Women By Charles Bukowski - Audiobook

[@okaycola2]

This book changed my whole perspective

[@scottyblog]

LOL!

[@ronmeijer1305]

one of the best.

[@rollinrock6696]

Excellent

[@arturasstatkus8613]

Good reading👏👏👏👏👏

[@karajkhosla]

Ch5 23:08 Ch6 28:46 Ch7 34:32

[@Mr.Nobodyb3]

I've read this book 4 times, one of my favorites

[@memphiskray]

Did they copyright strike your whole content? I got it all downloaded anyway but it's so stupid. İt was so easily accessible here.

[@furkankostekli7400]

Is it possible for you to share them maybe via drive?

[@dmitrypisarev4112]

there's a missing piece of text in chapter four.

[@Andrei.Joldos]

Is this narrated by AI or by a soulless human being?

[@necroveronican]

its very recognizably ai

[@1stmoviefan]

AI would be worse

[@mac9954]

Both of them

[@danielmartin7505]

I prefer to think about it as a soulful AI. When Buk reads he flatlands his own work, so I suppose this makes sense.

[@minhazparvez8516]

A soulless human being

[@fatimamelo3858]

He was an abused child, brutal in his writing, character, an addict, but was also a poet, intelligent individual!?

[@peterbreslin6870]

Thanks for the breakdown 👍🏻

[@donaldreid4193]

Trying to put anyone into a description is impossible…people are not graspable

[@DaveSCameron]

Funny af!

[@arturasstatkus8613]

a gifted but alcoholic describes himself as drunk with his life and that's it

[@furkankostekli7400]

😄👍

[@Satsarthak]

2:43:30

[@uphillbill]

the ads and narration really tales away.....

[@iestyndavies2675]

'Who loves ya Yankee baby!' Hank?..........................yeah. Drank?......................yeeerp! Dank?..........................ah,ha Crank?................yes indeedy Rank?.........................oh yeah Frank?..........................Nope! Tank....................when he ate Sank..............................yes. Bank.......all the way ha ha hah Wank'...................every day Barfly & ..Bah hum bugger!

[@حيدرمحمدعبدالزهرةفليح]

The way he treats women is disgusting.

[@حيدرمحمدعبدالزهرةفليح]

@@ForestDweller14 i am two hours in and he's improved a little. I guess you're right.

[@حيدرمحمدعبدالزهرةفليح]

@@ForestDweller14 6 hours into the book and I still think he's horrible, the way he had sex with Mercedes, this man is awful.

[@peterbreslin6870]

Are you aware that Henry Chinaski is not real but a character in a successful book…?

[@حيدرمحمدعبدالزهرةفليح]

@@peterbreslin6870 Yes but I believe he is based on a real person with a similar name.

[@peterbreslin6870]

if you find this book in a bookshop or library it will be in the section titled "fiction" and nowhere in the book does it state that the character is based on a real person. There is another type of character in many fairy tales known as The White Knight, he rides a beautiful white horse and spends his time saving damsels in distress, women all over the world dream about him....Im not saying you are anything like that character but can you ride a horse?@@حيدرمحمدعبدالزهرةفليح

[@joekaplowitz2719]

Damn

[@ДмитрийВербицкий-у7д]

Anderson David Miller Eric Hall Brian

[@donaldquirk7801]

What a POS but he was funny

[@okaycola2]

How dare you

[@TrebinJenkis]

Adds on this now man fu

[@citygirlSF1]

I hate ai

[@willtopower2158]

You can find this audiobook in other places on you tube narrated by a human voice. This voice is disgusting, if this is an example of AI, it has no future for sure!

[@minhazparvez8516]

Sounds like a poorly written journal with no artistic flare. A total garbage.

[@johnmekites7701]

Cheap.

[@scottyblog]

Not nearly as good as the other narrator.

[@tomb407]

Agree - although the other dude did narrate Women also and it's currently on KZbin on the channel from Caps Lock

[@najeegilani]

this one is AI generated

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I was 50 years old and hadn't been to bed with a woman for four years. I had no women friends. I looked at them as I passed them on the streets or wherever I saw them, but I looked at them without yearning and with a sense of futility. I masturbated regularly, but the idea of having a relationship with a woman-- even on non-sexual terms--was beyond my imagination. I had a 6 year old daughter born out of wedlock. She lived with her mother and I paid child support. I had been married years before at the age of 35. That marriage lasted two and one half years. My wife divorced me. I had been in love only once. She had died of acute alcoholism. She died at 48 when I was 38. My wife had been 12 years younger than I. I believe that she too is dead now, although I'm not sure. She wrote me a long letter each Christmas for 6 years after the divorce. I never responded. . . . I'm not sure when I first saw Lydia Vance. It was about 6 years ago and I had just quit a twelve year job as a postal clerk and was trying to be a writer. I was terrified and drank more than ever. I was attempting my first novel. I drank a pint of whiskey and two six packs of beer each night while writing. I smoked cheap cigars and typed and drank and listened to classical music on the radio until dawn. I set a goal of ten pages a night but I never knew until the next day how many pages I had written. I'd get up in the morning, vomit, then walk to the front room and look on the couch to see how many pages

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were there. I always exceeded my ten. Sometimes there were 17, 18, 23, 25 pages. Of course, the work of each night had to be cleaned up or thrown away. It took me twenty-one nights to write my first novel. The owners of the court where I then lived, who lived in the back, thought I was crazy. Each morning when I awakened there would be a large brown paper bag on the porch. The contents varied but mostly the bags contained tomatoes, radishes, oranges, green onions, cans of soup, red onions. I drank beer with them every other night until 4 or 5 am. The old man would pass out and the old lady and I would hold hands and I'd kiss her now and then. I always gave her a big one at the door. She was terribly wrinkled but she couldn't help that. She was Catholic and looked cute when she put on her pink hat and went to church on Sunday morning. I think I met Lydia Vance at my first poetry reading. It was at a bookstore on Kenmore Ave., The Drawbridge. Again, I was terrified. Superior yet terrified. When I walked in there was standing room only. Peter, who ran the store and was living with a black girl, had a pile of cash in front of him. "Shit," he said to me, "if I could always pack them in like this I'd have enough money to take another trip to India!" I walked in and they began applauding. As far as poetry readings were concerned, I was about to bust my cherry. I read 30 minutes then called a break. I was still sober and I could feel the eyes staring at me from out of the dark. A few people came up and talked to me. Then during a lull Lydia Vance walked up. I was sitting at a table drinking beer. She put both hands on the edge of the table, bent over and looked at me. She had long brown hair, quite long, a prominent nose, and one eye didn't quite match the other. But she projected vitality--you knew that she was there. I could feel vibrations running between us. Some of the vibrations were confused and were not good but they were there. She looked at me and I looked back. Lydia Vance had on a suede cowgirl jacket with a fringe around the neck. Her breasts were good. I told her, "I'd like to rip that fringe off your jacket--we could begin there!" Lydia walked off.

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It hadn't worked. I never knew what to say to the ladies. But she had a behind. I watched that beautiful behind as she walked away. The seat of her blue-jeans cradled it and I watched it as she walked away. I finished the second half of the reading and forgot about Lydia just as I forgot about the women I passed on the sidewalks. I took my money, signed some napkins, some pieces of paper, then left, and drove back home. I was still working each night on the first novel. I never started writing until 6:18 pm. That was when I used to punch in at the Terminal Annex Post Office. It was 6 pm when they arrived: Peter and Lydia Vance. I opened the door. Peter said, "Look, Henry, look what I brought you!" Lydia jumped up on the coffee table. Her bluejeans fit tighter than ever. She flung her long brown hair from side to side. She was insane; she was miraculous. For the first time I considered the possibility of actually making love to her. She began reciting poetry. Her own. It was very bad. Peter tried to stop her, "No! No! No rhyming poetry in Henry Chinaski's house!" "Let her go, Peter!" I wanted to watch her buttocks. She strode up and down that old coffeetable. Then she danced. She waved her arms. The poetry was terrible, the body and the madness weren't. Lydia jumped down. "How'd you like it, Henry?" "What?" "The poetry." "Hardly."

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Lydia stood there with her sheets of poetry in her hand. Peter grabbed her. "Let's fuck!" he said to her. "Come on, let's fuck!" She pushed him off. "All right," Peter said. "Then I'm leaving!" "So leave. I've got my car," Lydia said. "I can get back to my place." Peter ran to the door. He stopped and turned. "All right, Chinaski! Don't forget what I brought you!" He slammed the door and was gone. Lydia sat down on the couch, near the door. I sat about a foot away from her. I looked at her. She looked marvelous. I was afraid. I reached out and touched her long hair. The hair was magic. I pulled my hand away. "Is all that hair really yours?" I asked. I knew it was. "Yes," she said, "it is." I put my hand under her chin and very awkwardly I tried to turn her head toward mine. I was not confident in these situations. I kissed her lightly. Lydia jumped up. "I've got to go. I'm paying a baby sitter." "Look," I said, "stay. I'll pay. Just stay a while." "No, I can't," she said, "I've got to go." She walked to the door. I followed her. She opened the door. Then she turned. I reached for her one last time. She lifted up her face and gave me the tiniest kiss. Then she pulled away and put some typed papers in my hand. The door closed. I sat on the couch with the papers in my hand and listened to her car start. The poems were stapled together, mimeographed and called HERRRR. I read some of them. They were interesting, full of humor and sexuality, but badly written. They were by Lydia and her three sisters--all so jolly and brave and sexy together. I threw the sheets

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away and I opened my pint of whiskey. It was dark outside. The radio played mostly Mozart and Brahms and the Bee. 2 A day or so later I got a poem in the mail from Lydia. It was a long poem and it began: Come out, old troll, Come out of your dark hole, old troll, Come out into the sunlight with us and Let us put daisies in your hair . . . The poem went on to tell me how good it would feel to dance in the fields with female fawn creatures who would bring me joy and true knowledge. I put the letter in a dresser drawer. I was awakened the next morning by a knocking on the glass panes of my front door. It was 10:30 am. "Go away," I said. "It's Lydia." "All right. Wait a minute." I put on a shirt and some pants and opened the door. Then I ran to the bathroom and vomited. I tried to brush my teeth but only vomited again--the sweetness of the toothpaste turned my stomach. I came out. "You're sick," Lydia said. "Do you want me to leave?" "Oh no, I'm all right. I always wake up like this." Lydia looked good. The light came through the curtains and shone on her. She had an orange in her hand and was tossing it into the air. The orange spun through the sunlit morning. "I can't stay," she said, "but I want to ask you something." Sure." "I'm a sculptress. I want to sculpt your head." "All right." "You'll have to come to my place. I don't have a studio. We'll have to do it at my place. That won't make you nervous, will it?" "No." I wrote down her address, and instructions how to get there. "Try to show up by eleven in the morning. The kids come home from school in mid-afternoon and it's distracting." "I'll be there at eleven," I told her. I sat across from Lydia in her breakfast nook. Between us was a large mound of clay. She began asking questions. "Are your parents still alive?" "No." "You like L.A.?" "It's my favorite city." "Why do you write about women the way you do?" "Like what?" "You know." "No, I don't." "Well, I think it's a damned shame that a man who writes as well as you do just doesn't know anything about women." I didn't answer. "Damn it! What did Lisa do with . . . ?" She began searching the room. "Oh, little girls who run off with their mother's tools!" Lydia found another one. "I'll make this one do. Hold still now, relax but hold still." I was facing her. She worked at the mound of clay with a wooden tool tipped with a loop of wire. She waved the tool at me over the mound of clay. I watched her. Her eyes looked at me. They were large, dark brown. Even her bad eye, the one that didn't quite match the other, looked good. I looked back. Lydia worked. Time passed. I was in a trance. Then she said, "How about a break? Care for a beer?" "Fine. Yes." When she got up to go to the refrigerator I followed her. She got the bottle out and closed the door. As she turned I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her to me. I put my mouth and body against hers. She held the beer bottle out at arm's length with one hand. I kissed her. I kissed her again. Lydia pushed me away. "All right," she said, "enough. We have work to do." We sat back down and I drank my beer while Lydia smoked a cigarette, the clay between us. Then the doorbell rang. Lydia got up. A fat woman stood there with frantic, pleading eyes. "This is my sister, Glendoline." "Hi." Glendoline pulled up a chair and started talking. She could talk. If she was a sphinx she could have talked, if she was a stone she could have talked. I wondered when she'd get tired and leave. Even after I stopped listening it was like being battered with tiny pingpong balls. Glendoline had no concept of time or any idea that she might be intruding. She talked on and on. "Listen," I said finally, "when are you going to leave?" Then a sister act began. They began talking to each other. They were both standing up, waving their arms at each other. The voices pitched higher. They threatened each other with physical harm. At last--near the world's end--Glendoline did a gigantic twist of torso and flung herself out of the doorway through the large flapbang of the screen door and was gone--but still heard, ignited and bemoaning--down to her apartment in the back of the court. Lydia and I walked back to the breakfast nook and sat down. She picked up her sculptor's tool. Her eyes looked into mine. 3 One morning a few days later I entered Lydia's courtyard as she was walking in from the alley. She had been over to see her friend Tina who lived in an apartment house on the corner. She looked electric that morning, much like the first time she had come over, with the orange. "Ooooh," she said, "you've got on a new shirt!" It was true. I had bought the shirt because I was thinking about her, about seeing her. I knew that she knew that, and was making fun of me, yet I didn't mind. Lydia unlocked the door and we went inside. The clay sat in the center of the breakfast nook table under a wet cloth. She pulled the cloth off. "What do you think?" Lydia hadn't spared me. The scars were there, the alcoholic nose, the monkey mouth, the eyes narrowed to slits, and there was the dumb, pleased grin of a happy man, ridiculous, feeling his luck and wondering why. She was 30 and I was over 50. I didn't care.

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"I'm having a big party, Mrs. O'Keefe. I want you and your husband to come. Plenty of beer, pretzels and chips." "Oh, my God, no!" "What's the matter?" "I've seen the people going in there! Those beards and all that hair and those raggedy-ass clothes! Bracelets and beads . . . they look like a bunch of communists! How can you stand people like that?" "I can't stand those people either, Mrs. O'Keefe. We just drink beer and talk. It doesn't mean anything." "You watch them. That kind will steal the plumbing." She closed the door. Lydia arrived late. She came through the door like an actress. The first thing I noticed was her large cowboy hat with a lavender feather pinned to the side. She didn't speak to me but immediately sat down next to a young bookstore clerk and began an intense conversation with him. I began drinking more heavily and some of the drive and humor left my conversation. The bookstore clerk was a good enough sort, trying to be a writer. His name was Randy Evans but he was too far into Kafka to accomplish any kind of literary clarity. We had published him in The Laxative Approach rather than hurt his feelings and also to get distribution for the magazine through his bookstore. I drank my beer and wandered around. I walked out on the back porch, sat on the stoop in the alley and watched a large black cat trying to get into a garbage can. I walked down towards him. He leaped off the garbage can as I approached. He stood 3 or 4 feet away watching me. I took the lid off the garbage can. The stench was horrible. I puked into the can. I dropped the lid on the pavement. The cat leaped up, stood, all four feet together upon the rim of the can. He hesitated, then brilliant under a half-moon, he leaped into it all. Lydia was still talking to Randy, and I noticed that under the table one of her feet was touching one of Randy's. I opened another beer. Sammy had the crowd laughing. I was a little better at it than he was when I wanted to get the crowd laughing but I wasn't very good that night. There were 15 or 16 men and two women--Lydia and April. April was on ATD and fat. She was stretched out on the floor. After an hour or so she got up and left with Carl, a burned-out speed freak. That left 15 or 16 men and Lydia. I found a pint of scotch in the kitchen, took it out on the back porch, and had a bite now and then. The men began leaving gradually as the night went on. Even Randy Evans left. Finally there was only Sammy, Lydia and myself. Lydia was talking to Sammy. Sammy said some funny things. I was able to laugh. Then he said he had to go. "Please don't go, Sammy," said Lydia. "Let the kid go," I said. "Yeah, I gotta go," said Sammy. After Sammy left Lydia said, "You didn't have to drive him away. Sammy's funny, Sammy's really funny. You hurt his feelings." "But I want to talk to you alone, Lydia." "I enjoy your friends. I don't get to meet all kinds of people the way you do. I like people!" "I don't." "I know you don't. But I do. People come to see you. Maybe if they didn't come to see you you'd like them better." "No, the less I see them the better I like them." "You hurt Sammy's feelings." "Oh shit, he's gone home to his mother." "You're jealous, you're insecure. You think I want to go to bed with every man I talk to." "No I don't. Listen, how about a little drink?" I got up and mixed her one. Lydia lit a long cigarette and sipped at her drink. "You sure look good in that hat," I said. "That purple feather is something." "It's my father's hat." "Won't he miss it?" "He's dead." I pulled Lydia over to the couch and gave her a long kiss. She told me about her father. He had died and left all 4 sisters a bit of money. That had enabled them to be independent and had enabled Lydia to divorce her husband. She also told me she'd had some kind of breakdown and spent time in a madhouse. I kissed her again. "Look," I said, "let's lay down on the bed. I'm tired." To my surprise she followed me into the bedroom. I stretched out on the bed and felt her sit down. I closed my eyes and could tell she was pulling her boots off. I heard one boot hit the floor, then the other. I began to undress on the bed. I reached up and shut off the overhead light. I continued undressing. We kissed some more. "How long has it been since you've had a woman?" "Four years." "Four years?" "Yes."