Acne to clear skin journey | Glow up Diaries Episode 4

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ABOUT THE GLOW UP DIARIES: At rock bottom I picked up a camera and began documenting my physical and mental pain that seemingly existed without meaning. From age 17 to 22 years old I recorded the “Glow Up Diaries” which is a raw docu-series of my deepest, most painful moments in an effort to find a newer, brighter existence. I openly share my difficulties despite the insistence of the media that such “shameful” feelings be kept in a closet.
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[@aliviadandrea]

★ WATCH ALL OF THE GLOW UP DIARIES: bit.ly/37O0bX6 ABOUT: This is a 6 year docu-series of my coming of age story. I originally thought I would end this series after a few months but ugly truths unraveled as I went further into my glow up journey. I began recording the glow up diaries at 17 years old and finished when I turned 22 years old.

[@Tam-Solo70]

I am way behind the times of finding this and after watching this I am bummed to see your not currently creating videos. You are a natural to this! Just want to say…I believe when you had that huge acne breakout, it was a detox that your body was going through. You were finally doing healthy things and all those toxins from the bad junk food was finding its way back out…that is what happens. It happened to me in my 30’s. Here I am in my 50’s and I am really enjoying your video diaries and your raw pure talent. I hope you have found a career in filming or counseling because you are a natural. Love this series…thank you for filming this and posting it.

[@Tehhheeeh]

To be honest I’ve never been aware of my health situation until I watched your videos. Cuz I grow up in society where is « being fat »is compliment….. no offense But now I feel good when wake up and exercise I just feel ambitious and different even if don’t see immediate result 🤍

[@keshinikamal3255]

I love how she’s not just dieting and exercising. She trying to change her whole lifestyle to a healthier one and that’s just amazing

[@hi.ayusita]

basically the main reason why i subbed her. Loves the fact that she shows everything, the ups and the breakdowns

[@rahmanabasit]

Will Rodriguez fake

[@AliyahGdn]

@@rahmanabasit ur opinion

[@angelnumbers7718]

@@rahmanabasit No, not at all. If this rly was fake, why would she show her darkest moments? Fake videos don’t do that.

[@spicypisces2950]

@Conner Benton woah nice marketing technique huh.

[@tea7074]

*If this girl made a 3 hour video I would drop everything and watch it*

[@lina-rp8tr]

Same I wouldn't care about anything else

[@mercyapolot7757]

sammmmeeeeee

[@delaneys6726]

If she made a 36 hour video I wouldn’t sleep and I’d just stay up and watch it

[@pannahiloczki3695]

I will do this with you:)

[@kaziyusha4342]

She wouldn't bcz it's not very healthy.

[@jasssehh3369]

i love how she isnt one of those youtubers who get a eyelash lift and call it a glow up. she is genuinely making a lifestyle of out her new habits and encouraging a positive mindset for herself and thousands of viewers. Just amazing.

[@kypoof4020]

YES THAT. I looked up "glow up" on KZbin expecting to see other ppl doing something like this, but it was like "six hour glow up I get lashes and tans" like wtf

[@mirukuun]

Jasssehh FR DOEEE when is searched up getting a glow up it was the same shit and this girl is actually going full ham on changing her whole entire life

[@flowsy13]

Gets a hydro flask & new clothes "MAJOR GLOW UP"

[@ultimatedumbass3779]

ethereal omg fr

[@kathy582]

Jasssehh you said it !

[@giselerivera2654]

Btw I like she doesn’t really try to make her outer appearance look “prettier” she actually tries to be a better version of herself that’s a REAL glow up

[@Amy-ei9gm]

SAY IT LOUDER

[@isabel10ruiz29]

Gisele Rivera period!!!!

[@yn8344]

Shit! Your comment hit me real hard. I always try to be prettier honestly speaking. But what you wrote made me think twice about myself. Thanks a lot💜

[@rat5800]

ON PERIODT

[@repent.]

@@rat5800 cute pic omg

[@maryam.2890]

Seriously u should get ur own Netflix show

[@s8gnal950]

Let’s go to the NETFLIX HQ they need to see this immediately‼️

[@helenacronje6080]

YEEEEESSSS

[@sadievilleneuve1487]

Maryam Majid yes she should

[@BonnieAngel141]

Maryam Majid fuck that. This is just as well made and real and I’m not paying for shit

[@kxterina5768]

bruh yes

[@michelledesjarlais7199]

that one dislike is the woman in the background at the airport who looked very judgmental

[@minexol2410]

michelle desjarlais Lmao

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

7:30 that lady??

[@Riya-qb1kz]

Aren't you judgemental for judging that lady for "looking" judgemental 🤷

[@minexol2410]

Riya She was kidding

[@sunselai5254]

min exol pretty sure we all know it’s a joke

[@ileengolabi7103]

Me watching this while laying on my bed and eating chips “YES GIRL GET IT!”

[@yobuddy8124]

Ileen Golabisalmasi lol

[@maddy4755]

Ileen Golabisalmasi LoL I was gonna cmnt this LoL I’m eating a chocolate

[@ileengolabi7103]

Y’all this bitch got toooooo many likes this calls for a ileen got attention party

[@armyyyyyyyyyyyy]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@emma-wf2sf]

same lol

[@anxietypiglet]

The amount of sponsors I've seen for Audible i could literally get the entire app for free

[@justapersonontheinternet1515]

Creepy_ Spaghet 😂😂 I understand you.

[@missanono2244]

i was 100th like. one for every ten sponsors lol

[@berylscorner6321]

😂😂😂😂i was about to type this

[@jing-han7453]

skillshare too oml

[@eviekpopstan4688]

Who other youtubers sponsored audible? I know studytee has one but i cant remember the rest

[@kellina4382]

When you said “keep looking up , Keep looking up “ my tears came . I’m crying , you’re the most beautiful human being ever and I love you

[@kediavedu]

Please don’t make us wait forever for the next episodeeee 😭 this is the best series ever and it’s helping me get motivated so much

[@ayohitmanbang2654]

IKR she is so inspirational

[@circusboy_]

thats great!!im cheering for you all the way in the comment section🥰

[@kediavedu]

Gryffindor Squad thank you🌺♥️

[@marielvdal841]

Vedika Kedia yessssss!!!!

[@shimonarashi6451]

How I wish she had her own Netflix show😭😭😭😭

[@Black.Girl_Melanin519]

Sameee😂

[@ashleyx.8106]

I just love how shes so positive even when shes feeling her worst. Its awesome how she quickly snaps, and she knows she's going to get better and feel better.

[@sisplease9053]

Shes about to hit a million subs so like if your here before 1 million

[@Rayan-is7ky]

she hit it :)

[@chaimaez.h.4530]

I've just subscribed LITERALLY and she has already hit 1m subs

[@cheopsticks7439]

I have been here since she was before 600K

[@laeoui2678]

I'm too late arggdityozf

[@totallyummu]

Alivia: make sure to watch episode 3. Me: already watched every episode more than 3 times EDITE: OMG!!!! THANKS FOR THE LIKES!!!❤

[@alnalivia9333]

lmao me tooooo

[@alinecintura6694]

Same here

[@moriah4799]

Ummu.K. M sameee

[@minexol2410]

Ummu.K. M Sameee !!

[@kiwiwooq]

Omgggg same

[@averywittig6837]

after I watched this series, I not only lost 30 pounds, but changed my mindset. thank you so much alivia!!! ilysm, these videos brought me to tears:) edit:you also helped me with my front walkover

[@wiktoriaxx973]

Avery Wittig omg congrats 😭😭😭💪🏻❤️

[@Grace-ds4kb]

congrats!!!💛

[@abbyrose8632]

Hi, what kind of workouts did you do? And what did u eat and things like that?

[@memeguy1295]

What kind of meals did u eat?

[@worldcupmonster]

Watching this in August 2020 thinking “where are their MASKS”

[@peachtokkii863]

Omg ik it literally feels weird seeing pll without masks on now 😂

[@lucypigeon3790]

That’s exactly what I thought 😂

[@kateri7404]

@@peachtokkii863 lol ikr

[@sallyfarrant536]

Imagine if someone wore adidas at the Nike camp😂

[@metallicsyringeroseb4324]

I would be the person to do exactly that

[@Ersatzmama]

I would use puma. (If you don't know why... google "adidas puma", awesome Story)

[@shruti4918]

ahhahahaha that was good

[@abbyrose6845]

sounds like me

[@chunkykitty4770]

I random 😂

[@norihains3911]

alivia, i don’t know where to start, your glow up diaries have changed my life. i love this series, i love YOU. and good luck to everyone that is trying to glow up aswell ❤️

[@brownsugar9629]

Thx✨

[@iahouldbestudying3953]

So I had to share my story: I have been trough a similar journey but mine was like for 3 years, now I am 17(i know I'm young but It doesn't matter) I started with anxiety disorders, acne, braces, bad habits and AAAA LOT more but know I am at my dream university, I don't have to take more medicines for anxiety and I am a lot healthier. I just came to found this channel and felt sooo related to this story so GUYS, IT CAN HAPPEN AND IT WOULD

[@m1mamsaa]

Same story here! 17 and braces, acne, anxiety disorder , no self love and pessimism. But I'm on my way still to be the best version of myself🤘💖🕊

[@samruddddhhi]

I'm 15 and I'm going through this, after finding her video I just felt something that I can really change my self 🥺💜

[@GabrielaSanchez-qn9my]

I'm so happy for you!!!!!💖💖💖

[@lylz3030]

when she mentions lemon Hyram skinkare: OH NO SHE DIDN’T

[@user-os7wd3yv8v]

I was thinking about him the entire video 😭

[@adra6801]

AND APPLE CIDER VINEGAR

[@shrekthefrog7387]

@@adra6801 whats wrong with apple cider vinegar?

[@mariewills4615]

@@shrekthefrog7387 nothing it’s just diy in his book

[@irisp5465]

AND DID YOU SEE HER SPRAYING THE FRAGRANCED ALCOHOL (MARIO BADONYOU) ALL OVER HER FACE

[@ashleymoore7712]

you should make a public youtube playlist of your favorite music for motivation, exercise, etc. i wanna know your jams man.

[@abigaelclark3294]

she has spotify playlists if you look up fiercelivy there are lots of different playlists

[@abigaelclark3294]

she has spotify playlists if you look up fiercelivy there are lots of different playlists

[@_Sonder_]

Yes

[@ashleymoore7712]

Yea ik i was just saying cuz spotify glitches on my phone

[@sukanyapal5780]

Alivia, I like listening to what you've to say, don't cut your sentences midway to make it short. Also love watching you.❤️

[@Sh-wu1lz]

Yesss totaly agree!!! Everytime she cuts mid sentence Im like :((( why

[@linahb9911]

"Most of my clothes are just like eeeh"😂😂😂😂😂 girl that's me

[@kaylee2729]

Same for meh, I feel all my clothes are ‘eh’

[@skskskssk5074]

i love how real this is, you can glow up in so many ways but i feel like you’re going an extra step to become a better version of you and it’s what motivates me to change my lifestyle to

[@Lol-ro7dg]

Your glow up diaries series are the reason I’m motivated to lose weight and change my lifestyle for the better. I love this series❤️ thankkkk youuu for making these videos!!

[@mengzewang6946]

samee

[@deveneycastro9575]

I've started about 4 days ago and I keep watching these kinds of videos to keep me going.

[@pd4190]

You are my light in the dark

[@lyna6067]

“Kids are made to play” *Me lying on bed and watching this*

[@sam_sa09]

I wish being active would be this easy...if there's no environment, you can't do anything really

[@sisp1102]

That's what I thought about too

[@tapanbarik7319]

Noémie D I can relate

[@lanagomez471]

@Noémie D relate

[@KerriB]

I know this is an old comment, but KZbin has a ton of workout routines that don't require equipment.

[@nancyvishwakarma5084]

I can relate...it's damn trueeee!!

[@piahoran1976]

I'm usually not the person that comments under videos but I'm making an exception for this. I love this series so much and it's really motivating me to work on myself. I love that you show the struggles and explain everything so thoroughly! Also love that you give actual tips! Your editing was amazing and I can't wait for the next episode!

[@kelseyfisher9758]

please write a book... 💞

[@downeyfamily6021]

CAN WE JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT SHE FOLDED THE T-SHIRT BACK UP AFTER SHE LOOKED AT IT LIKE 👏YES👏QUEEN👏

[@avehcado6097]

This series reminds me of Lizzie McGuire and her lil cartoon talking to her

[@LolMolly99]

I couldn't sleep, so I went on KZbin, I stumbled upon your channel and can I just say, I'm actually in awe of the quality and creativity of your videos. You're on a different level! I subscribed after 2 videos :)

[@AnjolaoluwaAwe]

Almost at 1M subs 😁

[@superash4u578]

She just hit it 😊😊

[@shsshshhs1974]

Hit it

[@mbeccav6756]

Hit it

[@manuelacastro1149]

I love how positive she is even if, as she said, her life was falling apart

[@Yagiselys]

P.E was one of the worst classes of my whole life and believe me it doesn’t make a difference

[@HoaNguyen-vp3ng]

Absolutely true in vietnam

[@berrygoo3613]

Honestly I agree everyone sits down and talk anyways 😐

[@MyMiracleMutts]

I helped me already I am still pretty active from my elementary school years

[@waldemarmielke]

Instead of using water ice cubes, you could also freeze chamomile tea and use it to reduce swelling and redness. For me it was pretty effective. Try to apply it at least once a day in your skin care routine (twice would be even better) (Sorry if there are any mistakes, I‘m not a native English speaker)

[@catewallace3357]

Better English than most who actually speak English haha

[@mengzewang6946]

@@catewallace3357 exactly xD

[@immabadbitch6148]

Thanks for the tip! Also I didn’t even notice English wasn’t your first language, you’re doing really well!

[@melodyyin4961]

Your English is fantastic!

[@kekessadavies4150]

(Student) MATTEA LOIS JUN YEE GU holy cow- I died.

[@annalpstv366]

Ik I'm a little late but, I just found you. To the point. I have been trying to glow up, I'm 13. But I keep binging, any tips? You're so much stronger than me.

[@Naruto9tailedfox]

Heyy, when I was 13 I wanted to glow up and loose weight.. unfortunately i failed....now I am 17..I failed because I was exercising and starving myself...I failed like a hundred times and eventually gave up...when I was 15 I wasn't doin so good, I was goin through some messed up shit and i still am..I started binge eating a lot...really a lot..i would eat a whole tub of ice cream so fast and I wouldn't even remember eating it or even enjoying it, it was bad,... I picked up a lot of weight. I'm 17 now and I'm still trying to loose weight but I jus can't.. I can't stop the binging its so harrrdd I can't control myself but I know I have too..I have too for the future me..but its way harder for me now cause my binge eating has gotten real bad.. I wanted to tell u my story because I regret giving up at 13 I should've tried harder, I should've controlled myself because now its much harder for me now then when I was younger.....stay strong and don't give up ok! Please! I know u can do it! I jus know it❤.

[@lookitsann]

@@Naruto9tailedfox hey! Just wanted to tell you that reading your story kinda inspired me. I just find it strong that you have the courage to share your story and that you can encourage others... i'm 15 and i'm also trying to glow up right now, thank you for being here for younger girls💕

[@Naruto9tailedfox]

@@lookitsann awwwh this comment made me smile, no problem ❤😊

[@germansheperdlover4599]

well first off stop puttin yourself down saying she is stronger than you (if that came off as rude i am sorry it is not meant to be), Next get food out of sight that you know you can't eat, and if you can't do that (you are 13, i know how it feels im 12) try drinking drinks you like (healthy ones ovi) Give yourself distractions, tell yourself you are not hungry you are bored (do not starve yourself)

[@lalalalllalalal1801]

Army BTS hi want to start a group chat for encouraging each other. I’m also 13 and I’m trying to lose weight and gain muscle.

[@lulukaycee1139]

It's really embarrassing when all the girls in my high school is glowing up while I look like a distorted potato with zillions of nodes😵. Seeing your videos has made me feel better and believe in the power of perseverance. Thank you Alivia ...❤

[@sofb5324]

please please PLEASE don't use lemon on your skin! yes, pure vitamin C can get rid of scars etc, but it can also mark your skin if you're exposed to sunlight! if you want to remove scars or dark spots, talk to an aesthetician and ask for a specific product, there are lots of serums and creams that help with this issue. also: always remember to put sunscreen on!!!

[@shekharjaiswal9325]

Finally someone talking about it..!!

[@soobinsolos]

exactlyyyyyyy

[@horsecrazy5471]

*me keeps forgetting to put sunscreen on bc it's in the back of my facial care and it's sticky*

[@7ivilo]

Am I the only one who likes Alivia’s videos before even watching 🤣

[@isabelleyanran1058]

Nope. When yk its gonna be amazing u may as well like it asap

[@danecanason7192]

I DO TOO LMAO

[@user-vp2nz2ux3j]

this is really random, but your eyes are really pretty!!

[@elemarie2853]

"Today's kids are the least active generation...They are most likely to die at a young age....It is not okay to sit still" Meanwhile, I'm eating a donut on my couch watching this video.

[@kekessadavies4150]

Ele Marie -mum we going for a run to thy donut shop-

[@mcnutty5108]

I'm 24 and I'm barely learning these things. Props for going through the most challenging part of changing at a younger age! Knock it out early and your resilience will be stronger the older you get.

[@raven6371]

It doesn't matter what age you are, you can always make a change

[@maralene8609]

I have tips for acne! - don't eat junk food - wash your face 2 times a day - don't touch your face - drink a lot of water - sleep with your hair in a ponytail (your hair wont get in the way of your face)

[@magicmelanie9514]

Maralene Rós and also you could not have dairy products or too much sugar but that is hard for some people to resist

[@deja9218]

ha lucky for me i’m practically bald 👨‍🦲

[@lanaissa5504]

You should braid your hair

[@maralene8609]

@@deja9218 Luckyyy

[@maralene8609]

@@lanaissa5504 Yes, i always do that

[@andeony8027]

I have just 3 words to say YOU ARE AMAZING!❤❤❤

[@anne-vh6fm]

Bya Bianca å

[@jiji7017]

8:05 I don't think PE is a good thing "now", like it's important to exercise but in PE we are evaluated on our results when there is so many body type and no one is equal AND no one is equal on the same activity, it's good to have PE in school but we need to change how we evaluate it because if we were evaluated on our efforts to surpass ourselves and not on our actual physical capacity it could be so awesome. I know someone who don't do any effort do have a 18/20 , me when I do everything in my power I have a 11/20 it's not fair... I have a phobia of the balls, when I have to play basketball I'm terrified, and even when I try to do my best... I have a 10/20 ...

[@fovos7359]

I think PE teachers need to understand that not everyone is athletic. Also for example the biasness or favourtism, the teacher would give a weak student 18/20 but give someone whos not good but tries best a 10/20. Honestly its so sad

[@hurricanetortilla-91]

Thats not what happened when i was doing PE...

[@jiji7017]

Fred Indiglo how did it work when you were doing PE ? You were evaluated differently?

[@hurricanetortilla-91]

For us we are not co ed, and we don’t get marked on how well we do something, we get marked on how much effort we put it. In my class its easy to tell who is trying and cares about the grade and vice versa.

[@hurricanetortilla-91]

Idk if that answers the question, but i was commenting on your first reply, not your comment

[@notme.479]

this honestly inspired me so much. Ive always been insecure about how I looked and watching your videos inspired me so much to actually get up and exercise and eat healthy thank you so much.

[@potatosalad3832]

I was like that, I couldn’t even look in the mirror because I didn’t like what I saw, I started wearing makeup so I could mask it and look ‘beautiful’. It was not until I started taking of the makeup, loving myself despite any flaws. There is more to acne on your face, and there is more looks. I questioned why i wore makeup as a facade. It was just something to make me blend into societal beauty standards. But now I am makeup worry free and anyone struggling with acne please realise that there is so much more than what you look like, I know it’s hard but if people don’t like you because of acne, you Yeet them. You don’t need that in your life y’all . Embrace your flaws y’all

[@gillian6918]

this made me cry wow thank you

[@mimiabdo7159]

I'll yeet them lol

[@DrAdnan]

Your editing is on point 👌

[@rpb537]

Adnan everywhere

[@ghitahh8937]

You inspired me so bad, girl just don't give up you're bringing a light in my life like seriously

[@savannahellis5962]

You've actually inspired me to undergo the "weight loss journey" if thats what you want to call it, in 6 days I've lost 7 pounds which in my opinion is pretty good. Thank you so much girl keep doing you

[@jasmyneartis5867]

Savannah Ellis how

[@samhithathatikonda1536]

That is amazing! Keep going :)

[@basmalasaad3039]

That’s a lot? You’re only supposed to lose 0.5 lbs to 1 lbs per week for maintenance and health

[@vinetail5735]

You only lost water weight, please don't starve yourself

[@milka1150]

@@sydney8897 why would they support something unhealthy...being concerned for sm one's health is also considered support ;)

[@em9094]

Omg I love these glow up diaries!! These motivate me so much! Edit: Thanks for the likes! I was finally here early ^^ After this comment I dicided to make more healthy choices, and I can feel myself becoming healthier, which is not what I felt a weeks ago. Thank youuu ♥️♥️

[@HiHi-pm9dd]

WHY DONT U HAVE MILLIONS OF SUBS. U R SUCH AN INSPO 😭😭 i honestly wanna meet u soo bad and hug u ughh 😭❤️

[@galikechichian1005]

She’s already soooo close to 1M.. and honestly, I CAN’T WAITTT cause she’s just the best 😍😍

[@stuffyshu1542]

she needs like a billion..lol I'm not lyinggg

[@kinsleyfitzgerald1561]

This series is the best thing I’ve ever watched on KZbin

[@micahruthie]

Gah the skin really makes me wanna cry 😭😭 I remember being in pain too. That’s something people don’t talk about, cystic acne HURTS physically!

[@Unknown-tf6xr]

Glow up diaries is the best thing in KZbin ❤️ I watched all the episodes like 5 times 🥳

[@angelicatorres8503]

I cannot stress how amazing this series is being edited, your voice overs, the journal, you’re adding so many great elements to this! And on top of that... You listen to *Masego* too?! I’m in love ♥️

[@maikaparks5203]

I’m binge watching all of these lol. im inspired to document my journey now :)

[@lilaruby]

you are the most real you tuber ever, i respect you so fricking much, you are inspiring me to change my whole life. thank you 😊

[@rainyvibessubliminals]

*_I like the tips you give_* 💗😘💌💌

[@SheTired]

can’t wait to start my glow up / weight loss journey ❤️ you definitely motivated me to record it!! thanks

[@noname-vu9us]

Sooo???

[@fatimayusf]

@@noname-vu9us so what? If you got nothing nice to say don't say it at all.

[@noname-vu9us]

@@fatimayusf sooo what happened and if she is doing ok Sorry i didn't want to sound rude..

[@fatimayusf]

no name oh i though you were like soo as if you didn’t care 😭

[@noname-vu9us]

@@fatimayusf its ok😅😅

[@xneeqv]

"I'm like crying tears" girl I literally love the way u said. I love you 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@persnickety827]

Atleast now y'all know "losing weight" doesn't mean "starving yourself".

[@ayeshagajre9602]

OMG 3rd I saw you edit this on ur insta and i have been checking my notifications non stop for this also (IM LOVING THIS NEW EDITING AND THE NEW INTRO OMG SKKSKS) Love from singapore😭❤️❤️

[@sobitahpingu9036]

Me too

[@natsnguyen]

LOVED THAT INTRO W THE PICS

[@imanijade5885]

Your editing, story telling, routine...Everything about this is flawless! Keep looking up girl!

[@pistachios_9132]

I lost count how many times I’m rewatching this series... I could binge watch this series for the rest of my life and not get bored, I’m literally in love with Alivia and her journey, emotions, y’know just everything.... I mean, this is what I call an ACTUAL GLOW UP. She's not just trying to look prettier but she's also changing her lifestyle to be healthier and more positive

[@ZarahKnight]

I love your videos! So well made, I can see that a lot of effort has been put into them! super inspiring too!

[@oyuzaya]

Your music taste is just MWAH

[@marywhite5892]

The part where you said you aren’t satisfied with how you look, even after makeup and hair. I felt that.

[@its.ol1via247]

Make sure when u use the AZTEC face mask, that afterwards you apply moisturiser, as that face mask is so strong that is sucks the moisture from ur face!

[@scarlettspoon3270]

I noticed in the last episode you mixed the clay mask with a metal spoon and that can deactivate the mask. Usually people use plastic spoons.

[@Login1881]

A better option would be a wooden spoon

[@empty3280]

Wash your hands and use your fingers

[@katiemiller3]

Have you ever considered that this much skincare stuff is making your skin worse? I used to try so much and once I stopped doing a lot it would go away significantly

[@lisafedunchuk6649]

k t I agree! I used to have literally amazing skin before I used any products. The reason I started a routine in the first place because I was getting more breakouts than I usually ever would, but looking back, I was being a bit dramatic. So I started off with just a cleanser, and then I added a moisturizer. I feel like my skin was so much better before anything. I recently switched to a more “natural” cleanser and moisturizer, but it somehow did more harm than good, compared to the one with more “chemicals”, so I switched back. My skincare routine only consists of two items, the bare minimum. Cleanser to keep my skin clean and moisturizer to keep it hydrated. I really want to try not using anything at all, but I’m actually scared too. Like, what if I break out like crazy because I’m not using anything at all? But then I remember how I never used anything other than face masks every once in a while and my skin was so clear other than the occasional break out. My skin is still really clear now, but my skin was even clearer before I used any products. I think I was just getting more breakouts because I’m getting deeper into my teen years therefore more hormones and hormonal-breakouts? That’s what I think, so I feel like I should continue with the two step system I have so I’m not letting in excess bacteria.

[@doraaaa0613]

i think her problem is that she already had preexisting acne even without all the products? im not too sure. her acne looked pretty unmanageable! for me, personally, i just have some redness and scarring plus a couple pimples now and then, and i just stopped washing my fash entirely and everything just stopped. like my skin just started managing itself. id just use a gentle cleanser at night and moisturize if i spent a lot of time outside where theres pollution.. but yeah i just stopped obsessively washing my face everyday and everything balanced out

[@freshavacado7178]

It's different for everyone. My skin is self reliant without the products, but it still needs that extra boost to be healthy.

[@lilyclary6105]

Yeah like my skin was fine then I started washing my face and started to get acne!!

[@liltaetaejessy5532]

We all have different bodies

[@Naruto9tailedfox]

I started crying when she said "Dear me I'm trying to stay positive but its hard when it feels like your whole world is falling apart" 0:40 . 😭😭

[@marmalademol]

You’re the most inspirational youtuber I’ve seen doing one of these “glow ups”. This is an authentic, realistic portrayal of a TRUE journey towards health and happiness. It’s not just “I painted my toenails and put on some mascara now I’m glowed up” Thank you for being honest and encouraging others to become their best self. Xxx

[@emmaw5973]

YOURE BACK, ahhhhh so happy for this

[@abeedahfarjan]

I was on Accutane for 6 months, then on Tetralysal for 4 months & then again on Accutane. Trust me, you'll have a journey with that medication but it really does help. Side effects are horrible and my skin hurt so bad for the first two months but my skin is so much better now. Good luck with Accutane 💜 Love this Glow Up series!

[@esthers393]

Abeedah Farjan what is tetralysal? I just finished my course accutane. I’m so glad I’m not itchy anymore! My lips are so dry still :/

[@abeedahfarjan]

@@esthers393 it's just an antibiotic. accutane isn't good for your liver or kidneys (sorry, can't remember which of the two) so instead of being on accutane for a whole twelve months. i was prescribed six months accutane, four months tetralysal and again, six months accutane. basically just so my body could "rest" if i can put it that way. i'm super proud of you for finishing the medication! 💚 the amount of times i actually wanted to give up because of the side effects ...

[@esthers393]

Abeedah Farjan I wanted to give up a lot too. Around month 3 all of the acne I did have scabbed up, and it was just so painful and itchy. I’m starting on cream tretinoin tomorrow I believe, wish me luck!

[@abeedahfarjan]

@@esthers393 wishing you the best of luck 💚 and pls don't give up. the first few months are difficult but it's all worth it in the end :)

[@moniquerose9955]

Get some chapstick too bc your lips will be crusty 😂

[@iloveharry6860]

Thankyou this series is helping me more than you could ever know. You are so brave for putting your struggles on the internt and im so proud of you! 💕💕

[@amira7708]

I used to binge eat to help with stress I used to eat the most after school now instead of bingeing I exercise it make me feel SO much better about myself and I honestly love the change in my mindset love ur series sis

[@ghost_5812]

Omg! The freaking content we’re getting is-❤️❤️

[@jemmaandrew9762]

Anyone else scream when they saw a new episode *Like out loud...*

[@LittleSparklingStars]

Yea don’t do the vinegar and lemon juice thing, ur gonna get scarring so bad.

[@antiquevase3451]

Right also lemon contains acid😬

[@abbijoy4010]

Wait so I shouldn't do the lemon part water thing she said?

[@tsunaida]

@@abbijoy4010 Definitely don’t put lemon juice in your skin, it can cause major irritation and damage. You’re much better off buying skincare that’s formulated for reducing acne. Look for stuff that has salicylic acid for getting rid of pimples or niacinamide for dark spots

[@abbijoy4010]

@@tsunaida ok thank you so much!

[@nainika6446]

I feel like something this video thought me... is that reducing or removing acne isn’t just what has an effect on your SKIN on the outside, but it’s also the effect that goes on your mind on the inside. I learnt that ur exercise habits, yoga, trashing people who make your life worse, learning, eating healthy

[@MadisonHibner]

This series is amazing and so inspirational. Fantastic job!! I can genuinely say I watch each video from beginning to end and enjoy it the entire time without a second if boredom. Can’t wait for the next episode!!

[@alainaswrld8723]

Honestly I love this series😳 but I would love to know some tips, how do you stay motivated? I feel like I always try these things but I always get unmotivated like right now I just got out of school and I have been staying up all night and then sleeping all day doing absolutely nothing but laying in bed and eating. It’s extremely unhealthy and I hate it! But do I change?..no😔 I can’t get motivated!

[@rramita8985]

Hey gorgeous! First of all change your attitude so that you look at everything with a more positive attitude (trust me I used to be such a negative person but I’ve recently changed my outlook and my life has changed for the better so Ive been there xx) . Also I find watching motivational videos on KZbin or the glow up diaries helps me a lot and books like the law of attraction and the secret are incredible. Maybe make a vision board and organise your day in the morning so you have a plan of what you want to accomplish then make sure you get it done before the end of the day then treat yourself by relaxing etc. once you get that feeling of productivity and the success that comes with it (like good grades etc.) that will be the best form of motivation hopefully. Just never give up, keep going and stay positive. Hope that helps! Hit me up if you need more help and let me know how it goes ❤️

[@marialeslieballesterosguid7715]

YEESSSS I would love you to do a video about how to stay motivated for the upcoming year

[@alainaswrld8723]

Alivia D'Andrea omg you actually seen my comment I’m gonna cryyyyyyy🤧💞💞

[@angelic4153]

I highly suggest a fitness tracker even if it is the cheap $30 ones. Try your best to get at least 10,000 steps a day then gradually increase your goals. Also make it a goal to workout at least 30 mins a day start off with low impact flexibility workouts and then slowly change your plan to include more HIIT, weight lifting and pilates. I decided to make this change 2 years ago yet my diet was still bad so I was just flabby with muscle it was only until 7 months ago that I decided to take diet seriously and I'm down to a toned 106 lbs. Remember to eat healthy and portion your meats and fruits- eat as many veggies as possible. Hope this helps because I was just like this and at one point was 130 lbs and overweight(b/c petite). I alsways remember a saying " You get up and move the motivation just comes along as you keep doing this consistently don't search for it work for it"

[@miaomiaou_]

Make a goal! When you have a goal in mind it will be easier to remember why you are doing something. Motivation waxes and wanes but if you keep your goal in mind you can recharge yourself when you need to. For example, for you, maybe consider what would going to bed earlier/waking up earlier enable you to do throughout the day? That’s what I’d build my goal around.

[@sophieparata1958]

One thing that helped me clear up my acne was to cover all my mirrors so I wasn't thinking about it so much and it eliminated the urge to pick at my skin or pop pimples. This might not work for everyone but I found that this really helped me to calm my skin down a little. When there were no mirrors around, there were no negative emotions because I wasn't constantly seeing my face and judging myself. I know for some if they have severe acne then it can be hard to ignore but trust me gals and guys, your gonna get through it !

[@UndarmaaTse]

Honestly, I finally found the one youtuber that actually motivate me with glow up journal.

[@alicepham4394]

you’re an amazing motivational speaker! it seems as though you truly stick to what you say and it comes so naturally while others make it seem almost forced, you’re doing an amazing job and love the series!

[@breecrystal9096]

i just found you tonight and i just wanted to let you know that these glow up diaries are really inspiring me... also that around 12:00 when you were talking about kids and how they were made to play, i don’t know why but i started crying... somehow that touched me to the heart and i came to a realization... thank god i found you, definitely subscribing

[@shoppaholics4327]

i just found your series and i’m in love! i’ve been going through some struggles and this really helped me and motivated me to push through and be better. thank you

[@nisrineelhani7548]

‘Most of my clothes are just ehh...’ Sameee

[@xBlazeBlue]

thank you for using this platform to provide hope and inspiration for people out there like me. you are truly a blessing

[@viraggyomber]

I don't usually comment to videos but I thought now i had to. This is unbelievable. The whole thing. It's so relatable it's so real, you're so amazing i love it. You motivate so many people and I can't stop watching these. Sometimes i watch your videos over and over because it's so amazing and you're powerful. You did something that a lot of teenagers and even adults trying to do and you are an amazing example that everyone should follow! Thank you for sharing your journey with us! It's beautiful. I love you! Stay strong babe!💖

[@julietdempsey5070]

i love how no one else is freaking out that she put cavetown’s cover of i know a place

[@kasiekk193]

i dont think ive ever come accross anything more honest on youtube than this, you've really put yourself out there and thank you so much for that !

[@gizem570]

I love your glow up diaries! It really makes me feel like i can make my life better. From today, I'm gonna start my journey to eat healthier and make my grades better. Again, thank you for making these videos. 💗

[@kukkie7345]

Omg I would watch her videos forever 🥺💔💔💔

[@carinaschumacher1625]

i love how positive and confident you are about your skin and you jus keep pushing through you are so inspiring💗