YelloPain - Monsters (feat. Ricia)

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If you have experienced sexual assault, please contact the
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[@OmeletteTaco]

"Still alive and I'll die before I let you hurt me anymore..."

[@jaelynnlol]

That hit hard

[@OmeletteTaco]

@@jaelynnlol Yeah, it did.

[@seankoenigs21]

Read that as it said it

[@noluvaino7055]

That hits hella hard

[@deannayork9128]

Ikr.

[@trbxty]

Just found him today, he will blow up soon, please spread his music

[@ionlywantwhatsreal4400]

Mac Sauce @BizzyCrook

[@Chilidacook707]

Mac Sauce for sure

[@Derpy3000]

Aye same

[@tyramtv2k24]

I will defenetly share but hear me out right quick if you can please tell him to hit me up I NEED HIM to answer my question. I dont want to be left on read only cause I hate the consequence my Instagram is @ceejay.cappalot

[@dollingdynasty_694]

Mac Sauce this songs deep I feel like it hits a spot for a lot of ppl

[@TiiaaBaby]

2020 still listening to this everyday hopefully I’ll share my story one day without feeling scared

[@christinajakins779]

You'll get there on you're time 🥰

[@TiiaaBaby]

@@christinajakins779 ❣️

[@joeblow7111]

Trust me I was raped at 6 by a man my mom told me I could trust and I kept it in for so long ppl always said men can’t be raped or that ur a bitch if u is i came out at 14 to my mom and got my sister and bro out u will come out when ur ready

[@brittaniel.5627]

I was assaulted from 9 to 12 by people in my family that I thought loved me deeply. I tried getting help and was told I was wrong. I was told I was wrong by blatant people that saw and walked in on it. Sharing your story is scary. I have only told three people who I deeply trusted every detail and every person. Every feeling you feel is validated. And your assault isn't you. You're a strong person 💝✨💝

[@diyanathomas8835]

Y’all it’s never to late!

[@ThEmAnCeRs]

he’s talking ab real stuff that happens in the world, whoever is disliking his songs have no heart.

[@mrdarden3040]

Monsters hate to hear the truth...

[@cigheart]

Because they clicked a certain button their a monster?

[@zannyy7812]

squiddy boi exactly the world is a bunch of pussys lmao

[@edub070]

@@cigheart No because only Ignorant, shallow minded person who's probably guilty of the content expressed in the video would dislike content this progressive and thougt provoking.

[@cigheart]

DJehuti 369 Khnum Or they just clicked a button because they didn’t like the tune or sum? Or they clicked the wrong button, Ive done that.

[@josephmoody6893]

Yellopain deserves his own genre, he will be the motivation to many artist

[@HeyWonderSally]

Yess fr

[@kaziaricketts8212]

Truth

[@kyfrcalm1347]

Will be or is?

[@markb972]

Conscious rap?

[@markaylamoses1828]

Fr tho his music is 🔥

[@plasteramics2791]

I was raped when I was 7, I remember sitting in my bed, crying trying to reach out to my mom. She slapped me in my face, and told me to stop lying on my cousin. I just cried even harder. I won't be the same happy kid I was before. It's been seven years, and I still cry thinking about it. How scared I was. The fact that it didn't happen just once. The fact he let his friends touch me.

[@ljmaxwell175]

Did you go to the authorities? It doesn't matter if anyone dont believe you if the police believe you then they could get 25 years in prison and get kicked out of school

[@Timeira]

Tell the police it doesn't matter how years ago it was

[@brittanycomfort3845]

I want you to know this, you are so much stronger than you can ever imagine! NEVER doubt or forget that. I know its hard. Makes you look at the world different. Made me look at myself different. Its been almost 20 years and I still think on it from time to time. It took a long time for me to see myself as anything other than being weak. Being a victim. One day I realized, I'm Not weak. If I was I wouldn't be able to smile or laugh or hold my head up. That takes a lot of strength and courage. I am not a victim. I Am A Survivor. I am a warrior. You are too.

[@plasteramics2791]

@@brittanycomfort3845 Thank You

[@evolvingshan7970]

Im so sorry that you had to experience that. I would love to offer my services to you. I am wellness coach i help people evolve into a happier and healthier version of themselves . Everything would be complimentary. Youre not alone beautiful. Please send me an email .This goes to everyone we can have intimate zoom calls or something. My email is [e-mail]

[@ayanagonzalez1358]

As a survivor I cried to this 💔🙌😭😭😭

[@keyonalambert9619]

I did too ,☹️☹️☹️

[@alexdavis5902]

stay strong 💙

[@AlexM13282]

Survivor of what 😂 a bf who hit you lmfaoooooooo

[@XR-anubis-WR]

Stay strong my friend❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@lyricalshii7812]

I'm sorry but he's/she's a monsters 😭 but u are so strong ik I don't know u but u give me a little hope for people ❣️

[@babybopz8992]

I'm so sorry, everyone that was assaulted like that. I'm so, so, sorry. I'm sorry you had to go through that and I'm sorry that you have to live with that now. I'm so, so, so, sorry people think that's okay. I'm so so so so so so so sorry.

[@justahumanbeingxdlol4656]

Jay_jay Garcia no no no dont!!! Remember its never ur fault. I also got forces to touch someones private even tho I didn’t want to. Remember ur not alone.

[@jussbein_jay5079]

@@justahumanbeingxdlol4656 thx That means a lot ❤❤❤❤ your not alone I'm here for you ❤❤❤❤❤🙏🙏😇

[@justahumanbeingxdlol4656]

Jay_jay Garcia ik u r and so am i ❤️❤️❤️❤️😇

[@jussbein_jay5079]

@@justahumanbeingxdlol4656 I'm sorry but I have too but thank you if i don't respect I'm up there but thx for all the support 😭😭😭💔💔💔

[@jussbein_jay5079]

Respond I meant

[@solojayy333]

“Ian eat nothin, way too disgusted”

[@heavonkazimir8705]

I felt that

[@itsjailyn269]

Omg tell me about it. 😩

[@aselflovejourney]

A.k.A my favorite part (on moms account)

[@1230ldertrucker]

My sis felt that when she found out this year and cussed him out for it now the family broken

[@yahyahflawless4411]

The 20 dislikes must be from the "monsters"...only logical explanation

[@forrestbonner5146]

*31

[@AB-bj6tl]

Truth

[@markavontihickssr4650]

Always remember... they're everywhere...

[@dejorareason9941]

53*

[@locsbyholiday2231]

*61

[@sweetieimshook4702]

To anyone that has went through this *YOU ARE BRAVE* ❤️ *WE* ARE BRAVE

[@emilymullins5155]

We got to stand together

[@valeriam9107]

I’m going to court because of it I’m scared 😢

[@sweetieimshook4702]

Valeria M don’t be, you’re doing the right thing by being brave and using your voice to speak out. You’ll be helping others and might not even know it. I hope it goes well ❤️

[@guylasw33]

Thank you...

[@bluelemons8912]

😒😒 don’t care 🥱🥱🤒

[@sammiatkins11.11]

This song hits those inner child wounds deep..... That feeling where you cant trust no1 around your kids so u settle with feeling lonely to keep them safe because of what you did to me as a child ......

[@whyttneydennis7940]

I listen to this everyday because maybe one day i can tell my story without feeling like a victim #metoo.

[@WeRelateWithKate]

whyttney dennis girl I’m in the same type of way but I’ve been able to speak my story but be careful who you tell it to cause sadly in my experience I was too messed up and vulnerable still so I met more Monsters. You are a warrior- your message will help but remember the company you’re with love. We relate boo 💛

[@thesnail569]

You shouldn't be treated like a victim you should be treated like the beautiful person you are I'm here for any of you if you want to talk I'll put link to my Snapchat and Facebook

[@gn8272]

@@thesnail569 i apreciate that youre trying to help someone but it kinda comes off like your trying to promote your snap.

[@thesnail569]

@@gn8272 I am not about that I'm 26 years I don't play kid game's promote my snap it's all about what we do with our lives the impact we make that's all that matters if I can help someone else and make an impact what do I need to promote my snap for I hope that one day when I'm gone someone would help my daughter's if they would ever need it I treat people how I would want my daughter's to be treated.

[@gn8272]

@@thesnail569 ok.

[@AlexisSantora1996]

I heard this song on Facebook. Literally cried.. This has so much meaning to so many people.

[@loisrobinson2686]

Same thing here

[@katieblankenship688]

Exact same here

[@dejorareason9941]

Same here

[@Phatsworld9]

I like this song cause I can relate i.been touched twice

[@constancelocklear4308]

Alexis Santora me too

[@Angel-xn3pg]

The way strangers on social media rally around survivors of trauma gives me faith in the world so amazing💗

[@MartiMcfly-mf9pq]

It’s music like this that can bring people together 🙏🏻❤️

[@ItzBoolahhBitxhh]

“I could never change I’ll never be the old me” Today is the day I took control of my life 💜🤞🏾.

[@breannarenee919]

Dennishia Pierce I love you and you got this ♥️

[@shawtyparis6125]

Same

[@brielleesquivel7127]

This song really hits

[@bradley166]

Me ti

[@ladycelestial]

I was in a relationship for where I was mentally, verbally, and physically. I was raped all the time. I wasn't allowed to talk to anyone, family and friends. I was forced to stay in his house. He decided my schedule and what we did. It's hard to comes to terms with because somehow I feel guilty about what happened to me. I feel like a dramatic victim but if I'm honest with myself, it was abuse. This song brings all of those feelings out and helps me be honest with myself. It helps me feel strong and real. Thank you so much for helping so many people put their emotions into words. It's impossible for some of us. I listen to this song 3 or more times a day. Thank you thank you thank you!!!!

[@vanisha2169]

😭😭💪🤞💜🙏

[@rodinjohnson8233]

Were u blind...

[@rodinjohnson8233]

U can break up with whoever aint for u , it's your soul

[@quanishajackson2075]

Cecily Willox baby girl I’m so sorry to hear your story I’m happy you got your self out of it ! May god be with you baby girl

[@zeahvere8623]

Powerful message I like to speak with you and share a few stories to get your opinion on things

[@jordanian7738]

I was molested by my uncle when I was 7, kept it a secret for 12 years then when I came clean it destroyed my family. This songs helps so much when I feel guilty 💙

[@loisrobinson2686]

Stay strong your not alone ok

[@bambimerk799]

YoutuBe ain't the Plase to vent I Been through this as well Please just stay strong

[@mendozalucky3836]

&thats what im scarred to go thru.:(

[@jordanian7738]

@@mendozalucky3836 if something happened to you DO NOT be afraid to tell someone. I wish I would have spoken up sooner. Even though my family broke up. I have never been happier. It's like there was a hole in my soul but now it's healed

[@mendozalucky3836]

But how

[@gabriela.2372]

When I have kids I'm gonna be overprotective like a detective

[@legendindamakin5007]

Don't my parents are very restrictive and it's not been good and has had an opposite effect fucking up my life more..

[@legendindamakin5007]

Just make wise decisions using past experience, how u would wanted and why as a kid, and think before act and parenting will be cake

[@RD-jz5bw]

This line got me to the deepest core

[@honeyvortex6971]

Just make sure your overprotective detective actions/suspicions are aimed towards the people around your kids and not directly at your kids. Dont become the oppressive overbearing jailer to a suffocating prison you've made for them, instead just surreptitiously keep a close eye on every person in their lives and carefully evaluate every situation before you put them in it... that way without them knowing it or them taking on your adult worries/fears etc you just make it a safe environment for them to just be kids as they should be (keep the childish shine on life for them as long as possible, but also be able to acknowledge when they're not little kids anymore and give them the space & encouragement to spread their wings and have life experiences. Hopefully by the time they're ready for that it'll be easy for you to accept because you'll trust that you've already given them all the tools they need to successfully advance in life as a happy healthy teen/adult without you.)

[@Gillan2Cold]

It's not always good to be overprotective this video is not even talking about that..

[@deathwounderful564]

I was touched by my uncle's years ago and I still haven't said anything and this song just heard it I feel like I'm ready Wow thanks to everyone for the response but sadly my uncle passed away when he went to jail for a whole different charge and I don’t know but now I can’t see it he raped me when I was 5 till 6 and I’m 16 now... this song yellow let you know your a hero in different ways the one

[@katiescott2900]

Your strong even if you cant, but i hope you do because anyone who hurts you needs to rot

[@bunnii464]

Say it girl

[@cutegirlmiami9963]

I know you might not see this but you gonna be amazing one day just keep your head up you got this.

[@briiskiiwiiskii]

yes , youre strong and brave . love yourself and speak if you really feel inside that you need to . much love .

[@msheoiko254]

Your brave tell someone it not your fault it's really important you tell so This Disgusting man won't do it again!

[@angelarowe4344]

It’s sad how many people can relate to this🖤

[@kytoyafultz4284]

I can

[@nyah6209]

Lex i sorry that happened 😢 you tell some tho ❤️

[@nyah6209]

Lex i well when you think it’s time I guess 🤷🏽‍♀️… and your welcome 😊 hope your life is better ❤️

[@kytoyafultz4284]

@Lex i for me it was from 8 till I was 12 by family I 33 and it still taunts me

[@kytoyafultz4284]

Nobody belives me so I deal with how I can

[@laurahell]

Who's still here in 2024

[@astxrism5730]

me 🙋🏾‍♀️

[@Indiaduhh-2raww]

Me 😂

[@TaylorBenjamin-l1x]

Me

[@frenchfries69420]

Def me

[@NByoungin]

Rii here

[@woofwoofmeowrawr]

Just got out of an abusive relationship and this helps me so much! They're monsters

[@ditakane8809]

Stay strong on your journey to recovery and never go back I been there too girl there’s no process to this aftermath just gotta keep going and learn to heal . Stay strong.

[@woofwoofmeowrawr]

Thanks dude!!

[@ditakane8809]

Holy Gamer you’re welcome , praying for you

[@katiewhiteford1655]

Me to holy gamer! Stay strong we’ve got this. ❤️

[@emmadavis2840]

Holy Gamer me too Hun hope ur ok xx

[@untezsimmons8756]

Hope you make it bro. Just don’t sell your soul for it💯 #doitright

[@yourlocalmilfhunter8747]

He won't probably that's why he blowing up slowly

[@starrycactusx5978]

ttv_ greenlight08 - Be positive, he gonna make.

[@kai-the-cat-04]

I'm gonna send this to my parents when I move out. They have been nothing but monsters all my life. They have caused me so much pain and trauma.

[@jases459]

I'll pray for you

[@kai-the-cat-04]

@@jases459 Thank you. It is much appreciated 💙

[@jmcoffeecat7]

Sending you love. Hopin you're okay.

[@dirtycumminsxd9707]

Unless you were raped or molested you have to keep in mind that as a kid you are watching your parents grow up too

[@mimsboy1170]

U remind me of joyner to a point , salute

[@woofwoofmeowrawr]

Yup!!

[@fabiodagoat]

Same

[@joshmason1460]

Skilled wit the spit game and got real life content...definitely see where u coming from!! I been on Joyner for years and souped he finally blowing!! Hopefully soon enough this man can get the same recognition!!!

[@Cal.mimosa]

For sure

[@alan6707]

I herd it too

[@marripowell8423]

The first visual reminds me of "how to love" lil Wayne

[@manranda3651]

You gave me the strength in this song to confront my dad for what he done 14yrs ago to me an finally give me closure of that dark chapter that lived in me for so long. Your songs are amazing. Thank you

[@YelloPain]

God bless you 😢🙏🙌💛

[@barbaradube6293]

Wow in TEARS literally I'm laying here beside my three month old crying my eyes out because everywhere this song is true and that is why I am so over protective over my children I don't want anybody to watch them keep them this is crazy like you were in my brain great job I salute you keep writing God bless you

[@curtshon5678]

Barbara Murrell facts it’s gone get better tho

[@sherrirougoor5876]

YUS, be that protector...My mom left me and my dad died in my arms

[@AiyahnaHardy]

Lil Donald and Yellopain NEED to be recognized more, mannn the realest music out there, making me crying thinking back at life.

[@ashergillette1689]

Yana NF is pretty good imo. He raps about depression and his struggles.

[@Sheldonsbbygirl]

Still bumpin this song in 2023 frfr love this song, soooo meaningful. Love ya yellopain!

[@Sheldonsbbygirl]

Can’t forget this beautiful queen also!!! She can sing sooo good🫶🏻

[@Stickeyrickey896]

Man this dude yellow is the real 💯 he the voice of the people that we been looking for, this man music is everything 💯 I just heard him on Facebook and his music touched my spirit and I’m a hard person to like anyone music so big ups to him, hope he next up and God bless, this is music, this is rap, he is an artist, not just rapping about killing, the wise speak because they have something to say but a fool speaks out of folly 💯 I’m a fan

[@rosalindclark4900]

Damn, this brought me to tears. I was molested when I was 5 years old. I feel like I was nothing in this world. Since when that keep happening to me, I became suicidal. Thanks for this song.

[@guylasw33]

Same

[@Soymamas213]

I was molested 100 or more times

[@natalia4162]

me too

[@destaniedillard1001]

🤯

[@t-posingbobafett6017]

@@Soymamas213 so we bragging about how many times we have been ripped from our innocence?

[@mariapascarelli4320]

This hit home , I was in am abusive relationship and its been so long but still am trying to become who I use to be years ago , yellopain you deserve more then you know , your songs are real things that happen in this world 🌎 giving me goosebumps ❤️

[@evasmith2645]

This deserves wayyyy more views

[@juliuspauldingman]

♡ This hits so close to home as I'm a survivor of sexual,physical abuse and emotional abuse that occured from the age of 4-13 years old and from the age of 15-25. I was abused by multiple different monsters. I am 25 today and I'm still surviving, thing's do get more manageable and you can move on and have a healthy relationship it just takes time and work ♡ keep your heads up !!!

[@christinaama]

shawna watters stay strong ❤️.

[@avykashmantlee4874]

I hate them my monsters i hate them. But stay strong. Keep your head up . we can never be the old us. Its sucks. Im tryn to move forward for my kids sake

[@averyskates391]

See, I'm 11 years old, and it's sad that this world is dangerous that I already know about these things, it's why I cant go outside alone. I cant swing on the swings at the park knowing I could get kidnapped and everything following that. I wish this world could just delete these monsters.

[@newt4981]

I’m so proud of you! You’re an inspiration and I love that you stayed strong! Keep going

[@liilybrumf9791]

You can be strong

[@Mystic-vn5tw]

I’m here in 2020 still vibing to the song anyone else😔😭

[@breezytate9665]

I was raped 2 years ago A couple of days ago I broke down to my boyfriend because sometimes I randomly just feel so uncomfortable in my body or feel like it’s not mine . I get mad at myself because I think “it was 2 years ago let it go why do I still cry or have flashbacks” and I apologize to him for bringing it up and feeling that way but he told me to never apologize for that to always tell him if I’m uncomfortable or if I need him to just hold me and it made me cry because I’ve just never been loved like that.. anyway this video made me cry because it hit home. People don’t understand the damage theyre doing to people or everything that person will have to work through for years. I love my bf more than he’ll ever know because he has helped me love my body and myself again ❤️

[@pjmensah8897]

im so sorry this happened to you. if it helps you feel any better, every couple years every cell in your body is replaced. Soon you'll have a body thats never been touched by them. wishing u love n support

[@breezytate9665]

Jolnaa Mensah such a sweet comment! Thank you 💕

[@mariahlove7428]

It is okay i feel your pain but you have to stay strong because i was raped when i was 5 years old and im now 11 years old and i used to blame myself but we have to be strong

[@trayyoung6141]

Damn I'm sorry to hear that shit happened to yous, and then you let everyone know your story I Respect and support yall for real

[@eb1680]

Get some counseling it may help you

[@madajahlove7268]

Lyrics: (i hope i wrote them right) ❤️ I wish I could talk to the monsters Have a conversation with the monsters Ask them if they even know they’re monsters I wonder if they even know they’re monsters I just wanna talk to you one time I really don’t want to, but i have to Gotta ask you did you really have to? My trust wasn’t even that bad and I would’ve put it past you Now I don’t trust shit cause you wanna do that little dumb shit Wonder if you went to sleep that night probably felt bad slept it off woke up ate something right? I ain’t eat nothing way too disgusted bitch I was up crying pain in my stomach bitch Was you just tryna help you or control me? I hope it helped you cause it broke me I went to the pew to consult me But it didn’t change I could never be the old me Feeling lonely and i ain’t want no one to hold me Cause i ain’t wanna meet another you Probably take a day or a year to get over for you But for me I don’t think im getting through it When i have kids i gone be so overprotective Play detective I couldn’t live knowing what you did to me Happened to them not again. I hope you know i cry sometimes I wonder if that gives you strength Don’t know how you feel but i feel like shit for real Really almost slit my wrist for real Bet you ain’t know i have nightmares Did you? But you probably don’t care Probably somewhere with a smile on your face Not knowing that i feel this way...damn I wish I could talk to the monsters Have a conversation with the monsters Ask them if they even know they’re monsters I wonder if they even know they’re monsters And I’ll cry one last time But i wont let you hurt me anymore Still alive and I’ll die Before i let you hurt me anymore I can’t erase it I know what you’re going through Trust me I really do But it could be worse if you let it be This is your moment to see from a different view I know it’s a struggle Because you would be happier If you could forget what they did to you I know they invaded But you still amazing That’s something that they couldn’t steal from you It’s something nobody could take from you No it’s not your fault so quit blaming you They knew it was wrong when they did it But kept going with it It’s nothing you made them do Keep hugging that payment to strangle you I know you can make it i pray for you Excepting what happened is brave of you It’s bread from you body you made it through And I’ll cry one last time But i wont let you hurt me anymore Still alive and I’ll die Before i let you hurt me anymore

[@susanabarca5145]

Thank you so much. Bless you.

[@dark_queen3605]

Thanks

[@nono-px3ot]

They need to pin this!

[@ashantigilgeous5481]

Madajah Love ❤️

[@robertcra1k313]

you know its a real song when it touches your soul

[@isaiahbeckford6417]

Just found him today😭and now I’m in tears

[@rollingaz]

found him today. I am beyond late. hes my favorite rapper no cap

[@mir-tg6us]

I get scared of my dad when he comes home, he doesn’t even have to be drunk. I just get scared. He cares for my older sister more. She’s everything they want *me* to be.

[@denisecollier8890]

Just be you

[@christianhuff7878]

WorldWideMir it will be ok be enough for yourself I hope this gets to you ❤️ you’ll make it

[@luvvenese3344]

Relatable 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@itsjailyn269]

Live for you , not other’s people perspective of your life . That’s how we all become depressed.

[@jessicawagner4224]

"You've still got breath in you" goddamn. Sometimes when it all comes back, I just dont feel alive. But this actually touched my soul. Thank you.

[@keirasmart3096]

when did it say that?

[@codysoule6170]

The woman in this video. She has a single out called " complicated ". She's also a really great artist! 💜

[@titotoela5359]

Whats her name ?

[@titotoela5359]

Nvm 😂

[@myriciastewart4070]

Hey you guys This is Ricia ❤️🙏🏼follow me on Insta & Facebook @ : R.I.C.I.A Thanks for the love and support I also have other singles that are currently streaming on all major platforms just type in RICIA and go from there!😘❤️

[@bonniearizona5898]

This is my momma's account I'm using rn but damn you brought out every tear I've been trying to hide. #MeToo

[@afenismama]

Be strong, you're not alone❤

[@johnbrown2163]

When you a grown man crying. You know it a good song.

[@mrendroid609]

I'm convinced the people disliking didn't really listen to the lyrics and are only criticizing the way the song sounds.

[@joshuabensolomon711]

I lost my girlfriend aged 22. She was murdered. It broke me. After it happened, I got involved in an abusive relationship where this person exactly knew why I wanted to make it permanent, she took advantage of my tragedy. Sad thing is, I stuck with it because I wanted to make it work, hoping it would be okay in the future. This song gives me so much hope for my life. I am still here because I did not give up. Thank you Yellopain, you might have saved another life.

[@deshauncarter9323]

teacher: what the worst thing about growing up student: paying bill teacher: who else me: watching your parents get old

[@oscarlugo3001]

to see him one last time and they dont even look the same

[@julzpuga]

This song really gets to me because 6 years ago when I was about 12/13 I was touched by my babysitters husband multiple times along with other girls and we looked up to this lady who we saw as a mom and nothing was ever said because she was going through a lot and we felt bad for her. That’s when 2016 came a long when a girl came out and told her mom and that’s when a case started and all these girls started to come out from under the blanket and started talking. What’s amazing is that she stood by his side. The case reached the news and to this day it’s still being worked on. I am 18 and about to turn 19 in 2 months.

[@joslyncarpenter6847]

I'm so sorry that shit happened to u and happy late bday I'm sorry I was late U survived 🙋🙋🙋😧😫😫😫 your a survivor 💪💪💪

[@lostsoul2118]

Man this is so Relatable I watch this Everytime it appears on my screen

[@jas_cxpalot8109]

fr i cant stop

[@TwinFam]

From the age of 6 until I was 15. By two people who were close to me. Happened almost everyday. (Neither of them knew each other was doing it.) Finally had the courage to tell someone. This song hits me so hard.

[@taylormaesusue]

I listen to this song every single day, so many times. I know all the words. This song seriously gives me strength 🙏❤️

[@dadja806]

Im in tears. I thank God for sparing my life through rape, sexual abuse and domestic violence that always left me dead.

[@melenatalley6973]

2021 I still listening to this and I live it this song means so much to me

[@scarceanxiety6950]

I keep listning to this song over and over again

[@Missabaighg]

I’m finally talking to my monster after 2 years I’m talking to my dad after he did it #metoo

[@sonicthehedgehog1109]

What he say to you??

[@PastSinner]

Anbu Black Ops and he still has sent responded I hate talking too people who lie

[@sonicthehedgehog1109]

@@PastSinner fax. Like I get it, there is definitely monsters out there, but doin it for clout is some BS. This may be real, may be fake. But I'm callin fake bro

[@PastSinner]

Anbu Black Ops fr

[@PastSinner]

Anbu Black Ops this happened to real people

[@shyannetaylor4559]

He's talking about shit that really happened I feel the pain

[@bl1xtar388]

What pain

[@DAD-nj7ki]

❤️ I cry everytime I listen, but it’s ok... we need to let it out sometimes ❤️

[@brendaramos2898]

This hit me right in my heart i can relate im overprotective with my daughter its crazy i dont let her own father hold her and that hurts

[@nevaehharris9562]

When i have kids I will probably be the same dam way unless he was standing in front of me along with anyone because know one will fucking touch my child. Because I was a victim. And this shit hurts that now I can't trust anyone.

[@chrissyt19XX]

The fact that he is speaking on this issue shows his character. So many who have gone through this are afraid to speak up because of shame. This is so important for the world and people who have been through this or who are going through this. Thank you YelloPain.

[@MemiLynn]

No one seems to ever believe it

[@summerjenkins6649]

Yellopain is so underrated. This man is one of the only reasons I wake up everyday

[@alisawatts9083]

I won't let you hurt me anymore. 😢

[@reddbone1189]

Alisa Watts Me too

[@ilylol.2381]

RedB Bone11 ...

[@ilylol.2381]

mcpegamer official 😈

[@TXC_HRT]

I replay this over and over. Just so RELATABLE

[@shelbydeloy6849]

I'm in tears listening to this. I cant even bare to look at myself in the mirror because I cant get the image of what he did to me out of my head. It's been a year. And I only just now am becoming strong enough to talk about it. I finally came clean and my mom made me go to the cops. I want him to pay, but I dont want to have to remember or think about what he did

[@feralheartselly0069]

Don't blame yourself. Be strong. I can't tell to my mom I live in a country that blames victim. Like, "He raped because you wore tight jeans or did makeup you wanted it." I'm scared because my family is like that too. I know they will abandon and blame me. But please don't blame yourself and talk to cops. He need to be in jail and get what he deserves.

[@moonchild5794]

@@feralheartselly0069 ok that made me cry 😭 I hope you are ok

[@brittanycomfort3845]

I want you to know this, you are so much stronger than you can ever imagine! NEVER doubt or forget that. I know its hard. Makes you look at the world different. Made me look at myself different. Its been almost 20 years and I still think on it from time to time. It took a long time for me to see myself as anything other than being weak. Being a victim. One day I realized, I'm Not weak. If I was I wouldn't be able to smile or laugh or hold my head up. That takes a lot of strength and courage. I am not a victim. I Am A Survivor. I am a warrior. You are too.

[@jgjg9372]

I'm trying to find the strength to break my silence. To my own monster: you stole my innocence, my childhood, my joy. But I am regaining it back and I will never let you hurt me again. God is my Father. Because of you I am fighting memories and feelings nobody should ever have. I forgive you but what you did was horrible. Now I just have to forgive myself for your crimes. #metoo

[@jennyburket9619]

You are not alone 💓 you are strong and brave and I believe in you. Thank you for not giving up.

[@jgjg9372]

@@jennyburket9619 Thank you, I appreciate that a lot.

[@jakestapp7857]

JG JG you got it, I know I’m a lil late but you’ll be ok 👌🏼 stay strong bro

[@tuesdaymartinez7295]

I'm 30 years old and still wake up from bad dreams... I appreciate this music

[@rrose75]

His music is the hardest out here I share it and show everyone I can relate to almost every song he has...💯💯

[@maeganweikle4949]

YelloPain is so real. bumping all the way out in Norfolk Virginia

[@gissellesorrow6688]

[Rica] I wish I could talk to the monsters Have a conversation with the monsters Ask 'em if they even know they're monsters I wonder if they even know they're monsters [Verse l: YelloPain] I just wanna talk to you one time (yeah) I really don't want to, but I have to Gotta ask you, did you really have to? (huh?) My trust wasn't even that bad and I would've put it past you Now I don't trust sh*t Cuz you wanna do that lil dumb sh*t I wonder if you went to sleep that night Probably felt bad, slept it off, woke up, ate something? (Right) I ain't eat nothing! Way too disgusted, b*tch I was up crying! Pain in my stomach, b*tch Was you just trynna help you or control me? Hope it helped you cuz it broke me! (cuz it broke me!) I want to the pew to consult me, but I didn't change I can never be the old me! Feeling lonely and I ain't want no one to hold me Cuz I ain't wanna meet another you Probably take a day or a year to get over for you But for me, I don't think I'm getting through When I have kids, I'mma be so overprotective, play detective Cuz I couldn't live...knowing what you did to me happen to them Not again I hope you know I cry sometimes I wonder if that gives you strength I don't know how you feel, but I feel like sh*t, forreal Really almost slit my wrist, forreal Bet you ain't know I have nightmares, did you? (did you?!) But you probably don't care (no) Probably somewhere with a smile on yo face...not knowing that I feel this way (Damn) [Chorus: Ricia] I wish I could talk to the monsters Have a conversation with the monsters Ask 'em if they even know they're monsters I wonder if they even know they're monsters [Bridge: Ricia] And I'll cry, one last time But I won't let you hurt me anymore Still alive And I'll die, before I let you hurt me anymore [Verse ll: YelloPain] I can't erase it I know what you're going through Trust me, I really do But it can be worse if you let it be This is your moment to see from a different view I know it's a struggle cuz you would be happy if you could forget what they did to you I know they invaded, but you still amazing! That's something that they couldn't steal from you That's something nobody can take from you No it's not your fault so quit blaming you! They knew it was wrong when they did it, but kept going wit' it It's nothing you made 'em do! Keep hugging that pain, it'll strangle you! I know you can make it I pray for you Accepting what happened is brave of you There's birth through your body, you made it through [Bridge: Ricia] And I'll cry, one last time But I won't let you hurt me anymore Still alive And I'll die, before I let you hurt me anymore

[@imtheshamgaming4075]

Wow no heart no comment

[@Ali-fx1fe]

2:00 - 2:24 hurts my heart. I wish I can forget allot. The things that happened made me never wanna trust anyone again :(

[@kyee9337]

Are you okay

[@jessicawiggins9181]

I listen to this song everyday to remind myself that I can get through this

[@candacegarcia921]

You got this! ❤

[@jessicawiggins9181]

@@candacegarcia921 thank you ❤

[@dejanaemoore6921]

🤎

[@Tokyo-li9wc]

Listen to you moths ago... Listen to you every day. I'm so unsure of why u aren't on my radio yet. KENTUCKY AND S.CAROLINA SUPPORT ..PLEASE KEEP GOING PLEASE DONT STOP YOU HAVE SO MUCH POTENTIAL

[@cieriaamonaee8271]

heard this today on facebook and been playing on repeat ever since

[@RainbowFleXxx]

This should get a Grammy

[@katrinalynn451]

Yessss ❤️

[@ellabella2145]

💯

[@angelbaby8358]

Lol I thought u said Germany

[@forkytrash3273]

all of his songs should

[@Puppylove-xn9qn]

On gob

[@Hulk247]

😢😢😞😞.. this song sad but i bet hit home for many ppl. Sorry if anyone every been abused sexually, mentally or verbally

[@zoiebraun296]

You are caring not going to lie but I am one of those people and it hurts and I will never get over it but my own best friend damn 😞😭

[@mistycole8776]

I never thought anyone could understand so much of the pain I have survived. You have no idea how amazing it feels to truely know it is just me. I listen to this when times get hard. Your music is so real and I listen to all of your son with my 2 year old son who loves your songs!

[@tonyabell07]

His spirituality awaking. He touch his third eye n heart chakra while saying see it in a different view. Wiseman he kno the truth. Sending you love and abundance. Remember you create your life.

[@ermon7574]

Look up nu lyfe tools and conjure queen here on KZbin

[@babykay1330]

A friend of mine just showed me this song. I’d never heard anything from this guy before but I’m an immediate fan. This is real music from the heart. We don’t get a lot of this these days. I appreciate it. 💯

[@latanyamichael5232]

The healing that has and will be taking place with so many people right now is in every song. No lyric is ever wasted space in any of his songs. Blessing to you for using your gift in such a raw and uplifting way.

[@tmoten9392]

I'm only 9 years old and have to go through this irl and it hurts my heart for my mom to go through that stuff and she say he "loves me" baby that's not love he don't give a damn about u

[@katiescott2900]

Baby girl stay strong and find help if u can

[@Olivia-rd6ty]

T Moten babe talk to a teacher at school about this, or a school counselor. U need to speak up ❤️

[@jaliyahclifford883]

I had to go thru the same thing when I was 7 to 14 talk to me if anything I know I never had no body so I want you to know you have me.

[@moonchild5794]

EXACTLY!!! I'm going through verbal abuse from my stepfather and my mom says he "loves" me. BUT HE FUCKING DOESN'T!!!!

[@weirdo8305]

I've been through this too baby keep your head up and try to protect your mama I'm almost 16 I was 9 when my mom found this man. Take care of yourself and don't forget I'm so proud of you

[@jmoney-_]

I am sorry that this happens to people’s lives I just want to cry 😭

[@sunshinelove9268]

Thank you YelloPain. You captured the brutal pain of a physical and emotional abuse in your lyrics. Pounder you damaged me and after 4 years I’m still broken. Life goes on, but damn I just want to live a day without feeling the pain of 16 years of … idk what anymore. Congrats on the new baby. Hope your as happy as you thought you would be with her.

[@sashmp3869]

I'm a sexual abuse + emotional abuse survivor. This song makes me very emotional. It makes me realize how far I've come since I was a teenager. Thank you for such a beautiful song.

[@kaydenced2536]

i just found him listened to one song and subscribed. this is pure talent and he’s slept on fr fr

[@tink7793]

Ricia voice is so pretty she deserves a huge round of applause

[@jissellopez2211]

Just heard it on Facebook had to come subscribe!!! 💙💙💙💙

[@couponingwithjari1440]

Me too i have this on repeat and shared hope he makes it big

[@koishibestwaifu4904]

God damn You are going to blow up, my guy Keep rapping and writing about real struggles, and keeping it real. That's why you and NF will be big one day. Huge.

[@isthatk9]

Finally another NF fan

[@izzillidizzilli6188]

@@isthatk9 so true man...

[@LowBudgetYoutuber]

I Love this Song. 💕 I played it for my Mother. 😢

[@YelloPain]

🤞🏾❤️🙏 thank you

[@LowBudgetYoutuber]

@@YelloPain I downloaded all songs from Pandora. Offline and homeless listening to your music while walking down the road on headphones. People ask me why you crying and then breaking stuff out of anger. I say these words are from the heart and I can relate. Letter from Maurice, I want you to know.. we all write to you and say you not alone. If you ever need someone no matter how famous and wealthy. You can always know you're not alone. Top five songs in my whole life and you own two of them! 💕 I looked up Dayton, Ohio and your photo came up.

[@laurenkennedy2122]

your music really makes differences in peoples lives, thank you

[@hayleighmertell3846]

My father sexually abused my sister at a very young age. My sister spent her whole life fighting battles in her head and heart. Fighting with herself about who to love and who to let in. Thursday she passed away. She spent her whole life running away from those monsters. She o.d.ed. my sister wasnt addicted to the drugs. She was addicted to not feeling anything. I miss you, Tostada. I hope you're finally not in pain.

[@thomasmitchell1260]

I'm so sorry im here for you feels free to call me anytime 251 302-8618

[@phystiancalhoun6963]

This hits different If Your The Product Of These Monsters Makes Me Wonder Sometimes If I'll Even Make A Difference

[@idellaanderson5263]

You will. You’re loved and amazing ❤️

[@beautifulorchid5107]

😭☹ here crying

[@yolandetaylor7223]

I'm sad but I'm mad I'm in pain and when I try to tell someone they say "keep your head up" but I really just keep it down.. My dad used to abuse me ever sence I was 3 my mom uh.... Left me.. And I just found out she had another family I'm happy for her! And even though I don't love myself I still love her!.. J..just sometimes I ask should I go of should I keep living I don't know anymore

[@maxwellali-kinney5856]

Youre feelings are valid. Hugs

[@Queenofthatank]

I love how you show both a male n female victim. Anyone can be a victim. Thank you for making this song. Sucks that the first comment I had that got over 3.5k likes ended up deleted thanks to assholes but I had to thank you again.

[@plxtoz1899]

@DTE Red yes..

[@plxtoz1899]

@DTE Red are you dense???

[@plxtoz1899]

@DTE Red no he’s simply a male. that hairstyle is a hairstyle that mostly men wear. and he’s in the men’s bathroom. GET A LIFE

[@plxtoz1899]

@DTE Red u have to be joking

[@1ck222]

@Valcid Red Idk why yall are arguing over this topic its just a music video it could be either gender

[@TXC_HRT]

I MEMORIZED THIS SONG

[@alopexlagopus3540]

This made me cry so bad. This is a beautiful song about such a terrible situation. You've given me hope while also earning a new fan. Thank you for being the voice to those who have stayed silent for too long.

[@N1cc347]

I first heard this artist today , and I just watched every single video uploaded .. so fire 🗣🔥

[@elijshazemek2070]

ur songs have a message for everybody. Adults and kids

[@Kenziebug]

I love this song. makes me feel less alone ❤️

[@jennyburket9619]

You're not alone 💓

[@temalase.l7816]

@@jennyburket9619 we are family !