I'm normally too shy to comment on videos but I decided to get over myself this once because this video was the epitome of "right person, right place, right time" for me! I'm also a pretty slow reader (30-40 pgs/hr depending on the "complexity" of the prose etc.) and on top of that, I'm a somewhat sporadic/all-or-nothing type of reader, meaning I can go weeks without reading a single page only to hunker down and read an entire book/series practically in one sitting when the mood strikes haha! I joined Storygraph last year and in my excitement to "find my people" joined so many read-alongs and buddy reads only to end up feeling super cranky and chronically exhausted in less than 2 months... I remember feeling so confused at the time because I really loved discussing the books we were reading together until it hit me that the reason I was starting to feel burned out was that I had forced myself to go against my "natural ways" haha... Another thing that really resonated with me was what you said about feeling the need to read the books (especially the new releases) that either are recommended by the content creators you follow or appear on your community feed on SG/GR just because it almost makes you feel like those are the books you SHOULD be reading and if you're not, it means you're not reading the "right" books. The same goes for what you said about how you feel about those books once you've heard/seen someone else talk about them. I often find myself thinking, did I actually like the book or was my reading experience affected by how X, Y and Z felt about it? It's absurd to feel that way, of course, and you know it's absurd but you still can't help feeling that way...and as you said, that's not the content creators' fault AT ALL! It's 100% on the consumer if they feel that way and it's up to them to do whatever they need to do to get their head straight, so to speak. Anyways, I'm sorry I'm rambling. I'll wrap up before this turns into an essay (lol)! Thanks for making this video! You may feel like you're only saying things that others have said a thousand times before but that shouldn't stop you from sharing your thoughts because you might just end up being the one person someone (like myself) needs to hear those words from. I'm glad you took the time you needed to sort your thoughts and rekindle your love for reading. I love your videos and get excited every time you post a new one, no matter how sporadically that may be, so keep doing things your way - we'll all still be here!

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I'm a slow reader as well. I prefer to read a book 'precisely' instead of skimming through the pages and forgetting everything I've read the next day🥲 And also how people read as many books a year... My favorite book ever is 1200 pages long and it took me 3 months to finish. I wouldn't have wanted to miss it in the world!

KZbin recommended you to me after your first or second video and I really like your content. I started Robin Hobb thanks to you. And I love her work. And I appreciate you talking about the algorithm. I somehow made it into amazon's number one slot for fantasy for a self-published book waaay back. And I made decent money on the exposure to topping (or in top 100) on that list for two weeks. I never, ever came close to that again and it ruined my writing for years. Like I forgot the first few books I published were just for fun, for me. And I've toyed with a KZbin channel for Star Wars books, but fear the algorithm ruining something I started for fun. I really love when creators like yourself talk about this kind of stuff.

This is so spot on for how I’ve been feeling this past year.

I usually describe myself as a glacial reader lol

I am also a very slow reader. It takes me about 35-40minutes to read 20 or so pages 😭. I appreciate this. Also watching book videos I’ve discovered I don’t like making tbr’s even though it looks fun to do, it just doesn’t work for me and I feel pressure to read books I’m not interested in reading at the time just to finish my tbr. I also don’t like setting goals to finish a certain number of books or type of books. It just takes the fun out of reading and begins to feel like homework.

Everything you mentioned is true for me as well and I’m also taking a similar approach now. Great minds 🤘🏽

The long awaited return!! 🎉🎉

I have felt the same way! I am currently taking a break from posting on booktube. Its been almost a year since I made my last video. My relationship with booktube started to get toxic. I needed a break to fall in love with reading again. Thank you so much for making this video!

Happy you are back!!

I also want to hardly know anything going into a book. Knowing a book thing is coming on chapter XX or looking out for the thing that half of people hate, is too much influence before. I want to hear that after reading and see if I agree.

I really love hearing your thoughts on reading and books in general! Even though I just started posting videos this year, I can see how some of the social parts and comparison takes a toll on a person. It’s really great that you have figured out ways to do this that works best for you 💖 I’m excited that you will continue to share your thoughts.

I can understand where you're coming from. I have been doing videos in the past (all of them are privated now) and then I was in a big reading slumb and then I was so ... anxious because what would I be talking about? So I feel you. And the burnout and of it all. But I am glad you are still here.

I'm a similarly slow reader. The pressure coming from all sides is to consume, consume, consume and it gets exhausting after a while. The price for stepping back from that is isolation, feeling like I'm out of the loop. I haven't squared the circle yet, but am coming closer the more time goes by. I hope you can, too. edit: on the audio thing, I tend to listen at about the same speed as I read. My brain can outpace the slower narrators, so I turn those up to 1.15 or 1.20x. 3 or 3.5x seems absurd and I wouldn't be able to take it in, much less remember much of anything!

A pleasure to see you and hope that you're well. Always enjoy the content.

I'm also a slow reader, maybe not quite as slow as you, but close! And I have learned I don't want to read faster. I love really taking a lot of time to sink into a story and a world. I don't mind audio reading, but I am very cautious about which books I read with my ears because slowly reading with my eyes is a first class experience for me. I'm glad you took the time away from youtube to figure out what was and wasn't working for you!

Hey stranger!!!! I TOTALLY agree with everything you touched upon. I have a similar relationship with being on booktube. Reading as much as humanly possible is not fun. Slow readers unite! ❤ If weren’t for audiobooks I’d probably read like a book a month…but I agree, I don’t retain the information from audiobooks. I have also been thinking about taking a break to focus on books I’m super excited to read.

Glad you're back and will be enjoying what you're reading more!

As a fellow BookTube content creator, I related to almost everything you said in the video😅BookTube and book social media has definitely changed my relationship with reading (especially in some negative ways...), but like you said, it is about finding that balance. I hope you find more peace and less worry in your reading life and thank you for your insight!

Welcome back!! I’m so glad you did this. Figuring these kinds of things out and staying true to yourself are everything. Be well. Be happy. Read for the joy.

love strongly loving or hating book content. LOVE

I picked up Guns of the Dawn on your recommendation. Hopefully you're back to uploads in the near future.

This was amazing book, just finished it. I agree, the rarely done, good romance.

Hey Christea, I just bought Guns of dawn because of you!!!

nooooo we miss you 😭😭

I love the way you talk about books - I feel like I understand these stories just listening. I want to be like you when i grow up. Subscribed.

I watched this review a month or so ago and have come back just to say that I picked it up. It was really good and I'm glad I impulsivly decided to read it.

I have the same thing with romances, where I need to be invested in both characters as individuals to really lose it for the romance. I gotta get to a Marvellous Light 😪I wish I had loved Emily Wilde more.

Just came back here to say that I bought Guns of the Dawn because of this video, am currently a third of the way through and greatly enjoying it. Thank you for the recommendation. 🙏

I read Guns of the Dawn because of you and I loved it!!!

and my TBR is just getting longer and longer 😅 Thanks for the recs 💕

Shame on Divine Rivals! But I can get your complaints lol. I don’t like fake dating either most the time, there’s only 2 or 3 that I’ve actually liked and thought the trope wasn’t used for just drama.

FYI--The secret society of irregular witches was VERY disappointing in my opinion (cringey romance, cheesy at times). It had an eerily similar plot to the house in the cerulean sea (which came out first) so it kind of rubbed me the wrong way the whole time while reading it because it almost seems like the author copied TJ Klune and did it worse.... Even though you put it in absolutely not, I would HIGHLY RECOMMEND the house in the cerulean sea!!! It is so much better than the secret society of irregular witches!

Okay, I need to get to The Mask of Mirrors!!

great recommendations x3 My favorite favorite romance subplot was in Ocean's Echo, Sci-Fi stand-alone and it was just.so.good! And I still need/want to read Guns of Dawn :'DD I'm sure it will happen someday 🙈

I really want to see a video like this again but with books you have read.

I hope you enjoy Addie and SOA! I think both get a bit overhyped, but they are good books. Night Circus! Intrigued to hear your thoughts! Starless Sea has a bit more plot, but it’s v much about stories themselves. That’s a shame on Never Let Me Go! The twist was wild to me lol.

13:43 I cannot agree more!!! Great video, we have very similar taste so I'm gonna take a lot of the recs! My favorite fantasy with romance subplot is the forest daughter by Juliet Marillier, its a "the six swans" retelling with slowburn enemies to lover <3

ok but the way the “romance” ended in the empire of gold…that last scene between those two characters has me sobbbbbing 😭😭😭

I’ve read these all but a marvellous light!

Where are Shallan and Adolin ? 😂

You sold me on The Emperor's Edge; I went and got it on kindle as I watched this video XD Mostly, my favorite romantic subplots come from the YA genre; Tamora Pierce's Tortall series is absolutely great for female readers, but also because of the many different kinds of romances and how the characters handle them. We go from exploring romance until you find the right one ("The Song of the Lioness"), to just hard-core slowburn ("The Immortals"), and then to "I feel things, but I'm too busy to really deal with this" ("The Protector of the Small"). I've been reading her books for years, and I won't shut up about them XD

You're very convincing. I just bought the Kindle edition of Guns of the Dawn. Thanks for doing this video

I really want to read Emily Wilde's and now I really want to read the City of Brass series since you thought the series ended well. It's always a bummer when the last book doesn't live up to the beginning ones 😥

I really need to hurry up and get to Air Awakens, I've had it on my shelves forever and it sounds like I'll love it. 😅 Yessss I loved AML so much. I DNFed the series after trying the second book though. I did pick up the ebook for Emperor's Edge so I need to prioritize that.