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@nelsonzina74 ай бұрын
I REALLY DO ENJOY YOUR INTERVIEWS Do you fly a person out or they come too you idk just curious how it go PLEASE KEEP EM COMING
@Kehli_so_bad3 ай бұрын
I really appreciate your podcast. This particular episode hit close to home#88.
@nelsonzina73 ай бұрын
@@Kehli_so_bad Amen
@Kehli_so_bad3 ай бұрын
@@nelsonzina7 🙏💯
@javinjohnson20083 ай бұрын
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@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank you guys for the comments and for listening to my story 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
@camardiezell3309 Жыл бұрын
Your story was so heartfelt. I pray that God continues to keep and cover you with his blood.
@jahyidavanhook5227 Жыл бұрын
We love you❤
@GoldenMoya Жыл бұрын
God is covering you sis ! Your story is the start of something bigger for yourself . Thank you for sharing .
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Thank you for being brave Felly
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank you guys🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽love y’all ❤❤❤
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
I’m glad that I shared my story because now I can hear what other people think. All of the voices, are just helping me understand everything a lot more. I swept it under the rug for so long because everyone just blamed me. I don’t mind accepting the blame but really…. How was it my fault that dude tried to kill me and killed my Cuzzo . Even after I went to see him, if someone did that to u, u would be scared to death and do anything he tells you to. On top of that he was my first love and was there for me when no one else wasn’t. Everyone who’s mad that I made this interview wasn’t there for me or my cousin !!!!!!!!! I was trying to help him when he had no where to go never meant for him to get hurt or even die. Then I also tried to understand my ex and why he did what he did. We were all young but he was 18 and my cousin was 21 I was the only child for real. To hear you guys stand up for me and tell me that it’s not my fault really brings some healing and peace to me. I’ve blamed myself long enough and honestly I still do. Just like when I was a baby and older people were touching me inappropriately. I was just trying to understand it all , by going to go visit him. Trying to get answers. To which I never got. Until this day he still can’t give me an answer on why he killed my cousin.
@quanyewhite2249 Жыл бұрын
♥️♥️♥️
@evelynmoses8482 Жыл бұрын
You will never get clarity from someone who brought you (traumatic) confusion. You were meant to be here. You’re a beautiful soul. And also, so reflective. Thank you for being transparent. Don’t just survive, LIVE your life ❤
@unitywidlund2229 Жыл бұрын
@fellybx your healing process will take sometime honey, just know the more you let go of guilt and pain you’ll find your inner peace. 1 luv keep ya head up ♥️💯
@tayaromero1101 Жыл бұрын
Your cousin wouldn’t blame you. It’s not your fault he did what he did. Don’t feel guilty either, u get to live for you both. Do big things, ur so beautiful and strong🫶
@rahelye6925 Жыл бұрын
God bless you girl and evrything u been thru ur strong and its okay to cry. Dont listen to people whove never been in your shoes. I hope u find healing im sure u will
@uniquelyshaneek1554 Жыл бұрын
Hearing herself say that she was sexually experienced as a child broke my heart… she wasn’t experienced .. she was abused
@bergzwifey Жыл бұрын
It broke my heart too; it’s so sad at how much things like this happen so often to kids. I wish I could save all kids that this happens/happened to😢😢😢😢💔🙏🏽
@MissDZhae-px2ju Жыл бұрын
@@tarotguidance3547right, coping mechanism. I heard a R victim describe as just the worst sex she ever had, it was more so to take your power back alot of victims handle their trauma this way
@804smiles Жыл бұрын
The mind has a way of doing certain things to protect itself the human body & how it is designed is truly remarkable even down to like D.I.D. is something not even the Drs understand fully yet
@585entertainmentllc Жыл бұрын
And the fact that he wanted to know about those experiences....like waymint.... what's the reason?
@gr9515 Жыл бұрын
Exactly...poor lady....I hope this circle is broken
@AnnaNotSmith9 ай бұрын
Thank you for giving this woman a platform to speak on sexual exploitation. I’m so tired of the slut shaming and the misogynistic BS from both men and other women who have never walked a mile in her shoes. Literally walking all night just to stay warm because she had nowhere to sleep. Pobrecita! Wishing her all the best in her new beginnings in Florida
@FaithCummins Жыл бұрын
Stabbed 33 times and survived?? Yea she’s definitely spiritually protected, prayers out to her and her family!
@liveadorenessa Жыл бұрын
She’s almost eager to speak about her experiences as if she’s never been able to open up or have someone understand what she’s been through. & the fact that it’s so easy for her to speak about these horrible things as if it’s normal; it’s heartbreaking. Shoutouts to her for coming out on the other side & not letting her experiences break her
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Right on the dot !!!! I had to keep it silenced because everyone would just attack me. I’m a non judgemental person and always try to put myself in other peoples shoes. Ain’t my fault I have a big heart and just tried to be real and there for everyone!!!! When I took my cousin in I was tryna help, when I talked to my ex after the fact I was trying to help. I was just trying to be there for everyone- when nobody was there for me !!!!
@jessicaorozco83 Жыл бұрын
@@FellyBxYou have a purpose In this world... Your story is to be spoken its to be heard and it's going to help someone. The new u one day will be able to hug the little girl u were once and tell her now rest I got this... ❤❤
@takeitalocke1663 Жыл бұрын
Do you not realize how cathartic it must be to purge for her?
@leisurelady7505 Жыл бұрын
That's PTSD sadly. Therapist told me how it isn't normal to speak about abuse
@queenjoycole9710 Жыл бұрын
I know this may sound crazy but she’s probably told the story to herself over and over which makes it a little easier to say it out loud to others now.
@tiffanyjanell6440 Жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for her. She needs therapy on a whole other level. And none of this was her fault.
@lexc9879 Жыл бұрын
How do u know she doesnt get therapy? How do u, a complete stranger, knows what she needs? 🙄🤡
@tedbundy2268 Жыл бұрын
@@lexc9879facts
@MakiahConner Жыл бұрын
Probably because she got stabbed 33 times thatd be my guess on why she might need it just throwing it out there
@k.b.36839 ай бұрын
@@lexc9879You don’t think someone with these experiences obviously needs therapy? You must crazy af yourself
@RoyalJewels-xy9il4 ай бұрын
That part, none of this was her fault🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️
@HelloKittyDuh1987 Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to her she is no longer a victim but a resilient survivor ❤ much love ma!
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
So powerful
@humbleservant6685 Жыл бұрын
Wtf she's still a victim she said she was getting r***d still
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🖤
@kdollah9724 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@ariawal5591 Жыл бұрын
🌬❤️❤️❤️❤️
@AKAE47 Жыл бұрын
Shoutout to the boy who got her that stuffed animal for Valentine's Day because that's probably the only happy moment she ever had as a little girl🥺.. Not to mention that's most likely the only time a boy/man did a genuine gesture for her at that young age, without it involving anything sexual. My heart goes out to her in her healing journey!💓💓
@jsax19789 ай бұрын
Damn. I'm a grown man and this still bought tears to my eyes. I am a father to 2 daughters, a brother to my sisters and a son to a mother. No female/woman should wver have to endure abuse. I don't care if it is physical, sexual, emotional, etc....as men we are supposed to be protectors. We are supposed to keep things like this from happening, not doing this. May God keep her safe and help her heal from scars that no one can see. Males/Men, step up to the plate and do what we are made to do. Shyt wild, someone should have protected this young lady.
@madehoney50525 ай бұрын
Right, you can’t cut in front of my kids in a line let alone touch them… protect your kids and go crazy if necessary
@jsax19785 ай бұрын
@madehoney5052 I completely feel you! But us men need to really police ourselves and be the protectors that we were made to be. Please excuse me if it sounds "sexist" but no woman should have to shoulder the responsibility of being that protector. My male cohorts have to stand on our square in those instances. Salute to all of the real women willing to stand on the front lines with us, but the real men got this. Hold down the hut while we go to war for you!
@fishnets41775 ай бұрын
HALLELUJAH SOMEBODY 🌹
@evettematthews40834 ай бұрын
It happens to most of us... it's men we need protection from... keep a very close eye on your girls...
@GrievingSister2 ай бұрын
Right
@swaters3667 Жыл бұрын
It's a miracle that she survived. Thank you to the interviewer for bringing her story to the light.
@afroabe520 Жыл бұрын
yea God was with her that night
@genesiskravitz8621 Жыл бұрын
It’s so moving that she got emotional when she was led to talk about positive moments of her life. Very heartbreaking. The sad parts hardened her, almost dissociated her. And when she was told to remember any light, that’s when she emotionally broke. That hurt me. But I’m so proud of this queen.
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
First time I ever experienced that
@koraneman10 ай бұрын
I typed and deleted so many times and realized I’m speechless. And I been through a lot so not much shocks me but GOTT DAMN some people don’t get a break in this life.
@kendlegarcia5863 Жыл бұрын
Man I relate to this woman so much! I had started selling drugs young and went through a lot of sexual abuse and ended up a drug addict. I’m 3yrs sober now and finally healing from my past. Learning to forgive yourself and understanding that you did the best that you knew how to do at the time is an important part of the process so don’t ever beat yourself up for your past. You are worthy, you are a survivor, and you are deserving of the best! I wish you the absolute best girl!❤️
@lawaunagrimes2555 Жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you
@missyking2206 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏽😊
@kendlegarcia5863 Жыл бұрын
@@lawaunagrimes2555 Thanks!❤️
@Lindaknowsbest4sure Жыл бұрын
So proud of u
@biancawilliams748 Жыл бұрын
God bless you
@Aura_glow9 ай бұрын
The interviewer 👏🏾 love your interviewing style. Your calm demeanor. Asking the right questions without probing too deep. Being respectful. Giving her reassurance and also doing the breathing tactic with her. Sir, you are doing a fantastic job!
@adroutt1985 Жыл бұрын
Her story is so devastating and so common amongst black and brown women and men. Definitely should be a book and movie and a motivational speaker once she gets the healing she needs 🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
I agree
@itsty4short392 Жыл бұрын
For a black man to acknowledge this means so much because people love to act oblivious ❤
@adroutt1985 Жыл бұрын
@@itsty4short392 💯✊🏾💪🏾
@jessicacruz1977 Жыл бұрын
💯
@amandalee659 Жыл бұрын
How is this common ? This is not common between black and brown people this is horrible and she went through so much!
@momuhammad-cf1el Жыл бұрын
This man... whew... he's a real one for sure.!! I have never dated a man this caring before - everrrr!! He looking out for her, checking her lip gloss, helping her breathe and he just trying to help them both get through this interview! God bless this man.. we wanna do this interview BUT not at her detriment!!! He's what interviewers should be- HUMAN!! ❤
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
It’s funny cause someone said I was mean and rude to her, thank you for seeing the human in what I do. This is therapeutic for my guests, this is healing, not just clicks but people’s lives. We must be careful how we treat each other. Again, thank you for spreading you light, continue to shine bright.
@momuhammad-cf1el Жыл бұрын
iF YOU SEE theire comment again- tag me!!~ Yu mae her feel so comfortable. You can tell by her body language as the interview goes on! I pray that you wil interview me 1 day... ima be like "No disresocet to Mrs. Diane Sawyer Ma'am however I ONLY all Trap to inteview me".. Ima treat you like you my barber- it's you interviewing or NOT at ALL...
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
@@momuhammad-cf1ellmaooo they comment somewhere in here 😂 u r hilarious and yea we gotta set sum up
@natcaro440 Жыл бұрын
Yes you did an amazing job !
@tdot1271 Жыл бұрын
But you was asking questions just for Clicks!! Pure exploitation, anyone with sense should have an issue with most of your questions!
@marionbrown4445 Жыл бұрын
I literally held my Breath the whole interview. This was super intense. I’m so happy ur still alive and I hope you get the healing you deserve. I really really do.
@lashannon3668 Жыл бұрын
Her story is a cautionary one. Ladies ( and men) Never tell them what you are leaving. Be smart, play a role until you are safely away, make your moves in silence. I waited till my abuser was out of town and moved out completely, he didn't know where I went to. Im so glad this young lady survived! Get a safety plan in place if you are ever in this situation.
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Yes
@rizzy6687 Жыл бұрын
She was 16.... If she were older than maybe... at 16 she didn't know any better.
@kaitilynjacobs98 Жыл бұрын
@@rizzy6687so young 😭 She was just a baby.
@Dai.Goddess Жыл бұрын
Just went through my first domestic situation this year. It was a frightening experience to see the person I loved and spent everyday with change for the worse. When sis said she saw her partner’s eyes change and it was like he was possessed. I relived my moments. My partner’s eyes were usually a light brown color on a daily, but when she would have these moments, her eyes filled with black. Her voice would also change drastically, it was like a totally different person. Similarly when I told her I was leaving her she would also ask me “am I sure?” And that “if you leave, you know that’s your loss not mine. I know what I can bring to the table!” I knew I had to have a plan in place to leave her because I was not who I once knew. Lost weight, didn’t want to communicate with others, I lost sleep, and the only thing that I seemed to care about while I was with her was making her happy and try my best to not f* anything up in her eyes. I wish I thought about not telling her when I was leaving so that I could make an easy getaway, but she had my car that night. So I needed to think quickly. The only thing I could think of in that moment was to get my car back safely. Smh I just pray the next woman that meets her unfortunately, protects herself and her own heart. And remember to pray, 🙏🏼
@krose27 Жыл бұрын
Very true.....
@diivinebeauty Жыл бұрын
I wanna give her a long big hug and tell her how beautiful she is ! Buy her flowers all of that.. I can’t imagine going through half of what she has gone through.. this was so hard to hear 😢 I hope from this point on life is good to you because you DESERVE IT !
@Brandirell Жыл бұрын
Saddens me that this beautiful woman has never experienced protection in her childhood nor adulthood. 😓The fact that she can tell her story without breaking down speaks to her strength. I pray that God covers & protects her from all evil. 🙏🏾
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
🙏🏿
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank u so so so much !!!
@tdot1271 Жыл бұрын
No, it shows how normalized her experiences became, this is how she survives her trauma.
@EB-ok3io Жыл бұрын
@@tdot1271Exactly Survival instincts. Hate she went through that.
@ramseyabdul1873 Жыл бұрын
Strength has nothing to do with it. She was selling drugs as a child, for crying out loud....... She's just a masculine, manly type of female, that's all.
@annieannie3818 Жыл бұрын
When she mentioned the females in her life that have sexually exposed and abused her that hit my core… I can resonate with her and the decisions she makes growing up because of that abuse…. I applaud her for being able to speak her story and wish I had the strength to tell my story..I wish I could give her a hug
@JenniferJennnnn Жыл бұрын
This was a lot. When I hear stuff like this it makes me so uncomfortable because I can never fathom people molesting children. Her story is so gruesome. My god. I just couldn’t imagine going through what she went through. She’s so strong to tell her story without like… idk… I’m sorry this happened to you and continues to happen to you. You don’t deserve this. I hate humans so bad. I hope she goes to therapy to work through these things somehow. I’m praying for and her journey through life. I’m praying for her children in hopes that they are protected. God bless you. Good please cover her
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
🙏🏿
@joy14389 ай бұрын
I told my abuser I’m not leaving him faked it until my family moved my stuff out while we where on vacation you can’t never tell an abuser you’re leaving or don’t want them anymore especially to there face but I’m so glad you made it out alive because my cousin didn’t or my sister god bless you angel
@Ashhwitcash9 ай бұрын
This is beautiful that you gave her a platform to share her story! So sorry to hear that you had a terrible abusive life. I hope you have found some type of healing even after all the pain you’ve been through. I suggest going to therapy. You’ll be able to lay everything out on the table with no judgement. It helps a lot
@cameronmorgan0203 Жыл бұрын
Nothing but the Blood of Jesus!!!!!! I hate when a guy disrespects his woman like he owns her or something. God owns everything and it needs to be more respect in relationships these days TBH
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
You ain’t lying!
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
Definitely
@Wildest_Gem Жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking. This woman has a calling on her life. Her assignment is heavy, i just hope she gets the help and support she needs and deserves. I admire her strength and can tell she has a heart of gold.
@tamzyl1250 Жыл бұрын
The trauma she has been through, it’s so sad that she has learnt to accept these atrocities done to her. May you get the support, care and love needed to take care of you ❤
@sytashasimpson6715 Жыл бұрын
To be stabbed at 16 33 Times is Insane my heart definitely goes out to you glad you got away from him
@Catiababy-tb5nq2 ай бұрын
This goes to show stop having relationships so damn young....focusing on the wrong shit but thank God you survived
@size38cs Жыл бұрын
She’s been through a lot and still has a long way to go. She compartmentalizes so she can tell her story. As much as she may think it’s therapeutic, she looking at her life and telling her story like she’s watching tv. When she started crying she swallowed that shame, cut off the emotion and was ready to entertain. She will make a good writer when she is able to commit to doing better. She still has yet to embrace that little girl and learn to love her. All her plans are on hold and she has to now move and find a new home. I’ll pray for her so she can focus on healing being a parent and providing workout using others. I truly see who she is and she lovable. She just needs to feel it. 🙏🏽🤗
@enveedone Жыл бұрын
Well written and on point.
@arlenedennis9446 Жыл бұрын
I’m listening to her story and had to realize she was 16 at the time . RIP to her cousin
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Yup. Just a baby
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🫶🏽
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🙏
@Leopardv8448 Жыл бұрын
@@TrappinAnonymous😢
@ORIGINALREDY2MIX Жыл бұрын
@@FellyBx I follow you now on IG hope all is well with you
@magdagirl241 Жыл бұрын
I really felt her when she got irritated with her mom.. ppl think you’re being mean but only ppl that have family members like that will understand
@ZWitDaTea Жыл бұрын
But u still have to respect ur mom let God deal wit her cuz thats a rule
@sdickerson1918 Жыл бұрын
@@ZWitDaTeaWhat!? Leave God out of the equation. If he was real she would not have went through NONE of the things she went through. GOD IS MADE UP TO CONTROL SLAVES/SHEEPEOPLE
@moneybags733ify9 ай бұрын
Facts
@sharenahartley6499 ай бұрын
Madagirl241 I understand my mom choose men over me
@sharenahartley6499 ай бұрын
Zwithda tea your parents has to respect you too
@mskim742011 ай бұрын
This story was truly heartbreaking. I hope she heals and can move on and up to a better place. Also I appreciate how wonderful the interviewer was, he is very professional, polite, gentle and showed empathy. Excellent Job!
@Porsha_Taylor Жыл бұрын
I just want to say, I never knew things like this even happened until recently. I never knew that people lived life like this. I am forever grateful for your for sharing your story. I’m also grateful that I have the parents and brothers that I have and I will never take them for granted again!
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Hell yea
@keishajohnson6235 Жыл бұрын
This is terrifying for a young girl to have experience this much trauma at such a young age. She still somehow has a light within her.Women go through a lot.
@Trappcentral10 ай бұрын
i wish i could tell my story like you girl definitely props to you , i got stabbed 8x im only 4'10 i thought my life was over it changed everything but hearing your story definitely made me feel like im not alone , i pray for your mental & physical healing , much love mama ❤
@danger49399 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry that happened to you . I’m happy you okay i pray you develop the strength to tell your story. The world always needs to hear a wonderful testimony and how you survived. never forget everything happens for a real reason.God bless you love you sister ❤❤❤
@shyeeshapollard172 Жыл бұрын
The sexual abuse story is the same as mine...I was in foster care being sexually abused. My social worker failed me, a white lady, she told me to fight them instead of removing me. When it came to sexual advances I just sat there , I couldn't tell them to stop, I didn't know how. Boys at school would just walk by and grab my ass and I hated it but didn't know how to react. The promiscuity is very relatable too
@SHAWNA499Ай бұрын
I’m sorry,she was a terrible worker.the whole system is just evil
@kittymcneil9588 ай бұрын
It’s just wild cuz like you legit was born and raised in the same areas as me (both the heights & the Bx) and it shows how different somebody life is regardless if y’all live in the same place. I’m glad you came out so strong, your story is proof of blessing
@synsationallyme Жыл бұрын
When she said for some reason bout/ men have always been attracted to her and molested her, that resonated so deeply with me. My first encounter was around the age of four and it went on from there. There is a calling on her life and I’m grateful that this young lady is still here to tell her story 💜
@momonique09 Жыл бұрын
Same here😔❤
@biancawilliams748 Жыл бұрын
There is and I pray she answers 🙏
@nyedondada5498 Жыл бұрын
God bless yaw 🙏🏾 👑💪🏽❤
@FellyBx7 ай бұрын
Wow ! God bless you love 🫶🏽
@ArtemisUnderscoreJ2 ай бұрын
Thank you for still being here as well. *HUG* ❤️
@DreamofJerine Жыл бұрын
She is so resilient & wise. She never deserved the cards life dealt her but the calling over her life is 10xs more powerful. Know that Queen. Keep going/growing. Sending you nothing but love 🖤
@moniluvv Жыл бұрын
Another great interview. Chris did a great job keeping the interview on track which I know was difficult considering how heavy her story is. This woman has been through so much! I pray she continues to heal and realize her worth.
@readyforachange8139 Жыл бұрын
This broke my heart. She never witnessed true love . She just knows how to survive -that’s it. Glory be to God she’s still here. She has a purpose - she gotta figure out what it is. Praying for true healing for her and her family. 🙏🏾
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank u so much
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
🤲🏿
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🙏🖤
@cleohope7415 Жыл бұрын
@@FellyBxI pray you heal and experience peace❤❤❤
@Ssungoddess10 ай бұрын
Only knowing survival makes you like this. Jokes & light hearted even with the darkest topic. May God heal anyone dealing with living survival mode, even after the trauma ❤
@BrijionDon Жыл бұрын
Big ups to this woman for having the courage to share her story. I know this will reach many people; even young girls and boys who need to see and hear an example of how dangerous the streets are. I’m praying she GENUINELY gets the help, therapy, guidance & healing that she well deserves. This ain’t right. May the Most High protect you always Felly. 💯💗
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@BrijionDon Жыл бұрын
@@FellyBx you’re most welcome 🙏🏽
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Say it again
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🙏
@StepItup-hr5hv Жыл бұрын
I hope she treats her son better and like a child with all the love she can give him that she didn’t get when she was young
@FellyBx7 ай бұрын
One thing my kids get is a lot of love and a million hugs and kisses.
@gingerthomas57583 ай бұрын
@FellyBx just do the best you young lady. Don't let anyone judge you, including stephanie-hr-5hv
@nickawilliams51752 ай бұрын
As someone who grew up in foster care, I can relate to many of the experiences she speaks of. I never realized how telling your story could possibly help or be an eye opener for others.
@LongLiveMsCarter22 Жыл бұрын
This is horrible! I’m so absolutely happy that she is still alive! I hope she stays well protected. God is definitely with her.
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🫶🏽
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Yes
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🖤
@DELICIOUSSSROZAYY69 Жыл бұрын
❤❤
@lovinglife1762 Жыл бұрын
She is an extremely articulate young lady. Wishing her peace and love! ❤
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Yessss
@jazzysprinkles841 Жыл бұрын
Im lost for words after watching this.. Listening to her talk about the things she has went through hits on a different level because ive gone through very similar circumstances and know how degrading that feels.. its very inspiring seeing her being so vulnerable and but with her head held high. Easily the best and most captivating interview ive ever seen.
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@tina_aiesha Жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to her, she been through so much & still standing. Im so glad she is still here to tell her story. I appreciate him doing that breathing exercises. All little girls have to be protected. We have to normalize stepping up when we see things off & just help if we can. Food, pack of underwear etc. a little something is better than nothing. This shows you that kids/ teens mindset are not good enough to make good decisions. She kept seeing him after he tried to kill her or even not knowing she was virgin from being sexually abused. I love how she is growing and noticing the signs & becoming more aware. I’m gonna keep her in prayer.
@ebonysweetnesssweetness5153 Жыл бұрын
This womans story is shocking on too many levels - I hope over time she is able to heal sending her best wishes
@AneesaMarie Жыл бұрын
I appreciate this episode. I hope breakbeat provides pastoral care for the people that share their story. It’s important to support people after exploring such traumatic situations, rather than just leaving Pandora’s box open.
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
ChrisStylez has been very supportive to the best of his ability but yes I agree…. This is a lot for me … I just keep reliving it over and over then the other family members aren’t happy and they hate me. It’s alot - so hard to be a functional adult. But Chris has helped alot !!!!!! Don’t know what I would do if it wasn’t for him and all the people who are supporting me.
@FlawlessVictory77 Жыл бұрын
I pray you find peace and cry for the little girl that couldn't defend herself, it's not your fault the things You've been through. It's okay to not be okay and to fight back. Therapy is a great way to start healing if you're ready for that. You're able to break generational curses
@SoulSearch11110 Жыл бұрын
@@FellyBx break the family members off if they don't support you, I had to do it and it's for you!
@TorreyTy9 ай бұрын
@@FellyBxyou are such a strong woman fr. I just want to say that the older I get the more I don't care about what other ppl think about me bc I know I'm a decent human to others and I hope you find a way to get to that mindset when it comes to them or anybody that is negative towards you. Thank you for telling your story and I pray you find peace❤
@FellyBx9 ай бұрын
@@TorreyTy oh I’m there already. I’m blessed everyday because of my beautiful heart and because of all the people I help. Others can’t tell me too much about myself that I haven’t shared already that is all in my past anyway you know
@laceycoleman6630 Жыл бұрын
She is so beautiful and you can tell she has a beautiful soul!! I hope she can get past the bad things and realize she is special and I hope she finds a good man to show her how special she is!!
@PatriciaJeanNC Жыл бұрын
Shout out to the Teacher that brought this child joy. Muchlove❤
@keishab7522Ай бұрын
I am so proud of her for speaking so honestly, openly, and truthfully. To talk about such painful and horrific things. I definitely want to support her dreams . I know what it is to come up in the hoods, in poverty, and homelessness, and want to overcome that. That she still has dreams. Nothing wrong with that.❤❤❤ Could you provide a link to her?
@melanatedhated6463 Жыл бұрын
You never let the right hand know what the left hand is doing. Never tell someone you wanna leave, just do it to avoid situations like this.
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Mmmmm
@lashae4203 ай бұрын
she was 16. She had no guidance at all.
@bellamonroe7322 Жыл бұрын
I commend her for telling her story out loud and I really like the interviewer he’s very professional and polite
@unitywidlund2229 Жыл бұрын
This interview was soooooo transparent, even getting a glimpse of her present moments while she was otp is real man….
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@shelbyarmstrong8772 Жыл бұрын
I’ve never cried so hard 😢😢 girl you are the true definition of resilience your so amazing , your strength your smile your vibe everything is so amazing ! If you ever need a friend I’m in Daytona fl ❤
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Wooowww thank you 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
@kenyatasims69919 ай бұрын
@@FellyBxhi there beautiful wats the link to your only fans?
@yalondawilson9132 ай бұрын
I'm glad you can rise up and talk about your pain. You speak your truth and your story can help someone else. God bless you and your family🫂🙏🏾
@lysmalls6587 ай бұрын
The fact that you were a child and not protected is saddening & maddening at the same time I hope you are in Counseling it will help you I hope you are okay your Childhood was taken from you this is so heavy it’s Unfathomable this is Heartbreaking
@modestmel Жыл бұрын
Wow. She’s beautiful physically but I can tell she has an even more beautiful spirit. I pray for her continued protection & healing.
@niladewsa Жыл бұрын
This is heavy 😢I pray for her peace and healing. I know she sounds like she okay but because of the damage she’s In extreme pain. To not feel or be protected by any adult especially your mom is wild. Sending her my love because this story is wild and very sad
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
❤
@lorettaortiz6723 Жыл бұрын
She's a beautiful soul, I'm glad she alive to tell her story
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Yessss
@LexieSulton Жыл бұрын
@FellyBX thank you for telling your story. You are me and I am you, you told my story while telling yours. As far as the people and places, who and where those things happened was/is exactly how the abuse took place. It started with my step-father and ended with him, but in between the beginning and ending there where so many other people. I only told on my step-father. I struggle with that everyday. You not only just gave me a voice but a lot if other girls and women also. Thank you
@tatianalouis4217 Жыл бұрын
I just want to give her a hug cause I can understand how it feels to just want to express the pain that you have been through in your life. So many times people could’ve helped her and everyone just abandoned her! The whole society failed her!
@rocm4230 Жыл бұрын
You were 16, this shouldn't have happened to you. You should have been protected. Im sorry all these predators did this to you. God bless you ❤
@iriscruz1566 Жыл бұрын
She made me cry and you can hear that she needed to talk to someone!🥹💔
@noproblemoxone469 Жыл бұрын
I cried when she said she couldn't remember any warm moments as a child. That is so sad.
@sherriekimberly6122 Жыл бұрын
I'm so thankful you survived 🙏 I'm a domestic survivor myself and healing isn't easy, sharing our stories help others out ..
@neauxlarosebeautyspa3863 Жыл бұрын
Praying for her healing and the interviewer was very calm, patient and understanding of the anxiety that she’s dealing with. I love that
@missrafaelaaa Жыл бұрын
This was a lot, I’m happy that she’s on her way to healing. Taking accountability for her role in all of this is important but it’s sad that she had to be a victim. Hoping the next part of her life works out great for her ❤
@sexygabby3011 ай бұрын
As a child there isn’t accountability when they are still trying to understand how to pee right it the ones around you that fail you as in ADULTS ARE A PROBLEM OF THE PLANET. They. Are the responsible ones who deems accountability and responsibility of any human they bring about. Not the kids. They may always know they’ve done things but can never ever process the consequences of the actions, that eventually arrest your development for the future hood of one’s existence.
@TorreyTy9 ай бұрын
Accountability? As a child where adults failed her from the beginning....get tf outta here girl 😂😂😂
@shahadahboyd6562 Жыл бұрын
This story really moved me because I’ve been through everything that she been thru beside the stabbing part 💯 I have a big heart for her & if you ever see my comment, YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE THIS BUT EVERYONE ISNT BRAVE ENOUGH TO SPEAK ABOUT IT 💯👏🏾 Thank you for speaking about it 😮💨😮💨
@chanaberri Жыл бұрын
I’m 25 minutes into the interview and I can’t help but cry man she deserved so much better
@ashdiva86 Жыл бұрын
She shows soooo much strength, especially what’s she’s been through 😢. She’s a survivor ❤
@pheamonea4214 Жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking and so devastating that I barely have words. The extent of her trauma that she is operating out of….. my prayers go out to you beautiful!!!! I admire that you actively want to change and are working to change for your self and your children. 🙏🙏🙏
@bigbossmgmt9143 Жыл бұрын
Wow this is the most amazing interview I’ve ever seen on KZbin shout out to the journalist for handling her with so much care. Shout out to Shawty for being so open and honest. I can’t imagine how so many adults in her life have failed her. She has a drive to survive I hope she gets therapy to deal with the trauma.
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
Thank you all for watching and sharing my content. Every story is worth telling, even yours. This testimony is so powerful, let me know what you think.
@Hovitv Жыл бұрын
I know here we grew up from the same block I use to see her all the time and chilled all the time and can’t believe she went thru this the whole time we use to chill 😢
@Hovitv Жыл бұрын
When she talks about her her house condition she was correct. I use to go to her crib and you can tell she was struggling
@Hovitv Жыл бұрын
That story 45:57 was a famous story in MT hope. She robbed some dudes that are good to the hood and she started chilling with the 240 dudes
@hodnod10 Жыл бұрын
I like how u listen more then u talk great interview she’s a good storyteller
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
@@hodnod10thank u so much for this. Huge compliment
@ruth_a_r.n.2753 Жыл бұрын
This is so frightening! A cautionary tale! Thank you to this woman for sharing her story!!
@chanequajohnson51593 ай бұрын
Shes very well spoken & kept the interview interesting..hope things get better for her she has a great personality considering all she's endured ❤
@shaunaodiea618410 ай бұрын
Some people really go through hell!! I wish her the richest of blessings, and all the peace & love this life can offer. Many blessings to her!! 🙏🏾💯❣️
@UniqueDeJanae Жыл бұрын
So heartbreaking ! 🥺 What a beautiful strong woman! I absolutely love how patient and calm he is with her. Makes a very comfortable space to be vulnerable, which is very important when discussing touchy topics as such. 💖 love this
@alishatinsley2930 Жыл бұрын
Yessss I was thinking that! I loved his vibe throughout. Even telling her to breath & trying to show her a positive outlook on the negative. I love it.
@raymondbennettjr.8845 Жыл бұрын
No problem that story deserves to be heard you are a survivor and by sharing this hopefully it can help the youth blessings to you young lady you’re the definition of strength
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙏🏽
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
It will
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🖤
@raymondbennettjr.8845 Жыл бұрын
@@FellyBx no prob
@nik7498 Жыл бұрын
Wow!!! You should write a book about your life! This is unbelievable. I'm glad you lived to tell your story. God Bless...
@kaylawright Жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking things to hear. May she and her kids continue to be blessed and protected. She really should write a ton of books. Great interviewer, to allow her to tell her stories patiently and respectfully.
@tarawalton67785 ай бұрын
You DEFINITELY do NOT look like what you have been through. Thank you for sharing your story. You are a TRUE survivor. May GOD CONTINUE to KEEP you in the very palm of his hand.
@gorickrealty Жыл бұрын
Wow, this young sisters story is deep. It's amazing how she could still smile. May God cover her & protect her & heal her wounds from the inside out. Peace, love & light ✌🏾❤🙏🏾
@yahaira975able Жыл бұрын
Being sexually abused is a fucked up situation. Being 14 and forced to have sex fucked me up. And then I became sexually promiscuous I never understood why and I thought I was fucked up in the head. Life really was fucked up after that. I’m happy you survived your trama Baby girl god bless u always. Your so gorgeous 💕
@string-ed9sy Жыл бұрын
Flee from sexual immorality
@wahaywgr Жыл бұрын
I hope stories like this help to begin to change the mentality of some of these men who feel it’s ok to treat women as if they’re not human. Women go through so much, it breaks my heart.
@sc84ldn Жыл бұрын
I love the way he looks out for the people he's interviewing. Just the little things like offering water and the breathing 😊
@KateNulty-t8t8 ай бұрын
You are amazing- the sparkle in your eyes, your strength, your intelligence, the dysfunction and abuse you suffered - so sorry xx
@Krissyfromthebronx Жыл бұрын
You are the kind of person that makes me proud to be from the Bronx. ❤ You are a survivor and a warrior. God bless you.
@ypiper8161 Жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for her 💔 listening to her story makes me terrified of men! Young girls and women are not safe! I pray she finds peace 😢
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
😢
@TheTruth4AllLiarz Жыл бұрын
This guy just gained a sub .. despite how sad, I like this interview! Beautiful girl telling a horrible story. I feel like she's conditioned herself to where she can tell this story without crying and I've cried more than she should have been crying. Crazy shit!
@prettyhandsomegang52272 ай бұрын
Not telling right away is something i regret becuz the person continues touching more ppl
@mimisalazar3133 Жыл бұрын
Wow! She needs Therapy so bad, I just can’t imagine All that she’s described about her sexual abuse! , she was not sexually experienced @7 she doesn’t realize that abuse doesn’t mean experience. It’s a miracle that she’s sitting & able to tell her story, she really is a survivor ! May God cover her continuously ❤
@aw529109 Жыл бұрын
This really brings tears to my eyes. Praying for you, you are so strong 🙏🏽
@FellyBx Жыл бұрын
Thank u
@breakbeatmedia Жыл бұрын
🖤🖤
@cleophus-o8m Жыл бұрын
Dang I have love for this girl. I'm proud of her and I would hope she starts some type of youtube channel. She inspires me that life ahead is good and she's giving me motivation to move forward and start pushing harder to improve in life. Big up's to her.
@daniellevibes Жыл бұрын
Man, 😞 I hate she went through this horrible, horrible stuff! These people s-xually a-used her!! She tries to deal with it by hugging herself. You see it when she talks about it she grabs her arm by self soothing. Sending love and Prayers out to you sis. I hope with everything in me things get better for you ❤️🩹
@TrappinAnonymous Жыл бұрын
💔
@princesswaggoner38124 ай бұрын
We, and I’m speaking for all women that have experienced pain and trauma, thank you so much for sharing your platform and providing a listening ear. This is probably the most therapy that they’ll seek, but they need to be heard!