April to Death - Flower Face (lyrics)

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lyrics:
three bullets in a wedding dress
well i know he'll kill me, but i love that boy to death
felt it bad when he took those pills
saying "ha ha ha, we're going straight to hell"
the smell of sweat and sweetness in your room
yeah, i was scared, but what can you do?
you turn around and tell me it's okay
but my hands have still got the morphine shakes
i'm alive but i don't know where i am
wanna leave but i don't know if i can
i'll drop out of art school
spend my life in hotel bedrooms
i think i saw him slow-mo crashing on the interstate
think i saw him sleeping through a hurricane
he's a violent man and his heart's decayed
he's a liar but i just can't stay away
now he's smoking out the window every morning
while i get high in the bathroom
always on the upswing, baby
phosphenes in our starry eyes today
april to our deathbed
we're always on the upswing, baby
he's got a new girl and i'm sure that she's alright
but he still calls me late at night
never meant to leave him here like this
voicemail sings a fucking wreck
i'm still written in his arm
six years between the thing he wants
nose bleeds like an afterthought
baby, don't breathe out, it's all we've got
live life on endless holiday
you're so fun but i've got bills to pay
i don't love any of these men
just want to feel the most i can
and he's smoking out the window every morning
while i get high in the bathroom
always on the upswing, baby
phosphenes in our starry eyes today
april to our deathbed
we're always on the upswing, baby
soft skin press cold hands sleep sweet sleep gentle
hey, baby, are you okay? you're always on my mind
coffee stains, radio static, slice my collarbones
i love a boy who's made of gold
i love a boy with curly hair and river eyes
now he's smoking out the window every morning
while i get high in the bathroom
always on the upswing, baby
lightning in our fingertips today
i jump each time you touch me
always on the upswing, baby
phosphenes in our starry eyes today
april to our deathbead
we're always on the upswing, baby
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[@elsieegrace]

if ur here u have impeccable music taste and i love u

[@in_the_starz]

Ty

[@an6967]

ty

[@dorianbeans]

well, i know, you too

[@whatisnani3283]

Thanks

[@IAM_NOTOKAY_]

Ha ha ha we’re going straight to hell 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻

[@anyways8385]

Imagine her and Nicole dollanganger making a song together

[@junkiechurchhh]

Been talking about this for years lol

[@smudgedglue]

Yesterday I was listening to this in the car and had told my boyfriend that this song reminded me of us. I’ve been listening to this song since mid July and only now realized how it’s about an abusive relationship. He was so worried that he was like the guy in the song and I felt awful. I’ve always took this song as “no matter what happens we have each other” and liked the beauty behind it. However the real story is just as interesting as my own wrongly interpreted one

[@SugarOBunny]

Aww that's rough for your bf...poor thing lol! Did you let him know that you realized? Also on interpretation-- I get the feeling that although the singer's relationship is abusive, she doesn't care and is enjoying it for the fucked up thing that it is. So maybe "no matter what happens we have each other" isn't so wrong, just not quite what you initially thought

[@lynxwestbrook6848]

oooooh no no no

[@crubip2976]

Only found this song just today entirely on accident and it might be one of my new favorite songs

[@in_the_starz]

This is honestly so underrated

[@cybershinigami9907]

Lyrically amazing. I wish mainstream music had this level of care put into songs

[@moneygal_plays7917]

Ya but the better mainstream music gets the less special it would get I feel like i because it doesn’t mean much if you find a “gem” like this one you know

[@wejdeneboughanmi9106]

Fucking adore this song

[@wackykiddo4744]

i want 2 cry and laugh @ the same time, what's the problem with this song

[@lunazanuto4424]

What are you talking about? This song has no problems

[@nickeni3050]

It's nostalgia for me at least, brings you the good feels of something that has passed only that the particular thing in actuality wasn't actually a good experience but back in those moments you thoroughly believed it was

[@olinh5908]

This is underated

[@myappleidmoz]

I guess it’ll be my all time fav 🤭💖

[@fingers7426]

Always coming back to this song, it’s so good

[@apriltodeath]

i want a life that makes me feel like this song does

[@apriltodeath]

id like to watch him smoking out the window every morning

[@hobbit-the-tenor]

I can guarantee you, you don’t.

[@apriltodeath]

@@hobbit-the-tenor well i actually do lol

[@nickeni3050]

@@apriltodeath nah you don't, the feels from the song is all too familiar but it doesn't bring the good nostalgia

[@apriltodeath]

@@nickeni3050 i mean i dont know about yall but i still think the same soo

[@spacetimeduality]

cant get enough with this song

[@MrHahapasta]

sick song gw

[@felixsahetapy3706]

🖤

[@user-lc8fh9ri1w]

الكلمات احااااا موتتني

[@rima-vq7pq]

It sounds so much like norman fucking rockwell

[@touko_nanami]

Anyone know why this song is called "April to Death"?

[@yeah3442]

@@iris4361 old comment but im pretty sure this is about an unhealthy relationship

[@kloxzp]

old comment but i kind if think that it was an important time for them and even though he's lost she'll still remember april "to our deathbed"

[@funeralbug6402]

April is near and am I ready to death?

[@kei-zy3rx]

I came from niki :)

[@milkteeth]

Who is niki?

[@kei-zy3rx]

@@milkteeth niki/nihachu, she's a twitch streamer and she was just playing this on her stream :)

[@gracemoyer2784]

me too!

[@in_the_starz]

Me too! :D

[@_.da._.moon._]

This popped on that enhance thing on Spotify

[@KinsLutz]

Good song

[@Nobody-sh4pu]

this is it, April 1st. what am i to do now lmao

[@dombaimut]

we're always on the upswing baby

[@kloxzp]

AHHHHH HAPPY NOISES

[@Cl0udnight]

I breathing flower face

[@banan8055]

[@anactualbird6801]

Where's the 5th comment I wonder

[@xalpacazeu1332]

I need more of these, please anyone send me

[@bolted1561]

This gives me Lilly Allen vibes 👌

[@beata8889]

Where can I find lyrics?!?

[@briarcypress50]

In the video xD or on genius

[@user-lc8fh9ri1w]

🤣