4 years post stillbirth

[@TheVargasShow]

Charity you look amazing! Rest in Paradise Nehemiah.

[@ameliaslight2391]

Thinking of Nehemiah on his fourth birthday. Following your story has given me a lot of courage I didn't know I had. Thank you, Charity. I know what you mean about it not seeming real. I have those moments all the time...especially being so busy with my rainbow toddler. Then all of a sudden I think about it and almost can't believe it all happened. And I remember all of the days that I felt so hopeless. I'm grateful to have found your channel because you really helped me through PAL. Love to you 💛

[@MrMrsupgrade]

Happy Birthday Nehemiah! 😘 smooches mommy

[@lauraferrera1012]

Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️I had a full term stillborn baby boy on 1-10-2018. We named him David. I’m still having a hard time. I’m glad I found your channel. It makes me feel like I’m not alone and my emotions are all very normal. I’ve been watching all of your videos to help me on my grief journey. My heart goes out to you. God bless you!

[@lookinright]

Hugs I'm Sooo sorry for your loss...I know it's the worse hurt to experience. Your baby boy is dancing in heaven. Take it one day at a time...your feelings are normal.

[@hiyasweets]

You have come a long way, and make life a little easier for others who come after you.

[@lookinright]

hiyasweets hugs ❤️

[@blessingscomewithpatience]

Hi Charity! This is a great video, you articulate the experience of stillbirth so well. I guess for me it's too painful to put into words or even express how difficult it is to live life after a baby dies. It's frightening, lots of anger, guilt, confusion, disappointment and strength. It pulls every human emotion out of you. I lost my first baby Aria in May 2014 and it was one of the most traumatic experiences I have been through. I now have another daughter born in 2015 that I thank God for everyday. She is my light and Gods promise that things will get better. Like you, there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of Aria! I look at death so differently now. She is my prize on the other side of life. When I make it to heaven I can't wait to be reunited with her. Thank you for being the voice and presence for us mothers of loss. Sending lots of ❤️ and prayers your way...

[@lookinright]

Mrs. T Lee hugs. I wish we didn't have to experience that loss😢 but I think it made us better mothers ❤️ hugs again thank you for watching

[@blessingscomewithpatience]

Charity S I agree it has made me a better mother and person. I'm more patient with myself and I learned to take better care of me. I also feel closer to God and understand his love for us. Thank you for sharing your journey. Happy 4th Birthday to your beautiful son Nehemiah!

[@randyyrae]

I remember watching your videos right after my son died in April 2014, makes me happy/sad hearing you to continue sharing your story. Thank you for letting us in on your journey and sharing your family with us. Happy 4th Birthday Nehemiah

[@lookinright]

randyyrae our babies are in heaven together ❤️ hugs

[@FlyWon]

You look amazing!

[@lookinright]

Erica Scott thank you ❤️

[@awakealiveandwell]

Sending you so much love.

[@lookinright]

Expand-a-Family hugs gigi. I miss you

[@blessednt2014]

Great vlog, thanks for sharing.

[@hiyasweets]

Ohhh wow you look amazing (had to pause video to comment)

[@lookinright]

hiyasweets aww thank you😊 ok always on some crazy diet lol

[@poisonivy6652]

Im at the 4 year mark now and I still hurt some days. Especially seeing all my peers having babies and I don't have any...Its still hard to attend baby showers and gender reveals.