I used to be a gamer, this account used to have close to 100 gaming videos. I removed them. The internet really is a great tool, that most people use wrong. Currently on vacation as of writing, and been through a few towns and cities. People in this country are seemingly generally more social and happier, and I haven’t seen a single homeless person even though this country has been struggling with hyper inflation. My home country is much harder to survive in, and people are all competing for wealth. I live close to so many beautiful places (1-2 hour drive or less) and yet almost never go to any. I hope to change myself to be better.
@Bikeraq19 сағат бұрын
5%? There’s is likely not even 0.1% useful information/wisdom out there. AI will make it worse too, but finding wisdom, and knowledge that is useful, is awesome.
@jaihunter32295 күн бұрын
Would love to hear about what your trauma is and how you use porn to cope.. Understandably that is very vulnerable but I would personally learn alot from that!
@EmilIllum5 күн бұрын
@@jaihunter3229 For sure. I'll try and make a video like that in the near future 😊
@jaihunter32293 күн бұрын
@@EmilIllum I feel there's alot of information out there on how to stop using porn as an emotional crutch.. But when trauma is involved it's a full on coping mechanism, a survival instinct- tied to our evolutionary driver of orgasm- it is extremely powerful.
@reversehouseyoutube21038 күн бұрын
Really loved this! Your thoughts on disconnecting and enjoying nature are so inspiring. Can’t wait for more videos like this!
@EmilIllum7 күн бұрын
@reversehouseyoutube2103 thank you! 😊
@meatandsatoshis10 күн бұрын
i appreciate that you read that whole book. I listened to the whole thing over like a week or two and listen to parts sometimes.
@NobelCats10 күн бұрын
Yes it's so important to reconnect with nature. KZbin is great, but it can be tricky finding a healthy balance, especially as a creator. I never cared much for money. But I recently rescued three feral kittens plus I have 4 big cats so it's important I make money soon in order to care for them and not have to adopt them out! Not to mention I would love to buy the family home we are currently living in. Would dread moving house again - too much stuff and not fun when on your own! Anyway my point is, making money, finding a stable job, is only important to me now because I have beings to care for 😊 It's a good way to spend it when it's for them and not (for the most part) material possessions. You have a reason too to make money, and that is so that you can give your son the best life possible 😊 Anyway, great reflective video 👍 Good on you for getting out in nature, even during winter. Enjoy! PS The hat suits you 😊
@EmilIllum7 күн бұрын
@@NobelCats thanks Heidi!
@onegablosh486011 күн бұрын
Thank you
@Gavin-y2v11 күн бұрын
Been telling myself for years i will quit but i just cant seem to make any progress. It's extremely depressing.
@EmilIllum11 күн бұрын
Then you're not ready to move on and that's fine. We humans do exactly what we want. With a little authentic honest introspection you'll find that you don't actually want to quit. The tricky part is that porn is keeping you from seeing your true desires. Have a nice day brother!
@Gavin-y2v11 күн бұрын
@@EmilIllum That makes sense. But wouldn't that apply to you as well? I feel like we both want to quit but keep going back. So, what do you think one needs to do to truly want to quit? I know that it is keeping me from reaching my potential.
@RyanIsAlwaysAmused11 күн бұрын
I guess the whole oxford Dictionary is extracted from this book. 😂
@EmilIllum11 күн бұрын
Yea, not an easy read 😅
@drdavidstr11 күн бұрын
how do u jerk off without pornography
@bloodhuntersoulvortex920112 күн бұрын
I dont get it, whats so bad about corn,been watching since i was like 9.Ive also had healthy both short and long term relalationships whilst still doing it...
@EmilIllum12 күн бұрын
If you are content with your life then keep doing what you're doing 💪
@kc4ca12 күн бұрын
meanwhile I'm creating computer generated AI porn and this video comes up
@IvanSpaziano-ko5cv12 күн бұрын
Happy new year Emil
@OfficialFarmerTed12 күн бұрын
I’ve never watched it in my life. What’s the point when you see the real thing. Don’t know why I’m getting recommended this.
@TheGreen_12 күн бұрын
no nut for ever ?
@EmilIllum12 күн бұрын
Only with real women.
@stillskinnylol946513 күн бұрын
"mr in between" himself WOWWWW love your show mate
@EmilIllum13 күн бұрын
I don't know how to intetpret that? 😅 But thanks!
@NobelCats13 күн бұрын
Yay for your 2025 pledge Emil! Words are powerful. You've got this! Yes, it's very sad how things are going. People are totally disconnected from themselves and each other. Yeah, past trauma's and emotional challenges will surface when we aren't running away from them. It's good and strong of you that you take the time to process everything. KZbin has been my biggest addiction. I almost have my phone in my hands constantly! I need to significantly reduce the time I spend online. Thankful that porn isn't an issue for me. I'm not sure if women get truly addicted to it too? Not many I don't think. Good on you for making this video. I hope you inspire many more men to follow suit! Porn and this AI crap is damaging for humans and relationships. Bring back real, authentic connection! That's something that's worth fighting for 😊
@Jaiyro13 күн бұрын
Jacked off to this video, mission failed successfully
@IroqouisPliskin13 күн бұрын
I'm ending it this year starting tomorrow. I already watched one time today because i'm heavily addicted. I hate it tho
@EmilIllum13 күн бұрын
Best of luck! 💪
@sonofwilliam459613 күн бұрын
You can do it bro, that shits poison for the soul
@onegablosh486011 күн бұрын
Me too
@kieranwilliams181713 күн бұрын
It brings the beast into a man
@SecondhandLegz14 күн бұрын
Thank you!
@EmilIllum14 күн бұрын
You're welcome! 😊
@0dinseye14 күн бұрын
I want to join you on this journey too, Brother. Thank you for documenting your journey, Emil 🙌 You’re inspiring and it’s much appreciated 🙏
@EmilIllum14 күн бұрын
Happy to hear that, brother 💪
@saebica14 күн бұрын
I want to do this together with you, brother. I will join your journey
@EmilIllum14 күн бұрын
Let's go! You've got this brother 💪
@Howling-at-the-moon20 күн бұрын
The music at the end worked well 👌🏻 I appreciate you.
@JoeBrown-b7w21 күн бұрын
Firstly thankyou soo much for taking the time to produce this. But could you not have edited or re read all of the parts in which you made mistakes in your pronunciation. I find it distracting. So much so that i haven't paid attention for the period of time i have spent composing this comment. And i may now go and masturbate 😂😂😂im joking
@guuledmohamed35725 күн бұрын
Glad to see U back viking man u might see me in Denmark couple months if i come i will deffo would like to reach and be in one of videos since I can relate to the algorithm in this life we live 🦊
@247Betterment25 күн бұрын
I turned 30 last October 28 so happy birthday coming up!
@EmilIllum25 күн бұрын
Congrats man!
@247Betterment25 күн бұрын
Welcome Back brother!!
@EmilIllum25 күн бұрын
Thanks brother ✌️
@NobelCatsАй бұрын
Well done getting on to moving so quickly for your son. Do you get to see him more often now? How close do you live to him? Congrats with your new carpentry job also, I hope that you are enjoying it!
@EmilIllum25 күн бұрын
Hi. Sorry for the late reply! Thank you. Yes, I see him more often which is exactly what I wanted. Carpentry is tough, but also rewarding!
@Riffs88Ай бұрын
Thank you! Been looking for this for a while
@kisstheforest2463Ай бұрын
Thank you for reading the whole book. The prices for this book went through the roof.
@shadowyshutterbugАй бұрын
very intelligent, well articulated
@MistahGael2 ай бұрын
Do you season your meat at all?
@EmilIllum2 ай бұрын
Only salt
@cherylreiter21072 ай бұрын
Only drink water when you are thirsty. Otherwise you will wash away your electrolytes. Eat more fat and keep healing!
@cherylreiter21072 ай бұрын
You are looking good! You will put on muscle.
@cherylreiter21072 ай бұрын
Good video! Best way to eat!
@Bluh2 ай бұрын
If you enjoy your own company the less of a burden it is to need others approval
@lw44232 ай бұрын
Literally all you need to do is go and get an Asian girlfriend.
@ThaboAlvarez2 ай бұрын
The journey of Semen Retention is not a child's play, you will be tested, my longest streak was 7 months then I relapsed, but I won't give up, I am hoping on the journey, I should totally stop eating meat and Dairy products, they mess with your mind, fruits and vegetables are perfect for SR including Supplements like Sea Moss, Turkey Tail, Lion's Mane, Shilijat and coconut water with mushrooms.
@EmilIllum2 ай бұрын
@@ThaboAlvarez highly disagree with the diet part. I did veganism for 3 years and it destroyed me. Carnivore healed me again. I guess you'll have to see the consenquences for yourself if you decide to quit meat. Dairy is not important. Meat is vitality itself. Good luck friend.
@ThaboAlvarez2 ай бұрын
@EmilIllum we are not the same biological or racially remember that, so do what works for you and I will do what works for me.
@salvadorcastro9252 ай бұрын
Benefits?
@ThaboAlvarez2 ай бұрын
@salvadorcastro925 benefits is the Confidence, Aura, Glow, hyper active, Focus, Expansion of Intelligence, take cold showers, exercise to increase and bosst your Stamina to the highest level, Gain Spiritual gifts and any Manifestation you predict happens in a nick of time especially when you are a Virgin, you get blessed more than you can count, if you are not a Virgin you need to cleanse yourself and do a lot of Soul Searching, as a Virgin as well I need to do a lot of Soul Searching, Cleansing and Rejuvenate myself to the highest degree, remove all the distractions and only focus on yourself, thoughts and what are you desires.
@nsikanudoh9062Ай бұрын
😅😅😅 lions mane got me ! By the way who sells such?
@ElTrupii2 ай бұрын
Thanks
@BilalLatrache-p7k2 ай бұрын
Regarding the trip, I think that you should go if there is acceptance by your friends of your person, but without drinking, because you will feel regret afterward. If you do this, it will not satisfy you, since you believe that you can live and feel the group spirit with your friends according to what you want, so go if that is the case. Otherwise, I do not advise you
@EmilIllum2 ай бұрын
@@BilalLatrache-p7k Yes, I agree. I suppose the trip would allow me to see who these are and if we can get along without alcohol. It's a work trip and I'm the new guy in the company.
@BilalLatrache-p7k2 ай бұрын
We are happy to see you again
@agustinbel-actor70442 ай бұрын
has finally returned.
@Nadjingar2 ай бұрын
The fattest smile just ran across my face seeing this 😁
@EmilIllum2 ай бұрын
@@Nadjingar Let's go! ❤️
@RunyHH2 ай бұрын
Inspiring. Thank you.
@BASELINEOP2 ай бұрын
great to see you back on the YT grind again!
@EmilIllum2 ай бұрын
Thanks man
@247Betterment2 ай бұрын
I’ve been checking everyday for you to come back haha