Winter Camping Under A Tarp - Show Us Your Steak

[@KiwiKiwi2410]

The Monty Intro is the best thing i have ever seen 😂

[@Hex-hq1ny]

Well, its noglas intro...

[@Miranda.T]

It should be intro in every video in this channel.

[@KumaPaws376]

It’s so cute

[@KarstenG81]

gotta love monty and ruger

[@junebyrne4491]

Please, let Monte do more intros. We adore him.

[@markhoagberg]

I cannot thank you enough Matthew for sharing your feelings about losing your dog. Your talk meant so much to me. Not long ago I lost another best friend. I'm an old man and have said goodbye to more than one best friend. Thank for saying the words that many of us feel inside when we lose a best companion. And thanks for mentioning Joe and Scout. We are a community of friends.

[@MatthewPosa]

It will never get easy...

[@woolywoolworth4813]

In memory of Hachi, may he always live within your souls and protect your family,

[@rmkpilates]

He was special

[@smilenepal3493]

🥂

[@debrawolf8458]

I love how much you love Monty!

[@CalloftheWildOfficial]

Makes me want to get a dog :)

[@rea8172]

I made nearly the same comment just days ago. I love his love! Even if he is a little a.d.d. ;) :)

[@matthewfoley252]

Absolutely!

[@lyndseycruickshank3248]

I was just going to comment on that and I see everyone already has. Monty obviously loves Matthew the same way.

[@Quantumlight1]

Love the Monty intros 😂 “hey guys , Monty here..”

[@hermit6208]

Damn it, you just made me saying out loud

[@margaritadimichele3415]

When you were sitting by the fire, I felt like me and your subscribers family were there with you around the fire. Right guys ?

[@oscaryshy]

Yes!!! Its funny

[@KQuinn672]

Margarita DiMichele I could just taste the steak

[@hermit6208]

Yup.

[@skipdippity]

Yes..! I passed you a beer I think..! Lol

[@elinsonberroa4436]

Bullseye

[@SundayRacers]

This channel should change it's name to "Canine superstar Monty and his human sidekick"

[@Karpacjanos]

I subscribed just for this dog lol.

[@smilenepal3493]

Woof woof

[@sianwheeler451]

I have no idea how I come find you, but you have won me over, love love love your adventures, Monty has done well training his pet human😁

[@sianwebster425]

sorry very random but i have never seen someone with the same name as me lol

[@pattietopp3315]

What a coincidence 😉

[@honagriffin861]

For all the people who read the comments before you watch the video, this is my favorite bush craft buddy Matt , he's so awesome ! He is the showstopper of bush crafting ! Keeping it real , very entertaining and makes you laugh . What can I say.. I love the guy !

[@beachwanderer9486]

Yes he difinelty is great and I love how he never gets negitive but sees happy in everything and comes up with amazing solutions to problems he encounters along the way and what can I say about Monty well he's the best, gorgeous dog and such a lovely personality❤

[@cf4880]

He has such a fun personality. who ever gets him as a dad will have hit the jack pot

[@mariebernier3076]

I'm over 45 and I'd let him be my dad.

[@frequencyfluxfandango8504]

@@mariebernier3076 That was really funny. I just glanced at your comment.. Then I read it again. TeeHee !!

[@kimmishathompson8927]

My favorite part out of the trip is when you cook for you and Monty ❤️

[@livhonestly]

Thanks for mentioning Scout and Joe Robinet, I watch his channel all the time. I subscribed to your channel because I love dogs and you're so hilarious at times, thanks for your video 🦊

[@brett19890]

RIP Scout.

[@nancyeunike6022]

The size of his tomahawk minus the boney handle.

[@jacquelynhill1598]

There’s almost nothing more painful than losing an animal you love. You “rescued” Monty though and Hatchi’s spirit lives on through him. It’s said that grief is ‘Love with nowhere to go’: enter “Monty the Magnificent”. He “rescued” you back. Very touching story.

[@katyyeps7631]

Monty have his own sleeping bag wow.appreciate you,my man for taking so much care for your dog.❤❤❤

[@sandyblock9661]

Your better than anything on television.. Glad I found you because i'm getting rid of my dish this month. I could watch you and Monty every day.

[@janethartwig774]

Your Hachi story was so poignant. I can certainly understand the guilt; I missed serious symptoms once and the vet couldn’t save my little dog. Just broke our hearts but opened the door to another amazing dog who lived to a healthy old age. Thank you for sharing. You have such a compassionate heart.

[@neildbarker]

Thanks for sharing your story, Matthew. Wife and I lost our dog to old age (13 years old) about a month ago - American cocker spaniel. It's good to see that you spend time with your dogs in the outdoors - definitely one of the joys of having a dog. Another is sharing steak with them! Great video and excellent channel. :)

[@MatthewPosa]

You're welcome. I am sorry to hear about that. It sure is!

[@willtravel4food446]

Man how can you even tell that story without breaking up. Legit wanted to ball listening. So sorry man. Poor little guy. Dogs are such pure souls.

[@lauraweiss7875]

Monty, sitting in that ridiculously adorable orange vest, waiting for his share of the steak: killer cuteness!

[@woolywoolworth4813]

Posa, thank you so much for your vids!!And congratulations on all the new subs! You deserve it! You are hilarious, and I have to say it again, your intro is the BEST! Plus it's your own music! On a more mushy note, it's incredible and greatly appreciated you acknowledge our comments. And even say, 'hey, start a new thread if you want me to comment'. It truly gets you and your viewers more engaged, and most likely we share & share your videos. We realize it takes a lot of time & dedication to comment or like any or all our comments. And yet, you do it! This will make you stand above the rest. In the same breath, when you get so big, it will be possible to keep up with us commenters. So we cherish this little time frame we have with you.. Many Blessings to Funck, Monty, Reuger, You & all your extended family! What a wonderful life you have carved out for your self & share it with us. Merry Christmas Posa's!! And to all your fans!

[@MatthewPosa]

Merry Christmas! :D

[@momshome]

Matthew, perfection is boring. You two stay as silly as you want. I always have a great time watching your video's. Love to watch you get gourmet in the woods!!! By the way, we like your stories. 😊👍

[@LifeOfJt1]

Monty in a cute outfit. I couldn’t have clicked quicker. Monty is a good boy !

[@halicore]

Monty's voice always get an lol

[@bigd3985]

Must he has a sore throat being a Scottish breed he should have a Scottish accent.

[@nancyeunike6022]

Do you have enough food supply being way out there? Heck, feels like some of my surrounding neighbors are hungry, and I don't even care, or know how to initiate care.

[@EGSimon-ds1vf]

New to your channel and I am loving your adventures with your dogs, your sense of humor and your "gourmet" meals. This one touched my heart. Thank you for sharing your story and struggles with feelings of guilt and doubt about Hachi (hope I spelled it right). I had a similiar experience with my cat Simon. For those of us who share our lives with furry friends, it's never "just" a cat or "just" a dog, it's losing a friend, a companion and it hurts. If you add a little doubt about not having done enough or making the wrong decision, it hurts even more. But, as you so beautifully said, the loss brought about a new friend. If I hadn't lost Simon, I wouldn't have found Charlotte who makes me smile every day. It does help to talk about it, knowing that you are not alone is very healing. Monte and Ruger are absolutely gorgeous and what a life of adventure they are living! Keep the videos coming!

[@ethanholm7475]

beautiful story about your sadly passed dog so happy you have wonderful dogs in your life and by your side now also best content as usual, always stay up all night watching your videos

[@stevebrown2403]

Thanks for talking about Joe and Scout.

[@tahandley1]

I love your videos. You’re good natured and calm. That makes your adventures great and very enjoyable to watch.

[@razzledazzle8747]

OMG, love this video but made me cry...yes, I woke up with puffy eyes but you still had me laughing!!! And yes, my prayers go out to Joes dog Scout.

[@Edcognito]

I'm glad to see Monty is getting all the attention he deserves!

[@steve8421]

Thanks Matt. That was a heart-breaking story but I believe there is a purpose for everything. Believe me I know what a difficult ride to vet feels like. Appreciate you sharing this with us and we are glad you have Monty now. He is a great dog and a superstar on your channel. Darn Matt, was that a monster thick steak, and I did the Monty druel just has it came out of the wrapper!

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha!

[@Peachabooboo]

Thank you for this vid. Mental health is extremely important for both men and women, but men don't hear about this nearly enough, so serious props to you for being so candid with your struggles. I found your vids through Joe but now (especially after this vid) you are one of my alltime favorite youtube personalities. Love Monty and the Monty voice. Keep posting!!

[@gabrielaceballos3789]

I admire the way you care and love Monty. When I’m ready I hope to get my own “Monty” that I can deeply care for... the way you do. These videos are my new favorite thing. Looks like a lot of work and a great pay off. Well wishes from New York. xx

[@MHarenArt]

Great video Matthew! It's hard to talk about mental health but just letting people know it's ok to talk about their problems is very meaningful. As usual Monty is a superstar. Nice that the weather was on the mild side.

[@TUser24]

Thanks for sharing your story. That must have been the most difficult drive while your sweet dog is hurting. I can understand that you may have felt bad about how that all happened, but I’m sure that your sweet dog appreciated everything you tried to do and he loved you and Funk so much that he would not want you to feel bad any more. Love your videos. Your humor and realness is refreshing. And of course I love Monty and Rueger too. I watch joe too, and I love his dog Scout - so sad.

[@user-nn8nn8ux8z]

Very nice video Posa. I am bawling my eyes out because I know how hard losing Hachi was for you guys. I know how much he meant to you both. He meant a lot to the whole family. The tremors from his loss were felt all over and they still bring pains to my gut when I think of him being gone. He was by far the best dog I have ever had the pleasure of knowing and you guys did a wonderful job of loving him. But I always had a feeling that you privately held yourself somewhat responsible for what happened and I hope that you don’t because what happened was never your fault. Sometimes, things happen because they do and it’s just that. I know as humans, we have a hard time blaming fate for what it is and we want to find a reason for why things happen but in Hachis case, the reason was because he got sick with a horrible condition. You did EVERYTHING humanly possible to save his life. In fact, you did more than MOST people would have done for a dog and that’s saying a lot about who you are. Both of you. You are good people and any dog or dogs you guys own in your lifetime will always have the best life; including the two amazing fur babies you have now. 😍 I love you both so very much!!! Keep up the great work Posa! Your videos are always fun to watch and The G-man always likes watching “Uncky P chop up wood and make fires” and such. 😂😂

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha!

[@vickithoma751]

I have watched 6 other "show us your steak" videos. Young man, your's was by far the best.

[@mawoh3027]

I am so impressed by Monthys disciplin! Sitting right in front of that tempting piece of meat that lays on the ground. Other dogs would have just eaten it...

[@CalloftheWildOfficial]

I'd be interested in knowing how to teach dog discipline, very cool!

[@capemaxi]

Mawoh , eaten it and been quite unapologetic

[@LittleBird777]

Thank you as always Monty and Matt, the video will help me to get through this week as i will be recuperating, I love your camping trips and look forward to every one :) You look great Monty xx

[@hayley7760]

Thank you for sharing such a deep, personal story with us. So sorry for your loss but i'm so happy you had that time with clearly an amazing dog :)

[@MrTwistedTexan]

Thanks for taking the challenge without the need of a tag. I appreciate your videos a lot!

[@Minnesotacoffeetrails]

There were stakes and a steak and they all looked great! I learn new skills every video! Thank you for the fire side chat! Dogs are our family and they create serious anxious moments. I think Monty does love his vest.

[@MissionaryInMexico]

"How do you want your steak, sir?" "Hatchet sharpened and medium rare, thank you."

[@Victorialands]

My husband and I love your videos. We’ve been binge watching the last day as we’re both home with the flu. Gives us time to catch up! We’re hunkered down with our Sheltie dog who enjoys watching Monty eat bacon cheese burgers and fetch sticks. Love your positive/playful outlook on life! PS: we’re also learning a few things :) Happy camping!

[@bigfootlittefoot5698]

I like this guy he seriously loves his food and looks after his dog in extreme conditions . enjoy the videos . watching you cook has made me hungry lol

[@BaBalue]

that depression talk and dog story had me tearing up!!! thanks for spending the time to record your adventures and awesome personality!!! Much love from Ontario! edit: when you said you called the vet asap for , Rupert. I got the biggest smile on my face and laughed! glad you are looking at it as a lesson learned and aren't getting yourself down too much!

[@CosmicStargoat]

"We have only 2 hrs of light left" : Proceeds to mess with Monty for 119 minutes.

[@EasternMountainHiker]

That's a serious looking pack. Montys a great trail dog. Mine loves to run through the woods at warp speed. Nice camping vid.

[@willdeese7463]

Awesome content as usual!! Keep them coming. I’m pretty sure I can speak on behalf of a lot of the. Vets and say the things you show young/everyone helps in a survival situation for sure!

[@williampysell2819]

Very interesting story about your Alaskan Husky. Very sorry for your loss. I just recently lost Dakota, one of my Great Danes. Dakota and I were very, very close for over seven years. He slept with me every night that I was home, and he would not go to bed without me. He would wait up while I worked on my computer, sometimes until past 7:00 am. Needless to say, I loved him very much. Dakota was the sixth dog that I had to put down in a period of about eleven years. It is NEVER easy. I often still have guilt feelings about having to make the decision to put my dogs down. There were five Great Danes and one Black Labrador. I loved them all, and I still do. I have all of their ashes here at the house. Fortunately, I still have Dakota's brother, Cheyenne, with me, although we are not as close as Dakota and I were yet, but we are working on it! Watching you interact and having fun with Monty is one of the reasons that I enjoy watching your You Tube videos so much. And I have to tell you this .... I am seventy three years old, and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried my eyes out for several days, after having to put Dakota down. He was a family member!

[@MatthewPosa]

Sorry to hear about that! No it is not! It's true!

[@janethartwig774]

William Pysell So sorry about Dakota.😢

[@archiemochi]

Love your light-hearted videos! keep it coming!

[@rainedrop8705]

Loved this! We need a campfire story every time now!! The story of Hotchy (so sorry, I know I'm spelling it wrong) was very touching and I'm sorry he went through that. Pets are genuine family members and my condolences to Funk and you. I have no doubt he has his doggy angel wings now. Thank you for sharing the story. As for the steak, Monty and you drooling and hovering over the steak was as close to food porn as it gets. lol

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha! I was moaning too!

[@afhevh]

Rubs on trees, scrapes on ground where I’m from. Great video, Monty in the blaze orange hat had me laughing

[@gigglesilly17]

It was cool to see you talk about mental health, very refreshing.

[@MrSiegenfeldt]

As always Matthew - you put a smile on My face! :D

[@moudish1707]

Big thumbs up for monty 👍🏻🥰

[@glennfryer1539]

Monte for President !!!! Always enjoy your vids Mathew... from over the pond 🇬🇧🇬🇧

[@elissam.corsmeier469]

Monty! Love how Monty did a fashion spin when you were talking about his safety vest

[@mwoodard82]

Thanks for taking the time to do this. Men need to know that this is ok. Also, thanks for sharing your story. I suffered the loss of my beautiful girl dog this year. She was my best companion. I absolutely lost all of my marbles for several days. I am not sure what all happened in those days, but i know that I zombied through getting her remains taken care of, and paid for. I know someone guided me through this as well, because I was simply along for the ride.

[@MatthewPosa]

Sorry to hear about that! I know the pain!

[@oscaryshy]

Best video so far!!! Made me feel i was there listening

[@sMheoKipley]

One of the covenant aspects of your videos is that I can grab a snack, take a pee and return without having missed much.

[@marifipilar4720]

Wow! Nice ! Sir.and Monty he is happy. Good luck.

[@FrontierKampers]

Hi Matthew ,t hank you for the Montreal tip on steaks! I grilled a couple of porterhouse steaks today and i used some of your favorite seasoning and it was was fantastic! !! My cat is getting a little pissed when i call him monty! I just want to say thank you for all you do and i consider you a friend.

[@CalloftheWildOfficial]

Those looked soo good!

[@akikoi7179]

I love this video! Thank you for sharing the story about Hachi!

[@MHarenArt]

Love Monty's safety vest!!!

[@rhodeislandhiker4745]

Great video brother I love the channel thanks for all your hard work shout out from little Rhode island

[@patriciabracken7546]

Hello . Matthew and Monty.... Looks like a winter wonderland. Love Months Christmas outfit. Hurry up start the fire. I'm getting Hungary now. Can't wait to taste the stake. 😁

[@VailsMom]

Matthew, my heart breaks for the loss of Hachi. Our Great Dane, Vail, would have died from bloat after the car trip back from the boarding kennel the day after our move. He was fine and excited when we picked him up (he had never been kenneled before) but started panting and was clearly in distress on the drive home. I pulled onto the shoulder of the highway, thinking he was car sick and needed to get out and vomit. He started heaving, but couldn’t bring anything up. I reached over to soothe him and his body was like a huge, hard basketball. Fortunately for us, the dog breeder had warned us repeatedly about bloat, because his grand sire (a show dog) had died from bloat at age 3. As soon as I touched his side, I knew it was bloat. It was very difficult to get him back in the car, but once I did, I flew down the interstate to the vet’s office. They had never seen Vail before (because of the move) and my hands were shaking trying to fill out paperwork, when what I wanted to do was scream “MY DOG IS DYING!! F)*& the paperwork!” And of course, the people at the vet’s office thought I was some crazy woman and that I was exaggerating the problem. Anyway, his stomach had indeed flipped, they were able to release the pressure and then went in and tacked his stomach in place with sutures. If we had not been with him, he would have certainly died. Please don’t blame yourself; you did everything you knew to do to help him and would have done more if you could. Hachi was a wonderful dog and he knew he was loved. The Dog Treat Song video is a treasure. Thank you for sharing him with us.

[@VailsMom]

I forgot to put this in perspective: This all happened in 1994. Vail lived almost 3 more years. His picture is still on my desk. 22 years later I still miss him. He was a Good Dog. Thanks to Monty and Rueger for providing my “dog fix” on the regular. Oh. I guess I should thank Matthew (and Funk) too, since they make it all possible. 😁

[@darlenekozlovskis6907]

We lost our 7 year old Akita to bloat, it's horrible. Love Monty and Matt's shenanigans

[@actech675]

Love u brw im following you from south korea. Keep it up.

[@JustMe3217]

cool the new monty show video is up......i love the new outfit :) and...the into

[@CalloftheWildOfficial]

Haha! agreed.

[@kathycooper8134]

I almost had a stroke when you started pulling away the fat ... lol

[@yellowboy1866]

I have had a long think about your earlier dog, I suspect it gave its life to its master as you said, the whole drama took funk away from a possible disaster.

[@sunshineandgingerNL]

Hello Matthew, Funk, Monty, and Rueger... this is my first time commenting although I've been enjoying your videos for a few weeks now. Was going to comment on some of your older videos but thought that might seem a bit odd lol. I've started at the beginning and am slowly working my way back through all of them! (I'd say I'm about halfway through!) Your channel is my favorite on KZbin and I watch part of an episode each night... I grew up in Northern Ontario so your videos make me miss the beautiful pines, lakes, moose, loons, pike, everything except the mosquitoes or "nippers" as we call them here in Newfoundland haha. I recently showed some of your videos to my parents and they loved them as well... my mom calls you "That guy with the dog and the tent" lol. My dad is a bushcrafter and fisherman as well and really enjoys watching. Thanks for your wonderful channel and keep up the good work!! And Monty looks so cute in his orange vest! (And that was an epic somersault lol)

[@MatthewPosa]

For now, I read every comment even if it takes a few days! Dont ever worry about commenting on old videos, the more the better I say! Glad you enjoy! :D Thanks! I dont somersault often, but when I do, it's usually in full snow gear.

[@karenedwards8946]

Yes very sad when you lose a beloved pet, my dog past 8 months ago, she had a lump in her neck, stay up all night with her then she passed away at 4.30 in the morning, called the vet at 9am to come & get her because i had a broken ankle & couldn’t drive, but I cried all night & day, i so miss my Peppa girl so much, not sure if i want to get another dog because she was my world 😪😪😪😪

[@amarimai4620]

I love your videos x

[@crzyguyoutdoors2585]

Fine looking steak. And the cause behind the challenge is a good one. I know a few people who served in the military who have their ups and downs. It's a big deal. I've pointed them to some of these steak videos for the entertainment value as well as the message. Funcrafting is the best way to look at it. Hardcore bushcrafting is interesting, but I would rather watch a dude who is having fun and learning to use those skills and implementing them into his routine outings. Seeing all those deer tracks made me want to go out hunting again. Sadly it is looking like I am skunked this year. Only a couple steaks left in the freezer from the two I harvested last year. Oh well. It happens. I still have more of the video to watch yet this evening.

[@MatthewPosa]

Me too! The whole time I was thinking about hunting. I might even try to do a 2 nighter campout there and hunt during the second day maybe. I am probably going to get skunked too. I slept during my nice buck hahaha!

[@Nghi17549]

I like your vedeo ... they are good .. i will bless you and the dog is always healthy and i wish you soon 100k sub

[@Kayak1088]

Haha .. thought the opening scene was a still pic .. Monty like a Rock

[@MatthewPosa]

Whenever I put a hat on him he doesnt move much. I wonder why...

[@luispontes5897]

What do you mean by late start? It's not late it's called monty's time. 😎

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha!

[@woodsmenofficial2020]

Cool stuff!

[@bensleeper4731]

strong video matthew. very strong.

[@EmotionalOrder]

"I didn't even drink my beer, Shiiit." Nice.🍺🍺😁

[@luispontes5897]

Funcraft sounds so much better than bushcraft ☺

[@mountainlion105]

You are awesome

[@10HW]

Wof woof wof wof woof!! That's between me and Monty stop intruding

[@MatthewPosa]

HOW DID YOU LEARN HIS LANGUAGE!?

[@res1492]

Zoom in for intense potato cutting scene.....don't you dare take that fat off (you nearly lost a sub there buddy)...it imparts so much flavour...you can cut it off after cooking ....the part of the steak that was in contact with the fat is so much better tasting than the other side....try it side by side and you will see (taste) what i mean

[@MatthewPosa]

I know. I think at the time I was hypnotized by the sheer thickness of the steak and it was messing with my thoughts.

[@lisaj9545]

Second! Hey Matt, we're having venison tonight! Yum!!!

[@ebenezermarley]

The killing of animals, especially for fun, makes my soul hurt and sad T-T. I see animals as friends and I love them so deeply. I know many people will rip into me for saying that. I'm sorry you lost your beautiful buddy, Hatchi. I know that pain too. On a positive note, I have enjoyed watching Monty, Rueger and Frodo on the winter camping and hike trips.

[@strawberrymilk1683]

that was a sweet story. pets are so enriching - especially dogs. my little chihua/datsun is still so energetic even though he pees himself a little nowadays... i love him so much.

[@tarjalahikainen7244]

Anyone making somersaults in the snow deserves a big juicy steak. Thanks again for a good video.

[@ChrisWilliamsRMWpigeon]

Monty looks like an escaped convict, the cutest ever obviously

[@CalloftheWildOfficial]

LOL

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha!

[@loona23188]

I am sitting here with my chin resting on my desk mmmmmmm……………….wiping little pools of bloody succulence off my keyboard.

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha!

[@lindaA65513]

Loved the somersault Matt but if Rueger were along, he would have done a double back flip with a twist and stuck the landing... just saying. Monty may have been the last one picked of his litter but he won the lottery to have you two as his parents.

[@MatthewPosa]

Hahaha! It's true!

[@cherylt8590]

What a way to finish my Sunday night,awesome video steak looked delicious and love Monty's outfit thanks for sharing your story, and Monty is so loved for sure,and would feel more loved if he could just kiss ya,lol hee hee😂💙👍😊...

[@MatthewPosa]

He has stank kisses!

[@cherylt8590]

@@MatthewPosa LOL😂...

[@sahilg__]

Is it just me or does anybody else find themselves saying “meat” randomly around the house

[@MuvoTX]

Sahil x Sammy nope, say "All up in there" too

[@A7X062388]

OMG I DO! lol

[@BoilinHotOil1]

I think that steak was epic enough to convert at least two of your vegan subscribers.

[@MatthewPosa]

OH YEA!

[@shirleysumner2420]

I love 💕 you monty

[@CoveThePro]

Great Video! perfect steak 10/10

[@kerrybiery6360]

Fifteenth! But third to hit the “like” thingy! KGB

[@kc8767]

2:10:50. Monty Wan Kenobi

[@garrusniemela8932]

O Monty great sage of the wild! speak to me the stories of your people! i may just stay awhile and listen.... 2:10:53

[@CherieBlairWitch]

Your story was so sad.😢 I'm sorry.💔

[@MatthewPosa]

It's okay! I look back and smile now!