So relatable! Do you feel like your Ed has affected your ability to travel freely

@ absolutely!! I used to live in NYC but I relapsed multiple times so I had to give that dream up and move back home in Cali. I guess I can’t handle responsibility nor independence. You?

@@Ksmfreedom would you say the ed was the culprit in all of that? i just struggle to travel and do things i use to do (even go shopping) because i can't either focus, plan or feel too far away from food.

@@SabrinaBenaa hey again. Well it’s naturally a confusing mash up of symptoms and abilities, different for everyone I hate to say…after graduating then moving to NY was a big change but I loooveed it there. Problem was that I neglected to find a proper therapist and psychiatrist and that was all me. I much preferred living in my Ed than make changes bc that was all I knew. I applaud Flora all the time bc she seems to embrace change and I wish I had had her courage at such good a young age as she. I try not to compare myself to others, however still being in “ ed” mode currently while also suffering from its long-lasting side effects on my body (like gastrointestinal disease, surgeries, and pain) regretfully remind me every day that I fucked up and need to face current change is necessary…and terrifying too. You?

Try collagen powder. I put it in coffee and it is tasteless with zero change to the texture. The brand I use is Organika, but I think any unflavoured collagen protein powder will work.

@ thank you!!

Remember your why. Remind yourself of why you want to change and that “if nothing changes nothing changes”