It just occurred to me that there is practically no difference between your day and the days of most people.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
This is EXACTLY what I was thinking!! So many of us live like we are on house arrest! We gotta get out there and get more involved with our lives 🙌❤️❤️
@mr.potato23994 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024This really got me because from work I just go back home and vice versa. Always too tired to hang out or go out..
@jhonfrazier80733 ай бұрын
Okay so it doesn't look like you have it so bad. It's a goddamn same routine that most of us go through I hate this whiny b*******.
@EmM-ko7mu3 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 yeah... you are so right there. It wouldnt really affect my like that much sadly :/
@rileykoziol10053 ай бұрын
But there is. He showed the generic version of his life. If you pay close attention on his ride home from work, he says he can't deviate from his normal route home. He can't leave work and think "shit i gotta go to the store" or "I feel like going to get some ice cream" because he will likely have to call his PO and get permission. Same rule goes for if for some reason he had to take a different route home, he'd probably have to explain himself to somebody. On his days off, he probably can't go out and do much. I've never been on house arrest but I'm sure they aren't just gonna let you go out and do whatever it is you desire to do. You also usually have a curfew also and if you aren't home by curfew, that's your ass. And the fact you can never let your monitor die is another thing. If the monitor dies, you'll have the cops showing up at your door. If the battery goes low you'll usually get a warning from the PO or whoever is in charge of the monitor and if you keep letting the battery go low, that could likely land you back in jail because they can't trust you to keep the monitor active
@frostneedle4 ай бұрын
As someone who is an introvert and social anxiety, this life is normal for me. 😭
@naytewilson4 ай бұрын
I should be for everyone they’re acting as if you’re stuck in a house for months. It’s just a damn day.
@jm78044 ай бұрын
It's ok. Things can change. Take a small risk and see what happens.
@98523234 ай бұрын
Same but I don't do all that meditating stuff or whatever
@HelenHunt694 ай бұрын
There is a stark difference between not being able to go outside and not wanting to go outside. I am homebound due to illness but I know that I am legally allowed to go outside
@SirMortis4 ай бұрын
@@HelenHunt69German ?
@yunosantsАй бұрын
man this guy is more productive than my lazy myself at home 24/7. that’s an accomplishment and i can’t help but feel inspired by this
@SelvinVasquez-k7v6 күн бұрын
Same lazzzy house
@living-in-a-wasteland4 ай бұрын
This is what turning your life around looks like, I'm 7-months into recovery and not even close to your determination and openness, sub from Egypt, keep it real bro
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
Egypt!! Oh hell yeah. That is so cool. I’m so happy for your 7 months. You are killing it! Keep it up. Thank you so much for watching subbing ❤
@living-in-a-wasteland4 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 keep doing what you're doing Brian, you never know who's watching n rooting for you ❤
@BHill-rz9tg3 ай бұрын
I'm sorry you had to go through this rough experience. I hope it catapults you into a beautiful life...free from addiction and unburdoned by the criminal justice system.
@BIGGER_RED3 ай бұрын
Im proud of you! Recovery isn't easy but you are doing it!
@Faygo72 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024this is sad to me I love being outside I hate routine I’ve always gotta have something different when does your house arrest end
@jamiebonczek80263 ай бұрын
I’m glad you’re trying to turn your life around, whatever you’ve done, you’re trying to be better. Make a better life. And seeing how your parole officer asking you why you don’t drive a car, is so deep. It’s wholesome, because he wants you to feel like any other person who is free. I’m glad you’re trying hard to be better.
@samanthasmith40382 ай бұрын
Being in the system is all a money scam pretty much. They just want money from you not to help you
@VidalBlox2 ай бұрын
I realy hope so
@Error-s4cАй бұрын
I WOULD STAY IN THERE FOREVER
@Ryōta涼太Ай бұрын
@@Error-s4cHouse arrest forever? Goodluck with that
@DednursewakinАй бұрын
Much respect, brother. I don't know what you did to earn the ankle monitor, but I applaud your taking it day by day attitude.
@Drew-s4i15 күн бұрын
Rape
@hansolo6319 күн бұрын
Ironically, considering your username, he was a nurse who got addicted to painkillers. I got bored and didn't finish the video though lol, maybe he was selling them. He said he was looking at 3-10 when I turned it off
@Dednursewakin8 күн бұрын
@hansolo631 Yeah, learned that later, but thanks.
@jahmalonbethel13073 күн бұрын
Damm all because of that people out here need painkillers.@hansolo631
@Sigma.man2011Күн бұрын
3:10
@southpineshooligan3 ай бұрын
Still living better than most of us. Your productivity is remarkable.
@wildcatdan5072Ай бұрын
What do you do everyday? because he didn't do anything 😂
@TruckMechaAddictedАй бұрын
True I'm isolated at home for several years due to psychiatric disorders and don't have a job because here nobody want a disabled guy as an employee. And at home I'm not in my comfort zone like most people think because monsters in my head are always with me, breathing down my neck.
@gordonfreeman7187Ай бұрын
@@wildcatdan5072 Just play videogames for like 8 hours.
@FM-fm2yq11 сағат бұрын
Productivity??? If you think he got anything done, it just let's me us and the world what type of person you truly are and what you believe in.. He did absolutely nothing.
@mysticsuzi4 ай бұрын
Oddly I do not find this depressing at all. Sometimes, in order to reset and move ahead into something new we have to just slot into the healthy schedule. I too, eat a lot of the same things every single day that I love 100% until I don't. Then I find something new. I have to get dressed and go out for a morning run, like you said, without hesitation. The good habits I don't let the argument start in my head I just do it. period. No room for the committee to tell me I should give myself a break, then those breaks get longer and then the good habit dissolves. You are setting your self up nicely to have great healthy habits for when the next stage of freedom, discovery and more learnings will bring you. Thanks for sharing.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
YES YES YES!! ❤❤ Exactly what you said. I’m actually very happy doing this routine. It’s when I get off of it, start eating bad, laying around watching movies and playing video games…that’s when I get depressed and life comes bearing down on me. But when I am staying on this routine my brain can’t help but feel engaged and optimistic, regardless of the circumstance I’m in. Great comment mysticsuzi! ❤❤ Thank you for that
@jblyon24 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 I've been sorting through an ADHD diagnosis and apparently mild autism that was never picked up on before. I used to self medicate with booze, which is apparently a big issue for a lot of neurodivergent folks. I have a very structured routine, planned rotation of meals, lots of bike riding, etc in my daily life. I took a trip recently and was both amazed and terrified at how quickly my brain went off the rails when I stepped out of the daily routine I've carefully constructed.
@TheRealZezima-j9d3 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 Yeah brother, it sucks but at least you're still here. I would definitely want house arrest and drop the soap all i want!
@ayt_a3 ай бұрын
Agreed. This seems like a well established routine. Definitely far better than my lack of one.
@jamisonfawkes8537Ай бұрын
in so many ways you’re doing better than i am with keeping yourself healthy and grounded. keep it up and i wish you the best
@yoursweetheart853 ай бұрын
I randomly came across thia video but it brings back memories. My boyfriend was on house arrest for a few years. Like you he developed a routine, i remember the nightly 1 hour couch time he did to charge the braclet. The times we had to be home at a certain time. The bracelet buzzing, the company calling etc. i stood by my guy as he dealt with that. Im happy to say hes been off of house arrest for a few years now. When i see people on the ankle braclet i dont judge them, because i know how it feels for their support system, family, friends etc. I wish you nothing but the best in the future. You gained yourself a subscriber. Cant wait to see how well you do!
@EnergeticSpark632 ай бұрын
hi
@amarPyroMrproblemАй бұрын
@@EnergeticSpark63hi
@GalaxyKittyYTАй бұрын
It’s staged. Look at the shower water beams.
@EnergeticSpark63Ай бұрын
@@GalaxyKittyYT hey
@GalaxyKittyYTАй бұрын
@@EnergeticSpark63 hi Minecraft guy. Herobrines in your closet. Just kidding lol
@user-kp6we9qw7i4 ай бұрын
Thank you for posting this. I’m an ICU nurse and that’s probably the only part of your story I can relate to. I’m burned out with nursing and I’m always searching for something else. Last month, I started a mindfulness practice and it has made me feel so much better as a whole. I hope your journey with the ankle monitor comes to an end soon. Watching this has definitely made me realize that freedom is something to be thankful for and that the possibilities in life are endless.
@PamelaH_HappyVibes4 ай бұрын
Sorry you are suffering with burn out. For what it is worth, THANK YOU for all that you do for those that can’t do it for themselves. I was Hospitalized twice in 2023, once planned and once not planned. I was so grateful for the wonderful nursing and admin staff. I just couldn’t thank everybody enough. You may never know how much you mean to somebody or how you changed their life. I admire you and your line of work.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
Yes, the possibilities of living a good life are endless. Even in my circumstance I have realized that. You will find something else. It’s ok to be burned out. It’s a tough tough job. I love that you started a mindfulness practice 🥰🥰🥰 So many people have trouble really connecting with the practice. It sounds like you have in some way. It has really been at the foundation of my wellness through jail, prison, and through to today. ❤❤
@annarchy6654 ай бұрын
I'm sorry that you're burnt out. 😔 I wish all nurses got a legnthy sabatical every other year. Nurses, mental health aids, caregivers keep life moving for so many and nothing - other than a check worth far less than your value - in return. I'm in different facilities every few days and admire and pray for you. I hope you're able to get your energy back. ❤️🩹
@alexkx85994 ай бұрын
If you are suffering from burn out then why are you not speaking about the genocide you and your industry have participated in and implemented the last four years?
@michaelgreen30364 ай бұрын
@@alexkx8599What an awful post. Zero context for your accusation.
@j11asmith15 сағат бұрын
You're an incredible storyteller, and it was especially great to see your filmography and editing bring this creation to life. Thank you so much for sharing.
@FlyBoyMT4 ай бұрын
Damn, I just wanna give you a hug bro. I don’t know why this video popped up randomly on my feed, but something made me watch the whole thing from beginning to end without skipping through or stopping; and now you just gained a subscriber. This was such a poignant video, the music was spot on, and no fancy editing or effects. The calm yet vulnerable narration throughout. I don’t think I’ve seen many KZbin channels of a fallen professional’s journey back to society. A lot of this resonated with me, as this could happen to any of us with the current social climate and state of everyone’s mental health. For my industry, the one that gives me the “it could happen to you” feeling is the recently fallen pilot for Alaska Airlines whose substance-induced trance state caused him to almost accidentally end 84 lives. But thank you for this channel, it’s really a humbling reminder that just because we’re preoccupied with life and our careers doesn’t mean that we’re above our demons. They can creep up on us if we’re not attentive, and we must learn to live with them and address them in a healthy manner. These videos are more valuable to your viewers than you think.
@benwyvis7594 ай бұрын
same- it just popped up and watched it end to end.. fully agree with what you say.
@RickJamesEstate3 ай бұрын
@@FlyBoyMT come snuggle bro...
@Foreign_Skeptic3 ай бұрын
Same, mine just randomly popped up, but I watched the whole thing
@hedgecraftTheReal3 ай бұрын
@@benwyvis759 SAME
@pabloplayswith223s3 ай бұрын
like this comment up because this comment and the video really touched my heart.
@Luke220224 ай бұрын
This is chilling, Brian. Thank you for sharing this routine with us. It increases my understanding of your current life. Your self-disciple is admirable and you clearly demonstrate that happiness and strength come from within.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
It did seem a bit depressing when I re-watched it just now 😂. I’m actually super happy though. Life is great if you can get it right with only the bare minimum. That’s what I’m working on ❤ Thank you so much for your support Luke
@Luke220224 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 Your attitude towards your job surprises me. The job that you are doing is an important one and the people around you seem nice. Maybe you consider the job beneath you but you still have an opportunity to be the best fork lift operator they've ever had (which you probably are). We've all had work situations that aren't ideal but we manage to find some aspects that can be enjoyed. Riding your bike to work seemed to bring a smile to your face. It reminded me of a high school summer job where I had to ride a bike and swim across a river (holding my uniform overhead) in order to get to work, but it was a fun summer. I hope you build in some rewards for yourself for sticking with the discipline.
@russellromero45834 ай бұрын
Being on house arrest is not so bad. You do have to follow the rules of probation. It takes lots of will power and determination. There is also a curfew. Just make sure you charge your ankle monitor every night before going to bed.
@BryceCookSFood2 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 may I ask what you did if it is not too personal?
@CHEF_PATEL2 ай бұрын
Hey man, I have the exact same monitor on right now, your videos have helped me a ton with getting through this rough patch in life. Keep up the videos man!!!
@jordankelly92064 ай бұрын
Brian, I'm sorry you had to go through what you did. But your recovery is an inspiration and a shining beacon to others who struggle with this disease. I hope you find a career that you can enjoy and help others and use your RN training to support others. Glad that you are now in a happier place.
@redwemette59424 ай бұрын
It's better than prison or jail
@robbarbour31733 ай бұрын
If a judge gave me a choice between prison and house arrest, I'd pick house arrest
@kristinavlogsss3 ай бұрын
noo
@xentaza3 ай бұрын
@@kristinavlogsss yes house arrest get to watch tv unlike jail you got people there want to try and and fight you for no reason
@DarkSpectreYT3 ай бұрын
Obviously, in prison you get into fights, eat cardboard, have no source of entertainment or income, have no freedom pretty much. On house arrest you live simply a more restricted life but you can still eat what you want, go on your phone, do social media, anything really,
@kittycatsrulecars_playz3 ай бұрын
House arrest = tv ,better bed ,stuff to to ur self, and more
@jacobstolfi8833Ай бұрын
I hope life continues to stay positive for you and that you get to have that monitor taken off soon. Your positivity given your situation is inspiring
@etherealrade4 ай бұрын
I can't believe this!! This man is on house arrest and yet he's way more productive than I am 😭. To be fair I'm trying to be productive, I'm just dealing with personal issues that I want to resolve ASAP. But this guy is incredible, to follow the same routine every day..just wow
@sarahanna683 ай бұрын
how does someone get two years house arrest
@karkitty2023 ай бұрын
When you don't have a choice, it's easy to change, in fact it isn't change, it's adaptation.
@etherealrade3 ай бұрын
@@sarahanna68 no idea...
@Kt-hp7cv3 ай бұрын
You never stopped to consider that he’s productive because of the fact that he’s on house arrest.
@puntoycoma473 ай бұрын
Because productivity is the real prison. We are not designed by nature to be "productive"
@focusedprowess3 ай бұрын
This was honestly a great video. I found it on my recommendation, and for some reason, I clicked on it. The thumbnail had no flashy stuff (no green background that makes you want to click on it) that would ever make someone watch it, but for some reason, I still wanted to watch the entire video from start to end. It's so peaceful and reminds me of my goal of biking from Alaska to California. Keep the videos up, man. You deserve a hug.
@Ur_nepali_gurl-adi2 ай бұрын
I hope you reach your goal! And I agree with everything u said
@focusedprowess2 ай бұрын
❤@@Ur_nepali_gurl-adi
@Stinger67577 күн бұрын
I’ve been struggling to find a relationship with a lovely woman. I don’t find it easy to get myself out there. But seeing this gives me the confidence I need to still enjoy life despite being lonely, sad, alone, and desperate. Thanks so much
@Laugh-l8sКүн бұрын
Hey can we be friends
@NZKiwi874 ай бұрын
I can really relate to that feeling of freedom while biking. Thank you for sharing this. I bet you were an excellent nurse; organised, methodical, thoughtful.
@alexkx85994 ай бұрын
Genocidal. You left that one out. Want to talk about that?
@NZKiwi874 ай бұрын
@@alexkx8599 🍌🍌
@jordankelly92064 ай бұрын
@alexkx8599 how about understanding that addiction is an illness, people don't choose addiction. Would you say the same thing about any other illness.
@alexkx85994 ай бұрын
@@jordankelly9206 What addiction? 10 year olds know not to start smoking, drinking, or doing drugs. It must be drugs since you refuse to say what it is. There isn't a problem because he knows not to use and abuse in the first place so YOU don't get to hang any of this around my neck because I speak about what's up and what the deal instead covering for people who should not be.
@jordankelly92064 ай бұрын
@@alexkx8599 you clearly don't know how addiction works and why it happens. Please do some research before casting judgement on individuals you know nothing about.
@Andrew17B3 ай бұрын
I didn't know you could go to work while on house arrest. you learn something new every day.
@erikvannik52083 ай бұрын
Seems nice
@rah.2483 ай бұрын
I mean in a way it makes sense, how else are you gonna pay those bills and rent
@ColderPls2 ай бұрын
@@rah.248 online work
@Michael_the_muffinman2 ай бұрын
People have to make money. Otherwise they go back to what got them put into jail.
@Andrew17B2 ай бұрын
@@rah.248 as far as I was aware, you have to live with basically a guardian here. Figured the burden was just placed on them.
@BLTV_Photoshop2 ай бұрын
Very well produced. Love your camera work, editing, and music. Great job!
@TheBanhagel3 ай бұрын
Not sure why this showed up in my recommended...I watched it...I'm rooting for you..keep being strong
@Rod-rg9es4 ай бұрын
Dude. Dang. Honoring your routine and mindfulness... Wow! I'm envious, and even though a stranger, I'm incredibly proud of you. I fail miserably at routine, regimen, and caring for myself. Thank you for your prime example.
@murtajiz5452 күн бұрын
You are awesomely inspiring man. The mental fortitude and toughness displayed here is no easy feat. Kudos to you my friend, I can only hope to be as strong.
@TriforceLegacyOfficial3 ай бұрын
This is one of the best motivational videos I've ever seen
@goldcanyon340.4 ай бұрын
I’ve never heard of you before, but this video randomly came up next on my youtube playlist early this morning. I can tell you’re a good guy that just got caught up in a really bad circumstance. Your determination to turn your life around is inspiring. Keep up the good work.
@cripergaming63613 ай бұрын
same
@LifeIsCool61432 ай бұрын
You honestly inspired me to work harder in my life and not take even the little things for granted. Appreciate it much 👍💯
@BG-sl9lv4 ай бұрын
You have evidently acquired excellent self discipline and self awareness and I think inner peace. You're going to be OK.
@mad0uche3 ай бұрын
Walmart version of the "American Psycho".
@alexkx85993 ай бұрын
Thank you!
@benjaminnewman76883 ай бұрын
Underrated
@clara-em7vd3 ай бұрын
😂
@meebockovic64262 ай бұрын
Was it american psycho music at the start?🤣
@Arc_5Ай бұрын
starring dexter morgan
@Xargo2 ай бұрын
Honestly I don’t understand all the comments of people feeling bad. He’s not in prison and he’s living a pretty healthy life. House arrest is a punishment but it’s also a privilege, he’s lucky it’s just house arrest.
@almond_b252 ай бұрын
That's what I thought. He's even living a better life than most people lol
@michaelkline884Ай бұрын
@@almond_b25. Yea I don’t get the “hero worship” either Dude seems nice and all but he’s doing time it’s nothing to be proud of just do it and move on of course I’m a father of 3 grown men so my perspective is much different
@Itsthebakerr8915 күн бұрын
@almond_b25criminals living better life than innocent children with no food
@trith723 ай бұрын
You will endure and come out so much stronger on the other side. I have hired several guys who were on house arrest and I can always tell the guys who will make it, and the ones who won't, because the ones who won't do not show up to work the day after they get their monitor off. Two of my best workers I ever had were house arrest guys, one went on to open his own company and I sub contracted to him for years. The other sadly passed away, but he passed away clean and sober, and with his wife taken care of with insurance money. 10 years earlier, no one would have thought that possible. He died of Covid sadly. God bless young sir, stay with it, you will do it. The anklet will come off at the right time, not when the world is ready for you, but when you are ready to face it the right way.
@sabrinamoka4 ай бұрын
« this is depressing » no. This is quite literally what healing look like. Repetitiveness, calmness, almost boring. You got this!
@Twitch_him122 ай бұрын
God bless you hope you set free I can see in your face
@AddictedToMore_4 ай бұрын
Bruh…..this is amazing. You’ve reached the next level of filming
@sarahjesser56244 ай бұрын
I love the honor, tranquility, and regularity of my life in sobriety. Thank you for sharing your day with us.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
I love it also ❤❤ I feel more free than I have ever felt, even on house arrest. Thank you for that ❤
@EMCDUD2 ай бұрын
Very nicely edited. I could clearly tell a lot of effort was put into this! Great video ❤
@RN4JH6184 ай бұрын
Brian, I am a RN also. I worked in a county jail. I met my fiance there. He had been in a terrible car accident years ago and became addicted to opioids which culminated in shooting heroin for years, one day falling asleep at the wheel under the influence, and coming to jail. He is currently serving an 18 month prison sentence but was able to remain clean for the 2 1/2 years prior to his sentencing and is still clean 9 months into it. I feel your struggle and know it well. I pray God continues to give you strength, tenacity, and focus. I admire your honesty. There is more of a purpose in this than you know just yet. It will be revealed when you least expect it. Kind of like planting a seed. All the potential and promise in the world is inside the little seed but it must go into the darkness and battle through the dirt before it sees the light. But just look what happens then! Tremendous growth and beauty when in full bloom. You’ll get there. The devil fights you the hardest before your biggest victories but keep the faith. Your growth has been tremendous. Soon you’ll be in full bloom! May Gods bless you every day with His best. Take care. You got this. I have faith in you.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
Wow. Your comment really resonates with me. Thank you so much for that. My heart goes out to you and your fiancé. May we all turn our darkest times into our greatest strengths ❤❤🙏🙏
@FlippinFruitFly4 ай бұрын
Idk why this would be depressing as some comments say. The comfort of simplicity, routine and stability is all I every wanted a year ago when my mind was drowning in depression and anxiety. Good job, Miles! 👏
@Wolfblood214 ай бұрын
Because you literally CANT leave the house or the thing goes off
@June126194 ай бұрын
@@Wolfblood21so? Like me a lot of people hate leaving the house
@naytewilson4 ай бұрын
For a fucking day? That sounds like a mental illness.
@philipfrancis27284 ай бұрын
100%
@Sadakorka3 ай бұрын
Extroverts
@ragekage7024 күн бұрын
I can relate to the routinized schedule that you had/have to keep. New to your channel. I basically eat the exact same thing everyday and go through the same routines. It keeps me comfortable
@michelfortier95634 ай бұрын
If nothing else, you probably live the healthiest of most people. You regularly exercise and your diet is spot on. So yeah, I'm sure it's not pleasant wearing an ankle monitor but you've picked up some great lifestyle habits.
@rgomoffat4 ай бұрын
I'm thankful you are not in prison or jail. I'm thankful you are honest, and brave enough to share this. To happy times ahead, best of luck.
@SSC_Fortuner69420Ай бұрын
Man we all make mistakes, its good that we learn from those mistakes and make sure those mistakes do not limit our life. Big respect for u.
@MagusLuminis-gn5wr4 ай бұрын
I'm crying! 😭 I lead almost the same life as you, except that I don't have to wear an ankle bracelet and your standard of living is higher than mine.😂
@ArleneHeer4 ай бұрын
“Endurance” about Ernest Shackleton! I read that book multiple times and it has touched me in awesome ways! I love this, and your other videos also. Somewhat reminds me of my own experience in substance abuse. After 44 years of being an RN with stellar performance reviews I was confronted one day as I entered work by HR and the Department CEO. As the nurse manager I thought they were there for a different reason. It was clear….resign, or be terminated….my choice. At the age of 63 I was eligible for SS, and resigned…I was blindsided, but they were correct, not me. Five years later I still wear the scarlet letter from some family members, and probably always will. Again…keep posting….it helps people see the humanity in broken people. 🤗❤️
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
I just finished Endurance. It was SOOOO good!! Thank you for sharing that about yourself. It helps me know that I am not alone in this. Your support means the world to me❤❤
@cremebrulee47592 ай бұрын
❤
@samihamdan67433 күн бұрын
After improving my physical life; going to the gym and socialising more, I would find being in the house more than 2-3 days straight hell. I believe in you man, you can do it.
@alexlycan83 ай бұрын
Hello Smiles, I've just found your channel in my algorithm, as a person who is very interested in quote on quote *Criminal Offenses*, of course, I have no idea why you've had house arrest for more than two years now. But this story is both depressing and heartwarming. Depressing, because I know you will have a 'criminal record' for the next 20 years or so. It's heartwarming because you've found yourself ways of not overthinking about the ankle monitor and those other things. Keep up the good work, and keep up your positivity, as that's one good way of going forwards. I am still very curious on *why* you're on house arrest, of course if it is a topic you'd not like to touch on, I totally understand.
@genxeratl4 ай бұрын
Listen - be glad it's been 2 years on the ankle and not 2 years in a facility. I had to do 3 nearly to the door so while I can understand it could be tough I wish I had had that opportunity instead of what I went through. It can always be worse.
@philliam1112 ай бұрын
quite possibly the best case of rehabilitation. you took charge of you life and will always improve. Good stuff man im trying to do the same even though i havent been to prison/ convicted etc.
@MoranInRealLife3 ай бұрын
You live a healthier life that I do. I’ve got no excuse for not taking advantage of everything! Keep the habits you’ve made, I can see you being a very successful person after this period of your life.
@deshauntheillest4 ай бұрын
Best entry yet. And not just the informative nature, but the camera setups and music choices and all that. Really cinematic. Which some might say isn't the point of a vlog, but I'd argue that it shows just how much routine and consistency have paid off. You had no idea what you were doing when you started this, and now you have a following, your production gets better...it's cool to see. While you were getting better mentally, you also got better physically and creatively. Routines are the best, depending on the thing. My routine was to go out every single night and drink with friends. Now I fill that space with walks with my dog, writing songs, watching a movie, whatever. It's cool to see the journey my dude
@fosterjacobs611712 күн бұрын
❤❤😊😊 Thanks Brian your an inspiration to many of us who watched this video. Keep up with the positive vibes that you have going on in your life while having to wear the monitor. When you get off the monitor, please continue to live a structured life that keeps you healthy, vibrate and mentally positive. Your very handsome and your video was very immersive and impressive.❤❤😊😊
@julievanderleest4 ай бұрын
Watching this taught me quite a bit. I always thought house arrest meant being confined in the house and not being allowed to go anywhere at all, unless community service. But yeah it definitely looks tough. I remember right before the pandemic started I was really sick and didn’t feel like leaving my house. I was down for a couple months and by the time I got better, the shutdown happened. That was a bit rough being isolated but I can only imagine how much harder it would be for someone who has house arrest and not only that, being constantly monitored by someone. I admire your hard work and determination to keep both mind and body in shape. Hope you’re be done with your time soon and can have your freedom soon.❤
@GiovannaDeBiasi3 ай бұрын
Honestly, your day is so productive! I think only on weekends it must get very boring very fast without work and without being able to go outside. Anyways, all the best bro.
@SouthernR0cker4Life3 ай бұрын
I'm sure he can go sit in his backyard, if he has one. Pretty sure he can have a garden, as most of the supplies are available online. He has a bit more freedom than actual jail. If he has a backyard pool, he can use it, he's not confined to inside the house 24/7, he just can't leave the property other than go to work.
@GiovannaDeBiasi3 ай бұрын
@@SouthernR0cker4Life yeah but by outside I mean to restaurants, bars, parks, the movies and stuff. But I guess he can have friends over and order in. Overall doesn’t seem bad at all tbh.
@ThehonestruthАй бұрын
Good on you for having a structured routine. Work is boring but it gets you up and having a purpose. Take care
@commandpost13 ай бұрын
Honestly I always fantasized about house arrest. Not that I would commit a crime. But if I did something stupid, this would force me to change my habits and live my healthiest lifestyle while enjoying solitude
@bridgetleonard67024 ай бұрын
The only part of your life that looks sad to me is that eat you the same thing every day, otherwise it looks pretty normal and healthy.
@triforcelink4 ай бұрын
It’s actually a really good thing for people like me who hate planning meals. I also wear the same shirt every day (I have 10 of them)
@exo_saint90633 ай бұрын
@@triforcelink i have the same shirt. i bought 15 when they were on sale! lmao
@I_like_my_dad3 ай бұрын
He obviously doesn't eat the same thing..
@straycats6Ай бұрын
I have 25 white tshirts@@exo_saint9063
@Kreedogger3 күн бұрын
Once free your discipline from all of this will propel you to new heights far beyond what's even in your mind right now. So positive despite your circumstances. Everyone knows this when they watch your videos... We look forward to the moment of your true freedom and a blossoming. I would recommend to stay true to like 75% of your current routine all the time. The forced discipline that you have had to endure to learn is invaluable. You are living so much better than myself and a lot of us as far as health and the way to achieve true wellness. Best of Luck. Freedom is near. You already have and will enrich and change for the better peoples lives so Keep making these videos. Your health is going to be further PEAKED with your current but not totally permanent lifestyle. We all Cant wait for your freedom as you foremost will agree.
@cqbarnieify4 ай бұрын
There is nothing wrong with having a strict routine. While it will be nice when you are able to add walking in a park, eating out, or going to a movie, having a basic framework planned for your day will help you to stay sober once you are fully released. It was when I had too much unplanned free time on my hands that I got into trouble.
@jacknorton84074 ай бұрын
This might be the most depressing Smiles for Miles clip yet. But still good for us to see.
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
The music made it super depressing 😅. I’m actually very much not depressed. You are awesome for watching and commenting 🙏 thank you Jack.
@amystubby4 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 I caught the vibe of what you're going for here, and I dig it. Not remotely in your sitch, but have mad respect for you staying sober. You got this.
@jason_v123454 ай бұрын
Looks like bliss to me. Some of us live like that by deliberate choice. Heck, in this day and age, many of us do.
@Itoshimi4 ай бұрын
Still gotta check that check huh? Like honestly how low of a society have we gone to be glorifying this?
@scherzva4 ай бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024great video. I recognized the Reno/Sparks area right away.
@ArjunInTraining7 күн бұрын
It’s kinda sad how people are hating and like bro, he’s trying to turn his life around you should be encouraging him not downing him
@prm17014 ай бұрын
This video just popped up. I have no idea who Miles is it why he is under house arrest. But, whatever his backstory, I think there's a lot of lessons for everyone in this video (certainly for me). How to stay resilient in the face of adversity is one thing. And although Miles might have quite reduced liberty, hats off to him for making efforts to better himself, keep fit and lead what looks like a pretty virtuous life. Quite inspirational stuff. Id love to know the thoughts running through his head during his mindfulness sessions.
@StarlightEdith3 ай бұрын
Miles was an RN and as I’m sure you know anything in the medical field is extremely stressful, so he turned to drugs to cope - drugs which he was able to access *because* he was an RN.
@CarlYoungII4 ай бұрын
Wow, very inspirational to watch. I've been pretty depressed lately but watching someone, who puts one foot in front of the other in the face of life obstacles is moving. Subscribed!!🔥👌🏽
@jordannixon9188Күн бұрын
You didn't show the part when you left, and I ran out the door after you and said, "Wait! You forgot your backpack!"
@sdlock834 ай бұрын
No sympathy, because this kind of punishment is much more preferable than actual incarceration. It's also a win-win situation because it saves both the offender and taxpayers money, not to mention keeping the offender in touch with the "outside world."
@MC-jj9zd3 ай бұрын
👍
@augurseer3 ай бұрын
True.
@benderete24873 ай бұрын
Well, I can understand the other arguments, but the fact that incarceration is worst does not mean this isn’t bad, it just mean it is just better, but is still a shit
@goodnightmyprince67343 ай бұрын
Exactly what a whiner
@peregrine19813 ай бұрын
Why are you on house arrest? This bit of context is important.
@cryptidian35303 ай бұрын
For 2 years as well.
@etherbunni3 ай бұрын
cus he was a nurse and was stealing drugs and using them. sucks to suck huh
@alexkx85993 ай бұрын
Because he is a criminal and still can't be honest.
@scottboy3 ай бұрын
@@alexkx8599 he already made multiple videos being honest and explaining that he became a drug addict who stole from the hospital he worked at.
@peregrine19813 ай бұрын
@@scottboy I was unaware. Thx for pointing this out.
@Edward_Nashton7 күн бұрын
This video is somehow inspiring. Popped out outta nowhere on my youtube startfeed and I was kinda curious. The thing is... I found out a while ago that I'm also a person who needs routine. To be healthy and stable. But I didn't figure out how to get my ass to stay in a routine. That's why this is somehow inspiring. I wish you the best for the rest of the time with and after that without that thing on your ankle. So far from this video I think you're doing great!
@7n1544 ай бұрын
I served only a year in prison, but it was enough for me to know I much would've rather prefered a home sentence. He can have visitors right? And how does he get groceries? He gets to decide what he wants to eat. He could even get laid if he wanted! Most of all, he's got PRIVACY! I'm sorry, but I'm not buying the somber tone of this vid. He has WAY more freedom than he would have being incarcerated. And his experience is only as morose as he lets it be.
@marka00144 ай бұрын
@7n154 I agree with you. I served a hair less than 4 years in state prison. Even though it was minimum security I would still have preferred home confinement. Get to go to work. Feel free more than being in prison. Especially being able to make your self meals. Food was horrible in prison. I love cooking good healthy meals and good food was one of the things I missed most.
@yanks75334 ай бұрын
I think you’re missing the point of the video. It’s a guy who dealing with his decisions/past…prison is not easy but neither is turning your life around. Empathy is lacking in our society. You sir lack empathy. This video is educational and people can learn from it.
@7n1544 ай бұрын
@@yanks7533 I have plenty of empathy. Just for the people who are REALLY experiencing incarceration. Even the guy in the vid admits his experience is not as bad as it's portrayed in this vid. Read his comment replies. Even he admits he's much happier with his situation than depicted. I'm not saying his whole journey is not valid. I'm just saying home detention is WAYYY better than actual incarceration in prison. Home detention is basically being grounded. So excuse me for not breaking out my violin and getting tears in my eyes.
@philoconnell77064 ай бұрын
You are bang on the money, 100% correct in my opinion. Love from Tamworth Australia 🇦🇺
@jm78044 ай бұрын
This guy already spent a year in prison. He's well aware that house arrest has more freedom. This is his next step in paying his debt. Who cares if you're "not buying the somber tone?" Like it needs your stamp of approval. He can be denied visitors as a condition of house arrest. If you're on house arrest your visitors have to be cleared and pre-approved. The time has to be approved. The guy is also in recovery if you've watched his other videos. He doesn't need to be having visitors over for sex. He needs to be getting his life back together. Why don't you try informing your opinion before shooting your mouth off?
@DoctorJoanieTool4 ай бұрын
Do you have groceries delivered? Are you allowed to get certain trips out approved by a parole officer?
@kristen76234 ай бұрын
That’s a good question
@4600h4yden4 ай бұрын
You get I think it’s 4 passes a week to go to the store at least here in Indiana I got 2 years and just got put on house arrest and still getting used to things
@fokyewtoob88353 ай бұрын
It all depends on the terms of your probation / house arrest. When I was on house arrest I could go places that I had to write in a weekly schedule and then it would either get approved or denied depending on what it is
@missachin50543 ай бұрын
@@4600h4ydenif you don’t mind me asking, what did you do ?
@theman14123 ай бұрын
@@4600h4yden interesting reading these comments
@PrismTheKiwii3 күн бұрын
What ever happened for you to get that bracelet, I really hope you're passed that life man, Mad respect lad. all the best in life brother.
@TheDailyDoseofMentalHealth1014 ай бұрын
Love your channel bro. You are helping many people with this, hang in there!
@SmilesforMiles20244 ай бұрын
🙏🙏you are helping me stay inspired my being here and commenting. ❤❤
@lilysnape11533 ай бұрын
I'm sure forcing yourself to stick to this routine was as difficult as it was healing and helpful. You have my respect for that!
@AnimeGeek12092 күн бұрын
I haven’t seen him smile this whole video, I feel bad but then again he’s doing good at turning his life around, this is something I could not do, I would imidietly go into mad depression and I wouldn’t leave my room till I shower or I have to go to work
@d.j.daugherty49453 ай бұрын
As an introvert, this is like a normal day for me lol. But it is nice being able to have some wine or drinks occasionally.
@ReyOfLight3 ай бұрын
As an autistic, introvert with chronic illness, I'm pretty much on house arrest as well most days. The big difference is that I am FREE to leave my home whenever I want to, need to or feel able to, with no one monitoring it or forcing me to be home by a certain time. The thing keeping me at home is my physical condition and my "social battery" for real life stuff. And as much as it sucks being stuck as I am, still think I prefer it over being monitored and forced to by others. I really hope you'll soon be properly free, and able to stay on the right track to not get back to this situation or worse again!
@kanggoo573 ай бұрын
Not even comparable.
@Carlosdreamur2 ай бұрын
@@kanggoo57it is when a mental disorder is involved
@NoobOG123Ай бұрын
I’m so sorry everyone needs to respect this man ❤
@Deyzedits3 ай бұрын
Why is my life like this 😅 Glad you’re free now bro, I’m glad you made it through this 3 year long journey
@CreatingwithTTАй бұрын
3:01 I think I speak for all of us when I say thank you for putting that extra bit of care just to make it look better🩵
@TheBlackyoshi50002 ай бұрын
you seem very disciplined, you should be so proud from where you came from to form such discipline.
@Bill.R.1244 ай бұрын
I love this video, the production, the music, and the video itself. Obviously, you're showing simplicity and maybe monotony, but I hope you are interacting with people!!! Online NA meetings are a must, Dude!!!!! Talking to a sponsor is a must. Having fun and laughing (watching comedy shows, etc.) is essential. By the way, I never knew you had to charge the ankle monitors-it makes complete sense.
@CameronFlakemore-df5ux3 ай бұрын
wat did u do to be in house arrest
@Zolified9843 ай бұрын
I assume he did dr@gs
@zebbikaia3 ай бұрын
Everyone is one decision away from committing a crime. I think it's rude to ask that, he doesn't seem proud of the choice he made or he would have volunteered the info. Just my opinion.
@atlantic34383 ай бұрын
Drugs
@nathancox35063 ай бұрын
DUIs
@enihohlАй бұрын
I was in the same situation... I'm am still waiting for the final trial, then I still could go to prison. This is the first time I looked it up is there somone like me .... I am so glad I find you! Keep going!!!!❤❤❤
@christymazzagatti79394 ай бұрын
This guy makes wearing an ankle bracelet seem so soothing.
@rachelsworld59223 ай бұрын
1:52 Wait so you can leave the house?
@TheSlowProgramer3 ай бұрын
for work but only on a designated path
@dojo67142 ай бұрын
Yes because the thing on his ankle tracks where he is at all time
@DctctxАй бұрын
Yes but you have to be where you say you’ll be. If you’re not they’ll come and arrest you
@DanielAusMV-op9mi2 ай бұрын
This is so interesting, so unique but also very familar. Also kind of happy and relatable. As always, i press my thumbs for you. (Meaning i root for your happiness)
@dishonorableknight93403 ай бұрын
>House arrest >Goes outside >curious
@blazethefirekitsune27662 ай бұрын
I read somewhere that some courts will allow people under house arrest to still go to their jobs
@chrispbacon25354 ай бұрын
Why are you on house arrest?
@FBIagentObama3 ай бұрын
Gooning without a license
@ThatOneSigma693 ай бұрын
when someone is charged for a nonviolent crime
@Blite_Victor3 ай бұрын
i think it was drug use
@KyleMueller-c1h3 ай бұрын
@@ThatOneSigma69 That isn't true I'm on federal probation for blowing up a cop car and I'm on house arrest until February. I also did 10 years in federal prison I got out August 15th and ive been on the ankle monitor ever since.
@JadenJ2073 ай бұрын
@@KyleMueller-c1hwhat the hell
@timothyleon558Ай бұрын
Very self-disciplined. You do a routine you don’t have to do, one which is very healthy and controlled. Monitor or not, I would need to muster so much more of myself to achieve all you do. You’re going to be fine. I applaud you!
@MathPiHanan4 ай бұрын
I think it’s a nice documentation of this phase of your life, in preparation for the next. Best of luck! I liked your approach to eating the same meal every day. I also have the same breakfast everyday! I don’t have to waste time thinking of what I’ll eat. Sometimes routines provide _comforting_ stability.
@vokqe2 ай бұрын
0:40 I would reccomend looking at push-up form because that won’t do anything for you
@OneJennifer2472 ай бұрын
At All 😊
@Honorablepitbull2 ай бұрын
Yeah cheers David Goggins
@universalredguard3 күн бұрын
@@OneJennifer247 yup lol
@WU6724 күн бұрын
Man you live more productiv and healthy than a lot of us...😅 hope you keep it up even without the ankle monitor on day...
@ceomoc3 ай бұрын
I'm on house arrest right now I feel your pain
@cremebrulee47592 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@Radictor444 ай бұрын
Well you might call it mundane, but in reality in brings routine, a level of simplicity through a type of autonomy within the confines of the ankle monitor. That in itself brings structure to your life which are the foundational building blocks to moving forwards into the future.
@Ept799242 ай бұрын
I fell your pain I was on the ankle monitor for almost a year I would go to work in the mornings and come back home in the afternoon same routine every day but helped me discipline my self and stay on the right track now its been two years and I'm doing good finally off of the ankle monitor I salute you brother.
@MaximeTompkin-r6b3 ай бұрын
He looks so friendly and likeable
@Xzan-p6b2 ай бұрын
What happened to cause you get the ankle moniter 1:02
@Conclusionary2 ай бұрын
Doing drugs
@ElijahOnion2 ай бұрын
Oh I see
@Theultimatetally2 ай бұрын
Stabbing people and doing drugs
@gamewithsully42422 ай бұрын
He’s talking about the shower. It’s prob waterproof
@elizabethmillerafton3714Ай бұрын
@@TheultimatetallyI’m pretty sure it was only drugs but I’m not sure
@bobholmes652 ай бұрын
Do you have visitors? Friends? Are you intimate with anyone? Are you allowed to be? I’m not sure why this came into feed tonight, but I’m grateful. I wish you all the best in life. You accomplish more in one day than many people. You seem like a good soul. Peace to you.
@nullObject_2 ай бұрын
Bro has better mental and physical health than most people.
@klb374money4 ай бұрын
Good work! You're doing great! Time will fly by. Keep going. You got this!