#03 | What's the TEA on FND and Independence?

[@CarlyStorey]

This is where I am. I’m still accepting it 4 weeks out of a week hospital stay. I’m so used to being independent and fly about easy with 3 children. I have my dairy, to learn patterns of the disorder. With my adhd and ptsd I can’t believe I am now forced to be mindfu, slow down and listen to my body. Which is super funny as I believed I was doing so during my healing journey but really it’s not untill now I am really present. I only have the day to think of. I can not stress about the future nor the past anymore because FND has shoved this new narrative of being in the day. I went Christmas shopping and completely spasmed, twitched out and I refuse to think I can’t do this. Once it was over I lead down meditating with Louise hay. Haha I know myself deeper now. I’m not happy with my new friend FND but I’m more accepting. I have lived a life of being positive and pushing on and I got this far, there ent no way I am giving up now. I will always give it ago. If I can’t then I’ll ask for help Thanks for the videos They have been helping me process x

[@Bubbabodine]

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[@functionalitea]

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