Bipolar Disorder and Finding the Right Job

Finding a suitable job when you live with bipolar disorder is difficult, so I want to share my experience with the job search after my diagnosis of bipolar 2 disorder.
I started working a couple months after I left the mental hospital. I was 19 years old and knew that I needed a job that was flexible. I was good with people, specifically children, and found jobs as a nanny and waitress. As I became better at understanding and managing by bipolar symptoms, I started thinking about my skills set and what I was passionate about and what would work with my bipolar disorder.
We have to be honest, and patient to find our passion. Being productive in society and having a job is a significant part of my treatment. When I am not working, I always find myself in a deep depression. I talk more about that in the video.
What has working been like for you living with bipolar disorder? Has it been difficult finding and/or maintaining a job? Please share your experience or do a response video and send it into [e-mail]. Thanks! Hannah
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[@Queen_adonijah]

I personally have landed many well paying jobs, some of which i actually loved. but after the first two months i feel myself disconnecting, becoming more anxious, and depressed daily. And end up sporadically quitting eventually. its so crushing to build bonds with coworkers and love my Job and bipolar takes it away....I am training for a new job next week, and i wish i had a magic recipe to keep me level. thanks!

[@tefmiojo6918]

Same sis, same

[@savannahfrye5953]

I feel ya… I’m really wanting to quit right now but I’m trying to fight through it. Idk how to push through. I have happy moments there but overall I’m so drained and exhausted mentally and physically.

[@TheDominicKellmanPodcast]

I do the exact same thing

[@Jojosiwo]

Most people hate their jobs and want to quit ..I think because bipolar have more emions together quit faster

[@andreav318]

Yeah I’m suffering through this right now. Trying to go to interviews has been draining in itself.

[@erica.nicole.barrera]

I’ve never worked a job more than a year. It’s been really hard because I get overwhelmed and eventually just leave. I’ve gotten a lot better when leaving and actually being able to talk about it/ give notice. I recently started working as a receptionist at a massage clinic. I’m part time and only work three days a week. Although it may seem small it’ a huge deal for me. It’s been about 19 months of working there and I’ve only had one or two days where my emotions got the best of me.. when they did I opened up to a trusted coworker who really listened and was there for me. After I talked about what I was going through I felt so much better. I hope everyone here can find a place where they thrive. ❤

[@anniecoco1424]

I have had a job that I quit recently that I was doing 3 days a week and I am now back on the hunt but it's so difficult to find a place that will let me do 3 days a week. I feel like 3 days a week still stresses me out a lot and I feel judged when I tell people because to them it seems like I'm lazy but instead I am spending most of my time fighting to keep functioning . I am glad to see someone else with a similar scenario as me. It feels comforting to know it's not just me.

[@KevZen2000]

Self employment is best for a mental health condition. You need something, which you can get time off, when your mental health goes whack. Next, is a gig model. This isn't self employment, but the closest thing to it. This gives you freedom, and the opportunity to progress in life. If you cannot do a gig, a part time job is ideal. This makes it easier to maintain, although you're still bounded to a set schedule.

[@wiltuhoward8164]

Omg yes!

[@OLGALAZINDr]

True ❤ I suggest you never disclose your suffering from BP on a job related report or when applying for a job: there is a lot of discrimination against us in the labor market!

[@flitdek]

Totally having a difficult time wrapping my mind around what you are saying. Like How did you discover what you were good at . I can hardly focus to a point of realization or discovery, and when I do it is usually gone and smashed when the down comes. The downs come quickly for me. There are many things that I am good at but when I try to work I start counting the hours, shifting from Manic to deep depression and anger very quickly. Life becomes unmanageable and I feel extremely trapped .

[@healthyplace]

Hi flitdek. I want to make it clear that there are days when I struggle, even though I'm on a good treatment regimen right now. It sounds like you are having a really difficult time with your symptoms. Have you discussed this with your doctor? Also, in addition to medications, I go to therapy. I've learned techniques there to help me focus and better manage my symptoms. Even with all that, it can be a challenge. Doing all this takes time. Be kind to yourself. Try and do things a bit at a time and not in one lump sum. Hannah

[@tygerhowat3906]

Just graduated in business management and played division 1 college hockey. Diagnosed bp1 but i can manage myself to be a high achiever. Just quit my job as mortgage loan originator and now im under pressure to take other corporate business jobs from family, friends, myself.. i want to give it all up, bag some groceries and start freelance writing. Wish me luck! I seriously think my bp1 is a blessing. even in the cursed times of depression i get to see the world in such a beautiful light. super interesting illness, keep learning about yourselves each day, and never give up all my BP buddies out there!

[@WkUpPeople]

With bipolar disorder, I've found that I can't work in offices for any extended period of time because sooner or later I will quit. I do very well working from home.

[@AlexanderPGarza]

What do you do from home?

[@murf1201]

I’d like to know too

[@RahTee1]

This is my experience to, I worked high level roles in office environments and it was very difficult to communicate and interact on the bad days. I searched for a Job from home and it has been great for my emotional well being. If I’m having a bad day no one can see me and I can pace my day as I need ... it’s reassuring to hear your message, I wish you all the best for the future.

[@angelg9981]

@@RahTee1 So the pandemic already help us with that one

[@wildflowersar3595]

Thsts amazing. What do you do from home?

[@gacha_sunflower1567]

Thank you. I have finally found what works for me at age 34. I researched Bipolar disorder extensively. I have Hadthe conditionFor 13 years. A portfolio Career is what suits me best. After trying Different jobs and volunteer positions, I have found that I like to be my own boss. I am an on-call substitute teacher, A new professional pet sitter, and may restart my pampering business called perfectly posh.I’m so excited that I have finally come to this realization, but I don’t have to be like everyone else with a 9-to-5 job. I can do what works for me. :)

[@healthyplace]

Hi Emily. That is really great. I'm happy for you. Bipolar disorder can complicate things but it can take time to figure that out and then decide what to do about it. Who could do that at 21 years old? I couldn't. Good luck with restarting your business. I'm rooting for you. Hannah

[@OLGALAZINDr]

Hi❤ I suggest you never disclose your suffering from BP on a job related report or when applying for a job: there is a lot of discrimination against us in the labor market!

[@mymindfullife7554]

I'm working part time as a food delivery driver and Help in the restaurant too. It is definitely helping my depression.

[@healthyplace]

Thanks for sharing that. I think that just being able to get out, engage with other people, and do something you feel is worthwhile, is helpful to our mental health. If nothing else, it takes your mind off it. But, for me, it does a lot more. It can actually relieve my depression level and I find happiness being around other people. What about you? Hannah

[@krisjp3431]

Wow! that's great

[@Dr.smileclinic]

Great

[@Dr.smileclinic]

Any other suggestions

[@samanthahardy9903]

I quit my job in retail as it was too stressful for me with managers constantly wanting me to jump from one department to another and people treating me like I was stupid. I had customers (Karen's and Kevin's mainly) literally shout in my face and call me stupid. I had 2 options at that moment in time. 1. Shout back at them or 2. Burst into tears. Usually I opted for the 2nd option. I had 3 mental breakdowns working at a supermarket in the 7 years I was working there. Each time I was berated for taking time off (2 times I was in a psych ward). When I went back to work after my spell in hospital I was told I needed to work on getting my sickness percentage down because I had taken so much time off. (3 months each time). My daughter tore strips off them and told them that if they had been bothered to offer more in work support under the Disabilities Act (UK law) and made reasonable adjustments in the workplace then the breakdowns would not have happened. Eventually they did make some adjustments but I was treated like I had Covid. (Most of the staff kept their distance or just avoided me and gossiped about me saying I was "Nuts and shouldn't be working anywhere". I finally left the place in October 2021 and found a job away from the general public. I work as a kitchen porter and enjoy cleaning the kitchen and making everything shiny. My employer and staff know I have Bipolar and when they see I'm struggling will help by cracking a joke to make me smile and offer to help. I used to do the closing shift but it became too much and I kept panicking about getting everything done on time and by the time I got home and took my meds it was very late (between 1am and 2am) and I didn't get to each much. So now I do the middle shift which is better for me. I get home now by about 9pm and don't have to be at work until 12pm which is a better routine for me. I actually look forward to going into work instead of dreading it like I did when I worked in the supermarket. Sometimes the Head Chef will shout at the other Chefs which can make me a bit jumpy sometimes but I know he's not shouting at me because he said he is happy with the work I do. It's not an easy job for a woman in her 50's to do but I love it. Sometimes when the mania breaks through the medication I can get the washing up done just as fast as the other KPs. Other times they wash up whilst I put things away, clean and empty the bins. I have bipolar type one and it took me a long time to realise what type of job could work alongside my bipolar. Having an understanding employer helps too. So to all those out there with bipolar who are struggling to find a job and keep it, find out what fits around the bipolar and see it as a strength rather than a weakness. Do what's right for you. Some don't like face to face contact with people and prefer to work for themselves from home. Some wake up late so can't work early shifts. It's a routine that works for you. If your bipolar keeps you up most nights because you simply can't fall asleep until the early morning maybe a late shift is best for you. If you don't like the same thing day in day out then find work with variety that is different every day. For some it helps to work 2 different part time jobs totally unrelated to eachother. Whatever, works for you. Sometimes it may take a while to figure out what works and what doesn't. There are jobs out there you can get and keep. It may take some time but don't give up. I used to say, "I won't get hired because of the bipolar." "I can't stay in this job because of the bipolar". Now I'm on the right meds for me I now say, "Yes I have bipolar but it doesn't mean I can't do any work." I wrote down a list of things I know I can do most of the time and some of the time and then looked at what types of jobs would fit. Most of the time we take it to heart with other people's negative comments about people with bipolar disorder. However, if we take a step back and acknowledge the positive advantages like creativity, organising and problem solving we can be better than those without the disorder because we see things differently. Our brains are wired differently and work in a unique way to most. Yes we can get easily distracted but we can also be very focused. Every day can be different (especially with rapid cycling). It's an emotional roller coaster and if we can find something that caters to the ups and downs we can do anything. Most of all remember an emotion (up or down) will pass eventually. It won't last forever! You've got this! You can do it. Don't give up. YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE!

[@samanthahardy9903]

@@jaya-squishiehuntr019 Not everyone with Bipolar can get can get benefits such as PIPs and the government is going to make it even more difficult by transferring everyone claiming ESA onto Universal Credit. After an assessment if the DWP decides you can work then you will be expected to look for work. If the DWP decides you are not trying hard enough to get a job then you will get sanctioned and have Universal Credit reduced or stopped completely. Without any income at all how will you survive unless you work? If you want to stay home then you will be expected to do a job working from home.

[@ellesmagicaladventures]

I walked out my job today. A girl I worked with shouted at me for a good five mins. She really broke me down. I don't think I can go back. I'm very emotional and I feel very insecure and unsafe in my work place now. This is the third time an employee has had a go and made me cry. It's a shame as I am amazing at my job.

[@healthyplace]

Hi Michelle. I'm sorry that happened to you. You mentioned it's the third time this has happened. I'm wondering if people there think you will accept that kind of treatment. I'm wondering what would have happened if you said something like: "Quit screaming. I won't accept that kind of treatment." On the other hand, you can go back, get a paycheck and start looking for another job where, hopefully, you'll be treated in a professional manner. Hannah

[@ellesmagicaladventures]

HealthyPlace Mental Health Thank you for your reply. It has got much worse and I have Gotten my last wage and I'm looking for new jobs. I have an interview next week. In a better environment. Thank you for your advice

[@322doug]

that does not sound like bipolar disorder

[@kurlykels11]

I had to walk out of my job after being on medical leave because of being in psych wards. It was my favorite job and it paid well so I really regret it. But in that time in space I honestly couldn’t work. So like she said we have to be patient. I hope to find a job soon though.

[@melaniemclaughlin5744]

It's horrible to be ina place of work where you always find one individual who likes to give you a hard time it's difficult to find a good job with decent human beings these days i think those are the ones that are mad myself there's something not quite right with them and they make you feel bad and even unwell maybe their the ones who are not right in the head.... I'm bipolar apparently 2 i stopped working in 2011 and decided to do a degree during which i was diagnosed with bi polar disorder, i think it needs to be understood that most people that suffer with this illness are usually bright intelligent individuals after i finished my degree i had no intentions of wanting to work for anyone now i have a 15 month old daughter who i adore and someone who loves all of me I'm on a mission to heal myself then i want to work for myself so if you want to earn money think of something self employed it is far better for us ones with bi polar to be our own boss.....

[@bethstriano6110]

I just quit my 5th nursing job. I have been very slow to realize a large part of the issue is me. Historically, I attract bullies. I am practicing stopping that behavior in its tracks with some success. However, the main problem seems to be that I draw too much attention to my genuine caring and concern for patients. My questions and behavior with regard to patient advocacy are not welcome; an unfortunate side effect of today's mostly shitty co-workers and managers who are threatened by integrity. I have founded and managed two successful businesses. One as a patient advocate (for 12 years) and another as the publisher of an entertainment publication. I am now starting a gift basket company named "Basket Case". I feel mostly unaware of how others see me as time goes on. When much younger, I felt included, happy, and loved my coworkers. That was in F&B. Ive not found my footing in any other employment. Following that, leaving a long-term relationship crushed me in ways I know I will never be the same. I think I have Bipolar 2, although my psychiatrist "doesn't see that". I think my history of relationships and jobs tell a more accurate story. I am sharing because I want to encourage others that 1) you are not alone; and 2) God did not create us to be alone and suffer. Everyone has a place, though it can take a damn long time to find it. Beth

[@RobbieNewell]

You got that right with threatened by integrity. Shut threatened by any type of genuine behavior

[@jasonlund5949]

I am bipolar, I like working at a warehouse, no working with public

[@healthyplace]

Hi Jason. Specifically, how does working with the public affect your bipolar symptoms? Thanks, Hannah

[@rchljeanne2315]

I got my nursing degree and worked well as a nurse until my bipolar got worse :( then after I quit my last two jobs I decided it's time for a career change as nursing is one of the most stressful jobs and isn't healthy for someone with a mental illness I'm studying computer science so I can work remotely. Thank god I have a supportive husband during these tough times.

[@katrinavivianne]

I'm saving this video, it gives me hope and motivation to get my ass up and working.

[@juliet8320]

You're so inspiring and brave. Thankyou for helping me and giving me the confidence to get going on and believing that I can. You are strong and very pretty

[@FollowingTheDream455]

I have Type Two Bipolar Disorder. My last job was as a Unit Helper at the Samaritan Keep Home. I was supposed to take classes until I graduated and earned my certification as a CNA. I started having severe mental health issues recently and quit a few days ago. I'm really looking to find a passion I have in a field other than medicine. It is extremely difficult to realize that I can't pursue this career due to my mental illness. I have to let go of a child hood dream to become a caregiver

[@anubha1981]

Hello, this video was inspirational for me. I am a schizophrenic and I have a college professor job. Since I teach physics I am happy that most of my lectures are based on straight forward mathematical logic. I completed my PhD three years after the diagnosis. I find my job easy and fulfilling but I struggled a lot when I was getting my degrees. On the downside I often struggle with a lack of focus. I have been told by the doctors that I can never stop meds even though I am aware of their side effects. I am fighting this disease tooth and nail and it brings me great joy to hear others managing their mental problems.

[@kylemccown]

I needed this today... thank you so much, Hannah!

[@healthyplace]

Hi Kyle. You're welcome. When it comes to having bipolar disorder and working, what's been your experience? Hannah

[@kellydaley9515]

I'm happy your choices led you to this platform. The facilitation of information in your narration shows dedication. It gives me appreciation for your job of facilitation. Thank You! Kelly

[@healthyplace]

Thanks, Kelly. I'm definitely dedicated! :) Hannah

[@lukefreiburghouse5941]

Thank you for sharing this. It's really helpful. I hope you're doing well.

[@glennzlotowski7292]

ive been thru about 15 jobs since 1996 when my mom died , i was at age 24 and my bipolar fully triggered from the grief . i havent worked in 6 plus years since my divorce , and the extreme anxiety and day to day battles with the bipolar ups and downs. and where to work when the seasonal disorder starts and i tell my bosses and co workers to fck off and leave me alone , felt like a caged and trapped animal.

[@makingit7792]

I understand 👍🏻

[@blindbat6]

Finding where you fit is so therapuetic. Im currently in a job thats not my fit. Its not a bad place but its just not me and being bipolar its a must that the work I do be enjoyable. Its all about happiness, well thats a go for everyone especially those of us with a mental illness. I'm starting to step in that direction of finding and accepting where I need to go with my life. Thanks again

[@happydonita6265]

Another amazing video. You are reaching thousands and thousands of people each week! Work is important. I read somewhere that bipolar individuals have a passion for learning. This is true for me and my son! I do my best, when I allow myself to be confident enough to believe in the things I already know, and humble enough to say "I don't know but I will learn."

[@veronicapitt4451]

I have a love for learning as well. But have not been able to find a passion i can turn into a career. It is difficult to focus on one thing and then that one thing into an income.

[@adrianjabs5752]

Hannah I'm so proud of you digital media & writing is like your own boss cool I was diagnosed bipolar 1 in the early 1990 ' s & in those days treatment and attitudes were bad I struggled for 25 years in construction & labouring and was bullied & misunderstood now at 50 I got kicked out the door and feel like I wasted my life so now I'm selfish & only do what's right for me maybe the take home message is be true to yourself any mental health condition is cruel so practice self care & surround yourself with loving people !❤️

[@-3lory]

Thank you for your courage and for your help

[@lauraolier4093]

So true. You need to have something to focus on and somehow address all the emotions.

[@eastok5770]

strong woman... we can feel your strong mind thru screens lol .. thanks for shareing its helpful

[@flightlessbird1892]

I struggle with the thought of working when I don’t feel like I can be reliable, when I never know if I can even get out of bed one day... bipolar major depressive disorder part kicks my ass... just feel worthless

[@patrickpsseymour]

Wow I thought I was the only one that felt like that.

[@patrickpsseymour]

Thank you, I feel less alone 😌

[@flightlessbird1892]

Ik it feels like we’re alone , but u aren’t 💛

[@MarkytheCat73]

Being honest with yourself is hard. I’m a licensed teacher, and this is my passion. However, the stress was too much. Most other jobs bore me, but that’s better than the nonstop stress.

[@caricappin7463]

Where do you work now because it’s hard for me to find and stay at a job with bipolar 1 😓

[@luvl3397]

I've always liked writing & knew I was good at it but I was DX recently with BP and it's crazy how I'm now truely embracing it.

[@christydennis751]

My niche is retail. But now I am working at a hotel as a housekeeper. Currently looking for a new job soon. Thank you for your videos!

[@sweet2sourr]

Thank you for this ♥️

[@jaimeviolet1000]

Hannah, I totally agree!Jaime

[@quingplutoestarr6123]

Thank u I'm very depressed it's so hard to find stability being bipolar depressive

[@makingit7792]

With Bp 1 not everyone can keep a job. And the older you get the harder it can get. I have been dealing since I was a child but I totally agree that if you can work it will make a huge difference. I do get up every work day at 6:00am and keep a regular schedule

[@healthyplace]

You're right, Making It. For many, having bipolar disorder can make it difficult to find and keep a job. You mentioned "the older you get, the harder it can get." Have you found that your symptoms have worsened as you get older or that treatment isn't working as well? Thanks, Hannah

[@makingit7792]

HealthyPlace Mental Health I have top notch treatment right now and good insurance but as I’m getting older it gets more difficult for me and certain things get more complicated. Older age effects everyone so I guess having Bp magnifies that. The mind seems to respond not as well to therapy and medications although they still help. My family does try to help me but it’s getting harder for them. I was working when I first got on here but it never last. We own a business so my wife had to ask me to step down and to help out at home so that is what I do. If we were not self employed I would have been fired in the first month or 2 or would have had to quit. Self esteem is non existent . But ...... I am a Christian. God does protect me and have a purpose. My thoughts are with everyone on here and you. God speed

[@mattm3864]

Making It I totally relate. God bless you. A few things that have helped me a lot are meditation, regular exercise, and drinking no alcohol. In addition to treatment of course. I am bp 1 as well. 45 and worked the majority of my life but have had a few gaps due to episodes which is tough. I envy you that not only you are married but it sounds like you have a very supportive and understanding wife. I hope to find a good wife. I am afraid to have kids though so it would need to be with someone who is okay with not having kids. Faith is so important. Be well.

[@makingit7792]

Matt M thank you much! That was extremely helpful! I will make sure I tell my wife what you said. It is very hard for her and she goes through so much in that’ll help her and make her feel so good. As far as children goes I totally understand. That is why my wife and I did not have children together but she does have a son that is my stepson. He puts up with a lot too but is very good-natured. I’m lucky to have them both and thanks again. God bless you too. Thank goodness we have him for sure!

[@mattm3864]

You're welcome. I can't emphasize meditation enough. I think it is positive for anyone but especially people with bipolar. Taking even 15 minutes in the morning to sit uniformly in a supportive chair with your eyes closed can do wonders for quieting your mind and helping your thoughts. I usually am more focused and productive in my day when I do this. I do guided meditations with general positive spiritual messages while smiling at the same time. I have practiced this for 3 years now and I have taken many steps forward in all aspects of my life. Don't get me wrong I still have challenges and need to remain humble but I certainly plan on keeping it up.

[@non-applicable.]

Hi Hannah. I too find having a job stabilizing, but I go through periods of hating my job. I get so discouraged and stressed out. But it's something I know how to do, it's safe and stable. And eventually that period of disgust with my job comes to an end, and I'm ok again. I don't love it. It's definitely not my passion. But I don't trust my passions anymore. I get excited about something, build it up in my head, spend the money and poof - it's gone. I feel blah about it now. And that is why I don't quit even when I'm miserable. Because my discontent and my passion, the polar opposites, fade in and out. But I am not happy. I just feel like it's the best option. How do I tame my flightiness about interests?

[@healthyplace]

"How do I tame my flightiness about interests?" That's a common problem for those of us with bipolar disorder. One way I deal with it is not to act on my impulse that costs money. It takes a lot of effort, especially when hypomanic (or manic). It might also help to have a friend or family member who you can share your ideas with. That lets you get them out and get some feedback from another person. Hannah

[@monicagaribaldi7744]

I started working as a hotel housekeeper and I am having lots of exercise and it kind help my brain balance mood as well

[@johnfagan6935]

I found a job as a Certified Drug and Alcohol Counselor. I am a mental health and addiction Counselor basically. I get assigned Clients who have Bi-polar, ADHD, and addiction Disorders. I found this type work through my Mental Health and Drug Counselor. I love it!

[@starofsyzygy3104]

Did you have to get a Masters for this? What kind of qualifications were necessary for you to have this position?

[@acampomft]

I'm a MFT and while i find it stressful and triggering my private practice allows me to make my own hours and to only accept a certain number of clients I find manageable. I have to watch my stress, do my self care and take my meds, but after getting this far, there's no turning back. I'm too old to start over.

[@alicec.6195]

I don't have a passion, I have obsessions that last a few months and then I can't stand that job/activity/hobby anymore. Unfortunately existing feels like a torture.

[@MrsSuzzie]

I've been working fast-food for 12yrs. I could be so much more if I only tried. But I'm just so damn self destructive. I have noticed that a lot of my coworkers also have forms of bipolar as well. Maybe we all feel trapped?

[@stevestarr6395]

I was always good with my hands and went from the crooked construction business into the Medical field making great money and what’s better is helping people which I feel I was made to do!

[@heyho4488]

I work in research and education and i encourage everyone to be as open with your colleagues as you deem possible.

[@Asherons]

Imagine owning a veterinary hospital at 36 and then getting diagnosed. I was phased out of my own hospital. This happened recently, and I don't know what to do with myself. I really am, mentally ill. It is such a harsh realization. You have to admit to yourself that you cannot control your own mind. I also love to write although, I've been discouraged lately because a.i can take what I write and blow me out of the water... I was a bar tender when I was a drifter. I've worked at more bars than I've drank at. Such a stupid stupid fake respect for ourselves because people get fucked up and tell us how amazing we are, as well as essentially being the boss for the night. She in the video, reminds me of me. Like, she's a female version. Good-looking, charisma for days, empath +9000; list goes on. Now, imagine her screaming in your face with intensity as if you purposely ran over her dog, when its over something so trivial that even herself forgot what she was mad about. However, the damage is done. You've seen her war face and it was frightening. This is where the true damage takes place. People talk. They spread rumors about me being a monster which aren't true. I've become isolated because people started identifying me by my mental illness. It preceded me. Here I am, looking up youtube video in order to find a way. I can't... or shouldn't ... work for anyone. I've been in denial and I have to find another purpose before I lose the capability to.

[@estefaniabouscayrol2802]

I work from home in a resume of news from internet... And planning to design clothes... Things that i can do from home at any time if the day... Abrazo Hannah

[@PulmaFingoPees]

your amazing girl

[@princesstiara.7273]

I'm working as a live in caregiver 😭 with Bipolar Anxiety depression and ptsd..

[@Moana_moo]

I have anxiety, low self esteem and an inferiority complex and basically the only thing that makes me confident,Happy and keeps me going is music and singing,mainly music, singing and song writting. Like singing makes me feel like a total another person. When I sing or Listen to music I go from an insecure emotionaly unstable teenager to a next Beyonce

[@angelg9981]

OMG this is so me, I record myself and when I listen to my songs (that just me listen to) I feel very proud and motivated

[@happygolucky5855]

I thought i was in a job i love, ive only been on this career path for 2 months. But each day i can feel myself becoming more depressed and anxious to go to work. I do community care work. When im there at peoples homes and doing my job i dont think about how im feeling and i enjoy it for the most part. But then i go home and i just feel idk unfulfilled and nervous for the next day of work. I keep saying im just still getting used to it and itll be fine in a few months. But theres been so much hassle and i just dont want to work. I have no energy when im at home and i feel like im pushing out all i can during the shift, but theres not much to begin with. Idk im sure it will get better in a couple of months. Right? Sorry just had to let it out. Idk

[@helmanamira]

Im bipolar too, and im feeling the exact same thing with you. We'll get through this job, and save our money and start our own passion as a living. I want to become a singer someday, cause thats my biggest passion about 🙏

[@drihsanmedicallectures]

I was suffering from bipolar 2 since 5 years I had completed graduation in medicine along with my regular medication

[@MsOhsusanna]

Can only keep part time job for around 3 months. The stress mounts and causes psychosis and have to quit .

[@kresivarivkah612]

I work as a massage therapist and writer. My husband is in digital media. I am considering digital media. Me n .y hubby are both bipolar. 😨

[@mamamia_144]

I don't know if I can still be a teacher and I don't know if this is still the job for me. 😭 I am having anxiety almost everyday. And it is hard to explain to my head and peers what I am having and going through.

[@TheDominicKellmanPodcast]

I’m Literaly going through this it’s killing me

[@faisalahmad4455]

Respect

[@yaboisavageg4387]

I’ve recently started to notice how being bi polar affects my performance while working I would do a lot of warehouse jobs and some days I’d be fine and some days or moments I wouldn’t, it would be this rush of feelings which was new to me. I’ve bin trying to find a job that helps with my bi polar disorder but has bin hard for me since my mentally is to just work somewhere to be able and make money to live a stable life. Anyone have suggestions on jobs or things they have done to help them get a job that works with there bipolar disorder?

[@healthyplace]

Hi! I did a video about this several months ago if you look at my playlist in the bio section of this video. I think taking what you feel good at it and doing the research about jobs that incorporate those skills. Thank you for sharing and I am sure others have great input. -Hannah

[@DJRod91]

My mom is bipolar, strong willed and smart and definitely has an entrepreneurial spirit. She is 54 rn. A background in administrative work. Taxes etc. What are there recommendations for her to fit into the current economy?

[@ED-ie3et]

She can def prep taxes as a seasonal tax preparer with H&R Block

[@adrien6700]

I work at a convenient store and I love working being around my regular guest that comes in every day, but we switch up managers so much that before I can get use to how they work then we get another what should I do because my job feels like a rollercoaster?

[@healthyplace]

Hi Adrien. I'm glad you like your job. It's a pain though that management is constantly changing. I guess it's just part of that business. While it's unsettling, I wonder if you could adjust your mindset to "that's just the way it is". If that doesn't work, I suppose you could go to another store where there's more stability. Wish I could be more of a help. Thanks, Hannah

[@ashnaneb9606]

There is someone I know who met with an accident n got brain injuries. But it's been long n he is not able to focus that what he has to do....how to help him find out what is he good at to earn money n grow professionally

[@donellwilliams6830]

I also have bipolar.

[@donellwilliams6830]

I'm a bus driver and I did with kids

[@tng2112]

I'm not going to lie I did not think looking for work was going to be this hard for some reason a lot of my mental health issues late dormant until something significant happens how do I immediately switch off my triggers I'm on job number two

[@celestedanos179]

I know this is a old video. But I’m curious if this has to do with Bipolar. My thing has always been struggling to stick with one thing. And not knowing what I want to do exactly and I feel completely defeated by that. Yes I love animals and have volunteered (and ended up working) in the clinic for the longest time. Over a year. Volunteering. And eventually did reception and would go in the bathroom and cry ended up quitting and went to beauty school. Now I’m at a barber shop. I LOVE the environment and I’m good at it But I want to work back with animals as a career. I don’t want a career cutting hair. Also, I started recently working in the service industry and I’m not terrible but at times. I just feel like I want to quit because I don’t feel like I want to do it anymore already. I started like 3 weeks ago and only work 1/2 days out the week and the rest at the shop. But still have my days off. The indecisiveness I think is a huge problem. And just starting something then quiting. Anyone else struggles with this?

[@RetroHalon]

I feel like this too, Celeste. Not worked in last 16 months. Was studying science then switched to studying law. Not able to find job in either as of now. I'm a depressed mess. Even tho have my moms and a younger brother who works but I'm a failure and don't know how to continue live life like this anymore.

[@OlGalJess]

I am in customer service...I don't like it. I hope I can leave in the next year. I want to work as a teacher....possibly overseas

[@cancercrh025]

Having a job has always been one of the hardest things for me. I will maintain a job for 2.5 years and things tend to spiral downward. Examples: I allow mgmt to know what I am doing, I ask questions and I leave detailed notes; however, there's always been the driven side of me in which they hate such as loving to learn and pushing myself harder. I usually wind up getting terminated. Also, there are times were I feel bullied and mgmt has said that out of all the employees they have I am the only person who they see most of. They say I can walk in the building and be a different person each day of the week. I didn't know until recently that I had bipolar II. I put the pieces together myself and went back to a therapist who then diagnosed me after several weeks saying what it is definitely. I was opened with my employer an they flipped out. Are we not to tell them? Family and friends as well as the therapist each say I am to open at times. Thoughts?

[@healthyplace]

Hi Jane. This is the world we live in, unfortunately. It's filled with mental health stigma. As for when or even if to tell your employer, that is a personal decision and really might depend on whether your illness affects your job performance or vice versa. Many people do not disclose their illness because they don't want to face persecution or possible termination. Yes, there are laws that are supposed to prevent that but companies figure out ways to terminate you without saying it's because of your mental health. And even if they come right out and say it, it's not easy or cheap to fight that. Thanks, Hannah

[@mystischannel]

This is an old comment, but I decided I was going to eradicate stigma and share with some coworkers my diagnosis. It made things terrible. One coworker talked about it all the time. I had a bad episode at work and my Director seemed scared. I felt ashamed and judged and misunderstood. I choose now not to bring it up. It’s not a way to fight stigma, but stigma is real

[@eirinif.6715]

mystivegan 💞

[@gustavomontero103]

For me it's too hard because I have a girlfriend and I want to earn some money to become independent and one day go and live with her. I am bilingual, but only options I have is Teacher or interpreter. Well, I feel only good when I do translations because the other jobs make me so nervous that I get psychotic symptoms, it's hard to realize I am unable to work though I love to work.

[@zandorerivers1735]

Hi Hannah I’m wondering and some psych doctors are too if I’m boarderline or bipolar?

[@healthyplace]

Hi Zandore. This article might be helpful. It's on Bipolar Disorder and Comorbid Borderline Personality Disorder: bit.ly/2DyuFjW I hope this helps. Hannah

[@sweet2sourr]

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[@angelg9981]

I hate the fact that I'm only considerate for costumer service jobs because I can't handle social interaction. I really hate people, 2 days ago a fu*king costumer yelled at me for no reason (and when I was in my break I started drinking a couple of beers because I was feeling blue)

[@kasai0555]

Can you give me some advise? I'm not very on my own. Being isolated tears at me over time and I deal with serious anxiety that often hinders me as a weight to others. I'm 18 and dropped out of 8th grade to try to get my ged and diploma at a YCA site, but I had to leave because of panic attacks and other issues. What I'm afraid of, though, is not being able to find a job to support myself or my girlfriend and if it comes down to someone denying a really goid job because of my mental issues, what should I do? And is there a way that the state could keep me from working?

[@kasai0555]

Also, I mean a serious job in a workplace or trade.

[@anekha6802]

How find a job for bipolar person

[@maheshisapure4085]

In Depressive phase i am unable to talk with anyone how can I work

[@manthansharma9838]

Hi Mahesh, You are correct but I have also realized that some regular work is necessary for Bipolars to keep them up and running. Success, too, is a great tonic. I having myself quit my employments several times and currently building up a self employment profession. Go for walking regularly for about 45 mins in the morning or evening, it helps as well.

[@user-ez6wr1cz5o]

I'm shamed for being lazy and not bring money to my family when I'm more than 18 and not studying.

[@manthansharma9838]

Bipolars are also know to be extremely brilliant and creative. They just have to take care of themselves and need a bit more time to get settled. I am sure you will do well, don't listen to the others as they just don't understand Bipolar Disorder. Only a person who has gone through it understands it.

[@brianbice2819]

I love animals and love to drive. What can I do?

[@healthyplace]

Hi Brian. How about working at a pet store or animal shelter or starting your own business caring for other people's pets? Just a thought. Hannah

[@sashutka100]

Brian Bice Hi you can be in Animal patrol! In the police ,or animal welfare they always always need drivers!!good luck dear!

[@briyzzie3309]

Hi there. I experience bipolar, i am also autistic and have MDD and GAD and uncomfortably close to having BPD. Does anybody know of ways to navigate multiple mental or developmental diagnoses while employed? I am really struggling with my part-time job as an intervention specialist with autistic kids. Im afraid I'll get fired again and feel so much shame for how much im struggling. My company is also super exploitative with their policies around personal vehicle use and im struggling to cope with that too. Just need to know im not alone, if anybody knows of support for people like me and could linke to it, I'd appreciate it.

[@sunshinelavender1663]

…. I haven’t held a job longer than a year my entire adult life. And I have been EXTREMELY passionate about many different things; throwing myself in 110% Idk this video is very disconnected

[@ronelleviljoen2901]

Is there anybody that can advise on work from home jobs as most of it is scams. I just cant think of anything that would generate a steady income. Im NOT a sales person or a social media fundi ...

[@aasadovsw]

I am ios developer

[@Apostolicfaith238]

Acts 2:38

[@Sharptooth100]

You are as beautiful as any famous female Hollywood celebrity. You are great for movies and television.