A teeny-tiny trip to NJ to shop. Presents is my love language. July 16, 2024-Video journal / diary

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[@Zzsmuf]

Beautiful day it looks like for beautiful girl 🕉️🌈🙏

[@fragilefleur]

Lol you don’t have to. You will deal with high electric bill or getting new fridge. Sometimes the bill is worth it for one month but ultimately you have to yep. Yuck. I don’t envy you that task! I did a ton of preparation work and replaced the insane caregiver I got yesterday that made me feel so badly I was bottomed out last night and this am. I got someone new (again) and it’s not me! This agency is hiring doofuses or something. So I spent hours prepping medications, writing up my meds lists and what they want which is what I took and blah blah blah. Horrifically boring and stressful. Your shopping sounds fun but a little arduous . Your mom sounds so much like mine used to be! She could drag me shopping for ever and I like shopping but oh mah lord. It would become excruciating and then the meal or snack breaks would include the unsolicited advice haha. Anyways you are still standing and resembling your childhood self which is right on time after a couple days with your mommy. Lol I love my mom dearly and those visits were always stuffed full of activities. Especially when I was moving! You are doing well to not be in tears tonight with that plus the heat. Your mom is probably going to sleep for a week when she gets home. And yep your family is a gifting one for sure. Raisa’s family were the same and always sent home gifts when they went back to Ukraine and she shipped big boxes of things from here via a church that paid to have things shipped slow cargo mode there. I was so traumatized by my caregiver yesterday I told them I don’t want anybody here tomorrow and now I have a stack of work as a result. I still need to bathe my dog and make my bed with clean sheets and do all the last minute packing and prep for Ellie and a million fine details plus I have a big box of stuff coming from target tomorrow which I do not even want to deal with right now. I want to go hide someplace like you said and not have to do adulting. Plus I have to prep for last minute surgery stuff tomorrow like nursing staff calling me and pumping me full of info and stress and a pre-op double shower tomorrow night and again in the morning which is going to suck bc that’s when I hurt the most. I am ready for that anesthesia and kinda wish they’d keep me out for a week lol. Did you survive sleeping on the couch end? Lol And how long is your mom staying? Sending you some cooler weather wishes and hoping you can get into some air con which isn’t too much. Sounds like you are acclimated to the heat but not 100 degrees. Yuck. Hang in there. And curious what you end up getting on Amazon. I’ve been too busy to play with their sales. Wish they would offer reasonable prices more often than ones or twice a year.

[@TANIAfm]

Yay on firing that awful person! You can’t have someone with that energy around you at the time when you need love, care and attention. I hope it really will be someone kind there for you tomorrow. Will be thinking of you tomorrow and sending healing vibes your way. I hope everything goes well and you recover quickly ❤️‍🩹