[ASMR] relaxing dark makeover / makeup therapy

[@Escreality]

This is my formal apology to all Kyles, Clarices and Jessicas for using your names as memes lol

[@DrunkASMR]

Kyles are just karens with shorter hair

[@chriscooper6617]

Do you have a FB or IG?

[@Escreality]

IG link is on my channel banner bottom right corner

[@chrisakane9840]

This is kinda like Harley quinn.

[@chrisakane9840]

Or this also reminds me of The crow. Lol but now this is like a female Crow RP.

[@jasonhill9946]

My daughter is getting into “goth” which is a huge contrast to how she used to dress. I’ve heard of people telling their daughters not be like mine right in front of her. I told her they aren’t worth knowing. I allow to her express herself at 11 because she is figuring out who she is. I’ve been a fan for a few years and love your voice. Also, you wear the look beautifully.

[@Smiley_ASMR]

You’re a great parent! And the fact that she feels comfortable expressing herself even if terrible people make rude comments just proves you’re doing a good job!

[@nimaelos3561]

Maybe it's because she rarely uploads any content compared to other ASMR artists and it always feels so special, but this has easily become my most favourite channel to go to. Brutally underrated and deserves millions of more views. Gorgeous style btw - again.

[@marisaveilleux8533]

She would probably be a much bigger channel if she posted more. I see comments like this on her videos all. The. Time. KZbin doesn’t feature you in the algorithm if you don’t post much/often. If she did I think her channel would be much more popular but I’m not so sure that’s her goal with the channel from some things I’ve seen her say. Particularly in her about section.

[@Willic235]

She has been out for quite a few years now and she's only got 138,000 subscribers that's not really good I seen one channel within over a year get 2.5 million subscribers and I think some of her videos they back almost 5 years ago.

[@Willic235]

She has has really good production quality but if she released a video once every week she'd be doing a lot better.

[@andyhx2]

I stumbled upon her some 3 years ago, back then I think she used to post a little bit more often sometimes I think at least once a week. The average views were not so much better but they were slightly better I think. I guess with the period she posts these days makes a lot of people forget about her.

[@cream-gravy]

Quality over quantity.

[@SebbyZero]

one of the most criminally underrated channels, super chill and top notch quality production

[@LiberanosParti]

@[Esc] reality makes the progressive rock of the ASMR genre.

[@Nundevwizer]

You basically described her as the Jethro Tull of ASMR

[@snnn2535]

@@Nundevwizer Jethro Tull? Cannonically in the rock world the first progressive rock band was Los Jaivas.

[@ElMaybroder]

Progressive rock/post rock some kind of Talk talk

[@tyrajones3261]

"You're one of us now. Welcome to the Freak Show." I swear once you said that, I felt like I took some of my power back from what society says I should be. Thank you for reminding me there is power in darkness 🥺🖤

[@commentsectionweissenheime2071]

If you don't mind, I would like that explained. I've always had issues with myself standing too much. I've been shunned a number of times for being the weirdo I actually am, but I was always the direct cause of it. Sure, the lot of them might've been right cunts, but I enabled them, and it's less than favourable to have the see me that way. So yes, putting it mildly, I find it intriguing when people effortlessly do something, that I'd have to invent some incredible mental gymnastics to explain my way around to people who don't get it, which simultaneously could cost me my dignity with those that do. So many possible drawbacks to something I haven't yet seen the benefits of.

[@tyrajones3261]

NonchalantWiseguy so when society considers someone a freak, I don't see it the way that they mean it. They usually use that term for someone who doesn't adhere to their standards of a "normal" person. I see the "freaks" as people who aren't afraid to be themselves openly and freely, regardless of how other people might perceive them for it. When I see you be yourself openly and freely, it makes me want to be that way too. I'm so very sorry if it seemed like I portrayed you any differently from someone who is confident and freely expressing themselves. You help so many people come to terms with the fact that they can be whoever they want to be, and that's what I picked up from your video

[@momodaygo9336]

10/10 the friend that helps you see your worth, encourage your personal growth and help you hide the bodies of your enemies 🖤

[@ekc_sc.722]

As a goth myself, this is the most accurate makeup application ASMR I’ve ever seen. The only one to give me tingles because my brain isn’t freaking out at the colors being used. 😂 Awesome video and I love that top you’re wearing.

[@Xxfen1xphyrexX]

Can you be my goth gf pls

[@RealistRatRace]

Can you be my goth girlfriend pls

[@littlecatthewolfhound]

Your videos always find me at times when I am about to burn out. For me, your energy comes through your videos so easily; dark and warm and comfortable, like a favorite blanket.

[@andykate7798]

I'm so glad you're back! You've been helping me relax and sleep for months now. I love your work and nobody compares to you 🖤

[@whateverwherever1304]

god i need someone to do this with me for real. shit heals the soul

[@myrealfakename6068]

I've always enjoyed the "hanging out" style video's. This makes me so very happy. 😊

[@poetryjones7946]

I have no adequate words to describe how wonderfully soothing your videos are, let alone the beauty of your ethereal imagery, your attention to sound and detail, & the overall perfect ASMR experience you create with every new work. Thank you, from my heart. 🌹

[@idablankenship7106]

Second that 👌🏼

[@japhyryder6950]

Third it.

[@AceAndThings]

Embracing yourself despite your sense of self loathing is an oddly beautiful sentiment. For a guy who knows nothing about makeup, the descriptions of the application were very enlightening. And the audio quality is some of the best I ever heard. Done gushing now, A+

[@rayleigh4731]

okay what IS IT about the visual and sound quality of these videos that’s like addictive and so satisfying to my brain?? it’s almost like the video and audio isn’t quite matched up? but in the most satisfying way

[@DoomKid]

The “friendly chats” bit is legitimately the best monologue I’ve ever heard in an ASMR vid, and I’ve watched quite a lot!

[@ripxdoc]

there's using asmr to relax & then there's using these videos to transcend my corporeal form

[@commentsectionweissenheime2071]

By taking another spin on the downward spiralling merry go round of madness?

[@ALEX7DX]

That raspy fucking grain. Your voice kills me and I’m all for it!

[@danielbuxton205]

Yes! The tonal quality of the voice is like being hugged by bubble wrap :D

[@ALEX7DX]

@@danielbuxton205 Superb

[@ShhheilaASMR]

the message of this is great, it's "you do you! Have fun!" - honestly... YAS! Dig your attitude!

[@SleepySingingBeauty]

Your deep breaths and airy tune to your voice is very unique and makes me so intrigue and sleepy

[@sphong0610]

36:08 Something about that eyeliner application made me tingle hard. "This better not awaken anything in me."

[@crowfez8321]

As a trans female this video came at the perfect time! Made me feel so good AND i picked up some makeup tips to play with :) I'm a huge fan of the Nyx Liquid Suede lipstick in "Alien" which is the black one, I'm sure its already been suggested but i'll add it again here! Love your videos, every time i feel uneasy or can't sleep I come straight to your channel

[@JacieNicholson]

I was just wondering about you lately. Glad to see you’ve done another video, they’re always amazing.

[@leahl5007]

This freakin cool mellow witchy vibe is so dang delectable 🥰 How is this not more prevalent in asmr land??

[@gabrizebraa]

The friendly chat could be a monologue from a movie. It’s so good!! Also your performance in thus is impeccable. Captivating !

[@Liriodelagua]

I love the dark themes and ambience of your videos. You look wonderful.

[@ericgagne9506]

What a beautiful witch you are. Love the dark and soft mood of your videos. Can't get enough of your wisper voice. Sooo relaxing.

[@dylanroyboy]

Esc, I don't usually watch makeup videos but because it's you this will be my first and only one glad to see you back too. By the way I haven't gone too deep into your channel to find it but do you have a sound bath video? And if you don't could you you make a dark sound bath video please?

[@charliesterry4604]

Hey, check in the playlist tabs for more Ritual Bath videos, there's a playlist for with Music and one without Music

[@animositis6632]

The content almost doesn't matter - you create atmosphere and vibe like no one else does. Love this channel so damn much.

[@ral1334]

I was thinking the same. She could be reciting city zoning laws or the “begats” from Genesis and the result would be equally effective.

[@kevg69]

Spooky Olsen twin wins everytime 👍🏻😁

[@benpearse7565]

"Spooky Olsen twin" Accurate as fuck

[@agds91078]

This was amazing! I wished we were besties so you could make me over because after dealing with breast cancer this past year I need a good dark makeover. My kind of look indeed ❤️I could listen to you talk all day. I think you need to do a scary story time reading to us and do another singing video ❤️

[@christinereilly3527]

I went neon alterna-punk with my recovery look. But I bet this would have made me felt fierce! Hope you’re doing as well as you can. :)

[@jenafierro1500]

I can already tell this is going to be one of my favorites.

[@Vpaid]

Your voice is the essential ASMR voice. Thank you so much for sharing your creativity with us :)

[@Lathander81]

Words dont really convey how amazing your work is. With a dash of your real personality, its one of the best ASMR out there. You take great care and detail in your work. You can always tell when someone care about what they are doing...like the beetles you cant stop making hits.

[@Countcordeaux]

This was extremely therapeutic. Growing up as the one goth in my high school, I learned early the hypocrisy of others projecting the image of their own insecurity in emulating the common manners of dress and lifestyle onto me. Every Day is Halloween. Everyone dresses how they want to be seen.

[@yoshimaka4081]

I really feel the "you're not allow to dress like that" I was told the same growing up always feels so much better to be who you wanna be 🤘

[@LameMule]

"Spooky Olsen twin" I'd never have thought of that. Got me a chuckle. Lighting on point. Always an upvote and especially for visual triggers.

[@antimagicsword]

“Lauren from cheerleading is only one trip from hot topic away from looking like me” 🤣♥️♥️

[@gabrizebraa]

Also the Laura mercier translucent powder is my holy grail it never fails me and lasts awhile even the smaller version

[@Caligulove138]

Always makes the day so much better when a new vid hits thank you so much

[@CJB333]

Every time I see a new upload im psyched. You do certain whispers and mannerisms that I can't find anywhere else. Your originality is amazing. There was some white noise in the background on this one and it was great too, I love that

[@illyria_89]

You nailed it. The chat in the beginning... so accurate! I was never allowed to look like I wanted... and now I think it is too late, and I am too afraid to change now. The most 'crazy' thing I did was the black an green hair on the picture. Paid 180€ and it lastet 2 weeks. But it was worth it.

[@ange1iita]

your quality is beyond comparing, i'm so glad to see you again 💗

[@caffeinatedinsanity2324]

Of the things you say, I feel like I'm having a conversation with a good friend. I'm personally not much of an aesthetic person but I really admire what you do. I hope your life experiences will bring you as far as you want to go in your own direction (with your husband as well) :)

[@Chloe-kf1bf]

These friend/hanging out casual role plays are my favorite!! Keep up the amazing work! :)

[@hk-yc4je]

Always love the vibe of your channel & that you do you. ♥♥♥

[@petitknightcreations7431]

Absolutely loved hearing your dark, softly spoken makeover voice. It's wonderful and stands out delightfully against the myriad other ASMR I listen to (that I also love, don't get me wrong). Keep up the wonderful work!

[@monicaz4949]

U r a true artist. You voice, slow whisper, bassy, upclose is the best. Hopefully a video like that next. 💕

[@mrphoenixasmr]

amazing work as always my friend, getting some Taylor Momsen vibes from this one

[@secahtah]

You are wonderful. Such a delightful video, many tingles experienced. 🖤🖤🖤

[@ForgetfulHatter]

underrated ASMR legend. :) your videos always feel very special.

[@googleruinedyoutubeforever9126]

You are my#1 ASMRtist! Love your videos so much. Helping me fall asleep. Thank you!

[@mollycblaeser]

Mistress of the Night! Makeup roleplays are a favorite of mine because of all the personal attention, but this one actually nails my dream aesthetic, Persephone! Queen of the Underworld one day, Goddess of Spring the next.

[@AdrianSilva-wv6bn]

Hand movements and whispers my favorite for my tingles and sleep and also sweet makeup especially since Halloween is around the corner ☺️☺️🎃🎃

[@ishallremaincalm]

There is something so tingly about quiet visual triggers. Thank you so much for using hand movements

[@silentwatcher4883]

Honestly, my favorite video you have ever done was your "Midnight cafe". Easily one of my favorite

[@JohnDoe-gy5dr]

You have some of the best and most original asmr content. I subscribed to this channel years ago and am still glad i did.

[@ShhheilaASMR]

I agree, there is really no other channel like it. Her voice is so incredibly unique and soothing, her aesthetic is so cohesive and arty, and her attention to detail and PERFECTTTT dubbing, i'm in awe every time!!!

[@wrench3rror848]

Best notification of KZbin and video too, and I am glad that you are back, your videos makes my days better and relaxing, thanks for the video

[@LaMorenitaDivina]

I could listen to you say “Let’s paint this rose black” while you’re touching our face for hours. 🖤 🥀

[@DJKuroh]

You always bring your A game and amazing personality to your videos

[@HugoStiglitz88]

I usually try not to comment on looks, but she is truly stunning tbh. Excellent content as well , but wow 😍 she is no joke.

[@user-vm3ls2pn4y]

Thank you for your work

[@zarander]

From around 30 mins I really liked your "close up whispering."

[@crimsonskies1987]

You are amazing! An underrated phenomenal talent. Much love xxxx

[@burnslee1164]

You give off massive Disney-Villain talking to the hero vibes in this, and I just want to say, I love it.

[@David-pe4wy]

Love the atmosphere

[@kellyr.1817]

About time! I've been checking weekly for a new video. I love your work and energy.

[@luckyangel1136]

Just absolutely positivity wonderful thank you so much for the terrific video! ☺️💜

[@calebl8858]

So excited!!! Glad to see you again!!!

[@xXanderx87]

17:56 - 19:50 I Just need a few hours of that. Small rise and falling volume, the side to side, almost sounds like its behind you but a whisper to a light growl in your ear at the same time..

[@catra_applesauce]

This. Is. A. Masterpiece. Thank u

[@user-sj2ot3dv2k]

Been watching a lot of ASMRs.. but your channel is my favorite!! especially your voice and vibe-- Some are too bright. Hope you do more of this.. like face brushing, face touching, etc. Your voice alone is perfect but with this, it will be magnificent !! ❤❤

[@xaviercao9310]

Oil cleansing next please ❤️

[@annie9map]

I have been trying to figure out your hair colour for the entire video, but still have absolutely no idea what it is. Either way, I love it, looks gorgeous on you! Have a nice sleep everyone😊

[@adderdionysus]

a new piece of art. I have been listening to the last video while a month and never bored watching. so relaxing and unique. don't know if there are any subscribers from Russia except me lol but a huge love from me as a foreign subscriber

[@georgeralston5658]

I'm just glad you are back

[@Cettolini]

Asmr queen is back

[@pinkdreams3147]

Why isn't ur channel more on the 'hyped' asmr category? Ur content is so much better than some. Love ur voice and videos ❤️

[@madibush707]

I keep coming back to this! But Wet and Wild has a great loose powder for $5!❤

[@eclectictinglesasmr3913]

Aaa 🤗 this was perfect!

[@dustysilveira4732]

I always love your videos there very relaxing

[@Takashi9787]

My favourite asmrtist 🖤 u got the vibes i need. 💀 ty for another great video 🤘🏼

[@Teaniinja]

This has the same level of slight un hinge and no fucks given about society that my friends and I had talking in high school and my 20s. This is so real it made my brain travel back in time.

[@patrickkaminowski6380]

just in time for the autumn equinox , our girl returns 🙏🏻💀 happy spooky 👻 season y’all

[@parlapanides864]

Yay, the notification that instantly made my day better

[@veediee]

The best ASMR in my life.

[@markvillafranco]

It would be so awesome if you did a video with your make-up like the crow. That's if you ever saw the movie?

[@MisterJessel]

SAMHAIN FOREVER...🍂🎃🥂

[@greyfells2829]

Your English is really damn good, I wish my German was this cultured and elegant.

[@nimaelos3561]

She's german? So she lives in my country and i could literally go there and live a happy fulfilled life as here humble slave? FOR REAL?

[@Kainlarsen]

Even though I know it's not the case, I feel like you know me when you speak of these things... It's confusing, and I feel like I don't deserve that kind of comfort and understanding from anyone, but it still feels nice to pretend.

[@Brian779]

Your videos are so amazing love them

[@scotthoward5600]

I have missed your videos greatly. I'm glad to see this 😁👌

[@Killerqueen871]

Ive had good luck with Kat Von D black lipstick and NYX black lipstick. My goth ass back in 2004 never thought of using eyeliner for lipstick that's brilliant.

[@andreasmuller4666]

Well, two rather good choices for personal "standart looks" to have.

[@zarathos4666]

I wish there was another Blood Banquet video. Like a sequel to it. or something. Thats one my favorites on the channel.

[@kevinfalcon4488]

I absolutely loved this. Especially the bits showing the products. Honest to God it felt felt like you were right in my ear. I also really enjoyed the blood banquet from a while back. What are the chances of another?

[@IamN0-1]

Thanks for the TLC-- I look fabulous😉

[@odysseusofithaca1620]

Another glorious video! I can’t wait to fall asleep to it tonight. You always make the best content

[@matthewj.barnette3851]

You forgot Janet from accounting. Love this Gothic look; like a dark goddess waiting to hear our prayers.

[@Escreality]

Janet from accounting ain't shit

[@Storious-j9x]

You're exactly on the money this video actually hits every mark of what's happening in my life the way you worded it Sometimes we need to break our mold and live a little And tap into that part of us that we didn't know we had until we leave the nest It's an on the side note I was listening to Xena Warrior princess theme and angel's theme Music playing in the background It's angel's 1st to set the tone and xena's themed to ended it out