What's your happiest childhood memory? Comment below.
@anthok42143 жыл бұрын
I don't have one, and if I did, I'd forget.
@badcreations95273 жыл бұрын
When me and all my childhood friends were playing together at my babysitter’s. I can’t recall an actual moment, but I know I enjoyed those times.
@Fractimago3 жыл бұрын
That’s a hard one for me, I remember I had an amazing childhood, but some of my best memories come from hanging out with a few family friends, and out of those memories the most memorable are me crashing through their fence with a dirt bike (all but the fence made it), and having a sleepover being moved from tent to house after my friend got stung by a bee in a precarious position. I really wish I had friends like I did back then.
@blaireofhylia15723 жыл бұрын
Can't think of one
@snozukii3 жыл бұрын
Your honor that is highly offensive
@sonnied8393 жыл бұрын
Depression is something I genuinely wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. It’s legit the hardest thing I’ve had to deal with & it’s so disheartening when people tell you it’s a choice. It’s one the biggest mental battles that feels like it will never end even when everything is going well in life.
@RomeoandGabbar3 жыл бұрын
Yeah.. I’m 11 years old and already got depression (not self diagnosed) 😭 Thank goodness it’s over!
@mabe12723 жыл бұрын
The number of subscribers makes me really sad. It means a lot of people in the whole wide world are struggling, suffering and aching. 7.6 million is a lot(and is a sign of extreme pain) compared to someone like Taylor Swift who is a super popular superstar and only has 43 million subscribers. God please heal our hearts and minds 🖤
@keiron.46123 жыл бұрын
If it was a choice I definitely wouldn't choose it if it was a choice would vi have scars from cutting people Tel me to get out and do things they don't get how hard it is for me when I'm socialy awekward
@coffee.flavour3 жыл бұрын
@@RomeoandGabbar I’m 10 and have depression
@Sans01hp3 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling. Even having the best day i could have... Once it ends... Just feels like it doesn't matter. All of this feels like i'm pretending to be happy. Forcing myself to be happy. What would be the difference for me if doesn't had happen? I'm just avoiding it only to comes back later...
@oscar6540-b7c3 жыл бұрын
"They don't want to kill themselves, but instead die in their sleep out of mental exhaustion." Man, did I feel identified with that. I know talking about suicide in depression is important, but most of us don't feel like that, even in our worst days. I instead feel like I'm about to collapse and that I want to just fall asleep for months until things don't feel so asphyxiating.
@cr0w_l0v3r3 жыл бұрын
5 DAYS AGOOO?????!
@Vixscat3 жыл бұрын
HOW IS THAT 5 DAYS AGO
@Vixscat3 жыл бұрын
THIS WAS JUST POSTED HOW DID U-
@JOKER_GAMING7353 жыл бұрын
@@cr0w_l0v3r Oh my I actually didn’t notice that until you mentioned it😧
@BlazeInferno3603 жыл бұрын
If anyone said first, that's a lie lol
@Sweeneytv3 жыл бұрын
I just hate how you can't express yourself openly like you can with ADHD or other common mental traits. Telling people you might act a little off because of your depression just makes people super worried about you. But that's the opposite of what you want. You don't want anyone to worry about you or treat you differently. You just want them to know that's why you have your big ups and downs. and thats that. I don't need handouts, I can't change it, it just eez wha it eez. *hands in pocket whistling*.
@ivyom43923 жыл бұрын
Fr, and even after getting so much help, that "help" was the type of help that traumatized me... I might still have my ups and downs
@soldyrkare57903 жыл бұрын
Not always necessarily, some people desperately want and need someone to reach out to them and help them feel like they aren't alone and that they have someone who will listen to them. In my experience it has ALWAYS helped having someone to talk and even vent to, And even if they don't provide any insight or advice, its just comforting and relieving having that one friend to communicate with who will listen and let you get some of your emotional baggage off your chest. The sad thing is, most people going about their business want to avoid any kind of negativity at all costs, and not everyone has that one person to turn to.. The people who need attention the most seem to receive the least because of this.
@ivyom43923 жыл бұрын
@@soldyrkare5790 ah yes, like the call for help... I've actually experienced it way before. Thank you for mentioning it :)
@soldyrkare57903 жыл бұрын
@@ivyom4392 You're very welcome, but im deeply sorry to hear that you've stated that the same people who tried to help you ended up causing you trauma... nobody will truly understand how it feels to have that hopeless empty feeling inside until they've experienced depression themselves and it's incredibly disrespectful with how people who poorly understand the condition will try to convince you that you're overreacting and even going so far as to judge you and belittle the integrity of your character... as if to devalidate and undermine the genuine pain you hold in your heart. Just always remember to take care of and value yourself! And don't be afraid to reach out to someone you can trust. Have a blessed day/night ❤.
@missmarthafawker3 жыл бұрын
Adhd is something one is born with. It’s not on the same level as depression. And you don’t have to tell anyone you just met that your suffering with a mental health issue or learning disability. Believe me I have both and tell no one unless I need to because it’s private. It should always be private and not the first thing you tell someone, unless it happens into conversation. Other wise it can look like one is looking for sympathy. Someone knowing about one’s mental illness should be special. It’s not for everyone to know.
@therealopaartist3 жыл бұрын
"it's not you, it's me." Is literal. It's my brain making me feel depressed not you.
@kathrynmettelka72163 жыл бұрын
They want it to be about them, so they don't have to try to understand you.
@juancena69093 жыл бұрын
The worst thing about having depression is when your parents force you to act "normal" when they don't even try to acknowledge the problem you faced in daily lives
@persik_3rd3 жыл бұрын
True
@swampertfan55983 жыл бұрын
@@fela54j7 poor account
@swampertfan55983 жыл бұрын
@e rip e
@macaroll3 жыл бұрын
It's sad, but yes, that is true.
@NotGJS3 жыл бұрын
yes
@I_have_Spellint3 жыл бұрын
On the “people with depression do not want to die, they just don’t want to live like they do” I really feel that because when I say something about death it’s usually followed by how I wish to be like “reborn” in a fantasy like world. How when I think of that fantasy world it’s just a peaceful life with none of the problems I feel have now.
@intigniadickey22243 жыл бұрын
One of my best friends passed away two weeks ago, and I just keep thinking how lucky she is because now she is in a better place.
@tommasocesarato38313 жыл бұрын
This is way too relatable I am not diagnosticated with depression, but i'm starting to think i should check cuz i have all the symptoms and everthing that the actually diagnosticated people say feels like something *i* would say
@kaynkisses3 жыл бұрын
I'm here for you, And if you're on any social media then just check out my about me and scroll down to my socials You can add me there and we can maybe text? Let's be great friends and go through this together shall we? You're not alone in this
@hel27273 жыл бұрын
nothing is more suffocating and isolating than feeling like dying but being too scared and concerned for others' feelings and the aftermath, so in turn having to stay in the same state for years, feeling like a trapped monster wearing a human disguise.
@intigniadickey22243 жыл бұрын
@@hel2727 What has helped me to feel better about myself more than anything else is serving others. There is a joy one gets helping somone else. But because I am in the high risk group COVID has put a damper on that. So all I can do is post comments and hope that they help someone. I think it is horrible that you feel like a trapped monster. I am not negating your feelings. I just feel bad for you. Maybe you could look around yourself and see if there is a small need that someone else has that you could help them with. Drop by drop you can fill that bucket of kindness towards others and yourself. Just saying . . .
@OmarRashad3 жыл бұрын
You can hear in Amanda's voice how much she relates to depressed people and how upset she is by people thinking that they're faking it
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
Mhm!
@staceygeduld4652 жыл бұрын
Thing is what if people isn't faking it u probably never met anyone here have you?? Don't judge people based on what u think , what if they deal with depression then what u gonna say "no his faking it"
@OmarRashad2 жыл бұрын
Well what I was saying is people think that depression isn't a thing so alot of people think that, I've met my fair share of people and I didn't mean that people fake it, I meant that there are people who think like that
@EagleS0ng3 жыл бұрын
Having someone who is supportive and understanding.. always there for you, but also perfectly respects your boundaries while showing they genuinely care... It's one of the biggest blessings ever.
@macaroll3 жыл бұрын
How lucky! Cherish those people!
@snowinxfars13323 жыл бұрын
I wish i could have someone like that.. I would do that to my beloved one, my friend or family but um i dont have friends so um
@JackLikesTrackhouse3 жыл бұрын
I have people who care for me and I still feel horrible
@EagleS0ng3 жыл бұрын
I often still feel terrible too. For me, it's a matter of having someone I can feel comfortable with confiding in when things become too overwhelming.
@shyaaammeneen633 жыл бұрын
@@EagleS0ng Take responsibility for your life, actions, thoughts, joy, sorrow etc. Reduce negative thoughts with a simple practice. Your breath and mind [brain] are closely related causing stress-anxiety. For a better life sit on a chair, back straight, eyes closed and observe the sensations of your incoming--outgoing breath at the entrance of the nostrils for around 5-10-15 minutes or more. Don’t fight your thoughts. Slowly the mind will relax. No deep breathing needed. Do the practice without any expectations. Change happens from within if done regularly. Day or night, when taking a walk, sitting in a park, when reading, before sleep etc sit or lie down and observe your breath. Like me, make this a lifetime daily habit to have a good life. Avoid constipation as it affects the mind instantly. Best wishes Shyaaam Sir. -Counsellor.
@drunkedhusky243 жыл бұрын
we wanna go off until things arent exhausting, a person in depression not necesarilly will tell you "im depressed" most people even hide it below a fake smile and actitude, dont force them to talk if they dont want to, it'll make things only worse instead choose a calm moment for them to talk, dont speed up things, people are not equally emotional and mental and most of all "DONT MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE YOU SUFFER MORE THAN THEM" (i have seen many parents that do this to make you feel bad for them, mine included)
@goodvibessavelives42333 жыл бұрын
I know it sucks when someone says i have been through worse than you i think people like that need to not say anything at all
@Trooper500003 жыл бұрын
Those are the type of people that ticks me off
@datboi69543 жыл бұрын
1. a depressed person does not necessarily look or behave sad 0:38 2. depression does not define the personality of a person suffering from it 1:14 3. depression is never a choice 1:30 4. people with depression do not want to die, they just don't want to live like they do 2:05 5. people with depression want to feel love just like everybody else 3:01 6. having a depressed friend doesn't mean you need to fix them, nor does it mean they are toxic to you 3:39 I hope I could help!
@idontcare_aboutyou3 жыл бұрын
Why does this have no likes?? This comment is literally a life saver
@MouldyLimbs3 жыл бұрын
How was this comment five days ago-
@lazyproeagle3 жыл бұрын
@@MouldyLimbs member
@bobcaterpillar8133 жыл бұрын
@@MouldyLimbs or they just time travelled…. i’ve done it before 😏
@MouldyLimbs3 жыл бұрын
@@lazyproeagle ohhh
@dragneelyuki40613 жыл бұрын
they don't want to die, they just don't want to live like how they're lving now. Bruh this line is sick. I LOVE IT
@mememan63223 жыл бұрын
you won't let me live, you won't let me die.
@laylaroman14953 жыл бұрын
Fr.....This line was Soo true I felt that in the bottom of my heart 🥺
@PumpyGT3 жыл бұрын
@@mememan6322 true
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
And to have someone there to listen and understand these ideas is a blessing!
@emilcfcf3 жыл бұрын
My mom told how she went through depression, she described it as a feeling that make you wish you had something to want or enjoy.
@aira.16353 жыл бұрын
I would sell my soul just to go back to the days when I was so happy, my parents were proud of me, wasn't a disappointment, mentally stable and wasn't insecure
@keeprollin99113 жыл бұрын
You are no disappointment, you are a wonderful and necessary addition to this world!!
@fraggerlagger Жыл бұрын
I feel the same way. I used to have people who cared about me back then.
@Outertale226 ай бұрын
You are special and they are the ones who are wrong for judging you. You matter, Jesus loves you, and I love you ❤️
@minimannyjr26223 жыл бұрын
More like this is for parents. 6 things that parents should know about teen depression
@downhomesunset3 жыл бұрын
Or parents with adult children with depression
@CarissaJenkins3 жыл бұрын
yeah
@MsJerem7413 жыл бұрын
@@downhomesunset Yes, it's often forgotten, thanks for precising it !
@snowinxfars13323 жыл бұрын
Not just teen but all their children.. Cuz not just big kids have depression
@friendlybendy20703 жыл бұрын
... or general public about the potential risk of mistaking depression
@AlfonsoGavilanes Жыл бұрын
Psychedelic's definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source here.
@FelipeHidalgo-sd7nu Жыл бұрын
@ColinWatson-ei4bs I was having this constant, unbearable anxiety because of university stress. Not until I came across Sporeville , a very intelligent mycologist. He saved my life honestly
@FelipeHidalgo-sd7nu Жыл бұрын
@KatherineKassandra Sporeville
@FelipeHidalgo-sd7nu Жыл бұрын
@lG
@PorntaweeSriyangkabut Жыл бұрын
@@FelipeHidalgo-sd7nu I am feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of his community.
@DellyAlava Жыл бұрын
Does Sporeville ship?
@Cherrycreamsoda13 жыл бұрын
I could be a friend to a depressed person, but having a depressed parent or sibling is much harder especially when you’ve grown up with it as you absorb their emotions. It’s true, you are not responsible for fixing them, just listen to them and give them a hug - the rest depends on them getting professional help
@ddt92923 жыл бұрын
I dont even have depression but when i get sad its incredibly infuriating having someone tell you "stop being depresive you're ruining the mood" its just... bruh
@wild-child65213 жыл бұрын
Hope er'body is havin a snazzy day.
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
What do you mean by snazzy? :P
@lndsyg3 жыл бұрын
☺️💞💞 me too, shnazzy day 😉
@oriode27833 жыл бұрын
No
@mitsuya68603 жыл бұрын
@@Psych2go According to the dictionary, it means, “stylish and attractive”
@peacheroseee3 жыл бұрын
@@Psych2go 🙆🏻♀️nAeviS🚶🏻♀️we🦗love🦛you
@BoogieBoy_2 жыл бұрын
god, it’s so.. it’s so hard to represent things like this in words. People often give me crap because I have depression, and they don’t have it. This genuinely makes me feel like I can communicate everything. Thank you. ❤️❤️❤️
@kabir_hosssain3 жыл бұрын
This channel is a Heaven. You described these things that real hard for us to express in words
@user-so3zk3oh8z3 жыл бұрын
Life is hard, and it's not easy to handle that much pain.
@arjuntb12043 жыл бұрын
😭
@rebelpanther17843 жыл бұрын
I don't know if I have depression but I often wish I wasn't alive
@user-so3zk3oh8z3 жыл бұрын
@@rebelpanther1784 people with depression does not just want to die, but escape the life they live, it might be depression that you have
@shyaaammeneen633 жыл бұрын
@@rebelpanther1784 Reduce negative thoughts with a simple practice. Your breath and mind [brain] are closely related causing stress-anxiety. For a better life sit on a chair, back straight, eyes closed and observe the sensations of your incoming--outgoing breath at the entrance of the nostrils for around 5-10-15 minutes or more. Don’t fight your thoughts. Slowly the mind will relax. No deep breathing needed. Do the practice without any expectations. Change happens from within if done regularly. Day or night, when taking a walk, sitting in a park, when reading, before sleep etc sit or lie down and observe your breath. Like me, make this a lifetime daily habit to have a good life. Avoid constipation as it affects the mind instantly. Best wishes Shyaaam Sir. -Counsellor.
@blaireofhylia15723 жыл бұрын
I don't even know. My trauma caused me to isolate myself from ages 13 to 32. No friends, no lovers. Just work and avoidance and shaming myself for not being able to go talk to people regardless of how badly I want to. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but it's too late to fix it. Even if I had the courage, I don't know how to be a person anymore I also feel like I should have said something about it while I was young. If i expressed these struggles when I was younger someone might have cared, but expressing them while I'm older, people just think I'm whining. But I'm no better equipped now than I was at 13. I don't know what to do.
@kimberlybogert70313 жыл бұрын
Hey its ok your not your just now realized it and Hey it's never too late at least I don't think so..iv been in a feeling like how you been feeling a bit ..I'm only in my mid 20s ..I'm trying my best to get better tho..again I'm sorry if my advice isn't the best but I just wanta say I don't think your complaining just people mostly saying just ingou it since your an adult which I don't think that's fair:( again also depends on the people your around too I wish you the best now ok🌸🌺💖if it makes you feel better I care 💗
@blaireofhylia15723 жыл бұрын
@@kimberlybogert7031 I've realized it since my early 20's, I just never had the courage or support needed to overcome it.
@blaireofhylia15723 жыл бұрын
@@kimberlybogert7031 thanks for the well wishes though!
@kimberlybogert70313 жыл бұрын
@@blaireofhylia1572 oh ok am sorry I didn't know but I understand and no need to Thank 🌺🌸you take care now ok💖
@Peanuts763 жыл бұрын
Your just on the same age like me, AnD yes we have something in common, i suffer some childhood trauma, having hard time meeting new people, sometimes paranoid around them..... But honestly that's probably just negative thoughts.... I always try to talk to people, but end up forgot their name and having hard time Focusing task at hands, thanks to depression....
@taimiko3293 жыл бұрын
The whole time i was suffering from depression, i felt extremely exhausted and always wished to rest in a peaceful place without anyone bothering me. I absolutely hated socializing with ppl and broke ties with them bcs of my frustration. So, I never really had anyone to talk to. That same time, my mom forced me to cut ties with my precious bsf. They were always willing to talk to me. And never talked to me only bcs they needed something. They would always tell me about their day, and it made me really happy about being important to that person. After 2 months of no contact at all, we ended up at the same school and class, and they started the conversation. But during those months, something had happened to them. Something that affected their emotions and somehow became broken. I wasnt able to be there for them, even when they were for me. Having depression was the worse thing i could ever experience. The only way I was able to recover was having a talk with my mother. I told her things I was experiencing, and thankfully, she let me get back with my bsf. I truly hope that the people experiencing depression and other difficulties will be able to find happiness again, and start anew.
@dodonodens88023 жыл бұрын
Usually I don’t have depression I just feel down sometimes. To everyone who thinks they are depressed, if you’re feeling down then the next day feel good then you’re luckily not depressed, but I warn you fold your blanket daily, keep yourself tidy, exercise everyday (it can be a few walks) and set realistic goals or ask help when you’re feeling down.
@HollyDaTherian-md5nf4 ай бұрын
2:05 The song 'numb little bug' - "Like you're not really happy don't you don't wanna die" If you want to try and understand how we feel (People with depression) just listen or read the lyrics to this song. I'm sure many people who have depression (Or, at least I do) love and relate to this song.
@voidshards2 ай бұрын
This is a really good song recommendation. I definitely relate to the lyrics.
@HollyDaTherian-md5nf2 ай бұрын
Me too :3
@italianpizzanoodle20793 жыл бұрын
I had a really few months a few years ago where I was severely depressed, wasn’t eating, just sleeping. It feels like such a dark place and I never though I’d get out of it. I can firmly say that having someone there for you that just understands you and is willing to listen to you is amazing. I didn’t really have a connection with my family and I had a friend online that would just check up on me every single day and it kept me going. If anyone out there reading this is struggling I can say to you it gets better, your still gonna have good days and bad days but it gets better I do still have days where I think I’m shit and worthless and I have found my way of dealing with it but it is challenging sometimes You can get through this ✌️
@himanibrahma35002 жыл бұрын
Same with me dude ❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺 u expressed me 😭
@BL_Lover3 Жыл бұрын
When I’m always sad or suicidal, I come to your videos and watch. It’s always nice to know that I’m going through the pain with people that are having the same experience as me.
@EbonySerpent9993 жыл бұрын
I've said this before: Depression is like cancer. It eats away at it's victim until there's nothing left. Speaking from experience.
@aimeejane_writings3 жыл бұрын
Spot on. I hope you’re doing well ❤️
@shyaaammeneen633 жыл бұрын
@@aimeejane_writings Reduce negative thoughts with a simple practice. Your breath and mind [brain] are closely related causing stress-anxiety. For a better life sit on a chair, back straight, eyes closed and observe the sensations of your incoming--outgoing breath at the entrance of the nostrils for around 5-10-15 minutes or more. Don’t fight your thoughts. Slowly the mind will relax. No deep breathing needed. Do the practice without any expectations. Change happens from within if done regularly. Day or night, when taking a walk, sitting in a park, when reading, before sleep etc sit or lie down and observe your breath. Like me, make this a lifetime daily habit to have a good life. Avoid constipation as it affects the mind instantly. Best wishes Shyaaam Sir. -Counsellor.
@EbonySerpent9992 жыл бұрын
@@aimeejane_writings thanks. you too.
@MVsekai1143 жыл бұрын
I'm currently on the 4th point. I'm starting to realize that maybe i don't want to die and maybe just escape from my own self. I've been having thoughs of "maybe i just want to live" or "what if i try to live instead?" and honestly it scares me a lot because it's something new.. I've been struggling since 2014 (where i got diagnosed) with a double depression (suicide, been there tried that) and after all this time to starting to have thoughs of "maybe i can be better?" is WILD for me.
@asingularmcnugget33413 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THIS. like, it’s not like I don’t wanna tell my close friends that I have depression. I want to tell them, and I want them to know. I’m just scared of their reaction and I don’t want their therapy every second of the day.
@Gadget3463 жыл бұрын
I am guessing almost everyone here has experienced some form of depression. If you are here, you are getting through. People may not see it, but i do. You are doing great! Slowly, step by step. People are here for you. Love you and care for you. Dont give up. It sucks yes, its hard too. I know. But… Its not the end. You will get the love and support you deserve! Have a good day!
@fayzio52823 жыл бұрын
This made me tear up. I wish you a beautiful life :)
@aye44133 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤️
@HajirIbrahim-wf6rx Жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤
@rubycubez11033 жыл бұрын
I've been struggling with clinical depression for over 20yrs. My mom frustrates me when she asks "are you feeling better? Is your depression gone? I try to explain that's not how it works. It's not a cold. She just okay okays me til she changes topics. I just got used to simply saying I'm fine. If she doesnt get it by now, I don't have the mental energy to try to keep explaining myself.
@Murug-og3zm3 жыл бұрын
Depression is a hard thing to deal with.
@firefighter38293 жыл бұрын
It's been a while since I've been pretending to have overcome depression to have my parents leave me alone. But I know very well it's still there and doesn't look like leaving
@kareno.laking69123 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear that, tell a friend or tell your mom directly to make her understand what your going through
@iluniev3 жыл бұрын
Occasionally concealing emotions is pretty normal. It might even seem like the best option in tense or public situations. But when you hide your feelings because you fear how others will react, you end up denying your own experience
@peanutbutter54183 жыл бұрын
I appreciate that you covered the topic of not always wanting to end your life but wanting to live differently, and the fact there isn’t always a reason for the feelings. For the past year I’ve had suicidal thoughts every 10-20 minutes and a lot of the time I didn’t actually want to. I was able to find a lot of comfort from this video, especially when you said there doesn’t have to be a reason for it. I’ve struggled quite a bit with it, and tried to deny that I had depression because I couldn’t think of a reason for it. The part about people needing to just listen and stay loyal really hit too. I’ve lost a couple of friends in the past because they complained or stopped talking to me when I wanted to talk about my problems. I haven’t talked to my parents about it yet either because just this year they found out that I have ADD, dyslexia, and I had to get a pre-cancerous spot removed; I don’t want to add more to that list right now.
@ItsAJETT3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes my go to thing to do when I feel depression kicking in is to seclude myself. It’s like a reflex. Like If everyone around me is happy or having a good time. I step away because I don’t want to be the one that kills the vibe.
@christinamorris15943 жыл бұрын
Ajett, boy do I feel you! That’s exactly how I feel. Doesn’t seem to make anything better, but I feel like I’m trying to shield people from my negative emotions. Unfortunately, we really do need compassionate people who won’t be afraid of us but WILL listen and be there when we’re suffering.
@ishteerashid54583 жыл бұрын
People with depression do not want to die. They just don't want to live like they do. Damn, my life expressed in just two lines.
@epicverse42 Жыл бұрын
hopefully we'll all find a way to finally be able to do the opposite of the second one.. because life can change... right?
@ender_slayer33 жыл бұрын
I honestly don’t know how many days I’ve wanted something to happen that ends with me dying, or going to bed and dying in my sleep.
@hawkterb78gaming953 жыл бұрын
Same
@Phoennixxxx3 жыл бұрын
Watching this to know about my friend more , i have been depressed but its sort of a blur now that i am not depressed so watching this to know about it more again
@user-fb9ed4fn5r3 жыл бұрын
@@fela54j7 Yo stop spamming..... Some people here are minors lol like shut tf up
@delmatalaboc46363 жыл бұрын
Yep people are always thinking "that guy is like he's faking depression just ignore him and don't talk to him" well for me I don't really care about what thee saying but I care about people who they told them that I'm faking it, sometimes they don't even understand what other people feel, they always care about stupid things that makes no sense
@isaquedopao66673 жыл бұрын
@@fela54j7 stop spaming
@user-mq9lx9im3x3 жыл бұрын
its crazy how people cant openly express they emotions even i bottle my emotions so much i became numb to it
@sweetkarou4 ай бұрын
I went to psychotherapy a few years ago, and my therapist told me that "depression is like cancer for the brain". What she meant was that the "dark thoughts" is fighting with the "good thoughts", and are winning if untreated. It's not a direct quote from her why it is, but the part about depression being like cancer for the brain stuck with me. Just because of the similarities. Change the (hypothetical) cancerous cells in your body with the anxiety, self-harming, suicide-thoughts and/or dark days and it makes sense. Left untreated it can kill you, and treatment is still not a guarantee. And one thing I would like people to know about my depression is to trust that I can do my job. If I need help I'll ask. I've come so far to know my triggers, and I will let you know if I need help or not. Don't just assume I can't do certain things because I have depression, or that I need easier tasks than everyone else. Have faith in me that I can do it, instead of taking pity on me. It makes me feel even more worthless, depressed and anxious about my work than I already am (maybe that's just me).
@voidshards2 ай бұрын
I really relate to that last part. It sucks to see those pitying looks when you tell people you're depressed and doesn't help with self worth at all.
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
Happy Halloween Psych2goers 🎃. Candy corn: Love it or Leave it? 🎃💙
@vivianreee3 жыл бұрын
Love it even tho i dont go trick or treating cause its not popular in indonesia
@proudblink273 жыл бұрын
Love it!🎃
@Vixscat3 жыл бұрын
Nah
@Vixscat3 жыл бұрын
It's kinda gross
@doriyangrey3 жыл бұрын
Depends on my mood, sometimes it’s good sometimes it’s not 🎃🍂
@alenabartovicova41753 жыл бұрын
My best friend is suffering from depression for about a month now, and I've been trying to help her out, but I wasn't sure if I was helping, or making it worse. I felt like I might be putting pressure on her. Thanks for the vid.
@lauragadille33843 жыл бұрын
Please don't tell me to get over it or snap out of it. It makes me feel invalid and it hurts very much. Depression is a real disease and you can't just snap out of it. I've struggled with this since my teens years and will continue to have this for the rest of my life. I'm still me rather I have good days or bad days.
@Murug-og3zm3 жыл бұрын
People who say that, just don't understand you or don't care. I hope, that you have friends and loved ones, that care about you!
@sXTANOXs3 жыл бұрын
All of us will. But u cant choose to be weak. U have to know u are as strong and as capable as everyone else. I have depression but im the happy guy. U have to keep going cuz u have to. Even if u dont want to. But thats okay
@kalindipatil85763 жыл бұрын
When someone says,o,c'mon it's not that serius u are overreacting,it just makes u more depressed and it feels like they don't care about you,and this leads to self harm ☠️
@shyaaammeneen633 жыл бұрын
Ka lindi, Take responsibility for all aspects of your life. Avoid watching negative social media and comparing your life with neighbours, friends or relatives. Reduce negative thoughts with a simple practice. Your breath and mind [brain] are closely related causing stress-anxiety. For a better life sit on a chair, back straight, eyes closed and observe the sensations of your incoming--outgoing breath at the entrance of the nostrils for around 5-10-15 minutes or more. Don’t fight your thoughts. Slowly the mind will relax. No deep breathing needed. Do the practice without any expectations. Change happens from within if done regularly. Day or night, when taking a walk, sitting in a park, when reading, before sleep etc sit or lie down and observe your breath. Like me, make this a lifetime daily habit to have a good life. Avoid constipation as it affects the mind instantly. Best wishes Shyaaam Sir. -Counsellor.
@ivy_nightshade3 жыл бұрын
As someone who has being suffering from depression for years, it is overwhelming when people barely even know from what you are coming from. And even if people know its background, it has been a tough life for me. I was laughed at for having depression by my mother, who is a doctor (and who has obviously known the medical side of this) and bashed at by my classmates (the majority who do psychology and learn about a ton of mental illnesses) just because I had asked for a tiny break from the teacher because I was suffering from a panic attack during class. Sometimes, people just *NEVER* learn...😐😐 And to all those who are suffering from depression out there: I know it sounds cliche to say this, but the sun will shine brightly after the darkest storm. Even when we are going through rough situations, there will be a day where we could all stay in a meadow of flowers when we will finally be accepted as who we are. So, don't end your life here, don't stop it. They say things will get better, but if you feel like it doesn't, take a pause from everything. Lots of love and cookies🍪🍪💖💖 and sorry for this looonngggg comment hehe😅
@manuelasayana82793 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤️❤️
@retired49923 жыл бұрын
As someone who has depression. I can definitely relate to this video. I always feel like I should tell someone about it but everytime I do. People will only say things like "Imagine pretending to have depression just got attention"
@phivox51523 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this, everyday just seems to get worse at every passing day. I have depression and extreme anxiety, (or at least what my therapist says) and everyone around me think it’s a big fat joke, which it’s not. My parents always criticize me for not talking to people and being alone all the time, and my aunt just says “just smile and everything will be ok”. I’ve even had a time when I was in a group project and was too afraid to join the talk. Then a person from another table came to me and said “You need to stop this, your not being very nice”, which really hurt me because I’m not the one who wants to see people suffer, or even just hurt people. But to those suffering: I know a lot of people had said it before, but thing will get better, and I’ll be here, wherever/whoever you are, I’ll always be here supporting you. P.S. Sorry for the long comment and stupid text
@SuburbanPrincess3 жыл бұрын
Hey, I can relate to you and I am sorry you don’t have support from your family. Mental health is not a joke or should be dismissed. But this is only temporary pain even though it feels like forever. I wish you the best in life❤️
@intigniadickey22243 жыл бұрын
Your text was not/ is not stupid. It always helps to be able to express how you feel.
@arandomteto3 жыл бұрын
It’s okay, I don’t personally suffer from any of these things (I haven’t been diagnosed) but I understand how you feel. My family constantly tries to force me to interact with people and go to parties even though I constantly feel like I’m being judged/watched. Whenever I have to go to social events or do public speaking, I constantly feel nauseous and tired. My family just dismisses it as me being “selfish“ and “childish“ sometimes and I constantly worry about what could happen. Your comment isn’t dumb because you’re being brave enough to talk about it and showing your experiences which many people can relate to.
@elbenezermirabuena77553 жыл бұрын
I used to suffer depression, but I realized on why I obtained such a mental illness that it opened my eyes about my life and what Im doing with it and on how much time I have wasted having so much regrets on my actions such as playing video games, family issues, trouble at studying, negativity, socially awkward etc. I fought hard against it by myself for months and found new ways on how to become the better version of myself, now today I can proudly say I am now cured from depression and I seriously want to study because my passion is to become an astronomer and meteorologist, willing to spend 10 years each job :)
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
You are amazing!! Extremely happy for this comeback :)
@irinerose71463 жыл бұрын
I don't know if I am depressed or if I am just having bad days for the last few months of my life,but nowadays I can't look into the positive side of the things in my life and whenever I'm sad my parents start worrying about me that makes me feel bad about myself again...and whenever I try to tell them that I am not feeling well mentally and emotionally they just tease and mock me,tells that I am just faking it.
@juls75823 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU! I have no family support because they think I’m “choosing” to be depressed. I’ve tried explaining it to them. But they won’t listen to me. I’m going to have them watch this video. It explains everything that I’m going through. You’ve made my day so much better! I appreciate you. 🤗♥️
@ichikaonna27762 жыл бұрын
I really hate it when someone finally knows I have depression, then they treat me very differently. They will stop invite me to some party cuz they believe that I'm not in the mood for social life and too tired to get out from my bed. To this day, I just keep quiet about my depression, not until I can find someone that would willing to learn about it more instead of making assumption
@epicverse42 Жыл бұрын
well if it makes you feel any better, I understand. depression isn't your identity.
@twistedwonderlandfreak58103 жыл бұрын
The faking it part is really relatable.. People think I'm faking my depression and anxiety but unfortunately I'm not..
@quitted1823 жыл бұрын
im so sorry..i hope you feel better dude
@thesaddestdude35753 жыл бұрын
It's funny i have a family that believes in mental ilness but not in insomnia.
@fruitywruity3 жыл бұрын
Edit: TW- mentions of sewer slide and self harm Hey Psych2go, or whatever I should call your channel, I just wanted to say some stuff real quick. I know your probably not going to see this but...who knows? maybe you will. Basically I just got diagnosed with depression a few weeks ago, and your videos have been very helpful. They've distracted me from self harm, they've distracted me from suicidal urges, and they distract me from breaking down in the middle or class lol. They helped me find coping mechanisms before I got a therapist, and they've made me feel basically just stronger. I just wanted to thank you so much. Your videos are making my stupid 13 year old brain feel better. HaPpY chEmIcaLs! Also I wanted to ask, how are you today? Or night? Idk, just wanted to say thank you
@Salchipapafied3 жыл бұрын
Good to know these videos have helped you and give you a reason to keep fighting. Best of luck with everything.
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. It means the world to us to know that our videos have helped you and others in the same boat. We are here to support you. You got this!
@DarthDan213 жыл бұрын
To further expand on how it feels like to have depression (combined with a lot of other stuff like being socially anxious and other metal illnesses), it's like a never ending awkward feeling in your stomach that you wake up with, if you even got any sleep, it quickly progresses throughout your body and by the time you get to school any and all motivation is gone and you just sleep through the entire day. Having to sit alone at lunch because you don't fit in and aren't social. Doing anything and everything to cover your face because you hate it so much. The list goes on, my good days are generally days where I don't see my face and don't get into trouble one way or another. Bad days on the other hand, I wouldn't even wish anything close to it on my worst enemy.
@strwbrry1123 жыл бұрын
when I tell someone I feel depressed, they give me very unhelpful advice. And a lot of times they make fun of me or just say to “cheer up”. I’m so tired of people doing these things. I just want to be happy. Then also when I laugh or it seems like I’m happy, they start to think I’m faking my own sadness. I just someone to listen to me, but no one I know will. I hope to whoever has these feelings have a very good, happy life
@strwbrry1123 жыл бұрын
@the sewer pig huh?
@islamonly303 жыл бұрын
@@strwbrry112 Sister ignore him he is just playing with people everywhere who already in trouble I suggest you to hear Quran will give peace of mind and help you to decrease stress and depression Please click my Dp and click to playlist where you will find surah Rahman listen to it
@_Gacha_Cookie_4u6 ай бұрын
honestly can y'all just shut up about the "remember, you're not alone in this" or something like that. because i TRIED venting to people, and that went horribly wrong. I've probably went insane and started venting to myself, making up scenarios, crying every night.
@blatherskite96016 ай бұрын
Nobody else wants to know. I've been there. It's too hard for them to deal with, and to be fair, would you want to go there by choice? Take care, my friend.
@im_sleepy96993 жыл бұрын
I’m struggling. I might have social anxiety and depression.. but everyone knows me as an happy person, while I’m not. And everyone know when someone say ‘I’m fine’ means their not fine at all and yet no ones seems to noise… I can’t say I do have depression I do relate to all the depression video’s you made so far! But I guess I should say it’s like self-diagnosed depression of something like that. I can’t tell my mom, she’s over supportive so much that it causes stress sometimes. I’m only 11 I do want the best for me but it’s hard. I do go to therapy tho, it’s some shit about emotions how to control them and something else, but it’s something everyone in the therapy lesson knows already it’s just some baby stuff. And the only thing that makes me happy is my cat, my friend that I never even met but knowing they all will die one day and that I will die makes me cry I had a nightmare once too, I started screaming and I couldn’t wake up, after my mom came in my room and she woke me up thankfully. I also have no friends irl that support me and would let me open up to them because all my so called “friends” think my life is a JOKE that I have nothing to be sad for that I have no problems I love y life! But I’m just broken I cry I just never show it!!
@shyaaammeneen633 жыл бұрын
S leepy, Do what you can do to feel better. Reduce negative thoughts with a simple practice. Your breath and mind [brain] are closely related causing stress-anxiety. For a better life sit on a chair, back straight, eyes closed and observe the sensations of your incoming--outgoing breath at the entrance of the nostrils for 5-10-15 minutes or more. Don’t fight your thoughts. Slowly the mind will relax. No deep breathing needed. Do the practice without any expectations. Change happens by itself. Day or night, when taking a walk, sitting in a park, when reading, before sleep etc sit or lie down and observe your breath. Like me, make this a lifetime daily habit to have a good life. Avoid constipation as it affects the mind instantly. Best wishes Shyaaam Sir. -Counsellor.
@im_sleepy96993 жыл бұрын
@@shyaaammeneen63 thank you! I can’t even say how much you help!
@shyaaammeneen633 жыл бұрын
@@im_sleepy9699 Since many years I have made it a habit to observe my breath sensations even during my normal activities and I am feeling relaxed and healthy. The best part is nobody comes to now that you are doing the breath observing practice as there is no deep inhalation or sound. Make a goal of 2-3 months when you are going to change your life and be more relaxed. That includes taking care of your diet and avoiding negative social media. . Read my msg and do the practice regularly. Best wishes. Shyaaam Sir-Counsellor.
@PokidotGamerX3 жыл бұрын
This is helping me so much, now I know how not to act around depressed people, basically don't be a jerk, tho I'm glad to know that I can't fix them but what I can do to help is be there for them.
@Jzombi3013 жыл бұрын
also dont make it a competition. dont compare their life with yours or someone elses in a way that makes it seem like they dont have it as bad as you or other people. this makes them feel like their feelings are invalid and makes them feel guilty for not being able to just "get over it"
@PokidotGamerX3 жыл бұрын
@@Jzombi301 yes and that too.
@cbplays.2 жыл бұрын
why do these videos just touch my heart i am currently suffering from depression these videos just sooze it down a bit and help alot
@ShinRyvern3 жыл бұрын
Seriously tho there are lots of people saying that someone's depression is their fault for "feeling" that way, even worse is when those people actually thinks that depressed people just some attention seekers and ignore them in the end. If you know someone with depression always remember that they dont seek attention rather than just someone to talk to, thats all there is.
@kimberlybogert70313 жыл бұрын
Exactly in the end let's all be understanding and kind to one other 🌺
@fffanka41353 жыл бұрын
I am diagnosed with depression and entered this movie out of curiosity. I've never felt so understood before. Great work.
@DreamingCatStudio3 жыл бұрын
All good points. I would add 1) that it’s rarely possible to “snap out” of depression, and 2) a sense of endless hopelessness prevails.
@elultimo1023 жыл бұрын
Dysthymia seems to fit, since I can vividly remember a sense of absolute futility at age 5. Does one ever feel "normal" or "average?" I know there is a genetic component, but coupling it with a violently abusive childhood only exacerbates the condition several fold.
@hasargel3 жыл бұрын
@@elultimo102 normally, kids want to be "spacial" and "different"
@lannas41542 жыл бұрын
Just gonna go on a mini rant here... number 6 really helped. Not so much for people around me but for me. I've struggled with depression for years and I keep pushing people away because I feel like I'd just be poison in their lives. I didnt want to be that one rainy cloud they had in their bright sunny day. So hearing that just because I may not be at my best doesnt mean I'm toxic, really helped. Thank you so much and its nice to have these videos and see that I'm not the only person who feels this way. Anyways thanks for tolerating that mini rant have a nice day :)
@animalfun3043 жыл бұрын
If you were my friend and your depression idc your still my bestie and I'll give you happy memories you'll never forget so that the next time your down you can think of the good memories and get better 🥺❤️ take care every one 🤗
@nupetball318 ай бұрын
You guys are speaking right to me and telling me things I wish I could share with others myself. It’s a terribly exhausting existence, and it seems you’re spot on with how I’m feeling most of the time. Thank you.
@katiecxt3 жыл бұрын
thank you for spreading awareness. videos like this are reasons why the people around us help support each other
@KrabbyPattySecretForumla3 жыл бұрын
This is all so true. It actually really gets upsetting when people say "People with depression are attention seekers"
@erviatangerine51083 жыл бұрын
Last one is for my mom. When I say her I'm feeling down, she always tries to find a reason and gets mad when I don't have one. And when I have one, she tries to solve a problem or convince me that problem isn't valid. But all I actually need is her support and love. Thank God I have friends who understands that.
@intigniadickey22243 жыл бұрын
Thank you for saying that people suffering from depression are not always sad. I am a positive, perky person yet I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder and several other mental health disorders. People are always surprised when they find out that I suffer from depression because I am so upbeat, but it is a terrible struggle to maintain "an even keel" so to speak, and daily tasks are like mountains to climb.
@itsthatsem3 жыл бұрын
I swear Psych2go knows me better than my own parents and the rest of the around me. Finally we ( the ones screaming for some understanding) are understood.... I couldn't have described it better. Thank you Psych2go for doing this. 🙏🏻
@woonam3 жыл бұрын
As someone who has been grappling with depression and suicide for over 30 years, it always makes me chuckle whenever someone says to go get help, go talk to someone or to talk to them. Like, talking isnt going to solve my problems, dying on the other hand definitely would. I'm sure the day I put an iron in my mouth will be a day I can finally get some relief
@elultimo1023 жыл бұрын
Is suicide the desired outcome, or more a wish to have never taken that first breath post utero?
@woonam3 жыл бұрын
@@elultimo102 the later, but changing the past is impossible so death as soon as possible is the next best option
@m00se403 жыл бұрын
I think most depression nowadays is caused by our society.
@CarNerd73 жыл бұрын
Indeed , people are the main problem of the world either directly or indirectly
@prudhviraj973 жыл бұрын
True and social media makes it even worse
@m00se403 жыл бұрын
@@prudhviraj97 I don't know if most people realize just how terrible it is for us.
@m00se403 жыл бұрын
@@CarNerd7 I wish we could be more sympathetic with each other. It seems like the default when a disagreement happens is hostility, especially online.
@CarNerd73 жыл бұрын
@@m00se40 True man , people should atleast be kind and respectful even if they dont necessarily agree with the other person , and I wish people behaved like decent human beings with a brain when disagreeing with something and kept in mind to only respectfully express their opinions without insulting the thing which the other person likes or has a bias with
@achilles78153 жыл бұрын
That was so spot on. I’m in constant mental and physical pain. Everyday is a struggle. It takes me hours to get dressed. Its a good day if I keep myself fed with ACTUAL food. I dont want to commit anything. I just want the pain to stop. I just….need a break. And I want my family to stop making me feel like I‘m making their lifes so much harder because of my depression…
@Psychry3 жыл бұрын
#1 thing people with depression want you to know is that they are depressed.
@noodletin70903 жыл бұрын
I started bawling on number 5 It’s true, especially with the animated scene I don’t think I’m worthy, and I’m currently on the road to recovery but man it hurts still to be lonely, it’d be nice to have someone wait for me yet also be there for me
@jaspspiritual89663 жыл бұрын
This channel is always so helpful. As someone who suffers from Major Depressive Disorder and has for my whole life so far this video helps me share to others that it isn't a choice and isnt always easy to explain. Thank you
@SCP--fj2jr3 жыл бұрын
"The always happy neighbor or friend you have, may actually be struggling with mental health inside." *No truer words have been spoken.*
@Werten253 жыл бұрын
Another point: They can’t just “get over it”.
@ronwatches69033 жыл бұрын
Number 4 is so relatable, I've been there before and still am.. Mostly because I have a lot to go through or just thinking too much, especially when it comes to Doctor appointments, School Homework/meeting with parents & many more. Who ever is going through the Depressed time right now, I just want you to know, that there will ALWAYS be at least ONE person that can Truly Help You or Understands you more than others. Of course, its very difficult to actually be able to find/know who THAT ONE person is. It takes time and patience to find them, but some of you might actually already know who it is, whenever is your BFF/friend, family, Teacher, Therapist or anyone such as Doctors/Nurses/Police & other.
@justadudewholikestocomment91693 жыл бұрын
And then we have people having the best lives, listen to some song and say they're depressed right after
@MiyuKuhaku9 ай бұрын
Last point is incredibly important to me. My friends blame me being in depression on me and one even called me cringe for expressing my depression. I've been pushing them away quite a bit because they simply got too close. But what hits the hardest is when I stand up for myself they beat me down to the point the depression gets worse.
@allgem96153 жыл бұрын
i appreciate these kinds of videos so much.. they're very important to me. im addicted to psych2go now!
@CheyenneCole-k3u2 ай бұрын
I am suffering with bipolar one depression and anxiety. Please made more videos of anxiety and bipolar one depression/disorder.
@Alexa-mn4zb3 жыл бұрын
How do I comfort my friend who has bipolar when she can’t escape the exhausting parts of her life? too young to move out, family issues, feels like there’s nothing left, I’m not sure how to help her.
@asingularmcnugget33413 жыл бұрын
I don’t have any words to describe myself, and when I do, I get sort of happy. I mean, I found out my personality type, which makes me happy. Im not sure of it, because I’ve gotten so used to not acting like myself with anyone that now, I don’t know how to actually make decisions that I DECIDE, and now because of that, I’m frustrated because I can’t find any words to describe myself. I feel like so many things are clumped up in my mind, like a hair ball stuck in a shower drain, except I can’t seem to get anything out. No matter where I am, I can never actually seem relaxed. I can distract myself, yes, but I know that afterwards, it all comes back. On top of that, the environment I had while growing up made me hide emotions and feel good afterwards, so I kept doing that, actually not wanting to cry or let it out, that now when I want to cry about it, I can’t. I forgot about a lot, but it’s still in my brain and now it’s having its side effects
@freerkderuiter88223 жыл бұрын
How I would describe depression: I woke up this morning, I wish that hadn't happened.
@downhomesunset3 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@intigniadickey22243 жыл бұрын
You've hit the nail on the head.
@-poinsettia-61983 жыл бұрын
I have a friend who I think had depression, so everyday I ask if she's okay and do my best to comfort / help her find a way to choose to be happy and I listen. This helped a lot, and now im pretty sure she does have it. She's getting better everyday, and I think she is almost completely out of depression! :D
@-poinsettia-61983 жыл бұрын
Jokes on you because I never did give up. She's fully out of depression now! Even if she never was, she's as happy as ever.
@-poinsettia-61983 жыл бұрын
I could be lying, couldn't I? (Funny thing, I said I thought she had depression, now Im pretty sure she never had it XD)
@-poinsettia-61983 жыл бұрын
I legit just changed it, its based on gacha -,- (my channel is based on gacha)
@-poinsettia-61983 жыл бұрын
And she cannot have a yt channel, sooo
@-poinsettia-61983 жыл бұрын
If ur saying I'm depressed, I’m not. And I technically wasn't lying, because I changed what I thought.. So I didn't really lie? I didn't know what I know now. So-
@mrfluffybeehive3 жыл бұрын
You should make a video on ADHD or something like that
@minimannyjr26223 жыл бұрын
That would help a lot
@Psych2go3 жыл бұрын
We have one actually. Did you see the recent signs you have ADHD, not laziness?
@mrfluffybeehive3 жыл бұрын
@@Psych2go hmm I’ll look I’ve not seen it, have you done one on ADD or dyslexia
@germen26313 жыл бұрын
Shit, I couldn't finish the video. It's one of those rough weeks and the video is just too real for me to handle it without worrying anyone at home. I'll just save it and finish watching it later. Great job explaining it, especially about the "don't want to die, just have a different life". I know this video will help a lot of people in the future.
@bc87243 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what i wish people understood. Especially point 4. I don't want to leave,i just want to live a normal life:/ Thank you so much for doing this video. Have a nice day/night:)
@itskilah223 жыл бұрын
I had a breathe of relief when you said number four my mom doesn’t get this at all and the fact that someone actually knows this is reliving to me thank you so much
@tohellwithyourcrap80453 жыл бұрын
This might be one of the most important videos you've made thus far (though they are all excellent!). I mean this even from the perspective of a person with recurrant major depressive disorder who often struggles to explain these things to friends and family. Thank you for helping me develop my vocabulary and articulating the feelings I struggle to give voice to!
@phatboi97603 жыл бұрын
I relate alot. Have been living with major depressive disorder since ~13 i am now 34. If anything i would say the feeling of depression is utterly exhausting putting pn a brave face doing what normal people do but every fibre of your being wants to shut down and listen to silence or sleep is debilatating. 10/10 would not recommend. Love the channel please continue the good work.
@downhomesunset3 жыл бұрын
Just got out of the mental health ward-I wish they really helped me instead of just giving me a few pages of papers on how to change your thinking. It’s so hard to change the way you have processed and communicated your whole life……
@voidshards2 ай бұрын
This video was so relatable, it hurts. Especially the "they don't want to die" part. It's so true, I don't want to die, but I also don't want to live like this. I want to feel free again, it's been a long time since I did.
@bigting66143 жыл бұрын
you forgot to add how we can push people away because we dont want others to feel bad or for them to deal with our depressed state, it feels burdening.
@KasumaLuna3 жыл бұрын
I greatly agree. My family did not know and still doesn't know how bad mine can be. Thank you for posting this . Gives me hope that more people acknowledge this
@tommasocesarato38313 жыл бұрын
"... They don't want to kill themselves, but rather die in sleep due to mental exaustion" This just describes my past 3 years, that feeling of not wanting any of the things that are happening but also not wanting to end it yourself, the desire for things to end naturally and peacefully... I am not diagnosticated with depression, but i'm starting to think i should go see someone...
@cinnamon21753 жыл бұрын
Yes. This video exactly described what I’ve been contemplating I don’t want to live or die My life is a stress and I just want to have some peace But dying would leave problems for the people I care about So it’s an existence of just doing what you can to just exist
@hmidontknowyou18823 жыл бұрын
I feel the same just do your best well try to lol im not sure if that sounds rude so sorry if it is