I got my car 2 years ago and i haven't washed it once 🤣.

hello! did you struggle choosing the degree?

I relate to so much of what you're saying. So, so much.

wow ur really smart and u got a lot together especially for ur young age I hope you know how amazing you are

well done that's so cool

you're very relatable to me, more than most, the way you express your thoughts makes me feel less alone in my way of thinking honestly, and makes me feel more 'normal' idk

You're path is so interesting ❤ congratulations on the graduation. I still want to interview you for my podcast ☺️ its not on this KZbin name but i can dm you some of my bands music and chat with you if you are interested in letting some new people know of your channels and all that's going on with ya!

Congratulations

So proud of you ❤❤ keep going keep pushing on.

Congratulations on the graduating! Nice to hear you are doing well! Keep going strong, you are doing a great job.

*thank you for sharing for story, greetings from austria vienna !* with the right set and setting and a tripsitter i made my best experience with magic mushrooms to get back in time as an adult to fix things from my childhood what went wrong

hi from austria vienna, PTSB goes often hand in hand with ADHD i know what i am talking about !

you are doing well... just move as you need to do and at your own pace.... have fun sharing, you got this... beautiful soul.....

helloooo, I just finished seeing your interview with Chris from a year ago and while I am watching this one now, I just wanted to say : thank you for making me feel much less alone. everything you mentioned during the interview touched me deeply, as I lived through similar experiences and dealt with them in similar ways. I realized it earlier this year, in March to be precise, at one of my best friends house, and I never cried so much in my life. to be able to see and understand what made me, me, was eye-opening and also so scary. I thought I was alone. felt lost quite a lot of times. still do, sometimes. but you made me realize I am not. we don't know each other but I felt such radiant energy coming from you and I hope you know your light. thank you for being a voice for us, it soothes the mind to know we are not alone in this crazy world. take the greatest care, goodbye 😘

Yasmine, I'm so happy you decided to share your story with so many of us through your video. Sometimes we'll do things in life that'll upset our family, of course you didn't do anything to upset your family, it was a result of bravely being your authentic self in front of so many people. It would make sense that your parents might feel upset that they were put in a bad light, but all you did was share the TRUTH. Sometimes the truth is uncomfortable, but I think your conversation was handled beautifully. Thank you again

1:30 probably try to get diagnose for adhd?

Did you go to Smithhale middle school?

i've been wanting to change my life since 2018 lolol same

You are such a beautiful woman anyways I suffer the same things. I have lost interest in general no motivation but I know am very creative if only I could do that without worrying about money. I can't do my creativity because because am always paying bills. Everything is boring

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aries?

I would love that.

I will never edit my memory of you

I know there are people like me.

Nice video, can i borrow your routine? Really like that quote "i'm going to try, it's all i can do" which is pretty accurate in my opinion i mean sometimes we need to at least try.

Yasmin I've just been diagnosed with C PTSD that's why i comment here Could you help me I am alone

everything you are saying here is so true and resonates with me greatly. thanks for sharing, for yourself and for all of us out here with the same struggles! thank you!

Sounds like you're on the right path to me sis! We've had deeply traumatic experiences in life that has affected every layer of life... This ain't like turning a speed boat! It's a barge with a full load. We're in the process of dumping the load. I think that's what self awareness does. It realizes that some of this "cargo" is hindering me and needs to go. We're far from where we wanna be but we are moving. I'm glad you have Carlos there with you. 💪

God bless you. Praying for you

As an abuse survivor myself your a big inspiration, and I relate to a lot of things your saying sometimes I hate myself, I can’t sleep, I eat poorly, all of that mess, and I would recommend professional help.

Your hair is beautiful ❤ i just watched the video on KZbin with Chris. It's so relatable for me. And 🙏 don't let your family tell you your experience. Let them go if they aren't supporting you now. I had to do the same. You are not alone. ❤

Start writing books. Do you read a lot of fiction?

I'm a student in his twenties living in Paris so my situation is different : I get to see my psychiatrist once a month, see my family doctor as needed and for emergencies can get an appointment at my family doctor or can go to a psychiatric ER and all of that for free. Though, I have to work to pay for psychotherapy, I found a great psychologist and see her twice a month. So I don't know how it's like to not be able to access healthcare even if you're aware you need help and are looking for it. Still, there's something else I can talk about. As RB said you seem really self aware of your symptoms and behaviors and are looking for ways to change and that's huge. You're not on autopilot anymore and that's a really hard step I think, one many never reach unfortunately, even if we're not talking about psychiatric disorders but just everyday life. I had to go to the ER last week and it was the first time I had a long talk with professionals about possibly having complex PTSD (my current diagnosis has been MDD for 8 months, which I also 100% have). Two of the things the nurse said that really stick with me are : - I am really self aware and that's a huge strength (coming back to what RB and I think about you) - Treatment is like climbing a mountain. It's hard, you often can't see you're making progress but eventually we'll get to a point where we're not just surviving but truly living I think you're also getting aware that it's not gonna go away without work because at one point you reach a lifestone and that's also important. The only practical things I can recommend is to get your hand on "Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving" by Pete Walker (there's an audio book, I find it easier to follow personally) and maybe watch "Recognizing and Understanding Complex PTSD" by McLean hospital on KZbin. They're not replacement for treatment, but psychoeducation is really important and can help us go a long way. Most importantly, remember you're not alone and there is hope for us. With love from Paris ❤

your willingness to share the reality, the inertia, the self-sabotage, the dead-ends + brick walls of dealing with c-pstd -- esp the lack of motivation that comes with childhood SA -- is so affirming + meaningful. i relate to so many of your thoughts + descriptions of your life patterns, as i'm certain several others do as well. thank you for being willing to be vulnerable with folks on the internet, it's a lot more courageous (+ even helpful) than you may be aware of.

I get free therapy through medical, it's free. If there is a womans shelter around you please go there!! You will get a social worker and they can usually provide free limited therapy. They will also connect you to a lot of resources. Thats how I found my current therapist. I am doing therapy like EMDR and have done PE too, it sucked tbh. I will say you are very self aware and being kind to ourselves is one of the hardest parts of healing. Good luck <3

Stay strong. And it's going to get better. It's a process. Keep searching for free clinics they have connections to therapy. But you are not alone. It's very brave of you to make a video of what a lot of us keep to ourselves. Thanks keep looking towards the future.

I see/hear you, truly understand all of that. It sucks. There is one thing I can encourage you with because I've been watching your videos for a bit and I'm going through similar things. >>>>You are healing and growing<<<< I guarantee that you are more aware of your patterns (good and bad) than ever before. That is growth for us because, you know what it is to go through days of activities and not truly BE THERE for any of it. The auto pilot self is no self at all. At that point, we're dead people walking and that's what it feels like. You doing this video actually shows your growth so 👏🏿. Rocking the Powerpuff Girls shirt too, let's f'n go!

7:30 Chornically online mentally but in real life is called 'dissociation'

Im rooting for you! Yesss waking up and exercising, seeing the sun rise! Dont be fearful to let your personality out in public, dont be fearful of the haters. Keep being emotionally intelligent! Im glad you passed all the classes! How do you put work on the rollercoaster? Thats what im trying to figure out

Love your personality. Wish i could find people like you on these bs dating apps 😂

Also i love this video format. The strutcure is actually very good. You dont know what you said in 17 mins bc you got it all out in words, and we understood you! Just keep going!!! Thats how things will change, keep going through the hardest parts

I can completely relate (except the honesty part) but i mean word for word i can relate. Lack of showering, lack of self care, lack of eating. Please keep rambling. We can relate to you. You seem like a great person, very emotionally intelligent. Please dont be scared to believe in yourself! For me identity issues are partly the root cause but i cant speak for you, all i know is you had the nuts to get online and tell the truth. Most people dont do that! So i respect you a lot for this video. Just subscribed

Change isn't always positive. Why do you need change.

I feel you. Been there before. I want to change too, and I feel like I have yet ... There's always something that'll test our mental strength and it's a fucking wild. I want to be a better person but sometimes I honestly don't have the fucking energy to do better. Or maybe that's just a excuse I give myself to not do self care. I understand you and appreciate your fire honesty🔥

I love your hair. That's how mine is.

Dope keep rising

Get an SD card for your phone

Type shit

Hey! I recognize myself 10000% in your interview video. Thanks so much for this. 🥹🥹🥹🥹 This was exactly what I needed, also for my relationship, because I pulled him away because of my CPTSD and he like just didnt understand. Big thanks and hugs! ❤🤩

Hi do you have any social media like Instagram or fb if so can I give you mine😊 you seem very nice