I was age 45. Anything that’s involved being a CNA is too damn hard.

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people watching this in 2024 👇

Jesus. You were way bitchier than your “sex before marriage was the worst…”

Everyone is different and it seems some people would probably be more helped by talking to a therapist than others. My experience has been that reading, journal writing, exercise and meditation work so much better than any therapist ever has. There is a bit of co-dependence in a relationship with a therapist that I find not very therapeutic! The point of therapy is to learn how not to be with a therapist. It's fine to go to a therapist to just vent as a short-term solution but a therapist should help you build a support network to help manage inevitable life problems. Your therapist should not be your sole support. If they are, they aren't doing their job!

*She still had her brows done, hair clean and polished, lips exfoliated& her lashes curled!* Anyone can do these things from home, especially paired with accessories, a decently styled outfit and CONFIDENCE!

Just found you..Your videos are so comforting

Thanks for sharing this. Yes- Therapy is so helpful for me too………… could relate to your many thoughts in the shower and I am also practicing monotasking and mindfulness.

What was the cream that you used to lighten your dark areas again? Please share 💕

I tried therapy once and they told me to breathe. I couldn’t do it. I already KNOW breathing techniques. I try them. It doesn’t help. I’m scared to try again and waste my time

Thnk u

1:49 I imagine that white stuff is the tooth paste, I get it all the time on my T-Shirt.

I'm sorry. IMO.This does NOT marry up. What the heck are you going to Dialectical Behaviour Therapy( DBT), for major depressive symptoms. For anyone who is interested in knowing the symptoms of MDD, this may help; www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK519712/table/ch3.t5

From what I know, my lash tech says that the castor oil actually takes the perm out. I know because my sister got a lift and her lashes are so long that they ended up curling really hard and getting stuck in her eyelid. So to straighten them back out the tech said to use castor oil because it’ll get rid of the perm

Such a valuable video! I hope the culture will begin or maybe it has begun to swing into to back into alignment with what God has in mind and not listen to the World.

Yes. women fall into this constanly in the west

Beautiful name.Alana.

Thankyou thankyou. Im over 60. In a terrible depressed state since losing my beloved Mom 3 years ago. I relate to you so much. I can look up to you more than anyone on the damn internet to give me the courage to save mtself. Im so sorry you had to experience this so young. All love to you.

What? Why nobody talks about the risk of getting that type of pain after breast implant? I've never heard about that before. I hope this video help many girls!

I genuinely love your message in this video❤❤❤

Beautiful inside and out what could be makkng you so depressed Comon now BIG HUG😊

With hardship comes ease. Wish you good health

This is so incredible. Thank you for being so bold.

Loved your response to your friend soooo much 🥰 truly the Holy Spirit guiding you, you did it boldly, thank you!

I just watched your video of you not wanting sex before marriage And also watching this…I’m inspired 🥺

Wishing you all the best ❤

I just said no to a guy i really started to like🥺 Because he wanted sex before marriage I’m so hurt right now honestly But i pray the holy spirit comforts me😞

As a fellow Christian, im pleased to see you reference your relationship with Christ and accepting your beauty. God allowed you to go through this so that your journey could be testament to others. Forgive yourself, as christ has already, and help others who are succumbing to the devils whispers for vanity. God bless you girl 🙏🙏🙏

THANK YOU so much for this video!!!

I know you’re a follower of Jesus now I’m so happy for you! We rebuke that depression in the name of yahshua!

Wow, I was not prepared for the tears of joy I felt watching you share and the transformation in you! When I first started watching you years ago I remember sharing how much joy knowing God could bring and how I wanted that for you and prayed for you as I commented it (it’s been years so I don’t remember much else about it haha), so it literally is like a dream come true to witness this. Thank you for sharing, and I’m going to continue cheering you on even if I can’t see the journey 🤎🥹🥰🙏🏾🥳😍💕

Loved having you here <3 from Pakistan. Best of luck for your life

Exactly. I'm happy I never did that bug surgery despite having diffrent size breasts

Good on you for standing up for yourself.

Every time I feel insecure about my boobies, and really consider wanting a boobjob, I watch these sorts of videos to confirm my intuitive thoughts of not getting it

The bigger tends to look more fake because we know many people can't afford real diamonds that size. The 3ct is a nice size and gives the impression of a natural stone. 5 carat is more gawdy than stunning.

Being depressed is something everyone goes through, its a part of life, but major depressive disorder is something that isn't a choice, its an evil trauma, an unwanted presence that doesn't leave. Ive been struggling with since I was young around 10-12. Some years its worse some better, but its ruined a lot of vacations and family outings for me. I agree though no matter how bad it is steps must made such as, talk therapy, ssris, getting 8 hours of sleep every night, reading scripture. I will my relationship with God has been rocky due to my default to a depressive state, I get really angry at a God that says He is all powerful and my brain is still suffering even after all the prayer and crying. Thank you for posting this, its that ray of sunshine shooting out from behind the clouds, a promise for some hope. To the people who don't suffer from major depressive disorder it may seem like me and others are just looking for attention, i assure im not. Im an introvert, id love nothing more than to be happy, solitary and content.

The puppy sleeping is so adorable lol❤

You made me realise that men face rejection at first interaction, but women face rejection after sex and this would be much more traumatic of an experience. No wonder women are so reluctant to have sex! However the problem is that these 2 very different experiences create a vicious self-fulfilling cycle. This is not the good and pure thing that God intended for us

Just wanted to let you know that your videos about Jesus and god were a big part of my saving. If you had never posted those idk if I would be where I am right now. I’m sure god would have got me there eventually but your videos are what got the ball rolling and got me thinking about the idea of god and now I can happily say that god is a part of my life and I’ve never been more grateful. He saved me. Your videos saved me. Thank you

that was so beautiful.

Praying together could've been really great if my wife didn't regularly "pray" my shortcomings as though I wasnt even there. No individual couple is perfect and it really helps when each partner is trying to understand the struggles of the other rather than play the role of the victim/accuser. Sanctification is a process and no human truly understands the roots that have to be regenerated before many of the topographical changes will occur.

I'm blown away by the thoughts you've put together for this video! What Jesus did for us is amazing and undeniable. I wonder if your script would've changed any if you were aware that the first edition of the King James Version of the Bible included the Apocrypha as an appendix and the second edition did not. It is worth some investigation to understand that men have made changes over the years that served to support various doctrines. I believe most churches use Jesus as a lure to get people to attach to them rather than to Jesus and that is one of the reasons Jesus spoke so strongly against religion. We need to use the Bible and the many other writings that corroborate it, but take care not to worship it.

As a testiment to how God changes lives, i would love to have seen what all these commenters are aluding to, but not seeing your channel till today I'm still moved that others are testifying to the difference they see. Congratulations and all the best to you guys.

I have never seen your channel before today. I was drawn to your experience of religion turning people away from God and had to tune in. I hope you dont think of KZbin as a job, but as a way God can use to draw people to himself. If it's not what he's calling you to then don't do it, but if you do it as a ministry you will see lives change!❤❤

the smile in the last set of photos is ubelieveable <3

Jesus wants a relationship with u it doesn’t matter what we’ve ever done he knows there no good in us

I would love a podcast or online bible study, we love you Alana✨

you were a BIG reason i started streaming. i have enjoyed your videos for YEARS. i wish you the best in this new stage of your life!