WORST OF 2018 (Movies, Games, Geek) - Black Nerd Rants

[@BlackNerdComedy]

What is the worst of 2018 for you? And don't worry, I'm okay.

[@dylangamesandmore4295]

Didn't get a Wii U

[@nightstrike0215]

Nothing

[@c.w.r.794]

Andre "Black Nerd" Logan Paul

[@actionhero2328]

Andre "Black Nerd" stay strong friend, you have the support of your community and have accomplished so much. You have a tv show, your a canon power ranger, you were in sharknado. I love how you get enjoyment out of everything you like and try to incorporate that in my life so I’ll always appreciate you for that. If you gotta go do something new it may be harder to keep up with you but you have my support and you deserve to be as happy as you can be.

[@jackofallclaws6672]

SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN A HUG...AND SOME ICE CREAM!!!

[@pottsy_8347]

The internet officially broke Andre I’m sad now.

[@Shalach2012]

People don't remember the era where this kinda content, especially in movies, was rare. Andre you don't sound old, you sound mature.

[@Prigu]

Way to go internet, you ruined Andre! He used to be full of happiness and glee and now he's jaded and tired.. I hope your proud of yourself. 😔

[@Pixel-dan]

This video is on point. You're the best, Andre.

[@Pixel-dan]

Much love brother. Do what makes you happy.

[@nikkiblithe]

Pixel Dan I watch every single one of your videos dude there is doubt that both of you are the ones that inspire me to do the things I want to do in life and to keep smiling 😊 thank you guys so much.

[@TaliaIGhul]

Hey Dan! 🙋

[@MattMcIrvin]

2018: the year life became too short to experience bad stuff

[@PaleoSteno]

Damn, that got real.

[@Huntercheese226]

Real quick

[@SonofMrPeanut]

That enjoyment of the material is a large part of why I've been subscribed for so many years. As long as he keeps that up, he's not the key contributor to this fan culture issue.

[@ZaHski]

Damn this feel like the most real video on the channel

[@Sylviala2009]

It did! Andre, whatever you do, much success, whatever it is!

[@Lucario1121]

Yeah I was about to say like "Ummm, this doesn't sound silly anymore"

[@takumisacosplay4066]

Andre, I totally feel you about how things are in the geek community and how it affects you as you run a KZbin channel. All this negativity can put a lot of weight and stress on a person. But one should never waste their time and energy trying to make that negativity go away but it wont. Sadly its always gonna be there. So i can understand how you feel. Ive had to make the decision of avoiding my social media for a while. Please hang in there. There is nothing wrong with taking a little break to recover. We all will understand. We love you. You rock! I love your videos and your content. Do what makes YOU happy. F*ck the haters. Keep on shining, love!! Have a great positive 2019!

[@brittanijackson2968]

Just got to the end, I support whatever keeps you happy. Major success in 2019 and beyond!!!!

[@TORULEZ10]

"I'm so tired of all of this. Can't we just enjoy it." I feel this on a spiritually level. Feeling it rn. Love ya Andre!

[@TORULEZ10]

Take your time Andre, I'm literally (besides making videos of course) going through what you described you're going through rn and it's tough. You got this man! Gotchu no matter what.

[@TORULEZ10]

@Tesla-Effect I didn't say he shouldn't talk about it, it's important to express your thoughts and not bottle it up. Instead of blaming the media, we need to look at ourselves. Why are we listening to them? I don't comment on forums, watch trailers to movies I know I'm going to watch, debate anyone anymore. Gotta make peace with yourself. Like if the media told you a movie sucks and you decide not to go because of it, is it the media or your "fault"/choice?

[@Ellthom]

Nerd, you are way too positive to be negative. Thats why I stay subbed. You keep being awesome dude. KZbin is full of Negativity and we need more people like you to remind us why we can still enjoy stuff

[@LadySammiRey]

2019: The year everyone shuts up.

[@Timelessgrave]

Should*

[@djgonzalez2492]

2019: The year we raid Area 51. WHY!?!

[@Itsbully06]

2019: the best level of 2017

[@myriadmediamusings]

2018 signified the death of my personal involvement with online fandoms for me because of the deplorable despicable and disgraceful behavior & statements I’ve seen. This self-entitlement culture and first world issues aint good for me when I have actual life problems to deal with.

[@jarosbodytko6462]

100% true man. We all deal with problems of one kind or another in our real lives. It's sad that the few places where we can forget about those problems are then filled with assholes bringing in their toxicity. Stay strong, friend. Things will pick up eventually, I'm sure of that.

[@redxsage]

Well, that's why I left Facebook alone around three years ago. It seems to have survived without me.

[@Sasu123456789x1]

Yo this is the honest truth, I completely agree with you!

[@cowgrll]

Love you Andre! This was one of the best ‘Worst of 2018’ rundowns because it really wasn’t about the same 25 things everyone was hating on last year and instead addressed the issues around geek/pop culture and social media and their effect on your mental health. Let’s leave not being able to just enjoy a thing without being bombarded with 3,000 thinkpieces on why you’re wrong in 2019!

[@Anicade]

I don't wanna see Andre sad. Hope you work things out for yourself. Take care fellow Nerd.

[@aprylscott8379]

Andre, I've been riding with you for years. You're one of the main reasons why I enjoy cartoons, Marvel, and etc., the way that I do at my age, without any shame. I remembered when you were just so happy to do these videos, and I saw the joy in your eyes, and for the past couple of years, I've seen that joy slowly dissipate (due to some political elements), and I hate that for you. I hope that you get your joy back. I know that you're not looking for sympathy or anything, and I know that you say that you're okay, but I just want to let you know that I support whatever decision you make. As you said, your health and well-being is more important than anything. Take care.

[@zackatk77]

There's definitely been a lot of toxicity in the nerd community in the past few years. 😔 I'm sad that it seems to have taken a big toll on your mental well-being, but you're absolutely right that it's ok for that to happen. It's healthy to re-evaluate what we consume and produce pop culture, and adjust our responses accordingly when the need arises. You're a fantastic guy Andre and I'm glad to have you as a role model in the nerd world. Best wishes figuring out what you need to. Your true play cousins here for you.

[@sweet_sukeban4022]

Zack Attack it’s what happens when geek culture gets infiltrated by people that were never into it because it’s trendy. They try to shape it to their ideals and ruin it. Then the infighting starts.

[@zackatk77]

Sweet_Sukeban A sad truth if I ever heard one. 😰 The culture was born out of acceptance and expression of the things we're passionate about, and it's been sorely tainted.

[@peronkop]

The most oppressed group on the internet.

[@jarosbodytko6462]

@@sweet_sukeban4022 Couldn't agree more man. While I do feel that one of the best things about geek culture is the openness to invite newcomers in, it can't be denied that a lot of bad apples have been brought into the mix. So much so that I'm actually feeling shame for being a fan of several franchises just because so many assholes are part of it too that won't allow people to have their own opinions. The TMNT-community for instance is filled to the brim with those people. Or Star Wars, obviously. Or that ridiculous Marvel vs DC crap that's constantly going on. Christ, is it so hard to enjoy stuff without making others feel miserable for enjoying other things?

[@thedarklordsknigh]

I feel that being nerdy has become main stream and its hurt it and a big way

[@sonictoast]

Andre, you are a great entertainer. You bring so much joy to so many people. It hurts to see you get into such a slump. Hang in there, my friend. Try not to let the haters bring you down. You do you, it’s you that people love and it’s you being yourself that got you such a huge following in the first place. Most of all just take care of yourself and know that you have thousands of fans that truly care about you. Thanks for everything.

[@TheCartoonGamer8000]

I've always appreciated how honest and down-to-earth you are, Andre. I'm glad you never sold out, doing a video on every signle thing under the sun because that's what social media mandates. Don't ever change that about you!

[@bridgetmanley8225]

“We all need to shut up.” About the most honest and true thing I’ve heard from a KZbinr in a long time. Thank you for being transparent about these questions you’re wrestling with as a creator.

[@eduardoflores1503]

The worst thing about 2018 was that my dog Taqitos died. At least he, Stan Lee, Stefan Karl, and Stephen Hillenbirg are in a better place now.

[@theherst]

I'm so sorry I'm sure he was a good doggo

[@manuelalbertoromero9528]

Sorry pal.

[@Stolaz83]

Rip taquitos

[@jacobdominguez7808]

I'm sorry to hear of your loss :(❤

[@nickstevens8596]

My Taquitos!! ... My Taquitos!!!! ... Taquitos!!!!!!!!

[@PickyPeeves]

Well. Never thought I'd see Andre have an existential crisis. In all honesty, I'm going through the same thing. The discourse over The Last Jedi has ruined my ability to enjoy any other Star Wars movie. I absolutely adored what I read of the Transformers comics that ended in November, and I can't help but notice all the people that do nothing but talk about their failings. And even outside geek culture, my dad works for the government, and their is the question hanging in the air if we can stay afloat with the shutdown. Just remember the stuff that makes you happy. I can't help but smile whenever I hear the music from any Star Wars movie. I can't help but smile thinking about Bumblebee and Spider-Verse. If we can focus on those things, we'll be just fine and have something to help us through the rainy days.

[@jarosbodytko6462]

True. I'm one of the people who actually enjoyed The Last Jedi a lot, despite certain odd scenes in the movie. But even so, since then I can't bring myself to watch Star Wars anymore, not even the original trilogy. Nor read the current comics (which really are great to be honest), or even collect figures and model kits anymore. It's like that movie took out all of my enthusiasm from the franchise. Which is weird because, as I said, I really enjoyed it. Maybe it's all the negativity from the fan community that broke me instead of the movie itself. Whatever reason it is, I haven't seen Solo yet and I'm not that excited to see Episode IX really. Geekdom has just become a very toxic environment, which is completely opposite of what it should be.

[@PickyPeeves]

@@jarosbodytko6462 Absolutely. I did see Solo with my family and enjoyed it, and I remember coming out of TLJ saying "I'd hate to be the one that has to write Episode IX to top this." But anymore? I'm kind of dreading it. Not because I don't think it'll be good, but because if the... strange discourse. I mean, that weird lie going around about how Lucasfilm is insulting fans, when the examples they've shown are being misinterpreted and taken out of context? I mean, after nine or ten years since last seeing them, I thought about revisiting the prequels, well before TLJ came out, and I went through I and II, and I will admit I've softened on them. (I kinda think people are blowing the politics in them out of proportion, and the only real problem I have is the wooden acting and the repetitive cinematography for the podracing scene.) But whenever I sit down to watch III? I just end up feeling... kinda depressed. I mean, I still like Star Wars, and Empire's one of my favorite movies of all time, but I honestly couldn't be bothered to go back and watch any of them unless I'm forced to by my family.

[@MmMm-sf7pe]

Are you talking about Lost Light (the TF comic)? Because I HEAR YOU. I can't believe how many people do nothing but nitpick them. Personally I thought they were amazing. I'm blown away when I think about how far IDW has come. It wasn't too long ago when their storylines were as unnuanced as: "We're the Decepticons and we're helping North Korea! Because we're both EEEEVIL!" (Oof.) Very sorry to hear you're getting hit by the shutdown. D: I hope it's resolved soon!

[@PickyPeeves]

@@MmMm-sf7pe EXACTLY. It might be me being biased, as I started reading them when I got into high school and they were some of the main things that got me through it, and the penultimate issue came out when I was in kind of the worst spot I could be in. I've always had problems with self-esteem, so Rodimus' speech about how everyone is important to each other was kind of the slap in the face I needed. I also was going through an ugly breakup, and I admittedly saw Nautica getting together with Skids, but the single panel of her and Brainstorm holding hands... it helped. But when I saw the thread on TFW and saw people complaining about how the series jumped the shark after Dark Cybertron, I just... can't agree with it, as that's when they could bring in Megatron, who was far and away the best part of season 2. "Oh, but the series had so much potential, and Roberts went with the worst possible option!" So, what would've been a better option than exploring the psychology of the leader of a violent group, while delivering a theme of how everyone has worth, even the people who most people see as nothing more than extras? There isn't much to worry about with the shutdown, by the way. My dad works for Defense, so he's getting paid.

[@TonyQuinn]

Jaros Bodytko Picky Peeves For what it’s worth, I really really liked Solo. For me it felt like a return to the basics. I like Last Jedi a lot too but Solo tops it for me. It had the more down to Earth feel that Force Awakens, Rogue One, and the original trilogy had. I agree on the backlash and unrest in the community; it’s soured me on the franchise a fair amount, which weirdly makes me appreciate Solo and Rogue One more because they’re not tied to the toxicity at all. It’s a sad time when people can’t even talk about freaking Star Wars without a war breaking out 😔. So maybe Solo will reinvigorate your waning interest a bit. Hopefully it does, but I’d understand if you still didn’t want to see it.

[@brittanijackson2968]

Thank you for this rant. Aquaman is the Little Mermaid I cracked up

[@muhammadfaizmohdnasiruddin9854]

Dude, Mera look just like a real-life Ariel.

[@Chi_378]

It was really funny then it wasn’t....ugh I wish it didn’t have to be like this. I feel like a contributor to the problem is that a lot of nerd culture is more & more mainstream now, when it used to be relegated to its secret corners in the past. Now those of us who used to be quietly invested, can more openly express our love for it. But, that ferocity gets out of hand and destructive when we constantly dictate how others should experience & enjoy what we’ve loved on our own for years. It’s toxic and I definitely try my best to stay away from the think pieces. I hope you find a happy medium to fly your geek flag and keep representing us Black nerds without the exhaustion of current geek culture

[@The-Khandor-of-Kalakuta]

That was everything I was thinking. What used to be a niche interest has been mainstreamed and it's getting out of hand. Andre used to be one of the happiest KZbin personalities, and now even he can't put up with the toxicity and superficiality of pop culture.

[@PhantomLimb61]

You are 100% on point with what you said.

[@drcrocreviews]

Damn... that ending though. But yeah he’s right. It feels like if you look like something that someone else doesn’t, then you’re wrong. If you don’t like someone for whatever reason, then you are still wrong. Geek culture has been consumed with anger and resentment, not to mention every movie or game or whatever has to have a pointless political conversation, even though not everything should have one. We just can’t have good, geeky escapism anymore, not with everyone at each other’s throats. Can we just please, please, try not to be so bitter and mad with each other?

[@thealjohnsonshow2188]

#FACT

[@Vampwars]

DRCROC 123, I’ll admit, I have been responsible for some of that. There have been things I don’t like that I got too involved in speaking about (like my undying hatred of Gal Gadot cast as Wonder Woman) while there’s been things that I should’ve spoken more on but I didn’t (like the grotesque social media attack on Anna Diop for being cast as Starfire) but it made me forget the greatest thing about the past few years: We Geeks all sat down together & watched Thanos take out half on the universe with the snap of his fingers, just like he did in the comics. That’s the main thing. That’s the most positive thing. And the fact that the story continues in just a few months fills my heart with so much joy that it washes away all the anger & frustration of the previous years because I get to go to the theaters again & enjoy more of the Mad Titan. Thank you, Thanos ❤️💛🧡💜💚💙

[@drcrocreviews]

Akasha Eyre praise thanos!

[@k.c.wittmaack9941]

This was hands-down my favorite video of yours. I really empathize with you and feel like I can understand what you’re going through. Don’t forget to do what makes you happy and not think about other people’s opinions.

[@EdwardSanchezProductions]

Andre I got a feeling that 2019 is going to be a great year

[@castro1011]

Thats what we said about 2015,2016,2017,2018

[@GaryTurbo]

It's not

[@manuelalbertoromero9528]

@@GaryTurbo Please don't make it worst.

[@manuelalbertoromero9528]

@@castro1011 Of course it's going to be like that with that attitude of yours.

[@castro1011]

@@manuelalbertoromero9528 I dont make the year bad Manuel

[@SamuraiSevenBlade]

I have to say, Andre, your one of my favorite people on KZbin! I enjoy your content, and I appreciate the work you put into it --- but above all, I wish for your happiness in life - So, you do what makes you happy and fulfilled! Thanks for being honest with all the viewers

[@TheFantasticJoe]

Andre, I totally understand if you need to take a break from it all. I feel the same way myself sometimes. If you decide you need to step away for a while, your fans will still be there when you get back.

[@TrentOrTreat]

I've seen this build up for a long time now, Andre. Your frustration with the nerd community. I feel like a lot of what you make, you do it because you have to, not that you're really passionate. Is there something missing in your life? Besides like a good algorithm and happy community. I've been watching since before the Xbox One was released (watched your videos on PS4 and Xbox One E3 back in the day) and have seen you grow and change throughout the years. The biggest thing I've noticed is that it's not "Black Nerd Comedy" or anything like the past where you kinda joked about most things and your rants were funny more than from the heart/real. Thing is, I think the best thing to help just live a happier life would be to go live a "normal" life. Take a break from KZbin or Twitch and be Andre. Go out, date, relax, enjoy things without feeling like it's a job for once. When was the last time you played a game or watched a movie without thinking "this will be good for a video, whats the script going to be?" Maybe I'm off base here, but it is noticeable the changes in your videos and while I do love your content, you need to be mentally and emotionally at peace in life. You're a person, not a product. Go eat a chili dog and just breathe man

[@AlfredLister]

I feel like Andre needs a hug.

[@redxsage]

Yes! *HUGS* from all play Cousins!

[@quag311]

That used car analogy was great. Loved the transitions in your videos. Both you and Jirard got in rant mode on the “worst of 2018” being KZbin as a whole. I’ll keep watching your videos. I keep getting your notifications. You do you my dude. Have a ❤️.

[@DaniWantsCoffee]

I truly appreciate your genuine joy over geek culture. I want you to know we feel your pain and understand your frustration. I've been subbed for years now and enjoyed every video of yours. But remember to always put your happiness and well being first man, your true fans will support you. We want to see you happy and excited over what you love. Please do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself.

[@SephirothsQueen777]

Dude, I have been watching you with my daughter when you were doing TMNT reviews and I love your content. I love your quirky sense of humor and the refreshing insight you bring to the geek community. And I agree, people should let others like what they like and what they dont like. Not every thing needs to have religion, politics or what have you. What happened to playful banter of who was the best mascot between Sonic and Mario? Who was the best Turtle? It is so exhausting to constantly see the dissent of the geek community and watching us all turn into a squabbling mess. But I want you to know that there are several people who are so happy you are succeeding and are rooting for you. Personally, I think a podcast would be an awesome idea to branch out when you get tired of KZbin. I would subscribe and listen :) Keep your head held high man. You are awesome!

[@ryanshuler]

I hope this is the year Andre gets to one million subscribers... that’s not because the number really means anything, I just want him to have a larger platform to speak on. I’ve been watching him since the 2014 Ninja Turtles movie and ever since he’s been my voice of reason when it comes to mainstream media on KZbin. On top of that he makes genuinely entertaining videos with an incredibly likable personality. I hope this is your year man

[@heyimsasa]

Give Andre a Nobel Peace prize for giving us “saltbae of diversity.” I agree that we feel like we have to explain ourselves and put ourselves out there too much nowadays with social media. It’s really poisonous. Women and poc especially shouldn’t have to explain why movies like Black Panther and Crazy Rich Asians are so monumental and needs to happen more frequently. I’m glad to see you happier nowadays. You’re wonderful!

[@coreytowns5187]

Andre I have been a diehard fan of you since 2011. Dude know that me and all the other playcousins support you in any and every endeavor you embark on. I hope and pray you find some peace of mind. You made so many excellent points in this video. My heart goes out to you bro. *Hugs

[@redxsage]

I never considered _'burnout'_ to be a reality. Until I burned out. Having *Andre* as a Play Cousin certainly helped me through. I'd like to return the favor... Yes! *HUGS* from all Play Cousins!

[@superfreak560]

Andre always tells like it is. Love you brother! From what you’ve shared in the past, your childhood seems to emulate so much of my own. It would be terrible to see less of you on any platform because you are one of the few people that get why this nerdy, geeky stuff is such a big part of our lives. It’s the stuff that simply makes us feel good and entertains and distracts us from the bad stuff in life. It’s our only brief escape. So why do we want to over complicate that? I totally feel you bro. Keep doing what you do, because you do it very well! It’s time to just take a deep breath and keep moving forward, the answers will come...

[@superfluousstuckupitude2512]

"We not even taking a slice we taking like two pepperonis and an onion and you don't even like onions on your pizza but you get mad if I take it." Preach my man! Sad part is we're not even taking anything just asking to be made apart of the culture we helped build without it being called pandering or political correctness. Because surprise surprise people who aren't male and caucasian exist in real life. Fandoms in general just need to stop taking things so seriously all of the time. I know we're passionate about the things we love but let's not love it so much that we forget basic human decency.

[@vanelilyskull]

@@geowiz9436 Fine, but why does it even matter at the end of the day what purpose the diversity serves? Even if diversity is being used as a superficial marketing ploy, why does there need to be endless bitching and moaning about it? Is it not an even more obvious and pervasive marketing ploy that straight, white men have dominated entertainment media for nearly a century when they don't even make up the majority of the world's population? *That's* the real pandering.

[@stubbornweeb2190]

I really don't care about diversity in movies and pop culture as long as it fits. I think it'd be stupid and unnecessary to make Peter Parker black, and it'd seem like just pandering. However, I'm fine with Miles. He's a completely new character, so it's not pandering if he's been created African American. I think this should really apply to most characters

[@peronkop]

@@vanelilyskull you think white people dominate culture in japan, china and india? Lol no they dominate it in america and europe. Such bias.

[@redxsage]

Yes! *HUGS* from all play Cousins!

[@rylade475]

Honestly, I don't really make a big deal out of diversity in entertainment and such. I do like diversity, I just don't make a big deal out of it because I see it as normal. If people get mad at something for being diverse, then those people are idiots. If it was forced (like if the piece of media's like "HEY LOOK WHAT WE'RE DOING, WE HAVE THIS DIVERSE THING GOING ON" but it serves no point whatsoever), then I'd have to give my two cents in. Also Superfluous, nice profile pic of best girl

[@Vampwars]

I am so proud of you for doing this video. You’re right. You’re absolutely right. It’s been rough but we’ve been more verbally abusive to each other about what we like or dislike, what we’ve enjoyed or what we’ve hated in the past couple of years than we should’ve been. Life is hard enough as it is & games, movies & comics were our escape but with everyone putting everything down instead of uniting as one, we’ve torn each other apart & drained ourselves with all this negativity & ugliness rather than appreciating the Beauty of Geekdom. We’ve made being fans into something political & one of the great things about being a Geek is that we were able to avoid all the politics but now we’re smack-dab in the middle of it anytime we say something. Hell, someone’s probably gonna write some hate speech about what I’m saying! There used to be a freedom in being a Geek, it’s why it was the perfect escape but now it’s claustrophobic & everyone’s a critic on the things we grew up loving. I’m not saying that people shouldn’t have an opinion but it has gotten incredibly out of control. Fans have blasted things so hard that the Actors the true fans loved for the shows/movies are quitting. We’re over-stressing ourselves over who they’ll cast, if they’ll be the right color or the right gender or who they’ll be attached to instead of being excited that they’re even being shown on the big screen in the first place. It’s sad but there’s a silver lining in this shitstorm: THANOS IS COMING AGAIN 💜 💙 ❤️ 🧡 💚 💛 I know that may not sound like a solution but it is for me. It’s easy & it’s so simple that it puts a smile on my face & that’s what we need to go back to: the simplicity of being fans. The whole reason we were excited about everything is because the stuff that we loved when we were young were finally getting the recognition they deserved. So, for me, the easiest thing to be happy about is that the Mad Titan snapped his fingers & Hollywood showed it on the silver screen. I got to sit with an audience that was just as excited as I was, surrounded by friends & family as one of my favorite moments in comic book history played out on the big screen. It was beautiful; perfect, even. And it’s a moment that I’ll cherish for the rest of my life. Some might find that juvenile but that’s okay. It’s a Geek Thang, not everyone needs to understand it. I do.

[@lego4virgo]

"Just Shut Up!" --Andre Meadows' wish for 2019.

[@xSilverBloodx]

Andre is our pop culture preacher, he speaks of the truth! Preach!

[@itsweirdling]

Definitely the worst of 2018 was the presence of "I'm offended" culture without fact checking and blind racism/sexism. Let's do better next year! UPDATE: Just got to the end and feel completely the same way about social media. Confused, lost, sad, and surviving on memes.

[@jonathanortiz3253]

One of the best things about 2018 for me was finding your channel. I enjoy your videos and how you just have fun and laugh. It makes my day so much more enjoyable. Thank you 👍.

[@EdwardSanchezProductions]

Andre I know that everything is going to be ok

[@joshbrown7050]

Honestly one of the best videos you’ve ever done, you had me rolling and nodding my head in agreement the whole time. I hope you do what makes you happy and as long as you make videos I’ll watch them.

[@somerandolad]

Yeah, keep preaching, Andre! Love your videos

[@HuxleyBerg]

I know how you feel Andre. We all need a restart sometimes

[@94KSpeed]

I agree with EVERYTHING you said! Why can’t we just enjoy entertainment media? It’s meant to ENTERTAIN! There was a lot of stuff that came out this year that I liked.

[@nerdcentricreviews5254]

Andre, you have been one of my favourite people to watch on KZbin for years. It actually broke me a little at the end of the video. Keep doing what you're doing man!

[@Tatsuri1]

They broke Andre! Aww, play cousin...

[@redxsage]

I never considered _'burnout'_ to be a reality. Until I burned out. Broken. Having *Andre* as a Play Cousin certainly helped me through. I'd like to return the favor... Yes! *HUGS* from all Play Cousins!

[@TheDoctorCog]

Thank you for always speaking the truth and never sugar coating anything when it comes to problems in the entertainment/nerd community. Whatever you decide to do going forward, I got your back Andre! Keep up the good work.

[@ryancarless7921]

Discontinued was really good! I love seeing Andre work hard on new things! Don't give up Andre, you're doing great

[@gabriellemcnicholas1093]

Hey Andre! I have watched so many of your videos the past few years and I always enjoy them. I don’t really ever comment though and I am sorry I haven’t been there to help combat the negative comments. I really appreciate this video. I agree that toxic nerd culture was by far the worst part of entertainment in 2018. I hope you can figure out a better way of doing KZbin because you are so positive and funny. Wishing you continued success!

[@Flounderboy15]

Y'all broke my play cousin!

[@Inferno505]

Hey Andre, thanks a lot for existing. I watched your best of the year video thinking I really like hearing from this person with their energy and analysis on things. And I was therefore thinking oh no the worst of will be not fun because it'll be all negative. But no, you again really had awesome analysis and input. I agree with what you're thinking of not having to build yourself out of others opinions. I definitely support you in figuring out your direction in life. Whether it's making internet videos or anything else it's your essence that you bring to it that I think is what makes it so good. Thanks again and please continue to exist as best you can!

[@SavageScientist]

Man you went on a REAL RANT

[@jinkiesjess]

Geek culture can be so exhausting in the internet age. A while back I had to take a break from fandom and re-evaluate my relationship with the Stuff I Like. I'm actually currently catching up on, like, 3 years of Marvel movies that I missed. Up till recently, Guardians 2 and Black Panther were literally the only two Marvel movies I'd seen since the FIRST Guardians. I only just saw The Last Jedi yesterday. And I gave up a few shows altogether because I realized that I didn't even like them anymore (if I ever did in the first place). My relationship with fandom/geek stuff got to a point where it felt like a chore that had consumed my whole life. And all the negativity online didn't help. Now I just focus on the fun. They're movies, they're games, they're comic books. We don't need to take everything so seriously. This is supposed to be fun. So I no longer care what the consensus is on this stuff. I only care about whether or not it brings me joy.

[@MmMm-sf7pe]

I agree with everything you said, and I also want to say that personally I've always found "geek subculture" in general to be kind of exhausting. Like this expectation that if I like a couple "geeky" franchises, I MUST like all of them. Every anime, every 80s toyline, and of course . . . I gotta be into Funko Pops. I never asked to be part of a subculture, I just want to like the things I like.

[@jinkiesjess]

@@MmMm-sf7pe Yes! People act like you have to be into everything! I stopped watching Game of Thrones because I realized that I didn't care and wasn't enjoying it. I only started in the first place because I felt like I had to. It was homework.

[@JustACommonFan]

Well this escalated quickly... but sometimes we have to vent and let out those emotions. Thank you for sharing Andre and I look forward to supporting you in whatever you decide to do in 2019.

[@llCambinoll]

I just watched your “Best of 2018” video and then I watch this and whoa I wasn’t expecting it to get that real. I just want to say Andre I hope you find some clarity in what you’re looking for and know you’re not just a KZbinr to me, you’re like one of my favorite people in general. And I stand by and support any decision you make. I have faith that 2019 will be a better year.

[@ItsBeeRay]

Andre, do what feels best for you on whatever platform feels best for you. We'll be there. Stay strong my dude 👊

[@jessiefyler3751]

I'm sorry all of this happened to you Andre. Believe me, I'm sick of most fandom's taking things to seriously to the point where the things that we love aren't fun anymore. But this is why I've stayed subbed for years and years to your content, because you are a man of positivity and I appreciate you for it. I hope you are able to keep doing what you love and loving what you do.

[@JuanitaHarrisMissHarrisinParis]

I'm not here all the time, but I'm here. Gotta do you in this day and age baby. Gotta do you. I hope you find your bliss. I'm on the hunt for mine as well. I feel you in many ways. The worst of 2018 for me is the shit-show we call a country, the amazing resurgence of blatant ignorance, greed and hate, and I just want out. Not gonna lie. But I know I gotta keep moving. Keep creating, keep doing. Big love.

[@maxmaier7023]

Andre, you are such a passionate youtuber. You sincerely love the things you love and you try to share your hobbies with the world. That is entertainment. You are an entertaining and fun person, ive followed you for years and love your content. You bring light and levity to many things that people damper with their opinions and fighting nowadays. The general public are ruining everything with their fighting and opinions nowadays, and it has noticeably affected you. After all the joy you have brought, you deserve to be happy. And whatever form that happiness is for you, Andre, please go for it. You deserve to be happy too. Thank you for everything you do.

[@thachocolategod]

I'm glad I'm not the only one with geek culture fatigue/overload after the past year. I'm sorry you're going through this Andre. Best wishes for you my friend.

[@elihummer3460]

Andre, probably aren’t gonna see this but ever since I saw one of your videos I’ve loved how energetic and excited you are about anything nerd related whether it’d be Mario, sonic, a new system or black panther, it always made me happy to see you happy cause i can tell you really love it and you’re right. Geek and nerd cultured has evolved from being passionate about something to bitching and hate, nerds have gone from being bullied to being the bullies themselves, and it really makes it hard to be apart of something that feels like it sparks negativity rather than positivity. Not saying that we can’t not like something but it makes it hard to be honest anymore. This black nerd rant was well needed, and lastly keep being you no matter what you do cause it’s that why I’ve always been subscribed 👍🏼

[@SpongeyTheEditor]

Damn, Andre just seems ...defeated compared to previous years. Man.

[@outthere81]

I feel ya, dude. The last minute of this vid felt like looking into a mirror for me, for real. I love your vids, but would love knowing you are in a good place when you do them even more. I hope you get that nerdy joy back, and if it means ignoring us for a while, then do what you gotta do. Take care!

[@ckg95ty]

I relate to you so much in this, Andre. Its so hard to see the possitive in geek culture when everyone around you is so fucking negative about everything. Ive stopped trying to make "geeky" friends because of this, and have just enjoyed the things I enjoy for myself, not because I am worried about appeasing peoples opinions about everything. This is why enjoy watching you, you are an extremely rare person that can find the good in almost anything and I live for your energy. You are one of the only people on youtube that I watch very single video of ;even if I'm not interested in the subject; and its absolutely CRIMINAL that you haven't hit 1mil yet. I adore your videos, but I will support you in anything that you choose to persue if that is the route you take.

[@vramey6588]

I've noticed in a lot of your other videos that you seem down and your energy seemed off for awhile. You will get through this and do what's best for you. I would hate to see you leave KZbin, but your happiness is most important. 🖤

[@awesomeperson531]

That ending got too real

[@JeromeProductions]

Oh no

[@alexgarbe1971]

Absolutely love this rant. You;re 100% right across the board. I always enjoy your rants. I can tell you don't want to do 'negative' videos too often, and that makes sense to me. But once in a while, you just have to set the record straight. Well done! Looking forward to 2019 Andre. I'm guessing/hoping we'll see more of the authentic opinions we've been getting from you lately.

[@EdwardSanchezProductions]

The hate from the last Jedi was the worst of 2018

[@leodouskyron5671]

Edward Sanchez Productions Year is just starting.

[@fjpz]

I'm kinda glad that Episode nine is in December 2019, because I seriously need that gap to maintain my sanity. The Star Wars Community basically saw the Rick and Morty fandom and said "hold my beer".

[@phoenixshadow6633]

Don't forget how the guy who played Jar Jar was rendered suicidal by fan harassment back in the early 2000s was revealed in 2018.

[@MrJackblack7]

I honest to God stay away from anything Star Wars related until the main films come out (even then I just keep it to myself) because the honest truth is I'm not happy when Star Wars is on my mind. All I see is the worst of humanity when it comes to the franchise and it shouldn't be that way.

[@MyFairOne]

Same. It's ok that some people didn't like it and they have reasons for it, I get it, but man alive, a lot of the hate that it got was really intense! And also, I really liked the movie a lot.

[@Sasu123456789x1]

On point with this video, preach it!! > I completely understand what you are going through and I need to say that you are amazing and I love you! Ever since I found you, I've supported anything you do and loved your content!! I don't watch your rants just to hear you rant about what's been going on in the entertainment world but because every time by the end of your video, you get so personal and honest and I love it because I legit always relate to how you feel and what you are going through. 2018 has been a really messed up, not only in general but with the fandom culture as well but at least we can hope for better (or a change) in the new year!!

[@jadestar1273]

Thank you so much for your video Andre, I'll consider it your birthday present for me 😁

[@MaxineAndrew]

Oh, Andre! Here's a big virtual hug from one person who loves the atmosphere you project and the accomplishments you've achieved. Here's to a fun 2019! Here's to shutting up and sharing and good vibes!

[@ProfessorPuppet]

Maybe start podcasting? That seems like a good way to go. Only people who are into what you're saying will stick around to listen. People don't get nearly as het up about things, and the money from the sponsors comes directly to you, not filtered by KZbin. I always find your reviews and reactions hilarious. Heck, I'd do a podcast with you.

[@brandonmoore8199]

Wow Andre , you got me with all the Andre feels ! Love you man ! Honestly you and Grumps are the only reason I’m here on KZbin ! I’ll follow you wherever you go !

[@HandmadeGoose97]

2016 sucked, 2017 will be better 2017 sucked, 2018 will be better 2018 sucked, 2019 will be better And thus the cycle ends, and we shall meet at the beginning

[@theduke9923]

Daniel Staples don’t forget that 5 years before was always a “simpler time”

[@ghosttactician403]

Or accept the positives and negatives of every year

[@TaliaIGhul]

I'd say between Trump and Hillary running for office and the celebrity deaths, I'd say 2016 was the worst of them all.

[@JoseLuisHaro]

Maybe the years don't stuck. Just your perspective of them. I think we are ingrateful.

[@krush333]

@@ghosttactician403 yeah I agree

[@anewcee]

I felt every bit of this video Andre and it's not just based upon your area of things you love. It's just society in general period. There fact that approval is needed from a huge consensus before we can approved things ourselves is overwhelmingly unauthentic and unfair. Yes content needs to be created to speak out and appeal to the masses, but hell you can't appease everyone. This year, and beyond, do what makes Andre happy and excited! We will see it unfold or we won't. Either way, those who have been with you from the beginning will still ride with you. Yeah the algorithm is some shit too. I agree! 😕

[@michellerichardson1318]

Hopefully 2019 a lot better and this video help me get relief of streess thanks Andre

[@zwallyzool1974]

Thanks Andre. I needed to hear something like this today. I know it's tough with geek culture. Lately it has been overwhelming. Especially with all the negativity. I've been umfollowing a lot of stuff lately because everything seems to be getting massively negative, pollarized and politicized. I think one of the main problems is over saturation and the escape failing to be an escape anymore. And KZbin with no alternative to youtube makes it tough on everyone. This year especially has seemed like Google was trying to kill KZbin. But, I guess the best thing you can do is diversify your distribution and reach. And also do what you love. But, keep your chin up Andre. You've always seemed like a good dude. I might not agree with everything you say and like, but that's what makes us all unique our differences and the fact that we can still enjoy someone else's work. Sorry for the long rambling comment, but thanks for the years of great content, you're not alone in your frustration. I hope you're ok.

[@TheJovenshire]

Second half of this video was just truth. I hear ya brotha.

[@nevskislake]

Damn, Andre! So much "yes" to everything you said in this video. You are one of only two nerds that I follow on KZbin. For me, you represent everything geek culture should be about: finding what you like and sharing that joy with others. I am old enough to remember when "geek" was an insult because geek culture was far from mainstream. 10,000 attendees was the size of a "huge" convention, and geeks used to get super excited about the newest fantasy, scifi, or superhero anything because those movies, tv shows, etc. were a rare treat. It's sad to see some people failing to appreciate that we are living in a geek utopia right now, where the big complaints are "why are they are making a movie of THAT Star Wars character" or people complaining that there are too many superhero films. You have the right idea. Like what you like, and don't feel the need to apologize for it. That's the way it should be. Please don't let the toxicity of KZbin comments sections and other social media get you down. Negative people don't deserve to win. :-)

[@thomascuerden9421]

Andre, it's ok, it's perfectly ok to like what you like. never let anybody tell you different.

[@BobbyOsborneII]

Man, that went from fun to real in a hurry! Love you and your videos man! I've said it in several comments on your videos, but you're one of the first (if not the first) folks I watched regularly on KZbin years and years ago. It's been nothing but an awesome time on your channel! And now your Twitch channel too!

[@TheCreepypro]

and then people wonder why he doesn't like to talk badly about things great video Andre I got your point hopefully more people do as well

[@scribofelidae]

Love your work and will follow you wherever and however you make it. Good stuff, sir. ❤️

[@nathankirk2157]

This video has made me feel depressed

[@MyssBlewm]

You're always so real, Andre, I appreciate you not sugarcoating it. I think a lot of people in general are tired of all the toxicity in geek and pop culture. We thought we were having fun bitching about the media we enjoyed when most of us were teens or in college, but tribalism came along and turned fun geek banter into constant arguments that go too far. I hope 2019 will bring us together more and bring back enjoyment into geek culture.

[@joeldipops]

I'm not super involved in geek culture, but I really love geek stuff. I feel like that's the best place to be. I know the haters are out there, but they're just don't factor in to my life. Sometimes my wife and I roll our eyes at them or bemoan their existence, but they don't take up more than 5 minutes of our day. I guess it's a new twist on the old adage of cutting out the people in your life that bring you down. Won't work for everyone, I suppose it especially won't work for anyone who makes their living off talking about this stuff. Just seems like a weird problem to have. I like debating the relative merits of various pieces on entertainment with my friends.

[@obsessedlanni643]

Wow, you hit every point of how I feel with pop culture and it seems to get worse every year. Also makes me really appreciate your videos. It’s nice to see someone just be normal and like or dislike things without caring what others think. You’re a hopeful oasis in a sea of negativity. Keep it up!

[@jamilahs9898]

You tell them cousin don't come at Jurassic World

[@redxsage]

Yes! *HUGS* from all Play Cousins! That movie was _FUN!_

[@funnylittlecharacter692]

I’ll be real I’ve never consistently watched you or deeply enjoyed your content like I have with others. This changed I feel like with this video. I understand your troubles and losing passion for something you love more than you can imagine. I really appreciate you being open because being so bright and Cheery when you aren’t that way on the inside really sucks the life out of a person. Make sure you look at the things around you and inside you and see whether or not they create more issues than they fix and deal with them. It’s much easier to say than do because I’ve been trying my damnest to do so and I’ve barely scratched the surface. Stay strong man and I hope you remember what’s important to you! Thank you

[@Cluv22]

I will ALWAYS love you like a play cousin, Andre! ALWAYS, man! ❤

[@raydon141]

I don’t know if you read comments or not but I understand Andre. The way the fandom is at the moment is incredibly frustrating. The reason I watch your videos is because often you’re able to put into words the same things I’m feeling about movies or shows. Usually in hilarious fashion. Not that we always agree because we don’t. but even when we don’t you seem like like you had a great time! And that’s ok. So if you need to take some time off, or if you’re just done. Thanks you for all the videos you have made and ALL the work you’ve done man. #blacknerd4life

[@TyDaWize]

This video caught me off guard because i forgot i was watching the same guy who made that road chip review

[@kimh2655]

Hey, just want to say, I've watched your channel for years, and you have always made me laugh and shout "hey, me too!" at the screen, and just generally have made my life a bit brighter every time I click on your channel. So I hope you do figure it out, cause with all the light you've been bringing into other people's lives, you deserve to have so much in yours as well. So thanks

[@BonitoJoe111]

Even when Andre is annoyed, he's still happy. How does that work?

[@Rize_Inn]

This rant shows what a dynamic and brilliant guy you are. I'm sorry if you're frustrated and depressed but your talent shined through anyway.