Wow

It's so really hard for me to glow up 😔

You’re an angel. This video meant so much to me. I’m almost 40, and I’m finally feeling okay about who I am. I wish I’d had something like this 20 years ago…Proud of you.

most KZbinrs make it look so easy and unfortunately, I always look at these how to get fitter videos and when I saw your it just all makes sense. You can never have a goal immediately get it without a struggle and if that does happen, it probably not even real it will not last the struggle is what makes it work, and you’re one of the first people to actually come clean about that and show them crying on camera 13:11 thank you I will be subscribing

This is literally made 7 years ago

Gosh I feel this so hard. My first day in therapy my therapist asked me to name 3 things I liked about myself. I literally couldn’t. I couldn’t come up with a single thing. Every time something nice popped in my head that someone had told me about myself in the past, it was immediately follows by 10 reasons why that couldn’t be true instead. Such a tough journey

Bruh the amount of times I teared watching thisssss 😩😩😩😩

I am a person who still doesn't find how I can love myself. I have never had confidence in my face and body in my life. Also, I don't have dating experience for 19 years since I was born. I hate myself and this personality. I wanted to be born as a cute girl.

Love you girl😭💝 This video have been coming on my feed since months but I was just ignoring feeling it's none of my interest but I finally clicked it and I am shook off U are amazing girl You showed the truths of life that many fear to tell Lots of love for you Hoping you start posting soon ❤

I love you, thank you for everything

Hi Alivia I wanted to share two verses with you, Before he made the world, God chose us to be his very own through what Christ would do for us. He decided then, to make us holy in his eyes without a single fault we who stand before him covered with his love Ephesians 1:4 And Another verse psalms 139 :13-14 It was you who formed my inward parts you Knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you for I am fearfully and wonderfully made wonderful are your works that I know very well.

I struggle as well. On of the big things I try to keep in mind and practice, is how would l see and treat someone my general size and appearance. I sure wouldn't say to them what I've said to myself In the past

You are shining ❤

Do you have a podcast?

Hello Alivia, hope this message finds you well, I suddenly remembered you, and I came here hoping that you posted something, I want to tell you that I've always seen you pretty, whether you gained weight or lost, please focus on developing your skills and mindset, and build a strong relationship with Allah and try to know him well, you know.. in Islam, we truly believe that if Allah (god) loved a servant, he test him with hard things, so If the servant is patient and satisfied with what has been written for him, and is grateful and expects a reward, then Allah will reward him with beautiful things, here, or in a better place (Eternal Paradise) Also, we believe that Allah will take revenge for every wronged servant, and He will certainly take your rights from everyone who harmed you. Stay safe and I hope you read a PDF-translated Quran, it will be the best thing you will do in your life 💗

If your reading this your beautiful, inside and out :)

thank you for this video ❤

this video is soooo important. thank you.

I respect your vulnerability and courage . Thank you for the rawness and showing the different facets we all deal with. People can really suc sometimes, but it just goes to show that we all have insecurities and fears.

jesus christ. this first question. so sad. how would anyone ever care about being objectified by young men as a good thing… this is not meant as a negative comment, my heart goes out to you. and all the other young women that feel the same. I just am shocked. this should never be a question a girl asks herself. we live in a crazy world.

YOU WILL REACH A POINT IN LIFE, U WILL NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PEOPLE THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS ABOUT U.

To me in this video. Nothing is more impactful than her face, more specifically her expressions. It breaks me to see someone even a stranger to be in so much pain

Im always here

Her skin glowed up. How did she not acknowledge that part. That seemed like a bigger issue than weight. Anyway...lots of effort without apreciation and gratitude is pointless.

I'm going through this rn.

You're a strong girl... I pray that God gives you peace in him

I feel like you have created a video with everything in my brain that no one else understands 😢

love yourself everbody is beauty no matter how you like

As a person who suffered a body image and depression and still suffers with body image this documentary made me break down in tears thank you so much as a 15 year old this video shows me no matter show love for yourself and it's never late to improve within your inner self Thank you

I'm really proud of you,oh my god I'm crying because I'm currently feeling everything the way you felt and been through😭

This is not your behavior. When we eat unhealthy we enter a liver starvation mode, where we binge to finally eat healthy fruits to feed the liver.

I feel like I just went on that journey with you. It’s a little hard to explain, but this hit something so closely to me. The emotion in this is so real and I absolutely love how much of myself I was able to see in this and because of you I have so much more hope for my future. Thank you for posting this, it’s really showed me what i’m missing and what I should really be striving to achieve to be happier within myself.

I started watching your videos during the quarantine. I was also caught up in the same toxic beliefs that my current self did not deserve love or appreciation, I was stuck in this never ending misery of intense workout routines, diets, unhealthy skin care, and self hatred. I was deep in a pit of my own negative thoughts without even realizing it. About two years ago I too had a similar awakening, and ever since I've never been better. Learning to love myself and appreciate who I am despite any external factors has been life changing and I'm so happy you've been able to do that same and document your journey. I have also started a youtube channel and I hope to inspire others in a way that you have also inspired millions. Wishing you nothing but the best :)

I need an update, hope ur doing great ❤️ love u

I really didn't expect all this Your view of the world is deep and unique You ignited a spark inside me I don't have enough words to express what's inside me This is amazing This is really the best video I've seen from you Everyone focuses on appearance, but you think logically and wisely.Everything I said no one can admit ❤

I can relate, The whole school life I always saw people who I saw as 'pretty and slim' as the ones getting everything, like they were popular, they guys they liked, liked them back, whereas I got rejected, I wasn't even fat, I was just healthy and chubby, but right after school, I gave up eating, i ate only healthy food, like no bread nothing, just controlled myself, i even have buIIimia now... while cried seeing ppl who could stay in shape even after eating junk food and all, I still don't eat tbh, just healthy food, check my weight everyday, workout out, i cry alot, why do I have to do all this while some don't, but yeah after I lost weight and all, I became into what I wanted to, popular, guys approaching me, liking me back, wearing pretty dresses, altho struggling. yes.

Thank you for posting this. 🙏🏾 Your venerability helps people.

Hey, I wanted to say, God has a purpose for your life! You truly were fearfully and wonderfully made! 😃😊

8:08 6:20 3:50 2:46

A gorgeous gorgeous girl!😍seeing you glow from within is so refreshing!!

I whould love to have a friend like u

Girl, i believe in you❤

This is MATURITY😭💙 I love u

Wowwwww love this😭😭😭😭

It’s an horror movie, i hate social media, i am so sorry you have gone through so much pain <3<3<3

This woman is beautiful! 😍🌹

C’mon beloved, pull yourself together! You’re absolutely beautiful, don’t need no makeup, pretty teeth, and super intelligent! Are the therapists telling you about the good news of God almighty? Cuz that’s the BEST thing you could ever do in your life, is get to know Him! You should really practice self love too! Do you not know that people are out here going through wayyy worse? Poverty, homelessness, cruel family members, health issues, job-career loss, etc. You look beautiful either way! The right man will think so as well but please seek after God. He will heal your inner! God bless you! ❤

Doing what you haven't done is called growing up. Doing what you don’t want to do is called change. Doing what you dare not do is called breakthrough.

‏‪9:19‬‏ this one broke my back 💀

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