You have cancer... Part one

Hey guys! For anyone who doesn't know me and is stumbling across my channel for the first time here is part one of my diagnosis story. Part two should come next week!
Hoping by sharing my story it can help increase awareness for melanoma and maybe to help others recently going through a cancer diagnosis.
Please leave any comments if you have any questions!
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[@kyleburlette2196]

I hate that I found this channel after she passed. I would have loved to tell her how brave she is. And to keep praying for the best. All I can day now is Rest In Peace beautiful soul. And may god bless you with the riches of heaven.

[@tracyt.2534]

Kyle Burlette I just found her channel today!! She did pass? I see she hasn’t posted in a while!! So young!!!

[@TheBeingReal]

@@tracyt.2534 dead

[@mrguitar5051]

I just found her Ch yesterday myself

[@lisawhite3648]

RIP BEAUTY!!Such amazing young woman!!You are Missed❤️❤️❤️💕

[@anassyria5176]

Amen.. :( May her soul rest in peace and her family and friends endure patience and faith.

[@teresamalinowska7110]

So sad to have learned of this..And to have realised by watching video. ,that she has sadly passed away. What a very lovely young brave vibrant lady. Prayers and condolences to family and friends

[@randywatson341]

She was so incredible. I hope her family can find some small comfort in seeing the impression she's making on so many people who see these videos. That will continue forever, even after we're all gone.

[@josephjaworski9344]

What a beautiful young woman, her story is so sad yet so inspirational in the fact that we must not take one day of our lives for granted.

[@vellichr6547]

She is so positive! I am literally crying

[@amah9372]

Rest In Peace beautiful soul. My condolences to her family and her friends.

[@CrystalSaysSo]

Oh, Tamara... You're whole now. Rest in Peace, Precious Angel. 💕

[@Toffee146]

She was whole before. 🙄

[@jeanniem.3367]

I know what you mean by saying she’s “whole”. She’s without a diseased body and I completely agree…no more agony in the body that so cruelly rejected her in this life. She’s a beautiful angel amongst angels, wholly and without pain…rest in peace beautiful Tamara ♥️.

[@teocantsleep4611]

Thanks for sharing your story. I know you can't see this, but I can tell you're talented and beautiful inside and out. Rest in peace ♥️

[@ATLTraveler]

Damn just found her and immediately found out she's gone already. Sad.

[@knk4ever83]

Oh no shit? She's gone? I just found her too!

[@ppgedez]

ATLHooligan Same. Couldn’t believe it.

[@williambilly3269]

Bless her sole 🙏

[@naheedakhtar1982]

I just found her

[@vernamorales2064]

So 😥 !! Cancer sucks !!!! My husband died of cancer and l am so 😥

[@boston07able]

What a loss! When she say she does everything in life 100% or don’t do it I totally agree! That’s how I love to live my life anything less then that is not worth of any effort. What a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul. RIP Tamara 🙏

[@NEGAN310]

My friend was diagnosed with metastatic melanoma last July. Cancer MUST be eradicated!

[@johnbarry5036]

think that people have been around for more than half a million years, but only in the past 100 has modern medicine really existed. The cure will be coming eventually. At least we should be thankful we have surgery, radio+chemo. Theres hope, better than 99.99% of people afflicted by cancer in all of history.

[@kcrob1977]

Melanoma stage 4 is terminal. My beautiful friend was diagnosed in July of 2019 and passed away October of 2019.

[@juancrownvirusmercury4600]

Cancer is shit

[@MrBruh]

@@juancrownvirusmercury4600 agreed.

[@squamish4244]

@@johnbarry5036 Cancer survival rates have doubled since the 1940s. Doesn't seem fast at first glance, but in perspective it is lightening fast.

[@davidmeyers3603]

She stayed "Forever Young."

[@elizabethconroy7665]

Rest In Peace, beautiful girl

[@Ailuj234]

RIP. What a loss to us all😔❤️

[@KindCountsDeb3773]

to the Universe.

[@Rita-yw2tn]

Prayers sent for you sweetie may God wrap his healing arms around you now & forevermore ! 🙏🙏🙏

[@lisamaynard9304]

She's in heaven now so God's definitely wrapping his arms around her 🕊️

[@dianemarois2760]

She died on October 15, 2019. RIP Tamara.

[@aysegulatavi9107]

😭😭😭

[@jackieevans8852]

Aww sad to hear this young girl lost her life

[@mystuff1405]

Obviously a bright light, a spark plug, to anyone who knew her or even heard her speak. Heaven got their angel back. Bye precious.

[@redheadedfreckles2]

diane marois 😢

[@patinmon9683]

Sad I had just started to follow her

[@davidmeyers3603]

I'm old now but, when you see someone like this so, young and terminally sick. An athlete young and beautiful ❤️ but, now gone. I would wonder why but, I wasn't there when God layed the cornerstones of the Universe, I just think sad, very sad 😢. God bless you and your family. Amen.

[@fleurdavril1465]

David....that's the point.There is no God.😒

[@johnbarry5036]

well, if god really blessed her and her family then she would still be alive today. If prayer really worked, there would be no need for any hospitals in the world. News flash... it doesnt work.

[@cmm3110]

There is no god.

[@dimitrakapa4887]

God exists..if you accept the evil, accept God too...!! All having a reason..death... living...

[@lindaklahr5448]

God bless you young lady and sending many healing prayers and may god always be by your side ! Hope the cancer goes away forever. 💕💕🙏🙏

[@juliavictoria3999]

I’m praying for her beautiful soul - If you are reading this, YOU are loved, God bless you ❤️❤️❤️

[@sn98886]

Kind of weird to ask God to bless her since God was the one who gave her stage 4 cancer in the first place. Y'all religious people are straight up weirdos I swear.

[@mysterycomment1553]

Ever notice how lots of people die from melanoma after they get a mole tested. Lots of people live with moles like that for decades.

[@followingbluebird]

What a beautiful and brave young lady ❤ Im so sorry to learn she has passed 😔

[@gustavoorozco7337]

Smile like an Angel. RIP

[@GonzoniGiudicessi]

Why am I seeing this after she has died? aaaaaah, I get it. This could happen to anyone and will happen to any/every one. How fucking sad this is. God bless you Tamara and may you find the peace of resting forever.

[@taylorpresley9887]

People need to be their own patient advocate, research, research.

[@ThePHYL]

I was diagnosed last month with nodule melanoma, the did a pet scan, I was so shocked when the doctor said you also have lung cancer...I held it together, I had a horrible panic attack....I relate to THE CALL ....

[@kasiemcguire6206]

omg i’m so sorry. sending a lot of love, stay positive beautiful 💕💕

[@tobiisiba1641]

How are doing now?

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

She wasn't being naive at all. Her doctor was not being informative enough. He tells her she has stage 1 melanoma, get the surgery done and then bye bye until her 3 month check up??? This guy should not be practicing if he still is.

[@mrkhoros]

what the fuck are you talking about moron? She postponed the biopsy and removal for a month because it was her birthday.

[@cookiemonster7043]

Well her waiting a whole month to get her surgery just because of her vain self really did not help the situation. You don’t wait when you have cancer

[@cookiemonster7043]

@@mrkhoros And that completely honestly played a part in to her death you dumb ass maybe you need to learn what cancer is. Cancer does not wait

[@tisabanerjee8460]

Rest in peace , darling 💔

[@kevinsayce2248]

To the world she may have been but one.....but to all those who loved her she was their world 🙏❤️

[@Tanja060100]

Rest in peace sweet angel Tamara!

[@cpecpecpe]

Stay strong fellow warrior!

[@galysong]

i hope all is well your gonna do great! much love and dont let this get you down at all and keep that attitude up :)

[@kelvinmorris1991]

she's gone

[@gogetem188]

SORRY TO HERE YOU PASSED AWAY MAY YOU RIP

[@jarkkoviitala9870]

You are so lovely ❤️ My heart is broken for You. RIP MY HERO

[@katerubin7693]

You Go Girl !! You will get through this. My younger sister has been living with the same issue; for 9 yrs the stuff comes and goes. Don't ever forget, You are a Champion!!! You will beat this!!

[@tamaraobrien3975]

thanks Kate :)

[@aliyahreid41]

Sadly she passed away :( I hope your sister is alright luv 💜💜

[@unitedstatesirie7431]

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[@jennifer5512]

What a lovely, lovely person she was! Life is unfair. RIP.

[@the.magnus]

Omg u are so pretty and have the best personality ❤️

[@richardbenitez7803]

I and others complain that doctors no longer talk to patients. My own doc says only the bare minimum. I always thought it was just me. I look dumb and stupid. Occasionally the doc is shocked that i said something with a little perception.

[@aliyahreid41]

Rest easy my luv 💗💗I wish I could have knew you

[@nickywilks7928]

Omg. Beautiful brave girl.

[@kristaylor7119]

This is really sad. This is the 4th video like this that has been recommended to me. Is there a reason they are being recommended over the last few days, does KZbin know something we don’t?

[@janetdunkley8654]

Rest easy, girl💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@danskroko3537]

I Hope I am as Strong as Her when my Time comes......(Orophryngeal Cancer) -InOperable.

[@olivedog1880]

dan skroko just stay strong. I hope your turn isn’t for a very long time 🙏🏻

[@danskroko3537]

@@olivedog1880 Thank You. Found out Fri that its Stage 4 Squamous Cell Carcinoma ....Stage 4 Oral Cancer. I Feel Strong. Words of Kindness like yours Help me get through the Hard times.

[@olivedog1880]

dan skroko oh man, it’s not always a death sentence. I’m sure you know more about cancer, but sometimes people can live for a really long time with metastatic cancer. Just managing it and monitoring it? I think ? I’ll be here to talk if u ever need to or want to. This shit sucks, but your journey here isn’t done.

[@CrystalSaysSo]

@@danskroko3537 I'm so sorry to hear that you're having to go through this, Dan. You should start documenting your cancer journey on your channel, or some other venue. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. From one cancer fighter to another!

[@tracyt.2534]

dan skroko prayers!!

[@karenvergara1436]

Now you’re a beautiful Angel 😇

[@joanmcgovern1783]

Rip Tamara,safe in the arms of Jesus xxx

[@barbiekyzar5192]

My dad passed away with this exact cancer. One year later on Christmas day my sister passed away with liver cancer. I have 3 big skin cancers spots on my face. I don't go to the Dr for them because I feel it's just a hopeless case even if it is malignant. God bless this sweet angel. No more pain.

[@barrygrant2907]

This melanoma survivor says this--Get your ass to a dermatologist ASAP!

[@merrybluegirl8930]

Please go and deal with this. It could save your life. I am one to not want to face things either, but you are stronger than you know. Your family would not want you to let this go. I know I don't know you, but please, listen to this young girl's words. Please, be strong and face this. Sending you love and strength. 💗💗

[@Jerseygirl777]

Please see a physician 👨‍⚕️❤️❤️❤️from New Jersey

[@queentinadoire6931]

Rest In Peace Babygirl ❤️❤️

[@jeanlewis7379]

R I p .sweet brave lady.god bless u .

[@mckenzimcgrath1376]

Stay strong girl!

[@megansamps]

Rest in peace wild angel. Bless you.

[@rt.0017]

Shame that people still have to suffer because of this terrible disease. God bless her.

[@jamiemoors5018]

Love you forever Tams

[@DONALD1951]

Stay strong. May God bless you.. You’re way too young to have to deal with this. The music is not needed but it’s not bad.

[@sfv6]

DONALD1951 she is watching over us now.

[@bmd1825]

RIP...

[@viorelscrob6391]

My Mother had ovarian cancer

[@ricosuave666]

Rip. Sorry it had to be that way.

[@radmum6493]

Respect sweet heart xx

[@JustineeFre]

Thinking of you

[@tamaraobrien3975]

:)

[@marilynhollingsworth1515]

Stay strong 💪 dear from ns canada

[@princeofthestars5558]

Those souls are saved!!!!

[@aidysmith2236]

The 31 dislikes need to give there heads a wobble

[@Charlotte-yj3su]

I can’t believe she is gone 💔

[@teahumic9537]

I subscribed. Then writing this. Know you won't see it, heart it, respond, but l'm gonna do it anyway. Wish I knew you. ❤️

[@mariogoga7045]

I Wish you good Heath 💗

[@avalanchaa2]

She died last year :(

[@chachab9239]

With the Savior ❣️

[@davidbradley3074]

Dont ever give up! Houston TX is a great place for cancer treatment!

[@Sam-cy9tm]

She is dead.

[@lorettastephens7945]

RIP❤️

[@TheDude111]

🙏🙏🙏

[@fonziebulldog5786]

♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@lilysgram5886]

🙏💖🙏

[@TheMillicentgray]

Congratulations on Silver!! You hit this with that same fabulius attitude! Kick it's ass! Thanks for sharing your journey.

[@tamaraobrien3975]

:)

[@katrinalynn]

N

[@joeyvergara8650]

I just found out about your story and of your passing. I will watch all your vlogs. Thanks for sharing. Rest in Peace Beautiful Soul.

[@asmrgod_]

RIP

[@mystiquemusik6971]

I can't believe that she past away 😢

[@malamuteaerospace6333]

Your Odyssey is over my friend. Sleep Well.

[@joziahmommy]

r.i.h beautiful angel

[@danskroko3537]

My Biopsy Results are TODAY at 1:30........Lets play the What Flavor of Cancer do you have Today!

[@iliketocamp1342]

How did your results turn out? I hope you're okay!!!

[@danskroko3537]

@@iliketocamp1342 Stage 4 Squamous Cell Carcinoma. p16 Negative so, NO HPV. T2, N2b,M0. Thats the Report. I call Oncologist Tomorrow. Thanks for Asking.

[@iliketocamp1342]

@@danskroko3537 I'm sorry to hear that ,I'll keep you in my prayers. But you will beat this so keep your head up and fight your ass off!!!

[@user-ib3yf4xm8r]

i cant breathe, im scared

[@chadwick283]

❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

[@anonymoushuman8962]

I’m depressed

[@jeanniem.3367]

I’m sorry you’re depressed…her story? Your story? Life? Why are you depressed? 💛

[@anukuinkel9603]

Never took this mole thing seriously..I have a big mole near my lip n I feel like it's getting bigger

[@missm1632]

Have you gotten it checked yet? Pls do xx hope you're okay 💕

[@kimhickman9210]

You must be so scared. Bless you and your family.

[@codename495]

Kim Hickman She died last year

[@TheSoloAsylum]

She passed...

[@macclift9956]

Cutting into these melanomas is perhaps *not* such a good idea?

[@rbopray]

😥

[@leighprendergast1743]

????

[@peterramirez5147]

we don't pass away...only time passes away...

[@amieelopez2780]

Tamara oil your chair a little then it wont squick 😂😊😦😁😁 You have my prayer for you to get well☺️

[@rossellaacampa8585]

😥🤦‍♀️❤❤

[@MandyGood]

My mole is being tested for cancer right now :(

[@joeyvergara8650]

@@supergirl109 hope all is ok..

[@johnalexander4480]

apricot pips ( kernals ). B17. fuck shes gone.

[@LisaMaryification]

Can someone tell me if she explains in this video why her cheek is so swollen? I have the same problem but I've had scan and the doctor keeps saying I'm okay, but I'm worried. My twin sister also has stage 4 cancer. Maybe I'm just worried for nothing.

[@antoinettemccreath6138]

Didn't you watch the video 🤔🤔

[@jennyrose9454]

Its the treatment

[@daisydog1975]

Wish the music would be turned off

[@jerryjohnson8823]

Cancer, mental illness, and pain in general should be reserved for people over 80. F cancer!

[@mygirldarby]

People over 80 shouldn't have to suffer any of that either. Nobody should.

[@jerryjohnson8823]

@@mygirldarby I don't wish it on anybody! I do feel better if I read an obituary of an eight-year-old versus a 20 year old. The spirit of the comment is that no human should should suffer. Suffering should be reserved for the oldest because at least the Young folks wouldn't.

[@MissBlossem]

Emily was also very physically active (and pale).....I think there is a correlation between intensive sport and cancer....I see the combination a lot.

[@nicholasfry4253]

Just from being physically active? Or because they are outside also exposed to the sun?

[@meshell1399]

Sound's like the surgery killed her. How can her parents keep her in the dark about this Cancer.

[@jennyrose9454]

She looks like a girl I went to beauty school with.

[@typerightseesight]

yeh, this scares me that shes dead.

[@carolcaterino4704]

Music is distracting

[@ronniewilliz153]

I wonder if she wouldnt have found out if she would still be here. Ive lost alot of fam mebers to c word. It was a person a year for a few years so i think it's mostly physical but I think some of it is mental cuz once you find out you go fast

[@reneeanthony73]

Hi Tamara I’m Tamara too how are you? I’m a new subscriber nice to meet you! Love your spunk and outlook on life can’t wait to watch more videos. Ok I feel really bad like an idiot because of this comment because I just watched another video and when it was over I was going to say hello but I saw another comment that said you passed away! I’m so sorry 😐, my condolences to your family, but since your an angel 👼 now, I have a son in heaven also his name is Isaiah, He passed away 8-12-18 from suicide he was 20 around your age , I know this may seem weird but if you see him can you give him a hug from me?

[@honeybee1159]

renee anthony Dear Renée, my prayers are with you. God bless.

[@reneeanthony73]

HoneyBee 115 thank you very much for your kind words. God bless you as well.

[@colleenjeffries3334]

I can't understand why these videos present with such distracting music. It's difficult to focus on what they're saying. Just my honest opinion.

[@pandacorn1214]

I cant understand why you cant be nice on a dead girls video. It makes it difficult to the good in the world.

[@mrpaulgrimm6129]

I can’t understand why you’re being a jerk

[@thman-cj4sk]

@@pandacorn1214 believe me the dead girl doesn't care.