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[@soph_gaj1195]

it makes me cry every time Mary cries

[@kimmicook1]

Me too!

[@MsRespect247]

SophiaStyle me too!! which goes to show even the strongest chronic health fighters have their breakdowns. but she always finds a way to get cheered up and continue to inspire us!!

[@soph_gaj1195]

MsRespect247 you took the words right out of my mouth

[@rosegoldwings-4300]

I agree with you ladies!

[@zoeyrose8122]

SophiaStyle same

[@PrincessMax360]

We just need to have a good cry every once in awhile. It's not healthy to keep things bottled up inside. You're so strong Mary. Peter is a wonderful husband. Peter and you are lucky to have each other.

[@jessr4858]

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[@MsRespect247]

PrincessMax360 crying is really healthy for the stress relief. I don't do it much but when I get to the point my mom is always telling to just let it out and I feel so much more relieved

[@laney2824]

MsRespect247 i s it bad to be stressed for over a year now ?

[@strawberrykisses4113]

PrincessMax360 I have tried to tell my ex's that but they were raised to keep emotions in. I am happy though that someone understands that it's healthy to cry, just let it all out!!!

[@faeriehearthwitch6185]

Mary~I sometimes think you don't realize how tremendously strong you are, because you are battling this on a day to day basis. But you are and a great inspiration to others. You don't have to do something grand to reach a goal. Sometimes goals are in the smallest of things...stepping stones that then lead us past milestones and we are so busy just doing our thing that we don't realize how far we have come. You may not realize it, but in our eyes, you have run marathons!

[@iceman22st]

Sometimes you need to cry, and sometimes you need to be mad and yell at the moon. Despite how you may be feeling hour by hour, you're upbeat for the most part. Seeing your frustration and a so called "weaker" moment when you broke down showed us just how strong and determined you really are. To share these moments with us is a massive strength you have.

[@katherineadinolfe1617]

iceman22st Her moment of tears let's us know that, as Mary said, sometimes you just have to cry!

[@sydneyspeaking208]

Your beautiful way of sharing your life lends so much strength to so many. Thank you for inspiring us, not just with the way you cope with illness, but with how you love your life. ❤️

[@charliesimmons2312]

Sometimes we all need to cry and you're right, that's ok! Tears just make joy even better!

[@Dunn.a1]

Hi Mary! I'm just binge watching today. 😂 Those lights are often like that in Children's hospitals when a child who wears a Hug Tag crosses a certain point on the floor. A Hugs Tag is a small bracelet type monitor that allows the nurses to be notified when children cross a certain point on the floor. At my hospital if a child with one goes onto the elevators the alarm will go off.

[@hairtiecoocoo]

hugs to you, sweet young lady.

[@zorgzorg1996]

CF touches my personal life as well it runs in my family and several family members are inflicted with it! You are such an inspiration and such a positive role model in general! I love you guys and so thankful I found your channels and a FB account as well! Thank you for sharing your life with us!

[@maddimo121]

I love the Frey life it always inspires me

[@thefreylife]

:)

[@moriganna67ify]

maddi mo same! I love you all. Each and everyone!

[@ESOLJank]

Ollie is such a good dog. He looked so cute when Peter put the towel over his head. He makes me smile with his funny little ways.

[@jackiehoward7300]

I think the sea life scene on the wall is awesome. Take care, Mary and Peter.

[@positivenotenetwork]

Oliver is the sweetest dog! Wish we could give him a big hug!!

[@StephyLynn]

You have every right to get emotional at times. It's hard dealing with a chronic illness. I suffer from Endometriosis, depression, and anxiety. At times I just break down.

[@LisaMichele]

Mary we love you! And I can totally empathize with that feeling of setting goals and having setbacks right away that are out of your control. It's the feeling of disappointment in yourself over something you can't control. I get that. Your attitude and strength are SO INSPIRING to me and so many other people. Keep going. You are not alone in your struggles & again, we love you. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.

[@thefreylife]

You said it perfectly...I feel disappointment in myself for something out of my control. Thank you for cheering us on!

[@bobbybaldeagle702]

You kids are so blessed and you deserve it, you are chosen children of the Most High KING... It's such a blessing seeing a young couple walking and living in the divine will of GOD, your lives show it... What a testimony your lives are to others... PRAISE JESUS!!!

[@MoringLife]

So I was just taking my nightly pills while watching this, and I swallowed wrong and my water went down the wrong tube and I couldn't breathe and as I was coughing the water out trying to catch my breath, it clicked that this is probably what you feel like all day every day. You are so strong and such an inspiration. Our chronic illnesses may be different, but you still motivate me to find the joy in every day and just try my best, no matter what that looks like for that day. Thank you guys for sharing your lives with us.

[@2listening1]

Hang in there Mary! Love you guys!

[@thefreylife]

Thanks so much!

[@JKCJFM]

You are a warrior Mary. You fight so hard but sometimes we all need a good cry. I am inspired by you and I look so forward to see your vlogs every day.

[@AliceCullen151]

Mary when you cry, I want to cry to. You both are heroes! God bless you, praying for you :)

[@jamesbeasley141]

Mary, I am so glad you do this vlog. As a nursing student, listening to you has helped me and I can't say how privileged you make me feel when you show your emotions and thought processes. Having this knowledge has helped me see my patients as people first, who happen to be sick, and minister to them and their family. God bless you and Peter.

[@shortysax]

Mary, when I think about how much you have to endure every day just to *breathe* (which is something that most of us take for granted!) it is emotionally overwhelming...so I can only imagine the emotions that you feel while you're living it!!! Thank you for sharing with us, and for being so vulnerable. You're right - sometimes you just need to throw yourself a little pity party and then you move on! I know it might not mean much coming from us, but you are doing an AMAZING job with your exercise and yoga routines!

[@nidazahraghazali918]

Mary you are a very strong person. You are amazing. Praying for you.

[@intothemystic2930]

Mary, you fight CF like a pack of wild wolves defending their babies. You fight like I have never seen anyone fight before. You run, and if you cant run, you walk, if you cant walk, you limp, and if you cant limp, you crawl, but you never put up the white flag, no matter how hard it gets. God bless you .

[@joannpendergraft2852]

sometimes a good cry just makes you feel better Mary. We pray for you always. Ollie is such a trooper

[@fromcraft2cure]

Mary, it is totally understandable to shed a few tears some times. It's ok to grieve what we don't have or have lost. Lamenting is a form of worship. And after the tears....you sought Joy by doing a few headstands. Good for you, girl! Thank you for sharing your life with us. (That bouquet was super sweet too!)

[@julieharris1830]

Mary you amaze me how you cope with hospitalisation, I realise you don't have a choice, but seeing you upset I just want to hug you, hope you're out of there soon! I don't know if you remember when I got in touch a few weeks ago, I told you we were waiting for the results of CF for my grandson! We are pretty sure it isn't CF, but his appointment isn't until the new year now!!! Have a wonderful Christmas and a happy new year, I will keep watching all of your videos to see how you're getting on, best wishes Julie X

[@thefreylife]

Hi Julie, Please do keep us update in January when you all have more info!

[@marsharotramel6348]

Virtual hugs coming your way Mary and Peter and Ollie!

[@angiec6512]

What an inspiration the both of you are! prayers for you both

[@XK_tyX]

Mary, you are the exact opposite of defeat. You are strength.

[@thefreylife]

Thank you. seriosuly

[@amandahackney82]

Sweet Mary, it breaks my heart to see you cry. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you so much for sharing your journey and shining your light so bright, much love

[@zelandonia]

I love that you could be vulnerable with your viewers. It makes you seem more human and relatable. Thanks for being strong enough to show a weak moment. I would have lots of those moments in your shoes. You are amazing!

[@beverlysyferd1293]

I agree with everyone. You both & Ollie are such an inspiration to us. sending prayers for strength.

[@soph_gaj1195]

We love you Mary and Peter

[@ccyn042]

You two are an inspiration. I am so grateful for your videos. Mary, you're an incredible role model, and Peter, your love for Mary gives me hope. Thank you for sharing your successes and your challenges with us.

[@rachelfine2181]

Mary, I'm so inspired by how you stay so positive about everything. I wish I could have just a little bit of your strength. Sending love!

[@allyncollins359]

You're allowed to cry, Mary. I cry too when I'm frustrated and upset. I'm so glad Peter and Oliver are there with you! (and so are all of us!)

[@kathysoder5868]

Oh Mary, I just want to give you a hug. You are such a strong woman. Keep up the good work.

[@littlemarie5232]

I have figured out one of the other things I love about you two... you are both so intelligent. Your ability to turn a wonderful phrase is something that just struck me in this video. Would love to sit down to dinner with you both, but will settle for the vlog.

[@jennytraviss3805]

awe Mary its so hard to see you sad. you are slways so joyful. But we all need a good cry. You are such a conqueror. .. You are so inspiring. Love you guys so much... lots of warm hugs from South Africa ♥♥♥

[@Anghampt]

Aw that was so sweet of that company to send flowers. Very pretty. You guys are so awesome

[@chelbyxokay]

I opened this video as I'm laying in bed unable to sleep post back surgery today... and seeing Mary break down hit me so hard. I know her condition is life altering, and within a year my back will be recovered, but I feel that pain you showed... I've been dealing with this back issue for 2 years. multiple surgeries and procedures... and it makes me feel so defeated sometimes. thank you for your constant positivity and your perseverance. it inspires me to keep doing my best, just as you are.

[@maryd4989]

Thumbs up for Mary! you are the most inspiring person I have ever seen (aside my mom that is fighting cancer) you are doing great!!!! thank you for making my day better when I think I cant go on.

[@song5361]

Mary, you're one of the strongest people I know. It's good to cry every now and then, and you're always inspiring. Have a good night! Lots of love as always!

[@ronjakh]

It's hard to set goals, make plans or sometimes even thinking too far ahead in time when you suffer from a chronic and debilitating illness. Frustration and the odd bit of grief is part of life sometimes and we just have to move through it the best we can ☺️ I completely felt your pain when you needed a bit of a cry. I've felt that too! We're with you, Mary!

[@magnifiqueflower]

You make me cry...you're so courageous...Be strong! love xxx

[@nancibranson1070]

Love you guys so much. Thank you for being so candid and real even through the crud. I just gotta say that even though CF sucks, i'm so glad it brought me to the Frey Life. Loving you and lifting you to our dear Lord for His powerful healing touch.

[@peaches4511]

Mary and Peter, I think you guys are so brave. Mary you and such an amazing person, you are so beautiful and make me so happy and inspired. Peter, I think it is so nice of you to stay with Mary through all of this. Also, Ollie is so cute and well trained. You guys are so incredible 💙✌

[@CelestaII]

I don't know why it is but every time Mary says "my bad" it makes me laugh... I'm so glad you're not feeling terrible with the IVs and I hope it remains that way! God bless!!

[@mkcelleri]

Oh Mary... you're so inspiring! Thank you for your everyday vlog!

[@triplejandcrafts2753]

Mary I cried with you. I have been watching y'all for almost a year. I have some autoimmune problems and struggle some days more than others. I understand in the feelings of failure but I have also learned to celebrate each thing I can do, get done. Please know that you are loved by more people than you realize. You are achieving you mission on this earth. You are inspiring others, encouraging other, and bringing joy to many people thru your efforts with vloging. I look forward to watching your family each day. Ollie is so cute. I have 2 furry family members too.

[@cadienicole6826]

Please don't cry beautiful lady. You are the absolute strongest and bravest person I have ever "known".

[@cadienicole6826]

However I did cry today because sometimes you just have to!

[@jaclyndanyluk6342]

U

[@aliceaupair9932]

Love how positive you both are all the time. Makes my day 10x better

[@rachelnova6686]

Some of us know that feeling of defeat all to well. Your rich in so many ways. Give hugs to Ollie and Peter you are truly a man of God. God bless your loving little family!

[@baileythompson1242]

Today is my birthday and its full of so many emotions as I was told many times I would not make it to the end of this year. Every day really is a gift. I found you guys a long while ago and was so happy to watch your vlogs. Along with many, many, many others, it is so nice to see your videos and feel a connection and normalcy and inspired to keep pushing through all of the tough times with your videos. Even though it can be so hard feeling like giving up and a never ending battle there is always hope. So thank you for spreading joy, hope, and encouragement

[@itsamerrylife9128]

You guys are so close to 100,000 subscribers. I am so excited for you!

[@LindaJohnson-jy9hv]

Oh Mary my heart breaks for you. Going into the hospital is NOT a failure, it's a helping hand, the hospital staff is there to do whatever is humanly possible to make you feel better. You are one of the strongest women I have EVER had the pleasure to meet....sort of. God bless you and Peter and of course Ollie Boy

[@rachelhull5492]

Watching you cart around your iv pole made me remember all my times in the hospital. I would always use my pumps as a phone holder, and it would drive the nurses crazy!!!! I also would always fill up my bedside table to the brim with stuffed animals and books. Which also drove them crazy. Hahaha.

[@nicoleolivera31]

I get emotional when someone gives me an atta girl too, Mary! You're doing a fantastic job and we are all so proud of you!

[@kikiinthegarden]

I teared up when Mary was emotional! Ollie looked so sad at bath time but he is so adorbs!!

[@sassygurlz123]

It's actually healthy to have a good cry once in awhile! As someone with a chronic illness I totally understand how frustrating setting goals can be! Stay strong and I will be praying for you!

[@tallblonde1976]

I love your dog so much!!! So nice he even gets to be in the hospital with you.

[@celticfairy9225]

Mary, I just wanna thank you for all your blogs. You help me to remember to be thankful for all the little things everyday especially when I am having a bad day. I do not have cystic fibrosis but I do have asthma and depression with some anxiety. I cannot ever fully understand all of what you are going through but know that I care bout you and I always hope for the best for you. I hope you start to feel better soon. And I cannot express how proud I am of you for doing your best and pushing forward even when times get tough. You are truly an inspiration. I love you guys!

[@xxmeligmeisje]

I love how you guys really show EVERYTHING and show us the reality of everyday life, even the sad parts. Helps me really well to get through my life with lyme disease!

[@itsafamilythang9037]

The tulips were beautiful! Miss Mary... you choked me up! You are always in prayers! God Bless you two... 3 with Ollie :)

[@crumb9cheese]

Someones cutting onions again near me. Aww mary i cry with you. You got this girl.

[@katie0698]

I'm praying for strength for you Mary. ❤️

[@a_p_r_i_1]

Feel better Mary!! God Bless you and your family. Stay strong. Also beautiful flowers.Tulips are my favorite.

[@sarahcooper6189]

Mary you are incredible. Thank you for everything you share with the world. Also, Oliver In The Bath is the cutest thing ever. Like, ever.

[@caitlinwebb3219]

I don't think anyone would be able to understand the joy and happiness that overwhelms me while I watch your vlogs. Always crying and laughing along with u guys. Sometimes also in the hospital while ur in the hospital lol. U guys are so lucky to have each other and to have Ollie! Keep fighting!!💜

[@KERose307]

I cried too,I understand what you mean about having set backs and starting over again. I have been trying to get fog out of my mind and quit being sad.

[@maryharron9019]

Don't cry sending big gentle hug from NM

[@privatesuzie4071]

You dear dear sweet person....setting goals at any level, immediate and future, has enormous challenges when you live moment to moment. And uncertainty is emotional. BIG hug. Suzie

[@freebygrace18]

Mary love you lady! You are such an awesome inspiration. My 13 year old daughter has been so inspired to paint due to your beautiful artwork. Thank you for your Christian example. Love to you all. Give Ollie hugs from us.

[@2listening1]

freebygrace 18 :) I LOOOVE your channel icon! Do you draw (or paint) like Mary? I don't really but I love to see them. :)

[@freebygrace18]

No I don't, I can't remember where I got it! I love it as well. My daughter has been inspired by Mary and has been doing very well!!

[@sallyhuffman1307]

Mary, you are awesome! You are such a fighter and encourager. It is perfectly fine to have a emotional time every now and then but know that you are doing a great job. Anyone that can do handstands while in the hospital is pretty strong in my opinion. Praying you are home soon and this stay helps in a big way. Flowers are gorgeous. That is a great company for doing that for you.

[@meglocklear]

May God Bless you and strengthen you on your journey.

[@kevinsouther7592]

Mary, as a mom to two young adult daughters, it literally breaks my heart when you get upset. I just want to give you a big old momma hug & make everything ok! Stay strong & take care of yourself...that's a pretty important job! Valerie

[@elizabethrandolph9224]

I first read the title as "hair in my line", and was soooo confused haha! Air makes much more sense lol

[@EmilyPierri]

I love your channel so much, I love how you are real with people about what living with CF is like, and I also love how you find the joy in each day! You're both amazing!

[@lilymayworlandforrester2625]

awww my heart broke when Mary started crying massive hugs from England ❤

[@MariLiisDuglas120]

Aw Mary, it is so commendable how real you are here on this channel - it is truly like a breath of fresh air. You crying made me cry too aha, hate seeing you upset and I can relate to much of what you said, but as the note you finished on - we just have to keep going and doing your best & if anyone is a motivation for ME to do that, you are! 💜❄️ praying for you and for a successful stay x

[@craftycaregiver1323]

I understand about goals, when my husband was ill we would plan and set goals and his illness would stop these goals. It was frustrating and emotional for him. You are allowed to sometimes cry. You show all sides of CF but it can be for many medical issues.

[@dmexgirl08]

You are so strong. We love your family so much! ❤️❤️

[@allyjagoda8602]

So I'm writing this through tears, but I just want to send all my love to you Mary. My heart absolutely ripped in two when you were crying after PT. I know every day is a fight and there are good and bad days and moments. You are so incredibly strong and you inspire me every day to push through. I don't have CF, but I do have other health problems and severe depression, and you help me to remember to laugh every day.

[@brookhunger8152]

Mary. You are so inspirational! I think you do an amazing job! You can always set goals for yourself but just do them different than other people do goals. Maybe say by the end of the week I will have walked a total of "____" minutes. If you're down for a day or two just roll those two days into the next week. It doesn't have to be perfect. Just know you try your hardest at everything you do! You and peter truly are amazing! You've got this! God bless!

[@hoarderpapercrafts]

It IS ok to cry once in awhile! The emotions get pushed aside so often, they just need a release. I have a chronic condition too, and sometimes...about 2 or3 times a year, I just let myself cry. It helps me, although I feel stupid afterwards. I have continued to pray for you, Peter and Ollie. God put a special man in your life, and vise versa. He knew what He was doing when He made you for each other! Sending hugs to all three of you!

[@rosegoldwings-4300]

Oh Mary...I broke down seeing you cry. I wish I could reach in and hug you! I have Lupus and get my times as well. Your strength & constant ambition inspires me greatly! Luv you All! especially Ollie! He's such a perfect, sweet & beautiful boy! 💕

[@connietuccito8455]

It is okay to get emotional...our chronic illnesses are rough! I'm sending you hugs and gratitude for sharing the good times as well as bad with us!

[@jekababe18]

Mary, I love you so much! I hate seeing you upset, but it helps sometimes to get out those tears even when we didn't realize things were affecting us! Just keep being you and it will be alright!

[@abigailrose7845]

FEEL BETTER SOON MARY🙌🏻 Stay strong!

[@KathleenAndEmmaShow]

Your little emotional moment made me so sad for you but I can also relate so much! I am sending you big soft hugs

[@thefreylife]

You keep on hanging in there! Are you feeling stir crazy? I hope that they will be able to figure a good plan for TPN and perhaps you could go home for Christmas?!

[@abbyvideos8915]

There is a video on a channel called gymnastcscheer2 on handstands

[@KathleenAndEmmaShow]

I'm feeling a bit stir crazy for sure! I'm going on week 7 so it's been awhile. I'm not getting my hopes up to much for Christmas but I know we can make it special in the hospital too :). It's one Christmas to sacrifice for long term proper nutrition. Hope you're hanging in there

[@Emshep64]

Sometimes you gotta get emotional! It's hard when your own life doesn't seem within your control. Sending lots of love and hugs and prayers!

[@helenuntiveros3717]

Yes it is alright to cry 😭 am in the hospital often. I had a break down myself today. Just being sick is depressing.

[@sofiaconnor7341]

you can do it Mary. You are an inspiration for me. I have multiplesclerosis and is hard for. me to walk and I see you with your struggles and I don't feel alone. God bless you Mary from Florida. Sofia

[@shelbeannwarner]

I'm in the hospital this week also and funny thing my IV kept going off saying air in line ALL night. It woke me up almost every hour! Being in the hospital sucks but it feels kind of cool sharing it with you in some way. You've helped me stay positive. Thank you so much!

[@thefreylife]

Way to go doing your best to stay positive!

[@shannonmeharg6872]

Mary, I have been watching you for a while and I want you to know that you help me so much! I am going through some medical things ( doctors try to figure out why I am in pain) and I just want to play with my son. But I am staying positive and having faith! Just know your positively is contagious! Thank you for you vlog!

[@112musician]

Sometimes I watch your vlogs with my 9 year old (and I love that the content here is always family-friendly). I explained to him that you planned to go to the hospital, it's not like when I go for emergencies with my Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. He didn't really get it. So I said, "she's getting a medication and treatment that she can only get in the hospital so they plan to go there". And he said, "so it's basically like shopping". LOL. Definitely not as fun, but I thought you might get a laugh from that! Also, he was shocked to discover dogs take baths. :)

[@jenslims]

Aww it broke my heart when you got upset! You're always so positive and upbeat but you're only human. Keep smiling sweetheart 💕

[@Langlaise1005]

Aw Mary, big hugs xx

[@maddiewalbridge9444]

Way to go Mary! That is so cool how you are holding your headstands longer:).