2500 Days of Semen Retention & Nofap. (NOT A STREAK)

I reflect on my journey starting seven years ago with the NoFap community, share struggles with addiction to pornography and societal glorification of hedonism. I highlight the battle to break free from addiction and find purpose beyond instant gratification.
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00:00 Discovery of NoFap Community
04:13 The Pleasure Trap
06:37 Disconnect from Seeking Pleasure
07:45 Journey to Consciousness
09:46 Navigating Life's Revelations
12:40 Taking Back Control
13:41 Rediscovering Ancient Wisdom
14:47 Learning Discernment
16:14 Freedom from Addiction

[@RickNBacker]

I went 12 years of NoFap.... then I turned 13.......

[@mrfake675]

Good one 👍

[@TheALLisMind.TheMindisALL]

thats a long time. i first found it when i was like 8 . worse day of my life

[@potlove2020]

Hahaha. I Made it to 10. You’re a beast.😂

[@pauldavis5665]

Surprised you made it 12 years. I only made it about 8 or 9.

[@iNFaunTae]

@@TheALLisMind.TheMindisALLlol same i was like 8-9

[@freelancer_school]

I clicked this video just to read the comments

[@joelfernandes5638]

Same here 😂

[@marcinkitlinski7918]

Same here

[@vandolmatzis8146]

same,damn.

[@jasonreese4573]

What did you think ?

[@user-zn8ut1xc7t]

😂😂

[@jdizzle6324]

If you don't change, you don't change. -theo von

[@TC8787-yq7og]

“Nothing changes if nothing changes” is a quote that’s been in AA for 50+ years but the point is valid

[@jdizzle6324]

@@TC8787-yq7og theo von is definitely in AA. Cocaine....

[@TheDreamer1980]

"Nothing changes by staying the same ...david brent

[@user-nb1sq4lo9r]

Thank you for all the pauses and the silence. I hope more content creators adopt this style. It feels like a genuine conversation.

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks for watching 😊

[@jasonreese4573]

I quit my porn addiction quickly and easily by praying the Rosary. It's been amazing! No more porn. No temptations! A miracle!

[@christiank7837]

🧢

[@jasonreese4573]

@christiank7837 Whats that mean ?

[@jakemorrison8507]

​@@jasonreese4573 he is saying you're lying, 'capping'.

[@jasonreese4573]

Why would I lie ?

[@jakemorrison8507]

@@jasonreese4573 I'm not sure why he has accused you. Maybe he thinks it sounds unbelievable

[@Alirexamf_English]

God bless you for trying to inform people ❤

[@Williamturner37]

Wow, so much truth in every word you say brother. Unfortunately we live in a world today where it is harder than it has ever been in human history to avoid addictions from such a young age and even harder to break free from them once they are well established. I think you are very inspiring though to many people like myself, to push through the discomfort of addiction (whatever it may be) to eventually live a fulfilled and joyous life rather than be a slave to mind numbing, pleasure inducing activities. Keep up the great work ❤

[@andrewmeiklem5098]

I do it everyday and find it extremely healthy. Not an issue for me at all and don't obsess over it. Men have needs and it realises tension which is a good thing. 🎉

[@Abate407]

Just try for a week bud.

[@manikyum]

How old are you

[@andrewmeiklem5098]

@@Abate407 try what for a week? Im not addicted to it lol its a normal human thing to do. if some get antsy about it then good for them. Id argues its good for you. releases tension, helps one sleep and burns a few calories. try edging if you want to "recycle ya juices" whatever that means lol

[@isaaczavierfoxx]

@@andrewmeiklem5098 "I'm not addicted to it" is actually what people who are addicted say....lol if you can completely control yourself then a week should be light work right?

[@andrewmeiklem5098]

@@isaaczavierfoxx what people who are addicted? huh? stop trying to make it sound like your some magical geru who deserves phrase for "Not" (yeah, sure lol) chocking it. we are all men and I usually find the ones pretending to be something they want to be vrs the reality of it. lol you're still a tosser, just like the rest of us lol

[@solarpoweredafricanvegansp178]

2500 days! That’s amazing!

[@aravindj6550]

I could feel your energy. Thank yoy for sharing. Keep it coming❤

[@Mbready1174]

Very impressive brother. I’m approaching 60 days and I’ve never been more motivated

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks man! I'm very happy for you brother. Enjoy the fruits of your labor!

[@Ben_3113]

Same, just reached 60 days. I’ve been on this journey for 4 years. During this time I’ve managed to cure my life long eczema plus many other benefits. All the best

[@idlyblare]

I discovered this stuff years ago, but have tried and failed many many times. Also have completely given up and gave into PMO in phases. But recently I can feel a new chapter in my life and seeing these videos of someone talking about the raw reality of this is something I love so much. So thanks man, hope anyone who sees this will see things for what they are and start to live a better life🖤

[@hiddengems3977]

I can totally relate to this. I discovered it about 5 years ago, had a couple of decent streaks, but eventually it all faded away and I went right back into the bad habit. It actually even got worse than ever before, until recently, when I decided to finally take the necessary steps towards a better life (jncluding SR).

[@idlyblare]

@@hiddengems3977 love to hear that, I'm with you on that!

[@Msal19]

Been 2 weeks for me and already feel so much better. I can only imagine how much you have improved. Amazing work!

[@selfless727]

Whats it feel like?

[@thebunker6350]

I can't walk after two weeks , I don't get it. Guess I'm biologically built to bust once a while

[@imurpapa8120]

@@thebunker6350 either your experiencing withdrawals or its totally unrelated

[@andylee7862]

Thank you man! For your hard true words from your heart and sharing your wisdom with us.

[@giodude92]

Much respect to you, bro! I've been on this SR journey now for over 4 years straight, so this was very inspiring to hear.

[@EmilIllum]

Glad to hear that! Thanks for watching brother.

[@TheAngryDoctor92]

Palpable sense of peace when you talk. You are where i want to be. God bless you friend

[@EmilIllum]

Thank you my friend. Your words mean a lot to me.

[@goalgettermotivation]

Great video brother! Thanks for sharing your story, I've been on semen retention for over 9 months too and it's changed everything for me!

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks a lot brother! I'm happy for you my friend. Cheers!

[@a-k9161]

How did it change everything for you, what's changed if you don't mind me asking?

[@yogeshsahu7400]

Hi brother can you pls elaborate a little bit about changes after 9 months of semen retention..

[@shaehatfield1899]

Please advise what it changes. I’ve never heard of this

[@juliansanchez6395]

i’m proud of you, thank you for sharing

[@polombo1]

So insightful and peaceful message my friend! It really shows the transcendence that needs to happen in order to transform yourself in a positive way. Thanks!

[@nugzarkapanadze6867]

Thank you, that was really motivating. Good luck on your journey!

[@FinanceAlex]

So cool! Really working wonders here as well!!

[@jonthedawn]

Outstanding message brother 🤙

[@stephencalmelet9454]

Awesome video. Thank you for your insight.

[@yogeshsahu7400]

58 day today and will take this streak to 180+ ,Thanks brother

[@yeezlife]

I've gone over a month now (not counting exact days) and already feel like a completely different person. Your message is fantastic and I look forward to hearing more from you in the future.

[@salmarnir92]

Bet you still can’t cold approach a hot girl

[@xx133]

Prostate cancer risk just increased 3 fold.

[@jovenm.3790]

Been on semen retention / no fap for more than a year and I must say it’s fresh air to see someone like you. Thanks for spreading the message. I think a lot more men should be sexually disciplined.

[@EmilIllum]

I try to be as authentic as possible. I think we need more honesty and vulnerability in the world. Thanks for watching brother and best of luck on your journey.

[@stevee.7419]

Mormon

[@alexg9727]

higher risk of cardiovascular disease

[@alexg9727]

Your body needs the natural release to relax

[@alexg9727]

Guy is already balding from too high test

[@shamanofthenorse]

Bro love it 💕, was already questioning this and already trying, convinced me to commit

[@billyduffin3103]

Thank you for your testimony brother

[@JKR.EDITS1]

Best video I’ve seen In a very long time!

[@phil_jc_dev]

Thanks for sharing your story. Brave.

[@jayt5346]

Haven’t released energy on purpose in about 104 days: a few drops here and there because I still want to be a householder at some point so I’m courting, but my body wouldn’t let me release because of immersing myself in Brahmacharya when I was still getting on the path. Eventually you will get it on a cellular level and it becomes AUTOMATIC. One thing it speaks about clearly is spiritual growth in degrees. You may fall now and then but never forget the truth and always stay on the path eventually you will overcome it! I roll my natural tobacco in hemp papers but even then I’m on the path to quitting!

[@HappoApina]

Wise words, keep it up man!

[@ondrej7246]

Great video. Thanks for inspiration

[@_dpmusic1]

I liked hearing your reflections on this topic man. Great video 🙏

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks brother!

[@orionsam699]

This is beautiful, it’s for me , my soul loved hearing This Is given me more faith in my plan Grateful to you

[@selfHelp4MentalHealth]

Congratulations, that is an incredible achievement. After a while, one forgets that road they have traveled. It's easy to keep walking and walking. Days will blend together and and another day becomes just another step. In bad days you'll get frustrated at what seems like just a regular day. But sometimes you have to stop and realize that what you are doing on this 'normal' day is anything but normal. Continue to live your normal awesome life. And try trive to make it an extraordinary day. Let today's extraordinary become tomorrow's standard.

[@smh.andres564]

I’m 20 am on 105 days first time btw and I am going insane in my brain 😂but I refuse to go to the old me I must learn and fight urges every day no matter how I feel I just accept and look forward for another day😊

[@lukebryars4541]

After a year my mind totally reset and I stopped going so crazy with it. Now it's peaceful for the most part.

[@jadeonyx9349]

U realize all us humans only have a set number of years on this earth. And u have a set number of orgasms u can experience. I feel u r giving up something God gave u as a gift. Cause if he didn’t want us to do it and only use it for procreation, then he could have just made it not feel good and problem solved. He made it feel good for a reason, for us to enjoy the people we love etc. and u realize the urges themselves can be seen as just as guilty as doing the act, if u use certain Bible passages. Thinking of a woman/man sexually or thinking she has a sexy butt or whatever, is committing adultery already in your heart. So u r already guilty of it only u don’t get to actually enjoy it or your lover etc. and u can be wasting your prime years where orgasms feel amazing. I know slightly older men who suddenly have super weak orgasms now. And it depresses them cause they feel they aren’t getting the full effect and pleasure and closeness to their lover. And wish they had it back. And they can’t get it back. U have a set number of times u will experience this gift God have us, and u r choosing to throw it away and almost act kinda self righteous, and that people who do enjoy sex r seen as kinda bad people and doing evil. As long as u aren’t using sex for evil. Like forced upon someone, or a minor etc… then I don’t see why we should throw away this gift God gave us. We all fall short. Orgasms make me so mentally healthy. They feel so darn good that I literally have my sadness or depression melt away as it’s happening and after it’s over. So orgasms and sex have been a massive blessing for me and others and are amazing for the mental health. Bit yes do it in a healthy way. Corn can be an issue yes, but u can block yourself from these websites, put a blocker on your own internet access. And stick to real life women then. But if u feel no sex or masturbation is the way for u and makes u happy, more power to ya, u show em and do that no fap, u do u.

[@poetictriangle1037]

Be careful, i started nofap during my semester exams and it completely ruined my result. Timing is essential too.

[@exelmans8855]

@@poetictriangle1037nonsense.

[@kw7814]

So you're still letting PMO dictate your life.

[@EdRomero312]

Im approaching 3 years of SR! Definitely life changing!

[@chrisf8905]

wait.. how is this even fundamentaly possible? Explain me pls.

[@EdRomero312]

@@chrisf8905 what do u mean by your question? What exactly do u want me to explain?

[@alanm6o9]

@chrisf8905 you were lied to. This is the natural way of being

[@wadeos2123]

Is this even safe?

[@michaelc3977]

We are here to enjoy ourselves. There is no destination. Enjoy your moment to the fullest.

[@faulrevere8938]

Great video, brother! Thanks for sharing👊🏻

[@chetanpandya9927]

Namaste, I am 50, will be 11 month's on the 16th June for me.

[@jarednelson1865]

Thanks for sharing 🙏🏼

[@user-fk8tr5ev8q]

we're in this together boys

[@BittyBeach]

Great video 👍🏼

[@caminhosemfimdalton]

You're a legend.

[@RobertWesleyBranch]

You mentioned a key word: transmuted; that’s the other half of retention - transmutation. Look for this book, if you don’t already have it: Taoist Secrets of Love: Cultivating Male Sexual Energy by Mantak Chia and Michael Winn. Thank you for another candid video that further reveals your soul. You are a wise soul. And I appreciate you. Keep pushing and don’t quit, brother!

[@EmilIllum]

Very important indeed. I've already read the book and learned most of the techniques. Unfortunately I used the techniques to edge which was another self made prison, draining my energy. I did learn some valuable things from the book and intend to bring some of those lessons into my next relationship. Thank you for the kinds words brother!

[@RobertWesleyBranch]

@@EmilIllum I thought about you while I was brushing my teeth this morning (smile!) and I remembered how you always talk about carbs and the foods you eat. Have you coupled semen retention with regular fasting? As well read as you are, I know you are familiar with the ancient sacred science of fasting. When coupled with semen retention, it can really take your journey to the next level, my brother.

[@EmilIllum]

@@RobertWesleyBranch I have read a few books about fasting indeed and also fasted a couple times in my life. Only 48 hours or 24 hours. It was great. Thank you for reminding me. I will make it a priority for the near future. I would like to try a 72 hour fast soon I think.

[@SIB_COMEDY]

There is also a chapter in the book Think and Grow Rich that's dedicated to "sexual transmutation."

[@rosssandeman6883]

Even in old western religions this is big. I’m gonna read that book

[@mikeedmunds7616]

The sweetest fruit is not being addicted. Richtig!

[@FeelingIsHealing]

Great point man, the further one might go down the pathway of pleasure, the more the sense of purpose will dissipate, in my experience at least.. I think because pleasure numbs pain, however we need to feel pain, pain fuels purpose and it's through what is difficult and painful where we grow most

[@NanaTheSoul]

Huge respect brother!!!!❤️🙏🏾🤝🏾

[@trikkke11]

My doctor still says : the pipes and the pump have to stay clear, they are there for a reason and it is : ejaculate. Get rid of unused semen. Your body is a machine and if you let some parts clog, you and your prostate are going to get into trouble. There's a correlation, yes ! Inform yourself ! This vid is about addictions, not about retention and/or nofap. Clearing the pipes is fine and healthy when the need arises. Not when you feel the need to do it all the time. Or when you need porn for it. If earth is to be inherited, then by our genes, the true residents of this planet. They want to reproduce and your body is merely their vessel. You are not important. Reproduction of genes is. Thinking it is all about you, is simply another addicition. Get off your high stool.

[@HeyY.T.StopDeletingMyComments]

doctors say lots of things... that just are not true..

[@SurajSharma-be2kd]

Your doctor is a donkey 🐴.The energy which has the power to create a new life is a rare treasure which needs to be conserved at all cost .

[@manikyum]

You will never know what this video is about if you have not suffered from what these men have and are going through.

[@trikkke11]

@@manikyum Exactly ! But I know what it is not about.

[@seleneirissummers]

Men are not designed to avoid ejaculation...these videos are misinformation. Masterbation and seeking real sex with a human is a natural process and a physical need. Men are not women and woman are not men. Men do not become intune with women by neglecting their needs. Find healthy ways to fulfill needs with consenting age appropriate partners or if no partner ("masterbate") do not engage this misinformation. These are lies from a satanic government authority. Yes the government is paying for psy-misinformation the government wants chaos and violence this misinformation helps fuel that agenda. You dont hold your breath and expect to live because the air might be polluted. Move to a place that isn't polluted and BREATH. -----------Nurse

[@jimlotus]

THE EARTH IS FLAT AND ENDLESS FORESTS 🌳

[@NobelSoul]

You have a nice calm nature about you 🙂 Good on you for following the path less followed! It can't be easy for a man but I'm sure that it helps you grow spiritually and benefits your health in many ways. Crocheting is my latest addiction! It's a healthy mindful pastime, but I stopped doing yoga for a few days and it has thrown my sleeping out of whack. With everything, we need to try to find a healthy balance. Not sure why your video came up for me, it's not something I search for. Just saying. lol. I have watched a few of your videos, you're easy to listen to. All of the best with your channel! 😊

[@ekoreds]

This was a terrific NPR radio presentation 😄

[@adamwalkeruk4402]

Day 15 SR today and only 2 beers in the same amount of time....after drinking every day on my 7 month Asia trip, I'm quite happy with that!

[@EmilIllum]

That's amazing progress. Congrats!

[@brianongod899]

Lust has a stronghold on many, through Jesus we can overcome.

[@piper6878]

The bible is allegorical, metaphorical and highly cryptic, and many of the sacred texts are imbued with symbolic resonance and cloaked in profound mystery. Time 2 wake up - only those who demonstrate unwavering perseverance comprehending these hidden truths shall behold d revelation. It is within you. Jesus means Christos, the Anointed oil at the top of the head in Greek. That is why he is crucified at Golgotha aka the skull. There r reasons d the both side your eyes r called the temple - it houses the Kingdom of God. ============= "And as they came out, they found a man of Cyrene, Simon by name: him they compelled to bear his cross. And when they were come unto a place called Golgotha, that is to say, a place of a skull." - Matthew 27:32,33 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you." - Luke 17:21 "Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God." - 1 John 3:9 "The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light. But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!" Matthew 6:22-23 "And Jacob called the name of the place Peniel: for I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved." - Genesis 32:30 ========== The seeds and sacred fluid needs to be lift up - avoiding toxic food, temptations, gluttony, hatred, anger & lusts - that's where regeneration happens. ' It is matter of common knowledge amongst the learned that the singular "eye" to which d ancients so often made reverent reference, is in fact refering to d pineal gland, that most remarkable & mysterious physiological feature in d human cranium. This gland, as known as d "seat of the soul," holds plenty of significance in various philosophical & spiritual traditions.

[@yungdemonslayer888]

jesus wont help, only yourself can do it

[@zireofn8123]

@@yungdemonslayer888such an idiot. That’s why you stuck relapsing yh😂😂😂

[@phillipsmith7759]

Can decency occur, or purity, without Jesus.

[@warpedsunshine1964]

You must work out your own salvation through Jesus.

[@hakeem65]

Great video man. I practice this also for almost 5 years and currently on a almost 600 day streak l

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks brother! That's very impressive. Please share some of your findings.

[@hakeem65]

@@EmilIllum appreciate that! What do you mean with findings?

[@EmilIllum]

@@hakeem65 I just think you have some wisdom to share. I'd love to hear some what experience has been like and what you've learned.

[@hakeem65]

@@EmilIllum i have man. A whole testimony! I don’t even know where to start. If you have questions i Will answer them.

[@ChildOfYAHUAH777]

​@@hakeem65Hi :), what benefits have you recieved from SR?

[@alexandramilea5591]

Hi , thx for sharing your experience:)

[@kromeknifemind]

When you realize the nourishment your body and mind receive from retention it becomes difficult to let that power go. Ride it like a wave and know that as long as you continue to transmute that energy into the things you wish to accomplish you’ll go much further in life. When the urge comes, just sit with it and get used to being uncomfortable, for in that moment you are developing your character to withstand much harder milestones in your life.

[@laprechaun12]

More like your body is telling you to mate and that is completely normal. What’s not normal is ignoring that instinct for a long time. I don’t see this as normal.

[@cmhardin37]

​@@laprechaun12I think you're making sense

[@kromeknifemind]

I suggest reading about semen retention in the esoteric works. There is power in this process.

[@MorganBoykin]

I mean have you gone in a long streak and released? You won't be saying that ​@@laprechaun12

[@blue797]

@@kromeknifemind Are there any non-esoteric, peer-reviewed studies on the benefits of semen retention? Because the goal of avoiding needless dopamine addiction is a good thing. But "semen retention" in itself has always seemed like a gymbro pseudo-science thing.

[@WayofJayCole]

Instantly subscribed!!!!!!!!!

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks brother. Happy to have you here!

[@LIGHTTACT]

God bless your Heart, Body, Mind and Soul

[@thisissparta7782]

Did 137 days of SR then slipped up recently. Was very disappointed in myself. Back to the grind of fighting the carnal self. Stay strong boys

[@masc0n9]

Well done, you are a beacon of light for other men in the darkness

[@heureuse8568]

You're very attractive, and even more so with that discipline. Almost 6 months here and my general self respect is better than ever!

[@joshz424]

Almost at a year mindset has definitely changed for the better but trying find my purpose still

[@gavink4599]

How did you deal with intimate relationships? Do you avoid it or look for ways to retain your seed during sex?

[@tvdylan]

distilling the genuine essence of ourselves away from the zombie habits. and living as essence. living authenticity. something like uncuruptable magik ! : )

[@lilwavey1]

2500 days is amazing still tryna reach my goal for 1000

[@Brandon-305]

On a serious note, you look like a tech billionaire or a big CEO. Continue and transmute to greatness.🍻

[@JivaZdral]

Well done man! Congrats! Now crucial question from me. :) What you feel/think or observing>what is going on with this amount of semen/keyful aspect of life energy? Any transformation thru Yoga for example? :) For example, I was experimenting with retention and Wim Hof Method and still I am retenting a lot thru relationship but Kriya Yoga helps a lot. Without any (eastern) sadhana/internal Work, I dont know how testicles would handle this amount of semen because all energy is relative/moving/flowing by nature. Namaha

[@dustinblackmon1514]

Seeking happiness in pleasure is like drinking salt water to quench your thirst.

[@OuissamB7]

L analogy as salt hydrates the body

[@3_1_3rd_gaming]

😂 facts ​@@OuissamB7

[@viralbananas]

Seeking pleasure isnt seeking happiness, but momentary bliss. Nothing wrong with that in moderation. Sex is also mandatory for a love relationship.

[@PuppetMasterdaath144]

The world is a terrible place and whatever we do is acceptable in light of this fact

[@pauldavis5665]

@@OuissamB7 If you drink salt water you will die of dehydration. The amount of salt in salt water dehydrates you at a faster rate than the water hydrates you. That is why they say never drink the salt water from the ocean if you are lost out in sea.

[@wonders8561]

I've been for 1 year and almost 3 months retaining and transmuting my body fluids/semen. The addiction is not there anymore and the energy is getting stronger each day when i work. I'm not a drinker, smoker, or a drug addict, but corn was my addiction. I thanks God i was delivered from this problem in the name of Jesus. Honestly, i want a release already lol I'm still waiting for God to get me a bride to love her if not then I'll keep transmuting and retaining my essences. I'm subscribing your channel. 😊

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks brother! I'm happy for you. I'm sure she'll find her way to you 😊

[@alanm6o9]

I want a release too but its lookin like a lonely life ahead. Refuse to waste seed until i find my wife

[@wonders8561]

@@alanm6o9 You are not alone brother. I encourage you to stay strong and to give your life to the Lord because He cares. God bless you.

[@stevee.7419]

Corn 🌽 addiction, eh. That’s a rough sport.

[@wonders8561]

@@stevee.7419 you have no idea. It fried your brain and body too. Mostly, it damage and poison your soul.

[@albanianmuscles6476]

Listen the truth is that , how hard you try , you will still come in your dreams ,

[@FeelingIsHealing]

Was in nofap subreddit back in 2012 in fact, it was a great community, very supportive, not sure what its like nowadays

[@SarumanDeWhite]

Hi there. 2500 days is incredibly remarkable, my goodness your mindset must have evolved so much. Any health problems with prostate issues? Just concerned whether keeping all our semen in should be a concern. Thanks and more power to you!

[@alanm6o9]

Nah all that shit was a lie. Protect your seed and enjoy life God bless

[@SarumanDeWhite]

@@alanm6o9 thanks for sharing!

[@Notanotheryoutuberbot]

7 years. Join the club.

[@jameshowell450]

Everyone is a slave to sense gratification. Kudos.

[@newyork397]

Went 2 weeks and ruined it last night. Lesson learned, edging is like playing with fire. I will say I had a lot more energy in those 2 weeks, my self confidence was higher, workouts better, and the day after relapse.... I feel sluggish.

[@btcnocomment9667]

Repect man 2500 days is amazing

[@Ludvio]

Also if I try rooting out passion(kill any energy vortex that starts happening or disabling it completely) its seems tricky as I feel like I lose drive in other areas and become apathetic, logical, "kind-hearted" yet limpy

[@alanm6o9]

Bro i feel this on a spiritual level. 40 days in sr

[@thesunshineblissproject]

Divine timing with this video and your channel popping up in my feed. Have been the master of my domain for 10 days now. Didn't plan or intend to. 6 days ago sitting with Ayahausca for the first time showed me how much I didn't respect my sacred sexual energy. I saw shadows in the room of the dark feminine representing all the women who tried to manipulate, seduce, control, and feed off of my energy through sex. Realized I was programmed to be attracted to these bad girls through programming of the matrix. My power center came online after drinking the second cup of medicine. This was tied into giving and allowing my power to be taken away. I purged once through the mouth and a lot out of the end shortly after this. The poison being removed from the vessel. I really have no desire to seek pleasure or anything outside of self at this time. If a heart centered woman appears and there is an authentic connection and it feels aligned I am open. Something happened during ceremony where the ego surface level desires have dissolved. Interesting to see how everything plays out moving forward.

[@thesunshineblissproject]

Stopped coffee, eating low frequency food, seeking information, and having to be around people. Experiencing greater levels of peace. Enjoying the simple things in life.

[@EmilIllum]

Amazing brother! I'm happy for you.

[@turdeemi]

@@thesunshineblissproject I'm actually sad if coffee is harmful. Im quitting alcohol, but coffee for me.. At this moment impossible. I quit energy drinks long time ago, thought

[@thesunshineblissproject]

Thank you for your videos brother

[@eurocalypse]

If you think you can't go without something and this thing is also causing you problems, you could consider this an addiction. The best thing is to change this behavior.

[@user-yf2op2nd8j]

Does he work now actually after having such a long journey?

[@youngmystery8417]

The dude must be a God

[@arnogoossens9892]

Respect

[@nunu4evaaa]

Wow. Congrats

[@danthadon87]

I went nofap 1 year ago and all my hair grew back! I now have a full set of hair!

[@MrCt88zzz]

when i was kid it was not normal, it was a shame, but things changes very fast, the decay spread

[@EmilIllum]

That's interesting. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you?

[@MrCt88zzz]

@@EmilIllum 33 from Romania

[@Michel-ey7pm]

Thanks. Inspiring. Not sure to need to go so far as a 7 year of no fap, but yes discipline and no porn is healty for sure. Good enough for me to contrôl impulses with meditation

[@Ludvio]

Bro can you make a dedicated video on fantasies? I managed to overcome touching myself for 6 months, but I'm still basking in pleasure from fantasizing 3 times a day and I wonder what's your take on it

[@EmilIllum]

Oh, yeah that's a tricky subject. I'll try to talk about fantasies in a future video!

[@ankitjain3310]

I feel extremely stressed, irritating, lonely, lost because of this addiction. I resisted now for 12 days and my anxiety is increasing. I have no friends, no job, single at 36 and I feel hopeless...

[@OkIsAPerfectResponse]

2500 days💀 7 years💀 Monk mode in a normal person💪🏾. Don’t think have come across a person with such a long streak🙏. Well done sir. My best is 60 days, lust has a hold of me but I will beat it 💪🏾

[@Rabbi-Jill-kews]

2800 days damn. Longest I’ve intentionally went was 7 days recently. The main issue is thinking and wanting women after a few days, I’m not in a position to entertain women and don’t want to think about them. It’s fuckin hard.

[@EmilIllum]

There are many ways to go about your current situation, but ultimately you'll find the right answer I am sure. Maybe ask yourself why you don't want to think about women. Maybe there is a reason you want women but at the same time, you don't want women. There is a conflict which needs to be reflected on, before you can progress, I think. I think it's natural to want womans affection, love and praise, but this can be a drug as well. Are you in a position in your life where you want to solve some internal issues and become a version you're proud of. Then I get that you need some time away from women since they can be very distracting in a beautiful way haha. Nothing is black or white, but I suggest you explore what's going on. I personally turn on a voice recorder (app) and just start talking. The answers will come. Best of luck brother!

[@Dxmian3]

There’s a simple solution to your problem, you need to take possession of your own mind. Be in the moment stop living in your head cut out the distractions (phone) especially for retaining. Read the book The Master Key. Good luck on your journey brother

[@ALEET]

It really is “hard”

[@Simon-xi8tb]

You are a Rabbi, you are not allowed to enter woman or look at porn.

[@user-bd2sx2nr6d]

Same here bro, especially when there’s a girl that seems almost perfect for you, and you want her so bad, but your bad habits make you feel awkward and feel unworthy, so im just tryna build my masculine confidence with discipline

[@ImportAgentBenardo]

From $7K to $145K that's the minimum range of profit return every month I thinks it's not a bad one for me, now I have enough to pay bills and take care of my family.

[@DA17296]

Been in this filth for about 15-16 years. That's about 5500 days! Can't even imagine what doing SR for that period would have turned me into!

[@speedygonzalez1624]

Results are noticed within the first 30 days

[@SemenRetention4God]

And you’re still in it? Goofy.

[@alanm6o9]

^ wrong results are noticed after 180 days

[@alanm6o9]

Sure youll see a couple benefits right away but a half year or full year is the true experience

[@speedygonzalez1624]

@@alanm6o9 how u just gonna say wrong Doesn’t take 180 days to notice benefits within yourself . Guess you know everything about everybody

[@DiceDecides]

16:08 _Vigilant_ is the word you're looking for powerful video man, it's not a measure of health to be well adjusted to a sick society

[@zbubs7784i]

Are you guys snipped over there in Denmark or wherever?

[@zbubs7784i]

If so, foreskin restoration exists

[@anthonysantiago6012]

i want to do the semen retention but my doubts keep holding me back. maybe i need to take a leap of faith this time ig.

[@strangefuture]

I would like to hear more about how reading sometimes brings you back into the cycle of addiction

[@EmilIllum]

It's quite complex and not necessarily a cycle back into addiction. It's more that there are millions of books from millions of authors (humans with opinions, experiences and addictions of their own). Sometimes I have read books that were very persuading and made me believe in that subject. One book many years ago was How not to die by Michael Greger. This turned me vegan for 3 years and was very detrimental to my health. Ultimately one should be able to use their discernment when reading books, because it's a human trying to convince you of something.

[@strangefuture]

@@EmilIllum Ah I understand. Very insightful thank you

[@simbathelionkingcat]

bro.. im 1 month on no fap i feel great, but i feel like my balls have a bit of inflammation and i wonder if its any dangerous at all...

[@trvgicn1ghts888]

where you from man ? love the accent

[@EmilIllum]

Thanks! I'm from Denmark 🇩🇰