Anxiety & Trans Problems

[@qirl]

Wow, you are only, almost, 23. (I'm 22) I thought that you were older (like 26+ maybe), not that you look older at all. But you are SO mature, I am nowhere near you at all. You have lived through so much and I am so fascinated, amazed and mind blown what a journey you went through. And you are ONLY 23. To accomplish so much at your age is so amazing. You are such a strong, powerful, young woman. A true inspiration. I love you so much, thank you for existing.

[@princessjoules]

Intryckk Thank you so much I really appreciate it! Sometimes you just gotta stay strong and shine on! Love you gal!

[@qirl]

***** *internally fangirling*

[@princessjoules]

Intryckk Teehee! It's an honor replying to you! Have a great day!

[@cloudyboy7774]

***** i'm sorry, but what???? Who the hell would call you sir? Do men look like this? I don't think so I'm in other side of the world but i will support you as much as i can, love you Mother Sparkle

[@user-zf1gk3iv3u]

***** go away

[@lbtijou]

People aren't staring at you because they're questioning your gender - they're staring at you because you're gorgeous! :)

[@TurboBinch]

Real Talk; I've followed for a while, enjoyed your content, but I am not the kind of person to say things just to cheer someone up. That being said, you are not a man. Straight up woman.

[@princessjoules]

Turbo Bitch Thank you so much Turbo, I appreciate it!

[@donealchi5162]

***** i love you so much your a goddess to me I might have a crush on you but that's going too far any way your awesome no matter what you will always my number one role model

[@lollines4341]

He is a man. Biologically this is the case and always will be. Changing one's appearance through surgery changes nothing.

[@southernfriedglam]

Lollines really because "biologically" there are a ton of chromosomal abnormalities that put many people outside of the XY, XX makeup. There are also a high percentage of babies born with both sets of genitals so, "biologically" there's a lot more going on in the world than the binary sexes you think exist. Also there are proven biological difference between cis individuals and trans individuals. So, "biologically speaking", you are wrong. Please read a book, educate yourself...do SOMETHING besides trolling people.

[@kamilahmartin5160]

+Lollines ...so you call yourself Loliness cause

[@xbeautyofmakeup]

i totally can relate to the bathroom part. for my college, I choose to take the super long route just so I can use the gender neutral bathroom in fear of getting clocked. it's really difficult and completely destroys my self esteem. i love you julie

[@ninasavic1951]

This is SO me. I can relate to every word, every emotion you've experienced...and yeah, it's really hard. :(

[@hearne7911liamhearne]

Anxiety is all in your head. Stop trying to think about what other people are thinking because that's impossible. Keep your head up and own who you are. If someone calls you sir just say "no. I'm a woman". Always be confident.

[@SwiftEm]

How could ANYONE mistake you for a SIR? that blows my mind... You're so feminine looking and your voice is very feminine. People are only staring at you in public because you're an amazingly beautiful woman! :) I sincerely hope your anxiety gets a little better

[@lindseygracemercado6385]

5:49 actually broke my heart. You're all woman, princess.

[@AspenAren]

Transphobia, homophobia, racism really hurt me. I'm not transgender but it makes me physically sick by the amount of people who feel that way. To me you are absolutely stunning. When I first watched your videos I just assumed you were a woman until you mentioned being transgender. Even your transition video I thought you looked and sounded female when you were physically male. You are beautiful, you are inspiring and you are one of the most amazing youtubers I have ever watched.

[@SouluxeScents]

I met you in Vancouver at a rave in the washroom and I actually had the courage to come up to you and I felt like you were really really uncomfortable :( You should be extremely confident because you are more gorgeous than 80% of other girls out there & thats the truth !!!

[@cutepumpkin4744]

If anyone is staring at you it's because they think you're gorgeous.

[@VapingGrad]

I was in Vegas the same time that you were. I don't conceivably see how anyone would ever mistake you for a man. You are 100% woman....hear you roar like the lioness that you are!!! Live life to the fullest girlfriend!!!

[@witchplease9695]

All the comments from men (and women) going "omg you're so beautiful you really are a woman 10/10 would bang!!!" worry me. If she was not conventionally attractive and looked more masculine would you still support her? It seems like some people are only praising her to convince themselves that it's ok because they find her attractive. That's a huge problem. 

[@DudeManVG]

Des Another problem is that he's a man.

[@Faerie_Kim]

Des wow that is a heck of a lot of assumptions about people. Can't someone support someone AND acknowledge that they are beautiful, without it meaning that they ONLY support them because they are beautiful?

[@witchplease9695]

Femandrogyne Kim It's ironic considering that your entire comment is an assumption about mine. You completely misunderstand. But w/e.

[@witchplease9695]

mindfuqq Stay mad sweetheart 😂

[@witchplease9695]

mindfuqq How can someone be tricked into bestiality? Are you speaking from experience? There are psychologists that can help you fix that. Good luck.

[@luisstormcloud7207]

"Bam, Bam, Bam, Bam, ..Pose.. HAIR FLIP" 😂 I fucking love you omg

[@LaviniaDeMortalium]

It breaks my heart that anyone as utterly sweet and kind as you (or anyone in the same position) should have to feel fear and anxiety and self-consciousness. In fact, it infuriates me. How _dare_ anyone treat another human being like this; as if living on this planet isn't hard enough. It's asinine. You are wonderful, and lovely and beautiful and incredible. I know that won't actually help in the real world, but it's the best I can do for now. Je t'adore

[@Lillpixeychic]

This is something my mom told me when I was a little girl. "if it looks like a duck, act like a duck, and quacks like a duck then it's just a duck. No matter what anybody else says or what it was yesterday" You are a woman! Even before the surgeries Julie you were a beautiful woman and you always will be. You inspire so many people to be there true selves. Lol your a duck gurl!! ❤️💛💚💙💜

[@gomezangelica250]

Stop Saying Your A Trans !! Your a Women Forget That You Were a GUY . Your a Beautiful YOUNG LADY 😩 Justttt Shhhhh . . . You Will FOREVER Be a Women 😊

[@Thecrossforever]

As a straight, good looking man. I applaud you for being yourself and fighting for what you believe in. At the end of the day, as long as you are happy, fuck what all the haters think. And you are very beautiful. Do your thing.

[@AmbersCloset]

You are a Beautiful woman....Period!!

[@samuelparrett8082]

She is

[@theo_aetc]

Did you just make a joke or am I just crazy? 😂

[@Wiglpupi]

Your an inspiration for anyone who suffers with anxiety regardless of the reason. You have taught me so much about the journey and struggles of the Trans community and I thank you for being there too educate not only people who are going thru a transition or thinking about it, but someone like me who just wants to better understand what you go thru. Thank you foot being so candid and open. You are beautiful, strong and feminine and a role model for many people.

[@janecorilov5528]

I totally understand, someone actually called me sir yesterday. it is always so upsetting. I was in the mall food court with my Mom when I was 13, she was ordering food from a different place then I was. The cashier said to her "we're all betting on it back here, what do you think that is?" and pointed at me. She was like thats my child, and it's none of your business what she has between her legs. I got free pizza from that place for over a year after that incident.

[@dremordrick]

Hearing her say, "I'm a man" honestly made my heart break. I hate that any trans woman ever has that thought pass through their head.

[@paeb]

Giiiiiirl!!!! You have to understand... People are looking at you because YOU ARE HOT!!! Not because they have a doubt about your gender! So stop it! And work it!

[@OfMilkandHoney]

I literally cannot fathom anyone "clocking you". I KNOW about your situation and even iiiii have a hard time believing you were ever male!!! You are a goddess.

[@sandraschindlerova573]

***** , WHERE do you have MANLY FEATURES? You are 100% woman and you look incredibly sexy a feminine and it goes from a straight woman totally honestly!! So stop with being worried about people clocking you, girl, you have more possibilities and money than most of your girl viewers, we can´t even compare to how you look, you have all the expensive clothes, makeup, accesoires we cant even dream of! You are perfection so enjoy your life finally and experience it! :)

[@lollines4341]

He's a man. Biologically this is the case and always will be. He had surgery to look and sound like a woman, but he is not a woman.

[@SamW231]

Lollines SHE is a WOMAN. SHE has a VAGINA. If you don't understand that i think you should not be there and just leave.

[@sandraschindlerova573]

Lollines You should educated yourself, or you know what? I wish your child was born transgender so you should show how supportive parent you are!

[@lollines4341]

He had a fake vagina made for him. Not only that, but he has no uterus and XY chromosomes. He is a man, he just looks like a woman.

[@sandraschindlerova573]

These comments are just sad..

[@LGBarealltheletters]

Thanks for sharing this and for being so honest with us. That's actually one of the main reasons why I subscribed to your channel. I feel like you always say it like your mean it and whilst I can appreciate and understand that you don't share everything with us I truly feel like you have been opening up to us throughout your journey... you're so funny, smart and beautiful but at the same time you have the courage to show us your vulnerable side. Girl, I really like you! Keep up the good work x

[@Faerie_Kim]

You're all woman :-) You are beautiful

[@Faerie_Kim]

Also your birthday is only 2 days before mine. You're not getting old at all. I'm 40 this year. That's old

[@MiaRosenbloom]

***** You're cyber bullying, I'm gonna have you reported and I suggest others do the same to you.

[@Faerie_Kim]

***** reasons you are an idiot: 1. you mean a 180 degree turn. A 360 degree turn would end with you facing the same direction you started 2. gay and trans are not the same thing 3. If God doesn't want us to be gay or trans then why did he create some people that way? It's not like people can help it. 4. If God exists then he/she/they is love not hate 5. There is no convincing evidence that God even exists Conclusion: you are a deluded idiot

[@DudeManVG]

Femandrogyne Kim He's a man

[@MiaRosenbloom]

***** She's a woman* Fuck off before you get reported!

[@lucidduplicity]

Princess Joules! I love your videos so much.

[@RaesAnimes]

It sounds like you are suffering from social anxiety. And even though I am not trans, I completely know how you feel when you go out in public. Just know that you are not alone!!

[@unknowna8056]

RaesAnimes yeah that's what I thought as well because I suffer from Social anxiety

[@archwayofcesar]

The first thing that comes to mind is fake it till u make. Pretending to be confident is the first step to becoming confident. Practicing confidence on my worst days definitely improves how I feel.

[@SeiraVonKarma]

they stare because you're hot

[@local8457]

i used to have a ridiculous amount of anxiety as well, especially in crowds. after moving to SF where i was thrown in crowds all the time, and also getting on medication- it really has helped me. even as a standard non trangender female, i would have major anxiety that everyone was judging me- but that stems from a shitty childhood lol. i know how it is, but trust me girl- all the looks you get are because you are truly beautiful! there's nothing about you that is not female, and i'm positive all the looks you get are because men and women want piece! i know that anxiety will always be there, but trust sweetie there is nothing to clock! i will admit that antidepressents/antianxiety meds really have changed my life, and if i knew it would have made such a difference- i would have gone on them years ago.

[@6OceanSoul9]

You should just not give a damn! You've done your best to have the body you want, now just enjoy it!! So you have a few imperfections, who doesn't? Just ignore the stares!

[@6OceanSoul9]

***** ehm, I'm a girl and why should I shut up?

[@6OceanSoul9]

***** get a life

[@6OceanSoul9]

***** that's so sad :( so sorry for you

[@weeshnaaa]

Just remember that for every one person who insults you, there are 10 people who absolutely love and admire you :)! You're amazing to me Julie!

[@DeanaNoop]

How could someone mistake you for a guy? There's nothing manly about you. You shouldn't be worried :)

[@FawkesFeathers]

You came into my Starbucks around a year ago, I thought you were absolutely beautiful! My co-worker watched your videos, and told me about your journey and I thought it was absolutely amazing! Be proud, keep that smile on your face!

[@TechnoGlowStick]

I turn 23 august 7th

[@InorganicVegan]

Funny, because kirby (your profile picture) was made in 1992. He's also 23.

[@eirisvinazhao4371]

TechnoGlowStick OMG we have the same birthday!!!!

[@abundanceinitself]

I'm really sorry this is happening to you and I can't imagine how hard it must be. I have mild social anxiety and I learned a lot about it. When you when anxiety, you overthink and start thinking unrealistically. So most of the negative thoughts you have, probably aren't true. When you're walking through a crowd, most people are way too busy talking or doing things to even notice you. Or they may be staring or looking at you for other reasons like how beautiful you look or for your makeup or style. People won't always notice the things you think. I think the first step is to try your best to think positively I those situations no matter how hard it is. Try complimenting yourself in your head or saying anything positive to yourself. Love you :)

[@trans.teen9035]

I totally understand you. Every time i go out of my house it seems all the attention is on me. I use to get upset because i always thought that people were judging me. But from confronting a few people i realized that yes some do because the majority are just intrigued by your uniqueness. You must believe what the majority says. If 3/4 of everyone are saying you are beautiful than you really are. Accept who you are. Maybe thats your problem. You are trying to cover your true identity and some how some way it always comes back. " The secret to being accepted is you accept your-self first then you will be ok with everything" Everyone loves you Princess Joules . Were here for you :)

[@AysiaSBeauty]

Julie, I love you. You're absolutely amazing. I know it's easier said than done but please don't worry about what complete strangers think. With anxiety, I know exactly how you feel. I was diagnosed a few years ago and I've felt like a caged animal ever since. You have a massive amount of supporters here for you so you'll be fine!

[@oldielox3320]

wow. i truly feel for you and all that you and others in the lgbtq community go through. always having second thoughts in the back of your mind is VERY overwhelming. i too have anxiety & it's the worst but i can't even complain after hearing all that you go through. i love you & thanks for sharing- we will always support you :)

[@PlatypusGuitar]

I cannot even grasp that someone could mistakenly call you by the wrong gender because you are so feminine and beautiful. I hope that you will be able to overcome your anxiety because youre an amazing person and you deserve to feel at peace. I have anxiety too and I know how painful it can be sometimes

[@miraalen3847]

Thanks for being you, you're so authentic. You're one of my favourite youtubers and i have anxiety issues as well and i dunno you give me strength. You've overcome a lot. So i guess my point here is that i hope you realize how much good you do.

[@Masechka143]

How can anyone possibly think that you are a male!? You are so beautiful inside and out. Can't wait for a day when everyone is gonna feel safe being themselves.

[@everetterice3098]

Thanks for sharing part of yourself Julie. You have more strength than you know. A weak person or unstable person would never be able to endure what you have. Know many of us respect and honor you, Cis and Trans. Stay encouraged and we hope you had a great time in Las Vegas, my wife and I love that city, Take care as always, er

[@CHARLIEQUINA]

Girl, my anxiety is through the roof and it's the only thing keeping me from clothes shopping. I've tried ordering clothes online but I range from a Large to a 2X!!! When I try shopping in stores, even if I'm with someone, I just get so many stares. Like why the hell are you looking at these clothes, and I just break down slowly and need to get out of the situation. It's the worst feeling.

[@harshigrewal7293]

You are truly amazing girl. I feel like we need more people like yourself in this world, who are genuine, down to earth, inspiring and who one can relate to. You literally are sunshine and sparkles and you light up so many peoples lives💎

[@michaelawolfman9121]

Girl you are freaking gorgeous! Remember that for every person who doesn't accept you there are thousands who do! We love ya!

[@sinyoungpark7914]

I feel this way EVERY DAY, girl. Didn't even know "clocking" was even a word! It's so hard to live everyday like this.. every interaction with people, out in society.. Just have confidence in yourself and know that you're a BEAUTIFUL woman, and if someone mistakes you for a man, just know they made a mistake.

[@davedeano8097]

I loved your video Julie. I have been following your channel you for a while now and it is so nice to hear from fellow trans peep with every video. Getting called the wrong pronouns still can make me weary of leaving the house. Its comforting to know other people understand how much it hurts. Makes it feel less lonely.

[@misssophisticated1698]

What I love about you is that you are honest. You are not out here lying or pretending that everything is perfect for trans people. You share the REAL story, not the dream book shit that others (no names necessary) are trying too hard to convince the world that this is an easy road to travel. You are a good person. Keep your head up and do not let anyone take anything from you. YOU have opened my eyes to what being a trans woman is like. I went from not knowing to not caring to understanding. And that is because of you. Never forget you make a difference to trans and cis people.

[@Pharphette]

Although I'm not trans, I can certainly relate to your social anxiety. Feeling like people are judging, talking, even laughing at you is a horrible feeling. I mostly think this way because I have visible skin issues and I'm overweight. I don't like to stand out and I have very low self-esteem. The thing that's so hard to shake off, is the fact that most people aren't looking at you, thinking about you etc.; as everyone is mostly concerned about themselves. You look very feminine and your beauty and style is visually striking, people notice and stare at you like they do a barbie doll perfect model. I just wanted to let you know that I empathize with you and that I would stare at you only because you're perfect looking.

[@oliwri]

I can't believe anyone would clock you! Every time I show someone your videos, they say you are a beautiful woman. Especially men, they can't get their eyes off of you.

[@tirrat1630]

For only being 23, you are very mature and have your sh*t together hun! I started following you shortly before your SRS, and had i not know everything you share... i would have NEVER second guessed you were anything else but a beautiful woman! To me you have soft feminine features, a lovely body and a beautiful feminine voice. I completely understand what you go through when it come to anxiety, it can be crippling at times. But you have gotten through it and Will Keep Getting Through It! So own it! Work it! And NEVER let anyone bring you down or clock you! HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY and know you always have a friend in me! *^_^*

[@kalystadixon1528]

Joules, I have to say that no matter what, be yourself and be happy. That aside, you are one of the examples that every MtF hopes she can become. You are beautiful, funny, smart and confident. Don't let anyone take that away from you. I love getting notifications about your videos as you almost always post on topics that effect most of the Trans community, both MtF and FtM, and always put your personal feelings/experience with them. Keep being you and I know that the only people who will try and put you down are those that are self-conscience about their own selves and jealous of what you have. Just to put your mind at ease a little, most of my cis-female friends wish they looked as good as you.

[@joshkhan4018]

Not really sure why I ended up watching your video lol but I'm glad I did. It was good to get things from your perspective. I'm always worried about offending someone who is transgendered, I mean I wouldn't look at you and even think to call you sir in any circumstance, but sometimes it's not as easy. Really cool how you can be so open and honest here. I'm sure you are an encouragement to so many. From a straight Christian guy, you are a truly beautiful woman.

[@CarminaVillamizarBeautyDiva]

I have many videos of trans female and I like you the most because you really help a non trans person understand not just the physical but the emotional and medical side. Emotions that I can relate to although I am a heterosexual female. I just love how you are so natural in your videos. Keep up the good work.

[@samanthag3367]

Omg, I resonate with this so much. I hate having so much fear of doing simple tasks, like laundry or grocery shopping, or even using the bathroom. Being transgender can be very hard, even walking down the street I'm constantly fearful of passerby's . Its always in the back of my mind, and it seems near impossible to shake, and don't even get me started on big groups -_- I love you and thank you for being such a great inspiration!! I wouldn't be where I am now without your videos ^-^ !!

[@mandydax]

I started my transition back in '96. I'm pretty stealth, and I don't remember the last time I got clocked; in fact, a couple of people I've come out to recently got really confused and thought by "I'm trans" that I wanted to start a transition to being a man (lol, eww, no). Even with all of that, I get dysphoria and anxiety whenever I look in the mirror and the light shadows my brow wrong, or whenever I take a selfie and my nose looks terrible, or the most anxiety-inducing of all whenever I'm interacting with a stranger and they stare at my face a little too long. I start to panic, but I suppress it and present myself in the most confident way I can. I have found that projecting confidence makes a huge difference in the way people perceive me. If you act like you think people will think you don't belong in this restroom, they might read that and then think that you don't, but never let that self-doubt show, they're a lot less likely to doubt you, too.

[@hy9947]

I just found your channel and I absolutely love how honest you are. I'm so happy that you are finally feeling your true self. Stay gorgeous! 😘

[@shelbyng7237]

Just do your thing and don't worry so much about getting clocked. I'm not trans but what I can tell you is that I also had anxiety for the longest time. Gradually I began to focus more on what I wanted to do and less on what others thought about me. I learned that my concern on all the little things was only amplified because of what I thought of it in my own mind. Let go of the judgment and of the opinion of total strangers. They shouldn't affect you! You're beautiful and should let yourself be free and shine, Everywhere you go.

[@chanellondon7997]

You are such a wonderful person Julie and I hope you feel better with your anxiety! I am pretty sure that everyone feels this to a certain extent and know that you are not the only one!! We all love you and look up to you sweetie! Stay Fabulous and Classy!

[@rhondaw5285]

Omg, you gone over so many points in your video blog, almost a reflection in how my life is.Girl tell me about it, there is nothing like a spoon of ice cream. Happy Birthday!

[@pikabunz]

I totally love you and I love how supportive your channel is with your transformation. My one wish is that the same amount of supportive people would have the same courtesy with other women from any background and story. I see many beautiful women (such as yourself) that get backlash for the stupidest reasons. Maybe women need the pointless backlash to get stronger. I just don't understand the people that waste their time just to try to hurt someone else.

[@chanti5727]

Woah.Girl, You are simply beautiful no matter what! You look like a woman, you act like a woman, you are a woman. We have your back! Godspeed.

[@solimardiaz7935]

If I ever saw you in public I would HAVE to walk up to you and compliment you on EVERYTHING! People are only looking to tear you down that's the only reason for clocking you. Rise above girl :) Much love!

[@Sunstar-cb9vl]

Your eyeliner is beyond perfect!

[@FlawlessKevin]

Lookin flawless gurl! ;) you inspire me so much! Love you!

[@JLO1023]

You're very right, EVERYONE has their own issues and the best thing you can do is just own it! You don't need to feel bad for having your own feelings. You are beautiful inside and out, but that doesn't mean your feelings aren't justified. Plus, this is all very new to you, and I bet in a few years you will be more comfortable. Love your vids!

[@BellamysBows]

i love u julie

[@katezervas8702]

One of the most relatable things that you said in this video is "you never know what people are thinking." As a transgender woman, it can be easy to think that when people look at you they see your former self. These people could very well be looking at you wondering where you got your outfit from, or how you do your makeup so beautifully. That's just it, you really don't know what people are thinking, and you won't know unless they say something. The thing I hate about clocking is how are people truly supposed to know anything unless they've looked in your pants, and now for you even that wouldn't matter! There is no physical definition of what a woman is supposed to look like. I'm sure people have questioned some cis-gender women for being trans as well, not that they should, and they shouldn't for you either. It's really nobodies business but yours. Just know that you are loved on here, as you, a woman, regardless of what anyone thinks! xo

[@amberc5457]

You are such a beautiful Woman. I have anxiety and always have, growing up I knew I was Bi Sexual and trying to come out to people in my family at a young age i was immediately shut down as it being a 'phase'. so I lived that part of my life silently and secretly, and never really went for what i wanted out of fear... You have done that Julie! You are inspiring to so many people, and sharing your experience good and bad, just makes you even more real and down to earth. People will admire you for being strong, but also at times when you feel weak. Keep your head up girl.

[@Cherrylipgloss100]

I hope you don't feel like you're alone! I've been clocked at my school's bathroom, and it seriously drained my confidence for a week. So I'm so glad you haven't faced it yet and I hope you never have to. :)

[@bandirain8690]

As a trans woman I feel you - I know exactly how you feel. Thank you so much for sharing. Helps me feel I'm not alone xoxo

[@jessekeiser100]

I feel you so hard on this Julie! Navigating the world, people gender me both male and female frequently--it is something that is completely out of my control. With that being said, gender is encapsulated in people's minds in many different ways, and it manifests itself in the flesh quite drastically from person to person! Keep on keeping on, you are doing fine :)

[@yemmeth]

You're such a doll! Everyone has insecurities girl, but I'm certain that the older you get the less you will care, like most people. Stay strong and happy

[@ewtoyou3025]

You don't understand how relatable this is, I'm exactly like you and this is so helpful, but I learned to not worry and just be as nice and beautiful as you can rather someone knows you're not biologically born women or not, that doesn't define how beautiful, nice or intelligent you are, you live for your think off the good in your life, that's so much stress the average human doesn't deal with, we should either :)

[@NosebleederRawrr]

I'm glad that you enjoyed yourself in Vegas! I hope that you have a fantastic birthday, girl! I can't believe that you're only a few months younger than me - I thought you were a few years older, you just seem so wise and mature... I should probably stop calling you 'Mother Sparkles'. Hahaa I wanted to cry watching this, it's so sad that you and so many others have to deal with things like that. No one should feel like a circus escapee. That being said, the first video of yours that I watched was your tucking video. It showed up in my related and my honest first reaction was "What in the world is the woman doing talking about tucking?" It took it a while to click - and that was only because of your word choices.

[@erinmorticia8990]

I'm so sorry, Julie. Having an anxiety disorder myself, I'm very sympathetic. I'm glad you made this video, because a lot of us cis-gendered people just don't realize the constant fear and worry about not being accepted, and being misgendered, that trans people experience. Now that you've addressed it here, along with other struggles in other videos, it might help some people out there to be more understanding and accepting.

[@Chardashian]

Love you joulie, you're an inspiration to me and so many others!

[@Elizabeth-oj7rb]

Your transition is remarkable! Gorgeous!

[@PSrecording]

aww Julie, we love you so much. Just do the best you can to live your life as care free as you can. Thanks for sharing your story with all of us on KZbin :) keep being amazing! love youuuuu!!!!

[@tonyachristensen7295]

omg!!! I have these same feelings everytime I walk out the door. I thought it was just me!...but if someone as beautiful as you has these feelings, then what chance do I have of NOT having them too!...this makes me feel like I am so not alone..thank you for posting this! Tonya.

[@RashidaBirdlong]

Hey Princess Joulse, ive followed your transition and must say you are GORGEOUS, no matter what ...and even for cisgender girls, sometimes we feel like we look like a man too somedays...lol.Being a woman isnt always about whos the most 'girlie' , its about owning your individuality and uniqueness. And girl youve got it... i know you inpire so many prople out there. Xoxo

[@queenmolmolly7962]

God Julie I love you so much

[@kallie34]

You are one of the most passible trans people I have ever seen, I would be completely blown away to discover that you weren't born a female if I hadn't been watching your videos for so long! You are so gorgeous, don't ever doubt the way you look because you are very clearly a woman :)

[@Emaaw]

Please do a tutorial on your eyemakeup - it looks so perfectly blended! Love your makeup videoes! :-)

[@LarsvKeulen]

I am a transgender in transion and your words sound so familiar to me, what helps me to think that I'm not the only one dealing with this problems. I love you Princess, thank your for sharing your feelings!

[@NatalieAmor]

Awww I just wanna give you a big ol' hug girl!!! That must really suck. Ugh people! I have been in similar situations before because of my weight (I know its not the same exactly...) but it really does make you feel like shiz and u wish u were invisible :( Sometimes I just wish I was normal! BUT whatevs! People should just mind their own business! I love ur videos girl! Keep doing ur thing, you are amazing!! I look up to your resilience, confidence and beauty inside and out!

[@BethBeing]

I wish "Clocking" wasn't so common that transexuals had to figure out something to call it. It feels like an interesting time to be a public transexual figure. It's fantastic that America on the whole is finally being made to encounter it, but because it's such a 'new topic' for most heteronormative people, they don't know how to talk about it or whats hurtful or sometimes, what being transexual even means. I want to thank you for being public about yourself and opening up in videos like this every once in awhile because you've taught me an enormous deal about the private side of being trans. Now that I know what a woman like you has to do in order to get and maintain the body you were born to have, there is no question in my mind how much of a woman you are. That takes so much strength. We'll get to a place where it's normal. It's going to take many, many years but I believe that eventually you'll just be you and the fact that you're transexual will mean no more or less than the fact that you have black hair.

[@jialeiq.7026]

I can really relate to the anxiety part so it helps to know I'm not the only one. Thank you for sharing this.

[@yw2754]

Hey! I was eating vanilla ice cream too while watching this! Hope you're feeling good Joules! I face similar situations too and it sucks. But sadly, this is life and there's just too much jerks in the world. Always know that we are there for you!

[@Shuntorrino11]

I just made a channel literally to comment on this video haha. I am a trans girl, I've had full ffs- and sometimes I still worry about getting clocked but it never actually happens, really at all. Hiiii Julie. I think for us trans girls our own mind is often our worst enemy. I totally think the whole walking through crowds thing is in your head. Sometimes I get flustered thinking the same thing, but I force myself to actually walk slower, and be careless. And then I realize I'm not actually getting clocked. You are a beautiful woman and of course people will look at you- we all pay attention to pretty people. And for the few people that do outright clock you, you have to remember that you are openly trans on the Internet. So many people watch your videos. You are bound to run into them at one point or another. Try the whole taking it easier in a crowd thing, walk slow, calm down and take in your surroundings. Don't overthink the situation. Honestly this has really helped me to the point where I'm really not nervous in crowds at all anymore. Stay gorgeous!! Xx

[@demcakers]

I've followed you for so long. I am mtf and I've just started HTR 2 months ago and you have been the biggest inspiration to me. I look up to you. I hope everything gets well for you ;A;

[@clumsygracie]

It makes me so sad that society constantly makes you re-evaluate and feel self conscious in who you are. Joules you are a straight up women no matter what anybody thinks. Please know that for every time someone makes you feel bad for using a public space like a women's bathroom, there are people just like me who have your back and are thinking only positive things about you x

[@emmaschock8355]

You and Gigi need to collab!!!

[@RubyGlam]

I love you so much i am 13 year old m to f and you were honestly the only one who helped me and gave me tips on how to be passable and i am so thankful for that i love you and i am getting blockers over the summer, never stop making videos and i have some of these stresses but just remem ber you beautiful and you have so many fans to back you up xxx

[@Ruby_doll]

Girl you are beautiful, and I know exactly what you mean. Happy birthday! I'm gonna be 40 on the 22 and my one year anniversary of being trans is today so I'm pretty damn happy. Thanks for being an inspiration.

[@AQueenElizabeth]

You are one of my favorite youtubers. You seem so genuine!

[@sarahsargent9439]

Jules people are not staring at you because they're clocking you. They are staring at you because you are striking and beautiful. You have things that catch people's eyes like tattoos, fake books, long hair. You are gorgeous!