My partner is in a maniac episode now. He completely doesn’t accept the illness even though it’s been a pattern for the last 3 years. Depression and mania ones a year which can last months…Now when I’m 6month pregnant he tells me that I’m boring, he wants to meet other women, opened tinder. Disappeared for some days, told me to move out then threatening on me. I stay with my family to protect my pregnancy from stress. Only god knows what he does now…and there are moments when he calls me like nothing happened and asks about me and the baby. I’m praying for this hell to be over but this time I won’t come back after his mania is over…. I’m also under control of police and social care since my partner abused me in front of my doctor so she opened a family violence card… i wish to know how to get out of that situation

So vital, critical to live my life One Day at a Time, as for me too, it takes so much weight off my shoulders...thanks for the reminder!

I have both because i have something called synaptic caos. Which is a neurological problem. I also have other symptoms. So I can definitely confirm they can coexist.

Could really use your thoughts and experiences

I'm at a point in my life where I want to embrace my Add/adhdness to my advantage. I've been struggling here and there of course, but I've never done well with routine either. I struggle with time management then I am overly critical of myself for not sticking to my routine. I'm trying to develop habits per se moreso than routine. I can give myself the slip-ups as long as I keep at it. I'm trying to feel less shame when I can't meet my own expectations and the expectations I feel people are expected to meet.

What happens when those boundaries trigger them?

try .25mg Klonopin

Uncomfortable emotions is such a great way to describe it

I have bipolar disorder and there is a lot of stigma in my grandparents house I luckily found a great man and live with him but my entire family from my dads side use my disorder against me when it’s beneficial to them I’m just so frustrated

Good morning, Sammi!!!❤🌼🥰 I would like to wish you the BEST OF LUCK in all yout future endeavors and projects!!! Keep moving!!!❤✊✌ My name is Oxana Grushchak. I live in Almaty, Kazskhstan (Central Asia). And I am discirculatory encephalopathy, bipolar disorder (type II -- recurrent depressions), and fybromialgia survivor :))

Dating with bipolar is not worth it! Please run for your life!

Yes ... Its true ..

I've been living with this woman and this bs for 14 years only in this country do you baby the things that handicap society .the worst type of people to be around are those who cant control there emotions like every adult should my family has been destroyed by these bs weak minded people who are too lazy to figure it out and acknowledge the damage they are doing to everyone around them instead were supposed to be understanding and allow the to ruin everything because they are broken WTF

I’m dealing with a person online who I believe has this issue. I think they may be dangerous. I don’t know what to do if anything because they live in California and I in England I think they have multiple victims but with various motivations. Things are escalated and quite intense. I have no idea how serious it is and I feel quite personally detached from the situation but other peoples reactions to what is going on has made me reconsider what is happening and why. I have looked at various types of personality disorder and people suggest he is stalking me. I now realise they are right. Nothing has quite described this man until I found this video which describes the experience so accurately I am now taking it very seriously. I knew he was not right it was giving me a sense of him being unhinged. Several observers have independently identified he is projecting his issues onto me. He changed his screen name a couple of months ago and took mine then last week he accused me of stealing his name. He is utterly delusional and obsessive. He also turned on two other people. One he seems to have a parasitic attachment to she recently got married he has been attacking her slyly. Basically he withdrew from the group after he was embarrassed by being told he was being racist but softly kindly and in a nurturing way. He is socially awkward and not popular. He tells a story of a difficult upbringing with abuse and neglect. I think it is true but he delivers it with flat affect. He is very into social standing being admired and better than others he is very sneaky and bullies people he doesn’t like. This is a different level to his regular bullying it is quite outlandish and delusional everyone is in confusion as to why he’s doing it. And is siding with me and that’s making him worse. Do I report it and to who we are on different continents but it’s not only myself it’s affecting. Please advise me. I have a source who has copies of all his social media posts as they were concerned about him early on. They contacted me and told me to beware of him.

It’s a human destroyer 😢😢😢😢

How do you do this when the nightmare is different every time

I need help i have no idea either me is a mental disorder person or he is .....i met a boy in January 2024...we got into relationship and everything was fine in starting he was treating me like a qween and his first priority....but now things are not same....we get into silly arguments and he streatches the argument for about 3,4 hours where what he does is he ask me what was his mistake and when say this xyz is your mistake he replies that why alwys me why am i wrong u never see your fault ....i am crying i got pannic attack u give me pannic attacks ...my life is hell nothing is going good everyone give up on me this and that ..... then he will scold me ...and whn i get angry or i say him why did u used such harsh words he says ....in anger a person doesn't know what he js doing its normal human nature u make me angry u fight with me every 15days ...i will never be good enough for you ...i am losing myself being with you bla bla ...........guys in the starting he never used harsh words for me or fight but now its not the same ......and once when i check his social media in almost every conversation with a girl there was one thing i noticed in common that was ...i am bad my life is hell everyone leave me i am not good for anyone ..............dear friends i am confused am i a narcissistic behaviour or he is.......i want to leave this relationship but these things are happening at that point of the relationship where i am deeply attached to him i can't figure out anything am i the one making him suffer

I can relate to every part of this video, I left an emotionally, physically and mentally abusive marriage after 16 years. I was secluded from everything. I just to know how to not sabotage the people around me especially people I am trying to be friends with? If it wasn't for him going to prison I feel like I would still be stuck.

I talk to myself so much too and get yelled at because of it. I hate that I do, but I will talk to my doctors on what it can be about.

Thank you for your video ❤❤❤

It feels like these are one of the few last times that I will try to avoid killing myself... it's becoming harder for me to find excuses not to kill myself, it was easier the first couple of years but now honestly I'm starting to care less and less... it used to be that I preferred if I could manage to bear with life but now I just wan't to die so bad... if only I didn't care about my family suffering I would be dead and in peace already...

So lowkey scary. Staring into our eyes looks agressive

I was just about to say I call mine THE VOID I'm glad to see I'm not the only one that sees the dark side as this.

This is great if you have good things come from your depression, but most people don't. I haven't made friends though mt depression ext.

It’s a felony to record phone conversations in many states in the US - don’t do that.

Just subscribed and noticed things are from yrs ago, how are you doing now , Hannah ?

Worst and ..... unfortunately the best advice i ever got... Don't lean into or chase the mania (enery drinks and stuff like that) 😭😭😭😭 I started thinking of it (and everything.. cause universal patterns/macro micro/etc) as a pendulum: the distance it swings in one direction, physics dictate it must swing an equal distance in the opposite direction. I'm 36 now and i get less and less mania, i actually don't remember the last time. I realized I have CPTSD about a year ago which made me start feeling pretty strongly that my symptoms aren't just some random happening... Anyone seen any studies on this? I was fam scapegoat and eternally grounded (literally remember getting a year bc my mom had something going on and needed to project it (forced depression? Weird way to put it 🤷 ).among many many other PD headed family Unpleasantries. Then if she was in a HUGELY AMAZING MOOD I had to meet that energy no matter what was going on with me or even if i had actually made mistakes or been bad that day and go shopping to validate her every thought while she blew money (other side/ forced mania?) I know it's the chem cocktail that causes withdrawls from trauma bonds, seems like this could've set up my brain to release in a pattern? My cycles were always very predictable (i guess that's how you get the diagnosis 😅) and I'm unsure if there was s predictable pattern of her up and down treatment. Doc! I've been typing while listening and you just mentioned the part where tje experience of mania is described similarly to that of some.types of drugs. That has been one of the ways I've described since i was maybe 15yrs. It feels profoundly spiritual at times as well, like feeling the life force shared by all of creation in the air i breathe and synchronicities occuring like they are a symphony orchestra all around. I wrote a paper in a college lit class (Philosophy major, almost went Psychology but when i entered the psyc professors office to feel it out, nearly 180° from floor to ceiling was covered with texts and was intimidating af) Anyway, I wrote a paper titled Bipolar- An Optimistic View. The only part I remember was about naturally experiencing extacy but stronger than any extacy or molly I had ever had and something about the feeling of searching relentlessly, finally finding tje answer and standing up from the desk yelling "eureka"! The extended eureka moment. Ha. Anyway, they aren't anything like the magical used to experience but i have done a lot of drugs throughout these years.

Hello, I enjoy your videos. Congratulations on your channel. I am Brazilian, a lawyer, and I work a lot. I have Bipolar Disorder Type 2 with comorbid ADHD. I believe I have written here before. I would like to ask you a question: what is life like for someone with bipolar disorder in the United States in terms of benefits for people with bipolar disorder? Does the government provide medication for those who cannot afford it? Does the government provide a psychiatrist and psychologist, or does everything have to be paid for by the individual? If you are experiencing a crisis, can you stay at home to receive treatment, or do you have to be hospitalised? How do Americans perceive a person with bipolar disorder? Do they respect and help, or is the stigma very strong? Is there a lot of prejudice? Are you allowed to drive? I apologise for asking so many questions.

The psycho lobotomy meds are the Nightmare

I wonder if I have this

My girl is currently in a ghosting phase right now as I type this, I am a very patient person so I'm just waiting to hear from her again but I miss her greatly.

I feel like I am but I’m not being diagnosed with it 🫠

Just sending some love for anyone who is reading this, YOU ARE LOVED, i love you from one lost soul to the next 🕊️✌️

my best friend attempted suicide on the 4th of July this year. 4 days before my birthday. she still hasn't woke up yet, but I really hope she does..

So it's OKAY for my girlfriend to run over me when I was asking where she was going?

My Bio Daughter just contacted me all these years I found her only coming to me for things her story keep changing. She want help get out were she is but I tried to help her but she says not ready to leave. She adult now but she gotta be able to get on her two feet.

I was tortured daily an every night for a year an yes it was all real because i REALLY FELT IT HAPPENING TO MY BODY , I SEEN IT AN EXPERIENCED IT , HEARD IT

My boss at my job does not want me to take care of my mental health. I want to be the best employee possible I can’t do that if I can’t take care of myself

Do you work a full time job? Can you get approved for disability on bipolar?

are you able to work and hold a job?

I was happy for 6 months and now it's back and I don't know what to do anymore

Tune in next time for the mor POSITIVE things???????? There are none.

❤❤❤hello my dear, well done, my manager will never give me days off, I will speak with OH.

May i ask what meds worked for you because I am almost 50 years old and I still have not found a medication combo that has worked for both bipolar 2 and ADHD

Yeah i was clean 6 years going through my first relapse and feel like trash my trigger is my treatment resistant depression i get to these really bad lows and am stuck riding it out, weed helped me but then even that stopped helping. Just wish i could find something that helps outside of SH

I’m bipolar 2 but I can’t explain the nympho part or sex part if I don’t have sex I get severe cramps some say or call it blue balls next bipolar is an issue on it’s own the nympho or high sex drive when I’m manic nobody understands I have nobody to talk about this too u ever look another nympho in the eyes it’s magical like a deer in headlights

Wish I could talk to u I’m bipolar 2 nympho shopping are my side issues

4years and ive relapsed. Now i have to hide it as i cannot let my kids know this is how i 'cope'. I hate that ive done this and literally a stupid mini argument with my hubby, over something i had done, it was justifiable he wasnt being mean or anything, literally walked away instead of shouting etc and that triggered my bpd which caused this. Now i feel ashamed of what ive done. 4 years and i feel like i ruined it. Guess ill try to journal or something to get my head straight again

Ive never even though of having a plan in place. I will own up to, even tho i cannot bring myself to tell my husband as it was an argument with him that triggered it and i dont want him to feel guilty

Could I ask for tips please . One min we are OK and the next nothing . I suffer from cptsd so I automatically assume I've done something wrong I no I havnt but because off my condition I get ptsd attacks . I'm trying to understand living with ptsd is horrible but looking into bipolar it must be hell I've never in my life felt the way I feel about this person so I'm at a lost could u help because I'm falling for this person I came out off two toxic relationships and I fell hard for this person because she was diffrent