A Bittersweet End * BIG WOODS DEER HUNTING PUBLIC LAND *

I've been going through some stuff personally that made the last half of my hunting season rather sad. I'm thankful I was able to fill my buck tag, but it was bittersweet. Life's not always fun. This unfortunately was one of those times.
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[@patrickmcandrew9976]

congrats on your buck and very sorry for your loss. Someone once said, “Grandmas hold our tiny hands for just a little while…..but our hearts forever.”

[@jodeknouse2491]

I can't tell you how many times I've been in my feelings and emotional in the mountains. To me it's the only place I can release all of the pain I sometimes feel. Therapeutic in a sense. Praying for you and your family. Chase your dreams, live life with love and follow your passions. Anyone looking down on you from above would be damn proud of you for that.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

For sure.

[@CM-pc4xu]

The way you get sentimental talking about hunting with Nick is how I feel with my son. He just harvested his second archery buck and we had to work for it. 46 miles of hunting in 5 days for a 15 year old boy, and he didn't complain once. Condolences for your grandmother.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you. Tell him I said congrats!

[@hubertstrzalkowski1261]

Congrats to you, and your son both. Takes a dedicated person and proper upbringing for your boy to do that. Half credit to him, and half to you Sir. Blessings

[@denniskurszewski2707]

This video I will always remember just as you had a loss in your family so did we , my oldest brother who had an awesome opening day of rifle season here in WI went home and ended up having a heart attack . Hunting for us was like a family reunion . Thank You so much for sharing this family story with us , you could not have been in a more peaceful place going thru this. Congats on an awesome hunt , shot and kill of such a great buck !!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that Dennis. I will keep your family in my thoughts.

[@tracychilds3546]

Sorry for your loss I lost my Dad last Nov. 28th and it sucked going out to the woods and hunting but I think it definitely helped me and in December I was able to harvest one of these tiny swamp bucks down here so that made it a little bit better also

[@OutdoorsAllie]

It has helped for sure. Thanks Tracy.

[@Jerry0153A]

Sorry to hear about your Grandmother. I'm sure what you are doing is the right thing for you and she would approve. Gotta love the timely snow storm.

[@paulwylie989]

Thanks. That was special bless your heart. Brought me to mind of getting a nice MO buck on the day of my grandmother's funeral.

[@darraghcarroll688]

Thanks for sharing Allie, my mam died a few months ago and thinking of all her happy times makes it easier to accept.

[@abelrodriguez4095]

Looking back over 30+ years of deer hunting Ive realized that the deer woods are like an old companion. The quietness before dawn, the colors in the sky with sunup and sunset, the sounds and smells in the woods are all fairly consistent and over time you get used to them and you become very comfortable in the woods. What better time/place to process your emotions than with an old trusty companion. Congrats on a great deer Allie and condolences to you and your family.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Agreed. Thank you.

[@Mdrnsamurai]

i don't think your grandma would be upset knowing that you are living your best life... forging your future...

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Agreed.

[@scottcarlson551]

Dry happy for your buck. And sorry about your grandmother.

[@brob-zy8zi]

I'm very sorry for the loss of your grandmother. Life most certainly can be tough sometimes. Nice buck despite the difficult circumstances.

[@MultiNailbender]

So sorry for your loss miss. Allie ❤ congratulations on your buck ! Lord Bless, Joe

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Joe.

[@kenneth3753]

This episode brought tears to my eyes. My mother passed October 28th. She wasn't a deer hunter, but she loved deer hunting season. I thought of her as I sat in the woods and later pulled my deer out of the woods, thankfully, in the snow this year. I identified with your experience in this video. I do miss having people around deer hunting as I'm the only one in my family that still does deer hunt, but at the same time enjoy the independence and tranquility. Thanks for the great video!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that Ken. Thank you for the message.

[@seanm6917]

Congrats on the buck, sorry for the loss of your grandmother. Your grandma was with you in the woods that night.

[@perrykline9662]

Sorry for your loss Allie. Enjoyed your hunting adventures this season!!

[@SuperSkunkWorks]

Very sorry about your loss, that deer will cheer you up a bit. Life is about joy and sorrow; we all get to experience some. Please accept my sincere condolences.

[@johnt6673]

She was playing Fred Bear from Uncle Ted. Love this girl...😀. Maybe Allie should go hunting with Ted. That would be an awesome show. Sorry for your loss. Keep moving forward and cherish the past, present, future.

[@andrewfrederick392]

I watched 30 seconds of this video. And I sincerely feel for you. I watched a video of yours from a few years ago and you said you hadn’t felt loss and to hear that I’m sorry. Hope your well. Thanks for sharing. Ok back to the video!

[@jessesmith-pinkham587]

Congrats on your harvest! Sorry for your loss😢 I too suffered a loss this hunting season, my 3 month old grandson. Sucks I'll never get to take him hunting like his father and be there for that first deer

[@paulhuval]

Allie i am so proud of you. You worked so hard for that one and what a great follow up shot as well. I am also sorry for your loss. 🙏👍

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Paul.

[@hubertstrzalkowski1261]

At 2:14, anyone else see that massive rub on a tree behind the deer? I have a few I'm looking forward to hunting at my place this year. New ones, so we will see whatsaround. Blessings! Stay strong! You and your family got this🙏🙏

[@gcnphilly]

Really sorry to hear about your grandmother. Saying prayers and sending virtual hugs for you and your family.

[@bronxoutdoors1760]

Good morning Allie. So sorry for your loss. Im sure your grandma wod have told you to go hunting. Lord knows she was with you with that great buck you got. Keep your head high and always keep her in your memory. Prayers for you and your family. 🙏🙏

[@felixlopez7525]

I am sorry for your loss. Just take time and remember the good times you shared with you Grandmother; it will help to lessen the sadness you are going through.

[@rogerramjet7567]

Allie delivered!!! Great job girl. Very nice buck 👍👍

[@minnesotasteve4479]

So sorry for your loss, it really hits home with my family. Our mother passed away 11-20-22 from a 25 day battle with leukemia. She told us she wanted us to go hunting anyway, we hunted 3 days before going home to say our goodbyes. Thanks for sharing and congrats on your deer.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that Steve. Thanks for watching.

[@wmweekendwarrior1166]

Sorry for your loss, my mother passed as well on November 14. Sucks.

[@CallSignWhiplash]

My father, was a both a Bowhunter and competitive 3D archer. He predicted I would eventually come full circle to traditional. I did when I inherited his collection and I think of him every time I hold the old Bear Grizzly in my hands.

[@jonathan7174]

My prayers are with you and your family, keep in mind she will no longer. E in pain or suffering if she was. You are right though everyone does cope with the loss of a loved one differently. Stay strong Allie. I'd mount that one with a plack inscribed with " Grandmas Buck"

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Will do!

[@James-oi7mz]

Well done Allie! Very impressive buck! Sorry to hear about your loss.

[@trxe420]

I do my best thinking in the woods. There is just something about he calmness of nature that brings clarity. Congrats on your buck and way to stay in the moment. Sorry for your loss.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

For sure.

[@wingshooterbirddog3990]

Don’t worry too much Allie, understatement I know, but loss is a part of life unfortunately. We learn it as we get farther on down the road ourselves. I lost 2 grandparents within a month late this year, so you’re not alone. Thanks for posting and sharing your experience in this “split second” we get to have on this planet;)

[@bownut6115]

Aww Allie so so very sorry, you got me crying as well. It seems like Grandma was very very loved… and you have a lifetime of memories to keep. Love you and Nick hunting together also!!! Sending hug’s to you and your family.❤🤗❤️🦌

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you.

[@noahwood8284]

Lost my grandparents to COVID last year and they always wanted what was best for me and for me to enjoy what I’m doing. This year on almost everyone of my hunts I have seen at least one Cardinal and most of the times too. I just know it was them checking in on me. She’ll be with you just look for the signs!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that Noah. Thanks for the message.

[@uppercut72]

The fall woods are a great place for thought. My best wishes to you and your family.

[@Makete100]

All I can say is, Grandma was with you that evening hunt. We all feel for and with you.

[@JohnGreyman]

Condolences for your loss. That was a very nice late season buck he took. Congratulations! It's always sad when the season ends.

[@mikeodonnell7350]

Agree ma’am I lost my son at 21 in 2011 without that peace in the woods I’m not sure I could have made it to 2022… time to reflect and think of all the great memories and shed a few tears in solitude

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that Mike.

[@WickedFabz]

I lost the man that introduced me to hunting this year also, my father. This year was extremely tough for me ever time I was in stand. With 3 misses under my belt I was blessed to finally put a freezer queen on the ground. I dedicated the harvest to him and this season. Still hunting for a buck or a doe to tag out. Beautiful video put a tear in my eye. Stay strong see ya s in the next one!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Never an easy situation. Thank you. Happy to hear that you eventually found success!

[@sethmiller1189]

Very sorry for your loss. Congratulations on an incredible public land buck.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Seth.

[@nascarmgm]

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing this adventure.

[@darralldougherty5388]

I lost my brother over the summer. he was my deer hunting buddy for the last 30 years. It's been a strange season without him. But a successful one. Keep making the memories. You never know when they will end. Nice buck!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that. Thanks for watching Darrall

[@name-ey5it]

Sorry to hear about your grandmother . I hope she ok 👍. Nice shot.

[@maximusendeavor]

Prayers for you and your family. Great video, congrats with harvesting the buck. December deer hunting is one of my favorite.

[@wildfire365]

You need some scent eliminator that will stop most if not all alerts. I have had them within five feet and didn't scare them. Sent killer from Walmart or ebay the one with the yellow front. They also have a kit to wash clothes and shower in I use it and it works great. Not that dead down wind its no goog.

[@ericlind3569]

It’s not selfish, it’s not disrespectful, I would 100% guarantee your Gramma would wish you to be right where you are, in the moment & thinking of her and the wonderful memories you shared.

[@realrussclarke]

Congrats Allie sorry about your grandma

[@xjade11.11]

Oh Allie, I am so sorry. I went through my Grandmother and both my parents. Stay strong and true to yourself. You have your own spirit to care for. Everything else is temporary. Be kind and loving to yourself and let no one extinguishing your flame. xo

[@rolandgasnik810]

Sorry for your loss

[@ourfamilysvarietyshow]

I always have a hard time this time of the year and it never gets easier for me people don't understand why I hate this time of the year and the holidays I get so depressed because of the loss I have gone through you can't just get over it and the only way I can find some piece is in nature hugs my friend

[@scottgeffre3111]

So sorry about your grandma. I know I always feel closest to the ones I’ve lost when I’m alone in the woods too.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Scott.

[@jefflittle6597]

I was on a bow hunt in Colorado when my mom passed in 1997 My family and every game warden in Colorado were looking for us Tis was when cell phones were bag phones anyway I cried the whole 19 hours home God bless

[@hunterbruckner8760]

Lost my grandma on 10-18-22 I get what you are going through. When she passed I went to the woods just to get away from everything for a bit. Sorry for your loss.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Nature heals.

[@davidespiritu6759]

Prayers to you and your family, Allie.

[@gregf5852]

A women that hunts and knows how to hunt the right way is definitely a keeper. God bless

[@45gloak]

So sorry for the loss of your grandmother

[@MalikDoesStuff]

Sending love and good vibrations your way! Congrats on the deer and condolences for your grandma ❤

[@jgrant40]

Congrats! I"ve watched you grow and mature into a true hunting machine. I'm sure grandma is proud of you as well. Keep after it. Jeff

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Jeff.

[@rleshko9101]

Condolences to you and your family! Bittersweet- totally relate after losing my mom this year. Hunting helped the healing... Congratulations to you!

[@Josh-GT]

Allie, I am sorry for your loss. My condolences go out to you and your family. ✌❤

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Josh.

[@auggyboy284]

Your grandma knows you’re a beacon of light❤

[@dallytv2829]

Amazing video, unforgettable hunt, thanks for sharing, and so sorry for your loss. Gotta love the ANF, it’s a magical place.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you.

[@skylerseth7683]

Congratulations. I’m really happy for you. It’s nice to see hard work rewarded in the woods.

[@chadclayburg1410]

Sorry for your loss.

[@adked1841]

Sorry for your loss...thinking of you during this time...congrats on your buck...

[@donaldcotnoir1865]

Congratulations on a great buck. Sorry about your grandmother I know how tough it is. My grandmother was a very special lady to me. I miss her. Love your emotions don't ever lose that.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Donald.

[@PaulWRose]

My most sincere condolences for the loss of your Grandmother. I lost my beautiful Momma this spring. I struggled through turkey season, unsuccessfully, I might add. Which is uncommon for me. I did however, harvest my best archery buck this fall,and I’m dedicating the mount in my mother’s honor. Congratulations on a great buck.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Im so sorry to hear that. Congrats on the buck!

[@BooRayWisco]

Allie, I admire your strength for getting out there despite your pain. Too often when things weigh heavy I find bow hunting too quite to calm my mind. Your mindset is always positive despite all odds, I feel your grandma gave you some of that. Sorry for your loss but know you made her proud. Love from WI

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Lori. I appreciate that.

[@thomasnicholson4822]

Sorry for your loss! It’s nothing any better than knowing your grandma got her angel wings! Great hunt as well!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Thomas.

[@denzilsuttle6452]

Sending lots of love and prayers for your family ❤🙏🙏🙏😢 and your grandma !!! Sorry to hear about this !!!

[@anthonyfiducia]

Sorry about your grandma, prayers for her and your family.

[@fred7854]

Hey Allie, So sorry to hear about your grandma. I will have her in my prayers. It's even worse around a holiday. I don't know you personally but, when you teared up a bit, it got to me. God Bless Grandma, you and your family. Take care and be safe.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Fred.

[@scotttomlinson5689]

Wacker, sorry for your loss, prayers for you and your family. Watching this on December 6th, but it takes time to heal. We have suffered loss several times the last few months in our family. It's never an easy thing. Love and prayers. Very nice buck!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Scott.

[@davealderfer9506]

I'm so sorry for your loss Allie! It sucks so much to lose a loved one. Wonderful video, love watching your stuff, I am in Pa too!! 💓

[@bowman8316]

Way to keep it together ! Good job👍🏼🦌🏹

[@timbow50]

Sorry you lost your Grandma. I’m betting she would be happy to hear you fulfilled another part of your dream. Dang nice buck

[@iceman763]

Congrats!!! As a strict public land hunter here in MN, I can relate with your season. The highs and lows of hunting on public, you get one shot a mature buck and that's it. Not getting the first fella but sticking it through the season for this buck. Congrats!!!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you.

[@brianhoward482]

Congrats on your buck, sorry to hear about grandma. That tear rolling down your cheek made me break down a little stay strong

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Brian.

[@-RONNIE]

Congratulations on a nice Buck it was a good recovery shot also another close call with a bear I see. More importantly my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family for your Grandma.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Ronnie.

[@jjjames6861]

What a great hunt.I'm sure your grandmother would have been proud.Prayers to you and the family in the coming days.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks James.

[@raysmith9855]

I am sorry for your loss prayers to you and your family.Congratulations on a nice buck

[@sturisa]

Great hunt Allie and condolences to you and your family. I am sorry to hear about your grandmother.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you.

[@17Bruinfan]

Condolences thoughts and prayers to you and your entire family,it's never easy. Thanks for sharing once again,glad you and Nick found the strength to venture out and be one with nature. Congrats on filling your tag,nice buck to boot. One never really knows what's in store on any given day,enjoy while you can. Cheers

[@OutdoorsAllie]

For sure. Thanks for watching!

[@danhorn3648]

Nice Job, you are getting more steady

[@bradbishop-atfulldraw7491]

Sorry for your loss Allie, I have come to love the treestand to sort through so many things in life. Congrats on the buck! I am still after mine here in N WI.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Agreed. Good luck out there!

[@TheSpeyfisher]

Awesome hunt!!! Yes, you and Nick make a great couple! Hunting is bittersweet! I myself love to hunt, it's a completeness within that only we as hunters know! As your grandma is sleeping, please remember, she is looking down watching. I obviously never met her but thru your beautiful sensitive smile, I can only imagine, grandma was the same way! You bring a sensitivity to hunting which I admire. Never lose that Allie, that's what makes you special. Until....... stay safe

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you very much.

[@andrewfrederick392]

Just finished the video! Wow! Great job Allie! I’d feel the same way when I get my first tag set. I’m gonna be at a loss for words but knowing I’ll appreciate it and care about it makes it sit well. Sending high fives!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Andrew. Stick with it!

[@troymurphy7433]

You got me crying now.had to pause video for a moment. I'm sure she would want you to still do you.god bless everyone.

[@mattshanks2604]

Nice job young lady! Way to stick with it and make a great 2nd shot!! U impress me everytime I watch you!! Love ya young lady

[@tonymarotta2504]

Sending it out to peace and comfort, my friend. Everyone deals with these things in their own way, and there is no right or wrong. Prayers and blessings.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Tony.

[@ryanjohnson1441]

This was extremely moving. Seeing how the hunt unfolded was amazing, but watching that knowing what you were and are going through makes the whole thing so impactful. It’s always difficult to lose a loved one but the effect they’ve had on our lives informs who we are and how we live. In that way they are always with us. My condolences to you and your family.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Ryan.

[@midnight51]

Sorry to hear about your Grams. Nice harvest and great video. This was a special hunt, for both you and your family -- the wheel of life turns. Cheers from Ohio.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you very much.

[@andywest6113]

Thanks for keeping it real!!!

[@mrd4865]

Great buck Allie! Im sure your Grandma was with you! :)

[@johnsabat3553]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I believe your grandma helped you with that buck, the year my wife passed away I harvested my biggest buck with my bow and I believe she helped me with that buck.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

For sure.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you John.

[@ChasingGiants23]

I've said it before. You guys are making next level down to earth content. And as special as it is when you take a buck i just love watching every hunt and all the commentary. I mean I can sit back here in Adelaide South Australia and feel like I went on a hunt just by watching you guys!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thank you Brett. I really appreciate that.

[@jimmymalone3494]

I am sorry for your loos Allie. awesome hunt!! I enjoy it was a great buck!! I hope you have a great Week.

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Jimmy.

[@shawnrogan1677]

Congratulations Allie !! and condolences, something tells me that your grandma is very proud of you!

[@OutdoorsAllie]

Thanks Shawn.

[@cryptocreek1557]

Wow, nice Buck. Congratulations. That's a great spot you have there.

[@jhockenberry02]

Wow what a great shot Allie .