I don't have much time left

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@LoFi.L.O.L Ай бұрын

I've never shared my personal life on internet before but, It's been 1 year now that I struggle everyday with depression, anxiety and ptsd. I don't go to school, I sleep 15 hours a day hoping for things to change, wondering what I am doing with my life and what I could've done to deserve that. I can't think about my future, tbh I don't even see myself staying alive until august 2025 but I don't wanna die, I just want the pain to stop. And the most important for me is that I can't do this to my family, I don't want my siblings to have a "dead older sister" or my parents to have a "dead daughter". It would be worse than anything so I'm trying to survive for them. I'm not searching for emotional support or else, I just wanted to share this and tell you that you are not alone, people care about you and your life is worth living. Thank you so much for reading this, I appreciate it ♡

@RereVeri-w3i Ай бұрын

In any case, I hope your situation gets better and that you're also not alone.

@WolfyYT-TV Ай бұрын

Obviously I don't know you, but I really hope that you're still here to read this. I really hope you're getting better.

@nobleone8375 27 күн бұрын

Search about god u will live a good life

@minimalpancake6852 26 күн бұрын

I've been living the same way like you for years. What even worsened it is my older brother ending his life. All I can say that it started to become better , nothing life changing 180, but in bits and pieces. Small changes in food, activity, sleep, and environment added up eventually.Keep the door just a tiny bit for hope and know you're incredibly strong and brave.

@LesterDaveBRunas 21 күн бұрын

🖐

@MyLittlestPetShopVid 2 ай бұрын

Your opening “I hope you find peace here” makes me a bit melancholic, kinda strikes something in me lol

@Khloudzy 2 ай бұрын

Dear whoever reads this, lately things have been going downhill again, crashing down hard. I'm trying my absolute best to keep pushing because I'd like to give myself that hope. And I know what giving up feels like, I want to feel what it's like to succeed. If anyone else relates to me, which I'm sure many do, something I like to tell myself every day is "I may not be where I want to be, but I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be". No matter how hard times in keep pushing, 'cause we got this!

@Mimosa218 2 ай бұрын

I'm rooting for you. Sending love

@Strider778 2 ай бұрын

You can do it, I wish you all the best

@Khloudzy 2 ай бұрын

@@Mimosa218 Thank you!

@Khloudzy 2 ай бұрын

@@Strider778 Thank you! You too!

@Mimosa218 2 ай бұрын

It's 12am right now, i have a bad stomachache and i been vomiting, i got school in 8 hours so i'll sleep after typing this. to whoever that's feeling alone and hopeless right now, I want you to know i'm proud of you and that better days will come. Keep pushing through and live for yourself. You're an amazing human being with a kind and wonderful soul. I'm rooting for you and i wish you success in your journey

@thakidveli 2 ай бұрын

You too brother, hope you get better soon

@Relaxa276 2 ай бұрын

@@Mimosa218 Good Luck brother, We got THIS no matter where we are

@Strider778 2 ай бұрын

I hope you've gotten better...

@AquaPiratePup 2 ай бұрын

I hope you felt alright by the time you got up..

@Mimosa218 2 ай бұрын

@@AquaPiratePup I am! but still a little sick. Thanks for checking in 🫶🫶

@greece42 2 ай бұрын

May the world be tough, but the afterlife peaceful. Thank you Departure. Much love.

@ryu_huu 2 ай бұрын

Are you okay?

@sarthakgururani6629 27 күн бұрын

There's no afterlife tbh

@skelkddk7054 2 ай бұрын

I have never experienced love in any form. I am currently studying physics and I am very tired. I have no girlfriend, no friends and my parents are not in good health. I also don't see my parents very often anymore because they live far away and I can't always afford the distance in terms of time or money. I also only see my dog, who also lives with my parents, very rarely and is also close to death. And as if that wasn't enough, my resting heart rate is much too high, I'm way too stressed and mentally I don't know whether I will manage my studies. But at least this music calms me down and even if it's just a little, it's still better than nothing. Thank you for this beautiful music❤

@giannischochlakis4121 2 ай бұрын

Hope you are doing ok. Are there any hobbies or activities that you do, outside of studying? It could be listening to music while walking, playing games etc.

@MyLittlestPetShopVid 2 ай бұрын

That’s pretty sad to hear. This wont solve all your problems but potentially at least for meeting friends and people in general, have you tried joining some interest clubs? The people there usually are pretty nice and welcoming, it has worked for me in terms of finding a friend group and community. I hope things turn around for you soon.

@echoswagg 2 ай бұрын

I don't have forever. Eventually its going to end whether i want it or not. I can make choices. I can feel. I can do anything i want to. Yet i chose not to.

@echoswagg 2 ай бұрын

@InheritedHopes 😺

@yesmate7333 2 ай бұрын

This life is going to end. That is inevitable. But who says it doesn't continue on?

@KD-iz3po 2 ай бұрын

Honestly I wish some of you can understand how it feels to listen to this and watch the sunset in the middle of the sea. Looking at the sun go down behind the endless blue of the sea while the waves just rocks you gently makes you forget about everything around you and just puts you in a trance of comfort and loneliness but makes you feel part of something greater. I love listening to this after a day of fishing and take an hour to sit out there and think of what my purpose in life is and regrets I have made and things I should’ve done better. It just makes it feel so surreal and feels like I can cry or smile about memories of the past. My father used to do that with me as a child and we sat together crying and laughing, talking to each other and since he’s been gone it feels like he’s still there with me. I really hope one day all of you can experience this as I have.

@shylo6477 13 күн бұрын

Hope u can take me fishing one day

@boyardeerevolutionary 2 ай бұрын

I am eternally grateful for the hours of sleep your hard work and emotional torment has bought me. Thank you.

@kindkindred 2 ай бұрын

Every prop you create, every person you touch with your kindness - like you've touched me - that's a ripple in the world that keeps going long after we're gone.

@corascritters7900 29 күн бұрын

At first I misread this and thought you said “ every poop” and I was so confused 😂

@kindkindred 29 күн бұрын

@corascritters7900 why not?

@Cookieshort1224 2 ай бұрын

Im lost, I truly am, for the first time in my life. Wandering a path without knowing where it ends, ive bottled up my emotions and thoughts until now. Its just become a Hole in my heart. All I know is I have to keep going, following the path.

@ryu_huu 2 ай бұрын

The fact that you know that you have to keep going is enough. I’m proud of you.

@WolfyYT-TV Ай бұрын

I feel a sense of hope when I read comments on videos like these. Strangers unveiling their deepest sorrows, uplifting others, healing, all together at the same time. We're all brought together by this beautiful music and I want to cry just thinking about how rare and wonderful that is.

@Decimus66 Ай бұрын

Here i am 34 years and waiting for the end. Im tired of existing alone.

@ferdaoussbrk6949 2 ай бұрын

im gonna use this to study for my anatomy test thank u

@dublc 2 ай бұрын

I don't know what, but I realized that most of my connections only go so far, like as long as I'm not going through difficulties, it's fine; but when there are difficulties... That, that realization has really delayed me, and I don't have much time left to do everything I need to do. I think the best way to keep going is to just try to do what you can. Don't go down into drugs or alcohol or overeating, exercise a bit each day; and past that, what's life is life. Life is lonely, but it's life.

@ThatSpiceBoy 2 ай бұрын

Although our time together may have been short, your music will shine like gold forever in my memories departure, thank you for always being my and many others safe space.❤️

@denniswalter4412 2 ай бұрын

Heavenly soundscape. ❤️👌 You have my sub and all my thumbs up. Thank you for it. 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

@Nexus_Redacted 2 ай бұрын

Hi everyone

@marnukin__3626 2 ай бұрын

heyy :D how u doin

@altor5180 2 ай бұрын

Helooo, hope you’re okay 😔

@X_Nomad_ 2 ай бұрын

Hey. Hope you're good.

@yumechen 2 ай бұрын

Hey how's it going

@Strider778 2 ай бұрын

Hey, all good?

@fetusfatale 2 ай бұрын

In many ways i am a person lost in myself like James, in my head sometimes is my own silent hill... i don't know what the final stop in my life will be, but for now i am here.. is this good or do i keep falling?…to where no one will help me, not even myself... and I don't even want it…probably I feel a personal end..but what i know..is that i don’t have much time left..

@thakidveli 2 ай бұрын

What is time after all? I have been thinking about it for this past weeks. Almost at 40y, with no kids, no wife, no nothing. Do i still have time to do any of this things? Do i have time to cherish good moments with someone? Do i have time do see my unborn child laugh, cry, calling my name? What is time after all?

@aphex2056 2 ай бұрын

What's stopping you right this second?

@yardengarde5681 2 ай бұрын

I haven’t been really well recently and time is kind of running thin, like it feels like days slip by when I blink my eyes. I just want to try my best and give my everything while I can til I can’t. Hope everyone is doing alright I’m going to try my best

@abby1905 2 ай бұрын

I love this... thanks for uploading another masterpiece❤️

@alishuuwu 2 ай бұрын

i love this, its soft, sad and kinda like goodbyes. thank u departure < 3 i hope ure doing well :) 𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩, 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦..? 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦~

@syl_939 2 ай бұрын

Goodnight everyone

@UllaOakie Ай бұрын

不管多久我都陪你走下去。

@Relaxa276 2 ай бұрын

Hello everyone I hope its going to be okay for us. We have to keep going

@user-dy6ku5yo5j 2 ай бұрын

Bro, be strong, we are all here for you

@tehpenji 2 ай бұрын

Gus: HOOOOOOO ho ho ho! Merry Christmas

@altor5180 2 ай бұрын

Helloooo, hope everyone who’s reading this will be alright ❤…

@akira4142 Ай бұрын

This year has been the worst year of my life i have went through so much This year started with me being at my peak happiness i had friends i had a girlfriend and everything was looking bright for me slowly one by one things started getting ruined my girl left me right after i started treatment for my ilness i have a type of schizophrenia , everyday is such a struggle , it feels like iam running out of time that eventually i will have too end my life

@jorgeoviedo8614 Күн бұрын

Me recuerda a los momentos de soledad en casa cuando era niño

@Barbarina333 2 ай бұрын

i wish he just loved me like he says he does, but all he does is hurt me, making me feel like im not enough, and when i address it he turns it agains me which makes me blow up and ultimately i am blamed for everything, im going insane, he tells me he will unalive himself whenever i say i want to leave, i wasnt this exhausted mentally and physically since my father abvsed me

@charlotteisa 2 ай бұрын

I felt the same way back then, my ex-boyfriend was a narcissist and it was really an absolutely terrible time for me, I was so depressed. The only solution was to leave him forever. He would never have stopped, he wants you with him so he can continue to use you, unfortunately nothing more. I wish you a lot of strength and it will be a big change for you but in the end you will finally be able to feel good again and live for yourself :)

@fewpew5787 2 ай бұрын

@@InheritedHopes This isn't the place for that

@123_viola Ай бұрын

i know it will be very hard, but you need to leave. him saying that he will unalive himself if you leave is a huge sign TO LEAVE (i was in a similar situation). he only wants to use you and manipulate you, nothing more. someone who loves you and cares about you would never say something like that to you, let alone hurt you like this. please leave, he does not deserve you and you definitely do not deserve that kind of treatment. i hope you won't let him use you this way anymore and you will realize you don't need him, if you ever need to talk to someone i'm here. 💗

@Barbarina333 Ай бұрын

@123_viola well we had another fight today because i said that what he did few days ago hurted me and he blew up at me as usual, told me he will unalive himself and also told me I'm stupid and i have a brick instead of a brain

@123_viola Ай бұрын

@@Barbarina333 that is awful, i'm sorry you're being treated this way. you're only hurting yourself by staying and letting him use you, i can promise you he will not change no matter how many times he might say he will, no matter how many times he says he loves you and cares about you, do not believe him. he clearly doesn't love you, he loves the idea of you, using you, manipulating you. please leave, this will only go on as long as you let it. you need to end it or it will never stop. you have the power to stop it and i know it is hard and i know you might love him and care for him but he doesn't feel that way about you. he only wants to hurt you and use you for himself, not caring about your feelings whatsoever. please, leave.

@78massimino 2 ай бұрын

my memories keep on take me down

@SethPlays01 21 күн бұрын

I keep having these visions my story is ending soon.

@migueldacruz7275 Ай бұрын

Isso realmente vem me ajudando

@jyo302 2 ай бұрын

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my Soul to keep; If I should die before I 'wake, I pray the Lord my Soul to take.

@miguelg7012 2 ай бұрын

Time slips through my fingers, but the last bell hasn’t tolled

@Ashcropolis 2 ай бұрын

It’s the 11th hour.

@Evil0ne_Corporation 2 ай бұрын

I’ve lost everyone.

@WolfyYT-TV Ай бұрын

You still have yourself.

@TomaszPerlinski-b4j 20 күн бұрын

❤❤❤❤

@oni0917 14 күн бұрын

I just want to say I hope had moments with you always I love you mom😢

@soldierpaige2554 13 күн бұрын

When you know you just know 😔

@franja33 2 ай бұрын

real

@gorrito_de_angry_birds 2 ай бұрын

I never thought my mom was going to do this to me and I swear she's going to repeat the damage she did to us.And more than that, she left us to go to another country and leave us without a home for ourselves, my dad fought so that my sister and I would lack nothing and today she never wants to return, what a pity :/

@Granola222 2 ай бұрын

❤💖

@Kod4x 2 ай бұрын

i wish to

@Stonedtothebonebenji 10 күн бұрын

I hope whoever is struggling out there they know there not the only one, shit i tried to overdose 2 days ago god willing on meds, but tbh in life you sometiems gotta thug shit out and look at things in a begger protective i guess

@mrsnovocaine3941 2 ай бұрын

Sucks that I’m planning on leaving soon haha

@ryu_huu 2 ай бұрын

No please don’t. We need you here. With us. I promise.

@yesmate7333 2 ай бұрын

Don't friend. Christ didn't get you here for you to take your own life. You should struggle a little more like the rest of us and it will get better. Everything bad comes from us people, so trust in God and He will grand you peace

@False047 2 ай бұрын

And leave so much unexplored. There Is more on the horizon.

@Waggh_420 2 ай бұрын

i got DMT experiment by this sound :))

@fishyjellie 2 ай бұрын

the most minor inconvenience and i feel like ive the deadliest disease... like tummy ache and rectal bleeding? is it just gastric problems , i need to see the doctor but i feel so down because i feel like ive the worst health ever and my heart feels heavy. dont worry it'll pass...