Bipolar & Homeless

[@hayleymoonbeammusic]

Hi! I’m the gal in the video- I just wanted to hop on and say thank you so much for all of the love on this episode. It means the world to me that my story touched so many of you. Im sending all of the love in my heart💛

[@norahsindoorfarm]

Hi, i wanted to reply to you and just say thank you for sharing your story. i have been struggling with bipolar and PTSD and self harm since a young age and i have felt so alone. thank you for coming out and being able to bring awareness to this. you're amazing, and so so beautiful ❤

[@rebeccaanne8546]

I support you my dear ❤

[@SugaagustD-i5b]

Every time I’m down I listen to your story and it gives me hope❤

[@MsJaesthetic]

I really hope that you do a “where are they now” sort of video a few years from now to see how all of these lovely people are doing.

[@shelleymitchell8834]

This girl is so sweet and si intelligent love these interviews so glad I discovered this

[@uuvlv9605]

I’ve been diagnosed with bpd2 and I swear I feel extremely blessed that my manic episodes are extremely productive and consist of me learn new stuff of subjects. But it’s sucks because I end up doing 100 different things

[@lanisartistry]

I met Hayley through unfortunate circumstances nevertheless, it was lovely to meet her because she is such a beautiful soul. I’ve watched her through social media since and how she expressed herself, which was great to witness. It feels good to see her hear doing it again, I appreciate that you gave her this opportunity. She deserves nothing more.

[@beeandra5966]

You mean nothing less

[@lanisartistry]

@@beeandra5966 exactly, thank you for the correction!

[@beeandra5966]

@@lanisartistry I agree with your point of view. She's was lovely 🌹

[@kaylakent446]

Awe ❤

[@kenzarbiyah798]

This girl is the sweetest prettiest well spoken girl ever , if you’re reading this i just want you to know that you are so so incredibly strong for pushing through every single struggle you faced, and having myself a brother that struggles severely from mental illness as well i just know how easy it is to give up when your mind is against you, but you kept going despite everything and i just want to tell you i’m so so proud of you❤️ you deserve the world and you will get it, i’m sure. And most of all you definitely matter on this world and I’m pretty sure you had a huge impact on everyone watching this episode including myself (i teared up with you all along), i genuinely wish you were my friend cause you seem like the sweetest person ever ❤️ hope life treats you decent from now on love

[@alidrewgorgons2741]

I was avoiding watching this episode because I knew I would get emotional because of my own experiences, but this was also my favorite so far. It helps a lot being able to hear other people’s experiences and being able to connect, and feel less alone♥️

[@biancaaguirre1427]

my favorite episode. it’s so warming to hear similar situations, knowing we’re not always alone or crazy. thank you for this.

[@hallenottage7196]

really disheartening to hear about the way she was treated at the shelter. I worked at a homeless shelter for a good amount of time and couldn't imagine treating any one of our guests with anything less then respect, dignity and love. That is so lame!

[@ashleyschoepf9107]

Dev I appreciate you so much for giving people a light to speak on their experiences. Your podcast makes life feel a lot less lonely. Thank you for sharing!

[@barbaranaiman9783]

Out standing these interviews get better and better. I have learned so much from learning the experiences all these different people are going through . Great job keep it up sweety you are cut out for this .👍👌❤️

[@thedutchdude6563]

This show is great because it just lets the guest talk and tell their life story.

[@kieeeda]

the strength that we as women possess is otherworldly . the fact that we are self healers/nurturers, especially when it comes to the unfortunate circumstances beyond our control, literally blows my mind every.single.time. this podcast is absolutely necessary, i wish i had the opportunity to just spill my guts out as it relates to the “trauma triggers” that are attached to me but the fact that this is a maryland based pod makes me feel close enough - i love supporting my home team 🤞🏽💕 thank you for sharing your story, i’m sure a ton of us can relate in more ways than one ☮️

[@laurenleonard533]

Dev, I have loved these new podcasts. It is inspiring to listen to others tell their story. The fact that you arent choosing people who will just give you clickbait... I love it. Very genuine

[@McWeasel]

I work in a place where mental health awareness is constantly pushed down peoples' throats but none of it is effective or real. What you are doing here in giving real people a platform to just talk about their lives and experiences is a much more effective and sensitive way of raising awareness. Some of the videos I have been able to relate to in parts and others not so much but all of them have been great and all will be helpful to someone not least those who have been given the opportunity to tell their stories.

[@hannahmarie410]

Dev this podcast is amazing! The fact that you are out here letting people share their stories and just sitting there and listening is truly special. Some of the things Hayley said in the podcast really hit home for me. I became an alcoholic at the age of 16. I will have 6 years sober in March and am now 27. So much love for both of you ladies and am so proud of both of you. We are all in this together and we will all be okay 💗💗

[@WheresWaldo05]

Hi cutie. You are so gorgeous 😘

[@togikisses]

24:00 made me cry omg, this girl deserves the world thank you Dev for this episode

[@britneelovesyew]

I also struggled with an eating disorder because I craved that feeling of control since my mental illness was out of control. It went on for 6 years. I’m recovered now but but the thoughts never fully go away. This podcast really makes me feel less alone ❤

[@WheresWaldo05]

Damn you are gorgeous as-is. 🫣😳😲😵🤯😘

[@izzywoods5405]

I relate so much. Bipolar, homeless, ptsd. I am not alone

[@zappa-happy]

Yr Voice is so soft & soothing, thoughtful & deliberate, self-aware & Positive even when things are so dark. A Ray of Sunshine helped u to find Yr Purpose. Shine babe Shine 🌞🌞 Sending Love & Support 2U on Sunbeams, from The UK! 🌈❤️❤️☀️☀️🌈

[@athenachristinemusic]

This makes me so grateful to have my parents. I’m also rapid cycling.

[@Sealoctopus]

That story Hayley tells about how she helped the hospitalized woman with her music was very beautiful. ❤️🙏

[@AliciaM5555]

That felt so pivotal for her. It's like she found purpose in that. I'm so glad the Universe gave that to her for her salvation and preservation. 💖

[@Chelsitaa]

I couldn’t imagine moving homes so much and not feeling in a stable home must of been so scary for her

[@Desekratedd]

Been in a 4 year relationship with my bp2, and ptsd girlfriend. I'm so glad awareness for bp and mental health overall is on the rise.

[@emilyolivia5737]

Such a beautiful person - she’s so eloquent and just feels peaceful to listen to. Thank you for sharing ❤

[@-ShawnaMarie-]

"Stay Spooky" SHOULD DEF BE YOUR NEW CLOSING LINE. I LOVED IT.

[@WheresWaldo05]

Hi gorgeous. 😘

[@debashreechowdhury2837]

She is such a beautiful person, sending you all the love n hugs❤I love these episodes so much. Thank you Dev & Julie for giving us these gems❤

[@zed-qg2ub]

grateful for this one. can relate on many many levels! thank you for sharing

[@KalKonG]

Could relate with her experience at certain parts. Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@mentalhealthwithalana]

This was a great interview! One of the best I've seen. Very relatable and Inspiring ❤

[@ironblowtorch]

She was the sweetest guest. Always thankful and complimentary!!!

[@musichealseveryone]

I don’t know if she’ll read this, but I want her to know she is MILES ahead of where most people are in terms of emotional intelligence at age 21. I know that feeling of being behind is overwhelming, but she is doing amazing for her age and she’s still so young and can do so many awesome things. 😊

[@chimichanga87]

Just love this girl and her genuineness

[@Savagemode09]

Oh my God your Podcast keeps getting better and better and better I truly appreciate you being your authentic self and just sharing stories with everybody with their issues. I hope you have a merry Christmas and happy holidays and that you get to spend time with your friends and family during the holidays I think you're really deserve it I think you're very you're special and you need to keep it that way. As Someone that used to be homeless and have bipol her and just suffer through with grace it happened to me back in 2013 so I feel for this girl tremendously I understand.. Right now I have my own home have a good job and I'm celebrating Christmas with my friend's family so I've had a good place so I'm hoping that this girl's in a good place like I said I'm very proud of you Keep up with the good work I just I'm so excited about the Podcast this is the most amazing thing you ever done.

[@jeanettemccalip2378]

I have a very similar story. The most terrifying thing about it is, my mom was/still is a psychotherapist. My heart goes out to her.

[@justine1767]

Hayley really is such a well spoken person. Wow. I hope she writes a book, or creates something to help people who have BPD. I feel she will help so many.

[@lillianrea7745]

As someone who struggles with BPD I can relate so much to those intense emotions❤️

[@kevinm3395]

Great speaker! I wish I could talk as well about my experience of being bipolar.

[@earthyvibez77]

you’ll get there

[@alisonhall7362]

Sweet girls

[@donthateonblake]

Funny how she mentioned it’s not epilepsy but it’s the insanity that triggers it 😅❤😂 we all crazy fr… I’m loving this.. I just found your channel and I’m so gonna bing your channel later ❤

[@elizabethlacey7708]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ what a great story!!!! Thank you so much for sharing your story!!!

[@carolinealexandra206]

Dev I loooove the direction you're taking with this podcast! So so good, great work and I wish you, Julie, everyone who has been on this podcast, and everyone who reads this the very best and merry Christmas❤️

[@bapbirb]

I'd love to see a video on talking to someone with body/facial dysmorphia or agoraphobia... Its sad that so many people are hurting because of their disorders, but also Im glad that we get to bring them into surface with videos like this. We're all people.. just broken ones that are trying extra hard to make life work.

[@lornatw]

When it comes to trauma or difficult upbringing, until therapy for that is done it's very hard to know what 'symptoms' are longterm and part of a longterm mh condition vs being results of repetitive trauma. Medication can help someone function to accept and participate in therapy and bettering their own health and thinking logically. I think it's so damaging for labels of a longterm mh condition to be used before a person's history has been talked about and how their struggles became and manifest to this day. Things like severe anxiety that's building up over time, trauma stress can cause split from reality or paranoia and people immediately assume that that person is schizo or bipolar when alot of things are going on.

[@crystalacevedo4064]

I love this thank you so much!!! I’ve learned so much just from your podcast 🫶🏽

[@SRHisntSilent]

I resonated with me so much and I'm honestly going to have to have to get a diagnosis soon

[@kenzarbiyah798]

And Dev omg i just want to say i’m so proud of you of making this podcast so meaningful and turning it around this way so people could have their voices heard, you’re incredible for that and I’m genuinely impressed by how insightful you are with all your guests and you always seem to have the right input, this is definitely the right path for you abd i hope this podcast blooooows up cause it’s the best out there❤️

[@Abby-bv6zv]

my cousin lives in Saratoga Springs lol. I have a childhood friend who also has bipolar and she just recently found the right medication (we're the same age as Haley!). There are other people in my extended life network that have bipolar. It is a very tough thing to struggle with and I wish Haley all the best with college! Achievements on paper don't hold a candle to real life, and college will go more smoothly for her since she's done a lot of growing up beforehand. I started dealing with a lot of life bullshit right in the middle of college and it's a miracle I didn't fail out. I know plenty of other people who have had to take leaves of absence to deal with their personal health, physical or mental. Taking care of yourself is always more important than a degree or external markers of "success".

[@dollartreeeminem]

I have such a similar story. I would love to sit down and talk with this girl.

[@iwannasleep370]

I love this channel. Plan do a D.a.c.a episode!! Plsss!!!

[@iwannasleep370]

@Benedetta Luciani google

[@Nessa_1990]

Seriously, Hayley, thank you so much.

[@beeandra5966]

So glad you had her on. Found you today, binge watched many episodes 9 months pregnant 🤣🤣 hers was very touching. She's a great raconteur! Very emotionally mature as she said herself 🖤💜💖✨

[@lawrencemullin2643]

Awesome session... Very calming & positive.

[@faidrapotsika1428]

Early biiiird. I love you and this podcast is amazing! I am an ftg og!!! Greetings from Greece❤

[@TheodoraKimmelHello]

This story was very touching. I don’t like referring to everyone as insane because I don’t know what people mean.

[@valerienelson3296]

Music os amazing for the soul. ❤ You told your story so well, I could really understand to tge best of my ability what you went through. ❤

[@AA_AA_111]

That was incredible 💗 She must be a storyteller !!!!!

[@geostone1814]

Thank you for sharing. It's so helpful.

[@bradleywoodie9219]

I really enjoy these one on ones

[@jamiee6672]

Amazing podcast ❤ so much love for this space

[@realdirtbagOG]

This podcast is so so important ❤

[@kyaisha_savvy]

I’m going through this now basically all my life.Im basically homeless and struggling 🥺I’m not going to say this video gave me hope but I know I’m not alone

[@Infinity_Bent]

Devorah is such a good listener. Was it a hidden talent until this show series?

[@arianasaffares3381]

I’m from Saratoga Springs, what a small world! ❤

[@Anna.1117]

LOVE YOUUU Deeevvv❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@BrieVan]

She seems so sweet ❤ definitely following her

[@shamselsayed5728]

Hii, i love all your videos!! You should really get a Palestinian on the podcast to talk about everything I think that would he really interesting and people would love to watch it!!

[@ryanegoe7579]

Love her, I feel seen thanks to this

[@Kaylo.Art.Designs]

Hi psyc student here 👋 There is actually something called “cyclothymic disorder”, which is actually something that blends both hypomania and depressive symptoms. It could be ptsd, but I do think what you’ve described would be more in line with cyclothymic disorder!!!! 26:25 You are brave for sharing your experiences and Hayley I hope you know you are very strong and capable- despite all of the troubles you’ve face!! I don’t know you but I feel so proud of you! ❤

[@molly3146]

this is so good

[@andreal5947]

New here, love your podcasts

[@georgeboultadakis8530]

She's super strong good for her, God bless, also where was her Father ? I don't think she mentioned

[@MoraiBear]

It took YEARS for my providers and I to get the right “cocktail” of medications for me.

[@Nunyaaaaaaas]

Loved this 💗

[@OriginalAngster]

I went to 4 winds too! It's really a great place, feels super safe without being too clinical.

[@OriginalAngster]

Dev, if you see this, how can I reach out to... idk... apply? Specifically I want to tell my story of domestic violence, and hopefully pass on advice for ppl who feel trapped in abusive relationships.

[@MayLeave44]

Fast paced makes me dissociative. That’s why I’m a chef. I started front of house and am now a chef. Also I have personality disorder not bipolar so that’s a different disassociation , I was misdiagnosed most of my life with bipolar but I have d.i.d

[@blindguy...1275]

The demon part creeped me out, she was probably playing with the spirit board.

[@jinji9981]

i love this podcast. also dev u look soooo much like ariana grande here

[@ess-see]

I WONDER IF THAT dR Sunshine is the same person I met in one of these hospitals. There's only so many adults with the name Sunshine in the same career, or SUNSHINE IS A REALLY Intentional name to use in Psychiatric hospitals

[@gorefieldluvr6921]

Hii, could you interview someone whos been through RAMCOA? It would be extremely interesting

[@anglesversion]

*me watching this named Angel knowing I deliver life-saving medication for my job*

[@KayLeeHoward-vc2ph]

I hate that one the anxiety over analyzing all the time gives me headaches you can be in the safest most loving environment and think someone hates your guts for no reason ugh that one sucks the cycling is exhausting too Colorado is my home state love it to death but the people who smoke and the peer pressure is annoying when ur mental it doesn’t always help like shut up lol u don’t think I’ve tried everything

[@andreacarrion6462]

I’ve been through this also

[@swagmoneymaddy]

WHY IS SHE SO SOOTHING. I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND FR

[@swagmoneymaddy]

oops didnt mean to yell

[@KayLeeHoward-vc2ph]

I have BPD and the suicide hotlines useless and it’s impossible to talk someone out of an episode unless you know and when I have one it’s worse when someone’s nice to me lol

[@aquariosoul]

How is texting? #988 has this feature and it helps sometimes.

[@zeezeee5153]

The mic is like extra sensitive so the mouth noises make this difficult to listen to, nevertheless this was such an interesting and well told story.

[@RG-mo9yr]

Im confused as to why she thinks her mother had MBP. Once on her own, she admitted herself voluntarily to hospital 3 times in a year. But when her mother said she needed psychiatric help or sent her to hospital , it’s MBP?

[@Nk-qj1ix]

I believe she said she was diagnosed. Also it’s verifying degrees of it. I was involuntary hospitalized as a child and it was horrible and abusive and I am still working through it, as I’m sure she is.

[@teddylifer]

27:21 Shots! My way ouch🤨

[@peacebewithdayo9266]

I could really go for a cold glass of orange juice rt now.

[@rebekahb5275]

i have been dissociated since 2018 😢

[@laura4dsunshine]

Put your faith in God. The Holy Spirit is there for you and loves you very much.

[@Missing-Exploited.]

❤

[@peacebewithdayo9266]

Good day

[@tubhjbadshbhi]

Those hotlines sucks

[@heyheyitsvey]

[@hi_ranz]

17 hour

[@marcoanderson316]

***ADHD

[@mmor7380]

Argentina champions of the world

[@ahmedkhaled6748]

First ☠️

[@WheresWaldo05]

Get catholicism. This will help you. And join the religious groups within it.

[@ap8809]

I feel like we have a similar path ❤ I have compassion for us and bipolar survivors ❤️‍🩹

[@JazminGonzalez]

commenting just so you both know this is very much appreciated

[@cvrow1]

I hope today has been a good day, if not maybe tomorrow xx