Start at 26:42 if you want to get to the point (I.e. the subject title of the video) 😂

Tell me you just learned the word iridescent without telling me you just learned the word iridescent 😂

I grew up in the 60's. I truly cannot believe this "psychedelic" thing continues onward. Try dealing with life without masking reality.

You experienced what a drug can do. The "devil" is just one's imagination.

I am a Christian and Jesus lover, who uses and promotes the use of psychedelics, but I do think they are not for everybody. I love the teachings in the Bible, but I think anything in extreme is unhealthy and dangerous. Everyone is on their own path and journey but after watching your videos, I think you have a misinterpretation. I hear you often talking about a “new age” and getting out of this “new age “ to be honest I’m not really sure what you’re referring to because the concepts/practices/beliefs you’re talking about are not new at all

Wellbutrin helped me quit kratom

The way I look at these levels is basically Kabbalistic. There are four Worlds, the Physical / Etherical, the Formative / Astral, the Creational / Mental, and the Archetypal / Divine.

LMAO don't apologize for the gnat... He's just living his best life, trying to catch some views on KZbin!! :p From your description of "The Hallway" sounds like you were in the Akashic Records. I've been there except my visual construct of it was a huge hotel, where the bottom floors were ancient with stone stairs, and then the higher up you moved it would become increasingly modern. With red-carpeted stairs to higher up still elevators, and finally on the roof the Divine Light was on top of the building and the four elements in each direction on the roof and a white crystalline yet golden altar in the center, and all was pure light. The floors below were all long corridors with doors, and each door had a portrait which was the person of that incarnation throughout the ages. If I walked through a door I would become that person (again), with perfect memory. I went through a couple of those doors and experienced moments of separate lifetimes as that person that I had lived. Now this experience was not happening under the influence of any drugs for me, but it was real.

“There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” Just because you met a Deceiver doesn't mean they all are. You were just projected to a place in the infinite worlds of ALL where deceptive beings resided. Don't ask what that says about DMT - which btw is the natural rocket fuel for the Soul that is created in the body to shoot you towards the Divine Light at death - ask what that says about your own Vibratory Frequency. That being said, I appreciate you sharing your experiences! This is how we learn, by sharing experiences and taking notes, and comparing experiences. I've heard (and had) both infernal and absolutely Profound Divine experiences using Entheogens, which btw should ALWAYS be considered just a peek / crutch way of exploring the Divine World. They should never replace a solid Spiritual Practice, but rather be used as springboards to take people out of the materialistic atheistic / satanic narrative that the Powers-That-BE are trying to enforce on the human race at this time.

I was able to quit cold turkey several years ago, and it was ROUGH. It wasn't as bad as norco withdrawals, but still extremely uncomfortable. I wasn't even taking that much. Well, I ended up back on it not long after. I have a kind of spina bifida which causes back pain and the inability to stand for very long, and kratom was the only thing that keeps the pain at bay aside from opiate pills. The most I take in a day is probably 12-15 grams. How anyone gets to twice or three times that much... just wow. Anyway, I'm on the journey to quit again. Whether or not that works out, we'll see. Do I want to live with pain, or do I want to live with a dependency on a drug? I'm going to try to taper down very slowly and see what happens. One thing I thought is important to note: if you sit around all day, you're more likely to keep dosing just out of boredom. I usually take some in the morning while having coffee, and then in the evening before I eat. If I have nothing to do, though, I'll end up taking more. So while tapering, try to keep busy. Don't be idle for too long, that way you're keeping your mind on something else. If your body is moving, you'll notice the withdrawals less. And of course, taking other non-addictive supplements for stress and anxiety can help take the edge off a bit, too. Some people say they take gabapentin, but I wouldn't advise that. Magnesium Glycinate is a better option. Kratom helped me get off norcos, so it's been a life-saver, but I'm tired of it. I don't like taking anything synthetic for pain, but I don't like being physically dependent on anything, either. Caffeine is the only thing I'll continue to take, and I've taken long breaks from caffeinated drinks... that's easy for me. Kratom - while in the same family as coffee - is not. And I don't think it's even possible to use it occasionally after quitting. It's like having a fling with an old abusive lover and suddenly finding yourself stuck with them again. Once you quit, never touch it again.

Im not that bad yet I take seven pills at a time Which is a relatively small dose.

Ready to quit. Hear for strength. Cant believe its been 10 months since i genuinely made the effort last time. Made it 16 days c.t.

Has anyone else suffered with very low s*x drive on kratom? Alongside depression, extreme exhaustion needing a nap all the time and the inability to focus. Ive been on kratom since covid started bc I was bored and had more unemployment than i needed. Lol. Now im stuck and it has affected my 7 year relationship dramatically bc of the low s*x drive. I went from wanting it so much it got annoying to not wanting to be touched.

At what point did you do dopamine detox? and how many months post kratom

Your not helping!!! Yes gangstallking is ŕeal

I was 7 years sober from everything…. No alcohol and no pills…boredom and lack of happiness brought me to K. It’s been 2 years and i’m not the same person… My hair has fallen out, using the bathroom is not normal anymore my confidence is to shit… Nobody knows.. i take about 2-4 tablespoons daily.. need help…

I thought you were talking about Elementals towards the end but that's more,l Mimic and Demonic Entities that do these type of things and of all the Archangels, Michael is nearly always going to be the one these Demonic Entities try and copy and yeah it may have been a little long but anyone that listens to Spiritual type stuff on here should be pretty cool and understanding. Thank You for sharing and Lots of Love from Down Under here in Australia Beautiful 🙏🏻💙✌️💚🖖😅

Baby girl you want to be a strong woman- I'm hotboi Ryan I'll teach you the hard way playa

Dang maybe I dont like blanked eyed soul maybe I would prefer s doll,

The weed addicts comment made me laugh because that’s funny, never in my life but okayyyyy

I can't listen to this garbage for 47 fn minutes. You know she just likes to hear herself talk

in my experience, if you use Kratom daily, it is as hard to get off, as any prescription opioid.

If you take it daily, you'll end up with a horrible addiction. It gets very ugly.

Check out toxic shame as a possible root cause of addiction.

Classic substitution. Go straight edge.

Also magnesium is good for depression and anxiety. It's a natural mineral.

I have Moringa seeds.

I didn’t know Kratom had addicting properties? Marijuana does NOT have addicting properties.

Beka, I love your topic, and your Guitars ! Our well being is our primary process, or not.

This is beautiful.

Ever talk to an Elder?..

Epic.

Amazing writing skills and the recording is done perfectly as well. You must pump out some new ones.

Great music. Keep it up.

Congratulations on your recovery. Keep spreading the good word of recovery. It's an incredibly difficult journey, but worth every step 💪💪

Yup. These kind of experiences happened to me CONSTANTLY when I was using crystal meth. It makes you a magnet for negative vibrational energy.

Shame you dont have an OF account. Much love from England x

maybe try Fent

Thanks for your continued videos Becca.

I used to do shrooms, LSD, & DMT, then at the age of 24 I heard a voice claim to be the one true God and to kill myself. I got diagnosed with schizophrenia then. I’m working on a video where I share my testimony thank you for sharing yours ❤️

I’m on day 14 CT. What a friggen bitch this process has been! So happy acutes are gone but man, I’d eat my left hand to get a full 8 hours of sleep. Main symptom for now is just extreme lethargy. For sure some depression too. But I’m never going back so I just gotta keep riding this train. Great to hear it gets better, but knowing it can take a year is tough to hear. I just can’t wait to hit the 30 day mark. I feel like that will be a huge milestone. Thanks for the videos I greatly appreciate it.

What do you mean you spent another year in “pause”? Paws? Sorry I don’t know the lingo😉

Definitely, we are not meant to contact them in any shape or form! In the Quran ALLAH (god) speak about the unseen- the arabic word bring "ghayb". I have also experienced DMT and it was one of the worst things id ever been through in my life, I basically had a near death experience. Even though these visuals were only a figment of my imagination induced by the drug, I was so far gone that I whole heartedly believed it was real and I was actually about to die. I remember at one stage me telling myself "I have fucked up" it was at that moment that I saw my life flash before my eyes and I could feel my soul beginning to slip away from by body- I thank god that I didn't die! After I came back into this reality I was soo overwhelmed that I began to cry as I couldn't believe what had just happened. I just remember being is a state of shock for the whole afternoon; the worst thing was I couldn't understand if that was actually real or that was all because of the drug? Anyways, after that I made decision NEVER to take drugs again, DMT IS NOT A JOKE!

When you’re trying to quit, make sure to take Gaba

This is so therapeutic to hear from someone else who went through hell . I am 5 weeks off huge amounts of kratom for years . My skin is DESTROYED. I am exhausted. I am finally starting to feel a little better and working on my physical heath and my skincare . I think your gonna be my imaginary best bud while I go through this . Thank you

Ive considered trying it to help with suboxone detox. Im not so sure after seeing it too comes with withdrawals

I almost subscribed but then you had to throw in the Jesus thing and the god thing. Christianity is crap. All the intolerance in the so called "bible" says it all. In fact all religions are crap. The "solace" they give to people is artificial and hypocritical. Always has been and always will be. The other thing is that people throw the word "spirit" around like we know exactly what that means. It's a religious term. It doesn't mean anything outside religion. And religions have a terrible track record of actual proof or proof of something we can understand. Maybe spirits are entities, maybe they're some type of hyperdimensional animals or hominids of both, maybe they're constructs of our own inherent psychic ability (if that exists in the first place), and so on and so forth, if we are taking about "pure faith" and "belief", then there's very little I can learn from this. Good luck.

There is no god but man. Following a religion or religious figure is the "easy way out". And I don't "follow" any man or woman. I'm open to advice, of course, but following any human completely is being purposely blind, I follow my own light, which is in my mind, and my own wisdom which is in my heart. So if I make a mistake I take responsibility, if I do something great, I humbly accept praise, even if it's my own....actually, I prefer my own thank accolades from others, because it keeps me humble rather than stupid.

When I was born again, my life was changed in an instant and ALL knowledge and revelation about God was given to me because the Holy Spirit came to live inside of me as Jesus promised He would: 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says: John 3:3 Jesus replied, “Truly, truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again." 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says :John 14:26 "But the Helper (Comforter, Advocate, Intercessor-Counselor, Strengthener, Standby), the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name (in My place, to represent Me and act on My behalf), He will teach you all things. And He will help you remember everything that I have told you." 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says: 1 John 2:27 "But the anointing which you have received from Him abides in you, and you do not need that anyone teach you; but as the same anointing teaches you concerning all things, and is true, and is not a lie, and just as it has taught you, you will abide in Him." 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says: John 14:16-17 "And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever- 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you. I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you." Everything else is a counterfeit of the devil's deception. The devil is a master deceiver and we are no contest for him because he deceived the first man a nd woman (they knew God and walked and talked with Him every day, He supplied all of their needs and they wanted for nothing) into giving up their eternal lives through eating a piece of fruit that the Lord God had forbidden them to neither touch or eat and they died a spiritual, eternal death, headed for hell. (This is why God sent a perfect lamb (Jesus) to take away the sins of the world and redeem mankind back to Him, through receiving the gift of salvation through Him; thus making them one with God again now and for eternity). 👉🏻👉🏻Genesis 3:1-7 When the devil tempted Eve in the Garden of Eden he stirred up the sinful nature in her. He did this through a clever line of reasoning. He questioned God’s Word (verse 1). He did not deny that God had spoken. He simply questioned whether God had really said what Eve thought He had said. He questioned God’s love for Eve (verse 1). The way Satan asked this question implies that he was questioning God’s love. “If God really loved you, He wouldn’t keep something from you, would He?” Satan used this same tactic on Jesus in the wilderness: “If you are the Son of God, command this stone to become bread” (Luke 4:3). In other words, “Why are you hungry if you are God’s Son?” As the author Tennyson once said, “A lie that is all of a lie can be met with and fought outright. But a lie that is partly the truth is a harder matter to fight". He denied God’s Word (verse 4). Satan finally threw out God’s warning altogether, telling Eve, “You will not surely die.” It is but a short step from questioning God’s Word to denying it. If Eve had not listened to Satan questioning God’s Word, she would never have fallen into Satan’s trap when he denied God’s Word. Eve was at the wrong place, at the wrong time, listening to the wrong person, which ultimately led to her doing the wrong thing. He substituted his own lie (verse 5). Satan told Eve that if she eats from the tree, she “will be like God, knowing good and evil.” Interestingly, this was Satan’s own sin, for he had attempted to take God’s place. Eve saw that the tree “was pleasant to the eyes” (verse 6). This is the lust of the eyes. Satan uses this trap to try to get people to entertain fantasies in their thought life. Unfortunately, those fantasies often turn into reality. Eve saw that the tree “was good for food” (verse 6). Having seen it, she tasted it. This is the lust of the flesh. Likewise, Satan wants us to gratify our desires immediately, whatever they might be-food, sleep, sex, pleasure, possessions, etc. Eve saw that the tree was “desirable to make one wise” (verse 6). This is the pride of life. Satan wants us to desire to be exalted and to develop an attitude of arrogance. Eve had a choice to make-she could believe God’s word or Satan’s word. Tragically, she chose to believe Satan, the father of Lies, rather than the One who is Truth and it cost her eternal life with God. The devil has no new tricks, his best trick is convincing the world that he does not exist, or that he shows up only as an evil, malevolent being. The Bible says that Satan masquerades as an angel of light to deceive the nations. 👉🏻👉🏻2 Corinthians 11:14 “And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light”. Satan is winning the war and sending most of the world to hell because this world system is based on fiction and lies, like Hollywood. The programming we receive from the world is anti-Christ and they make God out to be the bad guy when He is the lover of our souls and is waiting to transform us and give us life more abundantly on this earth and eternally through Christ and the renewing of our minds once we are born again. The Bible says narrow is the way that leads to life and there are only a few who will find it. Jesus is that narrow way. 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says: Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. 14 But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it. I believe in our search for relevance and meaning in this life, we fail to humble ourselves to the fact that we are not God and therefore, do not seek to know the God of the Bible. Especially cerebral, intelligent, deep thinkers, who understand that this world and the people that run it are not honest, to say the least. The devil has also planted so many lies about God and the Bible and how the Bible was used to harm people to keep them away from their only hope of eternal life because the devil wants to take as many people to hell with him as he can because he hates God's creation because the devil can never repent as we can because he is doomed forever. Therefore, because of the lies and misunderstanding about God and also Christians who fail to continue to be sanctified and grow in the Lord and in His ways, turn people off to God, reasoning that if Christians are hypocrites, why would I want to be one? However, the truth is once we are born again, our salvation is secure forever because Christ was the perfect sacrifice for us. After all, we can not be perfect. However, we can grow through renewing our minds in the Bible but we will never be sinless. For all of these reasons, people can be led to seek the true meaning of life and eternal life through avenues that lead to a dead end, (a whole bunch of speculations and experiences that at the end of the day, do not fulfill and leave people empty and ever continuing to seek more truth while going deeper into a rabbit hole). 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says: in Matthew 11:28-30 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” 👉🏻👉🏻Jesus says: in John 4:14 "But whoever drinks the water that I give him will never be thirsty again. But the water that I give him will become in him a spring of water [satisfying his thirst for God] welling up [continually flowing, bubbling within him] to eternal life.” My sincere prayer is that you ask God with a humble heart to show you if the Jesus of Nazareth is the only way to the Father and wait for Him to answer you. He will show you in a way that only you will know that He is speaking to you, whatever way He may choose to do so. May God add a blessing to this comment and to all who read it. ❤🙏🏼❤ Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. If you had known Me, you would know My Father as well." ◄ John 14:6 ►

50 years old. 30 grams a day for 10 years. I totally relate to every word you say. I want nothing more to come off this. I have isolated myself from the world and there is no real joy anymore. Its always looking forward to the next dose and the dose doesn't do what it used to do. It did at one time help. Its now the reverse effect. Today is my first day off. Im 19 hours in. Contemplating tapering instead of cold turkey. Cold turkey after 10 years could potentially be too intense. I need to be able to function. Thank God im not working. Couldn't come off and work at same time. This particular video has been so uplifting. Ive been scouring youtube looking for the right video. This is it. You totally understand and i know you care. Im so excited to have hope that the best is yet to come after im over the mountain. You know what sucks is all my neighbors are nosey and wondering why im not leaving the house or coming outside. Im usually a busy body. Its very obvious something is wrong with me. Not that i care but at the same time i do because i have to coexist with these people in the same vicinity so its quite awkward