MUST LEARN THAT FOR MY COSPLAYYYY AND CHUUYA WILL BE PROUD THAT I CAN SING YASSSS YAYYYY YAAAAA❤

[@kamilmalak7908]

You mean to tell me this existed for a WHOLE YEAR and I never knew about it ? This masterpiece is so underrated

[@Sofia-iw2rp]

FR TY

[@HEARTS4SOPH1A]

LITERALLY JUST FOUND IT

[@Vocalpaw]

Honestly I have been searching for a song like this and it appeared a year ago

[@jellyfishtendrils]

Exactly

[@bani_shed]

FR

[@inspace4674]

I'm so impressed you made a whole song out of one line Dazai sang in the anime and made it sound so fitting and both catchy and really sad

[@nataliamidzio]

Ikr this song is so good

[@So_Indecisive]

It really is impressive

[@alright_getem1191]

I think it may also be based off the dazai’s books.

[@KyouMeno]

He actually sang it 2 times! Just not the same lyrics tho

[@kitkat_thunder3795]

1:22 hits different after reading 'no longer human' 💀

[@gojosatorudayo]

Ikr💀

[@_Bezuga_4269]

Fr

[@mitsuki_world1123]

yeah

[@canalmamax]

real

[@user-rk8vx1qu5s]

日本語、母国語じゃないのに、ここまでできるの天才すぎる…

[@user-sk2nj6wv8c]

それなぁ

[@purple.dinosaur]

THIS SHOULD BE ON SPOTIFY!!! Listen 24/7. Be Vibing 💀

[@user-gq7me1ye8m]

LITERALLY, I LOVE IT SM⁉️⁉️⁉️

[@So_Indecisive]

IKR

[@lilaclink3839]

FRRR

[@Basilo7]

IT IS, SOMEONE UPLOADED IT AS A PODCAST ON THERE SO YOU CAN ADD IT TO YOUR PLAYLIST

[@l.saygex]

@@Basilo7 WHAT..

[@su1c1de_go_brr]

It’s a NEED now, I NEED this on spotify

[@robinvesela1887]

Frr😭

[@Abysscara]

FR I NEED YO ADD IT TO MY PLAYLIST

[@hanako_enthusiast]

REAL

[@sabinasky6347]

FR

[@Basilo7]

IT IS

[@personamy5538]

id like to think kunikida walked in on dazai while he making this song n was like "what the fuck"

[@Yourgirlnene222]

Lol

[@MrTrashBagLuzio]

​@@Yourgirlnene222 :0

[@C4FF1ENN3_]

"whats keeping you alive" me:

[@BadTimesWithGrian]

How tf did my recommended me this NOW? This is freaking good and I should’ve known this sooner!

[@Wizp_ii]

REAL

[@ItsYourNightmareV]

EXACTLY

[@Yukitaro_Hanabi]

[LYRICS TRANSCRIBED TO ROMAJI] Kusuri o nonde okinai To omotta Yokujitsu mo me o samashita Chikushō Watashi no soba de beddo de bijin ga netara Sotto waraeru Shinjū wa dekiru kara Kore o dareka to owattara Shinu toki de manzoku desu Shiawase nado mō akirameta Demo mottō o motteiru Kirei to kanzen'na shinjū wa hitori de wa dekinai 　 Watashi no kokoro o sashitamae futari nara dekiru Shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū (Let’s go!) Shinjū wa kimi to shinu koto Shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū (Let’s go!) Shinjū wa shinu made "aishiteru" da yo Ikidzuite kurushī Itsumademo hitori Tomodachi mo inai Ryōshin ni aitakunai Dare ni mo aisarenai mono da Keredo karappo na jibun no naka Hitotsu dake o negatteiru Hitori de jisatsu suru no wa sabishikute muri da yo Watashi no kokoro o sashitamae futari nara dekiru Shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū (Let’s go!) Shinjū wa kimi to shinu koto Shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū (Let’s go!) Hitori de shinitakunai yo Shinjū shiyō yo Samishīyo

[@ky0k0luvrrr]

you are a godsend

[@deuelcastillojr.tence42]

I love you ‼️‼️

[@T.P.nagi.729]

太宰さんはもしかしてほんとにこれを聞いていたのかもしれないw

[@maxilly12]

I saw someone put the english lyrics, so I'll put the romaji for anyone who needs it! *Mr. Dazai's suicide song:* kusuri wo nonde okinai (woah woah oh) ...to omotta yokujitsu mo me o samashita (woah woah oh) chikushou watashi no soba ni beddo de bejin ga netara soto waraeru shinjuu wa dekiru kara kore wo dare ka to owatarra shinyu toki de manzoku desu (woah woah oh) shiawas nado mou akirameta demo motto wo motteru kirei to kanzen na shinjuu wa hitoride wa dekinai (woah woah oh) watashi no kokoro wo? sashitamae futarinara dekiru! Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu! (let's go!) shinjuu wa kimi to shinu koto Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu! (let's go!) shinjuu wa shinu made "aishiteru" da yo ikidzuite... kurushii... itsumade mo... hitori... tomodachi mou inai ryoushin ni aitakunai dare ni mo aisarenai mono da (woah woah oh) keredo karappona jibu no naka hitotsu dake wo negatteiru hitori de jusatsu suru no wa sabishikute muri da yo (woah woah oh) watashi no kokoro wo? sashitamae futarinara dekiru! Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu! (let's go!) shinjuu wa kimi to shinu koto Shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu shinjuu! (let's go!) hitori de shinitakunai yo shinjuu shiyou yo! (sabishii yo)

[@oceanapearl3503]

tysm

[@CatsamuMeowzai]

You are a legend. Now I can practice it and sing it at school so my teachers won't know wtf I am singing.

[@cutepastelkoi4814]

BLESS YOU🙏🙏

[@chamalo_gacha]

TYSMMMM

[@user-xw1zw8ry3p]

شكراا شكراااا جزيلا🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭سعدتنييييي

[@yulu1010]

見る前→どうせつまんない奴だろ 見た後→すげえなー

[@ilikenirvanatbh]

For anyone who's looking for that one part : 1:03

[@ReiReiRexDi]

I love you for that

[@J-778]

Thx babe😽😽😽😽😽😽😽

[@gojosatorudayo]

Ty

[@astero5124]

I regularly forget this is not canon official content

[@MaciahNyman-dq7of]

I was laughing until he said I’m just an unloveable thing😭

[@suzunoki_suzuki]

最高すぎるにやけ止まらん

[@use1909-hoshisuna]

定期的に聞きたくなって また戻ってくるw

[@luciellawliet]

The English translation lyrics via the subtitles for anyone who wants them! *Mr. Dazai’s Double-Suicide Song:* I’ll take some pills and won’t wake up. (Woah oh oh oh) …or so I thought. But I woke up the next day. (Woah oh oh oh) Damnit. If there was a beautiful woman sleeping next to me in my bed, I’d softly smile, because I could commit double suicide. If I were to end this with someone, I’d be satisfied with my death. (Woah oh oh oh) I’ve already given up on such things like happiness but still I have a motto. You can’t have a clean and complete double-suicide on your own. (Woah oh oh oh) Stab my heart, won’t you? If we’re together we can do it! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! (Let’s go! *[I think]) Double-suicide means dying with you! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! (Let’s go!) Double-suicide is an “I love you” until death. Breathing… hurts… Always… alone. I don’t have friends anymore. I don’t want to see my parents. I’m just an unlovable thing. (Woah oh oh oh) But still, in my empty self I wish for just one thing. Committing suicide on your own is just too lonely for me. (Woah oh oh oh) Stab my heart, won’t you? If we’re together we can do it! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! (Let’s go!) Double-suicide means dying with you. Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! Double-suicide! (Let’s go!) I don’t want to die alone. Let’s commit double-suicide! I’m so lonely…

[@accesstocontinue]

Tyyy

[@KathTheArtKid]

Bro there’s already a translation in the video…..

[@luciellawliet]

@@KathTheArtKid Where do you think I got the translation from? I literally stated it’s from the already provided subtitles. I’m not an idiot-some people like having a whole sheet written down to read for multiple different reasons. There is literally a comment above you thanking me for this-

[@KathTheArtKid]

Erm……………..i didn’t see that……..i might need to put on my glasses…..

[@luciellawliet]

@@KathTheArtKid Please do

[@CantspeakproperlybcidkEng]

この曲は名曲ですよ！！

[@karino_rii]

This banger hits frfr - このバンガーは本当に本当にヒットします

[@visnesahin]

we’re beggin for the time it’ll avaible on spotify JUST PLEASE IM DYING

[@Mapleheartwarriorcatkid]

I want this to be my ringtone

[@user-to1bb9hn3e]

最高です…This song is great!

[@nyoontinttal5972]

Uh... A-are you okay? Do you need any help?

[@drag0n.fruuit]

I need this on Spotify!! I can’t stop listening to this on repeat 😭

[@Raynamations]

Sameeee

[@So_Indecisive]

SAME

[@twofacedmiku]

Me too!

[@Basilo7]

It is on there, just search “dazai suicide song winchi” and it shows up

[@l.saygex]

APPARENTLY ITS OUT ON JANURARYAY 10 AYRAYEYAEYAYY

[@4z4l33_]

Just for those who don't know yet or just haven't checked his community posts, this song will be released on Spotify on JANUARY 10TH!! They also said that it will be published as the Japanese title so when it comes out it'll be called "太宰さんの心中歌". Thank you Winchi for such a wonderful and amazing song!! I know as soon as it comes out it'll be instantly added to my playlist and played on repeat

[@jsiynoname]

CAN U PLS SEND ME A LINK CUZ IT'S ALREADY 25 JAN AND I CAN'T FIND IT AND IDK JAPANESE 😭😭😭😭

[@vv_gumlx6363]

@@jsiynoname I TRIED TWICE, IDK IF YOU GOT IT THOUGH BECAUSE TO ME, IT SEEMS LIKE MY COMMENT IS JUST LIKE DISAPPEARING. I THINK KZbin IS BEING STUPID IM SO SORRY IF YOU DIDNT!

[@jsiynoname]

@@vv_gumlx6363 I DIDN'T BUT IT'S OK I FOUND IT THANK U SM AND ALSO I FORGOT BUT YT FOR SOME REASON DOESN'T LIKE LINKS LIKE I TRIED TO PUT A LINK FOR SOMEONE BEFORE AND IT ALSO KEPT GETTING DELETED 😭😭😭😭

[@jsiynoname]

@@vv_gumlx6363 oh gosh I thought I responded to ur comment (I did but yt💀💀 also got a like thas how i replied now) I'm so sry but I found it thank u sm (yea yt does that sometimes read: a lot😭😭 yt literally did that to my reply to ur comment 😭😭)

[@randominfected1924]

Ty!

[@user-bt5kd8om4x]

作ったんですか❗️本当にすごいです　尊敬します❤😊

[@L3ORAA]

i like to think this is what dazai was actually listening to

[@_lemonsan]

え、凄すぎる…😭 おすすめ、ナイス👍🏻

[@gojosatorudayo]

The funniest part of this song is that deep down Dazai doesn't actually want to die😂

[@kitkat_thunder3795]

he does what do you mean? he thinks living is a waste

[@user-kr1pe2oh1l]

え！Spotifyに追加されてる！！！！！最高！！

[@user-dw7wi3fy3d]

すごく好きです！

[@FriskKimura]

This is so catchy, and as someone who speaks Japanese, your pronunciation is good too

[@SahorycamilaCami]

日本語が話せないのに、太宰の音楽をとてもよくできているのがすごいですね！

[@user_1oX26b80]

うぃんちくんはすごい🤩🤩😳😳😊😊🙏🙏

[@dayume_zai]

ive been looping this for 3 hours and im still not sick of it

[@AnaLim-vy8br]

I've been repeating this song for an unhealthy amount of times while doing my math hw and somehow I still love it--

[@user-ue9fg3yz5k]

最高でした。ありがとうございました。

[@user-ov5fj8qn3v]

神じゃん

[@gojoswife1806]

romanji lyrics: Kusuri o nonde okinai to omotta yokujitsu mo me o samashita chikushō watashi no soba ni beddode bijin ga netara sotto waraeru shinjū wa dekirukara kore o dare ka to owattara shinu toki de manzokudesu shiawase nado mō akirameta demo mottō o motte iru kirei to kanzen'na shinjū wa hitoride wa dekinai watashi no kokoro o sashi Tamae futarinara dekiru shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū let’ s go! Shinjū wa kimi to shinu koto shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū let’ s go! Shinjū wa shinu made `itoshi teru'da yo ikidzuite kurushī itsu made mo hitori tomodachi mō inai ryōshin ni aitakunai darenimo aisa renai monodakeredo karappona jibun no naka hitotsudake o negatte iru hitori de jisatsu suru no wa sabishikute muridayo watashi no kokoro o sashi Tamae futarinara dekiru shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū let’ s go! Shinjū wa kimi to shinu koto shinjū shinjū shinjū shinjū let’ s go! Hitori de shinitakunai yo shinjū shiyou yo samishīyo (i got it from google translate and I spaced it myself so maybe there was a little mistake)

[@Anaisgoofy]

Ty

[@oceanapearl3503]

tysm

[@atzidraws]

Hello?! This is so catchy!!! I literally stumbled up this while looking for music!!! I love your voice sm!!! Honestly how did the bsd not find this?!?! It really fits Dazai❤❤❤

[@pleasekillmerightnow]

AMAZING THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE SONG

[@ChuuyasGlove]

SAMEE

[@elly6656]

HELL YES SUBTITLES before all i could understand before is the part that came from his little song in that scene

[@asimkhan3611]

I keep singing this daily I just don't stop

[@charli_xp]

This song is so good! I can definitely imagine Dazai listening to this. Also i don't understand japanese so i hope that this gonna be translated or smth

[@Remy-sage]

THIS WAS OUT FOR A YEAR AND NO ONE TOLD ME???

[@theywhoshallnotbenamed.]

YOU'RE TELLING ME THERE'S A BSD SONG THAT I DON'T KNOW, AND IT'S BEEN OUT FOR A YEARRR???? A YEAR !?!!?!!

[@void4860]

Shinjū Shinjū Shinjū Shinjū 🎶🎶

[@TbhkAndKikuo4life]

(Let’s go!)

[@sejianimates1735]

Shinjū wa kimi to shiru koto‼️

[@light-1028]

The lyrics that were said in animation were also put in Chan, and it became wonderful!

[@mrpoopyofficall]

Thanks that one person on TikTok who sent me it

[@ikindazai]

I'm in love with this song

[@uniquelyannika]

SAME

[@sunset-love]

HOW HAVE I NOT SEEN THIS BEFORE???

[@chawberryofficialz]

The part "Shinju wa, hitori de wa, dekinai" made me remember that one scene

[@ky0k0luvrrr]

this is actually so sad i love him with all my heart

[@mitsu5834]

I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY ‼‼

[@ChuuyasHeadLice]

i think it's going to be there tmrw! at least that's what people are saying!

[@Fizzybsd]

This is what you call MUSIC.

[@definitely-not-jaye]

TS GOES SO HARD‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️📢📢📢📢

[@user-el9rm7bu4g]

すごい...

[@BisexualAnimeWatcher2012]

私は今日まで生きてきたから、あなたと心中することもあるでしょう、きっとそうでしょう、ああベラドンナ This is what dazai is actually saying to the lady when he asks her to commit double suicide with him

[@_violetsymphonyy_]

I'M GONNA SPREAD THIS TO THE WORLD'S

[@muntaha_qasim]

We readin all the slay cooments with this one 🔥🔥🔥

[@elly6656]

I love ur voice so much please keep making stuff for bungo stray dogs i love it i loved garvity too

[@VeryTotallyInnocent-]

This is forever on loop now. I can't get enough of the beautiful sound of this

[@Charles_]

I NEED 1H VER

[@Mika_Rin01]

This video was up for a whole year, and I never knew about it until now? Damn, this song is such a masterpiece

[@w.d.g2413]

I listen to this so much that Ive memorized the lyrics almost 😭

[@w.d.g2413]

if u see the views skyrocket dat was me sry

[@omori-op1mo]

i love this sm

[@oisiimakaroni]

あああああああああ 大好きです...まじ大好き...

[@user-gn7pr2sc6y]

大好き

[@Mikay_OfficialXx]

THIS SONG IS FIRE

[@bsd._clara_.worldYTB]

"What keeps you alive ?" Me:"Shinju, shinju, shinju, shinju 😍❤"

[@zombine.zero_0]

HELLO?? THIS WAS POSTED OB MY BDAY JULY 21???!! 😭

[@Chuuya-soukoku]

I WILL LEARN THIS SONG (says 100000000x times in Bsd) 😭

[@fy0lai_for_l1fe]

I FINALLY FOUND IT I FINALLY FOUND THE SONG

[@Jenofficialll]

I LOVE THIS THOUGH ITS 1 YEAR AGO

[@Xienmin_]

THIS IS A BANGER 🔥🔥🔥

[@ThIs__OnE__bUEnO]

I just broke the replay button

[@neneyashiro2436]

WE NEED IT ON SPOTIFYYY

[@Literallyshiguma]

I love this fr

[@dazaikinniee]

This song is so real 😍😍

[@miko.oo__]

My favorite song from my favorite man Listen to it all the time under any circumstances

[@theheadphonekid]

this is amazing i'm surprized i didn't find this earlier it's been out for a whole *year* !

[@Kolxya]

1:03 THIS PART

[@Kawaii_badass]

This song is so good I actually put it on loop fell asleep and woke up 4 and a half hours later at 12 in the morning and it was still playing

[@user-if7zz5hn8y]

すげえ

[@annisaaulian.s001]

This comes up in my recommendation thanks to the algorithm, and holy shit this is a banger, you did a great job there I love this ♥♥

[@emperor_cutiebal]

this is my 2nd day of listening to this song i almost remembered the lyrics fully

[@SigmaSuperior]

You're so talented

[@imgonnatouchyourtoeswhiley]

WE NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY ‼️‼️‼️‼️

[@Ash94116]

OMG THIS IS SO GOOD and since you speak English could you maybe make an English version I LOVE YOUR VOICE SM ISTG 🥺

[@luciellawliet]

Agreed

[@animegirl7308]

This song will be my favorite song forever and ever🥹

[@darkmatter4336]

I NEED IT ON SPOTIFY TO BREATH

[@The.one.and.only216]

Never knew Dazai wrote a whole damn sucide song.

[@marspIanet]

this is SO underrated.... this is so cool!!

[@cl0wningar0und]

Not me crying over this absolute banger-

[@Noodelousart123]

This is so great! I really love that you made this! It's half funny but also genuinely a cool song!

[@tev326]

this song is very relatable, especially the first lines(the bottle of vyvanse did not work and just made me high)

[@auden4531]

I take vyvanse too! Medication buddies!

[@user-gn7pr2sc6y]

「ちくしょう」かわぃぃぃぃあ！！