10 Gram Mushroom Trip Report: 'Facing Insanity'

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This user goes beyond the heroic dose and experiences varying degrees of consciousness, both terrifying and wonderful.
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[@Vivec]

Not sure why so many people are watching lately but I'd just like to say thank you for listening and big ups to the original author (Kazman) for penning such an astounding report. I'm genuinely honoured to be sharing such a profound and insightful piece with you all, hope you guys stick around for more ✌️

[@bigbud4697]

I’m trippin right now

[@blacksheep924]

So, why did you drink your urine?

[@steelmight495]

Yes my first trip mushroom trip I took 10 grams of a strong strain called penis envy because I "wasn't feeling it" when I thought I should and didn't know any better yet. . And it is banana bandana bonkers. You are a primitive sac of carbon molicules and your ego turns into sand right before your consciousness and if you haven't ever had ego death you think you are dying but you are suddenly okay with that you just feel sorrow for you loved ones. Then hours more of complex thinking and colors and strange repeating sounds. Then you come out wondering what in the entire universe just happened to me. But you also come out better. Anxiety free and humble with a new look on the world.

[@LogicallyKnot]

Because the mushrooms are calling people. People are looking for answers. Mushrooms can give these answers but you.must pay attention. Even when you're facing insanity. Especially when you're facing insanity. You were right. We are alone here. Nobody else exists in this space, but you. Same for me. We just precieve that there are others in the realm. We are really here alone. This a unique individual experience. Nobody else. It's just you. Don't you get it?

[@sulfereyes666]

The algorithm is changing, thats why!

[@dionisistheambivalent1553]

did this guy just casually throw in that he drank his own piss like it was no big deal. 👀

[@gpe1279]

I know...I spat my shit out when I heard him say it!!! 😉

[@thepiyush909]

why the fuck would anyone do that tho?

[@civilsocietyprivateinteres1711]

Yeah man wtf some dumb ass hippie shit

[@thechickenfriedredneck910]

@@thepiyush909 Dude 10 grams of mushrooms, thats why he drank his piss.

[@keatonward8556]

There are psychoactive properties in your piss after you eat them.

[@jasondohrman7098]

I've been close to that kinda. Scared the shit out of me but my life and way of thinking did change. It was for the better.

[@desramps3324]

I took 14g back 6 years ago and I don't think I ever recovered. Ego death hit me pretty hard and I had to face a lot of demons over the course of 16 hours (I was 110 lbs at the time). Pretty sure I did hit insanity too. Please be careful on your trip when you're dosing that much, and always respect your mushies 🙏

[@IdiotWrangler]

Shrooms don't dose by weight

[@MrStatic0990]

This is exactly how I felt/feel after taking 7.8G lib caps, lem tek ego death is the scariest thing I’ve ever been through in 2022. Also the longest trip I’ve ever had around 8-9 hours

[@CTChipmunk]

i ate 10 grams dry at a rush concert. blacked out for a few songs. it was wild. i've never blacked out from them and i had eaten 7g a few weeks prior and i was ok. i thought the band were vampires and it looked more like a magic show than a concert, lol.

[@BigBunnyLove]

Imagine doing all you described with no mushrooms. That’s the real experience.

[@painmt651]

I have taken large doses many, many times (5-25grams)but recently took 3.5 grams of shrooms I grew myself. it was way stronger than I expected. I felt in danger of getting lost. I was afraid.... something that has never happened.... I felt like I had broken reality, and it was never going to reassemble. I was doing the one thing I KNEW was not good... I was fighting the fungi.... I even thought about throwing up, but I knew it would not help. I forgot to shout, or sing my way through it.... eventually, I came back, but I still cannot remember the EXACT idea that set me on the scary, but the sense of it being VERY IMPORTANT has remained for over a month, so far....I am sure that I will remember.... there was a paradox of some sort.... a revelation that was disturbing in the extreme...

[@somebodynothing8028]

Lies I love how you state 5-25 gram many many times but 3.5 really grew on you shut the fuck up you literally made zerosense

[@somebodynothing8028]

@Klaudia Simon scam

[@somebodynothing8028]

@The Wizard from Hell Hole Swamp entrapment that swim is the police

[@painmt651]

@@somebodynothing8028 that’s why I learned to gather, or cultivate my own. I am a natural healer, some would call me a shaman.I have spent many years learning many plants, and mastering a few. There always is something more to learn..... but I don’t sell the natural remedies, except for the one I call BBF. It is NOT psychoactive....

[@kevineckelkamp]

I did a 14 gram tea last july with shrooms i grew. I projectile vomited. I don't do shrooms anymore.

[@mikeneidlinger8857]

I ate an ounce and it was exhilarating to come down. The best feeling I ever had. I wrote a ten page essay after thanking God for not killing me.

[@veryrareadrian]

first time taking shroom i felt like i was gonna die and i didnt know what to expect it hit me like a truck i thought those shroom edibles were laced

[@TheCoolanter]

my first time doing shrooms i did 14grams. and dmt at the same time. first time doing psychedelics. It was insane.

[@jester837]

Wtf

[@FuckPedophileBiden]

The first time I did psychocybin mushrooms I went to the Flett Dairy Farm and filled a sandwich baggie as full as I could pack them in there, and about an hour and half after I ate them I began to think that I'd taken too much..... 😲

[@seanmitchell2610]

always remember...when your ego is being torn apart ....your not the thing being broken....your the thing watching it break.

[@somebodynothing8028]

@Vosk coin scammer

[@somebodynothing8028]

@Vosk coin scam

[@BiggyJimbo]

Doesn't really make any sense. There is no "you" to watch your ego break, because the ego IS you. If your ego is torn apart then you become nothing. It is not possible to be an observer without an ego. They are inherently linked.

[@arcies9286]

@@BiggyJimbo The ego is developed & learned,not something you are born with. Mushrooms can temporarily shut it off while leaving you concious. It doesn't really make sense till it does.

[@WORRIEDEMOJI2]

i love ego death! if you can truely come to acceptance with yourself and everything flying towards you, it’s a very blissful feeling.

[@Lazy1Lou]

The paths of insanity and genius are really close to each other.

[@Vivec]

Very true

[@BarnabyWild13]

How’s that?

[@da_poopoo_dealer3152]

@@BarnabyWild13 you can be a genius with smart ideas willing to act them out as long as its virtuous and morally correct. You can have the exact same ideas and a willingness to put anyone beneath the task at hand, and most would consider you insane because you can actively betray your own emotions to do so.

[@CJM-rg5rt]

I don't really think they are related. Genius is such a vague word though and besides increasing awareness, has little relation to mushrooms.

[@sharniaum]

The psychotic drowns in the river in which a mystic swims with delight

[@polinaalissa367]

Mushrooms did wonders in my life. I was diagnosed with cptsd since my teenage, spent my whole life fighting cptsd. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with similar health challenges.

[@BrayWilliam-jq6wv]

they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.

[@RogerStevens-hs4ju]

YES very sure of Dr.raymycology. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today

[@KimeCastro]

100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma

[@SokMark]

Yes he's Dr.raymycology.Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

[@brendanfisher9686]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@EvantheEvolve]

I remember that feeling of tripping and thinking you’ll never come down and thinking you’ve reached the point of insanity. The sheer appreciation of finally coming good and having the mundanity back of everyday life is a huge relief, I remember the next day being stuck in traffic on my way to work and just thinking, “thank god things aren’t melting around me anymore”

[@williefrankfurt9859]

Couldn’t have explained it better

[@atedinahalf6288]

Idk why people do this to themselves. Take a few tabs every now and then. I see some stories saying they took 45 tabs. 45 fucking tabs. I guess some need to experience hell to understand ot exists.

[@jmayor4591]

I know. That’s where I believe the science comes in. Your serotonin receptors are toast for however long you’re tripping and once it’s over it doesn’t feel scrambled. Hence why some people feel as though they’ve been “reborn” when in reality their serotonin receptors are returning back to their normal state.

[@reid8559]

Just reminding myself that i am high and it will end has helped me out on some crazy trips.

[@SG4LIFE369]

thats why you dont eat mushrooms unless you got a blunt for every half hour

[@matthewprovost9879]

Good for you man to experience what you did. I took 15 hits of some crazy clean LSD. Ever since that day I have been clean from heroin. I was a heroin addict for 17 years. I now have 7 years of sobriety from opiates, have my kids back from my last marriage, and just got married on 8/27/2022. If it wasn't for hallucinogens, I would have never come out of the world I once lived, into this new beautiful world I appreciate everyday.

[@Breca]

Happy to hear this brother...liv well

[@goingwithinpodcast6228]

This is great news!

[@guillermogallardo646]

Did you still withdraw

[@TheBubblegum420]

I just cried reading this . Congratulations

[@LemonTekkin]

I’m on day 3 of being clean from opiates brother! It’s nice to know I’m not alone along with NA shrooms defo has Changed my perspective on life I don’t even feel like using no more and I wasn’t no amateur IV user that’s a separate addiction on itself (only iv users will properly understand this) I hope to one day have a full year under my belt! Your comment has made me strive to be clean! “long as I follow this way of life I have nothing to fear”(NA) “I can’t but we can” Peace and Love bro.

[@gigachad8462]

I had a 3 gram trip that forever curbed my anxiety. Was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life

[@Xistfour]

its crazy how you can rewire your brain with this medicine.

[@dylankramer1099]

had the same experience after trying MDMA, after the trip my anxiety levels dropped insanely

[@aiden7855]

your anxiety didnt worsen the experience? like when on weed if i think abt my anxiety it gets worse

[@SmileyXVI]

@@aiden7855 i have really bad anxiety and every trip I've ever had on shrooms has been very good and im the same way with weed

[@robb.5035]

What strain of cubes?

[@DrDarkopusDoom]

Wow this gave me the chills. I've gone through the high dose rabbit holes myself and this trip report sums it up pretty damn well. This is the type of experience that is life changing! All the light and easy trips seem like childsplay in comparison. The true healing happens when you go so deep that you have to accept you are either dead or you have broken your brain. It's rough and scary in ways we could never imagine with a sober mind but That's when you get reformed/reborn in many ways. Mush love everyone!

[@brittanymillerry2327]

It’s almost like forcing a traumatic experience on the brain to give it a reboost and thrive even more.

[@n8thegreat445]

@@brittanymillerry2327 Its weird. The first time I did acid I got a strong feeling the months after that “bad things aren’t truly bad, just experiences to grow from”. Yeah it still can be hard af but you can always come out stronger.

[@denis4697]

@katherine jones lol

[@jaquelinemendez7221]

love this so much and totally agree with this

[@jaquelinemendez7221]

@@n8thegreat445 exactly there is so no such thing as "bad experience" only experiences to grow from

[@apocalypsed8]

"I knew and understood everything, except how to turn on my pc"

[@4fry2bread0]

comment of the year

[@lucasjohansson4339]

My god, this was me but i knew and understood everything except how to plug in the soundcable to my computer.. wonderfull things

[@Leo-cx3fs]

what is a pc again? I know I knew it a second ago. Or was it an hour?

[@profoundminds_9021]

I need a heroic dose, Ive only taken mushrooms twice.

[@eggpod4567]

Yup, this was me on a 16 gram mushroom trip. I learned and understood so much. But, when I went out to brew some green tea because I was thirsty. I swear I took like 40 minutes. 🤣🤣🤣

[@chantallaurie2062]

I have found the best cure for negative feelings during a trip is a well prepared playlist of familiar music that has 'an unmistakably positive vibe profile'. I've also found that music without lyrics is good for not influencing your thought narrative too much. For this I prefer Brian Eno, Herbie Hancock, and cool jazz such as Chet Baker. It has pulled me out of bad trips easily.

[@Vivec]

Brian Eno is awesome 👌

[@duwayne9393]

Headhunters album is amazing one

[@thatguythatsthere3367]

Do you think a trip playlist has to include trippy or disorienting music or do you recommend just overall happy or high energy beats

[@simonpowell2559]

It's always good to prepare different situations, music, quite, people, visuals. When you don't feel at ease in one you can move and completely change your trip.

[@Matthew-bb4rl]

Louis Armstrong covering Disney songs is sick. If you get trapped in the song you don't even realise because instead of words it's just him making rhythmic noises

[@featuresnobodyaskedfor]

I recently took a dose of 9-10 grams of mushrooms, I was also drinking and had a fair bit to smoke. At one point I was just laying on the couch, staring at the ceiling in a state of pure bliss- I took me a minute to notice there were tears coming down my face, I couldn't even describe how amazing I felt. I felt so in tune with everything, the whole world seemed so simple I felt like I had the answers to everything.

[@nernoision]

what did you do after?

[@JM4lN_PvP]

I know that feeling tears of joy

[@locotx215]

Same here. I think that's a combination of emotions . . .and your body reacting to the visuals by saying "that doesn't look right let me make some tears to clear my optics"

[@grecompton6777]

How much mushrooms is 10 grams because I done 70 mushrooms on my own(not grams just 70 mushrooms) but we never weighed them.

[@bigsam5171]

@@grecompton6777 there is no number as all mushrooms are different shapes and sizes

[@oreoblizzard1662]

I did 7g, 8g, and 10g my last 3 trips and it changed my life for the better completely. I feel so free like I don’t have a care or worry in the world, and I don’t struggle with depression even remotely as much. I’m a way it saved me and I hope they get legalized in my lifetime

[@rocqitmon]

Until you've departed in a jet and the pilot comes on and says "Aren't we all one with the universe this morning?"

[@Awake-Free-CT]

I really want that more than anything to not have a care in the world. I'm so depressed and anxious, constant guilt and worrying, In constant pain and I really want to do it as I've heard good things. I'm on diazepam and pregabalin though and I'm worried that this will stop the shrooms working as I've heard Diazepam was a trip killer. I don't know if just not taking the diazepam on the day I take the shrooms or will it still be in my system as I've been on them for about 8 months now.

[@Awake-Free-CT]

@@patrickhunt2577 ok thanks, what do you mean by a big dose? How many grams?

[@anthonycaporaso4353]

There trying to decriminalize them

[@Awake-Free-CT]

@@mavis3916 people who suffer with depression also cane antidepressants and other rubbish prescribed by their doctor who is supposed to help them. But they rarely help, take at least 6 weeks to have any effect except the unwanted side effects, also they are terrible to come off. Try suffering with depression for 25 years, then I'm sure you'd try anything.

[@valentinovelanceli2231]

I remember my 2nd LSD trip, it was 200micrograms and I remember feeling like I went insane, like this is what all drugs do. My ego was fighting so hard, making me think I've lost all connection to normal life, and I didn't wanna ask any of my friends for help because they'd think I'm insane - this put me in a loop; "If I'm not insane, I should ask my friends for comfort, but if I let them know that I think I'm going insane they're gonna admit me to a mental hospital, oh man am I going insane?". I tried to remember my parents, my childhood, to remember who I am and to not go insane, but I couldn't imagine anything outside of what was going on which convinced me even more that I lost myself. When the peak passed and I was conscious again, I felt happy, I felt as if I died and came back to life - there's nothing more precious than life itself I learned. The bad trip was an eye opening trip, if I could go back I'd do it all over again, after that I changed my life for the better.

[@beetlejuice4693]

Been there done that too

[@laniakeas92]

Oh yeah Happened with me as well Something that helpes me everytime is saying "whatever, girl, if you die - you die. Just move on. Everybody die" By "me" I indicate my ego of course. After I accept my death I always have some good moments. It's always the same with psychedelics. You should be ready to die and be reborn again. Deconstructed and constructed again, same parts, yet differently wired.

[@soheil8680]

When u get too scared and having bad trip , u should just ignore all the thoughts let them happen and DO NOT try to control them bcs they are just more powerful and also don't focus on them , just see them passing the way , if u understand and feel what I said , you will be fine , understanding this saved me from some bad trips that I started freak out .

[@rvansteensel420]

damn 200ug isnt even much xD

[@Enders.paradise888]

Bad trips are actually fairly simple to avoid A lot of people think doing psychedelics is a coin toss- like maybe you’ll have a bad trip or maybe a good but there’s ways to ensure a good experience

[@fullation]

I once took 16gs of mushrooms, I made it in a tea, was the most chaotic and senseless trip i’ve ever done. Couldnt control anything, and was just hearing random senseless sounds, I think the worst part was the constant uncomfortableness, I really thought I was going insane. After a few hours it just stopped and I was left with a weird surreal glaze over reality and everything was so clear to me, that night was a huge pivotal moment in my life and completely changed me for the better. Although, I haven’t touched more than a gram since.

[@anthonyrobles1877]

@@louistomlinson6427 don’t nobody want to weak ass half cut shit

[@swish4773]

I had same experience where I was super restless. The noise from the a/c took over my brain and body.

[@lkeith88]

I once tripped for nearly 16 hours and pivotal is an understatement. Luckily, the whole trip was pure bliss. Indescribably intense but bliss nonetheless.

[@jaydeeroberts8990]

no you didnt, 16g of shrroms and youll dev have an ego death

[@pl-boostcreep]

Take benzodiazepines with said fungus next time 😉

[@AboveAllBeOriginal]

i WILL NOT be continuing after him casually explain that he drank his own piss. my guy, WHAT

[@ChickenSniffer47]

Finally someone said something

[@drewsmith3673]

Had the flu one time. Didn't eat for 5 days (couldn't keep anything down) and finally came back around. The sixth day I woke up feeling great, ate a saltine, and it stayed down. That night I ate 14 grams. That trip changed the way I look at a lot of things, especially time. Hard to describe really. I had a conversation with my past, present, and future self in a three-pane mirror.

[@marcosibrahim7033]

Cooool

[@slickmoney031]

Everything that will and ever happened is always happening. our consciousness just moves through these moments and percieves it as time and space. The universe is expanding and already has expanded to destruction we just haven't perceived/ experienced it yet but it's already happened. Everything is always happening.

[@Oxxygen_io]

Ahh yes the visual emotional and audible lineup of time and events. It’s such a strange bizarre and uneasy feeling.

[@Rollo1289]

bro u had the flu one time?

[@cole.alexander]

Did you say 14? Is that... thats a lot...

[@juttaclemons5002]

Macro vs Micro had success in doing a few Macro first . Allowing the mushrooms to blast you into self awareness , showing you the shadows and trauma that have been hiding under the rug . Micro dosing has helped me stay on the pulse of my shadow work , helping me remember my best self .

[@DebbeyMarcel]

Microdosing makes me feel more human . I personally feel like microdosing increases my ADD for the day , but I may have to dial the dose down a little . The benefits outweigh the downsides

[@cathywalton1062]

​@@janeb.burrow2418How can I locate him?if he's on Insta?

[@vickiebeaver6843]

​@@MirableHarisonBut can dr.jeffshroom deliver to the UK?

[@debratwidwellmarshall6431]

​@@vickiebeaver6843Sure. He delivers anywhere and also discreet .. if you're scared about thatO❤

[@RobPendy]

I just tried MUSHROOMS for the first time. I felt as if i was in the center of the universe. I didn't go crazy after such an extreme experience. Totally got rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.

[@RonenDalton-pk7bj]

Psychedelics should only be used with great care and respect, I would love to feel same man

[@CastroTristen]

dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience

[@AndrewBausher7054]

It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.

[@An_inquisitive_thinker]

Government is very unhappy with you getting rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction. They need you to be unhappy, out of your mind and hooked on their petroleum based drugs. 🤔

[@fredrowan2477]

You lucky bastard. Mental illness is is my family. Wish I could stop my anxiety. I've done everything; yoga, sprituality, counselling, havening, psychodrama, EMDR, psychiatry. I'll keep trying, though. I've got a good counseller at the moment.

[@Focxio]

Personally I think describing a trip at that level is impossible, you can try and put it into words or show some zany animation. But nothing can replicate the feeling you get, and making a video of it really does no justice and I won't be watching, its pointless like watching a TV that is off and wondering what images each channel has, pointless. But some dumb kid will watch your video and think it's cool and lose his goddamn mind. If you had any respect for psilocybin then you wouldn't spread this to the world. But hey whatever you do you. Keep making cooky videos of all these stolen pieces of media to describe something so deep as this.

[@petergabriel2239]

i recommend him he's trustworthy he ship to any location man he got all kinds of psychedelic product stuff's!

[@petergabriel2239]

Trip_world1 ???

[@petergabriel2239]

They're on Instagram

[@EnemyTec]

Disliked as soon as you said you drank your own piss. I couldn't believe my ears and had to run it back, I need no explanation or justification for this idc that is just sad.

[@AidanDoesaSurvival]

"There is nothing to seek that is outside yourself" truer words were never spoken And if you truly search deep enough in all things you will realize that all is simultaneously self and other, outside and in, with and without

[@dancingoneness8348]

True

[@paultalon4414]

a tip: watch movies on Flixzone. Me and my gf have been using it for watching loads of movies these days.

[@houstonvihaan7972]

@Paul Talon yea, have been watching on Flixzone} for years myself :D

[@ephraimdominic4535]

@Paul Talon definitely, I've been watching on Flixzone} for years myself =)

[@emildegas4213]

what a way to ruin one's potential knowledge of the world, embracing arrogancy.

[@Russellmccoln]

They've brought in back shock therapy for treating extreme depression, I would definitely take a mushroom before I did that

[@Dj-dtw]

Only people who have taken mushrooms can only understand the powers lol and they grow everywhere September until first frost here in wales.

[@JagoSma-s3u]

I was a very anxious person and I always felt like I was worried about something but after taking mushrooms I've never felt more at peace with myself they should be made legal and more accessible.

[@azurescenss]

Every time that I do mushrooms I feel like I’m thousands of years old, and my body is just a temporary thing I’ve been placed into, where I have seen entire generations of humanity and the planet evolve and grow into what is is now, never really understanding how it got there or why, and seeing how similar it is now to how it was back then and how humans are still striving for the same things

[@Brandon-fr9nl]

God in the Bible said you’re a soul in a vessel. The Bible also says “In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” (John 1:1) All the knowledge you seek is in the Bible. You can literally make the blind see and throw mountains into the ocean by obeying all his commands. This new age stuff is the devil talking

[@Danigxxiii]

@@Brandon-fr9nl it’s all peace man

[@lawrencetrujillo7365]

@@Brandon-fr9nl there’s a very high chance that the Bible you’re reading has been altered. Which means you very well may be the one listening to the Devil if he exists(please do not start yelling at me how the devil is real and I should be very afraid because I know that’s going to be your main thing you reply). And what harm is coming from this? Like seriously you’re the only one doing harm right now by creating division with your radical beliefs. The irony…

[@baconstrip7762]

@@Brandon-fr9nl This isn't "new age stuff," traditional Native American religions drew heavily from psilocybin experiences and are MUCH older than Christianity.

[@nolanevans1598]

The last trip I did I turned into a water plant.

[@josh3458]

I can imagine walking into a dark room and finding someone tripping almost naked chanting “whaaaat” as their mind is just being blown away.

[@austinmcdonough5992]

This is o normal on high doses lol

[@atedinahalf6288]

@@austinmcdonough5992 There's a story about a guy who took 45 tabs, ran outside naked and was punched in the face and arrested. Holy moly.

[@austins.2495]

I’ve seen it

[@ltd2beast]

Yup that was me but fully naked and I pissed myself on the floor lol

[@danquarterman]

I had a similar experience with a few more grams, bout 14. I died, was 100% sure of it, saw my dead grandma. I was struggling badly with depression and addictions, I have never had any issues with them since. Be careful folks, this was the most terrifying experience, and the most beautiful, and wonderful all in one. Set and setting. Be prepared to accept ANYTHING. It's holding on and clinging to shit that makes the bad trips, SUPER bad. Submit to ANYTHING that comes up, no matter how terrifying, or difficult. Have a nice song to sing, or have a drum or a rattle close by. It's not uncommon that folks can sing or play a beat or even hum something pleasant, cuz it can pull you out. Be prepared to be VERY authentic in your intentions, you cant clown or joke your way out of a bad trip. FAIR WARNING. Lotta folks can manipulate themselves out of a social situation, this will not work in the trip because it's your more authentic you, you're trying to trick. ;)

[@sausemaybe4535]

How much did you take?

[@danquarterman]

@@sausemaybe4535 somewhere between 12-14 grams.

[@younghmz]

Dude you read me like a book. My last trip was my most traumatic, and for the stupidest reasons. I took 5 grams of golden teachers, alone, convincing myself "ill do whatever it takes", and when it came down to the beginning of the trip, i saw maya masks and tikka faces in 2d rows, like basic drawings, staring back at me in the darkness as i closed my eyes and meditated to the binural beats video i put on. I became instantly shook and tried to think of a way out. I said "NOPE NOPE NOPE" as i ran over and tried to puke in the bathroom to just realize...yeah its too late nothing is coming back up. I ran back to my room, and wanted to get water from downstairs, to explore my house, but i convinced myself in my fear that there was something around the corner, waiting for me at the top of the stairs... I couldn't move from my chair. I was in a state of pure shock, i looked out my window at the snow clouds, (it was winter), and just spoke out "I'm sorry god im sorry god im sorry mom im sorry mom" over and over, also saying "ill never do it again i swear please i dont want to die". Eventually id realized that i was saying a lot of it out loud in my head so yeah there was that. It lasted from 10 am (took the shrooms at 9, 9:15?) To 2 pm. Approx 4 hours of that, and it ended because my friend called me on discord, and, hearing the notification sound from my headphones, i snapped out of the trance I put myself in and looked over to my monitor. Before answering, i looked back to my window, and saw a colorful garden of flowers and things I don't even know how to put into words, unblooming themselves. I had no idea what to make of it, to this day I feel too scared to take shrooms again, even though I have relatively easy access to get them. I also think i was just so stupid and could have saved that trip had i drank more water but then again, there was so much foolishness in my actions in general. TLDR relatable comment kinda went on a rant sry

[@danquarterman]

@@younghmz Next time you go hard, it will be easier, you have good experience.

[@chrisgarcia3897]

One of the many reasons why I constantly started using shrooms monthly. I ate 10 grams and my backyard in my zen place that’s where I love to go smoke my weed and just think. Right at the peak of my I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing then thought about my dog zeke that had just passed away. As I open my eyes cause I feel a rush of tears coming I look over the rocking chair next to me clear as day a translucent figure started appearing (almost like thanos when he snaps his fingers), it was shaping out to be my dog with a golden layer around him and he was running around like he used to. This is when I got really emotional because he saw me, he came up to me, i reached out with my hands and I felt his presence I broke down for a minute got myself back together & started experimenting see who else I’m able to see and saw my grandma as well, same thing translucent with a golden layer surrounding her but with her the experience was on another level I closed my eyes and almost like daydreaming I thought of place to visit, I thought about my grandmas house as a kid again my eyes are filling up with tears I open my eyes and it was like I wasn’t in my backyard anymore I was at my grandmas house and whoever I thought instantly appeared right in front of me deceased and non deceased. The non deceased where able to communicate with me as a group and they are aware of each other but as for deceased people with the golden layer around them I could only communicate one by one and they weren’t exactly aware but they would smile when they get close together. I’ve also noticed how super aware I am in my dreams when I manage to fall asleep lol I can go anywhere I think of within a split second all I gotta do is close my eyes say the location boom I was there who I wanted to present boom there ya go but I could not for the life of me see myself looked in the mirror nothing looked down to my hands, body, and feet nothing there but I felt like I was moving my body as I normally but nothing was there. I realized what I was when I saw myself sleeping. My dream continued but I can’t remember past that point. That experience alone helped cope with my depression because I knew if I ever get that mentally low again I could always go back to this and see my loved ones once again and get that small reassurance that I need ❤

[@Johnstone858]

I recently did 10 grams of powdered shroom caps in hot chocolate, so same concept as a tea. For a while I sat outside and talked with the trees and sat at the base of one, bugs were all over me and I felt dirty sitting outside, so I went to take a shower, what I can only describe as dmt visuals hit me. I felt surrounded by everyone I ever knew and loved and I was talking to my own thoughts, but I thought I was talking to my loved ones, I felt whole and loved, I haven’t felt that way in 10+ years fighting addictions and mental health, one big dose and all the pain I ever felt was meaningless, I felt reconnected with myself. Never again did I hear voices or dangerous thoughts, ever since that day I chose to protect my mind instead of feed my addictions, even weed can be an addiction if your soul isn’t in the right place. I’ve been sober ever since besides from my beloved shrooms

[@robcarmichael119]

I smoked a combination of DMT and Changa and went so deep I literally walked through the light and had all my kids with me and we were all holding hands and laughing and walking into this light, but no faces or features, just beings of light is what we were. It was so intense that after feeling as if I had truly died, I came back into my body and remember looking at my hands like it was the first time I had ever seen my hands and I was so grateful to be back in my body but also so grateful for the experience I had that I can't even begin to put into words. Amazing video, my friend.

[@Nicolas_Pardo]

thats actually crazy man can you tell me more about it? and like how it changed your mind

[@henryjohnson-ville3834]

Damn! That sounds amazing! It sucks ass how our boomers in power keep this things illegal. Fvcking hate the government.

[@sammicopor]

@@Nicolas_Pardo must have been made up. I suspect most of these "experiences" are people trolling for attention while using drug stereotypes mixed with their imagination.

[@sephiroth0409]

​@@sammicopor Wtf not everything in the internet is a lie, especially things related to drugs can, even if they sound weird, be true. Saying that must've been made up without any proof is weak. Thats like saying that most near death experiences are lies...

[@sin6113]

i had a similar experience with a concoction of other substances ,about 6 tabs of acid and 3.5g of mushrooms among the usual weed and dabs later in the night. whatever was on the table. i woke up on another plane in a chair in front of a being of light with no features about 20 ft away , behind it a golden and iron gate. i thought to myself "is this it" and as i approached i felt myself vibrating and almost gagging and as i got to the being it reached out with one finger and pushed my head back. which sent me back to where i was on earth but out of body watching myself have what i thought was a seizure. i had to spam a giant floating x to make myself vomit and then i remember coming back into my body and my friend gave me some water which started a loop of me chugging water. i blacked out around here. i woke up in his sisters room the next morning.

[@Blastmaster762]

I had a trip so intense recently I felt like I died and came back to life. I didn’t like the reality I was set to face and woke up feeling like a changed man. Like I need to show love more while I can.

[@afterglow1478]

I had that too. The way I described it was as if a new soul came to inhabit my brain and had access to all my memories, but it wasn't the same soul those memories happened to

[@adanflores4523]

@@afterglow1478 that’s more your ego being shed and you becoming a new person

[@Thizz2011]

Bro, exactly how I felt when I came back to my senses. Gave my girl a big ass hug and grabbed my lil daughter and hugged and kissed the shit outta her. 😂 I’m more of a positive person now and see life from a different perspective.

[@Blastmaster762]

@@Thizz2011 life’s a precious thing even if at times it doesn’t feel like it. For sure give your loved ones hugs and show love while we can because the sad truth is everything comes to an end. I’m still working on being positive myself brother but As-salaam alaikum 🙏

[@Zer0Riverr]

​@@Thizz2011this was really lovely to read, more power to you man💪

[@bcanton21]

I can def relate to him saying his ego made him think that he had gone mad and that he was stuck broken. That’s happened to me on trips before

[@bcanton21]

@katherine jones no nigga

[@ekenekokelu13]

same its the minds favorite little trick and it is never true lol

[@dangergranger5091]

seems like my ego says these things when im not tripping. i dont blame it though. poor thing technically dies every time i trip so i cant judge it for being panicked.

[@loscheiner]

It happened to me my first trip. I took way too much and was totally naive about what would happen. I was so fucked up that I was SURE I was dead and seeing a fake version of reality. I thought all the things that were happening were ideas that came out of my own brain, like I was creating and projecting all of reality. Nothing outside of me existed. Eventually a friend said a phrase that I had never heard before: “British Racing Green”. I had no idea what the phrase meant, and he explained it was a color of pain on racing cars. I knew I never would have known that piece of information, so I couldn’t have made it up, so therefore my friend really existed, and so therefore reality was really real.

[@cameronleblanc2625]

Same, i took 3g of albino avery mushrooms, and had a great trip. It had been 1h since the comedown and i thought it would be a good idea to smoke some weed. But boy was i wrong. After i had smoked, the visuals came back, but very intensily and i was getting really uncomfortable and started to freak out but i kept it to myself and gathered my thoughts. Everything looked like it was melting, and i felt as thought i couldnt explain how i was feeling at the time. I felt like i broke my brain, and barely spoke for about 4 to 5 hours. I was just stuck in a thought loop, thinking i broke my brain forever. Obviously i didnt but it was an experience il never forget.

[@122jonte]

Somehow this story feels ominous and the author lost. Something in the writing feels smug, slightly arrogant. I've tripped, rolled, holed every which way and experienced very profound things. Yet, what I've learned is that it will not fix your life and certain people will gain this hard to describe personality trait after a huge dose. They will think they know, see, hear while stumbling in proverbial darkness. Spiritual arrogance. Using any form of drug to gain enlightenment is irresponsible. It will make very basic truths you already knew feel like revalations. You won't find what you're looking for. There is no other solution than quiet, darkness, lack of stimuli to find YOUR truth. "I had to kill my ego", no you didn't. You need a dark room and honesty with yourself. They're just funny mushrooms/tabs/pills/whatever that make you imagine things. For your sanity, leave it at that. Nobody is probably going to read this but i had to get it out

[@SimbaTheGreat]

My friends and I (3 of us) have done 12.5g in a tea (12.5 is the absolute sweet spot. Anymore is a headache.) and let me tell you, BOTH trips were absolutely entertaining and the most fun and connected I’ve ever felt with those people. We call ourselves the three musketeers lol. It was very euphoric and delirious. Laughed for 5 minutes straight and felt like an hour passed lol. I closed my eyes and saw grass, worms, trees, fog, snakes. It’s like I had the memory of the shroom. It shared its life with me on that trip. I learned that everything has vibration and life, and most of all, memory.

[@jacksonslaughter4205]

12.5 grams is fucking insane must be weak I can barley eat 3 grams with out being too much

[@SimbaTheGreat]

@@jacksonslaughter4205 lol just because you can’t handle doesn’t mean someone else can’t. People regularly take 8gs for trippy experiences in a tea. 12.5g between 3 people is nothing and I’ve been doing shrooms for 10 years.

[@k-leb4671]

@@jacksonslaughter4205 Keep in mind they were diluted in a tea and shared amongst three people.

[@stephanhelms3282]

@@SimbaTheGreat there are many different strains of shrooms with varying strength so no way to compare with given facts

[@SimbaTheGreat]

@@stephanhelms3282 They were gold caps. I’m well aware of the varying strains of shrooms. Even with penis envy, I’d still do 12.5g in a tea. Anything more is just a headache. Most we’ve done in a tea is 18g and it’s no fun. Not trippy. Just headache inducing. Anything less than 12.5g in a tea feels like a tease. Eating them dry is a completely different story and around 3.5gs I will slow down.

[@gydn.d]

I don’t think there’s such thing as a bad trip. I believe you are challenged and you only can learn 🌱

[@coryleblanc]

hardship is necessary for soul-development

[@treebeard8475]

I seen this dudes reality get rocked recently he was struggling even after the trip but he needed it. He graduated college and seems a little more curious/humble.

[@FuckxtheCCPxandxcommunism]

Same here

[@ouwle6618]

There is never a bad trip, just trips for the wrong people. I have a friend who lost his best friend to suicide after an Ayuhuasca trip. It apparently taught him that nothing has value and he was just stardust in an infinite dead universe. Hanged himself 1 week after. RIP where er you are mate, even if i never knew you ❤️

[@indyplant6923]

@@ouwle6618 shit man;(

[@demonjmh]

Just 4 Grams of some gold caps sent me outta this world not too long ago. I got stuck in a weird loop where it felt like the same thing kept happening. I actually started questioning if me and my GF died and were in purgatory. But I didn't say it out loud because i didnt wanna freak her out or sound insane. The best thing to come from that trip though is that nights where ive run outta weed are MUCH easier to get through now because its just not as big of a deal anymore. Also when me and that girl eventually broke up it didn't hurt as bad as with previous relationships and I definitely feel like its because the trip rewired my brain in a way.

[@coryleblanc]

but we are in purgatory, earth is a form a hell. that is what the show 'lost' was trying to tell us

[@MojaveWrangler77]

@@coryleblanc it could either be Hell on Earth or Heaven on Earth depending on your perspective and how much you care about external validation.

[@ghxst3205]

I was at edc 2022 trippin on shrooms and I swear I had dejavu while my cousins helped me get to the restroom. I sometimes feel like I can see the future in dreams or someshit because I get dejavu a lot lol After a while, I felt better even though I was still hallucinating and Although it was a crazy trip with ups and huge downs, I feel different since the high ended. Better.

[@GAZERGAZER-mk8iv]

OH MY GOD This happened to me!

[@barbarafogle3541]

Its like when you burn a circuits board. Its brain damage. It doesn't just grow back and you don't get it back.

[@Knifeboi]

I took 3.5 grams (third time tripping) a week ago. It’s the craziest feeling not being able to control your thoughts or feelings.. what you see and where it goes. I would be on the verge of crying because what I was experiencing was so beautiful, then the next minute I’m thinking about death and a black cloud rolls over with a blood red River. Immediately after thinking about Death, I think about Life and these electronic flowers start to grow along side the river.. the clouds clear and the sun shines.. I saw my entire family tree. From my immediate family, to all my relatives from when I was born. All my friends I’ve ever known, all the people that meant something to me in my life. The hallucinations are so random in substance and timing, and the oev’s take you to a place where it’s difficult to comprehend what’s real and what’s not. I would open my eyes and everything would shift, twist and roll. Close my eyes and the hallucinations would take hold. I listened to betoven for a good hour, Tool, Gotye. Some of the best moments were feeling as if I was the song..I was the instruments. They were me.. I wasn’t listening, I was literally the song. At one point my thoughts, hallucinations, and the music all coincided with each other in this glorious climax. I got aroused in that moment. Almost like an orgasm.. There are so many details that I’m leaving out. Those are just some moments that stuck with me. It’s safe to say that it was a beautiful, but very overwhelming experience and doing more would prob scare the living shit out of me lol

[@jakewojcio]

How was the tool while tripping? Always wonder how they sound in... "that" state 😂

[@YungtripsVR]

👌

[@Pixie-lw6sq]

Ya I used to like them but I have had a couple bad trips and I swore never again man it was like a nightmare. Jus be carfull

[@drewpuzak1032]

Nope, lies

[@Yukai-ep2dv]

​@@Pixie-lw6sqSame.

[@skazzi2g]

Tripping helped me know myself. Helped me develop the idea that it's the body that incepts the thoughts and I reason them to my benefit or detriment. I may have no control over the thoughts that pop into my head but I can definitely control which thoughts are worth allowing into my mental space. This taught me to rebuke negative thoughts on the spot, now my mind's calmer and peaceful. Long live psychedelics ❤️

[@dannyhousers]

Ahhh feels SO good to hear this from someone else 🙏🏼

[@Mr.otaka108]

Very true and thanks for the reminder. 💜🍄

[@boblob-law9401]

Timeout... You drank your urine? What does that have to do with taking mushrooms? "I took 10 grams of mushrooms, then I walked past a pile of dog poo. I picked it up and ate it. It went down smooth"

[@jakemegabyte896]

My 5 gram trip report got 70 views... shoulda drank piss

[@Vivec]

Hahaha your guess is as good as mine

[@dizzyblaze01]

To get all the psilocin he pissed out

[@HellfireDiarrhea]

Dude as soon as I heard that part I knew, this whole video is a troll.

[@professored7169]

@@HellfireDiarrhea I think its a creepypasta

[@AD-wg8ik]

I’ve a had similar realization. Except, the knowing that I was “all one” simultaneously meant that I was “alone”. This terrified me.

[@gingersnapuu444]

Imagine all the worlds we’ve created tho… there’s so much more out there we don’t even know lol

[@needheartranken]

Don’t worry man, you’re not alone. You’ve got everyone, which is all you. To make u feel ease man, I’m a soul also here, and u got me :) you’re not alone

[@Abushady]

All one = Alone 💖🌞

[@RedsBigRig]

@@Abushady at least when you are alone that’s one less ‘L’ you gotta take..😉

[@painmt651]

This was PART OF my issue.... not comfortable

[@joehart-fe7ss]

The average body can only break down 3g per hour. So anything over 3g you should take over hours. 3g at noon and next 3g at 1pm. This gives body time to break down the shrooms. And give at least 24 hours until next dose or the enzyme's will still be in body and you won't get much effects. Weak mushrooms sure, take the whole 7g at once. But for say Melmak or penis envy only do 3g per hour with a max of 6g per 24 hour period. Body only breaks down around 6g per 24 hour. So save the goods and stretch out......good luck...oh, easy to grow your own, try it.......Can use your own mushroom spores to grow in a medium. It's very easy to do, a slight learning curve...good luck all.

[@josephriley4356]

I highly recommend cleaning and organizing your house really well before the super trip.

[@josephriley4356]

@Andre I now have two kids obviously lots of stress and responsibilities. I've taken THC edibles a time or two once the kids are safe asleep. I'm gonna order a serious amount from this place you're talking about and rearrange my brains a bit. I think I need to reboot my hard drive. 12 yrs of raising children and navigating marriage is it's own trip.

[@petergabriel2239]

i recommend him he's trustworthy he ship to any location man he got all kinds of psychedelic product stuff's!

[@petergabriel2239]

Trip_world1 ???

[@petergabriel2239]

They're on Instagram

[@monalucia2610]

There’s really no reason to do 10g of shrooms- unless you’re really brave or really seasoned in the art of taking psychedelics. I’ve experienced ego death at 3.5 grams. It was intense. And I’m someone who has done shrooms for years. Maybe it’s because of my height and weight but I could not fathom doing 10g. Rookies or people who haven’t practiced in partaking of shrooms should never ever try to do that high of a dosage for their first time. It could damage someone. I’ve seen it happen.

[@mattbowen957]

Glad someone said it. I totally agree as I've also seen it. It's not pretty even if you or your friend come out of it on the other side.

[@psychedelictacos9118]

There's always bound to be some inexperienced teenager who will try and flex to their mates by downing god knows how many shrooms as though it were some competitive drinking game only to land themself in a very intense position that they have no idea how to deal with!

[@k-leb4671]

Yeah some veteran doofer and tripper once told me that there's no reason to go beyond 500-600 micrograms of LSD (assuming you're at baseline). I've done 250 before and I can't imagine doing more than double that would be anything other than unnecessary insanity.

[@psychedelictacos9118]

@@k-leb4671 I think your 5-HT2A serotonergic receptors would be fully saturated (or close to) at 500-600 ug and any more LSD in your system would not bind and therefore not make a difference. Luckily you wouldn't die as a lot of psychedelics have low affinity for offsite receptors that could kill you at higher doses.

[@devitodorito8376]

Imagine having a weak consciousness

[@wizard4203]

the intention setting, the cleansing, and the respect for the mushroom. this guy is doing it like a proper shaman. i have had a very similar experience, the unbelievable fear of insanity and the end of your life. what an incredible and wondrous fear that is.

[@adina3901]

That’s how I felt when I tried ayahuasca. I was in a state of total mania and I was convinced I was going to die that night. Crazy experience

[@wizard4203]

@@adina3901 that means it was working properly

[@sloanenehring2757]

This is it man. I took 8.5 grams about a year ago, and i felt so out of control that nothing made sense. Convinced myself i was a mentally ill child locked in padded room. It took my mother holding me to remember that i didnt have control. Over anything really. It was horrifying and i thought i would never come back from the trip. But the sun rose again and to this day i view my life differently

[@kevineckelkamp]

I did a 14 gram tea last july. I don't do mushrooms anymore.

[@Angel-bo7mh]

If you don't mind me asking, how has your perspective changed? What do you see differently after the trip?

[@FirstNameLastName-sy4kd]

@@Angel-bo7mh In my experience I don't view life as a burden anymore. It's more like a movie or a story unfolding in front of me. Sometimes the chapters are wonderful, sometimes more sad, but they're all important for the story.

[@jk47500]

@@kevineckelkamp Half an ounce at once? That sounds like overdoing it..

[@kevineckelkamp]

@@jk47500 yea it was an overdose

[@laniakeas92]

The most ironic thing is that when you go insane (psychosis, schizophrenia) you won't even notice probably. It's a slow process and you won't realize you lose something important. Dopamine induced state (schizophrenia) is completely different to serotonine rush shrooms give you. They also influence your "dreams zone" . Something that doesn't happen when you have schizophrenia. Eating shrooms kills your ego, it's not insanity. It's different form of consciousness. Who knows how many else there are :) But yeah, it's really hard to let go something that you think is you. Thank you for telling this story. Visuals are outstanding as well.

[@Vivec]

Thanks for sharing that bit of wisdom, very insightful :-)

[@laniakeas92]

@@opinionsarenotfacts.920 um. But I'm not a non tripper 😆

[@imuuri]

very true, although how many people out there that didn't come back to homebase the same get labeled as insane? one of those times I started walking down the street and started thinking Ill just live off synchronicities, the universe will take care of me and I will just walk forward and take what comes to me without possession and that would be the.. I guess you could say holiest path, I could ever hope for. but then I walked down the street very disturbed and saw how people were looking at me driving and realize, 'oh wait this is a way for someone to become one of those homeless crazy Christ people" and turned back for home. Many times I've felt empathy for people that got that far and ended up in the street. got lost in Atlanta, in the worst part of town and blended in with all the street peeps in a scary way. I thought I was gonna get stuck living that way. P.S. my dad had Scizo bad when I was a kid, it's chilled out for him, but he used to sit in the living room with all the lights off switching between screaming like he was being hurt by someone to laughing like he was about to hurt someone. I felt empathy with him from the first couple times I experienced psychedelics

[@gxlorp]

Alright Doc.

[@spicypickle4105]

What about lsd?

[@HMan2828]

Dude whatever happened to just putting on good tunes and go take a walk in the woods? lol I think your first mistake was all the new age BS ceremony, and taking this way too seriously... I've done similar doses plenty, and done a lot of acid in my time, and I would classify what you had as a bad trip... Do yourself a favor next time, just take the shrooms and go for a hike in the woods, or at least just go to your backyard. Setup a small camp somewhere nice, put on your headphones with your best tunes on, and eat away. You'll have a far better experience just enjoying your surroundings and circumstances... Also, always remember while you are tripping, "YOU ARE ON DRUGS, EVERYTHING IS FINE". It avoids you getting stuck in a loop. If you go in dead set on introspection, you won't be able to get out of it willingly when you've had enough... And drinking your pee? That's just nasty.... I would recommend a good light beer instead next time... Last time I ate 6g of panaeolus cyanescens (about twice as potent as the best cubensis) I spent 6 hours drinking my way through a 24-pack of Corona and having long existential conversations with my dog and the birds hanging around the yard, while listening to King Gizz's entire discography on shuffle. At one point I'm pretty sure I went on a bike ride with my dog in search of some wise owl that didn't exist to settle an argument my dog and the birds from the backyard were having... It was great!

[@quaidrowan]

I had a similar thought. I just like to listen to music that makes me happy and have a bunch of snacks, lol. I’ve had “bad” moments on shrooms but never a bad trip. And the way I get out of those bad moments? I just remind myself what the mushrooms themselves have taught me. Nothing really matters, life is a game, and there’s nothing to worry about.

[@Mushielabs]

I agree. My worst trips were the ones I did all this planning and expectation setting...worst experience I only did 3 grams by myself and I did all this meditation and environmental setup in the house...then my best experience I took 5 grams with no thought just impulse...went out to the garden and spent hours listening to the plants have conversations about how existence came to be. I also felt the most residual effects from that one and not once did I have a dark moment. To much planning and preparation puts unrealistic expectations your brain will never fulfill...also I feel there is no need to go over 5 or 6 grams..blacking out cuz your brain is flooded is not fun imo.

[@sainterectus]

Me and my friend did a half ounce (roughly 14 grams) of shrooms each in my car at about 12:30am. I should mention we were sitting in my car because that's how we would hang out since we both do not live by ourselves, so we weren't going to drive anywhere which you should never do under the influence of any drug let alone Psilocybin. I should also mention my friend had only had one shroom trip at that point, I had a couple myself but nothing to this extent. Anyhow I'm not even entirely sure how to explain my experience let alone my friends but ill give it a try. It started off fine we had a 2 liter of cream soda faygo each to satisfy our thirst at any point in the trip because usually I would get very thirsty and to wash down the shrooms lol. At about 1:10 I noticed the sensation of a trip coming, clenched jaw, sweating on my hands etc. I also like to squeeze things when starting off a trip, not sure why or what that says about me but it happens. A couple minutes later we were feeling the intensity of the trip, but it started off great. We were laughing, joking around and listening to music; in general just having a blast. Things start getting a little hazy for me from this point on and time ceased to exist. I remember my friend had to use the bathroom at some point so he got up out of the car and he was looking for something that was in his lap that fell when he got up. After searching for a bit I remember him getting back into the car with a whole different energy, he looked visibly shaken and emotionless. I'm still having a fun time at this point but he started to have a bad trip, while I was listening to music and just vibing he was sitting there, stone cold almost empty like a husk. He wasn't talking to me at all until after awhile all he would say to me is that we are both dead. I kept asking him what he meant by that and he would just continue saying we were dead, until he started explaining to me what was happening after a little bit of me asking questions to myself basically. He said we died from being shot and that the world was just melting in from of his eyes. Telling me that I was cut up into pieces and those pieces were falling apart. Think of taking a loaf of bread and having the slices of bread fall apart from one another. Now at first in my head we were not dead, I was still there and he was still there he was just having a bad trip, until sometime later. Since all he was telling me was that we are dead and we don't exist in this world anymore, I started to get inside my own head and that's when I was transported into my own personal hell. At that moment I felt what I can only describe as 2 drills forcing themselves into my head from my temples. It was a pressure and a sound that only I could hear, it sounded like 100 symphonies of jumbled up white noise. I started to believe that we really were dead. For most of my teenage years I was ready to accept death at any moment, even tried to unalive myself a couple of times, but at that moment death was the most frightening thing I have ever known. I was not ready to accept that fact that I died. Now I'm also not that scared of much, the most terrifying thing I can think of is the unknown, and death has many unknowns about it. Some people use religion to fill that void of unknowing but not me, I am not religious so I think this had more of an effect on me for that reason. As this is going on in my brain I feel very very queasy and soon after I puke up everything that I could have, I also had a big chipotle burrito earlier in the day at work. It felt like I puked for the longest time. When I got back into the car my friend was still just laying my my front seat, seemingly dead to the world. After just sitting there for a moment, trying to compose myself and talk myself out of this bad trip by telling myself it isn't real it has to be the trip, I felt my throat and what I felt scared me even more. It felt like there was something stuck in my throat. Now I was still able to breathe but in my mind I was having this out of body experience, like everything I was seeing and thinking was a hallucination and that in reality I was laying there choking on my own vomit, slowly suffocating. So that played a bigger part into me panicking and almost having what I can only describe as a panic attack, to the point where I was actually having some trouble breathing. I ended up trying to call people on my phone but I didn't really have anyone to call so I ended up calling a coworker as a last ditch effort to get help because in my mind I was pretty much dead. All of this happened at what I think was the peak. This all happened in the first 5 hours of out trip so it was awhile and there's probably some stuff I don't even recall but eventually I went inside to wake up his dad and help me take him inside his house because he was so sure that he was dead he just honestly didn't care what was happening. For the next 3 hours we stayed inside and ended up coming out of it and ended up enjoying the ride and I think we were just happy to be out of the trip for the most part. I should state that the visuals were just as crazy and insane, it looked like I was watching everything I was doing on an old VHS tape; the slight tears in the screen and static craziness was what I seen for the most part of the trip. The effects its had on me is honestly mostly negative because now there are days where I have this feeling that nothing is real, there is no way to really articulate this feeling I have but its just this sense of emptiness and a weird sensation I get. Like reality isn't actually reality if that makes sense. It's sort of like this confused state I'm in, like I feel like I've disconnected from whatever we call reality is and then I was brought back, almost feels like I'm in this dissociated state that I cant come back from. It feels like its harder to socialize and connect with other people and I feel like there's so much more going on inside my head than usual. I still sort of feel like the same person but, also not. I also feel like I'm insane in my daily life, usually it only feels that was during the trip but its continued on many months after, keep in mind this was probably 5 months ago as of the time of writing this. I honestly believe to go back to the way things were I need to have another trip, but obviously not such a high dose. I haven't had one since this trip and I'm not even sure it would be a good idea. Honestly looking back at it all maybe this is how I've always felt and the shrooms just opened my eyes to it all.

[@KanyeKetchup]

chill ma bro enjoy life as in spliffs at the beach make it a fun journey . If nothing is real then stress and drama free zone

[@xo5tar]

thank you for sharing this. I’m going thru the same thing and it’s driving me insane. Hoping the best for u

[@terryrollins1973]

I'm here to tell you, there is no going back now. I've been dead for years. Enjoy the view, it's not a bad thing 😇

[@Ariel737]

I think the realization that we are nothing means that we are everything as well. We are all truly alone as we are just different aspects of the same one consciousness. One consciousness in many different expressions.. all comes back to just the one… which is fucking crazy to me to truly realize

[@georgemullin6840]

I feel exactly the same bro, does it make u feel more like stupid, I feel like I lost hella brain cells but it was off acid

[@BriannaHerrera-tq8jr]

Did I hear the part where he drank his own pee correctly or am I trippin?

[@jessepartridge5613]

Yeah that’s bonkers, came to the comments and only found yours lmao.

[@chino2531]

Appreciate your story but you don’t know how god feels or really anything bout him in all due respect

[@kiriltzenev5955]

I only take shrooms outdoors in the Nature. It helps me lose my self and find myself easier. Great trip report, man. Thank you

[@sikaablickyyg7053]

What a beautiful story. I love the ego part, its so correct. You really realize you cant control everything and you think youre going insane because you’re frustrated of not being able to control anything

[@yungxrist4571]

@Austin Jeffrey Dallas?

[@ashtonseale5263]

@@yungxrist4571 bruh don’t trust this guy.. go to someone local. Not online lmfao

[@yungxrist4571]

@@ashtonseale5263 uh you were right 😂

[@vincentgiovanni1963]

Psilocybin containing mushrooms save my life. The drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit

[@Carson272]

Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here

[@eliascharles9742]

The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

[@hunterjonathan9259]

I am feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.

[@glenn9196]

Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know

[@Carson272]

@@elizabethwilliams6651 Thank you. It means a lot

[@orion6shot]

I don’t believe doing more than 5g makes any difference. It’s not like alcohol or heroin where the more you do the more intense reaction. And in my experience what you are describing is a DMT experience and not the relatively mild high dose mushroom buzz.

[@donnieptheg360]

A psychedelic is like an emotional laxative if it made you see incredible colors, patterns, and alterations, alongside having massive, grand realizations. Objects transform, you feel like you're walking floating through a dream world at times, and all of your emotions, positive and negative and in between, are amplified. Being joyous on a psychedelic is the most beautiful feeling in the world. You're at complete inner peace, crying because it's all so beautiful, and because you're so lucky to be alive and have this experience. They can be profound and terrifying. Slowly feeling like you're forgetting who you are as your vision swirls with geometry. The music will feel enhanced. On huge doses, you can have incredible “breakthrough” experiences that involve seeing new worlds with spirits and other entities, visions of the deceased, etc.

[@Brandon-fr9nl]

They can also snatch your soul if you slip

[@Danigxxiii]

@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that

[@giddynun]

@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that

[@dumdum-wo3oc]

@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that

[@Paracelsedor]

​@@dumdum-wo3ocif get too much of a psychology impacting Ur ego, then those entities have a power over you. Trips must not involve psychology and be experiended in the most neutral way..

[@SammyboyYabish]

Shrooms are fucking dope!

[@soundmindbodydivine]

Peace brotha thank you for sharing your experience! I ate 7 grams at a concert once. It was the New Year's show in Oakland, I think it was 1992. Buddy Guy was the first act. The mushrooms started kicking in. Buddy Guy started turning colors, shimmering in light. The next act was Al Green! He and his band came out in all white. By the time he finished his set I was in tears. So much LOVE in his music! He ended his set with the song 'Lay Your Head on My Pillow'. Oh man I have goosebumps now just feeling that LOVE again. The band stops and AL Green continues singing a capella. What a voice! I look around me and all the older Black women in the crowd are crying their eyes out. I can feel all of the broken hearts being reinvigorated by Al's angelic vocal passion. I can feel all of the regrets, all of the joy and all of the pain. They came here to heal, to share an endless LOVE that knows no boundaries. I can feel it all. Each lyric being sung by Reverend Al Green is resonating and reverberating throughout the arena, opening each chamber of each Heart in attendance, we all let go of our sadness together. And we cried tears of compassion and LOVE, regret and release, ending in a feeling of joy that my young mind had never felt before. I remember feeling cleansed, feeling invigorated by these thousands of beautiful souls opening our hearts together. And then the headliner hits the stage. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, PLEASE WELCOME TO THE STAGE, CARLOS SANTANA! Oh man I'm flying now! Fully in the zone, 7 grams of mushroom magic has me O-P-E-N! The guitars are singing. The congas begin their solo. I see what appears to be an angel or something dancing on top of the congas. It is like the drummer is being fed an ancient healing language which he translates into this dimension by playing his drums. Crescendo is coming. The One and Only Carlos Santana begins his solo. He is vibrating. He is changing colors, shining with a vibrance and vitality that seems to rival the Sun. At the peak of his guitar solo cosmic rainbow lights begin shooting out of his guitar. This is when I learned that sounds have colors too. The cosmic sound colors begin falling across the crowd like waves. These waves begin flowing through the crowd. The colorful sound liquid seems to find groups of people in the crowd. The colors envelope particular people and they begin dancing in a frenzy. The colors leave the group and find another set of party people. Now the new set of people begin dancing and jumping, releasing their ego entrapment in a joyous boogie. Oh man I did not know about this level of Joy! I see the colors flow through the crowd, touching some people here and there. They all dance harder when the colors engulf them. I think to myself that I must be high, I am seeing the music! I am seeing LOVE ENERGY flow from Santana's guitar, mingling with the people and enhancing their dancing. I have never danced so much in my life. I have never cried so freely and joyously in my life. By the end of the night I had forgotten who I am, or who I thought I was. For that night we all became one emotion. We all became freedom. Freedom of LOVE opening our Hearts to experience musical deliverance. Thank you Buddy Guy. Thank you Al Green. Thank you Carlos Santana. Thank you mushrooms!! That night I saw how beautiful we Humans can be. Every nationality was there, every age group was in that crowd. Old blues heads, young guitar fans, the hippies, and all those lovely older Black ladies that sang every lyric of Al Green's set. We shared something amazing that night. Mr. Santana finishes his set. I am exhausted now, but feeling light and free. That night I remember laying in bed, finally home. I resonated in the LOVE all night, not sleeping but just enjoying my restful time, my body turning and stretching like some kind of nocturnal yoga. I open my eyes and catch the first sun rays, the eternal LIGHT come to greet me once again. It is LOVE. LOVE again. Freedom...

[@svlrji]

This is beautiful thank you for sharing

[@alexislopez8674]

I love this! Thank you for sharing

[@noahjones1192]

Awesome story

[@jeremycasper5181]

That’s so awesome one love brother

[@simonenunez9661]

This is beautiful you are so lucky!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

[@denimgenes5909]

My first shroom experience was in the Redwood forest with my high school friends. I laid on some jagged rocks and fixated on all these transparent, glass like geometric shapes and polygons that floated across the blue skies like clouds. When I finally quit staring at the sky my attention was captivated by bursts of color popping of every tree or plant based life I looked as it pulsated illuminated colors from everywhere corner of my eyes. Never had such a awesome trip since, it was truly a wonderful experience to say the least.

[@LogicallyKnot]

The first trip is always special. The first one where you go into ego death and a state of oneness is life changing.

[@mattbowen957]

I enjoy reading these comments from others that have had similar experiences. Something I find when I'm telling someone that has not experienced this, they just can't relate or understand.

[@markarchambault4783]

Best trips are done outside in Nature.

[@douglaspinsak1246]

Terrence McKenna frequently talked about taking “heroic doses” of mushrooms. What many don’t know is that the “logos” that McKenna talked to during his mushroom trips turned on him around the year 2000, and not only was Terrence never the same after this happened, but he also never did mushrooms again, even though he continued to talk about “heroic doses” up until his death (he also, interestingly enough, died from a brain tumor shaped like a mushroom). You can read about the aforementioned in the first edition of his brother’s book “The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss” (the information was removed from subsequent editions.) Mushrooms open you up to the demonic realm and are much more dangerous than many care to recognize or admit; not to mention they tend to draw people into all manners of sin. If you want to be made truly whole, you need to yield to the Holy Spirit and surrender your life to Jesus. 🙏❤️✝️

[@man.itz.ashton]

you are dumber than this dude was on 10 grams

[@yourkingdomcomeyourwillbedone]

Amen. This is the truth. I used to do psychedelics about 10 years ago - mushrooms, LSD, DMT, ketamine, MDMA etc. and was dabbling in Buddhism, Hinduism, New Age etc. Crazy looking back on that time now... I had some of the most beautiful, mind-blowing, life-changing experiences with those substances and I'm sure they played their part in my journey but the experiences never lasted. I would always come down and be left with the same problems I had prior to taking the drugs. I can say in all honesty that even compared to the strongest, breakthrough dose of DMT I had in which "I" died instantly and was catapulted through hyperspace and into the spirit realm, nothing compares to the first time I felt the Holy Spirit come upon me. It's better than any drug and you don't ever really "come down" after that experience. My life finally changed after that experience and I found what I was looking for all along - Jesus Christ. There's something about Jesus that satisfies something deep in my heart and soul. This is something that no drug or anything else in this world can satisfy apart from Jesus. I simply prayed to him on my bed and in a couple of days, I felt the Holy Spirit. I would highly recommend trying this if you are a truth-seeker, healer, lover, peace-maker, free-spirit etc. Feeling the Holy Spirit is truly unbelievable peace, joy, love, understanding, clarity, grace and every other good thing. I pray this may bless someone 🙏

[@Moodbloom]

I have never had a trip this strong but I had many low to medium intensity trips. Many of you won't need to hear this but there's a golden rule: Do not use hallucinogenics to have fun. Mushrooms are not there to have fun. I would not call a mushroom a medicine but it is not a toy drug. It has a power like no other. Be careful around it, and if you do chose to do it, have someone to be there for you.

[@qdilly7397]

More people need this mindset

[@natalyaavramenko9491]

the last time I tripped on shrooms, I felt immediately sensitive and connected to everything around me. I had this uncontrollable laugh, like nothing made sense while there were other things coming to mind that made more sense. I lost total control of seriousness, I went to go and grab a glass of water, and I could see all the water spashing down into the sink I saw so much detail in the water and how it was separating into tiny droplets. then I felt pinned down to the floor, again laughing because of the fact that I couldn't get up. colours were vibrant, at that point I felt as though I was in another spiritual dimension. and I'll say this , every single mushroom trip I've had has been a little bit different. I learn something new every time. it's amazing. Even when some parts of the trip get a little uncomfortable and emotional at times, digging deep into reality and being forced to look at the dark things that ive tucked away inside me/insecurities and the hard truths about myself that i try to ignore in my normal daily life, it all gets brought to light, I take this as a lesson rather than a "bad trip"

[@kailengriffin5505]

Sounds amazing

[@blinkth3dog]

As if the beauty of a psychedelic experience isn't enough, at 6:58 I realized you were using the mine craft music. Which, though I'm 40, holds a special place in my heart. It reminds me of when my niece was a little child, and her sitting on my lap watching, and years later playing it. Now she is 13 and not interested in it, but developing herself and her world. I love her more than life itself and that music just breaks me the same way a ego examination often does. That's all. Thank you for your video.

[@batmanonabike3119]

Minecraft! Thats it, i knew i recognised it! Thanks

[@Henrijetukas]

Use shrooms to wake up from ego. Tune into your energy body, counciousness and you set self free. ❤🎉

[@freddiesoverbite6162]

I used to live in Gainesville Fl. and pick psilocybin from a field that was about a 1/2 hour bike ride from my house. I got very comfortable with larger doses mainly due to the frequency of ingestions. One time when I went to the field I found one nice sized mushroom that as odd as it sounds did not lose much of its size when I dried it. It also became progressively more and more dark blue as I Iet it dry. I thought it was strange that it remained its original size no matter how much it dried. I excitedly ingested it with some honey along with three smaller caps. I was hit with a freight train almost instantly. I became overwhelmed with panic and pleaded with my then girlfriend at the time with what I should do. She looked concerned and told me to just go lay down. For the next 4 hours I was contorted with what must have been the most unnatural positions as my mind felt as though it was vacating my body. I remember gnomes telling me in a vision that I had taken too much but that if I hung in there I’d be ok. I felt like my grip on reality was so fragile for that short period. Like all I needed to say was “ ok” and I was gone forever. The visions were chaotic and absolutely beautiful simultaneously. Similar to this guys story that just when I thought of the rest of my life in a looney bin I was back…. but not totally. For the remaining couple hours of the trip I felt probably more elated than I ever have in my life. I felt as though I had cheated death or in the very least insanity.

[@robfox6103]

Gnomes!!!

[@springbloom5940]

Used to roam the field behind my house, crawling on my hands and knees, grazing them right off ground. Psilocybin never jacked me up. LSD blew my brains out, with one sideways low dose experience. Never again.

[@soundtorial4567]

U happened to have found a "Blue Meanie". Super high concentrated in psylo, i had a Couple of Them in the early 2000s and man, it Hit me in around 10 Minutes after ingesting, waves of fear creeped Up my spine. Was the hardest Trip i ever had

[@queenieqt2033]

Glad the gnomes took care of you

[@Ciegel112]

How do you know if mushrooms are magic or not?

[@tsheposekhokho1663]

I can totally relate. I remember taking 6 grams of Ablino Penis Envy and during the trip I thought “I’ve really done it this time; I’ve gone too far down the rabbit hole. I’ve broken my mind and from this point on, I’m crazy”🤣🤣 it’s wild because you sincerely believe that in the moment

[@angeloblvck2722]

Broooo😂😂 Albinos did the very same thing to me this past Saturday

[@stanleysanders9099]

I just did some hawaiian and boy I went off the deep end

[@Tasha.b89]

Funny, isn't that almost word for word what a guy on tales from the trip said 😅

[@weirdLEXbutok]

idk bro … i have schizophrenics in my family so i’m scared that if i take shrooms or any other type of psychedelics i’ll open a portal to the crazy side of me or trigger some shit that was hiding in my prefrontal cortex & never be the same again 😶😶 like . it’s been 28 years and i’m still rather skeptical even though i could use a spirit cleanse

[@LittleBigBirdz]

I've done that

[@richyoung503]

I did 12 grams out in nature a few days ago. The most beautiful experience of my life was watching the sunset on a crystal clear lake as the light pulsed to fear innoculum

[@richyoung503]

@@alexmaxwell2177 I'll pass my plug has more shit than I would dream of buying

[@Drawsome2478]

Ok I’m sorry but is nobody here gonna say anything about the man just casually drinking his own piss?

[@SC-jd7ql]

I think the dosage also depends on what kind of musshies. Ive takings 3.5 of Penis Envy mushrooms and was total gone for hours. Time stopped, the room grew and I felt like I was walking on a boat at sea. I took 4-5 grams of Pink Buffalo strain and felt a normal trip with closed eye visuals and trails. Much more mild. So its completely depends on what kind I believe.

[@zacmcloughlin3470]

100% I’m new to shrooms so don’t have much experience but first couple of times I only did a gram, didn’t really do anything other than feel like a slight come up, then tried 2 gram thinking it would be double the strength but I was genuinely thought I was god for while and was building civilisations in my mind on the sand ( I was at the beach ), a few mates who were mega shroom heads also said it was BY FAR the strongest trip of their life

[@1waysomehow]

Bro penis envy is wild them shits had me trippin the other day

[@zarathustra8776]

Once faced with insanity, you begin to realize that insanity was always the final outcome no matter what path you chose

[@haydenchristensen9278]

man i tripped so hard last night i was literally consumed and filled with the darkness, but i fought, and released my essence, flooding the dark with light. Top five life moment right there

[@Godwinpounds4333]

Hello Hayden, how are you doing?

[@OnMyGrindEveryDay]

I’m almost a year later, but just wanna say well said.. 100% how I describe my first ever shroom trip in back in my college years (3.5g). The bliss you feel after you have “fought” off the darkness was so worth it. It turned to one of the most memorable moments in my life.

[@ajroc1393]

Never heard someone talk about drinking their own piss so casually 😅😅😅

[@jasonbernard9012]

The part where he remembered what being god was like but had the memory attached of him going “WHAAAAAAAAAT” made me crack up. Very profound, insightful, and intense trip experienced here

[@derekcampbell2686]

I’m uncomfortable with consuming pee. Your story outside of that part was really cool.

[@wrenmackenzie-fraser8656]

yeah that was a weird surprise. i mean you do you & no judgment and all but drinking piss is a little out of left field

[@snack8119]

i rewatched that part to make sure i heard it right , ive never heard of drinking your pee before

[@derekcampbell2686]

@@snack8119 Amanita muscaria is poisonous to humans consumed as Is. The people in the part of the world who have that also have wild reindeer. When the reindeer eat that mushroom they filter out all the toxins that normally make us sick. Shamans from that part of the world will collect and drink the urine from the reindeer that appear to have had some of that mushroom. They trip sack from that stuff.

[@Alfred-pd5sb]

@@wrenmackenzie-fraser8656 in fact, why tf did he even drink his piss if you dont mind me asking, nobody else seems to have pointed this out acting as if its just a normal af thing to do which has left me confused

[@damiget2831]

@@Alfred-pd5sb I guess to keep the psilocybin in his system

[@amaridarlington8822]

Ok why is no one talking about him drinking his own piss

[@bobbyochoa2234]

My brother saw me eat 28 grams of albino shrooms all at once. No one believes me but he was there when I ate them and there when I was crying so hard I almost had no tears left. That was the scariest experience and thought I was dying man. Felt like I had been reborn the next morning and tackled on what I was afraid of which was just following my own path to make me happy not my parents or anyone else. Sounds odd but true. Showed me what a luxurious life was and that no matter what external factors will never make me happy. Going through the trio was insane but after was so calm and awesome.

[@IslandCreek]

My first shroom experience I was given the bag whilst my friends weren't paying attention and told to eat. So being a dumbass and a newb I ate the whole bag . Shortly they asked where it was and I said I ate it. Remember guys you said to eat it! I said. But it was over a quarter oz.. 😕 thank God it went fantastic I was absolutely fucked in other dimensions but it was pleasant.

[@BoomsAndJunk]

I took 5 grams my first trip and it was really intense. My girlfriend, 2 of her friends and I all took 5 grams and went to our local “lakefair.” There was rides with lights, smells of food, and I knew nobody could see me it was great. Then the mushrooms hit, my girlfriend went on a couple rides and I thought she was literally gone forever 😂 I tripped so hard I literally cried in her arms when I found her lmao. What a wild experience. It was a “bad trip” in a sense. But it also stripped me down and restarted my entire being. I felt like a baby after it. I ended up breaking up with my girlfriend and have completely changed. Just found this video but it was a super cool story!

[@patrickdelaney2299]

The devisive reports from mushroom experience is evidence enough of it's material quality, and not a bonofied spiritual experience, which is of an absolute quality No point in buying real estate here Maya

[@temp-payday7641]

No way someone did 5gs of shrooms for the first time and went to a fucking carnival, this is like a reddit thread 🤥

[@BoomsAndJunk]

@@temp-payday7641 5 grams of lsa sprayed shrooms. I took 1.5 before that and barely felt it. I also just ate 2 gel tabs and half a shroom bar (7 grams in the full bar) for my 4th ever trip like 2 months ago

[@deerlow1851]

​@@patrickdelaney2299 patrick, that perceived 'divisive reports' is just the bonified spiritual truth as it applies to individual humans and then filtered/compressed through their individual human experience and again filtered/compressed through their capacity to communicate it to you, and AGAIN filtered/compressed through YOUR capacity to understand it, which manifested here as your assertion that there is no real estate to buy...

[@owensuckling1446]

Iv taken DMT and literally was sucked into a vacuum and was in what I can only describe as hell itself. It was awful I was desperate to get back to the real world and every time I thaught about it I realised that life was gone. Nothing mattered anymore just what was happening there and then. Something showed me how horrible it is if I continue being a wicked person when I die then I was transported to a beautiful place floating around like in a chamber with a what I can only describe as really fat overweight being he watched over me like on a ramp surrounding the chamber and it was so beautiful. Colours energy flowing in so many different colours and I pleaded with the being I'm sorry why have I been so evil and bad give me another chance. A voice said it's time to go back even tho it was my own voice. I was back in the room with my friends who helped me back up and recover from the trip. I'm a aggressive person and have not been nice to my girlfriends in the past but now after the trip things have improved and we are much closer. Yeah I'm not perfect but things are so much better and iv quit weed become fit and I love my family more than ever. I'm confident you are a bad person you will live eternally in a dark and horrible place. Maybe that's where the heaven and hell comes from in religions

[@Vivec]

Happy to hear you turned things around, well done mate!

[@LibertarianGalt]

Terrence Mckenna suggests doing 9 to 10 if you want to have an experience similar to DMT.

[@Granditaz]

"I was so surprised I was god and nothing else existed" This feeling/realization/knowing came to me at the beginning of my trip at the same dosage, then I peed myself, laught out loud, and ended up on the floor. I remember one thought at the peak: "It's all me" The rest of the trip was a blend of nothingness, insanity, unity, and the fear of there being no existence. It's interesting how strong the attachment to our present reality/illusion is, even though it's all just a concept or thought by ourselves/god. It's really true that saying "If you want to change the world, start by changing yourself" Creation and the will to create an experience is such a beautiful thing, I'm so thankful for this possibility. It's crazy to think about the capacity we actually have, why is it that we often don't hold ourselves higher? The great work with myself continues... Loved listening to your story, very well articulated. I wish peace to your and everybody else's journeys. We are all one.

[@danielfoster1410]

INDEEd oNe is thAts ON

[@andybrown3016]

I experienced that God realisation on a strong LSD trip. That was 20 years ago but it is still absolutely the most profound experience of my life. Words can’t describe it.

[@spicypickle4105]

How much lsd did you take do you remember?

[@GeovanniCastro666]

Did you realise that Jesus is real? Or something on those lines

[@dylonallen3521]

@@GeovanniCastro666 you are god. we are god.

[@dylonallen3521]

@@GeovanniCastro666 oneness is the rule

[@50shadesofmdma52]

I agree, had 3 half tabs first time and had ego death. Scared me to ever touch drugs again changed my life again.

[@Stevejones-qe6hi]

He took some many mushrooms that he was sent to a different universe.

[@frankwyte2969]

Foreal though I've been there

[@Enmanuel_V6]

I did 4gs and for me it was everything Terrence said a heroic dose would be. I felt like millions of years passed and then I came back to my body and my story as a human.

[@purplekush6930]

one time me and my buddy dropped some acid from a vile & not even 5 minutes in i was already feeling it , i remember me and him were both trippn so hard we kept falling into "It" . both of us literally trying to hold on to an inch of sanity, we would both literally come back to reality for about 4 seconds telling each other don't fall in , dont fall into it, just uncomfortably laughing over it saying i cant stop falling , Swear we had the answers to everything that night . best advice dont take acid from a vile

[@RideBikes_Walkplaces]

I got half a pipette in the mouth by accident at a festival once. literally 10 minutes in I was swimming in a diesel refracted kaleidoscope of light in a puddle whilst my face dissolved. this intensity lasted for 12 hours. After that I managed to figure out which way was up and I made my way back to my van. couldn't sleep! was still absolutely hammered the whole next day and some of the day after. never again having that much.

[@Jojec420]

@@RideBikes_Walkplaces yeah nobody should do that much acid

[@Thizz2011]

The vile ones are the most potent ones tho lol 2 drops and strap on your seat belts. Definitely going for a ride into space

[@Umojawellness_]

The loop man it’s oddly amazing

[@fastdesires2852]

When you're down bad in life and need a help to reset yourself the mushrooms will find you one way or another.

[@alexduke6687]

They sure did man ☺️ they found me at the perfect time 🤯😱 I was looking for a rest myself you get what you ask for

[@fastdesires2852]

@@alexduke6687 I had no job, was speeding around in my unregistered truck, not taking care of my responsibilities and one night they just appeared upon me. I took way to many thought I was dying and literally thought I died. I realized that life is the most precious thing in the universe. Live your life don't let life live you. Death is a son of a bitch.

[@alexduke6687]

@@fastdesires2852 my experience was amazing I took 5 gz of APE psilocybin an was quickly humbled by the shroom entities I had been into meditation for 3 months now an wanted to take a step ferther into my mind for some fine tuning for self improvement reason

[@fastdesires2852]

@@alexduke6687 yes improving your mind with mushrooms is great. I think really strong or bad trips is the best way because you literally die your ego is stripped from you.

[@alexduke6687]

@@fastdesires2852 tbh one thing about a bad trip is that it shows your flaws an the potential you have If you were to work on the flaws I feel like all trips bad or good are beneficial if you open your mind to it

[@DarioCruzMusic]

This is one of the MOST descriptive and specific detailed mental notes of an experience I’ve ever fully listened to.

[@worldpeace12.7]

10 grams of APE for my first trip. nothing close to insanity. I learned more about love, fun and awareness. A small flamboyant feathery worm taught me how to flirt and have fun. Basically we had fun pretending and being playfully over-the-top, all of which is needed to properly flirt. Play and Fun takes practice, so take time to learn this skill. I wanted to be available for my family in the event they needed me, so I didn't have any out-of-body experience, but I could still travel in my mind quite freely and explore while being aware of the physical world. I didn't feel drunk or anything like that, but I could think in all sorts of new ways. I had a huge distaste for computer screens and that weird artificial light and I craved natural light, colors, plant life, and anything natural. it felt clean, radiant, amazing to vibe with nature, like we were meant to. Animals and insects defiantly have personalities. if you see a creature with amazing colors or patterns, just know that they are very proud of those adornment. none of that is by accident. Tiger Prawns, for example, are very different from other Prawns. they are more proud and do not like being called shrimp or to be confused with other Prawns. They are different and they want you to know that. Prior to my trip, I did not know anything about tiger Prawns but afterward I looked them up online and everything I learned about them on my trip turned out to be accurate. Spiders are beautiful and are incredible multitaskers. Just because something doesn't have "eyes", doesn't mean they cant "see" you. They very much can, and do, see you. If something is alive, its safe to assume it is aware of itself and of you. Ants for example are known to communicate, trade and barter with each other. Ants create amazing architecture, they maintain long highways of travel with a dedicated military with actual strategy (not random wandering), they store grains from moisture and if some do get wet, they clip any growth from the seeds to keep them longer, they literally "farm" various types of fungi and even bury their dead. How amazing is all that? God is good, am I right? Also never approach your body with hate, only love. if you have a belly, its because of your mismanagement. you loved the food when you ate it, right? so why would you hate your body for storing it. again, that's just mismanagement due to a lack of forthought on your side. you cant Shame your belly fat away, but if you approach yourself with attention to detail that love requires, you will begin to give yourself the things you need. This loving attention you provide to your self will over time change you to what you want. btw that's what love is, careful attention over time. Love is not the same as the feeling of attraction which requires very little effort. so these are a few of the insights I experienced on my first trip, with the help of 10 grams of Albino penis envy.

[@jamiejonesisjamie]

EXCUSE ME did he drink his own piss??? (4min20) 😭😭😭

[@gunnargarcia2755]

When that Minecraft soundtrack came on i lost it

[@raandoomneesssTV]

is drinking piss something people do in these situations

[@bakedzombie2606]

Trip report from a few months ago: I did 7g of golden teachers in a lemon tek tea. Felt it after about 10 minutes I felt colors get more vibrant and my Headspace started to feel funny. I was in the bathroom when it all started and I noticed my eyes and ears seemed to breathe. I went into my sisters room and laid down for a minute before i felt strong vibrations. I got up and felt my body stretch up and i stumbled to my room where i put on Dark Side of The Moon and i sat down in my chair. As the music started playing i heard it get louder and start to echo. I felt my body pulse and vibrate to the music. I stared at a corner in my room and saw fractals and the colors green and yellow start to cover everything i got scared and shook my head and turned the music off and thats when the bad trip started. I immediately projectile vomited on the floor. After I cleaned it i laid in my bed shivering and I felt scared and panicked. I heard sirens and heard yelling. I wanted to run out of my house to the street screaming and it seemed to play vividly in my mind. I could see the scene play out and it looped over and over as i entered thought loop after thought loop. After i snapped out of the thought loops I had lost touch of reality. Walls became my table, my table became my chair, my chair became me, and so on.i was everything and yet nothing. I no longer had or felt my body. Somehow I made it to my bed and I began breathing. After a while i calmed down and i felt instant euphoria. I felt unconditional love filled with so much warmth it was beautiful. I proceeded to have an amazing time as this feeling of love lasted till the end. I watched my favorite show and cried as it was an emotional episode. I felt connected to the characters and what they were experiencing. Towards the end i felt a surge of creativity and I had thoughts running at lightspeed in my head. I learned alot about myself and i learned that love is what humans are here to experience. Thanks if you read all of this hope yall have a good day or night. Lots of love and positive vibrations 🌎

[@steviemcstevenstein7629]

I felt this trip, thanks

[@suryanarayans2882]

Who is loving whom?

[@VELVETPERSON]

If you are thinking about to go on heroic dose - you should accept EVERYTHING what will happen in your wonderful trip. Even if it about loosing everything what you have and something else what may seem sad. Acception - is the key to substract the pure wisdom from such high dosage. Bless your trip, reader. Do not fear anything, accept it all.

[@LucasRodmo]

For those who are curious about the game-like images im the first half of the video, is from a short animation called The Heretic, made by Unity. KZbin has it