Ayahuasca Experience - preposterous levels of tripping

A few hours after one of the deepest ayahuasca trips I have ever experienced, I recorded this trip report to try and process the nights events. What happened to me was so utterly preposterous that to describe it with words just seem ridiculous, but here goes!
This is from my 2021 trip to the Amazon jungle in Peru where I did a 7 day ayahuasca experience with Arkana. The retreat included 4 ayahuasca experience,s 1 kambo ceremony, 1 rapé ceremony, and numerous excursions into the jungle and surrounding area.
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[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

You might notice that I mention this is the third ceremony of this retreat, and that the previous one was an introspective nightmare. Since this was my first video post from this particular journey to the Amazon I thought I should start with the happy joyous event, rather than the dark brooding hell-scape, but don't worry that one is coming too!

[@nredvine]

Oh no… this is the part I’m terrified of

[@sniper1444]

Did you ever upload It? Very interested

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

@@sniper1444 yup, here is a link - kzbin.info/www/bejne/pZ2TnH-dpK1qhK8

[@sniper1444]

@Adeptus Psychonautica thank you my friend! Hope to make it to the jungle soon. It's been calling me!

[@Jeckyl72]

@adeptuspsychonautica Crazy I will write you an email . My we had nearly the same experience . I am still integrating . I have to write the stuff I experienced . In my bucket 🪣 I saw red glowing signs saying „purge at me „ „ come on let it out „ the entities told me to clean myself . And the places I experienced where completely beyond human words . We have to talk . First day was more cleaning but the second night although with a large Dosis of DMT blew me for hours ( had the feeling it was 10 years ) out of my body . Had the best people I could imagine at my side and the group was amazing . Had overlapping realities before they brought me to a dimension I am unable to discribe . I experienced the united field of consciousness. I must write you the complete expirience I had .

[@landogarner2007]

Trip reports are so difficult to communicate and even more difficult to communicate well and you managed to do both. One of my favorite trip reports I've ever seen. Well done.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Wow, thank you!

[@LeonardoCenteno-di5fw]

I had this experience under 5MeoDMT, your description was refreshing. Thank You!

[@Wolyboly24]

Hope you are well Rob. Lots of love to you and yours.

[@pandoraspice1003]

Great trip report. Thanks for sharing.

[@PlumDevo]

I am pausing to say this at 5:54 -- This is an incredibly well narrated captivating Trip report. NICe language choices. Sentiment coming through...

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thank you. I enjoy these kind of "morning after" unscripted trip reports, it seems like the best time to capture some of the magic while it is still fresh

[@martinking9246]

You are a treasure that your mother gifted us with! I've learned a lot from you.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Wow, thank you

[@adempc]

I needed to hear this very badly. Thank you, its hard to forgive and understand.

[@hermitslug4982]

Love hearing these experiences, got goosebumps listening. Glad you had a good time :)

[@TonyFed]

Simply through your sharing of it, we can experience what you experienced. Thank you for keeping it real Rob!

[@janetjacks3406]

Wow, like wow, feel really activated listening to this, very powerful and a high energy being transmitted through the computer. I can relate to the thumbs up thing, I remember asking "them" about my approach (during a psychic surgery) and getting the thumbs up. Sounds like you've let go of some deep disturbances so looking forward to learning how you did this, which I could learn.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Yeah its bonkers how these visions seamlessly blend together cartoon-like pop culture with the deeply mystical, and have it all make perfect sense. And yes I'm definitely feeling like I've stopped dragging some dead horses around... took me long enough 😀

[@Lisa-in-this-world]

I just want to give you a big hug 🤗🤗🤗

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I could use a hug right now

[@reflectionsofone]

Wow, that’s gotta be the best aya trip report I’ve ever heard! I don’t even need to have the trip, you took me there man, I feel it within me! Profound, so beautiful, and such a potent lesson to learn to choose to live and create despite our suffering. Wow 💙🙏

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I'm very happy to hear that it resonated with you 🙏

[@ericcole243]

These are the experiences where I'm greeted with a version of myself that has evolved so much that i feel like im breaking the laws of the universe but in that moment there are no laws. Everything subjectively appears to be millions if not billions of years more advanced. I love the report. Articulated very well!

[@22cryogen]

I love the traffic lights you describe. Sometimes the purges feel like a whole lifetime to get to. I also resonate with the maloka filling with spirits. I've had this happen quite a few times - once where the shaman also saw a spirit I was interested in and began talking to it in Shipibo

[@Pr0fess0rT]

Wow... I got emotional watching that. Thanks bro.

[@davo1976]

Goosebumps listening to this...as I was so gobsmacked on my last ceremony but unable to articulate it like u did. What a magical place and entities and wisdom and emotion. Thanks for the insights...very relatable in the best of ways.

[@haripriya2485]

left me in tears.

[@theurbanbongo]

That was so powerful, my friend. Thank you for sharing. I'm looking forward, although equally terrified, to my first Ayahuasca retreat in July.

[@Anthony-Collova]

Wow.. Such a powerful testimonial. Your vulnerability while explaining the breakthrough surrounding moving forward in acceptance and gratitude of your mother was absolutely beautiful. You must be on fire, brother. Such a beautiful way to end the video. Thank you for your example. Well done!

[@NAHRRATED]

I’ve just found your channel and i currently have 1g of dmt. I’ve done it about 10x and terrifies me everytime before I do it. What you’re explaining here I 100% can relate to. I believe that entire existence is one consciousness through the experience of individual conscientious. Thank you for your videos

[@NAHRRATED]

Consciousness.*

[@temchak]

I don’t know why or how, but what you said about your visions of all that creative oneness made me cry of joy and happiness. Thank you for sharing the experience. Much Love

[@user-vp8fk6yn9z]

Beautiful Rob!

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Cheers J!

[@sang_froid]

Would be great if someone could bring what you saw to the movie screens. Sounds way more spectacular than Avatar! :) Thank you for sharing! 🙏❤

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I think the cartoon Adventure Time is probably the closest on screen visual representation so far 😀

[@darylvines6730]

Beautiful... What a beautiful report. Thank you so much for sharing. I love you so much brother.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Daryl ❤🙏

[@Tracemay101]

Rob I just want to thank you for sharing your experience in such a beautiful and honest way. I was really moved by your video and I am so happy for you that you had such a life changing and humbling experience ❤️ I am considering doing ayahuasca soon. This has been so encouraging and helpful. So thanks again 😊

[@jose6183]

Thanks for sharing this experience. Sounds incredible😀

[@ethericmystic]

Aaahhh I love this. Makes me miss mama Aya. Goals.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I'm actually heading back to Peru this summer so I'm looking forward to spending some more time with ayahuasca.

[@ethericmystic]

@@AdeptusPsychonautica that’s awesome. Looking forward to any insight you receive from it. I’m open to the means coming my way so I can visit peru for ayahuasca as well. I trust if she wants me there I’ll be there.

[@jaman206]

Incredible how much you can put your experiences and feelings into words. It is wonderful to listen to you because you remain so human and never try to represent something that you are not. Thank you for these deep insights into your experiences

[@Jaded-Wanderer]

Listening to your recollections was brilliant.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks. Glad you enjoyed it 🙏

[@theeastman9136]

As a teenager, many many years ago, I read Aldus Huxley's "Doors of perception" and I was intrigued by his fascinating description of his mescaline trip and his conclusions about it. It was years before I took my first trip (LSD) and of course, I was swept away in a manner my intelect could not comprehend; that's when I thought of ol' Aldus and I was amazed by his prowess at describing and analysing his experience of the undescribable. Well, I just wanted to tell you that you just did the same thing for me about Ayahuasca and that your capacity for describing the undecribable is quite amazing. To this you also add the dimension of your open heart and sincerity. Thank you for sharing that creative power and Love with us. 🙏🏼

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks mate, thats quite the compliment to even be remotely compared to Huxley 🙏

[@isifluidart]

thank you dearly

[@MrBraMusik]

Oh man, i thank you so much for this! I felt the vibe so much that i instantly jumped into 20 minutes of meditation, not been doing in for a couple of months now. But after watching this incredible tripp story i felt the urge of giving myself something good, for my own soul. Much love and respect! and again thank you so much!

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Its near to hear that it inspired you - thanks for the kind words :)

[@COSMICAMISSION]

Love you so much man. Tears in my eyes by the end. I may never experience what you describe but it comes alive in my minds eye as you describe it. Thankyou so much for sharing ❤️🙏❤️

[@RaraAvis1138]

Exactly! I've touched upon it and can feel them more than see them when he describes. It's so utterly beautiful🌌

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Wow, thank you mate. I'm touched 🥰

[@RaraAvis1138]

We are so blessed to have you share these truly incredible and awesome experiences! My heart sang listening to you. It's what I've always believed to be true and now that I am a psychonaut also (very early one), its just so nice to have evidence of what my heart has always told me. And how you describe it so perfectly. Thank you, thank you, thank you🕉💜

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

You are so welcome, and thank you for the kind words 🙏

[@juicesoundsystem]

I love this channel. I don't know why but there's something really nice about your stories being told in a northern accent. I'm a fellow northerner but from the other side of the Pennines up in the northeast. "I thank her for what she gave me and I forgive for what she couldn't give me" - this is absolutely beautiful. I had my first ceremony a month ago or so and this one of the big hurdles that I broke through and it's made so much difference to my relationship with them. This trip sounds bonkers though, I don't think I fully broke through tbh but it was a tremendous experience anyway.

[@_Kyle__Rose_]

That was amazing. Thanks for the share.

[@scumoftheearth4246]

I found myself laughing in a deep, embodied, even a bit ecstatic way, like something in me was recognizing the deep truth in what you were saying. Especially the part about all of this being created just for the joy of it! Beautiful!

[@cristiancervantes6824]

Thank you so much for sharing this and thank you for being you and doing this.

[@petarwee1205]

Man awesome, Gonna be short, I love how this experiences have changed you, made you more aware of awe and awesomeness and all, just go, keep spreading it now, thats the point!! ❤❤❤❤

[@We-Do-NOT-Consent-303]

Unbelivable experience you heve had and being able to talk about it so clearly opens up memories and flashbacks to an earlier existence that I have had. We are these Creator beings. We all have our own Universes, out there in the Omniverse. We have created everything, not an external God, but we ourselves are the creatrors of REALITIES and Universes. This is the Great Secret the system does not want us to know!!! Ayahuasca has shown you the TRUTH.

[@mctherapist4331]

This was beautiful. Thank u for allowing us to absorb ur experience brother . Peace and blessings

[@henrikhysing9381]

Wow! Thanks for making my day, and for being so wonderfully authentic and articulate in reporting from the heavenly spheres 🌈❤

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@OpenMind3000]

Nice

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks!

[@waynemckenzie5300]

Hi Rob. Long time subscriber, first time poster. My current journey with psychedelics started one and a half years ago. I have spent a number of trips reliving/learning/healing from the past. My hope is to find happiness before I die. You have given me hope. This video is the most inspirational thing I have encountered on my journey so far. Thank you. Wayne.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Hey Wayne, thank you for these kind words and yes I think hope is out there to be found, if we can just get past the hurdles we put in front of ourselves. Thanks for taking the time to post and I hope to see more :)

[@laxlvrfx]

Much love to you . Thank you for your level head and your Chanel

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Much appreciated

[@maureeno9382]

Thank you so much for sharing! It was uncontrollable, though! God bless you, man!

[@PsychedelicActualization]

This sounds like an utterly amazing experience! Good job! 🙏🏽🌟

[@valiantthor5238]

Beautiful! Sounds very interesting and intense, also you looks very healthy 👍

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Cheers! I did feel physically prepared with for this retreat and I think it really helped with the ceremonies

[@Johnny-Show]

Absolutely beautiful report. So excited for you hearing about your experience. Sounds like a prolonged DMT trip which I’m well versed in. I’m even more excited about my turn with Aya when it comes. Can’t love this video enough with only a comment and a thumbs up. I can feel the awe through your expression of it. Much love 🙌🏻

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Johnny, glad you enjoyed it mate :)

[@salem2554]

I love you and Rachel, too.

[@MintyLoveDMT]

A powerful narrative there Brother and for me it kinda provides a hint of an answer for of the politely un-asked questions that I often think of about Ayahuasca which is - "Is it truly a healing mechanism - or just an effective coping mechanism". But it sounds like the seeds of serious healing has been sown during this experience and that beng the case, I'm truly delighted for you. Tell me, mate. Are you still balancing on the fence when it comes to accepting the concept of physical life being but a small part of universal consciousness and that our deaths do not extinguish our own consciousness? Or did the fence wobble a little during the ceremony? For me, this video is probably one of your very best, if not the outright winner. Congratulations on yet another breathtakingly good upload.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Since my first dabblings with DMT I have been leaning towards the idea that consciousness is not rooted in the physical, but my primary thought which I use to ground myself is that it doesn’t matter. I think its more useful to be present as a human being and just make the most of that experience, and that doesn’t mean I’m dismissive of the transcendent (far from it) but it does mean I don’t let myself get sucked into it to the point of it becoming dogma. But for sure I cannot un-experience things like what I describe here, and I love the concepts that arise from it. I think they add to the human experience, although i have seen some people try to use them as a form of escapism which I think is a mistake. So I don’t think of myself as on the fence, more in the moment and open to anything, without being entrenched in any one thing 🙂

[@fullmoon1072]

These are the most beautiful lessons - thank you for sharing. I hope most people open enough and are humble enough to come to the medicine to learn.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I hope so too!

[@MaBoJo1]

Love your interpretation, it was wonderful. Glad you were given that. As someone with cPTSD, i felt that.

[@ministerofjoy]

Thank you. 🙌🏼

[@chipc4936]

A simple “thumbs up” does not reflect the proper, respectful regard for the immensity of your experience. I feel connected to you and all my/our fellow cosmonauts throughout our ongoing quest for universal understanding. Thank you, Rob.

[@AmyTee12]

Well said💜

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Chip, I appreciate the support my friend 🙏

[@mutanopaiva45]

Congratulations, I cried a lot with your experience.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thank you!! 😊

[@transcendingdimensions8412]

Wow! You are a gifted speaker. That was an amazing trip report! How lucky you are to have experienced that

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Wow, thank you!

[@PaulHarterySD]

Well done. That really demonstrates that there is good therapy and healing to be had in these experiences...thanks.

[@BitcoinShaun]

Beautiful. Thankyou for sharing.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

My pleasure 😊

[@FateDelamorte]

Wow sounds incredible Rob. Thanks for sharing.

[@hahanicebroskie]

This is why being empathic is awesome, if you will. I totally got to feel into that experience. Much love.

[@BDAldridge]

Thank you for sharing, I feel like this video could help a lot of people

[@lukevaidyan7197]

I love you, and we are thankful for all that is . 🙏🏻

[@robis66]

This is the best "trip report" I've ever seen. And SO much more than that. First, what a great description of the play and dance of the 'gods' but your vulnerable gratitude for your mother was really touching and oh so real. Thank you and I'm happy for you to have had that experience, breakthrough and insight. YES!

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Rob, I'm glad that you enjoyed it mate 🙏

[@lol_0kkay]

3:00 was amazing the traffic light analogy made me crack up 😭

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

That was exactly what I was seeing, it was nuts 😃

[@The_Tiffster]

Your ability to articulate your experience is on a-whole-nother level...thank you for that💕

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Tiffany, that's very kind of you to say 🙏

[@aetherbound65]

Thank you for putting into words what I'd been unable to do. I have had this experience on on sublingual caapi extract and DMT enhanced leaf. I call it " the game ", the entities do these sweeping gestures of creation and invite you to do the same, passing it off to you like a football. Colors that my eyes don't have the cones to see, but my mind's eye does. The fractal nature of reality becomes clear, as above, so below. Namaste

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

You are pretty good at putting it into words yourself! Here's to The Game 🙏

[@iaingill4879]

Well described yet again brother - the idea that we are eternal god like beings who created this 3D playground realm and project a part of ourselves in over many lifetimes is the conclusion I reached myself some time ago - while I've not witnessed our ancestors as vividly as you have, logical deduction & multiple experiences took me there in a less dramatic fashion 😊

[@russellbishop3873]

💖👊🧝‍♂️🙏 love u brother....thank you for sharing x

[@rogkeista1]

That was a moving testimony. Thanks for posting this.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Keith

[@Stonemanoverland]

Wow, just wow……that was verbalized so well. What an amazing gift for you to experience and then to share. I’ve just recently discovered 5MEO and and it’s opened me up in ways I didn’t think were alive in me. I can’t wait to attend an Ayahuasca ceremony to explore, learn and accept myself fully. Thank you for sharing ☺️

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Ken, and yeah 5 MEO is an amazing experience - I have a few videos on that topic

[@PsytranceGOUGAS]

That was a beautiful recount, mate. So powerful. One of my favourites of your videos how you effortlessly expressed the sometimes ineffable and I'm sure you only explained 1% in words :)

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@guitarloft1702]

One of your best videos ever, and one of the best descriptions of a high dose DMT experience I have heard. Thank you.

[@shantidog1101]

Beautiful words my man,I can relate to every single one. Peace.

[@youtubeconnollyfamily]

What you said at the end hit hard because both my parents were horrible parents but after listening to you say that and knowing they both passed away just recently even though I was not sad about their passing I should be thankful for what they did give me in life. Which was life itself. I have four young beautiful children now and I am a very happy father and I would not be that if not for my parents.

[@johnnywayan5880]

Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience brother and your realisations about your mother. Powerful! Much love to you and your family.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thank you so much

[@granhellosyan]

That was profound brother, thank you for sharing.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks for listening mate

[@allanbond3673]

You do a brilliant job in explaining your experience, thankyou

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Allan 🙏

[@gm010379]

THANKYOU...

[@alexilaiho68]

Great story. Loved the end

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks!

[@patspivey1716]

Congratulations! Thank you for sharing your experience. It sounds beautiful.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thanks Pat, it was indeed - although it took some work getting there.

[@Lorena2792]

Sublime 🙏🏻 thank you so very much for sharing this beautiful experience 🤍 it’s a powerful reminder to us all!

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@blusuitj3468]

Bro in about to hit the vape shop for a comparable rda. Watching your videos has eased my mind. You are creating. Thank you bro

[@zerotoomega]

Good on you. Seriously saw the belief of your words in your eyes.

[@lsantac]

welcome to the infinit !! 🙏 All this creation, this beeings, universes, realities, this is what we Are. We are ALL THIS INFINIT !! 😃

[@tr7b410]

You need to write a book about the spiritual dynamics of your experience...WOW factor a 10.

[@bruadair]

Great report - love the openness, honesty and bravery in sharing what's very personal and raw to you. Wishing you luck with your ongoing journey

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Thank you so much!

[@honkhonk5181]

That’s all super profound and all but if you haven’t seen a giant fractal formation of Leo’s head saying “Well done my child.” You haven’t gone far enough.

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I think that might have sent me under to be honest 😀

[@alexandrazachary.musician]

Gracias gracias Doctorcitos 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 Gracias gracias Madre Ayahuasca 💚 Gracias gracias Pachamama 🌎

[@alganpokemon905]

This is an AMAZING trip report!!!

[@floatybisquit]

Peace be with you brother! ✌🏻

[@jacquelineturner3787]

I had an amazing experience in the Sacred Valley the week after your trip . Amazon is next for me !!

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I'm sure you will have a great time. I love the Sacred Valley, but when it comes to drinking ayahuasca then the landscape of the jungle has a really special place in my heart. I'm gonna be heading back myself some time next year, I might see you there :)

[@francislea4700]

Wow ! Well done.

[@jacquelineturner3787]

Also thank you for your videos. You helped me make the decision to go to Arkana sacred valley

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

Glad I could be of service 😀

[@jsinclair7055]

Been waiting for this one!

[@janetdodd2893]

I’m doing the Arkana two week intensive at the end of May. I’m so grateful for your videos, since I am not very familiar with psychedelics and I’ve never done anything quite like this!

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

I wish you well for your retreat. Arkana is such a great center that I am sure you will have a beautiful time. I'm actually going to be in Iquitos myself around that time, although at a different center - so maybe we will bump into each other 🙂

[@janetdodd2893]

@@AdeptusPsychonautica Thank you so much! And thank you for the traveling-with-cash advice that you gave me on your Reddit Post as well. That would be cool if we crossed paths while there- but either way I'll probably let you know how things went. I'm eager to know how the other center works out for you as well. 😊

[@steveganz7418]

Beautiful report.

[@Peace.Beyond.All.Understanding]

thank you

[@bumi3925]

Great stuff bro thanks for the video

[@AdeptusPsychonautica]

No problem 👍

[@lialialia9647]

So amazing