Addiction I Full Documentary I NOVA I PBS

[@MissSpooky13]

When you guys were writing these comments 2 years ago… I was battling for my life to break free from my heroin addiction.. I’m now 2 years sober ♥️🙏🏻

[@javierjimenez1675]

How are you doing now, Megan?

[@LifeIsGood1992]

congratulations

[@wingnut71]

Well done beautiful. Stay clean. Too much tragedy in this world.

[@jojogurl83021]

Awesome!! May God keep you strong 🙏💪🤗

[@lulumort]

Congratulations! Wishing you the best!

[@abris968]

Wow. This video came out the same day I decided to get sober. Been drinking everyday for 7 years straight but now I am two weeks clean. Wish me luck! 🤞

[@sandib4234]

Good Luck!!! Believe me when I say, the day I decided to stop drinking was the best day of my Life!!! When I see alcohol now, I say POISON!!💞

[@michelletaylor749]

You are so brave to confront your drinking . 7 years must have been exhausting- emotionally, spiritually, physically, financially. . . Just so draining .take it a day , an hour , a moment at a time . Good luck , wishing you all the best . (I lost my sons father to alcoholism and it has shattered me )

[@melissamartinez3593]

You can do it Man be strong life is better sober no one wants to be the drunk dooche bag

[@QueenSamiyah]

Keep it up one day at a time

[@crustydinglecherry3451]

How u doin Austin?

[@katherineeverman7693]

Methadone saved my life! I just celebrated 14 years in recovery and h w successfully tapered off methadone. Now I work at my former program helping other women do the same.

[@jasonsamis1077]

Two year's coming up this summer for me it ALSO saved my life!

[@BearMeat4Dinner]

God Bless!!!❤

[@robertafierro5592]

Me too!!

[@73gmiller]

Me too. I’m going to the clinic now.

[@holocene2164]

Good for you! :)

[@Clintdavi]

My one year recovery is tomorrow, And it's by the grace of God that I'm here.I was addicted to pills at first,then heroin and then crack.I broke free and began taking Suboxone they changed my addictive behavior and I began to notice that I make better decisions while in the subs.Ive learned my triggers and I have changed my ppl,places and things.Yes I do get bored sometimes but I think back to when I was using how miserable I was.Waking up at 6 am dopesick with no money and no one to call.Then walking around for 3 days at a time chasing dope and crack.Its like I was possessed.So thankful for my change.

[@MsShandy111]

You are wonderful to have tackled your addiction and won. I get bored with every day life, it's normal.

[@elainepavek1011]

Addiction is also denying those that NEED pain medication. It took a year for liver cancer to kill my beautiful sister Lisa and she had to fight MONTHLY to get the medication she needed to ease her suffering. The last few weeks in hospice she was FINALLY given what she needed to pass relatively pain free. I miss her every day💔

[@margaretr5701]

I'm sorry for your loss and very sorry your sister didn't get the relief she needed.

[@elainepavek1011]

@@margaretr5701 Thank you so much, she was SO lovely😥❤️

[@ey67]

True

[@leomarkaable1]

I'm in a pain control program and have the help I need. I am an older man and use exercise and therapy to stay straight.

[@poohbeartube]

I sympathize but addiction is not denying those that need pain medication. In the US, binary thinking (polarizing, divisive, either or beliefs) and as a consequence legislation is. Politics has divided every issue to the point where any nuance or degree of complexity is ignored. This documentary clearly demonstrated that both conditions (addiction and cancer) can be effectively treated.

[@UnaRose]

It took me 20 years to get clean and sober. Live in treatment programs, the 12 step program, ADHD medication and counselling helped me achieve it. 22 years sober and 18 years clean this year!

[@Tina-di4lx]

That’s not possible you still look like your 22 🤟🤙🤟 Good job. I turn 20 this years.

[@Jamzee]

That's awesome

[@sidgdansk6017]

I stopped everything in 1978 BUT in the 90's I started to party again. yeah; it got worse and I was scared cuz I couldn't stop!! I just kept going to the program and finally the obsession was lifted from me. I was reborn!! I now know what thoroughness really means. God Bless you!!

[@brittaolson6550]

Wow! That makes me think maybe I won’t feel like I ruined my whole life, forever. I got off opiates in 2016 & went back to treatment for substitution issues in 2018. Now I’m in my 40s and back in school because I can’t work in my old career, due to my record. My counselor inspired me to go. She beat meth, went back to school,and graduated at 46. She’d had a 20 year career. I don’t care how old you are…a 20 year career is an achievement. And so is your achievement. Congratulations!

[@brittaolson6550]

@@Tina-di4lx She really does!

[@scottdelong1]

I'm a paraplegic with chronic pain. Opioids like Oxycontin effectively treated my chronic pain with few significant side effects. But because of the opioid crisis it is extremely difficult to obtain the medications that made my life bearable. I realize that many are addicted and dying but there are many thousands of us who benefit from these medications.

[@maxcook6823]

So do you not withdraw without ?

[@scottdelong1]

That's a very good question. Anyone taking daily opioids for chronic pain will develop withdrawal symptoms of varying severity. These include dysphoria, nausea, diarrhea, body aches, insomnia, and depression. If you want to quit taking opioids a specialist can develop a tapering protocol of weeks to months that will involve little or no discomfort. I've stopped "cold turkey" from street heroin many times and once from hospital morphine. Although unpleasant, I was always surprised how mild the symptoms were- nothing like what the movies had led me to believe. What was most helpful was realizing that after the third day passed the worst was over and after eight days it was pretty much over. Nothing like benzo (Xanax) withdrawal, which was hellish and took over eight weeks. Yes, if you've been taking benzodiazepines for more that three weeks and you need or want to stop INSIST on talking to a specialist and develop a taper of at least two months. I've been through some harrowing experiences and benzo withdrawal is among the most horrible things I've ever been through. Opioid cold turkey is a walk in the park in comparison.

[@HeatherBoo916]

I feel you. I have chronic back pain and am given nothing for the pain. Some days i can't even get out bed never mind walk. 😢😢

[@scottdelong1]

@@HeatherBoo916 - I realize that there is an opioid crisis and strict regulation is necessary but most of the ODs are due to Fentanyl. Many of us chronic pain patients respond well to opioids with minimal side effects. I shouldn't say this but besides the analgesia I get positive psychological effects. I hope you can find a doctor. Try a pain clinic.

[@maxcook6823]

Hi , can i ask how long you have bein on oxy for ? I’m from the uk and it’s not a drug that iv ever heard that has ever bein freely avaliable here at any point in time. I do belive the sackler family did try and push their meds here up in Europe but i belive they weren’t very successful. Esp here in the uk morphine / physeptone is used as the main painkiller. Lots of people i no who are not addicts have bein prescribed physeptone ( methadone) and their ignorance had them saying I’m not going to be a junkie 🥴so chose oramorph which is actually much more potent and addictive than physeptone 🤷‍♂️what can you say ay!! Anyways goodnight /morning .it’s 04:10 here so way to late really .

[@Christinacove]

I used to watch this when i was an addict praying I'll be clean and now I'm 3 months clean never thought I could do it so happy to have my life back anyone can do it 🙏

[@Sophiawoldu]

Keep it up! No turning back! Jesus Christ is your strength!

[@maxmeggeneder8935]

That is so great! Congratulations!

[@alexvoskovsky]

2 months clean i feel u good stuff

[@AmyYoung-kr1me]

❤

[@DS-Slug]

@@Sophiawoldu No Jesus is not the fucking answer.

[@paulinegalloway663]

This is the most accurate, honest most informative documentary on addiction that I’ve ever seen. They touched on all forms of addiction and how the brain works. Love it. Thank you for educating our loved ones. It’s not our intention to hurt anyone.

[@garrettmeadows2273]

Amen. I agree with your viewpoint

[@annebird6447]

My partner is currently on a waiting list any ideas how long it'll b ? me myself was on methadone programme & was selling class a drugs when I was sent 2 jail and detoxed in there

[@politickery3340]

It may not be YOUR intention to hurt anyone, but so many others live for that. See The Cruelty Is the Point: The Past, Present, and Future of Trump's America by Adam Serwer. Vicious folks.

[@paulinegalloway663]

@@annebird6447 tell your partner to go to the nearest hospital and they’ll detox him there if you’re in the USA. He’ll have the choice to go straight to rehab from there. Good luck 🍀

[@cjkitty2360]

Watch Ted talks Johann. Hari, it's a must watch if you're passionate about this subject.

[@carissapaglino4591]

I have been a meth addict on and off for the last 10 years. I almost had 5 years clean and I relapsed a few times. I have about 3 months clean. This video was great!

[@voxpopuval]

Good luck and continue d success!

[@Hansel551]

Hope you are still clean. Keep at it; you are worth it.

[@andreaeady8000]

Keep up the great focus! U got this!

[@jessie9708]

Keep up the good work I just passed my 1 yr mark clean from meth you got this 🙏🙏❤❤

[@ms.e9393]

You keep going, and congrats on your 3 months strive for 4 months one minute at a time!!

[@sharrondenton3461]

I’ve been sober for 15 years now it was hell getting sober but I’ve never looked back and so glad I decided to get clean

[@analogalien651]

I loved that quote @49:40.. “I am not the man I want to be but I’m not the man I used to be”. Beautiful.. I felt that. Thank you!!

[@marisamendoza3785]

The worst pain a mother of any kind even an animal can endure is the loss of their babies 💔

[@ritadonnelly8820]

so true ❤

[@GhostRiley-zs8zb]

what about the animals that eat their offsprings?

[@ThorusCrusius]

💔 Then you can come near to understand the pain of a father when suffering such a loss 💔

[@egodrop]

​@@GhostRiley-zs8zb yeah that is what I am also thinking... what about these animals that eat their babies for some fucked up reason?

[@paulasmith4394]

This needs shown in schools.

[@josegaxiola603]

Agree. Just showed it to my Forensics Class. YAY,

[@victorlaflora]

I totally agree

[@aandino1239]

Sorry I disagree. Can also serve as a tool to teach students how to prepare and use drugs.

[@JillShinn-x8z]

I agree!!!

[@JillShinn-x8z]

I agree it should be in schools!!

[@vjr5261]

What is the cause of this wide spread anxiety? Security. Housing, food nutrition, water, access to medical services, clothes, warmth, financial stability, basic needs.

[@geoffreyrosenberg8070]

socio economics etc will cause pain, even if it is mental. Which causes many to just get drunk, use pills, etc because the treatments they offer are basically oh you have pain, no 10$ script of mid dose. Addict, needs MAT, no insurance, so goes on fent dies. Every single day.#harm reduction,#safesupply.

[@alicianottkeys337]

I can’t believe this is a question?! I struggle with anxiety EVERYDAY. I have to literally talk myself into the day. I’m crying right now as I type this.

[@ey67]

True

[@rad_y6315]

@@alicianottkeys337,relax. While you're still breathing every problem has a solution. There's always a way out. Calm down, go one step at a time, everything will be okay.

[@royharper2003]

chemical imbalances in the brain

[@LilRed65]

My brother and I overdosed on fentenyl laced heroin and he died but I survived. Thank God for three years in recovery. Methadone has helped me begin to deal with the root cause of my life long addiction. I hope he's proud of me. RIP CHRIS 8/4/1972-9/9/2018

[@djbabyv]

I oded on fentanyl laced percs.

[@LilRed65]

@@djbabyv WOW that's crazy! I bought the fake Roxy's... identical to the real ones... and I've even heard of fentenyl laced marijuana! So glad I'm not living that lifestyle anymore. God bless you my friend.

[@mollyt1416]

He’s very proud of you. Keep going forward. Good job.

[@LilRed65]

@@mollyt1416 thank you my friend

[@m.t.426]

He is looking down on you from heaven.Hes proud and so is God!!

[@AnjLove01]

To everyone here that has battled drug addiction, recovering and still taking one day at a time with their struggles to get better... you can do it and glad to know you are still here with us, that is what matters. I have never tried any drugs for the reason that even an a younger age I was told by my parents to never go into it or one might not know they are hooked and can never go back. Thank God i was surrounded with positive influence with my parents, family members and friends were never into it so it was quite easy to stay away from it. So to all of you who are on your way to recovery, keep going and you can do it. 🙏🏼💪🏻💕

[@jennifermullin6258]

God bless You❤️‍🔥

[@dawnnitroy1786]

God Bless you!!

[@kumarsharma5084]

Thanxx ang love

[@JamesSteven-mb8zf]

To be able to be completely awesomely sober and with God you're master is the most utmost. That's what I'm working for a complete sobriety. In God man, you are cool. You're an asset, thank you. I was always told by my Grandpa. Never trust a man that never had a drink my grandpa has never been wrong.

[@ryandubyah2345]

Before falling into addiction myself, I had such a deeply negative view of things. It’s amazing how that changes once I admitted to being an addict and began learning more of the truth and letting go of my false judgements. I grew up in a family of addicts so it seemed normal but I despised seeing it in them, I never let myself have ‘too much’ respect for them. Man, I wish I could talk to them these days about this life I’m working on in recovery. Most of them passed away relatively early in life due to their habits, and all I want now is to continue to get better and improve so that my wife and kids don’t have to see that decline and mortal results I was familiar with. I loved this production!

[@nikkic2581]

Great documentary. I lost a close cousin to fentanyl in 2017. Reading some of the comments of people who recovered or in recovery really warmed my heart. I don't know any of you but you should be proud of overcoming the addiction.

[@michellesvortex7237]

Lost my best friend fentanyl was cut in his heroin lost my cousin fentanyl again if the drug companies to part of the solution instead of the problem... I bet you a dollar to a doughnut they would become extraordinary creative the care and recovery of people who are worth it Society disposes of people with addictions because they don't have any solutions that work and work for the long-term but I bet you again a dollar to a doughnut as the drug companies continue to make the problem worse they can actually make the problem all but disappear that's what I think it's important I also lost my neighbor 2-pentanol I understand that they're cutting all drugs with fentanyl now because it is so overly abundant and cheap as dirt😢

[@crand20033]

But the "overscoming" is most of the time temporary. Philip Seymour Hoffman was clean for over 20 years, then he went back to heroin and he was found dead from an OD. It a monkey on your back, King Kong on your back. It's not going to let you go. It messes up your brain; look what happened to Robin Williams. His brain was turned to mush. Drugs are junk.

[@jemportal4166]

I have a brother who's struggling with a fentanyl addiction right now. The recovery testimonies give me hope too. Condolences for your cousin 🙏

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

So sorry about your loss! I lost a close cousin to fentanyl, too, in 2012. I used to babysit him him 3 times a week…he was like a brother and he left a sister, close in age. They were inseparable, in life. That’s what got me off pills…I didn’t even know they were making fake, stamped oxys that were actually fentanyl. My pain doctor moved and I was left without a taper, or any help with pain in withdrawal. I finally found out about Subutex detox and Suboxone in 2015 and have been in recovery, since! Everyone deserves to live to experience recovery!

[@kumarsharma5084]

U too very good . Cute too

[@6delta6pmcprivatesecurity45]

As a corrections officer in mental health hospitals 90% of doctors nurses don't care when I hear them talk down too someone who is looking for help I have almost been fired for speaking out and I have got 12 people in 4 years who come visit me and thank me for getting them help on my own time and with just a handful of doctors who care like myself. I was wounded over seas 4 times and I know what people have been through and my #1 priorities is to try and talk to patients in getting help I lost someone I loved so much because of va hospitals giving me so much drugs and I think of her for past 10 years wishing I never lost that love but after marines I've been clean since 2010 but lost 💔 of my life. But my children are my everything and my oldest is going through addiction and feel my fault every day he's clean so far. I pray for all of you. Get help don't be afraid.

[@katherinepowell159]

Thank you

[@ritadonnelly8820]

you are a angel on earth you will be rewarded ❤

[@notgunnadoit7461]

I hope you're doing ok 6D6. I myself am a 100% T&P US Army Vet.

[@staceyloeffler6795]

25 days clean today, after 40 years of using. Mostly I used to stave off the withdrawl. Can't tell you how many times I tried to quit opiates, but could never get through that third day, of constant cramping, vomiting/ diarrhea, anxiety, dehydrated, no sleep, pain everywhere...Don't give up. Tapering down helped, but it was still pretty rough. It rewired your brain, so that opiate becomes the most important thing in your life. Keep trying, you WILL make it out eventually.

[@Futuresolidsnake]

You are a rare and beautiful person, I have deep respect for your compassion towards the people who so need that kind of support. Thank you for being such a wonderful human being, the world needs more people like you. That support can mean the difference between life and death, between wasting precious lives and caring enough to change those lives in really profound ways that cannot even be measured. Thank you for being a huge part of the change that is so desperately needed! 😃👍🏻👍🏻❤

[@Iliketacosyuuh]

I’m 6 months clean from alcohol! 🙂 I know that if I start drinking again it will be ugly, and I like my life too much now to go back.

[@daniburke9452]

Man when I was in detox let me tell u I thought us opiod addict had bad withdrawl the alcoholic had just as bad withdrawls. Congratulations for making it this far

[@2needey1]

Man I’m drinking a liter of cheap vodka, benzodiazepines and ambien. I seizure if I’m sober 8 hours. Not sure if I’ll live through any more. I’m 42

[@jessebotens3311]

@@2needey1 look into The Sinclair Method with Naltrexone. It has helped me.

[@dianaroach3093]

Congratulations!! Praise God. 6 years sober. One day at a time.

[@irmameticgoruk8919]

Question how did you stop drinking?

[@Yerpyerp14]

I'm a few days away from having 6 months clean from fentanyl and methadone and my body still hurts like hell from the withdrawal. Opioid addiction is no joke

[@bellab8412]

How did you get off methadone? I'm decreasing but after 24yrs on it, 9 attempts to detox off it, I am so scared of the withdrawals

[@tulayamalavenapi4028]

Hare Krishna. The great mantra for deliverance is the high that has no side effects. Chant and be free. It is the high that keeps increasing in bliss, and saves one from repeated birth, death, old age and disease.

[@bhall4996]

​@bellab8412 Step down. Slow & steady. It's not a race- but always move forward- never backward

[@Yerpyerp14]

@@bellab8412 I took ibogaine, I had to do it twice cause the first time was rough. But I don't think I would've been able to do it without the ibogaine

[@michaelloud5206]

I was badly addicted to OC's more than 10 years ago (2003-2010). Took me 7 trips to detox and many, many attempts to stop until I finally got control. Fortunately, I never touched heroin or anything else...but it was just as bad. $400 a day. When you're addicted to opiates, you're not alive, you just exist. Your true self...who you really are is gone forever. Even though I've fully recovered and living a "normal" life, I've never been the same. Who I was died when I went through that addiction.

[@ey67]

True

[@angelamccrackin5243]

It took me nine months to finaly get over the withdrawls of cold turkey going off methadone. No money no car no lisence,2 hours away from the clinic family fed up with the battle as well as me. Eight years latter sober i am finaly a person i can be proud of but i got here only with god. He was telling me, you did things your way for 45 years now it is time to do things my way.....

[@higherpower77]

To much respect for you!!! I'm 8 years sober and 7 years clean! Thanks to NA and their 12 steps!

[@angelamccrackin5243]

Wonderful to hear that....

[@augana]

Hang in there man. I don't know you, but I want you to be good, healthy and happy. One day at a time. One day at a time.

[@dancam715]

I’ve been 5 years on suboxone, got tapered off in hospital over a month period and am back brand new! Haven’t used once, got my psychological state back up and am enjoying my life! 😊

[@AllieBFromTN]

How was it coming off the suboxone? Did you get extremely sick? I’m asking bc I’m mentoring someone going through this exact thing except she is in prison…

[@dancam715]

@@AllieBFromTN it was tough and I’m glad I did it in hospital under care of medical staff. It took me around month to get to minimum dosage and a another month get off it completely and stay in hospital to monitor my withdrawals because no matter what u will still get them. It was psychologically tough more than anything. As an addict you always want smth, but time does its job and it becomes easier. I know it sounds cliche but it is how it is. 8 months later when I was completely off suboxone I had to do a urine drug test and it actually still showed presence of buprenorphine in the system. Which is normal. It stays in ur body for at least a year after you completely stop taking it. I wish your friend best of luck and I hope she perseveres and comes off it.

[@bryanburnap4537]

Good for you !! I've tried about 10 times to get off Suboxone. But I can't effing do it !! The withdrawals from Suboxone are absolutely horrifying !!

[@hyperclearphoto6573]

@@AllieBFromTNwhen I got off Subs the withdrawal was worse than dope

[@ZFern9390]

​@@bryanburnap4537thanks for that input!

[@janaskibo871]

Yes!!!!!! Recovered addict. You can do it!!!!!! This is the most honest and truthful program about addiction I have seen. Thank you Nova.

[@brandonmartinez3244]

Yooo wimberly gang!!!! Still sober also 14 months

[@nutbreaker22]

This documentary is the most accurate description how person gets addicted, and how opiate addictions should be treated.

[@crand20033]

What I learned is that when you come down from these drugs your pain actually increases. Wow so it makes pain worse.

[@lauramason9250]

"His fear of dying wasn't as bad as his craving", made the whole video understandable. Wow.

[@brie1987]

Yes. The sickness people get if they don’t dose I’ve heard is so unbearable they would risk death to make it stop

[@katy61]

To everyone in this comment section celebrating days, months, years clean/sober...from one recovering addict to another, I am here to say congratulations and I am so proud of each of you! I finally got clean from opioids 12 years ago w Suboxone. I tapered off and now I'm a counselor at the same treatment center that saved my life. We are ALL worth fulfilling, joyous, and amazing lives! ONE DAY AT A TIME! Sending love and prayers to everyone that battles their demons and overcomes them everyday from SC 💕🤘

[@ec8787]

👏👏👏👏👏👏

[@jamiepan7650]

AMEN 🙏 to all of you!!!!!!!

[@Mark-pp7jy]

"Battling" addiction is a recipe for failure. Recovery starts with "surrendering", and then being willing to "suit up, show up, and shut up". My mantra is, "Live in the problem, or live in the solution". Mark 5/8/1994

[@Chip-ou3we]

Bet ya relapsed

[@hwoods-kg1jf]

@@Chip-ou3we what an insensitive and rude comment to make! If she's working at the treatment center that saved her life, she is obviously doing well and didn't relapse! Keep you ignorant comments to yourself!

[@garrettmeadows2273]

The image of that child pulling on her unconscious mother in a grocery store is heartbreaking. It brought me to tears.

[@TheCommunicationCoach]

agreed but the person just filming it disgusts me. put down the phone and go help

[@karliann1]

That woman is alive and sober last time I saw her interview.. I saw an interview with her few years ago. I pray she is still sober

[@TheCommunicationCoach]

@@karliann1 Yes, and I pray for the kid even more...

[@AE-wy7ze]

@@TheCommunicationCoach it was the security camera

[@MonTube2006]

@@AE-wy7ze People love to hate

[@bossyspaghetti]

As a former heroin addict who made it out the other side after years of homelessness, methadone, suboxone, and rehabs, you have to want it. You have to want to be free. A lot of people just don't have that desire for more. The pull is too strong.

[@rushanparis8698]

I just stop heroin 5 days a go now I’m in hard periods my mind asking heroin bro I don’t know why this happened to me

[@sandib4234]

Right!

[@murphy6424]

@@rushanparis8698 you can do it. Look up Ryan Donnelly. He has helped a lot of people and has videos on KZbin.

[@Jdalio5]

@@rushanparis8698 how are you doing?

[@hiiibye270]

Wow thanks for the common sense

[@woutervanlent5181]

My compliments to the makers of this documentary . You explain difficult science in a very understandable way . I learned a lot today . Thanks !

[@pj-1888]

Good luck to absolutely everyone battling this horrible addiction... "YOU CAN DO IT BELIEVE IN URSELF"

[@esonahr]

Thanks.😢 I’m struggling right now and I want to stop

[@prabathfernando9038]

Thank u ,I live in Sri Lanka ,these days im struggling to stop my heroin addiction ,ur encouragement helps me a lot,thanks again,When the whole world avoiding addictors u r doing great job

[@Mark-pp7jy]

"BELIEVE IN" something GREATER than URSELF! A broken person CANNOT fix a broken person!

[@sorencoaton3361]

Thx mane

[@tiffanyroseangeles34]

So true. But many of us back in those days never heard of Fentanyl 😊

[@Teresa-ih4sn]

As a 62 yr old addict i can say Suboxone did help. Clean for almost 3 yrs but really dont know myself. Not sure if im alone feeling like this. Been using some sort of drug since i was 14. Glad im alive to talk about it but still its wierd. Love to all other survivors.❤

[@jalil4482]

I'm a recovering heroin addict as well. Suboxone has pros and cons like everything else in this world. It's definitely better than daily routine trips through concrete jungles just to get a quick fix. You are NOT alone! I'm struggling with a few questions in life and who am I is at the top of the list.

[@jennifermullin6258]

Love to You*. 💔❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥 You are* a survivor and an Overcomer. Victorious. Humbly Victorious, of course😉. Keep at it, this life long journey back to Our true Self. It's a beautiful thing. Journaling helped Me a lot*. You're probably aware of that. Then God bless You on Your Beautiful Journey of life 🫂🗣️👣. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow You all the days of your life🥰.

[@loriannrichardson7644]

Who were you at 14, what did you enjoy, what were your hopes, your dreams? That's who you are.

[@Lilyanasmomma]

I’m in recovery also, 35 & also feel like I don’t know who I am.

[@heidistoltzer7343]

Higher Power

[@rickboer7715]

Hearing and seeing a little girl crying and sobbing over her passed out mother in the store is truly heartbreaking.

[@charannaneal3042]

Omg i just seen that scene and i had to literally get off my bed and try to breath because i jus can't imagine the trauma that poor baby will deal with. She looked older than two years old and most kids retain memories started around that age. Ik i remember being two because my brother was born and i remember playing with him and all kinds of stuff from then.

[@Molybdan42]

What I find disturbing is that people apparently more busy filming with their phone instead of helping the woman or the child...

[@kellyberry4173]

​@@Molybdan42Fact

[@taebundy658]

@@Molybdan42 💯 agreed

[@msfinetuned]

What a wonderful father. Shout out to dad for being compassionate and empathetic to what his daughter was going through and looking for ways to help her.

[@phuqyewe1671]

I am so glad they were honest about how flawed, unhelpful and often outright dangerous the 12-step model is for SO many, especially those dealing with opioid use disorder.

[@BGeezy4sheezy]

It’s useful because it’s free and widely available, but just being told God is the solution to everything doesn’t work for a lot of people. And addiction is often just the end result of someone’s complex emotional/psychological problems, which is kind of a tricky thing to treat

[@jenniferv3255]

For opioids yes, for alcohol it is very effective.

[@Henry-fk7cq]

​@@jenniferv3255opiods & alcohol are the same. 12 step programs are good for both problems which are really one problem: substance abuse.

[@Henry-fk7cq]

Prospects for recovery via 12 step programs are < 30%. True for alcohol & opiods. Sadly, detox & medical care haven't improved recovery rates much. Suboxone, methadone & buprenorphine all work well treating opiod addiction.

[@BGeezy4sheezy]

@@Henry-fk7cq calculating odds is very difficult, because it doesn’t really account for motivation and discipline. If someone is very motivated to get sober, gets help, follows advice and sticks to a plan that includes making major behavioral changes, the odds of success are very good. If a person doesnt make any changes and gives very little effort, the odds are about 0%. So the statistics can be misleading

[@khaldsteve9915]

Close to 4 years in Recovery now! May God keep granting me the strength!

[@janetklumper6048]

So proud of you ❤

[@TheTransgenderPastor]

3 years clean for me. Stay on the road to recovery! God has given us both a new lease on life! Blessings to you 🙏🏿❤

[@khaldsteve9915]

@@TheTransgenderPastor now I am at 4 and a half and still counting!

[@maryannonglo8232]

Amen 🙏🏽

[@jamescoleakaericunderwood2503]

This needs to be shared with every recovery house in every language in the world...

[@Jdalio5]

Recovery houses all know this info... US households need this.

[@jamescoleakaericunderwood2503]

@@Jdalio5 bulkshitb...I've never heard this in NA or a recovery house...most recovery House's are just in it for the money and could care less about their patients..First hand knowledge of this... CORRUPTION

[@JustMeeee369]

​@@Jdalio5- BOTH

[@drm7777]

After 50 years of addiction to h , the last 7years have been completely alien to me I don't know what normal is ,I just hope that with more time, things will begin to make sense to me. So if you feel the same way, your not alone. As they say, time heals all, I sure hope it's true. Keep up the good work,and may you be blessed.

[@nataliesutherland7222]

Great documentary! I'm a recovering alcoholic and lots of people don't know how dangerous alcohol withdrawal is. In my view it's a horrible drug, even more so than others because it is readily available and dirt cheap, at least in my country. You can get half a litre of distilled sugar cane water, which is 50% alcoholic, more than vodka, for 20 cents. My last withdrawal, three years ago, i had such bad seizures I bit a piece of my tongue off. Pray for addicts, it isn't a choice after a while. I drank just to keep my body from shutting down. And in recovery come the questions like why I used the way i did. Very tough, it's like having a little devil in my mind always telling me it'd be a great idea to drink again. Everyday is a struggle.

[@BlueHopi144]

it's not the drug that is dangerous , its the subconscious shadows that came out of the woods once u stopped that are scary to face . Nothing else ...do you know the reasons of your addiction ?

[@squidman556]

I get grand mal seizures if I don't have valium

[@patriciamharris5664]

Natalie What country are you from.? I pray for strength for you.

[@nataliesutherland7222]

@@patriciamharris5664 I'm from Brazil

[@RealtalkManc]

Where are you from ?

[@joanneurbany3975]

Having a wonderful woman to over dose and watch her being carried in a body bag crushed me. I went back to drinking... Today I am 18 months sober.

[@tracyhagloch9709]

So proud of you! Keep doing what you are doing and NO STINKIN THINKIN!! 😍😍🥰😘

[@ayalemohamed8945]

Good job your are amazing person you can do it I believe in you ❤

[@caroltaylor3931]

Marvellous. Keep going lass x

[@daniburke9452]

Congratulations 🎊 👏 I almost have a year in June from fentynal. We got this 💪

[@brittaolson6550]

@@daniburke9452 3 1/2 years!

[@CourtsThoughts]

Completely shook seeing what a newborn baby addicted to drugs actually have to suffer- and these tiny body's have to fight that for months!

[@Brownmahfun]

I CANT STAND IT!

[@buddhabunnee]

Same. Suddenly I'm in tears.😞

[@shywhispers1]

I’ve worked with abused kids for decades. What happens to these drug exposed children is awful. It has long term consequences….behavior, education, and so forth. I do disagree with the one man who was saying the answer isn’t removal. Children don’t deserve to live around drugs. What Nova needs to do is a story on how parental drug use impacts children. There is so much abuse that comes with drug addiction. I’ve worked with children whose parents pimped them out for a dime bag, children whose parent bashed their brains in (and now need 24/7 care), children starving to the point of almost death….and so on. Trauma is the gateway drug.

[@terariabros8725]

My son was on morphine for a week and then a week of none and was home in two weeks and my son who I was on a stable dose of methadone never experienced withdrawal

[@bbe3034]

@@shywhispers1 I’m just curious do the drug addicted babies go on to use drugs when they are teenagers or young adults?? Breaks my heart to see these babies suffer!! 😢😢

[@HISdaughterC]

I saved this video to watch a year ago not even knowing my son was already abusing drugs… he’s now addicted, gave up his job, violated his probation and living in the streets… its devastating watching my son, age 18, struggle with drugs. It’s heartbreaking and no pain like it..:

[@keithinaz9769]

Let him go.

[@nathancornwell1455]

​@@keithinaz9769that's terrible advice. Don't enable them but you don't let them go... Be there to support them.... Getting clean and even harder , staying clean is nearly impossible to do on your own.

[@ladeelibra925]

🙏 Prayin for u both.

[@griffinmoore6819]

This is the best informational video I've watched on the subject of addiction. The most important and powerful message I took from it is how these doctors don't belittle or look down on people with addiction, they care. I've never experienced real care from any doctor or counselor on the subject of my addiction, and believe me, I've spoken to a large number of them over the years. I think it's really sad that people who could actually help just dismiss those of us who are in the vicious cycle of trying to conquer our addictions alone over and over.

[@texastoast5202]

Opiate addiction is very bizarre in nature. On one hand , you love the feeling, the rush of getting drugs, etc. On the other hand, it’s the most horrific, depressing hell on earth that has destroyed your finances, relationships etc.

[@vinceory451]

You took the words right out of my mouth.

[@texastoast5202]

@@vinceory451 Vince. Are u addicted now?

[@ОксанаМартиненко-ь1к]

@@vinceory451мне всегда было интересно узнать. Как люди становятся наркоманоми , зная что это их убивает. Я не сужу.. я очень рада за всех кто боролся и выжил❤

[@chrisbrown8028]

alcohol bro.

[@nikkikidd8428]

I just can’t express the level of fear that hits you when you realize that you are out of OxyContin and you have to get up at 430 in the morning to drop your three daughters off at your in laws so you can drive an hour to work to run a medical clinic for 9 hours and then drive home and pick those daughters up, feed them and do their homework and bathe them and put them to bed while going through the worst withdrawals you can imagine. And do that while frantically trying to get more OxyContin before your bones explode. It was by far the most terrifying thing I have ever been through. I was failing at everything but being an addict and I was looking at losing my children if anyone clued into how far I had fallen. The only reason why people didn’t clue in right away is because it happened so FAST. I am so extremely grateful that I have been sober for almost a decade now. But to be clear, I used drugs for roughly 3-4 years and I am still suffering with the consequences.

[@WestCoastTruckingCEO]

I know exactly what you mean... during withdrawals life still goes on so the entire day is complete agony all while the ONLY thing on your mind is when you'll be getting more so the pain can stop. All while trying to conceal it from everyone who eventually figure it out. Horrible life to live, once you get hooked it's over unfortunately

[@joojoobean84]

God bless you for your recovery and continued recovery every day because I'm sure it is lifelong. All you described would be difficult for most people without an addiction to deal with on top of that. Just know that your story touched a stranger and I wish you the best.

[@bbe3034]

I had a hip replacement surgery. It was so painful. The surgery center is a huge clinic. When you wake up, your loved one drives you home and of course, I was out of it due to the anesthesia and pain meds they give you in recovery. I had just read an article about Oxytocin. My nurse before the surgery didn’t even discuss pain medication with me, I realized afterwards I should have brought it up. Anyway we get home and I go straight to bed. Later my husband says here’s your pain medicine and it was OxyContin and of course I was upset but it was too late to change it. I was extremely careful taking it. I stopped but had some left. I just want to warn everyone to not take that medication. I had severe anxiety and depression. The wealthy Sackler family/ drug company created this medication. There was a huge class action lawsuit and they had to pay millions. But that evil drug is still being prescribed, I just want to warn everyone to never take it!! If I have anymore surgeries, I will tell them I’m allergic to it!!

[@Danielallanz]

I know...I've been addicted to methadone for 30 years,my parents used methadone growing up and I feel into my addiction at 12 years old after something happened...I never even smoked a joint before I used methadone...I tried to work and live a "normal" a few years back..I'd work in a hotel 3 day gear sick in a town that on the otherside of the country from the clinic and prescription I had...I tried to choose but I realised I couldn't because is a neurological deficiency..I'm not sure I'm not permanently damaged but I know I have to have methadone to be able to live,,I'll kill myself before being where I've been before,it's OK few a few years but I've lived a life time of it...

[@ZFern9390]

WOW

[@CarlosRenshaw]

I'm a veteran, alcohol and cigarettes addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

[@MaryamMahboub]

YES very sure of mycologist benmycologys. This treatment worked for me. Helped me got rid of my life long depression and BPD.

[@FatimaSaraAhmad]

Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

[@SgdgsgGsgsgs]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@DbsbsbbsDhshwjhed]

Yes he's benmycologys a professional mycologist. My daughter did straight shrooms in few days. Made her whole! after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. It helped us.

[@ImaneYadria]

Does he ship?

[@Chaintra]

The little girl pulling on her mom’s arm made me cry, the babies suffering made me cry. Stop the cycle people. Stop the hurt.

[@julierodriguez4539]

Heartbreaking

[@sayswho3606]

I’m an addict too. I was using oxys, and percs. I lost everything and went on suboxen program in my fly in community. It saved my life.

[@ThePrader]

Thank you for the spotlight you at NOVA have put on this problem. My daughter is now in an inpatient facility as I type this. But, it took the death from Fentanyl of my 16-17 year old granddaughter to push her into treatment. I used the "16-17" age description because my granddaughter was given one (1) fentanyl pill as a "present" on the day before her 17th birthday. She was a "naive" , meaning she had no experience with narcotic drugs before this, drug user. On the night before her 17th birthday she took that pill and sat down to watch TV. She went to bed and she was found dead the morning of her 17th birthday. I am now depressed, even suicidal, and filled with rage. The cost of these drugs is much more than mere money.

[@axlotl5349]

So sorry for your loss hang in there

[@rickabelt6175]

God bless you 🙏🙏

[@martinasikk6162]

I’m so sorry, the girl’s family grieving, and her life stolen. I hope your depression gets better. Best wishes from Sweden.

[@TheTransgenderPastor]

May God comfort you and bring you peace. I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Blessings to you 🙏🏿❤

[@wingnut71]

Your story is beyond tragic. To die on your birthday from a tiny pill that you were given by a "friend." I'm sorry this evil has been visited upon you and your granddaughter. I have depression too. It's so difficult to live with. I hope you are getting help and will overcome.

[@valentinaguzman4545]

I am divorcing my husband of 28 years due to his alcoholism and use of oxycodone and marijuana. He will never watch this . Thank you for educating us the people hurt by other’s addictions

[@lucillerose-davis7666]

I’m sorry you’re dealing with this.

[@Tevelle-z3v]

28 years is a long time,unfortunately sometimes leaving is needed when your truly tired.salute this will be a life lesson for him💯

[@JustMeeee369]

There's help for us family members too. Al-Anon has lots of info online. ❤️❤️❤️

[@anitajames6659]

I truly understand. Going through similar. Married 31 years. Hugs and strength to you. ❤

[@hollyh314]

Medical Assisted Treatment saved my life!! I'll be 3 years sober from herion on May 6th and my life within these past 3 years has changed so much for the better! Addiction can happen to anyone!! I came from a good upper middle class family, straight A's in school, lots of friends, involved in all kinds of school and family activities. I didn't even ever see herion until I was 30 years old. I couldn't afford the opiate pills on the streets anymore, so sadly turning to herion was the cheaper solution! This lead to a 12 year rabbit hole of Addiction!! Thank God for medicines like methadone that give us our lives back!! My family thought that I was just switching one drug for another, but now they've learned and seen what medical assisted treatment can do. The main thing to all of this is that it's up to the person if they want help and want to change. If they aren't serious about ending their cycle of Addiction it'll never change for them! I'm so thankful that I got help. It saved my life.

[@bibin_yks]

💯 inspiring

[@hollyh314]

@@bibin_yks thank you! 😊

[@ALCRAN2010]

Welcome back

[@hollyh314]

@@ALCRAN2010 thanks, it's good to be back!! Most definitely.

[@fumanpoo4725]

It's a bummer to fall...but is far worse not to get back up...

[@OM-or3im]

Just finished a year-long internship in an outpatient treatment clinic (most patients came from inpatient) in VA. Several things I’ve learned: addiction does not discriminate- i had kids of wealthy parents next to kids or poor parents of all races as clients; it takes about 2 years for the brain to “get back to normal” so staying away from drugs for at least 2 years is a daily job; MAT treatments (like Suboxone) for opioid users decrease death of overdose by 50% (significant number); 12-step programs are key for addicts in recovery (that means for the rest of their lives). My heart goes out to all the parents featured in this film. It’s not your fault. ❤️

[@royharper2003]

It is scary that you had to do an internship to learn addiction does not discriminate. Where did you go to school? 12 step programs are a joke for people who don't believe in a higher power so, again, where did you go to school? AA is a cult of nut jobs for regular people that are just trying to stay clean. They might as well be Jehova's Witnesses.

[@OM-or3im]

@@royharper2003 well, i knew nothing about addiction prior to this internship so it was a major learning experience- this is what internship is for. As for your assertion regarding 12-step programs you are incorrect, as is demonstrated by both research and multiple “success stories” of people who have been sober for a very long time. Lastly, perhaps it’s time for you to think about what higher power might mean to different people? It’s does not have to be religious. Namaste 😉

[@Mark-pp7jy]

No one has to commit to the "rest of their lives"! Just get to a meeting today, and tomorrow will take care of itself! Mark 5/8/1994 ✌️

[@bgraunitz6175]

Great episode NOVA!!! Thank you for putting this out there & giving everyone the chance to see how hard the struggle truly is!!! The only way to get this information out to the public is to have more shows exactly like this, that humanize the addict & their addiction. The only difference between an addict & a non- addict is brain chemistry and social surroundings. LETS All start HELPING and UNDERSTANDING a bit more... While placing judgment & shame on the addict a BIT LESS!!! The problem doesn't simply go away because society wants to "look the other way". Let's ALL work on showing ALL people compassion ❤️ it's so simple, yet the very last thing that comes to mind when we think about any person who is a little bit different than us.....

[@den264]

I tend to agree with your assertion that people who become addicted have a certain brain chemistry and poor social surroundings. There is one other constant which I have noticed and it is to do with their looks. Almost all of them have unattractive faces and bodies. Especially the females. There are the odd Male addict who if he washed and shaved could pass as reasonably handsome. But not so with the females , almost everyone of them has a physical blemish. This reflects western societies predilection for attractive female roles when men seek a partner. Women conversely select financially successful men to marry.

[@kerrimuir1]

Well said ☺️

[@jujumulligan43]

So is this personality or societal??

[@bgraunitz6175]

@@den264 I'm not sure this is based in fact, probably opinion. But my question is, do u know what these "unattractive" people look like BEFORE their addiction took hold? Plus, isn't beauty in the eye of the beholder? Even though I don't agree with your opinion... I definitely want to validate your feelings. Lastly, a reminder that this may be how you feel... but please remember there are humans on the other side of this screen... and I can guarantee (because I'm in Recovery) that addicts have enough to deal with & overcome without a stranger telling us that we are ALL ugly and imperfect. Thank u for taking the time to read this long long post 🙏 ❤

[@bgraunitz6175]

@@jujumulligan43 my opinion... it's both. You know like, it takes a "perfect storm" to create an addict. Like, why is it that my sister and I grew up in identical ways but only I became an addict???

[@RedRoadRunner23]

Don’t ever think it can’t come into your life. You can be one injury .. one illness away. It’s time to treat people with respect and kindness. Give them a chance to be better. Do better.

[@TheTransgenderPastor]

Absolutely ❤ My plans for the future is to create treatment scholarships for individuals without insurance or income. I know that I can't help all, but I can help some.

[@notgunnadoit7461]

100% agree. I believe the worst opiate addicts have a very serious underlying mental health issue or they are very susceptible to the extreme addiction syndrome.

[@dmrenterprizes4101]

This is such an eye opening documentary. Completely changed my mind about drugs, addictions and addicts. I have empathy for addicts now. We should levy heavy fines and taxes on big pharma. They should be made to pay for the clean-ups.

[@sco1dazza505]

It just goes to show that you should never judge

[@chrissyduggan3347]

Excellent idea xx

[@BushyHairedStranger]

We need to educate our kids, teach them how to manage pain and trauma without looking outside the body for answers. Our bodies produces the strongest opiates naturally, endorphins! We also have speed in our bodies! Adrenaline! If we learn to use them we never have to use drugs to “get high”.

[@chrissyduggan3347]

Exactly, Teach everyone to cope, make good decision. Whilst under pressure, without running to Nanny shrinks, who prevent people from developing a emotional repertoire. This way with experience we can grow and mature. Then we can enjoy taking on responsibility such as family and really enjoy it... xx We could LEARN to x make good relationship decisions without drugs tehe we all know how that turns out tehe xxx

[@chrissyduggan3347]

@@sco1dazza505 NAh YOU should TOTALLy judge..Good judgement is the best survival skill.. xxxx🌐🌏🌎🌎

[@thomasthomasphilp4393]

I have tried a few times drugs. Then I realized I have actually depression. My life has totally changed when I started taking antidepressants and started doing exercise and meditation

[@beccas.7762]

As a struggling alcoholic, this still hits home, even though it's a different substance.

[@sarahalbers5555]

Same church, different pew!

[@denise8791]

I believe in you.

[@billj4525]

Yeah, alcohol at high doses is just as dangerous as hard drugs. I have a family member right now who is extremely addicted to alcohol. He only started drinking maybe 3 or 4 years ago in his 30s, he has a unique story actually, but I can't tell it all here. He's drinking 3 750ml bottles of fireball a day, and he's so unpredictable. He got violent and threatening with an older family member. Has been arrested twice for drunken violent situations, pretty mild but he's unpredictable like I said. He wakes up at .15 or more usually, and goes all the way up to .4 blood alcohol. He punches himself in the face at time when he's over .30 blood alcohol. He has tapered alone successfully, but he usually goes back pretty fast. His withdrawal is torture, and he's sick and miserable all the time from the abuse. He doesn't want to go to rehab at this point. I'm afraid he might die if he continues this, and so is the rest of this family. I go over his house and look after him as much as I can. I mean he has even laughed a little when I mentioned how bad it was, and said he likely won't die. Regardless, do you have any idea how to get him help? Or any suggestions? I mean it's absolutely ridiculous what he's doing to himself. He worked out all the time, was very healthy and very normal most of his life, until his divorce, and then meeting the wrong crowd of people and certain relationships and girl who affected his mental health very badly because she was nuts, abusive, and violent towards him. A downward spiral like you never saw with anyone. Good luck to you too, and I hope you're happy and okay too, sorry for the long post, but i'm very stressed about this. The only thing I didn't mention really is that he's very very rich to the point he won't ever have to work again, since he made so much in his 20s. Money doesn't mean a lot in his current situation, but I feel like I should mention his story a bit.

[@jades303]

Alcohol IS a drug.... It's a mind altering substance just as all the rest are....

[@notgunnadoit7461]

I feel bad but had to leave my ex wife due to her inability to control her addiction to alcohol. She would come home from work, sneak into our infants bedroom where she hid her bottle of vodka in his mattress and totally slam a pint in seconds before dinner. I knew it immediately when she came downstairs. I was so distraught but if she were just a little nice to me, I mean just a little respect I would have stuck with her and done my best to help. But she treated me like her enemy and I couldn't put up with it.

[@coupdsantana206]

The part about the babies born addicted, really struck my heart 😢 💔

[@jazzcookmusic5677]

Amazing that people are treating addiction so serious now. We could have used this attetion back in the 60's.

[@katherinea.williams3044]

How so? I’ve got a degree in the Science of Modern History and am quite familiar with the past century. Might I respectfully ask what you are referring to ‘in the 60’s’? Love & Light from Miami Shores🦚 Stay safe mate🌎🙏🏼 Peace & Prayers for Ukraine🇺🇦

[@jazzcookmusic5677]

@@katherinea.williams3044 In the 60's when it was mostly people of color getting addicted they were jailed. Now that the suburban residents have embraced the drugs the courts have recognized it as an impairing disease, not a recreational habit. What part of history did you study and completely miss all of the racism associated with drugs? The Tuskegee Experiment? Billie Holiday getting busted? Charlie Parker getting busted? Stan Getz and Red Rodney getting gentle slaps on the wrist?

[@rinlo1424]

@@katherinea.williams3044 how do you have a degree in "the science of modern history" and not know that addiction was problem in the 60's?

[@kerrymarris4260]

Yeah,, Maybe some of us could have benefited from early intervention.

[@klarity1111]

@@katherinea.williams3044 I remember a huge Meth addiction happening in the 60's and a gigantic Heroin epidemic happening about 1970. There were other drugs circulating, too. Lots of prescription Amphetamines and Barbiturates were passed around, and many got addicted. I was growing up and learning about this in school, magazines, and T.V. documentaries.

[@babyland5240]

what a beautiful yet raw documentary. Props to the production team... music, edit and peoples stories were spot on

[@DonnaGarner-qi7ej]

God was my only way out. I have a 23 year addiction. I have been clean for 20 years and my heart goes out to people that are still battling addiction

[@TheTransgenderPastor]

God gave me a divine intervention 3 years ago. Still clean and serene. Blessings to you 🙏🏿 ❤️

[@SuperLazyCat]

I'm now addicted to God and have to tell everyone about it constantly. I'll wake up in cold sweats just thinking about Jesus.

[@williamwilson6499]

Some people never grow up and constantly need a mommy and daddy. Even if they’re imaginary.

[@notgunnadoit7461]

I agree Thor helped me through the worst of it. Every time the hammer hit and the lightening struck I heard the thunder roar in every part of my being. Without the thunderous rumble of the lightening god I am not sure I could have escaped!!!!

[@himmelblau23]

God bless you, and thank you for sharing your experience. It takes courage to talk about God these days, but the truth must be spoken. Also, Jesus promised that all those who acknowledge him, he will acknowledge before his Father in heaven.

[@suzannemcclure7412]

Im a recovering alcoholic; will have 3yrs 5mos on the 22nd of this month. I found a wonderful counselor in my area along with my desire to be sober & its working...finally.

[@kaz1780]

Welldone ❤

[@anitajames6659]

Congratulations!!!🎉

[@jamiepan7650]

My daughter passed away a year and a half ago from drugs. It’s so horrible. I miss her more than anything.

[@louisejames1844]

I am sorry that you have lost your daughter Jamie. The blame and shame associated with drugs can make it so difficult. I send you love.

[@jaffa3910]

💚💚

[@yurenaasensio5703]

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@jamiepan7650]

Thank you everyone for your kindness. I wish that those drugs would disappear for good. Too many people are losing their lives. I understand that they did this themselves, but unfortunately that’s is what’s really happening. My daughter was a beautiful person with a serious problem.

[@Daughter4Zion27]

🙏🙏🙏

[@yolandaortiz8502]

Your explanation for why people do drugs is spot on!

[@sheldonhatch8255]

I'm in a therapy appointment right now but very eager to watch this. Thank you @NOVA PBS Official and @PBS Documentaries

[@maryannhope8276]

Blessings to you with your addiction. 🙏

[@fumanpoo4725]

Get better! Rock on !

[@barbarafogle3541]

That's a nice way to say I'm to strung out to wait on money or a dealer. You're better off on dope.

[@karliann1]

Congrats Ive been in therapy 9 years going on 10 years sober

[@RedRoadRunner23]

May all those lost in this fog of addiction find their way out and a hand of compassion to hold. It’s a hard road. Keep walking.

[@subscribek-hl9cj]

The best way to quit, is to never try, once you starting using drugs it's very difficult to quit, I'm a drug addicted and if i don't take drug my whole body feels pain and can't even sleep😭 I'm trying to quit slowly, so please do remember in your prayer guys🙏

[@Sophiawoldu]

May the devine intervention of the Almighty God be upon you. May God give you a strong will to resist the temptation! Be strong my dear. Blessings

[@sunnyadams5842]

It is trapped Trauma. Resolve your CPTSD and pain goes away. I did it.

[@monicaalva2423]

These stories are so heartbreaking! The ladies and gentlemen in the show were very brave to share their stories. It was really nice to hear they are doing so much better, were able to gain their lives back and have plans for the future. It's so sad to see this happening in our country. I really hope our medical system can change to offer better help and more resources to every person struggling with drug addiction.

[@kumarsharma5084]

Yes it feels good . Nice you too

[@TombRaider666]

Glad to see a documentary actually focusing on the neurological science of addiction

[@royjones8312]

Her saying that the pain felt like her bones were being ripped from her body is exactly, exactly the same way I had tried to explain it to people in my life when I was getting sober. Suboxone has saved my life and allowed me to be sober going on five years and, unlike methadone, for me, it has allowed me to maintain an active lifestyle.

[@Unexplainableone213]

Methadone eventually turns against you and your body I would say within 6-8 months. I started throwing up all the time from anxiety in the morning on the days I had to go fill cause I was getting 2 weeks take home. Anyway I increased and it got worse. I’m switching to the boxes next week and I can’t fkn wait because I’ve done this many times can’t I know you only need boxes for a few months cause I’m definitely not getting addicted to those either I’m so done with all of it but the boxes are definitely the best option to get off this pink stuff sooner. Thank gosh I found Vitadone to help with the ridiculous sweating and low level energy bs. It’s honestly crazy I’m alive. I fell rock climbing and broke my pelvis and ribs and all kinds of issues and it’s been a long time since my head was clear. You know where Methadone came from? The Germans WWII It kills me that these parents give their kids adderall and Ritalin at such a young age. It completely warps your mind..stay strong-we all need help till we leave this pain

[@nataliesutherland7222]

Hope you are well. I’ve been through alcohol withdrawal and it was hell. I would close my eyes and see crazy things, things I’ve never seen, horrible diabolical images. I felt every particle in my body scream. You are not alone.

[@PneumaNoose]

Exactly. The way i have always described it is it feels like my bones are eating through my muscles, tendons, and nerves. It’s especially vicious in my cervical spine area. As if each nerve is being sliced with an acid tipped scalpel.

[@RedRoadRunner23]

Feels like you’ve been put in a dryer full of rocks.

[@JohnBock-nq9lr]

Like you have an exoskeleton trying to push its way out of your body and skin

[@VCT3333]

cravings are the root of it. once the craving gets hold, the rational part of the brain has no chance. 9 years sober today and this NOVA broadcast pops up in my feed!! Talk about signs and omens, huh? it's still a daily struggle and a daily recovery. I am giving all my good vibes to all struggling with addiction and in recovery. may you stay strong and sober, my brothers and sisters. also focusing on illegal stuff takes away from the addiction to legal stuff, alcohol. and that's as deadly as the others discussed here. and what works for alcohol is being used for everything, and that's the root of the recovery industry's failure at helping people with addiction to other substances.

[@jeffdavis5723]

*Yeah 36 yrs now myself.*

[@markusbrown8074]

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[@markusbrown8074]

Nop

[@tp1201]

WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!!!

[@WhiteBirdMustFly1]

I asked of the relation to alcohol related to dopamine?

[@norabranchetti1610]

Thank you NOVA for a real and painful documentary.

[@Large_Marge_Sent_Me_]

I have addiction in my family. Knowing this helped me make decisions pre and post operations. One of my docs wanted me on a certain dosage of a pain meds, narcotic or opioid. I said give me the smallest dosage, I have addiction in my family and I want an alternative, Tylenol Advil ibuprofen. He completely understood and promoted me not taking it after 48 hours

[@alwhyte6533]

I had open heart surgery last year and went against doctors advice, and used THC instead of opiates. I would have been a hopeless addict if I'd taken what was prescribed to me.

[@Holmesymom]

After what opioid addiction did to my family, I told my doctors that even if they gave me a Cesarean, I would never and will never take opioids again. I never abused them but they DESTROYED my life through loved ones’ addiction.

[@JoanBoyle-b8l]

So happy for you my friend. It’s very hard , that’s why keeping it in a day makes sense . Yesterday is gone and tomorrow might not come ,but you can get through this day . Stay strong . You are amazing 🌹🙏🌹

[@Jin420]

Bravo 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 One of *THE MOST* thorough documentary on addiction... touching up on the actual scientific aspect of it; which is very important. For a short film --- this was *FANTASTIC* 💯👏🏻👏🏻

[@عالمالوحوشوالقوةوالافتراس]

Hi how are you

[@stephanieanderson4315]

Today I have 2 years clean off fentanyl, heroin and meth after using for over 25 years. Addiction robbed me from all joys but now my life is full again. I am close to getting my license back, am working and going to school to be a licensed drug and alcohol counselor. It's a long and tough fight but totally worth it.

[@timetraveler6949]

Which was the worst? Meth have used I think it’s evil

[@RogerStevens-hs4ju]

I suffered the borderline disorder for over 23 years. With so much anxietyNot until I came across psilocybin mushrooms treatmentPsilocybin treatment actually saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms

[@AsaTillby]

Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episodeenough to start working on my mental health

[@mariaclara4480]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Spain. Really need

[@AlannaPhillips-fn3fd]

Dr.raymycology is your guy. Best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know

[@WilliamMark-yv6kl]

they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus

[@CanamyLots]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@Wingerd91]

Seeing the child in the supermarket pulling her overdosed mother really broke my heart. My doctor prescribed me fentanyl after a heavy knee surgery where oxycodon didn't work. At first refused to take it, but the pain got so bad i had no choice. I knew about fentanyl, but accepted the risk to cover the pain... Took this stuff daily for over a month. This really is a hell of a drug. I also have insomnia, and got rohypnol prescribed for that. The cocktail of fentanyl and rohypnol is a fatal one, so i still don't understand how they could ever prescribe me this fentanyl. Luckily, i was strong enough by myself to stop taking fentanyl. I did it cold turkey. Afterwards, a specialist told me this is very rare to do on your own. Today i am still in pain, but i kind of accept it as you may understand.. Seriously, i will never never never touch this again, this stuff is like the devil. I pray for those people who are still in the fight

[@senselessDesires666]

THAT CLIP BROKE MY HUMANITY...i know this is hell ...not earth..💯☝🎯💩🤔

[@jadedmonk7001]

@Wingerd91 Been there, done it, too. Fentynal followed up with Soma, then Norco...after 8 mos use. All in a row. All cold turkey. 15 days of hell (avg of 5 days per drug) because I couldn't sleep more than 10 or 15 mins at a time. Never again. I've literally avoided necessary hip and shoulder replacement surgeries because I'm scared of being prescribed an opioid like fentanyl or morphine post-op.

[@ritadonnelly8820]

best of luck to you ❤

[@saurabhmane]

Absolutely Brilliant Documentary

[@adareneeisbell4979]

This is wonderful that pbs is spreading the word of how bad addiction is. I've been battling opioid addiction for 20 yrs. I'm sober now on soboxone. Please spread the truth I'm so happy to see this. Prayers for all who go thru this. 🙏🙏🙏

[@MrBakedDaily]

Being on suboxone is not being sober,run out of it see what happens....

[@janicewood1734]

@@MrBakedDaily it’s still a better alternative than Heroin or oxy’s or other opiates. You rebuild your life which with street drugs or pills you do not. Hustling for the days fix becomes the only motivation. Weighing options obviously today has more possibilities for productive lives. One mans answer is not for everyone. The judgement isn’t needed in today’s world. I got free using 12 steps and stayed clean guiding myself and no meetings. I feared opening up participating with a sponsor. I ended up putting my family together and loving them the motivation and it worked for me. I wouldn’t use for any reason fearing it’d all fall apart. My Kids are grown and all 3 doing great now there’s Grandkids. My way was rough but it worked/ works and I’m so proud of my family. My kids are all on track thinking about their futures. Life is great. Whatever works for you.

[@amandaohrstrom797]

@@MrBakedDaily exactly 💯

[@paulinegalloway663]

Suboxone dependence is much different than heroin addiction. Ones behavior defines addiction not the chemical dependence.

[@Desaree1]

@@MrBakedDaily YOU WONT RUN OUT IF YOU USE IT PROPERLY. It allows you to live life. You shouldn't try to ruin someone posting about her accomplishments due to her finding treatment.

[@sushantharpal5854]

Dysfunctional family, unloving and cold parent, emotionally and physically neglected childhood, destructive narcissistic parents, childhood emotional neglect, all of these causes a deep emotional hunger. We try to fill these void with something else. That's where addiction come in.

[@scottdelong1]

Yes! I have noticed a strong correlation between cold, abusive, and/or unloving parents and opioid addiction. I grew up never knowing that feeling of warmth and safety that most kids have. Opioids alleviated that feeling of emptiness.

[@aandino1239]

Sometimes a child is set up to fail from the time he is conceived. My heart cries for those little ones. Addicts reading this, please for sake of children please prevent getting pregnant or having any when living under these circumstances.

[@janpulliambracey1732]

I pray for addicts everyday. My son died at 50 due to alcohol addiction. ❤ to all.

[@poespeedz9710]

Addiction takes many forms. Its my hope that when people find someone who is struggling they extend a helping hand and open their hearts. Loneliness fuels addiction. Love compassion and a willingness to heal together is the only way towards recovery. God bless everyone who is struggling with this. One day at a time.

[@bekblanch]

As someone who has experienced the stigma that comes with addiction, it's frustrating to see the continued lack of compassion for those who struggle with it. Addicts are often treated as if they are less than human, when in reality they are just hurting people who want to numb themselves. No addict ever said, "hey I want to be an addict" or "I love being an addict". They hate it. They punish themselves enough. It's time for society to start recognizing addiction as the disease it is and start treating those who struggle with it with the compassion and understanding they deserve. The comment section of this youtube video is just a prime example of the continued stigmatization of addiction. We need to start having real conversations about addiction and work towards solutions that can help those who are struggling, not place blame on them.

[@annconforti9294]

Even 8f the opiods are prescribed legally, Dr treat those with OUD like garbage!

[@ZFern9390]

My son is an addict and I have gone to great lengths to help and live him and I'm sure he thinks we all treat him less than human because we won't give into his addiction. We can't make this stop or go away, only the addict can.

[@viviannguyen2308]

That's a selfish thought. You can't change when you're still blaming on others. You treat us like garbage too, don't you think?

[@janetappmeyer7483]

She isn't blaming her problems on others. She apparently has successfully recovered from her addiction, and the best part is that she is helping others with their addiction. People who are addicts are in fact, treated very poorly by others and are viewed as less than human. It is you that is treating people poorly. I hope you find help to overcome your issues.

[@martintrajkovski1601]

bekblanch you are 100% at right but the society still cant understand the situation of the addict people

[@suzannemcclure7412]

This presentation got me to seriously rethink my feelings about the programs where addicted persons can go to be medically supervised while injecting an opioid. I now see the benefits of these centers. People valuing/helping others to find hope & initiative in their lives.

[@Emma82813]

love this

[@peanutbutterisfu]

People want to talk crap about addicts saying it’s a choice and just stop because they have not one clue what it’s like I mean if it was that easy no one would ever loose everything they have for drugs but that’s what happens. So many opioid users were normal people with careers and families then get injured and become addicted. What needs to happen is free rehab and financial assistance to get back on their feet and if u think about it if we help people overcome addiction they don’t die, they get jobs and pay taxes so they will pay back and the more people that survive addiction the more people there are to help addicts. If 100,000 people are saved from addiction each year that’s 100,000 people to help others it’s literally in everyone’s best interest to help addicts plus the less addicts the less crime.

[@DanielMedina-xb7pf]

I think it’s b.s. They are enabling these people to stay in addiction. It’s is embarrassing, really. If my family had ever enabled me to use heroin I wouldn’t think they loved me. This is what is wrong with America. Everyone is so sensitive. Look at Isreal and Ukraine. They have wars and thousands dead but they aren’t enabling addiction. In America there are no wars and no one is trying to kill you for your land or race. But someone with depression uses that as an excuse to do heroin. It is simply a matter of privileged people wanting to throw away their lives. I’ve been fighting heroin addiction for ten years. I know that I’ll use any excuse to use heroin if someone gives me a chance. Unless I get serious about quitting and own up to my actions then I’ll stay in the drug.

[@Green_Roc]

I wondered why I struggled to get pain relief from dental pain. Docs were refusing to help me, because of the abuse of other people. I was unable to sleep because I was in so much pain, yet I was denied again and again to get pain relief for my dental pain. I didnt get addicted to oxycodone, I didnt like the oxy nausea, but, I needed something to help me sleep. My pain wasnt from withdraw, for I had no pain meds to begin with. I was denied real help for my real physical pain, because the doctors were afraid I would get addicted. I never got addicted to oxy. I got a prescription, I cut the pills in half, I never used 'all' the meds either. I needed oxy on rare occasions when the pain of my physical ills were too much to let me sleep. Everyone's brains are different, so is mine.

[@CraftyCuriosity]

Agreed… I would only ask for 4 at least .. I don’t need 30 pills but give me something damn

[@lindaholmesleepermcgee7814]

I'm 60 years old and am riddled with pain all over due to severe arthritis, fibromyalgia, severe migraines, neuropathy from diabetes and extreme nerve pain. I've had 3 back surgeries and the last one is because I had broken it after I'd fallen also breaking my tib/fib!! 2 years prior I had also broken my ankle in 3 places!! I just can't catch a break in seems. I've had no issues with pain meds in my records ever so you'd think I could get some pain meds right. Nope... The only thing I get are baclefen and gabapentin. Insane!!

[@wolvesetc]

Congratulations. Give yourself a pay on the back. This documentary is about people who have experienced the horrors of addiction and it’s not lack of strength or anything like that. It can take down even the strongest person. It’s a mix of circumstances.

[@daniburke9452]

Well to the doctors it probably looks like drug seeking behavior this coming from an ex addict

[@rad_y6315]

Your comment looks strange right here. I believe you were in pain, but there's a big choice of soft/ legal medications & herbs that can relieve toothache, you don't need a prescription. What's best is dental treatment. Go visit your dentist, there will not be any pain.

[@DavidLopez-dw4ru]

Yesterday just celebrated my 2 year of sobriety off fyentenol and depression meds..was on pain meds and depression meds for 12 years..went into rehab 2 years ago did 90 day live in..graduated program and never look back..with God by my side and my family,I did it!!!!..for any one in the life you can do it..but have to do it for u no one else..and best advice I can give..stay strong,put God first and close off every one and anything that took u down that dark tunnel...your light is waiting for u...

[@kerrymarris4260]

R.i.p. Michelle Marris. My little sister lost her own battle with heroin back in 2008.. and I've had my own battle with addiction All of my life.. Kacy you don't even have to take the 11 other meds, if you check into plant based healing. Like moreanga leaf, tumeric and ginsing. There's 100s of healing plants that big pharma, don't want any one to know about.

[@richierugs6544]

kratom being one of them?

[@davinastanton3865]

Kerry Mams I am so, so sorry for your loss of your precious sister darling. Rest in Eternal Peace Michelle. 😔🕊 Gentle hugs and love sweetheart. My daughter is on Methadone and she has not touched Heroin in 4 years. We live in Scotland and it has a very high rate of people dying from overdoses. Take care sweetie and stay safe. X 🕊🌹❤

[@kerrymarris4260]

@@davinastanton3865 thanks 🙏

[@kerrymarris4260]

@@richierugs6544 exactly, I have a older brother with degenerative back pain, and he says kratom is better than pot for the pain.

[@kerrymarris4260]

Nobody should be on 11 prescriptions. Unless they are prescribed by a shamen and are very short term. And always natural.

[@73gmiller]

My days as a heroin junky seem like a dream today. I did things I wouldn’t even consider now on my worst day sober. Once I was dope sick, had no money and no way to score. I went to Rent a Center, a chain in the south to help people without credit furnish their house. You pay weekly at ridiculously high interest. It’s really a license to steal from americas broke. Anyway I went to the store and loaded up. Tv, entertainment system that doubled as a realistic fireplace, full bedroom suite , I got it all and had them deliver. I took photos at the store before it was at my house to sell it online for cheap. I sold the couch to 5 different people, had them give me a deposit and told them to bring a truck tomorrow. This is not something I’m proud of, the opposite actually. I’m disgusted at myself for duping strangers like that. The next day one of the ladies that bought the couch and other items and paid cash so I wouldn’t sell to anyone else saw me on the road. This was after she had seen 3 other people fighting over the stuff she had also purchased. She got behind me and we started racing in a downtown area with her trying to shoot me. Had she hit me she would have done the world a great service. I was lower than a animal. I’m sorry for putting animals down. My point is, I would do anything to avoid the pain of running out. I was powerless and my life was completely unmanageable. When I had nothing, no one and suicide looked like the best plan God filled me with his love. I had to have no other options to become willing to believe. No one is to late to save.

[@davinastanton3865]

Greg Miller, you are not alone with what you have done. There are thousands of drug addicted people who have done this too. Love the Addict. Hate the Addiction. That was in the past, yes I know you are finding it hard to forgive yourself,but there's nothing you can do about it now. 😔 Try to let it go. You have every right to be here. My daughter is a recovering Addict, she is on Methadone. 4 years clean now. I have saw things no Mam should ever see. But I love her so much ❤ And I forgive her for everything she has done. I was so afraid to get that phone call to tell me she was gone. 😔 She overdosed so many times. So please try to forgive yourself and live your life as it she be. Love from Scotland. ❤🌹🕊

[@amg8497]

What an excellent story 🙏🏻

[@billgatesleavingyamomshous8177]

Amen brother

[@michele21auntiem]

Amen!

[@PatriciaGodboutArt]

Love your story and the fact you survived!

[@peterrudy9207]

Thank GOD , I have been sober since May 2000 !

[@S.H.A.D.O.999]

As usual, NOVA delivers an excellent documentary.

[@schneir5]

It's been over four years for me since I last shot up. I'm ashamed to admit that I've been really thinking about going back to the needle lately, back to shooting fentanyl. I've just felt so hopeless sometimes since last summer. Long story short, I had a girlfriend who wasn't a fellow junkie for the first time, and her grandma died, then my dad died, then she ran off with this other guy and I got fired from my job. All of that bad stuff happened in about a month. It feels like it's just inevitable sometimes. It feels like I've already relapsed and just got high for a while and overdose and die, like it's already set in stone, and I'll just be playing my part or something. I just hate that feeling I have almost every morning when I wake up in utter panic. That was the part I hated the most when I was using, but now I have it again, even though I'm still clean. I'm such a mess emotionally. I break down crying uncontrollably almost every single day, even still. I'm so sad about my dad's passing and so angry about my ex girlfriend leaving me for this other guy and cheating on me the whole time. I don't know which is worse with her, that I don't want to move on or that I don't think I can find someone new. On the bright side, I have gotten in the best shape of my life. I almost have a six pack, but unfortunately that's just not in the cards for me. I'm more than proud of my abs, but I just don't have those symmetrical, six visible muscles. I think working out really helped me from relapsing so far.

[@taffykins2745]

Hey friend, maybe you should try and get some counseling (talk therapy) to help you with your feelings of loss and anger. That's a lot to have to deal with in a very short time. My condolences. Congrats on staying clean and on getting in such great shape! That's hard to do and you came out the winner! Hang in there and consider seeing a counselor. With the right one, it could really help. 😊

[@thecook8964]

Dude stay strong. You will find someone new ( obviously you don't want the cheater to destroy you, as she's not worth it . She. Cheated on you & she will cheat on the new boyfriend lol) & there is always another job. It will get better, unless you give in to the old ways. Your Father would not want you to fall apart- stay clean for him & your life. A suicide (going back on drugs is virtually suicide) hot line may be be able to give you advice on where to get help. You control your destiny, choose a good life & realize it will take time & work.

[@kateskeys]

You’re doing great today. Your working through it. It’s painful, traumatic and it sucks. Sometime I think if my life gets bad enough- that gives justification to over eat, drink, smoke. Everything suck anyway why not. Right? WRONG. Don’t burn your gift of sobriety- you deserve the best!

[@ErrorlVlacro]

Go get some treatment. Some way. A therapist. Something.

[@ZFern9390]

​@@thecook8964maybe she loved him and kept trying to hold out hope for him to get clean and she needed some support herself.the whole " once a cheater" is so cliche. Addicts are loveable but so damn impossible.

[@letypineda5839]

"Every 25 minutes a baby is born dependent on opioids".... One of the most terrible things I have heard recently

[@lesflynn4455]

When my daughter was born there was an opioid dependant newborn in the same room with her. Teenage parents who were kinda sketchy, leaving needless in the sharps container of the hospital room, they were obviously using. This was Australia in year 2000 so there was no Fentanyl. The mother was on daily methadone and using heroin on top of it. That poor child suffered big time. For weeks. I'm just glad the baby received the professional care it needed. Withdrawal from opiates is no joke. Withdrawal from methadone is terrible thing. People don't sleep for weeks.

[@littlegirl0092]

No one talks about getting past the hurt and anger. All treatment should be focused around getting past abuse, neglect, and other horrible things that happen to people. "People don't become addicted because they are happy".

[@kathrynjarlov5166]

what a fantastic documentary. treating the cravings is so important, it allows you to think about something else.

[@jintoo7489]

Wow.....excellent documentary......finally hitting the nail on the head re addiction recovery!

[@laraoneal7284]

UNDEALT WITH Childhood trauma is always at CORE of our issues. Dr Gabor Mate’ explains this brilliantly. The brain’s chemistry is changed by the abuse & neglect.

[@rinlo1424]

Often but not always. I had attentive, loving parents and a wonderful childhood and still became an addict/alcoholic. I've been in recovery for 10.5 years now and can tell you that there are many of us who didn't suffer childhood trauma. Pointing to a single cause of addiction disregards the insidious way addiction can affect the people you'd least suspect.

[@daniburke9452]

Yes jt usually starts from childhood truma

[@brodyllc]

Always?

[@marleeamato4944]

A lot of times, but not always. Sometimes its an injury and a patient is prescribed a pill and gets addicted. My sister had a great childhood, but got addicted due to Rx for Fibromyalgia. She already had an addicting tendency and all it took was an Rx of Oxy. Now a severe addict of street drugs.

[@loveydovey4u]

@@rinlo1424 Its the trauma before the age 5 that is most devastating to a child. I remember Ted Kaczynski's mom talking about how Teddy was quarantined as an infant. After he was released his personality changed.He was very despondent and apathetic

[@On-foe-nem]

reading these comments makes me smile because I was also addicted after a football knee injury. I was out all times of the night leaving my family at home to chase this addiction. My wife left me temporarily and I was at my lowest. I’ve lost my father in law and 4 friends to this. I started taken Kratom and was able to get off it. I’ve been clean for over 7 years. We’re all in this together!!!!!! You can do it! ❤

[@sharonlyons5141]

Heart breaking! My 87 y old mom told me about this program! She trying to break a decades long opioid addiction. My brother died of sudden cardiac arrest + from cocaine 10 y ago. My mom would get shakes when she skipped her percs all prescribed by her doctors. I told her I think you have opioid use disorder as nicely as I could. I’ve been the receiving end of tantrums, insults and cancelled plans because she was too sick as long as I can remember . Now she’s homeless and lives with me, because she gave her home to my alcoholic sister. I tell my sister a sober person would have said no to an elderly addicted person. The abuse and vulnerability of those with the disease is atrocious. This disease of addiction does deserve compassion, but I pray the healing can come when the sick desire to get well. Thank you for compassion and value for those with disease.beautiful documentary.

[@tt12012]

Sharon your story really touched me. Prayers for you and for your mom and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss, bless you for doing what you are for you mom. ❤️

[@sharonlyons5141]

@@tt12012 Thankyou for the prayer! Make it praise the Lord because my mom now off off all RX percs and has no pain! She has her own apartment and is just thriving there in an independent living community. Yes, It can be cured

[@elizabethpolkowski399]

I'ma pray for you mama,it has to be so bad for y'all. I'm 62 and been sober off opiates for 4 years now I get the subucade shot one time a month,I'm lost for words ,I do know that we become seniors were supposed to be living our golden years. I will continue to pray 🙏🙏🙏