Early effects of HRT Ft. F1nn5ter

[@rsgalhero]

"You have got more feminine." "I don't think so." Universal transfem experience tbh

[@LilyRoseGames]

Can't blame people for trying to make us feel better

[@ms.aelanwyr.ilaicos]

Honestly, true. The Charizard/Dragonite meme captures it perfectly.

[@LilyRoseGames]

*nods in no idea what you're talking about*

[@myakuza4366]

​@@ms.aelanwyr.ilaicos **nods in know exactly what you're talking about**

[@acedianihil8208]

all I can say is,at least people are telling you youre cuter.doesnt matter if you think so, you never really thought youd be cute anyways and youre just defeating yourselef even with the effort to change it.

[@mozzapple]

Finn: *socially transitions for several years* Finn: *starts medically transitioning* Finn: "Am I trans?"

[@SunIsLost]

lol

[@namtellectjoonal7230]

this mixing up of the steps is very gender fluid of him xD

[@whoWants2BeAMillieOnAir]

Ain't that the bitchin reality 😢

[@SPTunnelMotor]

The harsh reality of being trans often is having a hard time figuring out or accepting you're trans.

[@Hey_Pringles]

Is it that weird not wanting a label?

[@EnbyAndromeda]

Finn asking if he is trans after he has already started HRT, AND has been on it long enough to notice physical changes is the EPITOME of my own experience too lmao

[@Ash______]

Total same for me. I had literally experienced months of menopausal hot flushes from a T-blocker before I realised, "oh wait, hang on... am I actually one o' those whacky transsexuals? is that what this is?!?!?"🤣

[@titusr]

Finally we can be misogynistic towards Finn

[@tylerredforge5563]

long awaited

[@miner_farm]

YIPPEEE

[@DubiousNachos]

But only half the time, depending on how Finn feels

[@Aubregines]

Trans inclusive radical misogyny ✅

[@daved2352]

I mean you could, but why bother when the fact that he's from Birmingham is right there?

[@DepressedLaughter]

I love more representation of people who start HRT but aren't necessarily full transitioning, I'm in the same boat

[@Roshambo-i9u]

Yeah I might really be interested in that myself actually. Like I might take testosterone once or maybe twice and then just half it right there. I wanna deepen my voice a little!

[@ElectRocnicOfficial]

here I am :) amab, nonbinary-masculine. still started hrt now and could not have done this if I had not come to the conclusion that you don't have to be binary trans or 100% committed and can still do it! feel completely valid as a "man" with feminine features incoming and it is so nice :3 (also I am very lucky of a super respectful and supportive work environment and friends) I can also recommend the youtuber Sam Downey who had a very similar journey :)

[@OlderBudde]

I'm kind of it in that position. I consider myself genderfluid like F1nn and started HRT 3 months ago. If I'm being honest I have no desire to fully transition. I've done voice work so I can totally do a girl voice, but.. IDK it just doesn't feel right to me. 😕

[@sjoroverpirat]

​@@Roshambo-i9u but why?

[@sprumf]

@@Roshambo-i9uas someone who is transmasc who only had top surgery and was on hormones enough for voice changes.

[@realryal]

As a fellow 'genderfluid, autistic ace who's been on HRT for several months but only just came out' (what an oddly niche category to share), I feel like you've been an amazingly supportive partner for F1nn, Ashley. You guys are so good for each other (not that I'm jealous, lol). I think we could all benefit from having an 'Ashley' in our lives.

[@bigicky]

🥲❤️

[@ConfusedPlushiee]

​@bigicky Im currently also at the stage of being on HRT and eating takeout, but just watching how you two are doing already helps me continue on forward. Keep being awesome 😊 (And yes i also wish i had someone like you by my side, ur amazing

[@SonaLovesick]

also a genderfluid autistic ace just curious to see how many of us there are. because I agree we are niche but I've weirdly seen more than 6 in person so if your also genderfluid autistic and ace like this comment.

[@ElectRocnicOfficial]

also autistic genderfluid nonbinary pansexual whatever xD Just started on 1. February with hrt. Do any of you know when exactly Finn started? Would be so interesting for me because this is sooooo incredibly amazing for me that it happened almost simultaneously :D

[@bl0odtea]

yo i’m also genderfluid, autistic and ace 🤣

[@jPup_]

3 weeks ago on the T4T video I commented, “Finn may not be a trans woman but he _is_ a beautiful, cisgendered male girl 💁🏼‍♀️” and I had no idea just how _right_ I was

[@jPup_]

Said differently: “her pronouns are he/him”

[@hcdhcdhcd41]

tiny Finn was hilarious

[@xlynx9]

Can we keep him 🥺

[@Lucinda666]

💗💗💗 Very Adorable 🎉🎉🎉

[@Lucinda666]

​@@xlynx9 don't worry about.......

[@strangejune]

Petition for tiny Finn every video.

[@LittleChaSiu]

"hello world" programmer moment

[@Mister_Clipster]

Yay chasiu 🎉nice to see you here :)

[@hammerth1421]

My hello world in Python didn't make my nipples hurt though XD

[@rose_dddddd6476]

Fin is gonna pick up coding? No way!?!

[@halfsourlizard9319]

@@rose_dddddd6476I'd 100% watch knives+coding streams.

[@AxlefublrMain]

yesss I'm a programmer and I immediately clocked it like :D

[@grandpaladin1701]

As a person who's a CIS-Het white guy, I don't know how much my thoughts or opinions would weigh, but I get so much joy seeing Icky and F1nn travel this life road together. Now that they're not just romantic partners, but where Icky is there to help or guide F1nn along the way in his gender discovery journey, it's a beautiful thing. Love to you both.

[@ebirdo5547]

(Yet another CIS-Het white guy) same, it's just refreshing to see people live how they want to live and be who they want to be. You can see just how happy the two are and it makes me smile :)

[@waytoobiased]

quick tip: "cis" is not an acronym, it's just Latin, so you don't need to write it in all caps

[@xlynx9]

Your thoughts and opinions weigh as much as anyone else's, as long as they're reasonable.

[@depresseddandy438]

​@@waytoobiasedStar Wars would beg to differ

[@Avicta]

@@depresseddandy438 !!!! RESIST REPUBLIC TYRANNY AND UNEQUAL REPRESENTATION !!!!

[@LovelyNayru]

Finn’s gender-fluid takes on binary trans stuff would be super interesting! Happy for you both, y’all are awesome 💖💘

[@alexia3552]

Thiss, I love the idea of just exploring human gender and body mods without a strict traditional-gender-roles gun at the back of the head. Just the joy of exploration.

[@muddymudkip15]

A new chapter in f1nnicky content begins! So happy for the two of you, and congrats again to Finn!

[@phenomanII]

To think, they *opened the box* the og ones know And what a context, I can't help but giggle 4:00

[@phenomanII]

the look on Ashley's face at 4:03

[@ebirdo5547]

Bruh, "can you hear the drums" and "now I am become trans, destroyer of eggs" go hard. Hats off to Ashley, Finn, and the editor for the references

[@klibe]

im just here to find out more about HRT for cis reasons

[@HiltownJoe]

Yea, too bad we are cis. The soft skin would be really nice... for cis reasons.

[@skullplays6928]

to be a better ally of course, nothing with eggshells involved whatsoever

[@klibe]

@@skullplays6928 eggxactly

[@Slashx92]

Same, just being an ally, nothing more to see here 😬​@@skullplays6928

[@ebirdo5547]

It's good to know about especially if you have friends or family on HRT and want to get a better glimpse of their perspective. With the added benefit of having facts to use at the Thanksgiving dinner table when that one uncle starts talking.

[@_allegra]

7:20 I describe it as "no longer having emotional constipation". Like, I get teary thinking about how much I love my friends... then I'm like "omg, I love my friends!". It's just... so right.

[@louiserandle9105]

I got my HRT prescribed the day F1nn came out :D

[@Harper_Sloane]

Yayy! Congrats!

[@aqua4089]

I’m at the step where I just have to go to the endo and say “Yes, I’m sure” to get them, and F1nn’s whole coming out and HRT thing is certainly making me more confident about it

[@louiserandle9105]

@@aqua4089 That's great! I kind of feel like I'm sharing a journey with someone slightly ahead of me in F1nn which is super helpful.

[@ArcAngle1117]

That was the day I decided to make the appointment!

[@louiserandle9105]

@@ArcAngle1117 love that!

[@casteanpreswyn7528]

Icky proving she is the final boss.

[@cv7368]

It's so hilarious how Finn actually thought no one knew he was on HRT and thought he looked the exact same. Like girl, it was so damn obvious for months lol

[@nrxpaa8e6uml38]

I just looooove how cute and positive the two of you are! Many trans people come from this place where everything is constantly terrible and depressed and they talk about their suffering, and it's always such a downer and makes it seem like all of us are constantly miserable. You two are the picture of trans joy and happiness and I'm just glad that you exist! ❤

[@noeldoesthings]

This is wholesome and you're absolutely right

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@SC-jh9qp]

Right On ❤

[@666Tomato666]

I don't know about others, but I transitions _because_ I was suffering and was miserable. After doing it, I've literally haven't felt better.

[@NikaHollywood]

Congrats Finn. I'm a mild dysphoria, taking E but "am I trans?" type of trans person myself, so I can totally relate!

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@SomeGalNamedEve]

Asher is such an amazing editor oh my god, the tiny Finn and Oppenheimer edits were hilarious LMAO

[@rpgnc]

So lovely to see you both so happy :) ive been on t for 2 years now and i kinda forgot how exciting it was to start, its so nice to see someone excited about hrt, makes me remember how swag it is that i get to live it every day

[@TheGamehead411]

my fav lesbian couple

[@frishter]

lol

[@elfytheenby]

Dude I just realized they are actually a lesbian couple now😂

[@AshleyJoy-nd8ui]

Yes but only half of the time. Gender fluid ppl are like 4th dimensional beings

[@CoolSkeleton95_real_no_joke]

But only sometimes

[@katiefrisk980]

Schrödinger’s sapphics

[@huihuihuihuihuihui1]

Ashley you're so supportive 🥺

[@TomiThemself]

Yay! I'm early! Edit: Funny that I can now unironically call these two girlfriends :3

[@hammerth1421]

Boyfriendgirlfriend and girlfriend.

[@theoracleprodigy]

@@hammerth1421 and her pronouns are he/him

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@SunIsLost]

​@@hammerth1421yep

[@geminiwolf0077]

Noooooo. His pronouns are she/her! /jk@@theoracleprodigy

[@horizonsbutfancy]

I shall now know what to soon expect :) Finn has been an absolute icon for me, and now said icon can tell me what to expect, it's a miracle!! :3

[@Chxxma]

two pretty gfs here 😍

[@Circ00mspice]

I love/hate how true that is now

[@Simmons8519]

Damn sexy... ...part-time lesbians? everywhere! So jealous.

[@veeforvirgin]

but only sometimes

[@Chxxma]

@@veeforvirgin yeah lol

[@GoldenEye8741v2]

He said he still prefers he/him more so I wouldn't say that

[@elkyop6809]

The Oppenheimer edit was absolutely hilarious I loved it

[@emilynelson5985]

Just such a delight to know they found one another and with such beautiful timing. I've been at this trans business more than a decade now and having those who give you warmth as you open up is kinda the most significant part of the whole process in a lot of ways. Every couple I know who seems this compatible is married or engaged to be married now so it's really fun to see something like this just as it really comes blossom.

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@sagethevvitch]

So so proud of Finnster!! I found him right after I came out and it's wild to see them going down the same journey 💜

[@RocketDescends]

him?

[@aprilruledearth]

@@RocketDescends Finn Goes By He/They Pronouns ♥

[@PianoIsMyForte_]

Or any pronouns. His coming out video said he still prefers he/him (for now) but is happy with any. And then they clarified on the stream that it might be possible that she'll start leaning away from he/him in the future. But for now it's a great opportunity to be confusing by mixing and matching within the same sentence 😂

[@sagethevvitch]

@@RocketDescends they're using any pronouns right now

[@RocketDescends]

Oh I thought it was just they/them now. But i haven't seen their coming out video yet. I always want to make sure I get the pronouns right! I'm on the 7 month of HRT. Its been quite the journey!

[@Ines-lb9nh]

Somehow your relationship looks even more wholesome. I didn't think it was possible. I'm so happy F1n is feeling much happier, and I don't know about how you feel, but from the outside it looks as if a massive weight has been lifted from the both of you. You definitly brighten my day with every video

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@GeirGunnarss]

The thing I love is seeing F1nn so much happier and more comfortable. It is so noticable.

[@KaileyTheAlien]

I didn't think this channel can become even more wholesome but here we are

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@OwenArloKesteven]

So they don't tell you this at the endo, but the changes to your skin's oiliness will also make your *earwax* change. My ears used to be semi-blocked up constantly, and HRT cleared that right up. Shit's wild.

[@VhenRaTheRaptor]

Please let that... Getting sick of ear wax buildup...

[@asdfghyter]

ooh, now i’m convinced! i need HRT! 😁

[@GriffithFromBerk]

As an audiophile, guess I gotta transitionn

[@Orincaby]

my airpods get constantly blocked so i guess it's time...

[@William_Nowin]

Oh wonderful... I'm gonna go deaf😂

[@Princesa_mia03]

This is super wholesome and cute 🥺🫶🏾

[@Bkoded]

i cant get enough of the energy you two have together also woah im early

[@LucidFlesh]

Finn has been a comfort for me, and I've been loving your channel in particular. I took the big step this week, and took the first official step to get on HRT myself. Big love 💕

[@katpocalypsemeow4554]

So glad to see F1nn feel comfortable telling us about this and SO happy that they're doing better and are happier. Thank you so much for being there for them and giving them the help and support they needed. You two look so happy together and I love it

[@ruglund]

goddamnit now im crying happy tears again, so good to see happy f1nn, hes lucky to have an Icky in his life on this journey, you two are just perfect together... and tiny F1nn was hella fun.

[@phlanxsmurf]

Never really watched this type of content, but good for yall. Seems like quality of life is gonna be way better. Makes me smile to see a really positive outcome for someone that was/has been struggling through no fault of their own. Quality content. Thanks for sharing.

[@justafish9618]

Yeah Finn is absolutely right, many changes also occur thanks to feeling more comfortable and taking more care of yourself/body or changing your lifestyle.

[@akooatic]

Can we just take the time to appreciate the wonderful work of the editor

[@huntercharleston5812]

Congrats Finn!!! I'm so happy for you both, good luck on your journey!! It's so heartwarming to see how supportive everyone is being for him, all the encouragement and excitement she's getting is amazing, and I'll absolutely be sticking around to cheer them on ❤❤❤

[@skaterboy708]

I watch y'all because I feel you are generally good people. Though I don't fully understand what you are going through, I'll support good people all day long.

[@NorthieLMAO]

I'm so glad you made this video when you did! I'm starting HRT on April 2nd and IM SO EXCITED! I appreciate the content you make as it has helped me SO MUCH!

[@themikaylashow1987]

Congratulations!!! WOOP WOOP!!!!

[@Felice_Enellen]

Aw, I love you two so much! 😍 I'm so glad F1nn finally came out. I mean, it was always okay to be trans or not to be trans, and it still is, but I think we've all had a feeling for quite a while now that this video would happen some day... ❤ Also, F1nn is so lucky to have you. You're so kind and supportive. It's such a great example of why T4T relationships work well.

[@SunIsLost]

Yea

[@amysparks17]

I’m 2 months on E and this video is everything. You are both amazing please stay together forever and keep making content. Educational and funny at the same time ❤️

[@CreativeMindsAudio]

Great video! Thanks for forcing your partner to make this video Ashley! 😂. Really glad F1nn5ter knows himself better and all. it's tough. I also identify as non-binary/gender fluid-ish leaning towards the feminine.

[@archmagexiv]

You're so pretty! Congrats on starting hrt Finn! 💜🌸💜🌸💜

[@kastandlee]

I am so happy for both of you! You two are still adorable. So glad you found each other.

[@georgehermitage4704]

You two are cute and wholesome. I truly enjoy watching both of you interact and just be. Congrats Jude.

[@williamcampbell9859]

So is this deadnaming orrrrr

[@georgehermitage4704]

@@williamcampbell9859 no. Jude said in he goes by his given name and Finn, depending on the situation. Also still using he/him while he figures things out.

[@ate_a_radio]

the girls are NOT fighting!! they are being really nice to eachother!!!!

[@beccac247]

Loving the growth of you two x and I remember the awkward think fin is doing with their arms where ash is like yeah this is me x

[@WWFanatic0]

Oh my god the emotions part is so real. A few months in I was like "Why do I feel like crying all the time? Why does everything make me feeeeeel?" turns out it's a mix of the E and also just not being super depressed all the time (only mildly depressed some of the time instead!)

[@Artemis19925]

This is wonderful. Icky your support is so beautiful. F1nnst3r is going through something amazing and scary, and having you with him is so important and great. It reminds me of me and my partner. I think a lot of my recent changes have been so much easier and nicer since she's been with me. Being trans was something that just never occurred for the longest time, and seeing now people being comfortable and happy in public spaces like this makes me so much happier and feel safer in the timeline of my own transition. Love you girls. Xx

[@jadeparade]

I'M SO PROUD OF F1NN 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 And Icky, i entirely believe you played a huge role in the path to your person's self-realization and you're such an awesome lady 😤💖

[@bookworm5433]

The part about getting feelings and the change in emotional state. Thats literally the exact thing that makes me want to try it. I feel like my mental health would be better.

[@kuposamurai6045]

Finn's coming out video brought me so much joy and I was really looking forward to your first video afterwards, and it's very cute! I've made so much progress these last few months after discovering you two and I feel closer than I've ever been to being the me I want to be. Thank you so much.

[@AthenaEryma]

Yoooo the thing about it being a lot easier to not spiral on negative emotions hits home for me. That was the first thing I noticed from transfem HRT honestly, and I wasn’t really expecting it.

[@ILOjonny]

editor-chan is killing it! love the video! :D

[@LampEater69]

You are even funnier together and i love it

[@jude.e.p]

You two are the best. You help me not feel alone in my transition

[@taeyukki]

This video made me so happy! you two seem so excited

[@Jammy0024]

Your editing is fire 🔥🔥🔥

[@iana6713]

I had the BIGGEST smile on my face watching F1nn's coming out video - it was adorable, if that is the correct word? I am so glad they've got you to support and guide them through all the changes that are happening. All I can say is I wish you both all the best, and give Tank a hug!

[@Calfmax]

THIS IS SO WHOLESOME aaaa

[@allie5549]

I love watching your interactions 🥰 and 100% same that E or starting E removed that always there stress and anger about everything

[@thimble369]

Thanks

[@swans184]

On estrogen, EVERY SINGLE SKIN CONTACT feels like a mini-bruise, I've noticed that too! Also, I didn't have massively shitty depression before transitioning, just a kind of meh non-registration of my body. I describe it as trying on glasses for the first time in your life; you thought things were fine, but you didn't know they could be so much better!

[@EmmaQUB]

I'm so happy to hear HRT makes you fell better and so proud of you for doing it Finn 💖

[@laurelannmorse8423]

I think I’ve been on a similar schedule to F1nn5ter, having started hormones (E pills and spiro) about 6 months ago. I’ve been fascinated by how much variability there is in these changes. Like, I didn’t notice skin changes until at least 3 months in, but I noticed my body hair growth slowing after a couple of weeks. Also, my mood changes have been very subtle, and although I think my face shape has changed, it’s hard for me to see it even when directly comparing to older pictures. Another change I’ve been getting a kick out of is increasing flexibility. I was never very flexible, and it’s not like I’m now a gymnast, but I’m definitely more flexible now than I ever was before. I’ve been getting a lot out of tracking my own body changes and I love hearing about the effects of hormones on others, whether they’ve started before, after, or the same time as me. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for the two of you.

[@kainaris]

Videos with you two just make me smile widely and I really need that right now. Thank you for existing and being happy!!!

[@KeroseneSkies]

I'm she/they genderfluid and when I found out that was technically under the trans umbrella I was like "wait what?", cause I had never really thought about it. So then some friends that I have who are also trans were like "yeah, wait, did you not realize that? Genderfluid is under the same umbrella". It was like an insane lightbulb moment lmao. I think the reason it never clicked at first for me was because I'm AFAB and so the idea of like the transition being inherent was in my mind but now that I'm older and wiser I have learned much lol

[@TheEllienatorUwU]

ugh i love em so much

[@tran_genetic]

y'all are the preciousest

[@effyarance7221]

I started MtF HRT 3 days ago and I wanted to thank you since your videos have helped me a lot and you are such a bright beautiful kind girl that you have become one of my inspirations, Icky. Thank you so much.

[@mermetalbard]

This is so cuuuuute 😭💕

[@Andieelizabeth73]

Love youre videos and so happy for Finn :) I had my GRS last week so home recovering :) xx

[@fuzzypickle9537]

Testosterone poisoning is such a real thing. Not having T in my system has made my mental health so much better

[@kadlubom]

Damn! I am SO happy for you both!

[@proxdxdmusic]

omg now youve also adopted the occasional "weeeee!" cute

[@transitorri7794]

I love these two so much

[@willowbby]

the nipple pain is CRAZYYYYYYY I feel yaaa

[@calebmorse3038]

big fan of how your editor's only clean plate available from the video of the empty chair was when he went to the bathroom, so it suddenly reappears for the minecraft death effect at 5:26

[@TheShattubatu]

F1nn is right about muscle mass not really changing but the actual strength does. I remember checking my biceps and being like "Oh, the E's not doing anything :(" and then I try to do a pushup (and I could do like ~20 pushups before E, without doing any kind of exercise regularly) and I just fall flat on my face. The weakness sneaks up on you until you try something like that and you're like "oh... I am WEAK weak"

[@LiliumOrientalis]

Joke's on the E, I was already weak before it 😎

[@annafilou]

that’s… kinda sad? Where you *hoping* the estrogen would make you weaker? Cause to me it sounds like the negative side effect.

[@TheShattubatu]

@@annafilou When I was deciding if I wanted to start HRT, I read the list of effects increasing estrogen and decreasing testosterone would have. Not even really side effects, just the biological reality of running on a different biological "software". Reduction in strength was one of the effects on that list, and I was expecting it to happen. I wasn't hoping to become weaker, it's not like my level of strength was a source of dysphoria for me. I could count on one hand how many times I'd needed physical strength in the last year, so I saw it as an entirely neutral change. Knowing you'll lose strength, and noticing that you have lost strength are two different things. I was strangely pleased when I realised how much weaker I was, as it felt like the HRT was working. At the same time, it made me more aware of the social consequences of my new body; I was now weaker than 90% of men. I'd always had (the probably misplaced confidence) that I could fend off or run away from an attacker, but now I knew I wouldn't be able to do a thing. The loss of strength was like a microcosm of my entire transition: I'm happy with changes in and of myself, but the way it changes my relationship with society SUCKS!

[@annafilou]

​@@TheShattubatu yeah by “side effect” I meant, like, it’s not the thing you’re looking for when you start taking estrogen, but it comes with the positive changes. Damn, it was (and still is) pretty hard to gain to build strength as a girl - I’d be terrified of losing it like that. I guess you can still be strong though if you work at it (weights).

[@ongsosr6308]

I totally get that spiraling out of control thing. My mental is so fragile (pre-transition / early) but these videos help to get me back to a positive place. Enjoy the videos, they're so funny.

[@Skylar-The-Fox]

i love the doctor who edit with the sound of drums referring to the master

[@DJ_Music_Man2]

You two are my fav yters right now

[@bicumber]

Genuinely helpful even though I'm not trans and actually the most masculine person I know.

[@Jessica-t7w]

I love you gals so much. I came out recently to my mom and I wouldn’t have been able to do it without the both of you. Thank you for inspiring me and helping me get the courage.

[@Alex-pn2hn]

Finn I'm grateful for your representation as a genderfluid person! I'm so glad more people are finally accepting genderfluid as trans, and that gender euphoria is just as much of a reason to transition as dysphoria

[@vandmar555]

You two are so cute and I immediately fell in love with your energy ❤

[@snjert8406]

E-less trans girl here, now I can be even more jealous of him! Yay! (All jokes aside, you two are adorable and I am legitimately happy for you!)

[@Daakuryu]

The two of you are just too adorkable together, it must be stopped before it reaches critical mass.

[@teganr5665]

Finn is absolutely trans enough to take the label if he wants it. No reasonable person is going to gatekeep that. Thank you both for sharing this with us. Seeing the clips of joyful F1nn grace my feed has been an absolute blessing to me in a time when I really need reasons to stay hopeful about my own journey. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

[@lillyViolet23]

honestly the thing that took me the most by surprise was the emotions, before i was pretty emotionally dead now I'll cry over spilling my coffee.

[@semi.]

Love the video; don't want to say we all knew about f1nn... but when we can recognize hints of ourselves in other people, it is a good sign... btw 3:48 is real size in my head cannon now.

[@courtneymichelle7342]

God I love the two of you and your respective content. I have been following Icky for 2 years and started following finn's journey ~15 months ago. I had been expecting this since about the 3rd video of his I saw. I cried with joy watching this and the coming out vid.

[@aleksalves6160]

......I'm gonna be honest. I thought F1nn5ter would just continue to troll people for a few years or something. I'm actually shocked. But as someone else early on the HRT, Congrats!!!

[@CabinWoods88]

Congrats! You deserve to be happy