An Honest Weekend: spending too much money, confessions behind the scenes + spring decor shopping

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

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[@rafasfam]

Don’t ever apologize for sharing real life feelings. What you said may really make a difference to another mama who is struggling. ❤️ It’s so easy to think that everyone else has it all figured out, especially on social media.

[@carolyndymond4065]

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[@jennyB_In_KC]

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[@trueopinion6053]

Mental illness is REAL! Seek professional help! You have SO MUCH to be thankful for that the things you mentioned are just life. There are folks going through so much more….you obviously have no clue. I really like Josh for being the adult in the room. Good Luck!

[@jacquehoosier6597]

Your honesty is truly appreciated! Anxiety is REAL! Check in on that friend... you just never know how much it's appreciated. ❤

[@candacedavis1505]

I sought Christian counseling for depression and anxiety during my pregnancy and it was the best decision I could have made for myself. It was such a blessing and encouragement to talk to someone knowledgeable when I felt such anxiety and confusion! Hang in there ❤

[@BLWSquared]

Please talk to your doctor about post partum depression and anxiety. There’s absolutely no shame. My youngest is the same age as Fletcher (we were expecting at the same time!) and I had PPA after him. It was terrible and I wouldn’t want any mother to experience it. Once I got on something though, life and my outlook improved SO much. I know sometimes the natural way is better. But I firmly believe that the Lord gave us the knowledge of medicine for our benefit and if we use it wisely when we truly need it, it can bless us immensely. Praying for you!

[@tiffanygossett3447]

I agree! PPA and PPD are not talked about ENOUGH. Yes, talk to someone and have an honest discussion about your feelings. Keeping you and your family in my prayers❤🙏🏾

[@justjennifer8448]

Megan, I’m a pastors wife, a momma of three, two of which have autism and too many medical conditions to type out. My youngest is 22 but will always function around 3-4 years old. He has a rare disease as well and requires 24/7 care. My oldest is married and I also have a granddaughter. But the two younger ones will always be home. I haven’t had 8 hours of sleep in 25 years now. My husband and I have been on only two dates alone in the last 15 years. I’m forever in the baby/toddler mom stage in so many ways and even more! When anyone is sick in our house my anxiety peaks from stress and fear that he will get it also. When my son is extra ill, and I’ve had less sleep than usual my anxiety is unreal! And I have had to seek help from my family doctor before. I can’t choose to continually see myself as a failure because I have real fears and want to protect them, after all, God made me the person I am! Don’t get me wrong, Sometimes I feel like I’m never able to do enough and the weight of it all feels so very crushing. But after so many years of this, I’m also able to step back and see later that I am fully trying my best with all the love I have. The other thing that stuck out to me, is you saying (paraphrasing) you know that there are others who have harder circumstances. While this is true, it’s basically true for everyone. Don’t diminish “your hard”. There’s always someone who has it harder than someone else, that doesn’t take away from how hard it is on anyone at all. I hope that makes sense. I want you to give yourself grace. I want you to know that you are not alone! And more than anything if you need to talk with someone or even need more than that, IT IS OK! Sometimes life is just harder than some of us individually can handle. Some of us have brains that are wired differently or made up of different chemical values. We are not less than because of this and it is no different than seeking medical help for any other reason. You are in my prayers. Hugs, Jennifer

[@dannylionsmom]

I so get you. I raised 3 ….. one of which is also dx’ed with severe PANDAS….. he needs 24/7 care - screams in chronic pain every awake minute. Sending you so much love 🫶🤟❤️

[@dannylionsmom]

Raised three **With varying degrees of autism

[@xbriannaxbananax]

Jennifer, I think you are incredible 🙏💕

[@deborahwilliams5809]

Jennifer, thank you for sharing. I have 2 adult daughters (27 and 25) with autism, psychiatric issues as well as a number of medical issues. My husband of 30 years left at the end of 2020 and we just became divorced. I will be caring for my daughters who will always live with me. It is hard and at times and isolating. Sometimes I feel guilty for feeling depressed and and realize that is ok to ask for help and that God places people in our lives at a time when we need it most. I also believe that God leads us to share our stories with other people who need to hear it. HIS timing is ALWAYS PERFECT. ❤😊🙌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻✝🕊

[@renniedavis8698]

Jennifer, so we'll written. Much love

[@rosiejb3]

Anxiety is truly the worst!!!😭💔 it tries to convince you that it's real! I hate it so much about myself! Thnx for sharing! You're not alone!❤

[@Mamaonamisson]

Hard to walk when you are in postpartum but walking 15 min a day can be as good as an anti-depressant. A natural reset❤️❤️

[@Eslater345]

It is so brave of you to be so honest! You help so many of us who suffer with anxiety when we realize that others do too. The internet makes everyone else’s lives seem so perfect that people watching can get very down about their own lives! Thank you for keeping it real!

[@shirlrebert4469]

Grandkids just got out of carseats, so I went back to a to a SUV, but nothing more practical than a mini van . Hang in there. Your hormones are still bouncing back from the baby. Hopefully you will feel like your old self soon.❤

[@Ellekayvee39]

Megan, you would never tell someone else that they were stupid or should be embarrassed about struggling with anxiety. I see so much of myself in you and hearing you say those things really opened my eyes to how it sounds when I say those same things about myself. Yes, work on it within your marriage and friendships, yes consider seeing a Christian counselor (I started 6 months ago and it has been amazing), yes consider using medication once it's safe to do so, but let's remember to extend grace to ourselves the same way we would to someone else, and far more importantly, the way God does to us. This season is hard. Thank you for sharing with us. It's important for all of us to know we truly are in this together. Praying for you!

[@EliseRoseCrochet]

I really think this was an important conversation to have. So many people are suffering silently and knowing they aren't alone is a comfort. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@marthaaliceallen8711]

😢post partum depression is real. Please speak to your doctor. Please. It is real, can be treated and nothing to be ashamed of or be avoided. PLEASE. It is not weakness, failure or anything like that. Please don't ignore it.

[@lissac67]

One thing to remember is the impact hormonal fluctuations can have on our emotions. What I hear is a mama who needs to be kinder to herself. This too shall pass. I think your plan is a good one, keep an eye on your emotions, maybe see if some therapy helps at all, then if not, medication is a viable option. It's SO common to feel depression and anxiety postpartum. You are actually dealing with something more common than you realize. Big hugs. Spring will also help, getting out more. If you can, for you because you love it so much, walking and getting outside will do you a world of good!

[@Dana-mb1hd]

Wonderful comment❤

[@tyrelnatashanuzum8956]

I would really really really warn against medication. It's for medical reasons. She had a concrete real-world cause for her emotional fluctuations. There is nothing wrong with her brain. It is extremely difficult to come off of spych meds....it takes months and is more disruptive to your mental health (not to mention debilitating) than the episodes that originally lead people to take them. She would have to basically take a vacation from life work and family and friends for a big chunk of a year to get off of them. I've seen how these meds do not help, but just push the problem off until another day. They also can irreversible affect your sexual function for life and DO affect it for the full duration while on the medication. I've seen the affects of Christian counseling on post partum recovery and it is ENORMOUS. Night and Day. The concrete tools they give you to secure support, how to talk to others to keep peace and share what's on your heart respectfully and gain perspective is surprisingly SO simple and also life changing. I recommend the post partum support through "Live Wellness Center" they are in Columbus Ohio I believe but they give telehealth appointments and they are a christian counseling center that i have been to and totally recommend for post-partum support.

[@Dana-mb1hd]

@@tyrelnatashanuzum8956 I 100% agree with your comment about psych meds! Many people don’t know the implications of getting on them and getting off of them and how hard it can be. There are people that need to get on it but I don’t think Megan is one of them. ( disclaimer, though I am not a doctor.) I do believe praying and Christian counseling would be much more helpful! 💖🙏

[@nancyfarkas3592]

@@tyrelnatashanuzum8956there is no shame if you need medications. And it’s not for you or anyone to tell her not to take something she may need. She may not need the m but that is up to her and her dr to decide not any of us. If medication helps her then there is no reason why she should not take it and have to muddle thru because someone on KZbin thinks they know better! You say you doing believe she needs meds but you are not her dr! And you can not diagnose someone over the internet and that is a very dangerous thing to do!

[@lorimariegrace614]

Anxiety never makes sense, but it’s such a real thing. You’re so good at being kind to others. Remember to be kind to yourself!

[@moniquehernandez97]

I’m so happy you have a very a supportive husband. Thoughts and overthinking is very real. You just had a baby and it’s a lot on your body plus caring for your other children. You are doing amazing and keep praying and ask God for direction to how to help you. ❤ HUGS

[@levishon617]

Anxiety is real for sure !! I'm in my 50's and it still hits . Prayers for you ❤.

[@mirandareimer4665]

A naturopath told me that a mom is not back to "normal" until 9 months postpartum! And I just hit that mark with my baby. It's so so true. I'm an over achiever so this is hard to accept.

[@anyamuenchgrieser8686]

Breastfeeding and fatigue; I could agree with that

[@joolzmac1]

I’d say it’s probably longer. So much strength is needed to keep that baby alive and thriving, breastfeeding or not. They are on you so much of the time. You just need to be kind to yourself and accept any help when offered. ❤

[@jendickson2201]

When you’re in it , it feels like it’s gonna last forever. When you get to the other side (29 years) later , you’d give anything to take care of your baby’s sniffles. Give yourself some grace. lol where did you get chik-fil-a on a Sunday???

[@CRouse-ok5tz]

bless you for sharing your truth. you are not alone dear heart.

[@teresabishop132]

You will help young moms with your honesty! God bless you with brighter days ❤❤❤

[@terrier.in.a.carrier]

Can you imagine how much easier it would have been keep the bad to yourself? BUT…knowing that it would help others, you were willing to be so vulnerable and transparent! That’s a true testament to the strength of your character! ❤ Thank you Megan!

[@aprilmapp3140]

You just had a baby and kids being sick but you being sick and nursing a new born is hard. But you will get better and mentally strong soon. God will be watching over you to.

[@amandaallen4194]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing! From a mama who has been in that place, it is reassuring to know that you’re not alone. Last year, my fifth baby was life flighted at five days old and confirmed at the Children’s Hospital that he had contracted bacterial meningitis, and it was in his brain and in the blood. They gave us a 14% chance that with 21 days of treatment in the Nicu that he could live. But there was an 86% chance he would still die. I’m now pregnant with baby six, my sweet one year year-old is healthy and I’m so thankful, but anxiety is a very real thing. I’m praying for you, and I’m so grateful that you share!

[@spunkycat6144]

A girl who was maybe 17 or 18 had that somehow and we were all on spring break in Europe (all from different schools). She got off a subway in Paris saying she wasn't feeling well (she had a map on how to get back to the hotel. Someone was with her but she died on the actual street and she had apparently been sick and just didn't say anything. I have never forgotten about that girl or her mother or family. She would have been 54 or so this year. This was before the internet and as soon as I got the internet I started googling meningitis. I don't know what strain it was though. Glad your baby recovered❤

[@shmeeeeeeeeeee]

Megan, worrying about others and loving them and feeling deep emotions is never a weakness. It just proves how in tune you are with yourself, your surroundings and the things we cannot explain. Thank you for sharing your real raw struggles. You will get through this. God is guiding you to great things. ❤

[@14859hnl]

Oh Megan, this was so real and raw. Thank you for your honest talk towards the end. Hormones can do so much to our moods, especially through and after pregnancy. Add to that the exhaustion you’re in and it’s just so so hard and those feelings of anxiety and/or depression just amplify. I dealt with similar in my last pregnancy and after- I never ever want to go back to that. Things will get better. Hang in there. You’re doing an incredible job and are the best mom to your kids and wife to Josh. You are exactly what your kids need, even in these difficult seasons. Praying for you.

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

I deleted out so much crying! But I thought I'd share because people are smart and can probably tell.

[@ChristinaMotzer]

Sei barmherzig mit dir,die hormonelle Umstellung ist anstrengend und du hast drei ältere Kinder, ich finde, du machst das klasse

[@melissadaley3215]

❤You’ve got this, Megan. Your openness about your struggle will have helped many others. You are a wonderful and devoted Mama. It is very generous of you to share how you have been feeling. It is great that you have supportive family and friends around you. Wishing you a more peaceful time ahead.

[@sandydegs3294]

My goodness Megan, sounds like it was just the perfect storm! ANYONE who is post partum, sick, and sleep deprived, dealing also with other sick children would have reacted the same! That's a lot for even the strongest among us to handle. Don't be too hard on yourself. Just look back and see that with God's help you made it through that storm, and will be stronger because of it. Much love and prayers to you and your family

[@jessicaraymond3360]

thank you for sharing. Anxiety can be so frustrating because it's not "real" but it is real and sometimes only people that suffer from it can understand. I hope and pray for you and your family. I think talking about it does help...at least it helps me when I have those moments of anxiety.

[@Duneswalker]

Thank you Megan for sharing this. Honestly I stopped watching you for awhile because you seemed so perfect and it almost made me sad like I'll never be Proverbs 31 as much as her. I struggle with health anxiety and its bad from time to time. I totally get what you're saying 100%!! The worst is I worry my.faith is not as good as it should be because I worry. 😢❤❤ you are not alone sister

[@AliceStanley-i5w]

I am sitting sobbing with you. I m so sorry you hat to go through this. Always remember "the sun always comes out after a storm no matter what" God bless you and strengthen you. I am feeling you here thousands of mile away. ❤

[@rebeccafried3924]

I just found your channel a few days ago and I love it!! This video touched me. Your feelings are valid and you will persevere!! The therapy or counseling through the church is a great idea!! We all need a little mental health reset sometimes! Thank you for sharing!

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

Thanks! Things have been much better now that health had been restored. But sickness and hard times inevitably come again. Hopefully I won't be postpartum with raging hormones and little sleep.

[@kristenmoore8359]

Thank you so much for sharing Megan. I tell my husband every time we are sick that “no one told me the hardest part of parenting is sickness”. Your anxieties are so very common for sickness around a newborn. I’m praying for you! That you all are able to get back to your normal soon! You are so very loved by your KZbin community!

[@MissGreenMadness]

I completely understand and relate to the anxiety that is induced by children being sick. I struggle with it every time we have sickness in the house and it's only made so much worse by post partum hormones.

[@kristigeiger3680]

Megan Fox I don't know what's been going on lately besides the Lord knows I need you! We just went through this as well. For probably 3-4 weeks I had such a hard time because of sickness, new baby, anxiety, all the things. It was HARD! To know someone else understands and I wasn't just imagining it all is so so helpful to my heart! Thank you for being honest and sharing those really private thoughts and fears that many people never share. Even close friends. You are a blessing in my life.

[@joannabanana9532]

Please don’t ever be embarrassed or shameful about anxiety. It is a very real thing. I highly suggest counseling. Even when life is great, having a professional to talk to about your mental health is so beneficial. Hugs to you, Megan. You’re doing a great job!

[@jackiedennison6289]

You’re the best for sharing real life with your public. Someone needs to hear this. Life is not always easy and we go through tough times. We build our character and strength through the valleys we are in, not the mountains! God has an amazing plan for your life, just keep on sharing your world! He is guiding the entire thing! Thanks for sharing!!

[@loribowen8320]

Anxiety is soooo real during and after pregnancy. I suffered horribly with my last pregnancy with our twins for the last 2 months of pregnancy and after. I sought medical help and so thankful I did. Don’t beat yourself up over it and don’t be ashamed to seek medical help. There is joy in the morning ❤. Also, Cocalico is the absolute best. We vacation in your area each fall and love every minute while there.

[@gigib4076]

You’ve been through so much this past year with your pregnancy. So many of us suffer with anxiety, depression, PPD or PTSD. It takes a strong person to get help through counseling and/or medication! Don’t wait to get help, you deserve it and so does your family❤️

[@kimcunningham2107]

It IS a real thing. Being honest benefits others who may be suffering in the same way. Too many on this internet put out sterilized and untrue versions of they're lives. You're brave to be truthful.💜

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

I really struggled with whether to actually post that conversation, but I felt like I should just hold my head up, throw back my shoulders and share.

[@kimcunningham2107]

@@MeganFoxUnlocked you should be proud for being honest. I applaud you. ❤️❤️❤️

[@chanelle7484]

I completely understand this! I get debilitating anxiety whenever my children get sick. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can hardly function. Whenever I tell people about it most just laugh or roll her eyes but it’s a very real thing when it’s happening to you. Praying for you!💜

[@peggymartin3209]

Oh momma, never apologize for being human…give yourself the grace you would give a friend ❤❤❤ So glad things are improving 😊

[@adrianaclark4465]

Recently found your channel and going back to watch your postpartum videos now that I’m in my postpartum period. I love all your content and appreciate your honesty in this one! Helps to hear from one mama to another and we don’t hear this kind of vulnerability enough. ❤

[@isabellamack1661]

This video was so touching!❤ you and your family are in my prayers!

[@jessa4799]

thanks for sharing authentically - it helps others - its easy to think that everyone else's days are ONLY filled with sunshine and its really helpful to just see some glimpses of real life too. you're definitely brave to share and I believe God will also reward you for helping others in your own journey. God bless you and the family.

[@anissahodgson1686]

❤❤❤❤❤. Sleep deprivation is the worst!! Love your mumma bear heart. There isnt a mother alive that wants to be responsible for their newborn being in pain. Glad you had such an active support team and know God is with you through it all. May you all go from strength to strength. God bless

[@gabriellebarbir7039]

The post partum season surprised me by being the hardest time of my life. All the joy of a new baby makes you think the anxiety, fear and overall hormonal imbalance is just you being crazy but it’s so real and it takes time for things to get back to normal. Sending so much love to you in this season!

[@kerryschotten8516]

Oh sweetheart I’m so sorry you are going through this. I can’ assure you that your feelings and anxiety are all normal emotions, especially after you just gave birth to the most adorable baby boy! I’ve struggled with anxiety what seems like forever. Talking to someone that has gone through similar situations helps a lot! Also having someone just to sit and listen to you without judgement is a big blessing!! Our Lord is ALWAYS with and won’t ever let you down! I’m praying for you and your beautiful family! Thank you for being so honest and truthful with us. Sending hugs and prayers your way!!!

[@maresadavis8135]

I am so sorry you suffer from anxiety. I could feel this on such a personal level and actually cried with you while you talked. So many people suffer from anxiety and depression. Thank you for sharing your story. Hugs and prayers from NC

[@janicew6222]

I'm old, but as a young, anxious, worrying mother, an older woman told me to hold on to the promise that the Lord does NOT give a spirit of fear. Fear comes from the old liar. Rebuke it and hold on to the Lord and He will take it away from you. Anxiety is very hard but there is a way thru it. Prayers.

[@doratuininga4121]

i saw my doctor and i was put on meds,and it was a God send !i was not sleeping,and feeling over whelmed,do ya , go to a doctor

[@katesolberg1838]

I suffered from postpartum depression, and I want to say -- thank you for putting this on the internet. Hormones or not, motherhood is the greatest gift and challenge. Talk therapy has been extremely helpful for me, even when talking to someone who isn't my husband or family. The outside perspective, especially from a therapist or counselor that has postpartum experience. Many mothers face these challenges but do not talk about it. They suffer in silence, and that only hurts Mom.

[@gabellagoosa2]

Anxiety is so real.

[@abbywhite2995]

Megan, you are so brave to share and be so vulnerable. I’ve battled anxiety throughout my life, but it gets really bad during pregnancy and postpartum. It’s really encouraging to hear from other moms going through similar feelings. I can definitely relate to the anxious me and the “normal” be seeming like two totally different people. Once I’m out of the fog of it, it seems so silly and strange, but in the moment, it’s AWFUL. Said a prayer for you 💗

[@desiraegros8773]

Thank you for being real! Anxiety surrounding motherhood is not talked about enough! I have had some dark days lately and it is so wonderful and hope inducing to know I'm not alone 🙏 you are such a beautiful light, please don't feel less than for feeling this way!

[@NotThatMaryElizabeth]

Hi Megan, I'm a new viewer and I wanted to thank you for your honesty. think it's completely natural to feel anxious, especially when you're ill, stressed out and sleep deprived. Whenever I find myself experiencing anxiety, I try to pause and be thankful that I still have the strength of mind to cry, worry and make an effort to get my life back on track. As difficult as those times feel, I know I'd feel much worse if I was just apathetic the whole way through. And then, as the external pressures ease and I return to my routine, I start to feel much better. Hope things get better for you too.

[@sarahrking]

Megan, thank you for being so authentic and sharing with all of us. You’ve been through an incredibly hard few weeks. Don’t diminish your anxiety; it is real. It is one of my biggest challenges also and sometimes I suffer daily. Thank you for reminding us we are not alone. ❤ Please take care of yourself. Lots of love and hugs!!

[@VancouverIslandHippieChick]

So proud of you Megan! You just gave birth, a mum of 4 a wife and much more I suffered years with debilitating anxiety, and finally got through it, a few years ago. I gave it to God and he cured the cancer, surgery, chemo and anxiety kept trying to come and I prayed Lord Im the menestral woman I need to touch your garb and I will be healed, Im healed 6 years now God has you, when the darkness is brought into the light, it has no power! you did it, love you sister in Christ xxx

[@sheriwormsley9313]

When I get sick I get so depressed. I didn’t realize other people feel this way as well. Somehow that makes me feel better. Anxiety is horrible, please give herself some grace but please stay on top of your feelings. Sleep deprivation is terrible and can bring on a multitude of other issues. Thanks for sharing your reality and know you probably are helping someone else whose experiencing similar thoughts and feelings. Good bless you.

[@mrmrsaofbarredowlcabin405]

Girl go to therapy! It doesn’t have ANY bearing on your faith, it’s not a weakness to go to therapy! It is just homemaking for your mind! Anxiety can be helped with therapy and it can also be helped medically and there is no shame in it. You absolutely must prioritize your mental health!

[@---wu3qj]

“Homemaking for the mind”… LOVE IT!

[@deborahwilliams5809]

Thank you for being honest. Don’t EVER apologize for how you are feeling. Your testament is meant to help someone (if only just one person). I am praying for all of you for strength hand healing. ❤❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻✝🕊

[@jordynferrari4161]

That’s called post partum anxiety and it’s very serious. I had it and I should have gotten help. It’s kind of like ppd but severe anxiety and a real diagnosis with intrusive thoughts. Talk to therapist, get home visits from a midwife, and have a memory verse for yourself. Don’t neglect it💛 I love you Megan don’t feel embarrassed! I felt like I couldn’t control it at all. You are such a blessing, praying for you!

[@lonnajoy]

I've never been more proud of you than after this video!❤ There is so much going on 4 young children who are struggling with sickness, hormones, and sickness yourself! I remember those weeks with my little ones. Those weeks felt like years, but when you get through them a whole new braver compassionate you emerges! Hugs and prayers! No shame in seeking help!

[@lifeassaraa9967]

I have multiple chronic illnesses and am sick most of the time. It’s so hard to care for my kids and family. It’s unbelievable how much our physical has to do with our mental. It’s so tough. God is still good❤️

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

So tough! And it feels wrong to complain about anxiety when so many people have REAL problems. But it is a real thing.

[@lifeassaraa9967]

@@MeganFoxUnlocked sooo real❤️

[@reginabell475]

I understand you... I have Fibromyalgia and it was so very hard when my babies were small now that they have kids of their own so I love and enjoy my grandkids very much but there are days I have to stay in bed ..... So the struggle is real but God is so Good .... I thank him for every day he gives me ❤

[@marymiller6107]

I know, it's so hard being a mom and not feeling well is very hard!

[@lifeassaraa9967]

@@reginabell475 I’m in the thick of it and pregnant again! My last was recently diagnosed with autism and all the therapy appointments have made things seem impossible but I know it’s a season and it too will pass. Good hearing you made it through and are on the other side!💗

[@danat3961]

I’m glad you are on the upswing of it all. You are so lucky that you have your mom and your husband. I feel as though I have no one in my life and I deal with anxiety. I have grown kids and grandkids and I love them but I feel as though they are more there for their little families and I am just alone on the outskirts. I feel very numb and lonely in life and I pray things change

[@cozy_k8]

Anxiety is a very real thing and your feelings are valid. You have nothing to be embarrassed about. My Bible Study group is currently reading Putting an X Through Anxiety by Louie Giglio and I highly recommend it! You are not alone. Praying for you. ❤

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

Thank you so much! When you're not in it, it feels like a foreign concept, but it's so real in the moment! Thanks for the recommendation.

[@MissingMayberry]

Girl I know what you mean. Especially with a newborn. It feels like the worst thing when you’re facing it and you can’t see past it. Then when it’s does pass, the relief you feel is amazing. Better days are ahead ❤

[@beverlyhill6783]

Your not alone - Megan - I have struggled with anxiety off and on for many years - Yes it terrible hard and the thoughts that run in your mind is terrible - But we need to remember - We do have light love and hope - Blessings to you

[@carolrodenbeck2381]

Keepin' it real .... much appreciated! You have a beautiful family. God bless you all.

[@lisatowan4536]

I'm sorry that you hit a rough patch. Circumstances can overwhelm us sometimes. I pray that everyone is healthy again and that life is feeling a little less stressful.

[@Lea2008-k8b]

Precious Megan, I so wish we could all hug you and pray over you. Thank you for being so honest, we should all be so brave. As a mom I can tell you, there is nothing worse then seeing your precious babies(even my adult kids) sick or hurting, I would rather it be me then them. Please, please, give yourself grace, you have had a baby, you are sleep deprived, he is taking all the nutrients, and you have three other kiddo's, a husband, and a business, a home that you are trying to manage, and you got sick, it's normal to be overwhelmed. Maybe it is some PPD, or maybe you are just TIRED. Whatever it is and however you decide to manage it all, I am sure you will have family, friends, and all of us cheering you on and praying for you. It's okay to need help, ask for it. It's okay if the house is not perfect, it's okay if there is not a gourmet meal on the table, it is okay to rest, put those kiddo's in their rooms for a hour after your precious baby is asleep, silence the phone, turn off everything, and grab a cup of coffee, and sit in the sun and do NOTHING for a bit. It is okay. Sending you good thoughts, encouragement, and prayers.

[@rebelrose4934]

Guuuurl..... that chat was perfectly fine!!! Anxiety is widespread and worse now a days than ever. One of my best friends and I both have horrid issues with it for a while now, and I'm so thankful not that she has it but that we have each other to talk to about it and we go about dealing with it in different ways and just doing what we can to help each other and ourselves so we are not crippled by it and not able to serve our families. Most of all I'm thankful for God's help too, and will be praying for him to help you as well!!! Much love Megan! You are amazing!

[@emIlIalahtI___]

Mom hormones after birth made me feel the same. Wait it out and talk to your loved ones. Then you get to hear the other peoples thoughts and you are not left alone❤❤❤

[@karenandes4940]

So glad everyone is on the mend. Much love to you and your family. God truly showed His grace to you through a loving and helpful husband.

[@amy_6768]

Hey girl, I had severe postpartum anxiety and didn't know that's what it was until years later. And I still struggle with anxiety. You're not alone. The biggest help for me is to lay facedown with arms and hands out giving God everything I'm worried about. He already has it all but surrendering even if the worst happens praying, "Thy will be done" helps me release the perceived control. I would also keep some verses close by that you can pray through, believing the words that you're praying. My heart and love and support goes to

[@jocooper3782]

Yes! The answer is prayer not pills!!!!

[@le4977]

Thank you for sharing and your honesty. OCD can really throw a huge curve ball during life. Definitely feel encouraged to seek support, freedom from OCD / worry and fearful thoughts is possible. It doesn't feel possible, but I promise you it is. You are not alone!!

[@sheridefelice3734]

Anxiety is not weakness. That's a lie from the enemy. Please don't be embarrassed. There's a lot of us out here who understand. What you are going through is a lot. You are being an awesome momma, wife and just all around great woman of God. You are an overcomer through Jesus. ❤

[@peachfountain]

Thanks for sharing Megan! I am postpartum after delivering twin boys, and yes the hormones will totally impact our outlook. I am not morally opposed to antidepressants etc but i am of the same mind as you, not wanting to jump in with 2 feet. It's a personal choice how to cope and manage. I am grateful for you being candid and sharing because i can honestly relate so much! I have a backlog of videos to watch on your channel because i can't watch content of people having it "all together" or thr highlight reel type of content when I'm having such a difficult time. It's so refreshing that you chose to share some of your own challenges, so thanks for doing that!

[@user-cb8sg9py7r]

Meghan I have had anxiety for the past 6 years. Developed it randomly postpartum 6 years ago. I feel like my whole life is cancelled, I had never been the same after. I have better and worse days. The symptoms are horrible and scary and steal my whole life from me. I even thought I had a brain tumor or MS at first, I got everything checked and it was just anxiety, that's how severe it can get. Keep praying even if you don't want to. I couldn't even read the Bible or pray, I would be so numb and appathetic. I forced myself anyway at the advice of others and it really helped. The devil wants us to be in fear, fear is never from the Lord. I am that mom that has been through this valley and wish I could offer you a shoulder.

[@wildeats_and_whimsy]

❤thanks for sharing

[@amybondeson8836]

I hope you can get some help from a licensed professional. Six years of suffering like that is a lot. I am a Christian therapist and there are so many things out there that can help someone dealing with anxiety and depression and God does not want you to suffer like that. He loves you and wants you to have fullness of life ❤

[@emmaclairepatterson4075]

Praying for you! Anxiety is so hard. I found God worked through my Christian counselors over the years. This week we also had so much illness in our house, it can be so overwhelming. You are doing a great job! Thank you for your honesty! Greetings from Japan

[@Dana-mb1hd]

Oh Megan💖 you are in my prayers. I hope by now things are much better. I understand anxiety- it’s torture. Anyway I’ll be praying. Thank you for posting I always look forward to your videos 🙏💖

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

Things are much better! Thank you!

[@carriegoerlitz9115]

Sending prayers. This season with sick kiddos can be rough. Unfortunately this year has been bad. It’s hard not to get discouraged but you’re a great mama. Take time for yourself hope you can continue to feel better better. In my morning devotions I’ll keep you in my prayers

[@ilovejesus533]

Megan, after having my first baby i really struggled with depression but it was the worst when he was around 1 year old. I had never gone to counseling before but my husband said maybe i should try it so i found a christian counselor and went for a few months and i can say it really did help because he pointed me to Christ and just continued to encourage me with scripture. I dont think the counselor would have made a difference unless it was all about pointing me to Christ. God is our counselor and He is all we need but the bible talks about fellowship and encouragement from other believers so finding that is also so helpful. What Josh was doing was that❤ God will provide what you need❤

[@ratniebenezer2721]

A big hug from me! To feel emotional after illness Birth & having little ones I’ll too! What a time you have had! It will help another mom who is experiencing the same issues. Loved the shopping!! Praying for the new suv to be a blessing to you & your babies. I often go to the Psalms & find it comforts me. Ps91,121, 23,34, 139.

[@KylieFregm]

Purple looks great on you!!!

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

I love this color with blue eyes. I need to get my daughter more lavendar.

[@cindicarnes1731]

Anxiety is no joke. It can affect you physically as well. Counseling is a God send for me. Prayers for healing for you.

[@PatMcFadyenGrowingGradeByGrade]

Anxiety is a very real part of our bodies and minds that God made. It can come from trauma, hormones, or a difficult season of life. We should NEVER feel guilty for feeling anxious. Should we address it? Absolutely! Talking to family/friends/clergy, increasing self-care, and/or seeing a doctor are all ways of treating it. Doctors and medications are blessings from God, too, and it's not at all un-Christian to seek help. Best wishes!

[@MeganFoxUnlocked]

Wow! I definitely feel guilty for it. I'm hoping it was just situational. I haven't really struggled with it much since, but we will see and keep leaning on God through the ups and downs.

[@amybondeson8836]

Yes! It’s shame that I am hearing. There is NO condemnation in Christ! He loves you and wants you to be whole. I am a Christian therapist and all you are expressing seems very normal for the season you are in. Take some time to regroup, but if the suffering continues….please speak to a therapist and your doctor. ❤

[@hannahlourenco7983]

Oh Megan! I’ve loved your content since you started KZbin and your voice is so familiar like a cousin or sister. I actually started crying listening to you talk about how hard you’ve been having it. You bring so much joy and vibrancy it was gut wrenching to hear you like this. I really really hope you can get some treatment for your anxiety and hopefully some medication. I started on Zoloft two years ago and it changed my life dramatically for the better. I hope you feel all the love from the comments here. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I will be thinking of you and praying for you. Hang in there!

[@caitiemaesings]

Taking medication for postpartum anxiety does not mean you are a failure. ❤ I ended up taking Zoloft for - 4 months postpartum - and it helped so much! Just because you start it doesn’t mean you will be dependent on it and you can wean off. It does not mean you are a failure or aren’t strong enough to deal with the anxiety in other ways. It means you are strong enough to accept the help you need. To humble yourself. It’s truly a life saver and I believe God blesses doctors and researchers with the knowledge to create such medicines to use when we need them. Thanks for being vulnerable with us. Will be praying for you and your family. ❤ You got this mama. But most of all, God has YOU.

[@BLWSquared]

I took Remaron and it changed my postpartum anxiety for the better. Postpartum depression and anxiety are real things and should be talked about more. We treat illnesses and disease like diabetes and cancer. Depression and anxiety are just like those, only in our brain. They deserve to be treated too. ❤ I’m a vocal proponent of treatment and therapy now because it helped heal me (with the Lord as a big part!).

[@aaliyahbergers6911]

I totally understand the postpartum anxiety! My mind would have horrible vivid images of disasters that could happen playing all the time. And social media doesn’t help, praying for you 💖

[@pammiedoodle8693]

Postpartum depression is no joke! And…..you and your family being sick on top of it, is an incredible burden to shoulder, too. If you can find that one lady who has been through PPD, it helps tremendously! After I had my son (many moons ago), I went through it and was crying often, had no feelings of joy, only almost a “panic” feeling! My mom was miles away and no help. My friends that came over were all excited and smiling and laughing and there I was faking it so they wouldn’t know I wasn’t feeling the joy😢 The turn came when my Aunt called me and evidently could sense I was struggling. She told me to pack up the baby and come spend the day with her. She didn’t let on that she knew I was having a tough time. When she started asking me things and telling me how SHE’D felt when she had her baby, it was like a ton of bricks lifted off of me. My mood changed radically and almost instantly because FINALLY, someone I could relate to!!!! Talking it out with someone who’s been there is a life-changer! I pray you’re doing better and that those nasty and evil hormones get lost! Blessing 🙏🥰❤️

[@mommyofalltrades4925]

I dealt with postpartum depression after our second. And I can truly relate to how you feel. It’s such a hard thing to explain to others and even to yourself. Praying for you!

[@heatherchambers1609]

Make an appointment with a therapist that understands this crazy season of life that you are living. It is a big step, and will be a bigger step walking into that first appointment. At one point you will walk out that office feeling like yourself again. No longer carrying everything on your shoulders and with new tools to deal with the challenges. Do it for you.

[@Klotzfamily419]

It's been a rough feb/March with stomach issues. And colds.. for a month straight I had been to the dr 3x. Sinus infections.. ear infections.. hope everyone gets better!

[@maddy-zzz]

I think there's too much stigma about therapy in Christian spaces. I recommend finding a licensed therapist who is upfront about their Christian faith, which probably will be easy to find in your area. They teach coping mechanisms that I think could really help a lot of people. And if they are a Christian therapist, then they can also provide guidance that is a supplement but not a replacement for your faith. Also, it sounds like perhaps you might be dealing with some postpartum anxiety, which therapists can definitely help with!

[@KathyLorenzini]

Take care of yourself, mentally and physically, and then you will be healthy enough to take care of your family. I understand anxiety very well, i suffered from it for years, and still do sometimes. There is so much help available now as opposed to when i was your age. Back then they just told our husbands we were nervous housewives and offered no help at all. Blessings to you and your family

[@nesser1352]

Megan, I am speaking as a therapist. Please consider talking to a professional, even just a few times. It can be faith based if you want it to be. What is the harm in some professional experience?

[@ruthannking8037]

Really appreciate your honesty! I just had my 4th baby as well and definitely have days where the anxiety feels like a giant in my life.. it helps if I speak truth over myself and just listening to worship songs❤

[@karlah3004]

No need to feel bad or apologize. You are a good mother. Your feelings are very valid! I’m so glad that you all are feeling better. Thank you for sharing bc we all go through this as a mother so it is good to hear that we are not alone!!! ❤

[@SadieEsh]

Thank you so much for sharing your struggles!!! Postpartum depression is very real and so hard, and I know from experience how very, very dark everything looks when you are weak and tired! I’m Praying that you can be strengthened today and by God’s grace see the sunshine!

[@KimHamilton-o6n]

Anxiety and a new baby always went hand in hand for me! Thanks for sharing your challenges. It helps us feel more connected and normal! Praying that you have a better week, a bit better each week! ☀️

[@lhm9316]

Anxiety is absolutely a real thing! And postpartum depression and anxiety are no joke. Men simply don’t have the same experiences and cannot really understand. I’m so glad you opened up about what you are feeling. It’s cathartic and also setting a great example for your children that our feelings matter and we deserve to be heard and understood. Sending you hugs mama ❤

[@TerriSpringer]

Hang in there. Give yourself time. Hormones do the craziest things to your mind and body. I’m thankful you have family around you. Sending hugs and prayers.?