Ascension Symptoms - Anger/Rage

[@jjsom9914]

I thought I was going nuts with all this anger, frustration and irritability bubbling..thank you 💕💕

[@VanessaOoms]

So glad that this helped! Sending you tons of love 💜✨

[@theartgroovement7760]

This is exactly what I needed to hear. Anger has been a strong emotion since my awakening. I have always felt shameful about it . Thank you for this video and for providing insight. I will look into ways to express my anger in a healthy way

[@VanessaOoms]

I hear you 💜 There might be some helpful tips in this video for you: kzbin.info/www/bejne/a4G3Xp2ga7h2ndE

[@mayamorgan792]

This is the one thing that holds me back on my journey Am in the midst of an awakening. I can rage for 8 hours straight... so doing it in a way that the neighborhood wont freak out is a challenge! I've had multiple encounters with the police in the past. Wasnt hurting anyone just people freaking out

[@VanessaOoms]

Unfortunately because so many people have suppressed their own anger, seeing someone else express theirs freaks them out. Definitely best to find ways to deal that are more “socially acceptable” so you stay out of trouble! 🤪 my suggestion: boxing or kick boxing!! 🥊 Beating the crap out of a heavy bag is soooo cathartic! 🤍✨ Or run until you can’t anymore. Or do push-ups or CrossFit or any intense physical activity and allow the anger to move through you.

[@kathleenmaionchi2566]

I love you. Thank you for this. I was depressed and now I am being a monster to everyone, I am in two ascension classes and I have tools and know better. I feel great now, but I am a monster!

[@VanessaOoms]

Give yourself some grace my friend. Your people love you, even when you have monster moments. You are not a monster, just your emotions can feel monstrous. Keep doing the work and everything will calm down. You got this! 💜

[@maomi1852]

Thank you so much for this video... The last past two weeks I've going through a lot of healing and severing ties with things and people and thoughts that no longer serve. I've been deep into journaling, meditation and affirmations, and this last week I had a day where I was ultra depressed and just wanted to cry the whole day and today I was so angry and had a full yelling quarrel with my husband. The fault lies with both of us, we both reacted badly and said things we shouldn't say, but after things calmed down I've felt so much shame for not being able to quell my words, emotions and leave to come back with a calm and cool perception (which I've been able to do these last 6 months). So for me, it was so strange because I thought I was finally at the epitome of cool and collected vibes, coming from a loving and understanding perception, but the today I just lost it and I was seeing it as a setback. Thank you 🙏

[@diannaduran8925]

Thank you so much for making this video I have my inner piece back I appreciate you taking the time to do this at the risk of sounding crazy I appreciate you ❤😊and so thankful you truly just made a huge positive difference in my life ❤

[@VanessaOoms]

I’m so glad to hear this resonated for you! Messages like this balance out the risk of sounding crazy for me 🤣🥰✨

[@diannaduran8925]

@@VanessaOoms I was just reading some of your comments I hope you don’t mind but man is it such a relief to know that this is so normal and I’m not alone you are truly a blessing and what an impact you are having on so many people making such a positive difference 💕💕

[@xtina1fan]

Oh my goodness thank you so much this is exactly what I needed to hear 💕🌷🥰

[@VanessaOoms]

You are so welcome! Glad this was helpful 🙏💜

[@Nicole-fb6fr]

REALLY needed to hear this! You explained it all so beautifully! I've felt such shame since my anger has surfaced since my Kundalini awakening, but now I'm going to take your advice and embrace it rather then trying to repress it all again. By the way, you remind me so much of Tatiana Maslany 😊

[@VanessaOoms]

Oh that is a huge compliment! She’s an amazing talent 🤗💕 and good on you for embracing your anger. It’s definitely not a bad thing. Anger shows up when boundaries have been crossed or we’re living out of alignment. It’s meant to be a sacred tool for us to make changes in our lives, yet we’re taught it’s bad. Sometimes there is a reason for the internal fire. The trick is channeling that energy in a way that will do no harm to others. Much love to you 🙏🏼✨

[@Fuchanface]

Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this! 🙏🏻🌼

[@VanessaOoms]

Sending you so much love 🙏🏼🤍✨

[@annelizabeth9872]

Thank you for this video! I needed to hear this. I have been going through intense sadness and this morning it turned to me yelling at God screaming NO MORE several times. It felt like it came out of nowhere. Then I immediately thought to myself that is not gratitude. Then I felt guilt (I am so sorry!) and fear (please don't hurt me for this disrespect) and of course shame for yelling at God when he is trying to give this beautiful gift of ascension. You are right some parts are rainbows and awe but that is not the part I have been experiencing lately. Thank you for reminding me and helping reinforce the idea that these feelings are going to bubble up to the surface during this purging phase. I need to let them come out because these feelings are there because they were repressed. I was ashamed for having them, and I learned to shame myself but now I need to look at them without judgement but with curiosity and acceptance.

[@VanessaOoms]

Thank you for sharing! You are brave to do this work and to allow yourself to feel it all. God is like an unconditionally loving parent who accepts all parts of you without judgment. He wants all of your expression and understands that sometimes you just need to yell. Let it out. Let it rip. Know that expressing yourself this way isn’t wrong or bad. 💗 Emotions are meant to run through our systems and be released. When they have been bottled up for a while, it can feel very intense to release them. But release them we must. And you do t have to always be in gratitude. I’m fact, doing the work of releasing stuck emotions will free up space inside for MORE gratitude to live. Sending you so much love!! 🙌💗💗💗

[@annelizabeth9872]

@@VanessaOoms Thank you so much!

[@monkeyman11721]

thank you so much. truly. i appreciate this so much

[@VanessaOoms]

So glad this was helpful 🙏🏼✨

[@Light-Shift]

I dont feel shame for having anger, there is so much where anger is more than justified. I feel deflated because I'm not where I thought I was after so much spiritual work, knowing I should be in it but not of it and that this energy isn't what I want to be experiencing. Sometimes I'm depressed for days afterward and it becomes an event instead of just a temporary emotion. More times than not your anger involves others and the world. Its not like youre alone and cocooned on an island and just get angry and everything is cute wonderful innocent and youre protected and no one has hurt feelings.

[@VanessaOoms]

100% agree with you! And I’ve experienced the depressive backlash after bouts of anger too. This journey can be super messy, that’s why these conversations are necessary. You deserve kudos for doing your spiritual work! Even if you feel like you should be further along, you’re doing awesome. Many people are not doing any work at all. 🙏🏼

[@Light-Shift]

@@VanessaOoms ty much love Vanessa💚💜❤️🍃

[@Sojourninggrace]

Saved my skin you have😤 just one hour agoI was about to say stuff this ascension as a recovering alcoholic and ex Christianity, in 5 days I have been clean and the universe was pulling me, been blessed with loads of positive downloads and intuition, not slept for 3 days so it was bubbling up today and I yelled and swore in the shower and asked for angelic assistance came to the phone like I was ringing a doctor hahaha a spiritual doctor typed in youtube Anger in spiritual awakening and how amazing you are there with everything I need to hear you beautiful soul I thank the universe for using you

[@VanessaOoms]

So glad to hear this video was helpful 🙏🏼🤍✨ You got this! The early days of sobriety are difficult, but it gets easier. Hang in there.

[@diannaduran8925]

Ok first I have to say the number 69 has popped up in my life forever and this morning for some reason I kept thinking about the numbers 69 and just a few minutes ago out of the blue I got so pissed off and full of rage I’m by myself literally sitting on the toilet wtf anyways you popped up on my screen and I go to write a comment to say thank you and the comment number was 69 wow ok back to my comment I really wanted to say thank you so much because I thought I was doing something wrong or just loosing my mind you have no idea how much you have just helped me you are a beautiful person for sharing the things that are not comfortable talking about thank you 🙏 thank you 🙏 ❤😊❤

[@musicalexisvid]

Thank you so much. That was really helpful. 💖

[@VanessaOoms]

So glad it helped 🙏🏼💜 wishing you well

[@GlassTableGirll]

I definitely needed this tonight

[@VanessaOoms]

Glad this was helpful 🙏💜

[@Mitch-bs6ug]

Thank you so much.. i thought i'm experiencing another type of awakening for feeling all this anger that i can't even figure out why that sometimes lead to hurting my family especially my mom. Once again thank you..

[@VanessaOoms]

Sending you so much love!

[@UchihaMike83]

Great video, I learned a lot

[@VanessaOoms]

Awesome. Im glad to hear that 🙏🏼🤍✨

[@katieross5222]

Thank you. So true.

[@VanessaOoms]

Much love to you 🙏🏼🤍✨

[@STNNurseMikey1990]

I won't lie, I'm struggling to find how to release anger as an energy. I've stored a lot over the years, but now thanks to the kundalini, it's time for it all to come back up to be released. I've tried writing, I go to the gym etc. But it's just not shifting!!! Thanks for the vid :)

[@VanessaOoms]

I've had a few people ask me about this, so I made a video. Will post the link when it's published! 🙏💜

[@VanessaOoms]

Hey Mikey, here's the link to a video I made with some suggestions for releasing anger. I hope this is helpful. kzbin.info/www/bejne/a4G3Xp2ga7h2ndE

[@CalipsoSarah]

I am in that position of not knowing how to store them and where.

[@VanessaOoms]

Sending you a huge hug 🤗

[@user-rl3wv1md8q]

Thank you, I was eating healthy and doing 1-2 hours of qgong this week, waking up all the dormant stuff. And today I had an incredible day, where I did something really courageous and then one of the most important people in the world said something, which made me feel deeply betrayed and I felt a very high degree and atypical to me anger. I wanted to put my fist through walls, scream and when I opened water tap to make some tea, it split in half. Your testimony helped me accept and calm down and appreciate as well as use it the next day for action. Thank you and blessings to you❤️

[@VanessaOoms]

Thanks for sharing! You’re doing great work, my friend. Just keep moving through it and it will pass. Crazy you had a Hulk moment and broke the tap! 😅 I’ve definitely been there too. Sending you so much love 💜💜

[@user-rl3wv1md8q]

@@VanessaOoms thank you for your uplifting and caring response. To clarify about tap - I didn't do anything unusual in regards to opening it, it's as if it decided to break the same moment I've had an emotional intensification, which I've described in previous post. And in that moment it made me appreciate the power of my fury. For it felt like outer layer of reality was matching me and responding in real time. Such as water tap breaking because my thoughts were of pain and destruction and emotional volume was turned way higher than usual. That's how I chose to see it at that moment and it in a sensed lifted by mood like happiness though pain.

[@VanessaOoms]

What a cool experience. It’s amazing how powerful our emotions are!

[@alessandracampelli6090]

Anger is not particularly painful, on the contrary it gives you energy and inputs to action. To me is just surprising, I guess this is just the time when the supressed anger is surfacing, which is great! I've the feeling that people around me, my girlfriends in particular, are scared and uneasy about this topic. The way we've been raised in our particular culture is to be always kind and nice no matter what. Now all of that is going, and I'm really glad for that; it's very empowering 🎉🎉🎉

[@VanessaOoms]

It really is empowering! I was raised in a similar culture where women are expected to be sweet and nice all the time. The women around me (and me too) are giving ourselves permission to release pent up anger, but also to just be however we are without expectation. Big love to you! 🙌💜✨

[@ericparadis7882]

I've looked for months for an explanation of some of these more exotic but very base emotions. Thank you for this, I'm a newer follower of your channel!

[@VanessaOoms]

I'm glad this landed with you, Eric! Thank you so much for supporting my channel! If you've got suggestions for topics to cover, I'd love to hear them. Enjoy today 🙏💫

[@LorraElizabeth]

Thank you. ✌🏼❤️🌍

[@VanessaOoms]

🙏💜

[@nicoleburnett8015]

I’ve been so angry mad want to rage out but I don’t want to hurt myself or anyone else, but I have no way to release this anger, sometimes it comes from someone triggering me, sometimes I just wake out of bed angry, and for the rest of the day I can’t shake it, I can’t understand why it’s there, maybe old trauma, but it’s not myself, I feel like a totally different person when I’m this angry, I want the feeling to go away, but feel it’s owning me, and I can’t control it, it’s very hard as I have Borderline Personality Disorder and having both is overwhelming, I’m genuinely a very kind soft caring person but lately it’s so dark and hard not to be angry at even simple things, I feel awful for being this angry and it makes me feel disconnected and disappointed in myself, I really don’t know where this anger came from or what I need to do to get back to myself…

[@VanessaOoms]

I feel you, Nicole 🤍 I went through a good year or so where it felt like anger ruled me. I’d have waves come out of nowhere and it was so intense…irritable over small things, and I too would sometimes wake out of bed angry. For me, I just had to keep moving through it and finding healthy ways to deal. Working out and meditating really helped me, and so did stream of consciousness writing. The writing helped me get all the thoughts out of my head and onto paper, and I could see things from a different perspective. I wish I’d seen a counsellor while going through this, but I was too stubborn at the time. I think being able to talk things out with someone would be very helpful.

[@DeeWilson504]

I needed this and feel like I’m being tested. I’m trying to find a better way to handle things. I just feel like everyone in my household is getting on my nerves and I feel like the things they are bothering me for is nonsense and common sense things. It’s aggravating. 😢

[@VanessaOoms]

I feel you, Dee. 🙏🏼💜✨ Is there a way that you can show the people in your household how to do these things themselves when they ask, rather than doing it for them? Sending you so much love.

[@DeeWilson504]

@@VanessaOoms I try hard. Sometimes I have to just walk away, go listen to my affirmations, and let them figure it out.

[@VanessaOoms]

💯 for sure

[@GinaCharles]

Thank you for sharing. Let it rip🙏

[@VanessaOoms]

Yes! 🙌🤍✨

[@ham818]

Wow amazing video

[@VanessaOoms]

Thanks friend 🙏💜 Hope it was helpful.

[@ericarmstrong8561]

Thank you beautiful....

[@VanessaOoms]

🙏🏼💜

[@xokaraful]

Thank you

[@VanessaOoms]

You're welcome, my friend. 🙏💜

[@zaidadamalkana5556]

OMG this video on my newsfeed, this is exacly what happen to me this 2 days. i'm so confuse what is wrong with me :'( thankyou for the positive energy...

[@VanessaOoms]

Friend, there is absolutely nothing wrong with you! Soooooooo many people, myself included, have been feeling deep, deep emotions lately...lots of fear, anxiety, anger and sadness. It's all part of the awakening that is happening on this planet at this time. You are not alone. You are loved. Allow yourself to feel these feelings and they will pass. You're being healed. There is nothing wrong. 💜

[@Light-Shift]

Sometimes anger and rage occur over time when youre in a situation you cant get out of because the money isnt there to make a transition possible.

[@VanessaOoms]

Totally. And that’s a very valid reason to feel rage.

[@earthling1116]

Thank you 🙏🏼💕💫 wanna hug you right now haha

[@VanessaOoms]

Hugs back! 😁🙏

[@kpencil]

thank u.

[@VanessaOoms]

🙏💜💫

[@sarahwalton2297]

Im usually the calmest person in the room but anger has come up a lot the last few years since I’ve done deeper trauma work and had more awakenings and it’s hard to hold in my body because I’m not used to it. It hurts me so much to have such negative judgy thoughts and so much anger and rage. I’m used to seeing the best in everyone and feeling so much love. I still do overall but these surges of anger feel like they’re coming up more and more. And lately I’m getting so much pain in my head and neck. I can’t take much more. I keep releasing it in somatic healing practises. And there’s no risk of me taking it out on anyone else, I just want it to shift. I don’t have a car so my neighbor can hear me. He was really nice about it and just said he’s glad I’m ok. When will it end? 😓 I even feel angry watching this because I’m like - I’m already doing everything I can!

[@VanessaOoms]

Sending you so much love, Sarah! I understand your frustration. I too felt like I was purging anger for the longest time. It felt like it would never end, and I started to wonder if something was seriously wrong and if it WOULD ever end. But trust me, stick with it and it will end. Gradually, over time, it will stop. Our souls are wise, and they only release as much as the body can handle each time. To release all the anger at once would shut the body down completely. So we have to be patient and allow the process. Sometimes it’s many, many years of anger that’s been built up… so it takes time to unravel it. You got this. Hang in there 💜💜

[@sarahwalton2297]

@@VanessaOoms thank you soo much Vanessa, these words are so comforting I’m crying feeling your compassion and the relief of feeling understood and the reminder that it will pass. I have big things happening in my life - all my dreams are coming true so I think a deeper layer is coming up. I’m just soo tired and I feel so isolated because I don’t really know anyone else irl on this journey. Friends often trauma dump because I’m a safe space and I share my journey vulnerably online but I just can’t take on more than what I’m processing in myself so I’ve had to put in boundaries and keep a certain distance from people. Thank you your words mean soo much! 💝🤗

[@VanessaOoms]

I’m in a similar spot to you right now, and it’s not easy! The isolation can be so difficult to navigate, but it always seems to happen when you’re on the brink of a breakthrough. All the things and people that can’t come with you to the next level fall away. It’s hard, but it’s all clearing out space. I’ll walk beside you through this next phase, my friend. Much love 🙏🏼💜✨🕊️

[@Belle1111Earthangel]

Went for a drive yesterday and screamed one good scream before i released a ton of heavy energy by crying. Ordered lunch and went home. My day was great after that😂

[@VanessaOoms]

🤣💞 love it!! Good on you. Sometimes we need to just let it out

[@Belle1111Earthangel]

@@VanessaOoms yes! 😆💜🕉

[@_______J.Elijah.Lilly________]

Ascension that doesn't ground you will make you float away. Even some "spiritual" people seem to be trying to escape the Earth and their own bodies. Ascension puts your feet in contact with this home in the here and now.

[@VanessaOoms]

Yes, absolutely! I love the way you put it.

[@ferencbudai7061]

thank u

[@VanessaOoms]

You're welcome 🙏💜

[@ms.dragon1918]

I get angry because I don' agree to things people think are good when in reality is not, but now I'm angry because I was told that I'm not actually awake or that I feel like I'm forcing a massage when I came up with a massage after hearing it for so long as a kid (redemption) and hearing videos from higher self channel that gives me a confirmation that what I'm doing is ok witch is making a story about redemption. and also being told that I can help people but to let them help themselves or something which is ok but I believe and it feels true to me that sometimes some people need more help because they can't do it on their own. I want to be spiritually awakened but I feel like I was never on that path even though I been seeing 1111 and saw many spiritual videos for a long while please I need advice.

[@VanessaOoms]

Sorry I missed your message before. It’s ok to disagree with people, but it’s not ok to try to get other people to think like you. Especially if they’re not ready to hear what you have to say. It’s not your job to save other people. That’s for them to do. Your job is to work on you and hold space for others if they ask. It’s about consent. You can’t force others awake, and it’s not your place to judge who needs help and who doesn’t. Do your own inner work, and if someone needs your help, they will come and find you. Then you can help them.

[@VanessaOoms]

I understand that it can feel frustrating when others don’t see the world like you do. If you’re getting signs and confirmations from your guides, run with that, but it’s important to remember not to encroach on other people’s free will and boundaries. 🙏🏼

[@LaneyandherGermanShepherds]

Thank you ! 2 days in a row I had some anger about money and my genetic kidney defect!! I felt like I mess up by releasing it.i am alone so I don't project it

[@VanessaOoms]

Sometimes we just need to vent to move it through! Can’t keep that stuff locked up inside us. Lots of love, God bless you 🙏🏼🤍✨

[@LaneyandherGermanShepherds]

@@VanessaOoms thank you 8

[@leslie1536]

I don’t near any noise😊

[@WillTerrell]

I’m angry about all the noise in this video. Grrr. I always describe anger as a light on your vehicle dashboard. Not something to ignore but not the end of the world.

[@VanessaOoms]

I like that analogy! 100% agree - it’s like a “check engine” light letting you know that something’s up 🙏🏼✨

[@mollyryle7625]

I feel like a maniac. Ugh. I’m even annoying me.

[@VanessaOoms]

Aww! I feel you. This too shall pass. Purging all these emotions can feel so intense sometimes… 💜

[@augustreigns9716]

it is so strange. (...........that........) .............when i listen to you, .........................in my earthly state, ........(..........i hear nothing...) and when i am in a spiritual state while listening, (.......again...) . .........i hear , everything.... ,d

[@VanessaOoms]

So interesting!

[@augustreigns9716]

@@VanessaOoms so much of what you shared in this video hit it's mark with me...thank you

[@VanessaOoms]

@@augustreigns9716 thank you for being on this journey with me, August 🙏💫

[@augustreigns9716]

@@VanessaOoms being on this journey with you, makes me think of climbing a mountain, that has no peak, and every now and then, we stop, and look down.....(..you amaze me...d...)

[@FUCKINGENIOUS]

Can barely hear you

[@VanessaOoms]

Hmm…not sure what happened 🤷🏽‍♀️ I just tested out the sound on my system and seems to be ok. Hope you’re having a good day!

[@maomi1852]

Maybe try headphones or turning up the volume of your device? I'm listening at 2x speed and can hear and understand everything clearly. Wish you best of luck, hope you can hear this video's important message 🙏

[@MARCOLEONELCA]

I need help big time. My shit is gettin serious. If u (or someone u know) is willin to help me out, id appreciate it.

[@VanessaOoms]

I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I'm just catching up on comments now. Are you ok?

[@MARCOLEONELCA]

Vanessa Ooms thank you for replying. But not really (in terms of me doing better). I grew up with an abusive dad, and I used to look up to my older brother. But now he’s just as abusive (not to me, but our mother). He uses her, manipulated her, tries to tell her it’s her fault he’s housebound and has ptsd. and hes attacked her multiple times. I’m training to go into an MMA career, I weight-lift, he knows he can’t really do anything to me, but he also knows I won’t ever put my hands on anyone. (He also thinks I’m super soft because I’m plant based too).

[@MARCOLEONELCA]

Vanessa Ooms he always tells me ima end up like our dad (beating my kids), and overall he’s disgusting (mentality, actions, and physically. He doesn’t wash, his teeth are rotting away, he smells, he doesn’t wipe, he pisses in bottles, AND he has the only room we have all to himself). Physically, I don’t judge people. But he’s done so much in his past (hurt people, got involved with MS13, and turned his back on me and my mother to go with Freemasons for money. And when it didn’t work out, he talked his way back to my mothers paycheck) I was just wondering if u (or anyone u know) have any tips? To control myself. Or anything. Because I know if this keeps up, he’s going to push me too far and ima hurt him. I don’t want that. I do, but I don’t. If that makes sense.

[@MARCOLEONELCA]

Vanessa Ooms I’m 18, hes 22.

[@VanessaOoms]

@@MARCOLEONELCA dear Marco, I’m so sorry, I’m not sure how I missed your messages…my sincere apologies 🙏🏼 This sounds like such a difficult situation to be in…are you still living at home with everyone? Are you ok? My best advice would be to get out of there, but I understand that that’s not always possible. Sounds like your brother is projecting onto you and this is such a toxic situation for you. Please let me know how you’re doing. I’m going to say some prayers for you 🤍🤍🤍