A Very Raw and Honest Update // Placenta Previa at 32 Weeks + Belly Shot

[@LoeppkysLife]

Your advice and encouragement has been so helpful, THANK YOU 😘😘

[@m0bz0mb39]

I would be terrified also and not being able to plan anything would drive me crazy! I really hope everything goes well and you don't need to have a c-section and you and your baby are healthy

[@hridampaudyal3091]

See ultimately what really helps us is what is real and eternal which is god ..if there is no god aspect in one's life then he or she is must miserable person, please don't compromise your devotion in this situation, you read bible what god has instructed you can contemplate on that and try to apply...there is no substance if there is no god aspect...please read bible and motivate yourself in this situation ... God reciprocates personally with his devotees, one must be patient and let not free will be obstacle to the lord's plan

[@lauraatkinson9479]

I always pray, in these uncertain situations, "Lord, this is what I would like, and think is good, but, if not, I trust You for something better." It reminds me constantly that God knows better than us, and has our good in mind. For whatever He allows, I pray you will find His grace sufficient for you, at the time you need it.

[@ryanjane4424]

You’re in our prayers.

[@croccatcher]

❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

[@ashleylima2867]

I had a csection and it saved my life. Healing was not that bad at all the pain was incredibly manageable. There is nothing wrong with needing medical intervention. No matter what you and your baby will be okay. Sending all my love.

[@Dani_FL23]

I had a similar situation. My c-section not only saved my life, but also my son's life. Without it, my son would not have survived. I type this as I look over at my now15 yr old son doing his homework....full of life and none the wiser. The absolute picture of health and vitality. The manner in which our children come into this world is not important in the grand scheme of things. What is important is that they come into it as healthy as possible. My recovery was much less painful than I would've believed possible. There are good and bad stories for both vaginal and c-section births. Delilah, we are all praying your story is a positive one with a beautiful, healthy baby in your arms as the outcome.

[@britanysmith9902]

I was in the same boat. My emergency c-section saved my son's life. I had prayed and planned to have a natural birth but that's not always God's plan. My 14 month old boy is strong and healthy and the healing time wasn't too bad either. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family Delilah.

[@katrinagross1637]

My attempt at giving birth naturally was an absolute disaster and left me traumatized and I needed therapy because of ptsd. I was so relieved when they said they would do a c-section. My baby wasn’t descending and his heart wasn’t doing well and I was in absolute agony. Recovering wasn’t fun, but I had help and the pain was manageable and I healed quickly. I am so thankful for c-sections and happy I am alive and my son is healthy. Having access to medical intervention and pain relief is a privilege, I think we should be thankful for it. There is so much pushing for “natural birth” but with hindsight I can see that it can actually scare women and make it worse when interventions are necessary.

[@TMacIsIntheHouse]

Your feelings are so valid. I saw so many telling you that their c-sections were great, but I want you to know that I understand your feelings towards them. I am terrified of c-sections, too (I had three uncomplicated vaginal births), so I can relate. You are perfectly normal.

[@alystodola]

☝🏻 i agree!

[@erinlycornett4526]

I also agree

[@mollymae7069]

Yes! It's okay to be scared, and to want a different outcome. Healthy Mum and Bub is all well to say, but it's like trying to calm someone with anxiety by saying "Just calm down". X

[@AmeliaLeanette]

I love your laundry chats, i put you on pause and go grab my basket like im folding laundry with my bestie 🤍✨

[@jacquelynnjones1372]

that’s cute

[@sarahfaulkner6689]

🥺 you and your baby are so stinking cute Amelia. I agree however I just don’t fold my laundry with her because of who I am as a human being haha

[@kulalayingbulan2076]

You got this mama! The Lord is our strength and however the birth is vaginal or C-section, the Lord will bless you more and more. Praying for your safe delivery and safe heart ❤️

[@lynettasmith3859]

I’ve been praying Isaiah 41:10 over you. Do not yield to fear, Delilah. God is with you! Thank you for sharing your journey with so many and for shining His light. I’m having my second baby in November, and am praying for a successful VBAC. I share many of the same birth dreams as you. I had the opportunity to labor at home with a midwife with my first babe, but unforeseen complications arose and she was later born by emergency C-section in hospital. I know what it feels like to be afraid and was angry and hurt for a long time-but Jesus. He’s really right there with you. Cling to Him. 💗

[@LoeppkysLife]

This 🤍🤍 thank you!!

[@maggiemurray2530]

As a postpartum nurse, please know that most c-section mamas do very well. There of course is risk of complications, but I have had very few mamas who had csections have complications. Honestly the most you will need to do is mentally prepare, when you go home the main difference wirh recovery is lifting and driving restrictions. If you end up having a c-section I'm sure you will do beautifully, but I pray you get to have a vaginal delivery 🙏

[@rachels1662]

“Bravery is not the absence of fear, but the ability to move forward in spite of it” You’re so brave Delilah! ❤️ God is in control.

[@ashleylocke3052]

Amen!

[@hyrunnisa997]

I totally empathize with you. Not wanting a C-section and feeling disappointed is ok. Many women feel traumatized when they think they are going to have a vaginal birth and end up with a C-section. No one should make you feel like your feelings and emotions are not valid. That being said, at least you have time to mentally and physically prepare for that outcome and its good that you have time to pray on it and work through it. That at least is a blessing. Anyway. I hope everything goes smoothly and even if you have a C-section i hope both you and the baby come out of this healthy and ok.

[@loverosyb.5318]

I for one, thought I was having a vaginal birth all along too. I had no complications whatsoever I had my placenta lying low around 20 weeks but went up so I thought everything was fine. But still ended up with cs. People think I was so dramatic when I kept crying at the hospital (before operation) cause I really don’t want to get cs and knowing the vaginal birth that I dreamed of isn’t gonna happen. I was traumatized that after I got home I kept crying every night about it. People around me kept invalidating my feelings by saying I should be thankful that both my baby and I are fine. I am! And more than thankful! It’s just feel quite sad remembering all those preparations I did physically and mentally for the vaginal birth 🥺

[@PorterCBlue]

I was SO upset having to have a c-section. This after having 5 years secondary infertility and also after having a unmedicated birth. My c-section was fine, but at the time it was awful. With our third he was breech for awhile and I did not want another c-section, that time I was able to have a VBAC so that was awesome.

[@hyrunnisa997]

@@lucinda.g I am so sorry people invalidated your feelings and made you feel like you didn't have a right to be upset. you did! This kind of treatment and behavior towards birthing mothers is so horrible and causes so much hurt.

[@hyrunnisa997]

@@loverosyb.5318 Ugh that makes me so mad that so many people around you belittled your feelings. its not ok.

[@melindaedgington9925]

@@loverosyb.5318 I totally get it. All that yoga, all that tea, all that massaging down there. Then you go through all that labour and to end it with a c-section. I totally get it. I was told I was selfish for feeling the way I did. I love my babies very much but I did want a natural birth.

[@destineelowe9499]

I'm 26 weeks with placenta previa as well, mine is still completely covering unfortunately. also my 3rd baby and my last two were natural no epidural so this all so new to me too! Wishing you the best ❤

[@jasminehamilton7012]

Don’t forget that you can still have a birth plan with a scheduled c section! Dimming lights, playing relaxing music, immediate skin to skin, delayed cord clamping and experiencing the initial breast crawl are all options you can choose! This helped ease my mind so much for my c section and helped me feel still some what in control of the birth

[@scottishmamalivingingodslight]

You still have time for it to move, I had a total placenta preview with my daughter and I was told that it was very unlikely to move, but by 37 weeks it had shifted to a few cm away from my cervix.

[@dixie_1998]

@@jasminehamilton7012 really!? That was not an option with either of my boys 🥺

[@jasminehamilton7012]

@@dixie_1998 I’m in Australia so that could play a part, but I would have my c sections a million times over with how well I was cared for (through the Australian public system) and still somewhat in control of my birthing experience. Plus I got some incredible pictures of it all! It’s truly amazing what we can endure ❤️

[@dixie_1998]

@@jasminehamilton7012 my first one was an emergency c section, which is a given, but the other one my doctor basically told me that c section was my only option. Guess that's not an option for America 🤷‍♀️

[@daniellepitzel]

I can feel your kindness and genuineness through the screen. Gosh, your videos make my Fridays!

[@debbie8247]

We are expecting 2 grandchildren one in June and one in July. Both my son and our oldest daughter are expecting their first babies. We all live in different provinces in Canada and we are unable to see them in person during their pregnancies because of the pandemic. I'm so grateful to be able to see all the kicking and progression videos that you have been doing. It gives us additional baby progress that we are missing with our own children. Watching your baby kicking in this video is actually making me cry, its so beautiful. Thank you so much and I'm sending you good vibes for a healthy safe birth.

[@BookloverFantasy92]

Thank you for all your posts Delilah. You and Sarah Therese have really helped me get through this pregnancy. I’m 20 week pregnant, and the last couple of weeks I’ve actually started enjoying it. This baby wasn’t planned, and mentally I really struggled. But you both helped me see the positive and get through the tough days. So thank you.

[@frizzzx86]

I know what you mean. I've had two c-sections and never in my life did I ever think I would need them. I always mourn the fact that I will never and have never had a vaginal birth and I know that my feelings are valid but I also know that the most important thing was that I came out healthy and so did my two beautiful girls.

[@hollyparsons4234]

Me too I had twins with planned section because one baby hadn’t grown for 4 weeks! I too have always dreamed of a vaginal birth and am sad I’ll never have that experience waters breaking contractions etc but as you say, so much better to have two healthy babies xxx

[@dixie_1998]

It was the same with my 2 boys, my first one was totally planned for induction, but they did another ultrasound while they were prepping the pitocin, and he went breech last minute, but was too big to turn back manually without doing damage. I had to have an emergency c- section with my first, and the other one, my hospital was not cleared legally for V Bacs so I had to have a planned c section. I too mourn that I was never and can never have a vaginal birth. Continual prayers for you and baby Delilah!❤🥺

[@valeriiearce]

Just wanted to say that I had a crash C-Section to save my baby, and I much would have rather schedule it... it was so sudden and I was left in shock. 5 months later I have made peace with it and I am glad my baby is healthy and alive... but it was rough

[@whitneyconour2841]

I was diagnosed with total placenta previa at 20 weeks and I just had my 28 week ultrasound today and it still hasn’t moved a bit... I feel everything that you feel right now & I can only hope it moves in the next few weeks! Praying for you & your little one.

[@allandrabrown2071]

Never been so early! Praying for you Delilah! Also ps, my sunflower shirt arrived this week and I love it. 🥰

[@LoeppkysLife]

Thank you so much! And yay!!! Thank you for your support!

[@candicewiggins166]

Thank you for being real and raw, any woman who has been pregnant has faced the anxiety of delivery, praying for peace and for recovery to go well no matter what happens. I had told myself my whole last pregnancy all that mattered was healthy baby and mama from the delivery but still totally had the breakdown moment when after 2 hours of pushing they needed to do a section, during the prep for the section baby came out on his own lol so they ended up not doing it but I still feel that same emotion when you talk about it and totally get it.

[@lorenemusgrove5901]

I went into my pregnancy and birth with the thought and mantra of “Whatever happens needs to happen, however I deliver is the way it needs to happen to keep myself and my baby safe.” I had a normally healthy pregnancy that ended with an emergency csection at 7cm dilated. I was put under anesthesia because it needed to happen fast. My son’s heartbeat was undetectable, and by gods grace, within ten minutes they had him out, and now he’s 1.5 and healthy. There is nothing you can do to prepare for the unknown other than accepting and preparing for every option. Praying, researching, and just getting the idea into your head as often as possible. It’s so so scary. And I’m sorry that you’re scared. But God’s got this. You’ve got this. Praying for you, Delilah.

[@austinmerrifield9836]

Still keeping the faith that in these last four weeks baby will grow like crazy and your uterus will pull that placenta up and out of the way! ❤️❤️

[@theshortblonde]

I loved my c-section more than my vaginal birth. Doctors know what they’re doing & the most important thing is a safe & healthy momma & baby. Pray for peace & direction for the doctors. Baby will be here soon one way or another!

[@kjperez83]

Thank you for being so candid. I had a C-Section with my 2nd son because his heartrate had dropped and I was so scared. However, I had a great team of doctors that explained everything so well and made me feel at ease. The recovery was tough because it was hard to get around and the medication made me drowsy, but it forced me to just relax and spend time with the baby and it I was up and moving in no time. My heart goes out to you and your family and I just know you will be fine whatever the outcome of the next ultrasound is. 💕💕💕

[@samanthaheins7711]

I commented on another vlog that I also was diagnosed with marginal placenta previa and from 20-24 weeks it only moved 2mm. I just had another follow up ultrasound today and it ended up moving 4 whole centimeters! I don’t say this to brag or take away from your disappointment. I say it because I was convinced it wouldn’t move at 24 weeks and then it suddenly moved a good deal. There’s hope!

[@yasmingoodwin9680]

Ahh you're getting so close now!!! So excited to meet your little one, no matter how they come into the world we will be glad you're both safe and sound!

[@oldfarmnewfarm4720]

Oh my dear. I think it's so beautiful for us to be able to see all of your stages of coping. You ARE normalizing those feelings, the process of working through them, and you are so brave.

[@nattyophelia7879]

I don’t blame you at all for being nervous. My mom had 2 natural vaginal births and ended up with an emergency c section for her third. Since her c section 14 years ago things have changed so much! They do “gentle” c sections where you can see the baby being born, have immediate skin to skin, etc. I hope regardless of whatever happens that you have an amazing and SAFE delivery ❤️

[@karflolovescp]

You got this Delilah! I want to give you some encouragement and advice as my birth didn’t go as planned but was still lovely! I was diagnosed with preeclampsia (another potentially deadly pregnancy condition) at 34 weeks. I prepared myself for a c-section since the condition meant things could get worse very rapidly, but I still dreamed of an unmediated normal birth. I was induced at 36 weeks and 6 days since I got worse and I was terrified for surgery! If you do need a c-section, I encourage you to focus your mind on meeting the baby and drown out everything else during surgery. That helped me stay positive and enjoy hearing my baby cry for the first time, and seeing her after she was out. Recovery was not too bad, just take it slow. Sending prayers!!

[@amandacourtney5830]

I had to have an emergency c-section to save my 1st babies life... so be grateful that you were able to experience a natural birth at all. I am pregnant with my 3rd and have had to have all with c-sections due to complications... this time placenta Previa as well. So you are blessed to at least know what the experience of natural birth is like, I’ll never get that and it was literally all I wanted. 🙏🏼

[@Expat_FitLife]

I am so thankful for this video. I am so thankful you shared every single word you did. We are TTC baby #3 and I’m terrified of a situation like this happening - so much so, that I am trying to absorb as many experiences from women such as yourself as possible so that I can begin the mental prep now, just in case. I had placenta previa with my second, it covered my cervix by 2cm at a 16 week scan. Mine did eventually resolve but it wasn’t until I was 32 weeks that I knew, and I will never forget the hell of uncertainty. And now (if I’m even so fortunate as to conceive again at my age!) I will just be that much older and more likely for it to happen again, so I am preparing. Thank you so much for your honesty and candidness. I know the outcome already based on your other vlog thumbnails but I look forward to watching the rest of your pregnancy / postpartum videos to learn from you. ❤️

[@amyrobson2879]

I found out I needed a C-section about two weeks ago (she'll be here in 4 days) because she's full on breech. While there is always a chance for her to flip, it's not likely. Also, due to medical reasons, they cannot perform an ECV. Suffice it to say, I was upset and then I felt guilty that I upset. It was a lot of feeling to process. She's my first child and likely my only child, I really wanted to know that experience of a vaginal birth. Honestly hearing other people's stories helped me SO much. To know the feelings I was feeling are normal and not to make excuses or downplay those feelings. While I'm still nervous because it is a major surgery, I feel so much more at ease about it (especially helps that I love my OB) and know it's all for the safe arrival of my little one. My best wishes to you!

[@shelbys2015]

Just some helpful tips to ease your mind, 😊 I’ve had two c-sections. I had an emergency c-section and a scheduled one at 38 weeks. Pack your normal stuff as you would for baby , clothes, diapers wipes ect that you want ☺️ As for you, pack loose fitting clothing! Specifically loose fitted pants, like sweatpants or pj bottoms! They will ride right where the incision line would be (the bikini area). You will want to bring heavy flow/over night pads because you will bleed a lot just as much as you would giving normal birth. I recommend buying the pink Depends adult women underwear/diapers. They are so comfortable and easy to put on when you are recovering ❤️ It stinks to have to bend over and mess with pads and underwear afterwards so having the depends underwear/diapers is like a pad and underwear all in one! I wore them for weeks after delivery. You’ll want to bring a pillow to pop up for breastfeeding too because the pressure is uncomfortable on your stomach. Also slippers! Something easy to put on so you don’t have to bend over. Um that’s all I can think of at the moment! Goodluck! I hope you don’t have to have a c-section but I just thought I would help ease your mind to prepare you ☺️

[@_mslexi]

Wishing you all the best! I love watching you and your family grow. Thank you for always being real and honest

[@victoriahiggins96]

Praying for you Delilah, I had to be induced at 41,5 days and I planned and prayed for a vaginal birth. And after 19 hours of labour, I decided to have a c section. I never questioned it and my hospital was so incredible with it. It’s a hard recovery, don’t get me wrong. But it’s not as bad as you think. And God has such a plan for this little person and you. Unprepared is okay. I felt my disappointment after I had my daughter because I felt like my body let me down. I’m still continuing to have work on having peace with it. Always have ready to go meals & ASK FOR HELP. Always. Help isn’t a bad thing

[@jasminehamilton7012]

I had to have a medically scheduled c section but something that gave me comfort was that you can still have a birth plan and choose things like immediate skin to skin (given baby is okay), delayed cord clamping or breastfeed straight away. This helped me feel like I still had some control of the birth ❤️❤️ some places will even let you dim the lights and play your own music

[@gracelavon]

I just want to say thank you for sharing your real, unfiltered thoughts and feelings🤍 it’s so tempting to to tone it down to not offend anyone , but your feelings are so valid! Even when other people have it harder or worse. Your struggle is real. When I was pregnant I found out I had a 2 vessel cord, and even though it’s usually fairly benign as far a complications go, I was terrified! Thankfully my baby wasn’t effected at all and we have a healthy and beautiful 3 month old girl. Keeping you and yours sweet family in my prayers!

[@ariannagriffin5220]

A verse from Psalms came to mind when you were talking.. the Lord delights in the details of your life. Not only does He delight in the details but He cares about them. He cares about those few millimeters, and the fear you are facing. I know He’ll make a way and move mountains for you girly! Praying for you & baby.

[@ashleytaylor3066]

Oh honey, I had 2 c-sections and everything was beautiful ❤ It wont change the bond between you and your sweet baby. The recovery is hard, I'm not going to lie to you but you are a STRONG woman and if that's your path, you're gonna rock it. Sending my prayers and love to you ❤

[@madmarich.]

Thank you for sharing your raw feelings. It's so validating to hear someone just feel there feelings and show how they cope with it, over time. Thank you for sharing this process. It's healing to us. I hope it helps you too 💜

[@catherinedurbin9298]

You’re dropping, ma’am! Yay! I dropped early with my most recent pregnancy and had him low for weeks. Praying for you and your family, for a joyous birth. A safe birth. A speedy recovery.

[@violet9777]

I completely understand how you feel. I’ve only had one baby so far but i was diagnosed with preeclampsia at 33 weeks when i went into the hospital for a pain that wasn’t pregnancy related necessarily. Then it turned into being induced in a week from being admitted into the hospital and having a possible c-section before i made it to 34 weeks due to my blood pressure. It was really scary and i got so close one day to having a c-section because my BP wouldn’t go down with any medication. Thankfully i had a successful vaginal delivery at 34 weeks exactly! I’m praying for you Delilah!!! No matter what happens, you got this momma 💜

[@babyvlog]

Your feelings are SO valid! I felt the same way when I found out that I needed to have a medical induction for my first pregnancy. The ability to just let my body go into labour was important and I didn't realize how sad I'd be when that changed. Thank you for being so real and raw with us!

[@kaitlynverrelli5769]

I was devastated earlier this week when it was confirmed my baby is breech and I will have a scheduled a C-section...then I decided at least I won't have to labor for days and then end up with an emergency C-section. Baby has his own plans and that's that!!!

[@meganschutte1674]

My baby is breech at 29 weeks, can’t they turn around until the last minute? Or isn’t there a way the dr can turn them?

[@jasminehamilton7012]

Don’t forget that you can still have a birth plan with a scheduled c section! Dimming lights, playing relaxing music, immediate skin to skin, delayed cord clamping and experiencing the initial breast crawl are all options you can choose! This helped ease my mind so much for my c section and helped me feel still some what in control of the birth

[@awesomemeg]

You have gotten so much great feedback already, and I just want to add to that. All five of my children were born via c-section and it’s valid to be scared, especially if all of your birth experiences have been natural. One thing I would suggest is preparing a hospital bag for a Caesarean - there are lots of great lists online. With so many things feeling out of your control, this is something tangible you can do to regain a sense of agency in all of this. Also, after my second c-section, I began using the term “Caesarean birth.” It shifts the focus away from the surgical procedure and back to the BIRTH! Finally, ask your OB about having a “gentle Caesarean birth.” This can make a huge difference!

[@samanthaa.krause8128]

I think no matter how you give birth whether it be natural, medicated ,vaginally or belly birth it’s what’s best for you and your baby. Your feeling are always your own feeling and 100 percent valid. Never doubt that. It’s all scary and you just have trust in yourself, god and your medical team.

[@ashleygraham9564]

Praying for you, sweet baby, and family Delilah...the feelings you are having are completely valid, and we support you ❤

[@mariedyangelina]

Is such a blessing that you’re baby is healthy, you are healthy and all the process with your pregnancy is going so well! I understand your thoughts right now because I had 2 C-Section and I always blame my self with my first baby for having C-Section instead of a vaginal, but I realized since that was the only option for us to be safe, I just didn’t care so much, nothing else matter to me, just my baby and I being well to enjoy each other and with my 2nd everything was even better 🙌🏻🙏🏻 praise the Lord because His will is perfect!! Enjoy this lasts weeks, you’ll have that little heart in your arms very soon!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@felieescobilla6580]

Watching your video while I’m at my lunch break. Praying for your safe delivery 🥰

[@lizzie9989]

I had two csections 18 months apart. They are all I’ve had, so I have nothing to compare them to. I liked how when the baby is delivered, my husband had time to see the baby (my gift to him) and take pictures. It is his special time. He then brings the baby over and I get to meet him (I have two boys). The recovery is really not bad, but I do require a stronger pain medication than they initially offer. Don’t be scared to ask for more if you need it. I am praying for you ❤️🙏🏻

[@mommathriftvlog5375]

Totally get your hesitation. I had to have all 5 of my birth children by csection, and any more children we have will have to be csection. I didn't want that at all, but it's what had to be done. It's a bummer, but my babies are here and I'm thankful for that. It's hard to reconcile feeling "robbed" in childbirth in any way. It's such a personal and intimate journey and we want it to go just so. Thankfully we can rest in God being good no matter what happens. I hope you can praise Him no matter how your baby has to be born! ♡

[@kawaiimooncharms]

How I deal with severe anxiety is letting myself think, “Ok, if I can’t stop worrying about the worst case scenario then let’s plan for it. What would I realistically do if this happened or that happened.” Then I reaffirm with myself that I’ve been through tough situations before, and I practice believing in myself to get through it. It sounds silly, but it helps. Being 31 weeks pregnant, anxiety has definitely soared to new heights for me, so I try to accept whatever it is that I’m stressed about and have a simple plan in the back of my mind for it, and then I let it go by reminding myself to stay in the present. I hope that helps a bit, and I’m praying for the best case scenario for you.💜

[@Lolli_in_cinci]

Sending so much love. You’re so considerate.🤍 you radiate your best qualities always

[@ShreeyaShaarvari]

Delilah, you and baby are in my prayers and shall be. Hoping that a miracle takes place 🙏🏼

[@sarahwaitekus8696]

I don't think you can ever be ready for birth. About 3 weeks ago I had my second baby. He was delivered breech and vaginally. I was expecting a normal birth because he was still head down when I was checked into the hospital during labor. My husband was even excited to catch baby and cut the coord. I don't want to scare anyone here but hopefully be encouraging. I was 7cm and my water burst, it was audible, sprayed the delivery room walls, and I felt baby flip around. My next contraction my body began pushing on its own. First came the feet, then the butt, nurses had to hold baby in while we waited for the on call doctor. Nurses thought I was going to have an emergency c-section, but the doctor took one look at baby and said no. By God's design the right people were on staff that night. My midwife has no experience delivering breech but this doctor did. The instructor for neonatal resuscitation was working, and I was able to push baby out quick enough to avoid other complications. All I could do is repeat "Dear Jesus" over and over again, and there's no doubt he was working in that room. Baby and I are both doing fine despite a traumatic birth. My husband didn't get to catch or cut the coord but instead got to see a rare vaginally breech delivery, which might help him one day as a paramedic. Just like anything in life, we can make plans but we must hold them loosely because God has better plans for us. Sometimes it's a blessing not having to make plans or decisions because God already has them figured out for us.

[@hilarywiebe3364]

I was so afraid before my first c-section too. I had never had major surgery and to be awake for it???? It ended up being not nearly as bad as I thought. You can't see what's happening. You have an anesthetitian beside you the whole time and they are very supportive. All you can do to prepare for the c-section is make sure you have lots and lots of support for the weeks after. It is hard not being able to take care of your other children but you need to be able to focus healing yourself.

[@arielalvarez8957]

I’m due July 15th! I don’t remember hearing you say the specific due date. This is my second baby and I will also have another c section. I went through a 38 hour labor with my first and ended up needing to have a emergency c section. I was terrified. TERRIFIED. Even though I was so scared of the c section the first time, I’m now even more scared of the possible complications that can come with trying to have a v bac. And also, I don’t want another 30+ hour labor, just to need another c section again. But anyways. I’m keeping you and baby in my prayers. God is with you guys. You are so strong to turn your emotions over to God and find peace with it all. You are amazing

[@raq_rivera]

Praying for you girl and that the Lord may grant you exactly what you need! He’s got you!

[@hannachadlee7082]

You don’t have to feel bad for how you’re feeling about all of this. You’re grieving the possible loss of the labour and delivery that you thought you were going to have and have had to come to terms with the possibility of having to have a c-section, which I don’t say this to try to scare anyone who may need to have a cesarean but it’s a major abdominal surgery, you get to feel nervous. You are completely reasonable in your feelings and nerves! You’re doing great mama, I wish you luck in the last bit of your pregnancy and am praying for movement of the placenta and a healthy birth, however it may come!

[@ylime133]

Your grace and trust in the Lord through all this uncertainty is so inspiring. I'm like you and need to plan ahead, and I can't even imagine living with that uncertainty. Praying for continued peace in your heart and home, and for some conclusions ❤

[@breannakelly-watt7968]

I had a csection with my first and did a vaginal birth after csection (VBAC) with my second and I had a very hard birth second time around. I had a hemorrhage, 2nd degree tear, and lack of post partum care due to the pandemic. It was so hard all around. My csection was easy to recover from and I hope either way your baby's birth is safe and that you can make your peace with it. Im almost considering going for the csection for our third baby because the difference afterwords was night and day. Praying for you!!!

[@morganallene5226]

I went through the EXACT same thing as you’re going through. Your feelings are absolutely valid. The doctors are absolutely amazing, but do not risk it. I was determined to have a vaginal birth and unfortunately I ended up in an ambulance. I had a placental abruption and it was devastating. My baby was premature and all I can say is to just take the c section. There will be a plan and a date which will help your worry. I had the same worries you’re having, but the safer route is worth it. I’m incredibly blessed my girl didn’t go without oxygen as the placenta was only a partial abruption but if I can give any advice this is it. ❤️ it’ll still be magical & you’re so blessed to have been able to naturally birth your two little ones. I would have given anything for that. I’ve had 3 sections now. The pain is extremely manageable. They gave me Naproxen and on the second day I forgot to take it on my hospital bedside table. Also, it’s totally normal to feel worried about being cut open while awake. I kept asking them “when are you going to cut I’m really nervous if I’ll feel it” the doctor said “we’re halfway done” I had no idea. Wishing you all the best & prayers for comfort and peace. ❤️

[@judith.corinne]

Also expecting my 3rd and I’m so happy for the good things God is doing even though there’s no answer yet. Praise Him for bringing this sweet one into this world and into your family! I never had a miscarriage like you but I did have a v sick baby in the hospital for 4 months so I understand hard emotions ❤️

[@lizgeroff89]

I had an emergency c section with my daughter and found out that all my future births would be c sections and was really sad about it for a long time. Noe going into my second pregnancy I still found myself wishing I could experience a natural birth. Even though I feel more prepared this time around I totally understand the trepidation. In my life I've seen God challenge my plans time and time again and grow me through it. Praying that whatever birth method you have God gives you the comfort and peace you need. ❤

[@jeanne_guitton]

I've commented that on your vlog, too: my c-section was totally fine, I healed well and fully, and the pain was not intense. It is major surgery, but one they know to do so well nowadays. I still really hope you get the birth you want, and I understand your feelings; I've never wanted a c-section either, even though mine turned out to be no big issue.

[@annan6549]

"my butt looks like brain" lol! cant wait and hoping for everything goes well..

[@kellyroyten4376]

I can understand why you are terrified, I was terrified too about C Sections. However, with my first my birth plan was natural, unmedicated if possible. I ended up needing to be induced, took 3 days at the hospital, finally was fully dilated and pushed for 4 hours... Ended up my daughter was sunny side up so I needed a C Section. It bothered me for years after and then I realized it doesn't matter what way your baby is born.. Whatever is the safest way to go is the best... Prayers for you and your baby.. Try not to be scared and just go with your Dr's advice for the best, safest delivery. Thinking of you... Take care!

[@andreatherese1099]

I've had two scheduled C sections and they were amazing. Recovery without your body going into actual labor is pretty nice. I thought that is clearly why people elect for them sometimes because it was really pretty easy on me. I think you hear a ton of horror stories but that scheduled C section is not the scary situation depicted every time.

[@hollyparsons4234]

Yes my planned one was lovely and stress free xxx

[@Lidiacroitoru]

Thanks for sharing your experience. I’m terrified of C section because of all the horrible stories that I heard 🙈

[@andreatherese1099]

@@Rachel12867 yes!!! The walk inside is pretty scary but after that it's pain free and really a great experience. Not going into labor makes a big difference. I don't regret it at all! My second was breech and my first was very large so it made what could have been scary and dangerous easy and fun.

[@stephanieo8925]

Praying now for you. This is so hard! But you can do it. No matter the outcome. ♥️

[@ZetaSPEDucator]

I am praying for your birth journey. No matter how it goes, you are a phenomenal person and so strong. I am thinking of ordering a shirt or sweatshirt. Love the channel and community

[@SanjaEN99]

Oh sweety, don’t be so hard on yourself ❤️. It’s ok to feel the way you do as pregnancies can go south like that no matter how many preparations you make or mindsets you have. Glad you have a great medical team to take good care of you. Wish you the best with everything. Even if you get induced or get a c-section don’t let that ruin your overall birth experience. Thankfully these have been practiced for a long time and are very routine procedures. The induction in the clinic may even be pretty close to a natural birth depending on how things get moving, but a bit more predictable and structured. Any ways I could go on forever but hope you’ll have a positive birth exp regardless of the outcome. Peace and love 💕

[@luvingstuff]

sending you good vibes delilah! whatever happens will be what needs to happen in the moment, wishing you a happy and healthy baby!!

[@charlotta5660]

The uncertainty is the worst. I was terrified of vaginal birth and the months up to me getting approved for a planned c-section were nerve-racking. But in the end I got it approved and it was an amazing experience. As soon as the baby was out and on my chest I didn't notice anything else, it was just us (and the father, of course!). That said, I hope you get the birth you dream of!

[@MegaTelenovela]

I apprendiate your effort to give us your baby update! Even though I am not a mum, I feel like learning from reputable sources may put you at ease and at least that way you know what brith options you may be given depending on your condition and it will not a come as a shock to you when it happens. Of course you can stay hopeful and pray about it. Ultimately its not in our control but it’s His will that it may be as it will be. Xo

[@marthasolomon7997]

I hope you will have a safe delivery and a healthy baby Delilah... Praying for you and your family 💙

[@rayscarlet7055]

YOU GO GIRL YOU CAN DO THIS I BELIVE IN YOUUU

[@TheLifeTidy]

"May His favor be upon you to a thousand generations, and your family and your children and their children and their children. May His presence go before you, and behind you, and beside you, all around you and within you, He is with you! He is with you! In the morning, in the evening, in your coming, and your going, in your weeping and rejoicing, He is for you! He is for you! The Lord bless you and keep you, make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you. The Lord turn His face toward you, and give you peace. Amen." ❤️

[@croccatcher]

Amen 🙏🙏🙏

[@bhaddbeautyvlogs6790]

I understand your reservation but it’s resting on my heart to say don’t let fear stop you from making the safest decision for you and baby . I had a c section the scariest experience you can have with one , and I’ll just say I’d do it all again if it meant me n baby would be healthy Ik ur scared but tbh I feel like it’s scarier knowing there’s a risk doing it the other way ! It’s definitely a lot to take in but please consider this. I’m so happy for you and your family!! And I really enjoy your videos

[@hannahgreen6306]

Literally on the same boat here gal! mine is 2cm away from cervix but ive had bleeding so i gotta get the section. im 36 weeks now. totally at peace with everything tho. cant wait to see my bubba ✨

[@birdsong62]

Enjoying your videos 💗 thanks for sharing your journey so naturally and I am sending you lots of peace ✌️ for the next 4 weeks.

[@eveyfitzpatrick]

Clicked so fast I possibly have whiplash 😅 💕

[@rndsaneo2172]

Praying for a good outcome for both you and the baby, no matter the method of the birth🙏❤️ you are so strong! I can relate to being terrified of having a C-section if it ever came to that.

[@LillieOrozco]

Hi, Delilah! I hope everything goes well and you can have a vaginal birth. It is understandable to be that scared of c-section. I had one and literally thought I was going to die and my baby too, I was panicking and alone.. Until my husband was finally there and he smiled at me and it all went away, Jesus gave me the peace and company I needed. Whatever happens He will be there with you holding you and your baby and housing your medical team. Jesus has this. About preparing... There's not much difference, you still have to take about the same care with your vagina (cleaning and rinsing it I mean) and you bleed and all that stuff, you need more care for the scar but they'll teach you if needed so nothing to prepare in that area. Just prepare like you are our of all duties for 2 or 3 weeks but this is something that should be done with vaginal or csection births so... My point is don't worry about special extra preparations at home for csection, just as normal. :)

[@kristacoleman4712]

I had an emergency c-section. I wanted so badly to have a natural, medication free labor and delivery and I felt like I was robbed of that. I also had the hardest time calling it a birth afterwards because it didn't feel like a birth to me. A scheduled c-section would be less scary than emergency c-section, but I still hope for your sake that it ends up being safe to proceed with your original birth plan because I know how it feels to not get what you want. No matter what happens, you've got this, Delilah!

[@sarahfaulkner6689]

Every momma deserves to give the birth plan they dream of. Sadly not always the case. But your feelings are valid. Praying for you. ♥️

[@kaylaraye5]

We are so close in pregnancies. I'm also on baby #3 currently 34 weeks. I've had 2 C-sections, hoping and praying for a vbac this time. 🤞 I totally get being disappointed when finding out C-section is a possibility. i hope for both of us the births we want. If not happy healthy babies and safe births. Good luck mama.

[@kaylaraye5]

Our olders are also close in age. My youngest will be two next month and older 5 in August.

[@agathechllt]

Late pregnancy is crazy scary! I was induced at 37+3 because I was diagnosed with severe cholestasis. I went to a regular OB appointment at 37 weeks expecting around 3 or 4 weeks left, and he came 4 days later 🙈 Whatever happens, it'll be done in your and baby's interest ❤

[@kendspan212]

I had these same feelings when I didn’t know if I could have my Dream birth or have a c-section. The fear of the unknown was overwhelming, I mourned the dream birth that I always wanted, I accepted my fate and started looking forward to my scheduled c-section. I was so terrified, but I trusted that God wouldn’t give me challenges I couldn’t handle. I had to have a c-section due to a fibroid the size of a grapefruit right next to my cervix. (It’s still there 4 months later and I have a tiny bump from it😂) The surgery was riskier due to my fibroid placement too. But I honestly loved my birth experience. I had an amazing doctor and everyone involved was so kind and sweet. Whatever birth you have it’s going to be special and beautiful because it’s the birth of your sweet baby!

[@SavvyJane22]

Kind of relevant kind of not 😂 but literally every time you’re doing a laundry video I am simultaneously doing my laundry as well 😂 Also, praying for you and your family! I have never had a baby but just had major shoulder surgery and it’s okay to feel those kind of scary feelings!!!

[@Roehrtribe]

Praying for peace for you and your family! (I can’t finish this right now so I will be watching later while doing some decluttering and organizing!) I love these laundry chats!🥰❤️❤️❤️ Joelle

[@aldrie3008]

God knows everything, in your last pregnancy, as you told us, you bled a lot after delivering Theo so this placenta previa may be a way of God protecting you. By having a C-section you may not bleed as much to cause you any harm. He is with you and looking at you all the time

[@sharjo52]

Glad you are feeling better about what may happen. I am so thankful also for how far doctors and meds have come! I am so thankful and grateful to Jesus for helping my baby grandson. He was born with some problems but with surgeries he will be able to live a full life! Our problems seem sometimes so big and hard until we walk in someone else’s shoes! May you find peace through Jesus. You are so sweet.

[@lisag2986]

The Lord has made the perfect plan for you already! He will take care. Sending you a hug

[@kirsten-e8782]

Sending all the love and prayers. I totally get how you feel. I had a vaginal delivery, a c-section, and then another vaginal delivery. C-sections can be very intimidating for some of us. Boy does god love to humble us through motherhood haha just when we think we know what we're doing he throws a learning curve ball.

[@katieelogann]

I find out where my placenta is at this Tuesday. I’m so with you feeling how scary it would be to have a c-section. Praying for you and praying that everything happens how it should 🤍

[@sherb_derb]

Praying for you and your family. No matter the outcome, you have grown and will birth and healthy, beautiful baby 🥰 love you sister in Christ ✝️

[@eileenstickney7441]

The hospital will have everything you need afterwards something to cover the incision, pads, and underwear. I was super nervous with mine. I watched so many KZbin videos on c-sections I thought it would calm my nerves, but it made it worse 😂. It wasn't until the day that I wasn't nervous. I had a nurse come in and describe what would take place. She wheeled me in and held my hand as they numbed me. She was with me the whole time! God bless that angel 👼I felt nothing the entire time! It's the care afterwards that you want to prep for. The nurses will give you a pad to keep the incision dry. Tylenol and rest are your best friends. And when you get home you will need someone to pass you the baby for a little while, but every women is different with pain. I pushed myself to walk on day two, and didn't rest. Best advice is to rest, rest, and rest.

[@candiehouse4052]

Literally just came home from having a c section ☺.. Just in recovery stage now but all is well

[@jesuskingjesus9775]

Praying that God will give you peace during this difficult situation

[@nicoleandrea4691]

Early for this video. 🙌🙌🙌 Love all your videos I am from Bolivia. You are such an inspiration and wishing you the Best in your pregnacie

[@msaijay1153]

My first baby was born sick, she almost died. So while I hope you're able to have a vaginal birth, I'll be praying for a healthy mom and baby.

[@idnec.g]

Procrastinating getting ready for my graduation to watch this >>>>>