Two years is way too long to wait for counseling! Have you reached out to better help? Maybe see if they can do a collaboration with you? I’ve seen them on other YT accounts I follow. We are here for you!

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I hope you can find peace soon. Take your time

I miss seeing the family!!!

Hilarious, he’s so darn cute👍❤️

Nothing is better if your sister comforts you!

It’s called a medical induced - coma, to try and let her heal. It’s what is done.

Andrea i am so very sorry. I felt in my heart it was going to be terrible news. If there is anything at all i can do for you just say the word. My heart breaks for you.💔

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I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet mama and daddy.

Awwwww widdo Aaaabigooooo❤

MY GOODNESS! I'm gonna have to go back and watch how you got to lose that weight. I wanna be that small!

I miss Little Rafael 🥰 and Little Miss Clumsy lol ❤

How he is? Such a playful boy. Lots of joy. Energetic ❤❤

Thank you for sharing, its not an easy topic at all . You are a wonderful women ❤❤❤❤❤

Well… I am with Rafael about thrue the roof and sitting in a teacup. But I have autism to so. But it is a fun world hearing people say things like that, it makes my pictures in my head a lot funnier 🤩 I know my spelling probably is a bit wrong but I have both dyslexia and english is only my second language so

I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I pray the Lord brings you and your family peace and comfort throughout these challenging times. Much love and peace. 🫂🫂🫂🕊🕊🕊🙏🙏🙏

My condolences to you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss. 🫂🫂🫂🙏🙏🙏🫶🫶🫶🕊🕊🕊❤️❤️❤️

Oh Andrea, I’m so so very sorry for your loss, I’ll pray that God holds you close to him

My mother cried and doesn't eat anything for weeks when my grandfather died 5 years ago. but she is ok now. just be strong, you are not alone.

Hi Andrea,how are you doing? I been thinking about you everyday. I wish I could be with you and hug you on this time. I fallow you since Rafael is a baby.

I loved watching this, what a beautiful cake Andrea!

God Bless Andrea, talk to Jesus and lay this all at his feet sweetheart, trust in him, he loves you so much, we will pray for you daily, find comfort in the Lord.

Dear Andrea. my heart is with you you are so far away And I just want to hug you from afar. You and Hadar and Raphael and Abigail. I wish I could just come and give you all the love you deserve. You are a strong woman, you will be able to strengthen your family and find your blessed routine again. Receive my love and Emmanuel's love and be strong again. Forgive me for the translation, I used Google because my English is ...love Hagit

I also want to add: as someone in the medical field, we have failed you and your family, miserably. Doctors have a lot of pressure on them to get the patient out of the hospital as soon as possible. Broadly speaking, in these types of situations, hospitals lose money the longer the patient stays. As a Resident Physician, you’re highly pressured to discharge the patient after certain amount of days, otherwise hospital loses money, then the Attending Physician is very unhappy, who then have to answer to the Chair, who then have to answer to the contractor of the hospital; (this group includes Nurses as well). You’re highly encouraged (via hospital politics), to send the patient home even though you know they won’t survive and will immediately return. That Godawful nurse knew what she was doing. If you’re a prudent Physician with any morals, ethics or integrity, you rise above that pressure and don’t discharge your patient for anything other than when they’re medically ready. If you’re a physician who practices the hippocratic oath, you’re completely transparent with your patient. If you have even an oz of compassion, you won’t rush to discharge them, you’ll do everything to keep them alive. And on the flip side, transparency means, discharging them when it’s time and not keeping them and running unnecessary tests. As a prudent Physician you tell them to save their money and peacefully pass at home bc the hospital will suck every penny out of them, while showing no regard for their hygiene nor health. You’re alright with being on the shit list of the department and constantly have “talks” with staff about “performance”. You learn pretty quickly to ignore those “talks” and the passive aggressive treatment you get for going against the grain. Companies are extremely greedy, and likeminded employees make it worse. While I understand this is the harsh, unfortunate reality of our healthcare system, it’s still devastating. You’re pretty much told, in so many ways, “you’ll get desensitized”, and mold to their expectations of inhumane treatment to feed the pockets of greedy individuals. Certain departments have promotions in place that allow you to compete for higher positions based on how quickly you discharged the patient. For some, it’s worth it to disregard lives if it means being promoted to head nurse in charge, chief of resident, chairman of the department, CEO of a company, etc. I don’t know how these people sleep at night. They forget, this is someone’s mother, daughter, sister, wife. ALL that to say, Andrea, you’re completely validated. Everything you described from a patients perspective, is EXACTLY what’s going on behind the scenes. I hate that this has become common practice. I’m so sorry your parents were treated this way. My heart breaks for you, Andrea. No one deserves this, especially your parents. I pray your journey to healing gets better and better with time, may your heart find light again. Take however long you need to heal. We all love you and are lifting you up in prayer. I’m also sorry this is soooo long. Thank you for reading.

heparin induced thrombocytopenia :( i’m so sorry :(

Sorry for your loss darling. Please find professional help if you feel like you can't find peace within yourself. ❤

I love this boy!! ❤❤ so my son when he was younger

Sorry from your lose. We know because we all have been there. How are the kids doing?? How is your husband? Is he helping you cope? He is your rock. I lost my husband of 49 years. I grew up with him because I was young when I got married young. That's just what you need. Get back in the Grove. You will always have your funny , loving, giving , generous mommy and grandma. Sending you my love and a big tight hug. God send you strength 💪 🙏. I will watch your new video .❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ from Texas😢😢😢

Rafael, I’ve just loved you since you were 2 years old ❤ Godbless you and your family

I think you’re a rockstar. I’ve lost my parents too. I can sympathize. What happened around my mom’s death with her workplace (she was the executive director of an agency since she was 27, back when women couldn’t get a credit card.. I was a surprise! baby and came along very late). This agency that focused on helping people was fucking awful to my mom after she dedicated her life to this place. Forcing her to leave while she was sick but could still work. There was a big court case in our town. It was on all the papers. Went on for 3 years and broke her heart. During that time my mom decided to get off dialysis and pass away at home. All while I was trying to graduate high school. Another fun thing was this whole time the school kept threatening me I would be unable to graduate because I was missing despite top grades. They didn’t let me graduate that year. I did the next year after having to do it with a private tutor so I had no fun senior experience. Some people are complete assholes. Just writing this to remind you (and myself) to keep your chin up. It gets better. It gets worse again but it is what it is oi vey. ❤

They are not wrong tbo

Papa 🇮🇱👹 Mama 🇺🇸👹 Bonia@son (Da'ish) 👹

I loved your Mom, she was the best 🕯🥀

I've missed your videos, but go at your own pace.

There are no words that will make this better. I am so sorry. It has been ten years since my husband committed suicide. I relate to what you are saying and feeling. I do have to say the second year was harder than the first because that was when I was introduced to rage. I was so incredibly angry at him for leaving that way. It dam near destroyed my family. It took biblical counseling and a lot of work to repair broken relationships. My sister's and I rarely talk and I have isolated myself from almost everyone. I'm content living alone with my cat. I spend five to six days a week with my granddaughter and daughter. They are my world. Things will slowly not be as harsh and with therapy can improve. I pray for peace, clarity and understanding. ❤❤❤

I am sorry for your loss.

Ur family is in our prayers

Cara Andrea mi dispiace tantissimo per i tuoi genitori. Non avrei mai pensato ad un dolore così forte per te. Ti ammiro, ti seguo da tanti anni e adoro come educhi i tuoi figli❤❤ Ti mando amore e forza

I had to take my son to a children hospital and they where a lot of help for us and our family as well

Happy birthday Andrea, you are loved❤.

Omg that’s what my son was born with it. My son had to have emergency surgery to take care of Chiari malformation type 1

I lost my cat in a hit and run in November I haven’t been the same and I can’t get over it I miss him so much 😔

Andrea, you were on my heart today, and now I have just watched your precious video. My heart absolutely breaks for you. I am so sorry for the loss of your mom and dad. There are no words, but I will pray for your healing as you go through the grieving process. You are in survival mode; take your time. 🙏

Oh my goodness, Andrea...My heart is broken for you. I lost my husband over a year ago. He was very sick. I spent the year before he passed away taking care of him. I completely lost myself. I know exactly how you feel. I have been going through the same things as well. I am here for you. ❤

My granny raised me when I lost her I was 33 and now I am 40 and I am here to tell u it was the hardest thing she was my rock my support and I am soooooo sorry I can't imagine that hurt bc I been thru it just not that much in a short time I will pray for u Andrea

I am so sorry l am with you 🙏

I missed you guys so much. I have been praying for you guys… and the reason why you guys haven’t posted is because I had a feeling something was not okay. ❤️❤️❤️ I pray you push through this pain.