Your Goddess Confesses Her Deepest Desire-Pt1 [F4A] [Devoted Paladin Listener] [Praise] [Healing]

[ASMR Roleplay Audio] [Confession] [Comfort for Insecurity] [Low Self-Esteem] [Strangers to Lovers] [Deredere] [Fantasy] [Romance] [Romantic] [Heartfelt] ["You Are Worthy"] [Reassurance] [Respect] [Proposal] [Deep Female Voice] script by ‪@Lightbringer-asmr‬
You're a paladin of the Goddess of Peace, but you've never believed yourself worthy to bear her mantle. No matter how much you try to help others, it never seems enough. One evening, after defending a village from attack, you drag yourself into a nearby cave to dress your wounds, lamenting the lives you could not save. And then, you hear a voice...
🛡 Become a Royal Knight! / @nightshadequeenasmr
🩵 Thank you to Christopher Kingsley aka ‪@Lightbringer-asmr‬ for the lovely script!
Nightshade's notes: If you've been in my royal court for a while, you probably know that mutual respect and admiration in a relationship is my jam. Such a dynamic is probably not what you expect from a relationship starting from such a huge power imbalance - but Lightbringer managed to create a scenario where I truly feel like this goddess and her knight can truly be equals. And yes, you read it right, this is intended to be a series. The future scripts are still in the works, but I've seen the synopses for them, and I'm very excited! A strong, capable listener character; a relationship based on support and love -- but plenty of drama on the horizon as well!
Thank you all for your support, my wonderful royal court and knights!
🛡 Become a Royal Knight! / @nightshadequeenasmr
Credits:
Character art and thumbnail by me in Clip Studio Paint
Background by carocta on Pixabay: tinyurl.com/5exxr9x4
Script by Christopher Kingsley aka ‪@Lightbringer-asmr‬
additional tags: f4a, f4f, f4m, anime girl asmr, asmr girlfriend, girl in love with you, goddess has a crush on you, doting, devoted, goddess asmr, soft spoken

[@Wolffur]

As a guy who loves to play paladins (or holy warrior types depending on the game system). She's absolutely right that a deity of peace would need paladins. People cannot expect peace from those who seek to slay or enslave them. After all, the Knights Templar started out guarding pilgrims on the way to Jerusalem, and the Knights Hospitaler took care of the hungry and poor, to amazing lengths. Of course, this Paladin is going to have to get comfortable with getting healed more often, as once word gets out amongst the fiends and deities that a mere human is being considered for deification, they would stop at nothing to prevent it. This was a wonderful RP. Thank you so much.

[@Yorkshire88VOR]

It is criminal she has only 400 likes, this is beyond golden it’s platinum

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much! 💗💗💗

[@BudTheStud]

As a man of deep faith and as someone who struggles with feeling like I'm not good enough, this helped me greatly. I needed this, thank you

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

I'm so glad, thank you!!

[@CinderKay]

The interaction with the paladin and the goddess is so sweet. You did such a great job capturing all of the emotions. I can’t wait to listen to a part two. ❤

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you! 🥰

[@Pumbaa856]

"Why would a goddess of peace require an army of paladins? " The paladin took another pass down the shining blade of his sword with a whetstone. It gleamed like a razor already, but he carefully added to its sheen. His grey eyes gleamed with a soldiers' humor. " If you would have peace.....you must be always prepared for war."

[@Wolffur]

Petat Pacem, Para Bellum.

[@TheUncivilizedNation]

“Peace isn't sought, it's enforced” - Nolan Grayson

[@peterholmes7440]

Because nothing spreads the message of peace and love better than overwhelming violence.

[@SlothSkeleton]

It is better to be a warrior in a garden than a gardener in a war.

[@jackolantern147]

"Peace. Is the noblest aspiration. But to preserve it, you must be willing TO FIGHT!" -King Varian Wrynn

[@johnweller1828]

Beautiful and soothing work. I almost shed some tears. I don't know what it is, but just hearing your voice touches me in a way I've never felt for years.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Wow, that's such a wonderful thing to hear... Thank you so much for saying so, hearing that makes it all worth it. 💗

[@PrMultivers]

I love this video! This really reminded me of the goddess of Peace in my D&D setting who is horrible! And on the contrary to what people may think she is very close to the god of war. "Peace and War are no enemies, for Peace is a goal and doesn't care about how it is achieved, while War is a mean and his goal is often to achieve peace."

[@RubyRouge-zj8uw]

You really established a solid groundwork for this divine-mortal relationship to blossom into something beautiful. 😇 It's very sweet to see a high-being like this Goddess of Peace being so enamoured with a mortal's character over other immortals' attitudes. 💓Since I was once more self-loathing and perfectionistic, the reveals about this listener fundamentally feeling "not good enough" got me choked up emotionally. 😢

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

Same here. The feeling of not feeling worthy is something I’ve always struggled with.

[@cob_90]

Oh yes, another Nightshade banger, ready for an awesome night of sleep, truly a blessed timeline

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

I hope you slept well!

[@chrisleyhe9039]

YAY!!!🥳 I guessed it right again who you were drawing in your last short. Also, it was just a few days days ago that I heard, liked (👍), and commented on a "Goddess GF" audio of yours from last year. The cool thing about goddesses is that they can make themselves into giantesses and giantesses are my all-time favorite monstergirls.😆 Cool audio My Queen! LOVED IT!!!😊💚👍

[@anomanderrake654]

So many emotions. They sound so intense. You did an amazing job once again.

[@tech-adeptzeth1648]

*reads description* A new series! I can't wait to listen to this tonight! After listening edit: Oh this was so much more intense than I though! I can't believe she dropped all of this on that poor man in less than half an hour. My heart would've gave out. Well done Mr Lightbringer and well done Nightshade!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

It is a lot, isn't it? "Hello, my name's Varena - yes, your goddess, that's right - anyway, you're the most incredible person I've ever seen, will you marry me and become immortal?" It was probably all a long time coming for her, but for the paladin? It's gotta be like getting struck by lightning! Happy lightning, hopefully, but still!

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

Be ready for more audios coming!

[@ladouille2312]

I WAS RIGHT, she IS a goddess ! I love the tags, can’t wait to listen to it tonight, thank you nightshade ! Glad to see this is gonna be a series.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

I hope you enjoyed it!

[@bengotwalt04]

Shes just so beautiful and caring. Hope we get another episode of this series.

[@cupofearlgreytea7651]

You never fail to impress, My Liege I have another night's rest to thank you for. Your voice leaves me deep in trance and calm of mind in a way no other can. Thank you

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much, my knight. It makes me so happy to know my voice can have that effect. It's definitely worth everything I do to create these videos, just knowing that. 💕

[@deusex3533]

Yay ! A new series ! All hail Lightbringer ! :D

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

💗💗💗

[@FNWendigo]

ALRIGHT LESGOOOOOOO NEW SERIES🙌🙌🙌

[@mostlyjovial6177]

Ohhhhhh new series? Consider me excited!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

I hope you enjoyed part one!

[@416lgmoore6]

Well this is gonna be an excellent series Nightshade! Great work!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much! 💕

[@stevenislas6459]

She’s looks like a goddess of beauty in heaven, she’s a guardian angel of all and to her people. Love her so much our queen, wonderful job on her and your talented voice acting. 🤍🤍💜💜

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Aw, thank you so much!

[@douglasmiranda3879]

Damn life, what a beautiful voice, she sounds quite wise and imposing, she matched the Goddess a lot and I'm quite critical of ASMR narrating a character, I think that's what it's called, anyway I became a new subscriber, thank you very much and good night

[@mr.vesper5659]

Wow im ngl that was amazing. Im excited to see how this goes

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you! I hope you enjoy the next parts just as much!

[@johnnyoverheaven2045]

Happy I got another guess right! I absolutely love this one, wonderful story and characters (our listener having self worth issues hit close to home) another amazing job and I’m so glad this is getting another part!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Good guess! I'm glad this one resonated for you, thank you so much!!

[@krisb7642]

yippie!!

[@theharrydarolshow1856]

Awesome video, hope you are having a great day today.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much! 💕

[@samlovatt6966]

This will be a great series to come.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you! 🥰

[@Verid1st]

This one hits way too close to home. Especially since it's being so emotionally delivered by our dear Queen. Of course, there are some differences - I'm no saint and crying is not allowed but still... oxygen was never for free.

[@Feelin-Lucky]

OMG this is one of the best audios i have ever heard, bar none. I would love if this story continued! Thanks so much to the script writer and you for bringing it to life! By the way, I am now subscribed.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much! I found the script very moving, and I'm so glad I could do it justice! Welcome to the royal court, I'm very glad to have you! ❤️

[@Feelin-Lucky]

@@nightshadequeenasmr ❤❤❤Thanks again

[@redpandafirefox9434]

Another beautiful video Night😊 love it

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thanks so much!!

[@redpandafirefox9434]

@@nightshadequeenasmr this was by far the most sweetest you've sounded🥰😊 can't wait for more Night

[@vadeemrerogi]

As always your majesty. Im swooning over your lovely voice. Keep having fun. Keep having a good time. I wish you well.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much! 💕

[@ProblematicHuman]

This is such an amazing and emotional audio.

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

Thank you for the compliment (script writer here). I wanted it to hit home, for I know I struggle with self worth. To be able to write “you are worthy” was harder to write than one would believe. I am glad it helped you.

[@ProblematicHuman]

@@Lightbringer-asmr you did an amazing job and it did help

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much for your support ❤️

[@justincurry1465]

Thanks keep up the good work

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you, I'll keep doing my best!

[@doctorvoodoo207]

Amazing ❤

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you!

[@mranonymousdank4815]

This is great!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you! 🥰

[@theoctohat2005]

Indeed a sequel to this

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

That's the plan! Thank you!

[@alishaaa6969]

Heaven😩💜💜💜

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@bluegeniusw1186]

The light is my strength.

[@The_Roman_Empire]

Takes me back to my first ever DND campaign. I was a Paladin and I won this weird challenge thing and I won favor of a bunch of gods. Feels like a continuation of that

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Oh, that's so cool! I love that it fits so well!

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

Hey everyone! Thank you so much for giving Nightshade love! I loved writing this script, and part two will be coming out soon! I’m glad you enjoyed it!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you so much for the script, Lightbringer! It was truly amazing!

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

Thank you Nightshade! I cannot wait to finish the series!

[@Vaeiaa]

I cried

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

I cried a bit too, while I was reading it. :)

[@alexundmuffin7703]

I NEED THE PATREON. I WANT HER RAHHHH!!

[@Monster_Lover]

Thank you.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

If you enjoyed it, then I'm very happy. 💕

[@Bonzieboi]

Your voice is giving me For Honor Apollyon vibes

[@grimdarkAngel]

What a lovely coincidence. My character in the current D&D campaign I'm in is a paladin.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Paladins are a lot of fun!

[@clivekolerukwaro1515]

Now you know!

[@havonmccampbell1070]

Need a pt 2

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

That's the plan! Thank you!

[@SkoomaGodDovahkiin666]

"I should have become a wizard." -Paladin's Last thoughts before the pegging

[@griffinsummoner]

A Paladin of Peace makes a great sacrifice, giving up their peace to ensure that others can live in peace, for there will always be those who equate peace with weakness and try to take advantage of the unprepared.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Very poetic 🩷

[@sephuris5555]

"Your leg, side, and face took some hard hits." Yeeaa, i may or may not have had a one man army moment and didn't even full notice my face and side, the leg was evident.

[@paladincone509]

Hey, I'm on TV!

[@thescowl6971]

Plot Twist: The listener's character this time is Valour.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Oh heck. I can see it. An alternative universe version of Valour where she lost herself after her family was killed and didn't find the vampire listener or any of her other friends to help her get back on track.... yeah, she could totally end up like this 👀

[@megan-4185]

I loved this ones it reminds me of when the Greek gods would fall in love with humans

[@Stormcoming6]

"I have not come to bring peace, but a sword."

[@CaptainJamie973]

The can’t be peace without war

[@thomascripe9905]

Well, adjusted people aren't about to Cry the way I am to this at work

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Hey, crying is the human body's way of releasing strong emotion, and bottling it up can lead to it erupting later in the form of misplaced anger. So honestly? I think it's probably a sign of being well-adjusted if you do cry, although I know the world doesn't always understand that. 💗

[@thomascripe9905]

@@nightshadequeenasmr more that you laid me out bare there with the "you never think you're enough." Part. But I hear you. You are a good woman Queen.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Hey, I'm no stranger to that feeling, either. It's been years of therapy to get me to the point of not secretly hating myself, and actually? I'm still not completely there. But anytime you need a reminder that you're worthy, you can come back here and have Varena tell you again, yeah?

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

I cried when I wrote the script, and cried again when I heard Nightshade say it again. It hits home.

[@thomascripe9905]

@@nightshadequeenasmr "yeah..." Nodding.

[@cynicalbuddha1660]

Wait, wait, wait...am I dead? Oh! I have to die again. Kinda feels like life.

[@watterman7777]

Nice 👍

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you!

[@jafsrob]

Thank you, kind goddess, for the gift of rest.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

I'm so glad you enjoyed it!

[@Colonel-Sigma]

I feel as though having a relationship with a god/goddess would be very sad. They are used to being powerful and asked to do things all the time for other people. Meanwhile they are largely alone with nobody to rely on but themselves. How would they even react to affection and care, when they are always alone and without anyone to help them? The thought of teaching someone that strong it's ok to cry; well it almost makes me want to cry myself. Even so I would do it, I think giving a lonely person a hug is the right thing I do. Thanks Nightshade!

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

That's very true! How must it feel, always being the one to help people, never the one to receive help? It must be so incredibly lonely... Thank you for the thoughtful comment!

[@fantasymaster71]

To have peace, one must ensure that peace. To have war, one must be willing to act on their ambition. Without war, there can be no peace. And without peace, war has no purpose.

[@Ghostofpast]

Damned. I expected much more from the script, the writing is quite naive itself. It is not a problem of context, but some details in the text breaks the immersion. However I am too very harsh against my own scripts, so people may like it as it is. I never wrote ASMR scripts myself so I bet the exercice is more complicated than expected. Nonetheless you added so much value to it, almost outmatching the weaknesses of the script ! Again it's not your fault at all. I am way too eager to see a Fenix-like character (from Starcraft) dubbed by you too, the kind of old but wholesome warrior energy I love. "Nonsense ! There's no shame in defeat as long as the spirit is unconquered ! But enough of this."

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Aw, I'm sorry to hear you didn't enjoy the script. It hit home pretty hard for me when I read it. I think those feelings of inadequacy are pretty relatable for a lot of people, and I think Varena's words of validation are something many people need to hear. And I love the fact that I could use this script to be the one to say them to many of those people, indirect though it may be. But then, a lot of people would probably say I'm naive as well 😝, and everyone is looking for different things. I'm glad to hear you still enjoyed the audio. I'm completely unfamiliar with Starcraft, so I’ll have to do some research about that! Thanks for your feedback!

[@Ghostofpast]

@@nightshadequeenasmr I mean, I criticize his work and not yours ; and by that I mean suggesting some improvements instead of taking down everything. For example, the "WOWOWOW" at the start completely broke the character ; she's a damn goddess ! How can she be threatened by a human dead on his feet ? Where is her wisdom and cold blood ? Well, yes, at that moment she is saddened and concerned by her beloved health, but having a surprise like this ? She would have expected that ! I would put instead something like _Put down your blade, brave one, as you always did to the unarmed. The battle already ended, yet you still quarrel your mind against your heart. In fact, It is my turn to bring balance upon you. Even so, you are first deeply in dire need of recovery. Let me tend your wounds as I shall lend my soul to rest on._ 1) Words of praise 2) Words of care 3) Words of knowledge etc. Of course English is not native to me, but my point is the character - even as an one shot audio - could benefit from more depth while retaining the wholesome "endorphin goes brrrrrr" motherly lovey-dovey words of affirmation we of course expect from it. Actually the script bounces between wisdom and teenager-like innocence "you can apply for half-godhood fr fr fr". From my point of view either would do, but both of them are incompatible (or could be made so by a mean eluding me, I genuinely invite other script writers to correct me). In other words I don't know if I have to take the character as a mature motherly figure or a young, sensible and naive teenager. Well, both is good but I feel the problem comes from her alternating chaotically between them with no much coherence. That is one flaw amid a lot of other ones, however pointing them all would be quite counter productive for the two (three ?) of us. At worse let's agree to disagree. I'm just a random person on the internet, so feel free to take in account or not what I suggest. This script is rough around the edges, but that won't stop me from continuing to like your content. In fact, I am still eager to collaborate or commission you if my schedule permits it. So for now I stay as a regular subscriber.

[@pyritefoolsgold3521]

So halfway in, I have to say that this is exactly what I'd expect it to sound like if a succubus was taking the form of my goddess to get me to lower my guard.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

😄😄😄 Not exactly what I was going for, but I'll take it!

[@danielfenton804]

(눈‸■) It's only a few fleshwounds anyways, I tried my best to properly raise a bunch of war orphans, pretty loyal and pretty well armed, too by the way, I'd also trained them all in the art of chivalry, amongst other things. 💂‍♂️ Rest assured, They Will do anything you tell them to. 🙍‍♂️

[@BouncingTribbles]

Peace requires vengeance, and i'm proud to carry the will of my lady.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you for the lovely comment!

[@BouncingTribbles]

@@nightshadequeenasmr I couldn't help myself, lol, I actually do play a paladin of peace and healing gods.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Oh, that's awesome! Perfect fit!

[@Bokudum]

So when will we get the D&D podcast?

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Hmm... Do you mean, when will I stream myself playing DnD? I unfortunately don't have any plans to do that, though it sounds kind of fun! If you mean DnD themed audios, this one is pretty DnD compliant, and there will be more to come, although sadly I don't have any release dates I can give you. And if you mean the Tiefling Paladin series, check out my channel page, it's been fully released! Thank you, and I hope I answered your question somewhere in there!

[@clivekolerukwaro1515]

Still hurts allot

[@lol-2247]

This is where the fun begins 😀

[@peterholmes7440]

Nothing spread the message of peace and love better than overwhelming violence. There is the path of a Paladin. I know this, the doom guy told me.

[@Logan-uy7pk]

I have a idea for pt2. So the Goddess said that it will take years for the listener to be granted to be a demigod. So a few years go buy and they die in battle where they meet their goddess again and now is granted to be a demigod and feel worthy of love.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Oh, that would be pretty cool! I believe Lightbringer has a plan for the upcoming parts, but I do like hearing ideas! Thank you!

[@Lightbringer-asmr]

Maybe an alternative ending? I’ll give it some thought, but I do have an idea how this will go.

[@alishaaa6969]

😘💜💜💜

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

😊💕💕💕

[@Wolfsong27FlyHalfFullHeart]

Men! to arms for the light of England shall shine on the darkness of lands unknown to all vile tyranny that the world spews upon us! Men carry your bows of burning gold smite down those that will stop you with your arrows of desire! Bring your spears and watch as the clouds unfold where our lord comes down to fight alongside us along with their chariot of fire! For this day we will not run nor shall our swords sleep in our hands, till we have built Jerusalem in Englands green and pleasant land! FOR ENGLAND! 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🌹🏉

[@TheGreater-ScopeVillain]

We are not worthy 🙏

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Varena begs to differ! 🥰

[@JakeSm4sh]

Comment for the algorithm

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Thank you!

[@AuraKnight-kn1ux]

Thank you my Goddess 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ that felt good so your names Verna? You look so beautiful would do this humble Paladin the honour of being his Girlfriend 🧎🏻‍♂️🧎🏻‍♂️❤️❤️. Kind Regards AuraKnight 😘😘. P.S NighShadeQueen you sounded as Gorgeous as ever thank you for your service and wonderful performance if I could I’d so fall for you and attempted to sweep you off your feet ☺️🩷. If only were in the same country 😅

[@zambekiller]

Wait I thought I worshiped lady Shar?

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Did Varena get the wrong cave? Was she actually looking for the paladin hiding out three caves down? 🙃

[@MarcusChou-ci5xe]

Meanwhile me the warlock that whos god is the complete opposite of the paladin: that idiot finally met his goddess took them a while Patron:tell me about it they need to get a room

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

😆 I don't know why but this scenario is cracking me up so much! Thank you! 😂

[@MarcusChou-ci5xe]

@@nightshadequeenasmr loved the video good job

[@myman8491]

I burst out laughing when I heard a fork fall instead of a sword (thx forthis masterpiece)

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

😝 I'm pretty sure the effect was labeled as a knife (the unsheathing one was also a knife), but close enough, I suppose. Glad I could make you laugh. 🙃

[@myman8491]

@@nightshadequeenasmr i dont care aboit other but my paladin doesnt use sword but he uses massive fork🤣🤣

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Somebody should draw fanart of that! 🤣

[@misterrthorjones2921]

Um I'm playing a paladin of tyr

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

*facepalm* Are you telling me that Varena got the wrong paladin? Maybe she was looking for the next cave over?

[@misterrthorjones2921]

@@nightshadequeenasmr when is part 2 will be out

[@mikey_xl6429]

bro wtf is this i searched paladin and i got this 💀

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

😁 First encounter with ASMR roleplay audios, I take it? That algorithm, it'll throw out anything!

[@NyaaPaw44]

I am not worth of such privilege.

[@nightshadequeenasmr]

Varena has something to say about that - 17:50

[@brandonbean2748]

I only pray too two people Jesus and God in Heaven.

[@idontknow55573]

Arent they technically one person?

[@Joseph_Drew_III]

Cringe

[@countrichmoremoneybags]

Did you know?Humans shed skin too. Like, a lot of skin. According to the WHO (World Health Organization) and recent studies, the average person will shed roughly 112 pounds of skin in their lifetime.

[@lachlanparker570]

"The reason I was chosen to be her greatest warrior is that I do not take a life under any circumstances. Even my mercy will occasionally come without compassion, I always save my adversaries just as I would my allies, neutrals, and anyone caught in the crossfire. I refuse to end a life beyond my own, even when death was probably deserved by them. With my double-ended spear broken, I only had my sidearm to compliment my magic, but thankfully I have lots of spare time to train. And I do not fight for humans. I fight for every living there is. However, I do not do this for anything noble, but rather because there is no-one else who will. And I failed to bring peace without war. I failed to prove the world's most monstrous people wrong." (Edit: "Also, I don't necessarily mind a partial power imbalance. Then again, I _am_ a willing Msub.") Beautiful work as always, Nightshade. Thank you. 😍🥰🥲🙃

[@fellowwholsomedegeneracylover]

yissss