10 Signs You're Experiencing SPIRITUAL DEPRESSION (& Why It's A GOOD Thing!)

[@VictorOddo1111]

Hey my friends! Here is the free mp3 I mentioned in the video: awakeninghelp.com/higher-self-reunion-meditation-2/ ... Hope you're all doing amazing! Thank you so much for all the love, support, comments, likes, shares, and LOVE. Many blessings on your path. Sincerely, Vic

[@MetaphysicalMike]

Bless you Vic

[@drpshobha]

Thank You so Much Victor for this Excellent video! Needed it!

[@northernwolfhound7096]

Thanks Vic I had this ayahuasca urge today was wondering if you could recommend a good place to experience it

[@cherylsibson8457]

Hey, Victor, well I see the analogy from Pot to cucumbers, celery, trees, vegetable gardens, grapevines that made various wines, for you, its growth in a pot plant. For me, it's returning to a love of music that was inherited. I was introduced to musicals growing up, so I went to Peter Frampton, to other musicians, in anis from musicals to rock and roll, to folk music local and international artist-made Aquarius, Jesus Christ Superstar, to Cabaret to Godspell, Hamelton, music too will go through peaks and valleys just like people do. So you go hiking and in some spiritual ways, you wear a harness with your hiking buddy or clamp on to hold on the side of the mountain as you hike, or the Universe doesn't tip you overboard into the ocean when you are aboard a catamaran, because you can float in the water and be safe! Sure I periods where why don't people get what I mean? and yet they do sometimes. The universe is with us, all we have to do is listen while going through peaks, valleys, and to the sea.

[@webcontact5863]

Thank you ,and thank God we are not alone.

[@LetUsReturnToGod]

10 Sings You're Experiencing Spiritual Depression: 1) Spiritual depression sometimes comes after a "spiritual high". [2:09] 2) You feel joyless. [3:21] 3) Your life seems to be put on hold. [4:34] 4) You feel alone. [5:32] 5) You feel disconnected from "spirit". [7:33] 6) You feel overwhelmed. [8:49] 7) You feel tender. [9:59] 8) You feel burnt out. [11:25] 9) You feel stuck. [13:31] 10) You fall into old habits. [14:52]

[@tealswansong3089]

See Teal Swan 🖤

[@oMehrcy]

Why is this a good thing tho

[@nikhilnaik8314]

@@oMehrcy 😂😅yeah i thought this too

[@t4k7-azt64]

Mercy it means that your excelling, you’ve hit a wall when you get over this wall you’ll experience much more

[@66ALicEiNCHaiNS06]

I have all 10 and feel the need of suicide

[@taylorkosa333]

As 2019 comes to a close the next month and a half I’m sure we all can say this: WOW what a year of transformation it has been honestly!! I bet most of us can’t remember who we were at the start of this year, and that is something to give ourselves credit for. Every one of you is playing such an important part in this collective Awakening and expansion occurring on planet earth and I just wanted to send this reminder to how Amazing you are doing. 2020 is only going to be Bigger and better with lots of growth to come!! Thank you brothers and sisters I’m sending you all soo much love and light🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@jeremygodwin5007]

Taylor Kosa thank you for that. That was awesome of you. Very uplifting and made me emotional to be honest. Gratitude 🙏

[@MetaphysicalMike]

Bless your heart Taylor

[@taylorkosa333]

Jeremy Godwin I spent 10 min crying tonight in meditation, we are going deep right now. This healing process isn’t easy sometimes 🙏❤️

[@taylorkosa333]

Metaphysical Mike Bless you Mike, your an amazing guy!! Much love to you always, thank you for being YOU!

[@xingmenneigong]

Shut the fuck up dickhead

[@katiechamberlain3938]

I literally just laid down on my bed saying to myself “you need let yourself be just sad right now” and then this pops up! Crazy good timing as always💗 thank you!!

[@taylorkosa333]

Katie Chamberlain That’s amazing ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@mystatamiaj]

I just felt something very similar this morning when I told my daughter "I feel like I'm depressed, but I'm aware so its ok" I simply just allowed it . All the best to you and yours, YOU GOT THIS

[@josephmobley3686]

Same

[@dctmbu]

i know, i do that too sometimes, when im so tired of trying to figure out how to get out of sadness lmao

[@youalreadyknow5039]

Things happen for a reason. There are no coincidences or luck. Find your reason...

[@HumansOfVR]

time to leave behind my spiritual depression and move toward *_spiritual growth!_*

[@MetaphysicalMike]

Amen!

[@universallove8139]

Absolutely my brother stop going through and start growing through it!!!😎

[@D1987Gd]

WORDZ 😎

[@PixiePost]

That's what I am doing now! 💕 many blessings to you 😊

[@pharaohmikemike]

Life Progress - a channel for introverts 🌍🌍👁

[@NicoleSmith116]

Perfect timings. I legit felt like dying today.

[@daydreevendette7204]

My spiritual awakening started 4 years ago so I thought I was used to it. My spiritual depression lasted a year. And I am just getting out of it. I did everything from practice sending positive vibes to people who were hurting me, watching Abraham Hicks to try to be positive, advocate for myself to try to change the outward things that were going wrong. Got reiki done, went to Rythmia to do Ayahuasca, got qhht hypnosis, got a Moldavite, slept with a rose quartz every night, listened to meditations everyday, prayed, tried new activities. And I still cried uncontrollably every day for a year, feeling like my brain was choking from lack of joy and feeling like I was on a rollercoaster, needing to get all the toxic emotions out and simultaneously needing to be positive in order to end this terrible feeling. I also took time to just lay in bed too, but I really did feel like I was fighting for my life so I was very active. As I find my way out of it (finally I can see the end is near, and I can sense joy again!), I feel like I will allow myself more moments of relaxation, and not putting so much pressure on myself as I continue to grow. Thanks for the great video and I loved your plant metaphor !

[@wandajones8575]

Daydree Vendette ...I'm your twin..ditto

[@daydreevendette7204]

wanda jones It’s so important to know other people are going through the same thing. 😀🤩

[@wandajones8575]

Daydree Vendette ...yes or we all would think we're losing our mind 😜🤣

[@Quantum36911]

Thank you for sharing this. Nothing I do seems to lift the excruciating pain I have felt every day for 2 years. I wonder how on earth I'm going to be able to continue living like this. After awakening and seeing so much light, I did not think I would ever have to experience this much darkness, it just doesn't end. Praying for miracles.

[@mornettepotgieter3034]

Oh wow, I'm not going nuts, oh wow, I'm not the only one. 💖

[@PixiePost]

I have to tell you how Divine timing has come in. I was sitting here, in tears, anxious and depressed & eating a pint of vegan ice cream 😂 Normally, I am a very upbeat person but just been feeling "stuck" & sad the past couple of days. This video gave me comfort. I actually feel better, too. Spirit always has a way to speak to me & this was in reassurance, to treat myself with grace. And from all of the comments by these beautiful people, I know I am not alone. Sending so much love to you, Victor! Thanks for being a beacon of light for us. Namaste! ❤️ P/S To all of you, know you are not alone! I see you & appreciate you. 🙏

[@diyenlightmentpath6102]

I just posted this above in support of what you been feeling! I was at a very high break through point, and felt like I completely fell off my Saddle! I felt so bewildered, anxious, and stuck for 12 days... This video is 1,000,000% what I been experiencing for the last two weeks. The pure death of old paradigm's I can no longer uphold anymore.. It was very draining and intense as the Ego and lesser parts of myself did not want to go (Die) Now they are wheezing for the last breaths facing the inevitable. As I'm coming out of that phase, embracing solitude, a bit of loneliness (but with full new understanding of what's happening) I'm feeling a anxiety disorder and particular compulsions connected to it uplift a huge 1/3rd level going towards half everyday. The key in this phase is STAY ALONE, AND GET DEEP REST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. If you can get away, not have to work for a month that would prove to be a huge blessing to accelerate the process. This video is HUGELY ON POINT AND something I plan to talk about more when I create a channel, "The very Rocky road when doing shadow work, and these phases etc." This has to be talked about more or the path could really scare people, where they fear continuing the journey... Erroneously thinking it's harmful

[@Machelle3200]

Exactly..I ordered a Large milkshake yesterday and drank most of it.That's so not me..But it helped the symptoms..and I ended up working it off later..lol

[@PixiePost]

I appreciate you guys! It's nice to know I am not the only one. Been feeling a little better but it ebbs & flows. 2020 will be a good year for all of us, I can feel it. 🧚💗

[@tnbutts]

Girl, me too. I already told my angel's and master ascendants that I'm completely exhausted and I'm done..I don't wanna do this anymore..but then found this video...just in time...such a low low low.

[@PixiePost]

@@tnbutts Victor's video helped immensely! And I completely relate - it took me awhile to get out of the worst of it. Now, I am finally starting to feel aligned again, slowly but surely. (My angels were about to kick my booty, I think! lol.) Sending so much love & pixie dust your way. It WILL get better & you are definitely not alone. ❤️ 🧚‍♀️

[@annettegomez9067]

Just had a long walk with my dog where I started crying and talking out loud to the Universe cause nothing seems going in any direction. This video makes sense. Gonna lay low till it shifts. Thank you.

[@Mariatheemermaid]

Everything is happening for you

[@MetaphysicalMike]

Exactly well said :)

[@VictorOddo1111]

Agreed! :)

[@Mariatheemermaid]

Victor Oddo when the next ayahuasca retreat? Can I get information on that

[@birchharvey2526]

This ☝🏻

[@ojibwaa]

Metaphysical Mike I see you again haha

[@suzieqwonder3089]

During this awakening, my deepest feelings regarding myself are altering, causing me to undergo a potentially painful period of re-examination & transformation. These changes are affecting my sense of security & stability in a major way. I’ve been revisiting issues from my childhood & parental care. Even my fundamental beliefs are called into question & I’m undergoing changes due to this process going on within me during this transit. This is my chance to reintegrate & emerge from these trials of spiritual depression & spiritual consciousness more whole. I know these ongoing challenges are to help me gain a renewed sense of security & inner stability within me based on a better understanding of my own hidden motivations. My frustrations are stemmed from not knowing what my hidden motivations are at this time ~ I’m trying my best to keep my spiritual faith strong! ✨💖✨

[@patriciacordova9375]

Man! I’m right in the beginning of this depression. I’ve been dealing with this most of my life. But today was different, not like the depression I’ve experienced. I completely resonate with you! I also have a twin flame who has been my soulmate for over ten years. He’s going through a transformation and I can feel the separation. I’m so scared, n sad. I’m trying to take this all in! It’s so new to me, this new growth n expansion..vibration! It’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in this. Thank you all!!

[@empowerment.artist]

Once I started to accept and integrate my feelings, every bout of depression turned into a deeper sense of joy and presence. It´s like a bit of the old ego structures dies away, and the depressed states don´t last that long anymore. thank you Vic :)

[@gaia_tellus_]

Same here.

[@janette7287]

It’s like you’re reading my mind or have a hidden camera in my house lol. Thank you Victor another amazing video!

[@janette7287]

Sahar Ghaba Couldn’t agree more! It’s so comforting to know that even though the journey might make us feel lonely, we most definitely are not alone.

[@janette7287]

Sahar Ghaba same to you Sahar 💜

[@ckohler87]

I sometimes feel like Truman Burbank in the Truman Show! haha this is the power of our Higher Selves! We get connected to what we need, quickly! And our little minds are left scratching our heads haha

[@janette7287]

Christian Kohler seriously haha 😆

[@dianaherrera5906]

Ditto

[@susanhowell1673]

I have definitely been in the void. I am feeling more energy and motivation though, as November progresses. Astrology could help some folks here. We are living in rare cosmic movement times. The entire, "attuned" Earth population is being affected, all building towards an incredible new decade. Some of us have been in transition for twelve or more years, but it IS all coming together.

[@ashleyring7565]

ive been in this since my true awakening when i tripped on mushrooms back 2016

[@walkermusicandother3374]

I thought I was tripping I’m only 17 going through dis. Sometimes I feel like I’m chosen but sometimes it’s to much to deal with I can feel energy very well

[@PSBartlett]

A week ago I had a massive spiritual growth spurt and the past 2 days I don’t even want to get out of bed. I have to work so I did but I could feel something struggling inside of me. It felt like anger and negativity. I managed to contain it and focus on not giving in to it. But I feel sooooo tired. Thank you for this. I’m going to rest and allow myself to settle.

[@PsychoGallagher]

I had it two weeks ago. For a couple of hours I felt like reborn and in perfect harmony with the spiritual realm. I was channeling my guides in a quality never experienced before and EVERYTHING seemed easy and without any threat or danger. I was so calm and euphoric at the same time. This came after one crucially important insight I had about me STILL wanting this life more than maybe being too tired and broken, and eventually wanting to end it because of that utter feeling of having fucked it all up too bad. Then it went away and my life became gray and hopeless again. It's good to hear that this is normal and even useful for my spiritual growth.

[@crawfish069]

You may feel better if you release all that negativity in a constructive way. Write it down then burn the paper, scream into a pillow, etc.

[@pboobooz]

The timing of this, crazy! Right in the middle of this right now 🙏💕 Love and light thanks for sharing

[@VictorOddo1111]

glad its helpful my friend! :)

[@justinlucas2945]

Same last night I felt so shit

[@savannahsanchez211]

boo booz Hey girl Im not sure if you have anyone to talk to about this stuff cause I dont but I would really appreciate to have someone to relate to. Follow me on instagram if you would like too (: insta: savannah.xs

[@lidiak123]

It is lovely to have a space where we can communicate with one another and share where our energy is. Namaste to you all. We all really do feel the same energies and a lot of times ive heard this year to "not beat yourself up" from a very good soul connection of mine and right here hearing it from Victor. The other day whilst writing affirmations I wrote "I am on the right path" and instantly after writing it I had a message that told me we are always on the right path, everything has to be how it is - timing is divine. I experienced my spiritual awakening last year and this year I have felt this "spiritual depression" but have noticed the background work going on - without thinking I stopped smoking, stopped drinking, started to be more active etc and I didn't intend or even plan any of this but it came into alignment with me. I keep telling people last year was for my mind and this year is for my body so I truly feel as though my spiritual connection feels less connected because my body is catching up to my awakening last year. Nevertheless, I see this period as a way to show my dedication to my spirituality - I still meditate, cleanse, learn, affirm, show gratitude etc and practice these things and I admit the energy feels different when I do it now in comparison to last year; but I know it is on its way back to me and this video is a lovely confirmation of this energy and its nice for this platform to be used to show WE ARE NOT ALONE. Whilst watching this I felt an urge to connect with my higher self, or communicate to my higher self to write through my hands to see the message I am in need of - I will most definitely do this!

[@birchharvey2526]

Have DEFINITELY felt this lately.. for about the past 3 weeks or so, and it prolly started before that. Just completely devoid of any joy or passion that usually propels me forward in life. Deep sadness, sleep patterns disrupted, just unable to do pretty much anything. Thankfully Lorie Ladd had a transmission that cemented what I had already known inside myself but didn’t really give it the thought it deserved. This is happening for you. You are not the crippling depression, even though it feels like it. And it’s okay to feel that. But you can’t try to hide from it, manifest your way out of it, or try to numb the pain. You gotta embrace it, and most importantly, give love to that feeling deeply. This is part of an energetic upgrade of sorts, and you’re clearing the emotions of lower levels while you’re upgrading. So just feel the pain and sadness, you gotta just sit with it and let it clear. Finally on the tail end of my depression session, and it’s nice to get glimpses of joy every now and then. Love all you guys

[@mordaciousfilms]

ALL OF THIS today real hardcore - sorta lately in general. I just made a big move LITERALLY to a new apartment that's all my own after a really rocky and transformative year and I lost friends, and I am in a very physically isolated place... and I felt really GOOD suddenly and then suddenly the absence of my "desires" or motion forward and I suddenly felt all of this - as you explain here. Just sorta burnt out, unmotivated, stuck, like there's not a "next step" for me to take. Like I've done all I can. Like I wanna see results and I haven't yet! Sorta lonely, frustrated, truly ready for MORE, for something better, for these next steps and next chapters and love and to step back into my fullness..

[@geminimoon2225]

Again, perfect timing. I was feeling "alone" "disconnected" and even "misled". This isnt the first spiritual depression I have had, but everytime I always begin to wonder "what's the point?" I truly like the metaphor at the end, and it brings comfort. I know that these will pass and I just need to ride the feelings, and "everything is always working out for me!". So thank you!

[@iluvyub_sebin_bunnyqueen]

You know what, I'm kinda shock how the universe answered my question by seeing your video. Literally, I humbly asked the Universe why am I feeling this and that, and hours later I saw this on my YT timeline. YT "recommended" me this. I guess its the Universe who did. Like. Okay. I'm. I can't. I. Thank you so much!! ✨ Thank you Universe! ✨❤

[@patriciacordova9375]

Man! I’m right in the beginning of this depression. I’ve been dealing with this most of my life. But today was different, not like the depression I’ve experienced. I completely resonate with you! I also have a twin flame who has been my soulmate for over ten years. He’s going through a transformation and I can feel the separation. I’m so scared, n sad. I’m trying to take this all in! It’s so new to me, this new growth n expansion..vibration! It’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in this. Thank you all for the love n support on this channel!! Love 💕

[@mearaduncan3360]

This could have not been a more perfect timing! I was so blissed out yesterday morning, waking up feeling good! And then yesterday mid day I started going down hill after I took a pretty big leap of faith and then became super tired and feeling so empty last night like literally nothing mattered to me. No motivation, nothing. And even today it’s still here. Not as bad though! But I definitely needed to hear this. Thank you❤️🙏🏻

[@mordaciousfilms]

THIS is all exactly what I've been experiencing - like "WAIT what? I have been doing it all right, why do I feel stuck or disconnected and fatigued and overwhelmed!?" Vic, this is totally spot on and really helped me find ease during this time. I have jumped at so many new exciting "steps" towards my dream life, nothing too drastic, all with good positive intent, and now I feel it's my time to recharge, chill, go within again, reconnect to myself, and allow the reality to shift and the universe to work its wonders. The worst thing we can do is force ourselves and EFFORT too much where we start feeling stressed or urgent about our path! Much better to really FEEL it out - if you get excited and resonate with an idea or something to do - go do it! If you feel resistance, take a step back and chill, it's okay, relax - maybe it's not the right time. I believe in Divine Timing, and I believe sometimes when we make a quantum JUMP in our consciousness and our setpoint raises and we get closer to these huge shifts and manifestations, we are - like Vic said - held back a bit to recalibrate and rest up. I'll tell you, my body is getting my attention, saying "you need to sleep more, dude!" And so I do! I nap a lot. I throw on some subliminals, I started getting back into meditation and binaural beats, focusing on feeling easy in general. I think we all get really hyped about manifesting our desired life that we forget to feel good now - and the now is important! All in all, Victor once again even as I speak and watch this at the same time is saying the same things! :D Love it! So excited to be moving and working in tangent with the universe - I know even when things seem dark or hopeless, I've been through worse and came out the other side stronger and looking back, SO MUCH goodness has become even when I was at my most hopeless-feeling. Life can be like a dance! Step to the side, forward, one step back, three steps forward and so on. Much love! :D

[@charcoalandlight1990]

I wish this channel existed when I was a kid. I always felt like such a weirdo and outcast. Now I get it.

[@victoriaelizabethwhitimaxw1613]

I just been feeling like a fetus all month I thought I was going mad. Then this video pops up just when I wanted to curl up into a ball. And I haven't felt happy all month.

[@PsychoGallagher]

Hang in there! You'll make it! ❤️

[@alexandermorris2041]

I've been going through this for the past week or so after a big change in my life that I had to act on. Today is the first day I've felt great and I feel almost unstoppable and even had a really deep meditation for the first time since I started feeling down. When the negative feelings cleared i felt great, hang in there guys it's so worth it!

[@jenlahr]

Thank you for finally putting words to how I’ve been feeling the past week

[@ShowtimeHawaii]

lucky11855 EXACTLY!!!

[@1freshgirl3]

Yesssssss🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

[@eceerdem317]

Exactly

[@MrBigstugots]

Beauty shirt!!! Coming from Canada 🇨🇦🤘🏼🎩🎸 Non resistant Non judgment Non attachment Thx Victor

[@prestondaniels3890]

This has been happening to me for about 4 months and throughout the entire time I’ve been seeing angel numbers non stop...I’ve been frustrated but I know something great is right around the corner

[@angeldarlin]

One of the things that makes me feel bad is when you're doing all this awakening and then you enter this spiritual depression and people around you will just think that you're being lazy and being a burden 😔 but I want to sincerely thank you for this. This feels like a validation from the universe as well that it's ok if I'll take a rest and if I fight it, I'll just get stuck in the cycle for longer. So I will take my rest. I will move when the energies moves me 🤗💕

[@mornettepotgieter3034]

Oh wow, thank you so much for your precious message Victor. I have been stuck for a while, lost, depressed, emotionally very tender, confused, not knowing what my divine life purpose is, not wanting to be here anymore but knowing I have to be here , one day up, one day down but feeling like I'm desperately hanging onto the last rung of the ladder determined not to let go, believing that I'm not crazy, searching, listening to and watching so much on spiritual awakening and what I'm feeling and experiencing .... I watched one of Wayne Dyer's messages and he said the word's " you've outgrown your pot " and wow you've said the same. I've outgrown my pot and need to replant myself. Sending you rainbows and rainbows of loving energy, blessings and light and to all out there. 💖

[@radharagoobirmanoo8255]

Thank you Victor. I can really relate with this video. Sometimes i do feel lonely and sad but dont have much people who can understand.

[@BigBossTifah]

I Honestly Think You Made This Video Just For Me .. The Way You Just Spoke My Life Right Now Is Mind Blowing ... I Thank You So Much For Just Validating That This Is Actually A Positive Thing To Go Through .. Often Times When You’re In The Mist Of It You Lose Touch With The Knowing That The Universe Is With You ... Thank You 🙏🏾

[@TamQ100]

I have been watching your videos for over a year- they were always on point! I have felt so much relief from the information you share BUT this video saved my life. I just recently had the opportunity to experience DMT and it was profound but the past couple weeks since I have found myself in a very deep spiritual depression. This just put and end to the ego battle I was having between mental health from a spiritual perspective and a western medical health perspective. I surrender. I trust. Thank you! Namaste 🙏🏽

[@catherinekendrick3670]

This transformation has seemed lonely. I felt the shift in 2017. I felt lead to leave a church and just seek God in silence. But no one around me understood my choices. I am so happy to know it’s not just me. I needed to hear this message and now I know there is a place I can come and someone can be present with me. I feel ready to allow the movement of spirit however it presents itself. ❤️

[@SINISTER-Creations]

My mind Is a complexion of perfect storms. I have to learn to let it go. Then sky will open the gates to your heart, and the light will come in. Take this in.. take it in.. take it in.

[@wandajones8575]

Having all symptoms..angels made this video cross my path ! The disconnect is the worst but this too shall pass. Thanks be !

[@cheggs9]

Congrats on 250k subscribers. You deserve that and more. You've gotten me through the past couple years, and I can't thank you enough.

[@tracyhill7960]

I have been that way all year, and didn't realize what wonderful things I have actually accomplished this year to help others

[@talonsd7131]

thank you once again victor, this depression has been the most difficult stretch thus far.

[@spiritualprotector6853]

Be grateful for your lesson out of it and understand that you can take this pain you have very thick skin my friend I’m in the same boat ❤️☺️

[@JP-it3jg]

Wow such divine timing.😍 I was just thinking if my "awakening" went away, I felt very disconnected to spirit today and then I saw this video! Thank you!

[@quintonbutler846]

Why don’t more people make videos like this? Thank you.. I’ve felt kind of dull and emotionless today . I’m not upset about it, but rather concerned and curious. This has opened my eyes, thank you so much!

[@alexandrarodriguez7482]

Two years after the recording of this video and it still serves to inspire and teach. This is exactly how I feel, especially, yesterday! Funny enough, as I walked down the street, i noticed the word "Rest" engraved on the sidewalk. I found it unusual, since I feel I haven't been very active lately. I look forward to being inspired to the best actions. Thanks Vic! Love you lots!

[@theobe4045]

Thank you so much for this video... I really needed this. I just pray it will get better soon. I really wanna be happy and high vibe again

[@SoulHorizon1313]

I resonate with all this information and I feel utterly spent right now. It’s so hard to just feel like I can remain still and trust anything. I just want to flourish and create, but I don’t know what it is I want to create or do. I’m so bloody tired of not knowing and it makes me feel cut off from the universe. I feel like my energy just fell completely flat.

[@loralynnretzlaff8185]

You are spot on, when my depression started I was that exact way and I kept saying to myself, it will be over soon and kept repeatedly telling myself this, it's been 3 days now and starting to gradually get better. It will be all good soon , you verifying this makes me feel better thankyou much all love

[@elenabelacastre7789]

ALL I KNOW FOR SURE IS WHETHER IT MAKES SENSE OR NOT, THAT AT ANY GIVEN TIME , 🌈💃🦉👁👁🦉💃🌈, WE'RE MEANT TO BE & NEED TO BE EXACTLY WHERE WE ARE ...... WE NEED TO LEARN TO TRUST IN OUR HIGHER POWER OR UNIVERSE WHICH IS ESSENTIAL & CRUCIAL FOR OUR GROWTH & SURVIVAL! I MAKE & LOOK AT MY SITUATION & ALWAYS TRY TO SEE THE BENEFITS & POSITIVE SIDE TO IT & MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT! I HAVE MY LITTLE MOMENTS ALSO!! lool SOLITUDE, BREADS WISDOM, NEW AWARENESS, BETTER UNDERSTANDING AS TO WHERE UR SOUL WANTS TO TAKE U OR PREPARES U FOR THE NEXT PHASE IN UR LIFE! TO ME..... , THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES. EVERYTHING & EVERYONE U ENCOUNTERS IS ON OUR PATH FOR A REASON! THANKS FOR COMING ON MINE! BUT......WHAT ON EARTH ARE THE ##s. 11:11. DOING ON UR COVER?? That's apparently the sign/numbers for twin flames?? Ummmmm. A little mystery to figure out??? ahaha. cute. 🙈🙉🙊

[@pattipugliese4346]

This brought desperately needed answers to each oddity that this trip has thrown down. One by one, completely verbatim in response to the horrible discomfort of disconnection, fatigue beyond, not recognizing self or source, solitude not enjoyable, body drained, not productive, creative or energized to try. Not even done yet but it should be 101 because it preps one for what is a long time til its over. Well done.

[@Latoree33]

I feel very cold. No connection to people. I'm retired and had a spiritual awakening and I was doing caregiving on the side and now I don't feel like I want to continue this work. A feeling of not caring... I've tried to force myself. I used to feel very deeply, everyone said to me they don't comprehend my feelings. Yes, food is sometimes my escape...Thank you so much!

[@KaizerDragon]

Yeah I am definitely going through this I even quit my job because of other circumstances going on to the point I'm just hopeless. I was so drained today and I stayed in my room all day.

[@Integrationportal]

Victor. You have no idea how much relief i gained from this video-i really thought there was something wrong i was doing. Grateful for you. 🙏

[@priscillaa7]

Wow I went into depression from March til this month it was horrible since I swore to myself this year was about to be my year. But then this month one day something clicked and I’ve been better since. Everything you said is exactly how I felt it was hard to explain to people how I felt because I didn’t understand why I felt this way.

[@hrain6223]

Last month I split my overgrown Peace Lily plant & transplanted it into a bigger pot... & it drooped for over a week, exactly how you have just described in this vid. I looked at it wondered if I had done the right thing & hoped like hell that they would make it. It "bounced back" after a little while & is now thriving! Because of this experience, I can totally relate to your analogy. Thanks for sharing! ✌💛

[@daynemin]

Its the soul telling the ego to move aside. If you're tired rest, if you're down and out that's ok just be, don't create meaning out of it. Even when I'm crashing from fatigue I always have energy to go into nature or do yoga.

[@aprilmarieangel30]

I literally just cried watching this video. I've been high and low all November, and the moment I think I have it all together, here comes another low or another bad habit coming on, my ego showing it's ugly face again.. was starting to think I was bipolar or something... and the mood swings, ugh. I've just been feeling disconnected and angry lately. This video came to me out of divine timing. THANK YOU SO MUCH 🙏

[@oliveraterzic1361]

Dear Victor, there are no words to express my gratitude for all your support on my spiritual path...you are right there when I need to hear you...you are such a blessing and I love you dearly and sincerely.

[@jesstat10able]

I keep saying that my spiritual awakening has caused me a complete mental breakdown! I was supposed to find this today! I had a major connection/breakthrough today and the veil lifted a lot. Then I got distracted/ ate crap food - the veil closed again (the only way I can describe it) and I lost not only the connected feeling but some of the awareness. I came home and slept for two hours.

[@thecovenant3842]

I feel like I've been going through this for the past several weeks. And things have only gotten worse lately. This brings reassurance to me.

[@emilyrivera209]

Thank you for this. Since I’ve been going through this spiritual depression, for about 4 months now. I felt stagnation in my life and I would say that to myself or my husband. I feel things are slipping from me when I try to control it, because of this, I feel everything is chaotic around me. Even though there’s no chaos going on, just with my 2 year old. After listening to you. I know now, I have to take it easy and just go with the flow. Even with working out, I’ve been forcing it while my body has been telling me no. I work out 5 times a week, so it feels weird not being able to do it. Thank you so much, you’ve helped me through this spiritual depression. Until a few weeks ago, I thought I was going crazy and now I know I have to take it easy on myself as well.

[@pash9956]

Viktor, YOU are a ray of light! My irritation level lately has been "off the charts". It's esp. challenging being married (1 year now) but MAN, the lessons in patience and forbearance are huge. Love of life and of human existence---with all its folly and frailty---is coming through loud and clear. Thank you for your good work. You've really grown on me.🌱🌲

[@kimand5921]

Hey Victor - you are a new subscription for me - after hearing this video I have to tell you - last night right when my husband got home from his swingshift, I had an outstanding vision of a Caucasian red-headed man FLYING - I said “ it’s Peter Pan!” - and I wondered who it was - we’ll just now as I was watching this video I realized it was you!!! as always for me I get double hits, something for someone as well as myself- yes yes; but I also know it was a message for you - that you are a very important Pan teacher - calling out all the precious Earth angels to cone and fly with you! so yeah you most certainly did have a big push-out of your Teacher-self and have definitely taken off as of at least last night at around 11:30 - 12:00 PDT when I saw you literally flying upward, from south to north (work/south to future/north).... excellent teacher! Great wishes for you on your next level of journey, Victor!!!😽🙏🕊💜💙👍🧚🏻‍♂️🧚‍♀️

[@christinebridget4556]

Thankyou...thankyou...thankyou! You sure do have your finger on the energetic pulse of your audience Victor! Just knowing even one other person "gets" us is so very very comforting.....waiting for my "bounce back"!! Love Christine.xx💙

[@wildgingerliving]

Crazy timing! i have been on this incredible growth for about a week. Today, I woke up with this list of things I wanted to do, really excited to get started on this new lifestyle, this new journey I am going on, then it was like I hit a gravity patch. I was thinking....what is wrong with you? There was nothing really wrong at all. Fortunately, I work for myself, so I just took care of the clients I had to, then surfed the internet all day and watched YOuTube vids. it was like I just could not get it together. I am so glad you made this video. I feel better now. I will just lay low and rest. I feel exactly like you described.....getting used to this bigger pot. I am a gardener, I get it. Thank you!

[@111littlesisterful]

Thank you Victor. Spot on as usual... This new moon has been pretty hard on me. Been beating myself up, like "what am I doing, I'm not meant to do anything like this!!" I was planning to have a healing business and now I'm re-evaluating my capacity to do it and my self-belief, which was never high, went down to zero again. High sensitivity has a lot of downsides. Thanks for giving me a light of hope in my never ending tunnel. I know 2020 will be huge for a lot of people. I wish all the best to you all beautiful lightworkers. ❤️

[@CassieTubbs25]

Your descriptions of such feelings really resonated with me. The past few months I've felt this way numerous times, each time my mind would go to "your slipping backwards on your journey" ... unable to "see", I labeled it as a strange/odd/different feeling.. my perspective shifted after I began to notice that when I gave myself permission to feel without resistance, avoidance, or denial.. I would unknowingly be receiving gifts that would later show up as a spark for some "out of this world" epiphanies, synchronicities, & downloads.. I have named it "my recharging zone"

[@kingdomseeker7]

Hi Victor, I am with you on all this whole video. It's hard to be around while we are integrating the energy.. burnt out.. tired to the max.. I feel where your talking from. Your the best!! Much needed!! I needed to see I am at the place I am suppose to be..🙏💙♾🦋 Namaste' Donna

[@healingshe4978]

omg I can just cry I was riding such a wave so many downloads so many awakening I felt so new... Then all of a sudden out of nowhere i've became depressed and I couldn't figure out why I felt so disconnected from spirit...I thought to myself what did i did wrong... thank you thank you!!! I don't feel quiet back to myself yet but wow I needed this

[@theobe4045]

Omg the cookie part... I feel so understood. Emotional eating is such a real thing for me. I'm glad I'm not alone. Hopefully it will get better in my future

[@lj4466]

It honestly spooks me out when something like this is perfectly aligned. This past year has been a huge time of magic, transformation and awakening and now it feel like it’s halted, since the end of October I feel disconnected, tired, unproductive, lost and very emotional. I have been feeling better today which is good! (I think it’s Mars in Scorpio that will be the beginning energy that will bring us out of this phase). It’s SO weird this is happening to so many people!!!

[@crawfish069]

What time period will Mars be in scorpio? When will the beginning and end of that period be?

[@lj4466]

CW Roberts Tablet roughly 6 weeks from Nov 24th. The big influence is Scorpio Mars opposing Taurus Uranus Nov 24th until Dec 2- it’s game changing and a pretty huge shifting energy rise.

[@neilwatkins6053]

hey Victor. Thanks for your videos. I'm 10 months off weed now. And I'm better for it. Its been dark and difficult .I meditate every day...simply because I have to if I want to function at all. Recently I've been going through a real lull. And your video comes at the right time. My sleep is all over the place. And my body is giving me no choice but to do much less. I'm booked into do my second 10 day Vipassana right after Xmas. I know I need it. All we can do is keep reaching out. This too shall pass. Thanks for putting yourself out there.

[@Chrissers88]

I have been going through this the past several weeks, but I have went through quite a number of stressful events, and then was sick. Like you say it's not depression, this video really resonates with me, thank you

[@sleepystars8482]

I've been feeling like this for a while now. It's like I'm stuck in some sort of weird limbo. I don't know how to get past this. You have eared a new sub.

[@angellicajousma4876]

Nothing material nor others in my life make me happy anymore. I don’t feel like leaving my house & just want to be in nature. Nor do I want to work or talk to people! I am struggling to find things to bring light into my life. It’s very confusing! This was very helpful.

[@NikkiShakur]

Thank you so much Victor, I have been feeling stuck, alone, down, and more importantly disconnected for the past week or so.... Then today I just saged and said I feel alittle better..... then this video comes up... Divine timing... This is going to pass.

[@theeightfoldoracle5216]

I asked the universe to put something on my feed I would really need. I refreshed, and this was the first video. Much love to you Victor! 🌌😇🙏

[@SacredSoulArt]

You always speak such truth and are a true inspiration. Many a time I’ve felt lost and watch your video and I’m like “yes! That’s me!” You make me realise I’m not alone and CAN ride the storm or the rainbow. Thank you with a heart full of gratitude for your videos. 🙏🏻

[@divineorchestration]

Yesssssss. I am in the transplant stage where I'm depressed in mid metamorphosis and didn't know what the heck was going on. I was so blissed out and now I'm freaked out cause along with this spiritual depression has come an identity crisis, not recognizing myself, scared of facing fears for the new challenges entering my life for the upgrade, etc etc etc... it's been a month and a half though, so a little longer than my liking... but man, what a crazy journey. Much love to you all!

[@JenAnnGray30]

I just want u to know how important your videos are to some of us.. Your like a ray breaking through the clouds when we need it most. You always know just what to say. Much love coming your way💕

[@1inaMaxillion]

Thx for this update. I resisted so many times that my spirit shuts me down without any warning, I guess we can call it Spiritual Narcolepsy. Awesome explanation and delivery in a calm and reassuring way. 💚💚💚 Gratitude Always

[@singinggrass187]

Thank you SO much! You answered the nagging question I’ve kept to myself, too embarrassed to talk to anyone else about, as I didn’t want to affirm the disconnect from Spirit I’ve been feeling for a while. I allowed myself to get deeply caught up in anger, fear and disgust over the outcome of the 2016 Pres. election, and even “broke” my health by staying upset for so long. But, after working hard to recover my psyche from the despair and anger, I’ve had the experience you described about feeling somewhat disconnected from my formerly strong sense of Spirit. You helped me understand that it was a sign that things have evolved in my thinking and to trust that “everything is as it should be”, even in the area of politics! (Great to feel free of that burden!) I truly appreciate your sharing your profound spiritual insights, and have happily subscribed. Again, thank you, Victor.💐

[@rebeccazep2497]

I see a change in your energy! You seem less anxious and more relaxed. Thank you Victor, I’m going through spiritual anxiety/unhappiness but not total depression thankfully

[@eddymaldonado2809]

Hey let’s text need someone to get through with this

[@rebeccazep2497]

Eddy Maldonado you can instagram me it’s dancingonthelight

[@cIeetz]

as soon as I die I ill come back to my truth instantaneously . I dont know why I let this world work me up and overwhelm me mentally trying to comprehend the soul using a human brain.

[@MoSteel2]

I'm surprised I didn't find you until now, no, instead when I was going though my Spiritual Depression I just got a fortune cookie that said "Be patient! The Great Wall didn't got build in one day." Then again, this video wasn't around a few months ago. Better late then never. I do want to add to your experiences by saying that everything that happens is more or less tailored made for the individual. My experiences are going to be vastly different then yours, and so forth. I bring this up in the video I posted earlier today as I had a particular channeling experiences I wanted to get off my chest from a few days before. I would love to hear your thoughts on my videos but I know this is rather intrusive, I just feel complied to do so. Thanks and God bless you and everyone.

[@jenniferfields10]

Thank you. I've been feeling awful the last few days and guilty that I'm neglecting my house and family. Now I know why. 3 days ago in meditation, a white disc appeared in front of me and I was instructed to get on. I did and the disc lifted me up, literally punching through "the veil" where it stopped. I asked how I was supposed to get down again. Spirit said, "you're not. This is your elevation now. You have ascended." I guess that says it all.

[@ClaraDao]

Thank you so much for this! This is EXACTLY what I needed. I’ve been feeling pretty depressed these past couple of days. Last week my KZbin videos blew up and one went viral and I experienced extreme growth like never before. I gained tens of thousands of subscribers in days, which is beyond wonderful. Then this weeks comes and the growth slowed down and I’ve been feeling pretty depressed, overwhelmed and unproductive. It’s so crazy that everything you said hit home. Thank you so much for this video again, it’s made me feel so much better and more motivated to get back on track. Wish you all the best and will definitely follow you and subscribe to your channel. Thank you for shining your light! I’m very grateful I came across your video! 😭🖤

[@nari.hannnnn]

I’ve been feeling so stuck lately and now I know why! Thanks soooo much for this video ❤️❤️

[@eddymaldonado2809]

Hey let’s text need someone to get through with this

[@1freshgirl3]

Omggggggg VICTOR u LITERALLY JUST SUMMED UP MY WHOLE DAM LIFE.. this season has been so depressing and it’s nothing wrong ( if that makes since) lol u nailed Allllllll of my feelings.. I can’t explain it to ANYBODY!!! but I’m glad there’s ppl in the world that understand.. so glad the universe allowed me to follow your page!! U ARE AMAZING .. u rock!!! A VIBRATION OF PEACE CAME OVER ME AFTER WATCHING THIS UPLOAD ❤️🙌🏽❤️🙌🏽sending much love and happy vibrations your way🙌🏽

[@ashleyzirnheld8330]

Victor is the most realatable ,realest youtube on Spirituality! Ty for all you do may the Universe bless you over and over.

[@JessE-mr4yu]

Hi Victor this past week I was eating alot of sugar which I havent in a while and yesterday I woke up feeling down so I made myself go out into nature absorb some sun hugging trees then at night I went grounding in my front yard and stared at the stars it put me in better spirits blessings and much love to you and all the beautiful souls out there

[@cosmicgoddess5085]

Victor- it’s been a long while since I’ve watched your videos, but decided to watch this one because I am feeling paralyzed in my life. I graduated with my Bachelors degree in May, and had my first child in July, all at age 40. I have post partum depression, and as much as I love my son, I’m struggling to adjust to this whole new life. Since I have my degree, I’ve been feeling like I HAVE to find a new, better paying job, and it’s stressing me out. I’m saying all this to illustrate that this video was exactly what I needed to hear. Specifically what you said about not moving forward but that’s OK because I just went through a WHOLE CRAPLOAD of stuff!! HUGE life changes! It’s OK to just chill in it for awhile. I literally felt a weight lift off of me and breathed a sigh of relief. No more job looking for awhile. No more worrying about all the logistics of having a child. I just need to enjoy this time as much as possible without adding more stress unnecessarily. So thank you. You always have a message I need when I need it. Namaste! 🙏🏻

[@kiaraalejandraherviasechea961]

No doubt about it, I'm experiencing spiritual depression, which means I gonna rise higher than how much high I was feeling, I can feel it :)

[@stephstyles622]

Thanx Vic! You are so In tune with your audience, truly appreciate the universe for blessing us with you! Tender is def the word! Physical pains, third eye pain, unmotivated. Stuck feeling! Anxiety, eating crazy!! I’m so ready to be done with this phase. I feel we are oscillating between timelines in seconds!!❤️ Love to you all!! This too shall pass!!

[@alliebiondo5152]

At it again with the divine timing! Last week was surreal. I’ve been high on spirit for over a year and I’m a newish paraplegic in a wheelchair...you’d think I’d have plenty to be “depressed” about and I’ve never been happier. Until last week. I was suicidal. Listless. Joyless. Exactly what you described and I thought it was bc I was online dating. I thought maybe someone’s bad energy was stuck to me but I’m starting to feel back to myself again. Thank you for confirming this for me. I can tell an upgrade is coming xoxo

If you are reading this, know you are beautiful & this too shall pass (you will make it through this tough time) lol ❤️

[@soulpurposeinsights]

I totally understand and agree with this. I felt this come on about a month and a half ago as if Source unplugged me and forced me to rest. So, resting and integrating is what I've been doing. Raising my vibrations as if my life depended on it. I'll get my next list of instructions when it's time! 💙💜💚

[@victorias7324]

9:01 - „the dawning of awareness” too accurate

[@greywolf3234]

I just want you to know how important your videos have been in this phase of my life. Thank you.☀️

[@lesliedeane9883]

This is so true, I do feel alone, like no one around me can understand what I'm going through especially the people closest to me, also I had a good friend pass away last Friday that was very sudden, I know it was her time but it's still hard especially when she was only 37. I'm not depressed but I was riding so high and I literally just thought two days ago that maybe I just need to rest. And yes I've been very fragile.. ahhh victor you are always so dead on