A Letter For My Ex

A breakup letter going through the pain, heartbreak and hurt of the relationship while also reflecting on what could have been.
Music:
Snowfall by Scott Buckley / scottbuckley
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Script:
When we got together I was hesitant to get into a relationship because I’d been so hurt in the past. And now, after what you did to me, I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to trust anyone again.
I’m sitting in so many feelings I don’t know how to process. It just doesn’t feel real.
I feel embarrassed, angry, humiliated - everything.
And the funny thing was, that YOU were the one who asked ME out. You were the one to chase me. And then for you to do what you did. It just makes it hurt that much more.
I hate that what you did sours every part of the relationship. I can never look back on the good times. I can only see them through the lens of what you did to me. I just hope it makes it easier to get over.
I want you to hurt the way I did, to feel humiliated the way I did. I wish I was better than this and could wish you all the best but it all feels so raw right now.
Was it something I wasn’t giving you?
Maybe there was something I was missing because it just doesn’t make sense.
Just...
Why did you have to do it?
I remember when you told me, I felt so angry I could have destroyed my entire room. If I heard you were dead, I wouldn’t have shed a tear. I know that sounds awful to say, but you really messed me up.
I never want to see you again. I never want to talk to you again. I never want to hear a thing about you unless it’s to hear that you’re hurting.
I hope you think about this for a while. I hope you feel guilty every day for what you did. And I hope that in every relationship you get into after this, that this still haunts you. That every day you see your new partner you can’t enjoy the relationship because the guilt of this consumes you.
And I hate that’s what I think.
But I hope you learn from this as well. I hope you learn that love is more than a feeling. It’s an action you do every day. I hope you learn that. Because you’ll have a very lonely life if you don’t. Or maybe I don’t want you to learn that - I just wish you knew it when you were with me.
And I hate, that even when I think of all these hurtful things I want to tell you, I couldn’t do it. I hate that even though you hurt me, I still care about you.
I just hate how this will affect me in future relationships.
I wish I could wish you the best, but I’m not ready for that.
I don’t know how to sign this off so I won’t.
All I’ll say is that if karma is real, I hope it doesn’t do you the way you did me. Or maybe I do. Who knows…
Goodbye.

[@wickidblazed420]

For my ex bf Antonio!!! You really fucked me up!!! Your narcissistic behavior took it's toll on me!!! I 🩷 you but this is what I feel

[@AnthonyConica]

You better not be talking about me cuz in all reality am still here waiting on you to step up and if you can't them please take a step back and let someone else have a try for once

[@LuckyCheese-he5ef]

Ima take all your money

[@LuckyCheese-he5ef]

😂😅😢